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Teeno ko baat karte huye abhi aadha ek ghanta hi hua tha ki unke kano me kisi ke jor se cheekhne ki awaz sunayi padi..jise sunte hi vo chounk gayi…sath hi iss cheekh se baki sab ki neend bhi toot gayi…aur vo sab apne apne rooms se bahar hadbadate huye nikal aaye..

Cheekhne ki lagatar awaz mamta ke kamre se aa rahi thi…sab ghabra kar turant vaha pahuch gaye…veer ne ek dhakke me hi darwaja tod diya…aur phir jo scene sab ki ankho ne dekha vo dekhte hi unke pairo tale jamin khisak gayi…

Ab aage…..

Jaise hi sab mamta ke kamre me darwaja tod kar pahuche to samne ka drishya dekhte hi unke chehre ka rang phika pad gaya… kisi ko bhi yakin nahi ho raha tha ki unki ankhe jo nazara pesh kar rahi hain vo haqiqat hai ya phir koi khwab…? Nazara tha hi kuch aisa, samne raj aur mamta behad aapatti janak sthiti me the..mamta khud ko raj ki pakad se chhutne ki koshish kar rahi thi lekin raj tha ki usko kisi bhi kimat par chhodne ko taiyar nahi tha..apni vivashta par mamta rote huye jor jor se apne bachaav me chillaye ja rahi thi.

Mamta (chillate huye)—bachaooo…chhod mujheee…ye paap main tujhe nahi karne dungi…aaaaaaa….chhod papi…chhod mujhe… koi bachao mujhe iss papi se….aaaaaaaa

Raj—chatttaaakkk…chup…aise kaise chhod du tujhe…aaj to main tujhe bhog kar hi rahunga…

Samne ka drishya dekh kar sabhi ke pairo tale jamin hi khisak chuki thi…kisi ne ye kabhi khwab me bhi nahi socha tha ki jis raj ko vo sab apne dilo jaan se chahte hain, jisko iss dharti par laane ke liye har mandir, masjid, guru dwaro aur dargaho ki khak chhani thi, vahi raj unhe ek din ye sab dikhayega…?

Sabhi ki bhavnao ko bahut gahri chot lagi thi…dhire dhire ye chot, kroadh aur nafrat ka swaroop leti ja rahi thi…mamta ki cheekh ne unhe hosh me la diya aur sabhi usko chhudane ke liye aage badhne lage.,,.kewal divya bhar ki halat baki sabhi se bhinn thi…vo darwaje se tik kar khadi ho kar mand mand mushkura rahi thi…jaise ki use raj ki iss jaghanya paap poorn harkat se koi dukh na hua ho…? Iss drishya ko dekh kar divya tanik bhi vichalit nahi huyi thi.

Meera (jor se)—rajjjj….chhod bhabhi ko…

Ruchi—betuuu....maa ko chhod...

Neha (gusse me)—rajjjj…

Veer (jor se)—rajjj…chhod de maa ko….warna aaj ke baad teri meri dosti khatam….

Paridhi—gudiya, tum alag karo raj ko badi maa se..

Paridhi ki baat sun kar divya mushkurate huye raj ko mamta se alag karne ki koshish karne lagi..lekin dono ko ek dusre se chhudane ke iss chakkar me raj apni baho me mamta ko liye huye bistar se niche gir gaya lekin usne mamta ko nahi chhoda to divya mushkurate huye phir se door ja khadi huyi.

Divya (haste huye)—hihihihhi…chhodna mat aaj…bilkul mat chhodna…hihihihi

Payal (gusse me)—gudiyaa…raj ko rokne ki jagah tum has rahi ho…? Sharam aani chahiye tujhe…(phir aage badh kar)..rajjj, main kahti hu, chhod maa ko….chhod jaldi se…tujhe meri kasam hai..chhod…

Payal ki awaz sunte hi raj ne palat kar dekha to vaha sabhi ko khade paya…vo turant mamta ko chhod kar hadbadate huye khada ho gaya aur jaldi jaldi apne kapde pahanne laga…mamta bhi rote huye apne kapde utha kar tezi se snanagar me ghus gayi.

Payal (gusse me)—chattaaakkk…chatttaaakkk…yahi hai tera sab ke liye pyar…?

Raj—didi..vo..vo..

Payal (gusse me)—door ho ja..meri nazro ke samne se….mar gayi payal aaj se tere liye…aur tu mere liye…

Ruchi (gusse me)—chattaaakkk…hum sab kya sochte the tere baare me, aur tu kya nikla…? Chhee, aaj to mujhe tujhe apna bhai kahte huye bhi sharam aa rahi hai…

Divya (haste huye)—hihihihihi…hihihihihihi….ek meri taraf se bhi maro…hihihihi

Iske baad sabhi gusse me bari bari se apne hath raj ke gaalo par saaf karte gaye...sirf divya, sandhya, priyadarshini aur mrinal ko chhod kar..baki har kisi ne chahe vo chota ho ya bada, usne apne hath saaf kar liye…kapde pahan kar aane ke baad mamta ne bhi apna gussa uske gaalo par nikal diya…raj anshu bahate huye aur gusse me mamta ko ghurte huye vaha se bahar nikal gaya.

Sab ke hriday ko gahra aghat pahucha tha…payal rote huye bhag kar apne kamre me ghus gayi aur darwaja bhitar se band kar liya…jab ki divya apne room me mushkurate huye chali gayi…priyadarshini aur mrinal apne room me..baki sab vahi mamta ke paas baith kar apna dukh vyakt karne lage.

Priyadarshini (dukhi)—maine kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki mujhe saajan ka ye roop bhi dekhne ko milega….? Maa gouri ne jis saajan ko mere liye chuna hai, vo saajan aisa jaghanya maha paap bhi kar sakta hai, kabhi kalpana nahi ki thi..apni hi janam dayini mata ke sath aisa krurta poorn vyavhar kaise kar sakta hai saajan…? Ye paap kar ke saajan ne to sirf apni mata ka hi apman nahi kiya balki maa bete ke pavitra rishte ko hi kalankit kar diya..

Mrinal—main to khud hi sadme me hu sakhi…

Priyadarshini—mujhe to divya par bhi bahut gussa aa raha tha…saajan ko samjhane ki jagah vo use aur iss paap ke liye uksa rahi thi…kya yahi vo saajan hai, jiski sab tarif karte nahi thak rahe the…? Mrinal, hum abhi aur issi waqt dev lok lout jayenge..ab yaha rukna mere vash me nahi hai…yaha ab mera dum ghut raha hai…mujhe apne aap se bhi nafrat ho rahi hai ki iss saajan ko pane ke liye main sadiyo se bhatak rahi thi…? Pahle hi uska apni bahno ko apni patni banane jaisa paap kya kam tha jo ab maa ko bhi nahi chhoda..?

Mrinal—lekin ek bar jane se pahle saajan se mil to lo…? Kam se kam ye to pata chal jayega ki saajan ne aisa kyo kiya…?

Priyadarshini—nahi sakhi, yaha mujhse ek pal bhi ruka nahi jayega ab…tum rukna chaho to ruk sakti ho, main ja rahi hu..

Mrinal—agar tum nahi rukogi to main ruk ke kya karungi yaha…? Main to aayi hi tumhare karan thi..lekin phir bhi main yahi kahungi ki ek bar saajan se baat karne ke baad jao to jyada behtar rahega..kahi aisa na ho ki baad me pachtati raho..? aur abhi to tumhe saajan ko swayamvar me aane ka nimantran patra bhi dena hai..

