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Shaam ko hi main apna saaman liye train me baith chuki thi. Inayat mere bagal me tha. Inayat shaukat se thoda
lamba tha lekin thoda patla tha. Ye jyada haseen tha aur hamesha apne phone se hi chipka rehta tha. Jiski wajah
se isko meri saas se hamesha daanth khani padti. Mujhse ye jyada mukhatib na ho saka tha kyunki main kam
bolna hi pasand karti thi.
Main ek naye ghar me ja pahunchi thi, ghar par phone kar ke bata diya tha ki main yahan aa gayi hoon. Inayat
mere liye hotel se khana le aaya. Maine thoda hi khaya aur main thak haar kar so gayi. Ye ek apartment tha jisme
do bedroom the aur ek hall aur ek drawing room tha. Isme do bathroom aur toilet the. Ek balcony thi jo buliding ke
pichle hisse me thi. Balcony se doosri buildings nazar aati thi aur saath me neeche ka park nazar aata tha. Ye
apartment mere aane se pehli si saza diya gaya tha. Ghar me padre, kaaleen,refrigerator aur kithchen me bartan
sab cheezein thi. Mujhe baad me maloom pada ki ye ghar Shaukat ne liya tha aur wo mujhe yahan laana chahta
tha ki isse pehle hi meri kismat phoot gayi.
Inayat doosre bedrrom me sota tha. Is building me sirf 4 flat hi the aur ye flat first floor par tha. Saamne wale flat
me hamesha lock hi rehta tha. Ye shaher ke bahar hi laga hua tha. Yahan se shaher suru hota tha. Kuch din isi
tarha khamoshi se beet rahe the. Hum naye miya biwi sirf utni hi baat karte the jitni ki jarurat ho. Inayat subha hi
kaheen chala jaata aur dophar ko ghar me wapis aa jata. Ghar ki zarurat ki cheezein wo la deta aur phir agle din
wahi schedule rehta.
Main din bhar TV dekhti ya sham ko balcony me baith kar chidiyo aur baccho ko park me dekhti. Ye waqt ghar ke
waqt se thoda accha tha. Yahan main khud me aakar kaheen gum ho gayi thi.
Ab mujhe yahan aaye lagbhag 2 hafte guzar chuke the. Ek shaam ko meri khala zaad bahen ka phone aaya.
Idhar udhar ki baat karne ke baad wo mujhse pooch padi ki kya hua hai abhi tak. Maine uski baat ko kaatna
chahta, mujhe is baat par kuch nahi kehne tha isliye main anjaan hi banti rahi ki achanak meri bahen biphar padi
aur lagbhag jhalla ke poonch baithi "main poonch rahi hoon ki usne teri bur me apna hathiyar pela ki nahi?" uske
is achank sawaal aur uske andaz ke liye main taiyyar na thi isliye maine bhi jhalla kar phone kaat diya.
Raat ko main bahut upset thi. Inayat bhi kuch pareshan lag raha tha. Usne kuch khaya nahi aur is tarha hamare
beech kuch baatein huyi.
Main: Inayat tumne kuch khaya kyun nahi, kya baat hai.
Inayat: wo bhabhi,,,,
Main: main tumhari biwi hoon ab samjhe
Inayat: "sorry mian bhool gaya tha"
Main" kya fark padta hai tumhare bhai bhi bhool gaye the"
Inayat: "main bhi wo sab bhoolna chahta hoon, main bhi in sab ke liye taiyyar na tha lekin ammi ki beemari ne
mujhe ye karne ke liye majboor kar diya"
Main : "kyun kya hua unko?"
Inayat: "zara zara si baat par behosh hokar gir padti hain"
Main: "ek insan ne na jaane kitno ko beemar kar diya"
Inayat: "wo khud bhi to bekar se ho gaye hain, khair aap jaanti hain ki hum yahan kis liye aaye hain, humko apna
maksad poora karna chahiye"
Main:"main jaant hoon ki mujhe tumhare saamne nana hona hai taaki tum mujhe bhog sako"
ye baat mere muh se nikal to gayi phir mujhe ehsaas hua ki maine kya kah diya hai. meri baat se Inayat kuch
jhalla sa gaya lekin phir thnada hokar bola
Inayat: "agar aap unse abhi bhi nafrat karti hain to is shaadi ke liye razi kyun huyi?"
