Update 2
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Uski neend khuli jab thanda pani usske muh par fenka gaya. pehle to ussko kuch samajh nahi aaya ke aas paas kya ho raha hai par kalpana ki cheeko ne ussko vaapas vartman mein la patka. ussko ek kursi se bandha hua thha aur packing waale tape se usska muh cover kiya hua thha. uski khoobsurat biwi zameen par padi to tahi thhi. usske neeche waale hoth se khoon aa raha thha jisko dekhte hi usska khoon kholne laga. ussko itna gussa aa raha thha ke wo betahasha un bandhi hui rassiyon se joojhne laga par usska koi parinam nahi nikla kyunki ussko bahut hi zor se bandha gaya thha.
"mmmmmmm.... mmmmmmm" yeh eklaute lafz thhe jo usske muh se bahar nikal rahe thhe. jab ussne chillane ki koshis kari to ek nakabposh aadmi ne usske muh par ek zor ka tamacha dhar diya jisse usska sar aur zor se ghoomne laga. kuch pal ke liye wo shaant ho gaya. ussne dekha ke ek naujawan aadmi ne uss nakabposh ke muh par ek tamaachamaara. pehli baar ussne apni nazarein chaaro taraf daudayi to paya ke uss kamre mein usske aur uski biwi ke alawa ke 3 nakabposh thhe aur wo naujawan thha jissne koi bhi nakab pehen lene ki zehmat nahi uthhayi thhi.
"kya maine tumhein usse maarne ke liye bola thha" wo naujawan uss nakabposh ko bola. uski aawaz mein ek ajeeb si shaanti thhi jaise usske upar iss mahaul ka koi asar hi nahi ho raha thha
"maaf kijiye boss. main behek gaya thha" wo nakabposh uss naujawan ko bola.
"haan. aise hi sahi hai. jab tak main na kahu, tum kuch nahi kar sakte." ussne bola aur fir Rahul ki taraf dekha. "main iss aadmi ki taraf se maafi maangta hoon. main ek sabhya nagrik hoon, par main apne aadmiyon ke liye yeh nahi keh sakta. yeh hasi ki baat hai ke tumhaare jaisa ek sabhya aur kanoon ko maan ne waale insaan ke liye bhi wohi baat laagu hoti hai. tum bhi kuch nahi sochte ke tumhaare karyon ka parinaam kya hoga. par shayad yeh tumhaari galti nahi hai. hum sab ke andar ek jaanwat hota hai aur yeh bahut hi zaruri hota hai ke hum uss jaanwar ko control karna seekhein. humein apni har kriya ka dhyaan rakhna hota hai kyunki jaisa kehte hain-jaise tum karoge, waisa hi tum bharoge." uski awaaz mein bahut hi sthirta thhi aur uski barf si thandi awaaz Rahul ke kaleje ko cheer rahi thhi. usse pata thha ke wo apne aur apni biwi ke liye kuch bhi karne ki halat mein nahi hai. aur yehi vichar ussko bahut hi zyaada darr se bhare jaa raha thha. dheere dheere wo naujawaan kalpana ki taraf badha jo ki zameen par leti dard se karah rahi thhi. wo kalpana ki jaanghon par haath ferte hue Rahul ko dekhne laga jaise usse nimantran de raha ho ke wo aaye aur kuch kare. rahul ki aankhon meun uss aadmi ko apni biwi ki jaangho pe haath ferte dekh aur apni ashayta ke karan aasoo bhar aaye.
"tu itni jaldi rone laga... main to abhi shuru bhi nahij hua. kyun... sahi bola na yaaron.." usne un nakaabposhon ko dekhkar bola aur sab hasne lage. rahul uss naujawan se aankhon hi aankhon mein daya ki bheekh maang raha thha par apne dil mein usse pata thha ke yeh hone nahi wala. apni biwi ke darr se thiturte jism ko dekhkar usske andar daya,gussa aur darr ka ek ajeeb sa emotion janml le raga thha. " darr mat. main teri biwi ka rape nahi karunga. jaisa ke maine kaha, main ek sabhya nagrik hoon. main kisi abla nari ka rape karne yahan nahi aaya hon. teri biwi bahut hi sexy hai par main ussmein zarada bhi intereated nahi hoon.main yahan sirf tere karan hoon.mera yakeen kar,maine iss pal ka barson se intezaar kiya hai aur hamesha apne khayalon mein issko aisa hi paya hai. tum bilkul bandhe hue aadmi ki tarah kone mein tadapte hue, aur apne sabse pyaari biwi ke dard ko mehsoos karte hue, jo ki tumhaari aankhon ke saamne tadap rahi hai. mujhe pata hai ke meri soch bahut hi strong rahi hai par fir bhi aaj tumko iss halqt mein dekh kar jo thandak mere dil ko pahunch rahi hai wo kisi bhi cheez ke saath tulna karne ke yogya nahi hai." fir ussne apna dhyaan kalpana pe kendrit karte hue kaha " to mrs.rahul, mujhe pqkka yajeen hai ke aap apne pati ke saath beintehaa mohabbat karti hain. aapke liye wo ek asoolo waala aadmi hai jo hamesha