Priyadarshini—nahi sakhi, maine ab yaha se jane ka faisla kar liya hai..ab saajan ko swayamvar me aane ka nimantran patra dene ki jarurat nahi hai..

Mrinal—theek hai..jaisi tumhari marzi..chalo..

Iske dono dono apne apne vastavik swaroop me aa kar vaha se antardhyan ho ke swarg lok chali gayi...jaise hi devraj ko ye baat pata chali ki priyadarshini vapis dev lok lout aayi hai to vah turant usse milne pahuch gaye..jabki uski mata apni putri ko dekh kar apne gale se laga li...lekin priyadarshini ke antar mann me iss samay khushi ka koi bhaav nahi tha...uska mann bahut vyathit tha.

P’ mata—putri tum achanak kaha chali gayi thi, bina kuch bataye... ? tumhe malum hai ki tum poore chhah (six) ghante se dev lok se gayab ho..tumhare pita ji kitni bar tumhe puch chuke hain..

(Note :- Prachin bhartiya dharmaik grantho, vedo, purano me varnit samay chakra ke vivaran ke anusar dharti me rahne wale manav ke 1 saal ke barabar swarg lok ke devtao ka 1 din hota hai…iss hisab se priyadarshini ko dharti ke samay anusar 3 mahine huye jabki dev lok ke hisab se kewal six hours....matlab ki jab dharti me 1 saal ka samay poora hota hai tab ja kar devtao ka 1 din poora hota hai....time calculation ke liye aaj bhi poori duniya me ussi paddhati ka upyog kiya jata hai.)

Priyadarshini (udas)—kshama chahti hu mata sri...bas aise hi ghumne nikal gayi thi..

Tabhi vaha bhawan me devraj ka pravesh hota hai...priyadarshini ko dekh kar vah bhi khush ho jate hain, kintu unke mann me abhi bhi kayi sawal the jinka uttar vo priyadarshini se janna chahte the.

Devraj—rajkumari, kya main puch sakta hu ki tumhe prithwi lok par jane ki kya avashyakta aan padi thi, jo tum bina kisi ko suchit kiye chali gayi.... ?

Priyadarshini—main kshama chahti hu pita sri..

Devraj—dubara aisi bhul nahi honi chahiye..iss baat ka dhyan rakhna..

Priyadarshini—ji pita sri..

Devraj—aur ek baat, tumhara swayamvar hone ja raha hai..isliye uss tutchh manav ko bhul kar apne chehre par aayi iss malinta ko shighra door karo..

Priyadarshini (nazre jhukaye)—ji pita sri..

Malay—tumhare liye usko bhul jana hi achcha rahega..warna main uski jindagi nark se bhi badtar kar dunga..

Priyadarshini ne koi jawab nahi diya balki sidhe apne kaksh me chali gayi aur darwaja band kar ke rone lagi...jab rona kuch kam hua to usne mann hi mann kuch soch kar dhyan yog me baith gayi..

Priyadarshini (mann me)—maa aadi shakti, maha gouri mujhe darshan do maa..

Kafi der tak dhyan me rah kar priyadarshini mata parvati ka avahan karti rahi..antatah uski pukar safal huyi aur uske antah sthal me ek divya jyoti punj prakashman hone laga…dhire dhire iss prakash me se ek akriti prakat huyi singh vahini mata gouri ki..

“Kaho putri, kis liye mera smaran kiya..?” mata ne prakat hote huye kaha.

Priyadarshini (dhyan me rote huye)—maa, aap se mere hriday ki vyatha chhupi nahi hai …aapne saajan ko mere liye chuna tha, lekin vo ek dev kanya ke layak to kya, ek manav kanya ke yogya bhi nahi hai..phir aap ne use mere liye kyo chuna maa…? Aapne mere liye aise maha paapi ka chunaav kyo kiya maa, kyo…?

“Mujhe batao to putri ki akhir kya hua…? Jiski vajah se tum itni vyathit ho rahi ho.” Mata ne kaha.

Priyadarshini (dhyan yog me)—sab kuch jante huye bhi agar aap mujhse hi sunna chahti hain to theek hai maa, suniye..(phir usne jo kuch dekha tha vo bata diya. )..aur to aur saajan ki iss galti par use rokne ki jagah divya has rahi thi aur usko iss paap ke liye uksa rahi thi..

Maa Gouri—hmm..putri, tumne divya se pucha nahi ki vo saajan ko rokne ki jagah has kyo rahi thi... ?

Priyadarshini—sab kuch dekhne ke baad puchne ki jarurat hi kaha rah gayi thi maa..

Maa Gouri—to jao pahle divya se hasne ki vajah pucho... ? usse pucho ki iss ghatna se vo vichalit kyo nahi huyi... ? uske pashchat mujhe yaad karna, main avashya tumhare sawalo ke jawab dungi putri..

Uske pashchat mata gouri antardhyan ho gayi....unke jate hi priyadarshini ne mann hi mann mrinal se sampark gaya aur phir uske sath turant dev lok se adrishya ho kar divya ke paas pahuch gayi...jo ki apne bistar par ankhe band kiye huye baithi thi.

Priyadarshini—divya, main tumse kuch baat karna chahti hu.... ?

Divya (ankhe khol kar)—aaiye, didi baithiye na..

Mrinal—so rahi thi kya….?

Divya—nahi, bas apne saajan ki yaado me khoyi huyi thi…aap mujhse kuch puchne aayi thi…? Puchiye na.. aap dono ke chehro par ye udasi kaisi….?

Priyadarshini—main tumse aaj ki hi ghatna par baat karna chahti hu..

Divya—kya baat karna chahti ho didi…?

Priyadarshini—jaha saajan ki iss nindniya harkat se sabhi sharmashar ho gaye, vahi tum jara bhi vichalit nahi huyi aisa kyo…? Jabki tumhe o sabse adhik taklif honi chahiye thi…

Divya (mushkura kar)—kya aap waqai me meri khushi ka karan janna chahti hain didi…ya..phir mera uphas kar rahi hain…?

Piyadarshini—main tumhari hasi ka karan janna chahti hu, divya..

Divya—mere vichalit na hone ki vajah ye hai didi kyon ki jo bhi sabne dekha vo mahaj ankho ka ek dhokha tha jise sab ne sach samajh liya.

Priyadarshini/ Mrinal (shocked)—ankho ka dhokhaaa…‼

Mrinal (hairan)—akhir tum kahna kya chahti ho…?

Divya—main kahna ye chahti hu ki jise aap saajan samajh rahi hain, vastav me vo saajan tha hi nahi aur na hi vo maa thi.. main ye to nahi janti ki vo dono koun the lekin itna jarur kah sakti hu ki vo saajan aur meri maa to bilkul bhi nahi the.

Priyadarshini (shocked)—ye baat tum itne vishwash ke sath kaise kah sakti ho…?

Divya—didi, saajan mere rom rom me basa hai..meri antaraatma, meri ruh me samaya hua…mera dil saajan ki aahat ko 1000 km door se bhi mahsoos kar leta hai…uske karib pahuchte hi mere dil tezi se dhadakne lagta hai…main apne saajan ki dhadkano ko bhali bhanti mahsoos kar sakti hu..theek aisa hi kuch saajan ke sath bhi hota hai..kintu kab main uss kamre me pahuchi to aisa kuch bhi mujhe mahsoos nahi hua aur na hi usko…tabhi main samajh gayi thi ki ye mera saajan nahi hai.

Mrinal—magar isse ye siddh to nahi ho jata ki vo saajan nahi tha balki koi aur tha…?