Main: "usi wajah se jis wajah se tum huye, mere baba ko heart attack aa chuka hai aur doctor ne ,,,,,hmmm" aur
ye kehkar main roney lagi. Inayat ne phir koi sawal na kiya aur mujhe apne kandhon ka sahara diya bas itna kaha
usne ki aap bhi khana kha lo phir kal hum chidiya ghar ghoomne jayeinge.
main thoda der se uthi, naha dho kar naasta banaya aur Inayat ko awaz di, wo taiyyar baitha tha. Uske chehre
par muskaan thi.
Naasta kar ke hum chidiya ghar ghoomne nikal padey.Ye bhi ajab ittefaq tha ki wo log jinko kismat me tamasha
bana diya tha aaj parindo aur haiwano ka tamasha dekhne aaye the. AAj subha se hi badal chaye huye the,
dhoop na namo nishan na tha. Mausam bada accha maloom padta tha.
Aaj chutti ka din nahi tha isliye kuch kam log hi nazar aate the. Chidighar me ek choti si train thi jo jagah jagah
jakar rukti thi aur phir chal padti. Ye mere pehle mauka tha jab main shadi ke baad ghoom rahi thi. Accha lag
raha tha.
Kaafi waqt beet gaya tha, humne chidiyaghar me hi khana khaya. Inayat beech beech me apne bachpan ki kuch
meethi baatein batata jispar mujhe hasi aa jaati.
Uska shaqsiyat mujhe hamehsa acchi lagti. Wo bada samajhdaar sa insan tha.
Ab hum waapis jaana chahte the ki achanak boonda baandi shuro ho gayi aur tez hawa chalne lagi. Hum ek ped
ke neeche aakar khale ho gaye. Inayat ne aaj mujhe kai baar chua tha, uska haan mere khnadho par ya meri
kamar par hi raha. Mujhe bhi bura nahi laga, kuch bhi ho aakhir wo mera shauhar hi tha.
Hum yahan kuch minute hi ruke the ki achanak zordaar zamajham barish shuru ho gayi. Maine aaj ek shadi pehni
thi jo ek dum tranparent thi. Ab main aur Inayat bheegne lage they. Inayat ne bahar khade ek auto rickshaw ko
awaz di, Hum rikhshaw me baith kar ghar ki taraf nikal padey. Lekin baarish itna tez thi ki main poori tarha bheeg
si gayi thi. Mera blouse safed rang ka tha jo thoda bareek tha lekin barish me bheegne ki wajah se bilkul aar paar
dikh raha tha. Aaj main phans gayi thi kyunki aaj bra bhi nahi pahena tha maine.
Inayat ki nazrein ab mere seena par ja tiki thi aur main apne dono haanto se unse chipa rahi thi. Jaisi hi ghar par
pahunche main bhag kar buliding me ghus gayi.
Darwaza khola aur apne bedroom me bahg kar pahunchi, soch rahi thi ki jaldi se kapde change kar loon taaki
shardi na lagey aur main chai bana ka Inayat ko bhi de doon. Maine jaldi se apna blouse utara aur peticoat bhi
utar diya. Ab main bilkul nangi thi, Thandi hawa mere jism me kapkapi paida kar rahi thi. Itne me peeche se
Inayat ki awaz aayi ki "Aara khulle paise hain kya ?" jab mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas hua tab tak main uske saame
bilkul nangi khadi thi, mujhe khalayal aaya to maine apne dono haantho se apne seena ko chipa lekin aisa karne
se meri neeche ki nangi jagah numaya ho gayi, phir maine apne neeche haanth badhaya to seena nazar aane
laga. Mujhe aisi halat me dekhkar Inayat bhi hawas kho baitha tha ki usne meri taraf chaadar phek di jisse maine
khud ko dhaka tab jakar mere hosh thikaane aaye aur mujhe uske sawaal ka khalayal aaya wo mujhse khulla
paise maange aaya tha, shayad Autoricksaw waale ko dene the. Maine ab darwaza band kiya.
Lautkar jab inayat aaya to main chai bana rahi thi. Maine kuch pakode tal liye the aur ab main balcony me ek khuri
bar baithi kudrat ka haseen nazara dekh rahi thi. Inayat mere peeche hi baitha tha achanak zor se bijli kadki aur
main apne khayalon se jhatke se bahar aayi lekin main itna chauk gayi thi ki main kursi se ludhak si gayi thi.