apne gar aur apni duty ko zyqada mahatva deta hai. sahi bol raha hoon na main" kalpana ne haan mein apna sar hilaya . "to fir batao aapko kaisa lagega agar main kahun ke yeh aadmi yahan kqmre mein maujood baaki gundon se kahin zyada ghatiya hai????yeh log to baaaki logon par apne paison ke laalach mein zulm karte hain par tumhaara pati bina kisi laalach aur karan ke karan bahut saari zindagiyan barbaad kar chuka hai. ussne yeh sab issi liye kiya kyunki apni power ke zariye wo yeh sab kar sakta thha. ussne yeh sab kiya kyunki ussko koi farak nahi padta ke uski harkaton ka doosron par kya asar padh raha hai. ek tarah se mujhe daya aa rahi hai ke apne pati ki harkaton ke karan tumhein zulm sehne padh rahe hain par kya karun,gehu ke saath ghunn bhi piss jaata hai. tymhaari pati ke khilaaf jitni nafrat mujhe hai usse kahin zyaada kam tumhaare upar mujhe daya aa rahi hai. issliye main tumhein pehle hi sory bolna cgahta hoon. " kalpana ka darr use bandhe hue thha nahi to wo apni aur rahul ki zindagi ki bheekh iss pagal se maangne lag jaati. wo kitna bhi koshish kare,uske muh se ek shabd bhi nahin nikal raha thha. ussne soch ke rakha thha ke yeh uski zindagi ka sabse achcha din hoga par dheere dheere yeh usske sabse gande khwaab mein tabdeel ho raha tha. naunawan ab seedha rahul ki aankhon mein dekh raha tha. gusse ke shole uski aankhon mein sulag rahe thhe aur rahul gehri soch mein dooba hua thha yeh sochkar ke kaise ussne aadmi ka bura kiya thha. ussbne bahut socha lekn yeh baat ussko yaad nahi aa rahi thhi. wo soch raha thha ke kya karan hai ke wo naujwaan uski biwi ke saath aisa kar raha thha aur usne uss naujwan ka kya bigaada thha. ussko yaad blnahi aa raha thha ke kab aur kaise usne iss aadmi se dushmani mol le li thhi. abhi wo yeh sab soch hi raha thha ke uss naujawan ne jaise usska dimag hi padh liya thha.
" mujhe pata hai ke tunhaare paas bahut hi zyaada sawaal hain. jaise ke main kaun hoon
..kya chahta hoon... tumhaare saath aisa kyun kar raha hoon... aur sabse bada, mujhe aasha hai ke tum aone aap se soch rahe hoge ke kya yeh sab kuch tum sqch mein deserve kqrte ho
..... baaki saare prashnon ke sawaal tumhein khud hi dhondhne honge lekin ek baat kain spasht keh deta hhon ke tum deserve to zarur karte ho. asal meun tum isse kabin ztada ada torture ke haqdaar hom main kaun hoon, yeh zaruri nahin hai. main aisa kyun ban gaya hoon, yeh important hai aur isska jawaab seedha sa hai - tumhaare karan. haan.. tumhaare hi karan maine har wo cheez kho di jo mere dil ke paas thhi aur har shaks kho diya jisse main pyaar karta thha. agar tum na hote, to shayad main bhi ek normal life ji raha hota .. khush aur ek aadarsh nagrik ki tarah...par tumhaare karan pyaar naam ka shabd meri zindagi mein koi maayne nahi rakhta. aane wale kal ke liye mere paas na hi koi umeed hai aur na hi koi hope. le de ke jo bhi mere paas bachta hai, wo hai aaj ka din aur aaj main tumhein tadapte hue dekhna chqhta hoon. bilkul waisi hi tadap jo tumhaare karan melyjhe sehni padi. mujhe pata hai ke badlaa meri koi madat nahi karega aur kuch hi ghanton mein wo dqrd waapas mujhe satane lagega, par fir bhi main tumhe tadapte hue dekhne ka ek ek pal enjoy karungn rahul, tumhaara paap tumhaare abhi ki haalat se bahut hi ghinona hai.jahan tak yeh baat hai ke tumne kiya kya thha, ek baat hamesha yaad rakhna - chaahe wo ek mitti ka zarra ho ya chattan ka tukdaa, paani mein dono hi samaan roop se doobte hain" yeh kehte hue wo kalpana se thodi door ho gaya aur room ke kone mein padi ek kursi pe baith gaya jahan se ussko kalpana aur rahul saaf dikhayi de rahe thhe. "ab meri baat dhyaan se suno rahul, agar tumne apni aankhein band kari to mere aadmi tumhaari biwi ke chhote chhote tukre karke unhein kutton ko khila denge. tumhein usspar se aankhein nahi hataani...kya tum samajh rahe ho jo main keh raha hoon..." rahul ne haar maan kar apna sar haan mein hilaaya...uski aisi haalat dekh kar wo naujawaan muskuraya aur apne aadmiyon ki taraf muh kar kebola,"shuru ho jao aur iss kutiya ko itna dard do ke yeh bas tadapti rahe"
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