Divya—iski dusri vajah bhi hai…aap itne din se saajan ke sath ho, to kya dekha aapne saajan me…? Jo aapne aisa soch soch liya saajan ke baare me…main apne saajan ko sadiyo se janti hu…uski ek ek dhadkan se parichit hu…mera saajan kabhi khwab me bhi itni giri huyi harkat karne ke vishay me soch bhi nahi sakta kabhi, karna to bahut door ki baat hai…mujhe apne saajan aur uske prem par itna vishwash hai ki agar swayam sakshat bhagwan bhi aa kar kah de ki vo saajan hi tha, tab bhi main nahi manungi…agar prem kiya hai to sabse pahle apne prem par vishwash karna bhi aana chahiye..jis prem me aapas me vishwash hi na ho, vo pani ke uss bulbule ki tarah hota hai jo ek kankad maarte hi pal bhar me hi banta hai aur agle hi pal mit jata hai.

Priyadarshini—ye tumhara apne prem par andha vishwash bhi to ho sakta hai…?

Divya—main iski teesri vajah bhi batati hu…jo saajan hamesha apne se bado ka samman karta aaya ho hardam..jisne kabhi kisi ko dukh dene ke baare me socha bhi na ho..vo achanak hi aisi ghinoni harkat kaise kar sakta hai…vo bhi apni maa ke sath…? Kabhi ye socha aap sab ne…? saajan ka swabhav kaisa hai, ye aap bhi to dekh rahi thi itne din se…? bataiye, aap ko koun si burayi nazar aayi thi mere saajan me…?

Priyadarshini—nahi, aaj se pahle to koi burayi nazar nahi aayi..vo sab ka bahut aadar karta tha..

Divya—agar koi burayi nahi dikhi thi to khud hi socho, agar vo saajan hota to sab ke uss kamre me pahuchne ke baad bhi kya uss aurat, jisko aap sab uski maa kah rahe ho..usse aise hi besharmo ki tarah lipta rahta... ? turant chhod kar door nahi ho jata usse... ? apni galti par sharminda nahi hua hota... ?

Priyadarshini—tumhari iss baat me to jarur dum hai divya..lekin phir bhi...

Divya—phir bhi kya didi…?

Mrinal—ye bhi to sambhav hai ki kisi ne apni shakti se saajan ko sammohit kar diya ho, jiske karan usse ye apradh ho gaya... ?

Divya—koi bhi eshwariya shakti, kisi ko iss tarah ke apradh ke liye kabhi sammohit kar ke prerit karegi nahi aur brahmand ki kisi buri shakti me itni taqat nahi ko vo saajan ko sammohit kar sake..isliye aap ka ye tark niradhar hai.

Priyadarshini—phir bhi divya, isse ye to pramanit nahi hota ki vo saajan nahi tha…?

Divya—chaliye aap ko ek aur vajah bata deti hu..usse to pramanit hoga na..aap ko dhyan to hai na ki main unn dono ko chhudane ke liye gayi thi…?

Mrinal—haan, aur phir vo dono bistar se niche gir gaye the..

Divya—bistar se niche gir nahi gaye the balki mere hath lagate hi unko bijli ka jhatka laga tha…uss bijli ke jhatke ke karan dono niche gir gaye the…aur mere chhune se saajan ko kabhi jhatka nahi lagta hai, samajh gayi aap..baki sab ko jhatka lagta hai siwaye saajan ke…usko mere chhute hi bijli ka jhatka lagna ye sabit karta hai ki vo mera saajan nahi tha…kya ab bhi kisi praman ki avashyakta hai aap ko…?

Mrinal (shocked)—lekin..tumne to ye bhi kaha hai ki vo aurat tumhari maa nahi thi…?

Divya—bilkul kaha hai..baat sidhi si hai ki agar vo saajan nahi tha to vo aurat meri ya saajan ki maa bhi nahi ho sakti..kyon ki rajgarh se judi kisi bhi ladki ya aurat ko saajan ke alawa dusra koi galat niyat se hath bhi nahi laga sakta…yahi rajgarh ka shrap aur abhishap hai rajgarh se jude logo ke liye..jabki uss aurat ke sath vo admi jo kuch kar raha tha ..agar vo aurat maa hoti to usko hath lagate hi vo turant napunsak ban gaya hota…iska matlab saaf hai ki uss aurat ka rajgarh se koi sambandh nahi hai aur na hi uss admi ka..

Divya—ab bhi agar kisi praman ki avashyakta ho to priyadarshini didi, aap to dev kanya ho…aap ke paas bahut si shaktiya hain.. apni ankhe band kar ke khud hi apni shaktiyo se kya sach hai aur kya jhuth…khud hi dekh lo…?

Priyadarshini aur mrinal par to jaise divya ki baato ne vajrapat hi kar diya tha…dono ke paas divya ki baato ka koi jawab nahi tha.. dono niruttar ho chuki thi…phir bhi apni tasalli ke liye priyadarshini ne ankhe band kar ke sach ko dekhne ka prayas karne lagi..

Agle hi pal priyadarshini ki ankho se chhal chhal karte huye anshu bahne lage…uska rom rom pashchatap ki aag me jhulasne laga…aur vo dono hath jod kar rote huye divya ke samne ghutno par baith gayi.

Priyadarshini (rote huye)—ye mujhse kaisa apradh ho gaya…? Jis saajan ko paane ke liye main sadiyo se idhar udhar bhatak rahi thi…aur jab vo aur uska pyar mujhe mil gaya to apne uss saajan ke charitra par hi sandeh kar baithi….mujhe maaf kar do divya.. main tumhari aur saajan ki gunahgar hu…mujhe maaf kar do…lekin mujhe saajan se door mat karo…main saajan ke bina nahi jee paungi…

Divya—didi, aap mujhse har tarah se badi ho…aap ek dev kanya ho aur main ek sadharan manav kanya…aap mere samne hath mat jodiye…ek dev kanya ko kisi sadharan manav ke samne iss tarah hath jodna shobha nahi deta, aap apni mahatta ko kam mat kijiye…aap na meri apradhini hain aur na hi saajan ki…isliye aap ko mujhse ya saajan se kshama maangne ki koi avashyakta nahi hai…lekin ye bhi sach hai ki aapne apradh to kiya hai..aapne apradh kiya hai apne prem ka, apne devattav ka…aur usse se badi apradhini hain aap aadi shakti maa gouri ki…jinke vachano par vishwash na kar ke aapne maa gouri ko bhi jhutha samajh ke unka tiraskar kiya hai…aap ko kshama karne ya na karne ka adhikar unka hai…agar aap ko kshama hi maangni hai to jaiye didi, unn mata parvati ji se kshama yachna kijiye..aur apni galti ka prayashchit kijiye..

Divya ki baat sunte hi priyadarshini ghor apradh bhavna se grasit ho gayi…mrinal ke samjhane ke bavjud bhi uski ankho se bahte anshu rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahe the..vo vaha se turant adrishya ho kar kailash shikhar par pahuch gayi aur rote huye mata parvati ka avahan karne lagi.

Apni bhaktini ka karun krandan sun kar mata parvati apni aloukik chhata bikherte huye vaha prakat ho gayi…unko apne samne dekhte hi priyadarshini maa gouri ke charno me gir kar apne apradh ke liye kshama yachna karne lagi.

Priyadarshini (rote huye)—mujhe maaf kar do maa..mujhse bahut bada apradh ho gaya jo maine aap ke vachno par sandeh kiya mujhe kshama karo maa..

Gouri—utho putri…

Priyadarshini (bahte anshu)—nahi maa, main aap ki apradhini hu…jab tak aap mujhe kshama nahi karengi, main nahi uthungi..