Inayat me mujhe rokna chaha lekin wo khud neeche ja gira aur main uski godh me jaa giri, Mujhe kuch sakht
cheez ke ehsaas apne chootadon oar hua. JAb mujhe andaza hua to main sharma si gayi. Inayat ne apni baahein
meri kamar me daal di theen. Main uthna chahti thi lekin Inayat ne mujhe rok liya. Ab wo mujhe dheere dheere
sehla raha tha. Uske garam haanth meri kamar me gudgudi si kar rahe the. Maine Inayat se alag hokar uthna
chaha to main uspar hi gir padi. Ab usne meri peeth pakad kar mere honton par honth rakh diye.Main ab ajab
halat me thi, lekin ab khud ko alag nahi kar paa rahi thi.
Inayat ab mere honto ko choosne laga to main bhi uska sath dene lagi. Uske jism ki garmi pakar accha lag raha
tha. Itne me Inayat ne mujhe uthne ko kaha , main samajh na saki hi kya ho gaya hai,Inayat uthaa aur usne mujhe
apni bahon me utha liya. Main kehne lagi ki Inayat mujhe neeche utaro lekin wo kahan sunne wala tha. Usne
mujhe bistar par lita diya ab an mere upar aakar mere honto ko dobara choosne laga. Ab uske haanth merei
seene ko sahla rahe the. Maine sirf maxi pahni thi.Is wajah se mere seene bra se aazad the. Jaisi hi uske haanto
ne mere seene ko chua main kaanp gayi lekin mujhe bada accha lag raha tha.Inayat ke haanth kamaal kar rahe
the.Usne meri maxi ke saare button khol diye the aur ab uske haanth mere nange seene ko sahla rahe the, Mere
muh se aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh,siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ki awaz aa rahi thi. Inayat ne meri maxi
ke upar se hi meri taango de darmiya haanth lejana chaha to maine apne ek haanth se usey rokna chaha lekin
mere haanth ko usne alag kar diya. Ab ek baar dobara usne mujhe uthne ko kaha to main andaza nahi laga paayi
ki wo chahta kya hai lekin main bina sawal kiya khadi ho gayi. Wo neeche jhuka aur mujhe haanth upar karne ko
kaha. Maine haath upar hi kiye the ki mujhe andaza ho gaya ki wo kya karna chahta hai.lekin deir ho chuki thi aur
woek jhatke me meri maxi meri jism se utar chuka tha. Jaisi hi usne upar se neeche mere jism ko dekh uski
aankho me nasha ka jhalak utha. Maine apne aap ko apne dono haanto se dhakna chaha lekin wo mere haanth
pakad chuka tha.
lamba tha lekin thoda patla tha. Ye jyada haseen tha aur hamesha apne phone se hi chipka rehta tha. Jiski wajah
se isko meri saas se hamesha daanth khani padti. Mujhse ye jyada mukhatib na ho saka tha kyunki main kam
bolna hi pasand karti thi.
Main ek naye ghar me ja pahunchi thi, ghar par phone kar ke bata diya tha ki main yahan aa gayi hoon. Inayat
mere liye hotel se khana le aaya. Maine thoda hi khaya aur main thak haar kar so gayi. Ye ek apartment tha jisme
do bedroom the aur ek hall aur ek drawing room tha. Isme do bathroom aur toilet the. Ek balcony thi jo buliding ke
pichle hisse me thi. Balcony se doosri buildings nazar aati thi aur saath me neeche ka park nazar aata tha. Ye
apartment mere aane se pehli si saza diya gaya tha. Ghar me padre, kaaleen,refrigerator aur kithchen me bartan
sab cheezein thi. Mujhe baad me maloom pada ki ye ghar Shaukat ne liya tha aur wo mujhe yahan laana chahta
tha ki isse pehle hi meri kismat phoot gayi.
Inayat doosre bedrrom me sota tha. Is building me sirf 4 flat hi the aur ye flat first floor par tha. Saamne wale flat
me hamesha lock hi rehta tha. Ye shaher ke bahar hi laga hua tha. Yahan se shaher suru hota tha. Kuch din isi
tarha khamoshi se beet rahe the. Hum naye miya biwi sirf utni hi baat karte the jitni ki jarurat ho. Inayat subha hi
kaheen chala jaata aur dophar ko ghar me wapis aa jata. Ghar ki zarurat ki cheezein wo la deta aur phir agle din
wahi schedule rehta.
Main din bhar TV dekhti ya sham ko balcony me baith kar chidiyo aur baccho ko park me dekhti. Ye waqt ghar ke
waqt se thoda accha tha. Yahan main khud me aakar kaheen gum ho gayi thi.
Ab mujhe yahan aaye lagbhag 2 hafte guzar chuke the. Ek shaam ko meri khala zaad bahen ka phone aaya.