Gouri—putri, main maan aur apmaan se pare hu...isliye utho..tumhe apni bhul ka smaran karane ke uddeshya se hi maine tumhe divya ke paas jane ko kaha tha…taaki tum prem ka vastavik arth samajh sako…jis prem me vishwash na ho vah sachcha prem kabhi nahi ho sakta…jo prem hawa ke ek jhoke se vichalit ho jaye, vo pem badi badi aandhiyo aur chakrawat ka samna nahi kar sakta…ab to tumhe samajh aa hi haya hoga ki divya aur saajan ka prem teeno loko me amar kyo hai…divya ka prem sabse alag aur adbhut kyo hai..kyon ki use apne prem aur premi par atoot vishwash hai… uska yahi apne saajan ke prati vishwash uske prem ko sabse shrestha banata hai..saajan se prem to tum bhi karti ho, pari bhi karti hai, aur bhi kayi hain jo usse prem karti hain..lekin phir bhi kisi ki tulna divya se sambhav nahi hai kyon ki jo atoot vishwash divya ko saajan par hai vo vishwash kisi ke andar nahi hai…yahi vishwash divya ke prem ko sabhi se mahan sabit karta hai.

Gouri—tumhara apradh baki sab se kahi adhik hai…sadharan manav usko hi sach manta hai jisko uski ankhe dekhti hain aur uske kaan sunte hain..isliye unki galti swabhavik hai…kintu tum to sadharan kanya nahi ho, tum dev kanya ho..tum turant sach jaan sakti thi..kintu tumne bhi ankho dekhi aur kaano suni baat par vishwash kar liya…ye tumhare prem ki aparipakwata ko sabit karta hai…sachcha prem kya hota hai, ye samajhna hai to koi divya se samjhe..divya ek sadharan manav kanya hote huye bhi dekhte hi samajh gayi ki ye uska saajan nahi hai..uski yahi vishesta use sadharan kanya hote huye bhi asadharan banati hai.

Gouri—tumhare apradh me kahi na kahi tumhare andar chhupa hua ek dev kanya hone ka ahankar bhi shamil hai…iss ahankar ke karan hi tum na to aaj tak saajan ko samajh payi aur na hi uski kshamta ko…tumne hamesha saajan ko sirf ek manav samajh kar uski kabiliyat par sandeh kiya…yaha tak ki tumhe iss baat par bhi sandeh tha ki saajan tumhare swayamvar me swarg log tak pahuch bhi payega ya nahi..aur apne issi dev kanya hone ke ahankar ke karan saajan ko ek thoda shaktishali manav samajhne ki vajah se tumhe mere vachan par bhi sandeh hota raha hamesha…devta manav se sirf isliye uttam kahlate hain kyon ki devtao ke paas shaktiya hoti hain..lekin kisi ko mahan uske karm banate hain, aur ye adhikar to dharti vasiyo ke paas hai.

Gouri—tumne ye kaise soch liya putri ki main tumhare liye kisi galat var ka chayan karungi..? main to har kisi ka bhala hi chahti hu..phir tum to meri priya bhakt ho….putri agar sirf devta hone se koi sreshth hota to devtao ko yuddh me apni vijay ke liye ayodhya naresh maharah dashrath ke aage hath jod kar vinti nahi karni padti…? Vrittasur ka vadh karne ke liye devtao ko maharshi dadhichi ke samne jholi nahi phailani padti..

Priyadarshini—mujhe kshama kar do maa…main aaj tak saajan ko samajh hi nahi payi..

Gouri—tumhe apni galti ka ehsaas ho gaya..yahi kafi hai putri..main tumhe aaj saajan se juda ek atyant goodh rahasya batati hu jise tridevo, devarshi narad aur mere atirikt aur koi nahi janta..yaha tak ki khud saajan bhi nahi…kintu ye rahasya gupt hi rahna chahiye..isme hi sab ka kalyan hai…ye rahasya janne ke baad tumhare mann me chhaye sabhi sandeh ke badal chhant jayenge..kintu yaha se jate hi tumhare manas patal se iss rahasya se judi baate vismrit ho jayengi…kintu unke prabhav se tumhara gyan yathawat rahega.

Priyadarshini—ye mera saubhagya hoga maa..

Gouri—to suno...baat uss samay ki hai jab...******************* (Ye rahasya priyadarshini ke swayamvar ke samay ujagar hoga.)

Priyadarshini—main aaj dhanya ho gayi maa..mere mann ki sabhi shankaye door ho gayi aaj…pranam maa

Gouri—tumhara kalyan ho putri…

Uske baad priyadarshini khushi khushi divya ke paas lout aayi lekin uske mann me saajan ka samna karne me hichak ho rahi thi. Vo bar bar yahi soch rahi thi ki saajan use maaf karega ya nahi…?

Jaha aaj sabhi raj ki iss ghatiya harkat se behad dukhi the, lekin divya ko chhod kar..vahi koi aisa bhi tha jo behad khush tha aaj ki iss ghatna se….
 
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5th Janam Ki Love Story Continues....

Hum ek magar machchh ko insaani bhasa bolte dekh kar hairan rah gaye…chitra to ye dekh kar behosh hote hote bachi..hamari samajh me ye hi nahi aa raha tha ki ek magar machchh hamari juban me kaise bol sakta hai..? magar agle hi kshan usne dubara kaha to vishwash karna hi pada.

“Aaiye aap dono ka hardik swagat hai.” Magar machchh ne apna bada sa muh phailate huye kaha.

Magar tabhi ek aur awaz ne hame chounka diya..

Ab Aage.....

"Aap dono iske paas mat jana, warna ye ek minute me dono ko kha pi kar hazam kar jayega." Vahi paas se awaz aayi.

Awaz sunte hi hum chounk kar charo taraf dekhne lage magar koi dikhayi nahi diya siaye kinare par baithe huye ek medhak ke.. usko bhi insani bhasa bolte dekh chitra ki halat aur bhi patli ho gayi..ek taraf magarmachch hame apni taraf bula raha tha to vahi dusri taraf medhak hame uske paas jane se rok raha tha.

Hame aisi dayniya halat me dekh kar vaha pedo par baithi huyi chidiya jor jor se khila khila kar hasne lagi…unko haste dekh kar chitra ghabra kar kood ke meri god me chadh gayi.

Jitu—chal utar niche..ye kya kar rahi hai…?

Chitra—nahi, main niche nahi utarungi..mujhe darr lag raha hai…aur bhukh bhi bahut lagi hai..mujhse ab chala nahi jayega..

Jitu—ufff..kya musibat hai…

Maine vaha rukna theek nahi samjha aur vaha se aage badh gaya...thodi door jate hi samne se chaar mahilaye aati huyi dikhayi di...unke hatho me choti choti potaliya thi...hairani ki baat ye bhi thi ki vaha par kafi matra me roshni thi.

Chitra—mere patidev, unn mahilao ke paas jo potaliya hain, jarur unme khane ka kuch bandha hoga..chalo na unse puch kar dekhte hain..

Jitu—pahle to mujhe patidev mat bolna samajhi..aur dusra unke paas khana hoga bhi to tujhe kyo dengi... ?

Chitra—pahli baat to main bilkul nahi manungi..aur rahi dusri baat to main unse khud baat kar lungi..aap chalo to udhar.. agar main bhukh se mar gayi to patni hatya ka paap aap ko lagega..jo main nahi chahti..

Jitu—tere bolne se tu meri patni ho gayi kya…? Jabardasti ki patni...

Chitra—ab chahe jabardasti ki mano ya jaise bhi mano...ab main hu aapki patni to hu...

Main usko le kar unn striyo ke paas pahuch gaya...hame dekh kar vo bhi ruk gayi...ya shayad vo hamari bhasa samajh sakti thi isliye hamari awaz sun li ho jo chitra ne unhe lagayi thi.

Chitra—dekhiye, ye mere pati hain aur main inki patni hu...mere pati ne pichle ek saal se anaj ka ek dana bhi nahi khaya hai.. dekhiye kitne duble ho gaye hain...yaha tak ki inse chala bhi nahi ja raha hai...agar aap ke paas kuch bhojan ho to hame de dijiye jisse main inhe khila saku..aap ki badi meharbani hogi..

Chitra ki baat sunte hi vo charo badi hairani se ek dusre ka muh dekhne lagi..jabki main mann hi mann chitra ko kosne laga uski iss bewaqoofi par..

Jitu (mann me)—kitna bada safed jhuth bolti hai ye jhuthi..mere upar chadhi hai phir bhi bolti hai ki maine saal bhar se kuch nahi khaya…?

Aurat 1—badi ajib baat hai...god me tum apne mard ke upar chadhi ho..aur vo bechara tumhe apne upar taange ghum raha hai. Aur kahti ho ki isne saal bhar se kuch nahi khaya.. ? jabki tum kahti ho ki ye bahut dubla aur kamjor ho gaya hai...phir uski god me tum kyo chadhi ho... ?

Chitra—nahi, abhi tum samjhi nahi...pahle aap khana do..phir main samjhati hu..thoda inko khana khila du..

Aurat 2 (potli kholte huye)—theek hai..ye lo..khila do..inko..

Aurat 3—lo ye bhi le lo..hamara ghar paas me hi hai..kam padega to aur le ayengi hum..

Unn charo mahilao ne apni apni potli me bandha hua khana de diya...khana dekhte hi chitra meri god se utar kar khane par toot padi aur jaldi jaldi khane lagi..charo aurate ek bar phir se ankhe phade hairani se chitra ko dekhne lagi..kuch hi minutes me chitra ne poora khana chatt kar liya.

Aurat 1 (shocked)—tum to bol rahi thi ki tumhare pati bahut bhukhe hain aur unhone saal bhar se kuch nahi khaya...aur to aur tumne khana to apne pati ko khilane ke liye maanga tha..lekin tumne unhe to kuch khilaya hi nahi...

Chitra—main abhi khilaungi na apne pati ko khana..main kha thodi rahi thi..bas khana check kar rahi thi....(meri taraf dekh kar)..aapne nahi khaya kuch bhi... ? chaliye khana kha lijiye..

Jitu (mann me)—tera sir kha lu...jab kuch bachaya hi nahi hai tune to... ? sab to kha gayi...ab kahti hai lo khana kha lo..bhukhkhad kahi ki..

Aurat 4 (haste huye)—vo bechara kya khayega ab , jab tumne uske liye kuch bachaya hi nahi hai to... ? ab main samjhi ki bechare ne saal bhar se khana kyo nahi khaya... ? jab usko khane ke liye tumse kuch bachta raha hoga, tab na khata bechara...hihihihi

Aurat 1 (haste huye)—koi baat nahi, mere paas bas ek phal bacha hai, ye apne pati ko khila do...khud mat kha lena..

Chitra—ek aur nahi hai...vo kya hai na ki bechare bahut bhukhe hain na.. to isliye...

Aurat 1—nahi, ab to nahi hain kuch bhi hamare paas...

Chitra (mayus)—theek hai..yahi khila deti hu…(mujhe dete huye)..lijiye khaiye..

Jitu (khate huye)—phal kafi mitha hai..

Chitra—(hotho par jeebh pherte huye)…aap ke paas pani hoga na..dijiye thoda pani…

Aurat 2—hmm..ye lo pani..

Chitra—chaliye ab thoda pani pi lijiye..ek phal se pet nahi bharega aap ka…

Chitra ne mujhe pani pakdaya to main pani pine me lag gaya..itne me chitra, mere hath ka phal lapak kar jaldi se kha gayi..sab use ghur kar dekhti rah gayi…yaha tak ki unke paas ka bacha hua sara pani bhi gatak gayi.

Uske baad vo striya vahi hamare paas baith kar baate karne lagi…baat karte karte achanak hi hum dono ka sir chakrane laga aur phir kuch hi pal me main aur chitra behosh hote chale gaye…uske baad kya hua, hame kuch pata nahi chala..?

Kintu jab mujhe hosh aaya to khud ko ek saje sajaye vishal aalishan shahi mahal ke behad khubsurat kaksh me sungandhit phoolo se saje huye palang par paya…kaksh me vibhinn prakar ke abhusan, vastra aur khadya samagri rakhi huyi thi..poora kamra khubsurat phoolo se saja hua tha..

Khud ko itne vishal aur khubsurat mahal me dekh kar main chounk gaya..maine apne dimag par jod dala to kuch samay pahle ki ghatna yaad aane lagi…

Jitu (shocked,mann me)—main yaha kaise aa gaya…? Koun si jagah hai ye…? Jaha tak mujhe dhyan hai main to chitra ke sath uss veeran jagah par tha..aur unn mahilao se baate kar rahe the hum dono...phir uske baad kya hua, yaad kyo nahi aa raha.. ? chitra..chitra kaha hai... ?

Chitra ka khyal aate hi main chintit ho kar idhar udhar dekhne laga...tabhi kisi ki awaz ne mujhe chounka diya..

"Swagat hai mere mehboob...mere saajan...swagat hai…..Baharo phool barsao, mera mahboob aaya hai…..Badi der se dar pe ankhe lagi thi, Badi der kar di huzoor aate aate..”

Maine chounka kar charo taraf dekhne laga kintu koi nazar nahi aaya..aur na hi chitra mujhe kahi dikhayi padi...jisse mere mann me chitra ki suraksha ko le kar chinta hone lagi..

Jitu (pareshan)—kkk...koun hai yaha... ? aur ye koun si jagah hai... ?

Tabhi ek bar phir se vahi madhur awaz kamre me goonj uthi..

"Mera Dard Bhi Tum, Meri Dawa Bhi Tum,

Meri Ibadat Bhi Tum, Mera Khuda Bhi Tum,

Maine Chaha Bhi Tumko Aur Paya Bhi Nahi,

Mere Sath Bhi Tum Aur Mujhse Juda Bhi Tum."

Vahi dusri taraf ashram me divya ka mann aaj bahut vyakul ho raha tha…kshan kshan badhti uski ye vyakulta uske dil me tarah tarah ki ashankaye vyapt kar rahi thi…hriday me bechaini nirantar badhti hi ja rahi thi..
 
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Uske baad priyadarshini khushi khushi divya ke paas lout aayi lekin uske mann me saajan ka samna karne me hichak ho rahi thi. Vo bar bar yahi soch rahi thi ki saajan use maaf karega ya nahi…?

Jaha aaj sabhi raj ki iss ghatiya harkat se behad dukhi the, lekin divya ko chhod kar..vahi koi aisa bhi tha jo behad khush tha aaj ki iss ghatna se….

Ab aage……

Ye khushi manane wali aur koi nahi balki sandhya thi jo aaj ki ghatna se behad khush thi aur apne kamre me raj ki tasveer se baate karte huye apni khushi ka izhar kar rahi thi.