Idhar udhar ki baat karne ke baad wo mujhse pooch padi ki kya hua hai abhi tak. Maine uski baat ko kaatna
chahta, mujhe is baat par kuch nahi kehne tha isliye main anjaan hi banti rahi ki achanak meri bahen biphar padi
aur lagbhag jhalla ke poonch baithi "main poonch rahi hoon ki usne teri bur me apna hathiyar pela ki nahi?" uske
is achank sawaal aur uske andaz ke liye main taiyyar na thi isliye maine bhi jhalla kar phone kaat diya.
Raat ko main bahut upset thi. Inayat bhi kuch pareshan lag raha tha. Usne kuch khaya nahi aur is tarha hamare
beech kuch baatein huyi.
Main: Inayat tumne kuch khaya kyun nahi, kya baat hai.
Inayat: wo bhabhi,,,,
Main: main tumhari biwi hoon ab samjhe
Inayat: "sorry mian bhool gaya tha"
Main" kya fark padta hai tumhare bhai bhi bhool gaye the"
Inayat: "main bhi wo sab bhoolna chahta hoon, main bhi in sab ke liye taiyyar na tha lekin ammi ki beemari ne
mujhe ye karne ke liye majboor kar diya"
Main : "kyun kya hua unko?"
Inayat: "zara zara si baat par behosh hokar gir padti hain"
Main: "ek insan ne na jaane kitno ko beemar kar diya"
Inayat: "wo khud bhi to bekar se ho gaye hain, khair aap jaanti hain ki hum yahan kis liye aaye hain, humko apna
maksad poora karna chahiye"
Main:"main jaant hoon ki mujhe tumhare saamne nana hona hai taaki tum mujhe bhog sako"
ye baat mere muh se nikal to gayi phir mujhe ehsaas hua ki maine kya kah diya hai. meri baat se Inayat kuch
jhalla sa gaya lekin phir thnada hokar bola
Inayat: "agar aap unse abhi bhi nafrat karti hain to is shaadi ke liye razi kyun huyi?"
Main: "usi wajah se jis wajah se tum huye, mere baba ko heart attack aa chuka hai aur doctor ne ,,,,,hmmm" aur
ye kehkar main roney lagi. Inayat ne phir koi sawal na kiya aur mujhe apne kandhon ka sahara diya bas itna kaha
usne ki aap bhi khana kha lo phir kal hum chidiya ghar ghoomne jayeinge.
main thoda der se uthi, naha dho kar naasta banaya aur Inayat ko awaz di, wo taiyyar baitha tha. Uske chehre
par muskaan thi.
Naasta kar ke hum chidiya ghar ghoomne nikal padey.Ye bhi ajab ittefaq tha ki wo log jinko kismat me tamasha
bana diya tha aaj parindo aur haiwano ka tamasha dekhne aaye the. AAj subha se hi badal chaye huye the,
dhoop na namo nishan na tha. Mausam bada accha maloom padta tha.
Aaj chutti ka din nahi tha isliye kuch kam log hi nazar aate the. Chidighar me ek choti si train thi jo jagah jagah
jakar rukti thi aur phir chal padti. Ye mere pehle mauka tha jab main shadi ke baad ghoom rahi thi. Accha lag
raha tha.
Kaafi waqt beet gaya tha, humne chidiyaghar me hi khana khaya. Inayat beech beech me apne bachpan ki kuch
meethi baatein batata jispar mujhe hasi aa jaati.
Uska shaqsiyat mujhe hamehsa acchi lagti. Wo bada samajhdaar sa insan tha.
Ab hum waapis jaana chahte the ki achanak boonda baandi shuro ho gayi aur tez hawa chalne lagi. Hum ek ped
ke neeche aakar khale ho gaye. Inayat ne aaj mujhe kai baar chua tha, uska haan mere khnadho par ya meri
kamar par hi raha. Mujhe bhi bura nahi laga, kuch bhi ho aakhir wo mera shauhar hi tha.
Hum yahan kuch minute hi ruke the ki achanak zordaar zamajham barish shuru ho gayi. Maine aaj ek shadi pehni
thi jo ek dum tranparent thi. Ab main aur Inayat bheegne lage they. Inayat ne bahar khade ek auto rickshaw ko
awaz di, Hum rikhshaw me baith kar ghar ki taraf nikal padey. Lekin baarish itna tez thi ki main poori tarha bheeg
si gayi thi. Mera blouse safed rang ka tha jo thoda bareek tha lekin barish me bheegne ki wajah se bilkul aar paar
dikh raha tha. Aaj main phans gayi thi kyunki aaj bra bhi nahi pahena tha maine.