Sandhya—hihihihi…mere saajan se shadi karegi….dulhan banegi uski..hihihihi….ab koi dulhan nahi banegi uski ulta sab nafrat karegi…mere raste ke sabhi kaante ek hi jhatke me hat gaye…vo priyadarshini, apne aap ko dev kanya dev kanya bol kar saajan ko mujhse chheenna chahti thi…dekh li, iss pari ki taqat…..pari ke ek hi vaar ne tujhe dev lok vapis bhagne par vivash kar diya.. aur vo janhavi, shadi karne chali thi, saajan ke sath suhag raat manane ka sapna dekh rahi thi…uss din to na jane kaise bach gayi, lekin ab…lekin ab sapne me bhi saajan ki biwi banne ka khwab nahi dekhegi…iske sath hi jitni bhi ye khwab dekh rahi thi, ab sirf nafrat karengi saajan se….(kuch yaad aate hi)..magar, abhi bhi mere raste ka sabse bada kaanta, vo divya…door nahi hua hai…use pata nahi kyo iss ghatna se koi dukh kyo nahi hua…? Aur to aur usne saajan ko thappad bhi nahi mara, ulta jor jor se has rahi thi….kahi vo meri chaal samajh to nahi gayi…? Nahi, aisa nahi ho sakta…mujhe to lagta hai ki vo iss sadme ko bardast nahi kar payi aur pagal ho gayi hai…haan, jarur yahi baat hai…tabhi to paglo ki tarah has rahi thi…achcha hai, divya ke iss pagalpan ka fayda utha kar main use asani se maar sakti hu….phir mere aur saajan ke beech me koi nahi bachega…ab saajan sirf mera hai..sirf pari ka …hahahaha…saajan agar pari ka nahi ho saka to ye pari use kisi ka nahi hone degi…Tum humko na chaho to koi baat nahi, tum kisi aur ko chahoge to badi mushkil hogi…

Vahi sabhi apne apne room me ja kar ro rahi thi..unke sapne jo toot gaye the jo vah raj ko le kar dekh rahi thi..kisi ko kuch samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki achanak ye kya ho gaya…? Phir chahe vo mitaly ho ya neha, chandni ho ya janhavi, paridhi ho ya diksha, soniya ho ya phir naina, ruchi ho ya chanchal…kajal ho ya meera..

Magar inn sabme sabse jyada dukhi agar koi thi to vah thi payal...apne room me pahuchte hi usne darwaja band kar bistar me gir gayi aur rone lagi...

Payal (rote huye)—tumhe ye sab karne ki kya jarurat thi raj…? Agar tumhara sex karne ka mann tha to mere sath kar lete…maa ke sath aise balatkar karne ki kya jarurat thi…? Main tumhe apna sab kuch sounpne ko taiyar hu to iska ye matlab to nahi ki maa bhi tumhe apna jism soump degi…? Mujhe tumse ye ummid nahi thi raj…main ab tumse kabhi baat nahi karungi..

Aise hi rote huye vo mann hi mann badbadati rahi…phir uske mann me bachpan se le kar ab tak ki raj ke sath bitaye huye sabhi pal ek ek kar ke kisi film ki bhanti chalne lage…jaise jaise yaade uske dimag me aage badh rahi thi, vaise vaise uske chehre ke bhav har prati kshan badal rahe the…kahi gussa, to kahi pyar to kahi dard…phir aayi aaj ki ghatna ki bari..pahle to uske chehra gusse se kathor ho gaya lekin agle hi pal jaise hi use raj ko thappad maarne wali baat yaad aayi..to ye yaad aate hi payal ke chehre ke bhav anayas hi badal gaye…dil me asim dard umad pada.

Payal (dard)—(roti huyi).ye kya..? maine raj ko thappad mara..! ye kaise ho gaya…? Maine apne raj ko mara…jis hath ne raj ko maarne ki ye gustakhi ki hai, aaj main vo hath hi tod dungi…jis raj se mere aage koi oonchi awaz me baat tak nahi kar sakta tha, aaj ussi raj ko mere samne hi sabne mara..aur main khadi dekhti rahi…‼ bardast kaise kar gayi main,..? aur to aur maine ye kya kah diya raj ko ki vo mere liye mar gaya..1 nahi..nahi, agar use kuch ho gaya to main to vaise hi mar jaungi…uske bina to jeena mujhe aata hi nahi hai…kahi vo kuch kar na le…mujhe dekhna hoga.. kahi gusse me aa kar vo kuch aur galat na kar baithe…

Itna khyal mann me aate hi payal andar tak kaamp gayi aur ghabrate huye turant darwaja khol kar har jagah raj ko dhoondne lagi…jab kahi nahi dikha to pareshan ho kar apne room me aa gayi aur rote huye apne us hath ko hi nuksan pahuchana shuru kar diya jis hath se usne raj ko mara tha….uske hath se khoon ki dhara bah chali thi lekin vo thi ki jaise uss par apne uss hath ko tod dene ka bhoot sawar ho chuka tha….pata nahi vo kab tak aise hi khud ko damage karne me lagi rahi…aur phir khoon jyada bah jane ke karan vo behosh ho kar vahi ludhak gayi.

Agle din subah hone ke baad bhi kisi ka uthne ka mann nahi tha..to vah sab bistar me hi leti rahi…vaise bhi raat me huyi ghatna ne kisi ko sone to diya hi nahi tha…udhar mamta subah jaldi uth gayi aur apne sath so rahe raj ko dekh kar uske chehre par mushkurahat aa gayi..

Mamta—raj, uth beta..dekh subah ho gayi hai…aaj tera raj tilak hai na…aur vivah bhi..chal uth ja…

Raj—ohh..maa..sone do na…vaise bhi kitni late to soya hu…

Mamta—to kisne kaha tha tujhe raat me mujhko ghumane le jane ke liye…? Chal uth..

Raj (maa ko khich kar)—ohhh..maa…aao na tum bhi mere sath so jao…kitne dino baad to mujhe itni achchi neend aayi thi, tumhari baho me…log jhuth kahte hain ki swarg upar hai..asli swarg to maa ki god me hi hai…jo anand, jo sukh maa ki god me milta hai..vo sukh swarg lok me nahi mil sakta maa…nahi mil sakta..

Mamta—to so jaya kar roj mere sath…maa ki god to hoti hi apne bachcho ke liye hai..pagle..lekin pahle payal se to puch le, vo tujhe sone degi daily mere sath…? Mujhe to iss baat ki bhi chinta hai ki bechari janhavi ka kya hoga…? Janhavi ko ekant me tere sath waqt bitane ka mouka degi bhi ye payal ki nahi..? mujhe to usme bhi sandeh hai..

Raj—maa, aap sab bina vajah meri payal didi ko badnam karti rahti ho…vo bahar se jitni garam dikhti hain, andar se ekdam makhmal ki tarah komal hain…

Mamta—haan, haan..mujhe pata hai..komal hogi sirf tere liye..baki sab ke liye to vo maha kali ka roop hai…baat baat par kulhadi utha leti hai kisi ko bhi maarne ke liye…

Raj—nahi maa..meri payal didi bahut achchi hain…vo meri best didi hain…

Uske baad maa mere paas se uth kar bahar chali gayi..main bhi uth kar bahar aa gaya…jaisi ki meri adat thi daily apni bahno ke room me ja kar unhe uthane ki…to main apne routine ke anusar sabse pahle ruchi didi ke room me gaya…lekin unhone darwaja nahi khola…yahi haal bakiyo ka bhi raha…aur jinhone khola bhi to unhone sidhe muh baat hi nahi ki…balki ulta sidha suna diya.

Unka aisa behaviour dekh kar main hiran rah gaya…kewal sandhya bhar khushi se mujhse mili…vo aaj pahle ki tulna me kuch jyada hi chahak rahi thi khushi se…ye bhi mere liye hairani ki baat thi…sab ka vyavhar meri samajh se pare tha…sandhya se milne ke baad main divya ke room me gaya to jise meri sari tension hi door ho gayi..kyon ki kewal vahi thi jo bina kisi badlav ke mujhse mili..vaise hi mushkurata hua chehra liye..

Dekhte hi vo meri baho me aa kar simat gayi…to aise laga jaise ki mera dil aur dimag phir se nirmal aur tension free ho gaya ho uske mushkurate hi aisa lagta tha jaise ki phoolo ki barish ho rahi ho…uske pratyek ang ang se nikal rahi bhini bhini madak sugandh vatavaran ko mahka rahi thi..shayad isliye hi divya ka iss janam me naam mahak rakha gaya hai…khubsurat itni ki jo bhi ek nazar use dekh le vo apni sudh budh kho baithe…uski chaal aisi ki jise dekh kar nagin bhi sharma jaye..

Divya (masumiyat se)—kaha gayab the raat bhar apni sasu maa ke sath….?

Raj (ankho me dekhte huye)—main to iss hushn ka gulam hu..bhala iss dil ko chhod kar kaha door ja sakta hu…mujhme itni himmat nahi ki main ki tum se door ja saku…

Divya—ye to mere sawal ka koi jawab nahi hua…

Raj—kuch nahi yaar..vo ek rishi ne aa kar bataya tha ki ek bahut bade tapaswi mahatma hamare rajya me ek talab ke kinare raat gujarne ke liye ruke huye hain….agar unka ashirwad hame prapt ho jaye to jyada uchit rahega…isliye main maa aur veer ko sath le kar unke paas unse ye prathna karne gaya tha ki vo raj mahal me padhar kar rajyabhishek aur vivah ke shubh avsar par hame apna ashirwad pradan karne ki kripa kare.

Divya (ruth kar)—maa ko hi kyo, mujhe kyo nahi le gaye…? Jao main tumse baat nahi karti…

Raj—vo isliye meri jane tamanna kyon ki kisi ko shubh karyo me nivedan kar ke aamantrit karne ka karya bado ko ya phir mata pita ko hi shobha deta hai…yaha sabse badi meri liye to maa hi hai..isliye unko sath le kar gaya tha..

Divya (mushkura kar)—theek hai, chalo iss bar maaf kiya…lekin agli bar mujhe chhod kar kahi gaye to mafi bilkul nahi milegi.. samjh gaye, mere bhole saajan ji..

Raj—samajh gaya, meri sajni ji….vaise ab to tumhare sawal ka jawab mil gaya hai to..

Divya—to kya…?

Raj—to main ye soch raha tha ki kyo na thoda sa muh mitha kar liya jaye…

Divya (ankhe dikhate huye)—ji nahi, kuch nahi milne wala muh mitha karne ke liye…sidhi tarah se jao yaha se…gande kahi ke..

Raj—aise kaise chala jau, muh mitha kiye bina…

Divya (mushkurate huye)—dekho aage nahi badhna..nahi to main shor macha dungi….nahi..saajan.nahi…aaaahhhhh

Divya mujhe aage badhte dekh kar kamre me hi idhar udhar bhagne lagi to maine ulta daud laga kar use pakad liya aur phir sidha apne hoth divya ke gulabi hotho par chipka diye….hoth milte hi divya ekdam shant ho gayi aur mere baalo par hath ghumate huye chumban me sath dene lagi.

Hamare iss chumban me hawash ke liye koi jagah nahi thi..agar tha to sirf pyar…jaise hi hamara chumban khatam hua to maine divya ko chhedne ke irade apne hatho ko uski kamar se thoda upar sarkate huye uske ubharo tak le gaya..vaise hi usne turant mere hath hata diye.

Divya (ghur kar)—ye sab kya tha…?

Raj—kuch nahi, main to bas check kar raha tha…(ubharo ko dekhte huye)..oonch nich kuch jyada hi ho gayi hai…

Divya (hath se hoth pochte huye)—ye oonch nich dekhna hai to pahle mujhse shadi karo…uske baad hi ye oonch nich dekhne ko milegi..gande kahi ke…subah subah iske alawa aur kuch nahi sujhta..

Raj—isme mera kasoor nahi hai..

“Tauba Ki Thi Ki, Main Na Piyunga Kabhi Sharab,

Tere Hotho Ka Rang Dekh Ke Neeyat Badal Gayi.”

Divya—bas..bas..jyada romantic hone ki jarurat nahi hai…ab jao yaha se..

Raj—aaj baat kya hai, mere itna awaz dene par bhi kisi ne darwaja nahi khola…? Jabki aaj to rajyabhishek ke sath sath shadi bhi hai to sabko jaldi uthna chahiye…

Divya—vo sabhi bahut gusse me hain aap ke upar…

Raj (hairan)—gusse me.. ! vo bhi mere upar.. ! kyo... ?

Divya—vo baat ye hai ki...(poori baat batate huye)

Raj (shocked)—kyaaaaa…? (mann me)..lekin jab raat me main aur maa vapis aaye tab darwaja toota hua to nahi mila hame..aur veer to mere hi sath me tha...jarur ye sandhya ka hi kaam hoga ya phir.....

Divya—haan,

Raj (dard)—to tumne iss ghatna ko sach kyo nahi mana…?

Divya—mera pyar aur apne saajan par vishwash itna kamjor nahi hai jo aise hawa ke jhoko se toot kar bikhar jaye..

"Teri Dhadkan Hi Zindagi Ka Kissa Hai Mera,

Tu Zindagi Ka Aham Hissa Hai Mera,

Meri Mohabbat Tujhse Sirf Lafzo Ki Nahi hai.

Teri Ruh Se Ruh Tak Ka Rishta Hai Mera....."

Poori baat sun kar mujhe bahut jhatka laga…baki sab ko galat fahmi hone ka utna dukh nahi hua..sabse jyada dukh to mujhe iss baat ka hua ki payal didi ne bhi mujhe galat samajh liya…na chahte huye bhi meri ankhe dard se chhalak aayi…ye dekh kar divya tadap uthi..usne turant mujhe apni baho me kas liya aur mere anshu pine lagi.

Raj (nam ankhe)—tumne unhe sach kyo nahi bataya…?

Divya (tadapte huye)—pyar aur vishwash kisi ke dil me kisi ke bolne se paida nahi hota…aaj main sab ko sach bata bhi deti to kya unke andar vishwash paida ho jata..? nahi, kal koi dusri ghatna hogi to unka yahi ravaiya phir se hoga..isliye maine kuch nahi kaha..

Raj—theek kiya…chalo main ek bar manane ki koshish karta hu…

Divya—lekin…

Raj (udas)—divya, vo sab mere apne hain…jara si galat fahmi se pariwar toot jaye, ye achchi baat nahi hai…vaise bhi ye galat fahmi mujhe le kar paida huyi hai isliye unki galat fahmi door karna mera farz hai…jab main sabse door tha, tab vo sab mere liye kitna tadpe hain, ye baat main nahi bhul sakta..

Main divya ke room se nikal kar pahle ruchi didi ke room me gaya jo uth gayi thi..lekin mujhe dekhte hi unhone darwaja band kar diya..maine kayi bar awaz di lekin unhone nahi khola..

Raj—didi, meri baat to suno pahle…darwaja kholo, mujhe aapse baat karna hai…

Ruchi (andar se)—tu ja yaha se, mujhe tujhse koi baat nahi karni hai…

Raj—soch lo didi, kahi aisa na ho ki baad me aap ko pachtana pade...