Inayat ki nazrein ab mere seena par ja tiki thi aur main apne dono haanto se unse chipa rahi thi. Jaisi hi ghar par
pahunche main bhag kar buliding me ghus gayi.
Darwaza khola aur apne bedroom me bahg kar pahunchi, soch rahi thi ki jaldi se kapde change kar loon taaki
shardi na lagey aur main chai bana ka Inayat ko bhi de doon. Maine jaldi se apna blouse utara aur peticoat bhi
utar diya. Ab main bilkul nangi thi, Thandi hawa mere jism me kapkapi paida kar rahi thi. Itne me peeche se
Inayat ki awaz aayi ki "Aara khulle paise hain kya ?" jab mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas hua tab tak main uske saame
bilkul nangi khadi thi, mujhe khalayal aaya to maine apne dono haantho se apne seena ko chipa lekin aisa karne
se meri neeche ki nangi jagah numaya ho gayi, phir maine apne neeche haanth badhaya to seena nazar aane
laga. Mujhe aisi halat me dekhkar Inayat bhi hawas kho baitha tha ki usne meri taraf chaadar phek di jisse maine
khud ko dhaka tab jakar mere hosh thikaane aaye aur mujhe uske sawaal ka khalayal aaya wo mujhse khulla
paise maange aaya tha, shayad Autoricksaw waale ko dene the. Maine ab darwaza band kiya.
Lautkar jab inayat aaya to main chai bana rahi thi. Maine kuch pakode tal liye the aur ab main balcony me ek khuri
bar baithi kudrat ka haseen nazara dekh rahi thi. Inayat mere peeche hi baitha tha achanak zor se bijli kadki aur
main apne khayalon se jhatke se bahar aayi lekin main itna chauk gayi thi ki main kursi se ludhak si gayi thi.
Inayat me mujhe rokna chaha lekin wo khud neeche ja gira aur main uski godh me jaa giri, Mujhe kuch sakht
cheez ke ehsaas apne chootadon oar hua. JAb mujhe andaza hua to main sharma si gayi. Inayat ne apni baahein
meri kamar me daal di theen. Main uthna chahti thi lekin Inayat ne mujhe rok liya. Ab wo mujhe dheere dheere
sehla raha tha. Uske garam haanth meri kamar me gudgudi si kar rahe the. Maine Inayat se alag hokar uthna
chaha to main uspar hi gir padi. Ab usne meri peeth pakad kar mere honton par honth rakh diye.Main ab ajab
halat me thi, lekin ab khud ko alag nahi kar paa rahi thi.
Inayat ab mere honto ko choosne laga to main bhi uska sath dene lagi. Uske jism ki garmi pakar accha lag raha
tha. Itne me Inayat ne mujhe uthne ko kaha , main samajh na saki hi kya ho gaya hai,Inayat uthaa aur usne mujhe
apni bahon me utha liya. Main kehne lagi ki Inayat mujhe neeche utaro lekin wo kahan sunne wala tha. Usne
mujhe bistar par lita diya ab an mere upar aakar mere honto ko dobara choosne laga. Ab uske haanth merei
seene ko sahla rahe the. Maine sirf maxi pahni thi.Is wajah se mere seene bra se aazad the. Jaisi hi uske haanto
ne mere seene ko chua main kaanp gayi lekin mujhe bada accha lag raha tha.Inayat ke haanth kamaal kar rahe
the.Usne meri maxi ke saare button khol diye the aur ab uske haanth mere nange seene ko sahla rahe the, Mere
muh se aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh,siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ki awaz aa rahi thi. Inayat ne meri maxi
ke upar se hi meri taango de darmiya haanth lejana chaha to maine apne ek haanth se usey rokna chaha lekin
mere haanth ko usne alag kar diya. Ab ek baar dobara usne mujhe uthne ko kaha to main andaza nahi laga paayi
ki wo chahta kya hai lekin main bina sawal kiya khadi ho gayi. Wo neeche jhuka aur mujhe haanth upar karne ko
kaha. Maine haath upar hi kiye the ki mujhe andaza ho gaya ki wo kya karna chahta hai.lekin deir ho chuki thi aur
woek jhatke me meri maxi meri jism se utar chuka tha. Jaisi hi usne upar se neeche mere jism ko dekh uski
aankho me nasha ka jhalak utha. Maine apne aap ko apne dono haanto se dhakna chaha lekin wo mere haanth
pakad chuka tha.