Ruchi—pachta to main ab bhi rahi hu ki maine ek ghatiya admi se pyar kiya…tu ja yaha se…

Jab ruchi didi ne darwaja nahi khola mere bar bar kahne par bhi to main kajal bua ke room me chala gaya ..mujhe dekhte hi dono ne muh pher liya..

Raj—bua, mujhe kuch baat karna hai..

Kajal—lekin mujhe tere se koi baat nahi karni..ja yaha se..

Raj (hath pakad ke)—kyo baat nahi karni meri darling ko…akhir mera kasoor kya hai…?

Kajal (gusse me)—chatttaaakkk...tere jaisa ghatiya admi maine nahi dekha aaj tak...tune mujhe bahka kar meri izzat loot li.. khair jo apni janam dene wali maa ki izzat loot sakta hai, uske liye kisi dusre ki izzat lootna koun si badi baat hai...main saare samaaj ke khilaf ja kar apni beti sandhya ki shadi tujhse karna chahti thi kyon ki tum dono ek dusre ko chahte the...achcha hua meri beti ki zindagi barbad hone se bach gayi..teri sachchayi sabke samne aa gayi...nikal ja yaha se...aur haan hamare yaha se jane ka intazam kar dena...hum ab yaha nahi rahenge...

Raj—aap ko galat fahmi huyi hai bua...

Kajal—ja nikal yaha se...

Meera bua ka room....

Meera—chatttaakkk...apni shakal mat dikhana mujhe ab kabhi....tune to mujhe bhi bahka diya tha...achcha hua bach gayi.. nahi to main vidhwa kisi ko muh dikhane ke kabil nahi rahti....hawash ka bhukha bhediya hai tu...jo kisi ko bhi apni hawash ka shikar bana sakta hai..

Phir neha bua ke room me gaya jaha paridhi bhi baithi huyi thi ..mujhe dekhte hi neha ka gussa satve aas maan par pahuch gaya...

Neha (gusse me)—chatttaaakkk...chatttaaakkkk...nich..papi....tu itna niche gir jayega, maine kabhi socha bhi nahi tha...kya lene aaya hai ab yaha...kya ab bhi koi kasar baki hai... ? arrey daayan bhi saat ghar chhod deti hai..lekin tune to, mere sath sath meri beti ki bhi zindagi barbad kar di apni hawash mitane ke liye...paridhi ne tera kya bigada tha... ? usne to teri zindagi bachane ke liye khud apni zindagi ki bali chadha di thi..lekin badle me tune achcha sila diya uski qurbani ka...ab meri samajh me aaya ki tune apne chacha ke upar jhutha aarop laga kar maar kyo diya... ? kyon ki teri nazar to hum dono maa beti par thi..nikal ja yaha se..aaj ke baad apni manhoos shakal mat dikhana...aur haan, hum ab yaha nahi rahenge....

Raj—pahle meri baat to sun lo...

Neha—ab sunne ko kuch nahi rah gaya..

Raj—paridhi, kya tum bhi mujhe galat samajhti ho…? Sirf haan ya na me jawab do…

Paridhi—(no response)

Iske baad main jiske bhi room me gaya, sabne khari khoti hi sunayi..koi meri baat sunne ko hi taiyar nahi tha…sirf veer se meri mulaqat nahi ho saki…shayad vo unn sadhu baba ko lene ke liye subah subah hi chala gaya tha...uske baad main priyadarshini ke room me jane wala tha lekin phir kuch soch kar sidhe payal didi ki taraf chala gaya.

Sabhi ke behaviour se mujhe bahut thes pahuchi thi..lekin phir bhi main apni taraf se unki galat fahmi door karne ki koshish kar raha tha..payal didi ke room ke paas pahuch kar maine kayi bar awaz lagayi lekin andar se koi prati kriya nahi huyi to ye dekh kar mera dil ghabrane laga..

Maine dhakka de kar darwaja khola to samne dekhte hi meri ruh kaamp gayi..kyon ki samne jamin par meri payal didi behosh padi huyi thi..kamre me khoon hi khoon phaila hua tha..main jor se chillate huye unke paas pahuch gaya.

Raj (chilla kar)—(ankho me pani)…didiiii…utho didi..kya hua aap ko….?

Mere aise chillane se maa jo ki bahar rajguru ke paas baithi huyi thi…turant uth kar bhagte huye aa gayi..sath me divya aur priyadarshini bhi…payal didi ki halat dekh kar maa bhi cheekh padi aur divya bhi…meri ankho se to anshu jhar jhar kar ke bahne lage..thodi hi der me vaha sabhi aa gaye..

Payal didi ka poora hath jakhmi hua pada tha..unki halat dekhte hi meri samajh me aa gaya ki unka hath jakhmi kaise hua…? Ab tak sabhi ki kadwi baato ka jo dard maine apne andar sambhal ke rakha tha, payal didi ki aisi halat dekh kar vo bahar aa gaya.. aur main jor jor se rone laga..

Mamta (rote huye)—payalll…kya hua isko rajjj…?

Raj (rote huye)—pata nahi maa..main abhi jab aaya to didi ko iss halat me paya….payal didi, utho..utho didi..

Neha—chattaakkk…ye sab teri hi kartoot ka natiza hai….raat me iska bhi balatkar kar diya hoga kamine tune…?

Mamta (jor se)—nehaaaaaa..!

Kajal—aap theek kahti ho bhabhi….jisne apni maa ko nahi chhoda uske liye bahan ki izzat se khelna koun si badi baat hai…

Divya (gusse me)—buaaaaaa…..chachiiii…(gusse me ungli dikhate huye)…ab aage ek shabd bhi mat bolna…warna theek nahi hogaa…
 
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Payal didi ka poora hath jakhmi hua pada tha..unki halat dekhte hi meri samajh me aa gaya ki unka hath jakhmi kaise hua…? Ab tak sabhi ki kadwi baato ka jo dard maine apne andar sambhal ke rakha tha, payal didi ki aisi halat dekh kar vo bahar aa gaya.. aur main jor jor se rone laga..

Mamta (rote huye)—payalll…kya hau isko rajjj…?

Raj (rote huye)—pata nahi maa..main abhi jab aaya to didi ko iss halat me paya….payal didi, utho..utho didi..

Neha—chattaakkk…ye sab teri hi kartoot ka natiza hai….raat me iska bhi balatkar kar diya hoga kamine tune…?

Mamta (jor se)—nehaaaaaa..!

Kajal—aap theek kahti ho bhabhi….jisne apni maa ko nahi chhoda uske liye bahan ki izzat se khelna koun si badi baat hai…

Divya (gusse me)—buaaaaaa…..chachiiii…(gusse me ungli dikhate huye)…ab aage ek shabd bhi mat bolna…warna theek nahi hogaa…

Ab aage…..

Koun kya kah raha hai..? mujhe sunayi nahi de raha tha kyon ki mera dhyan to poori tarah se payal didi par kendrit tha...unki pal pal kam hoti saanso ki gati meri bechaini ko badhati ja rahi thi....jabki sab ke aise behaviour se maa ekdam shocked ho gayi thi.. unhe raat ki ghatna ke baare me kuch pata hi nahi tha ab tak..

Raj (rote huye)—saloniii…dekho meri didi ko kya ho gaya hai…?

Neha—ye sab tere hi paapo ka phal hai harami…

Mamta (gusse me)—chatttaaaakkkkk…itni der se teri bakwas sun rahi hu...kya main jaan sakti hu ki achanak se tum sab ke mann me mere bete ke liye itni kadwahat kaha se aa gayi…?

Neha—ye aap kah rahi ho didi…? Aaj raat ki baat itna jaldi bhul gayi didi…? Raat ki ghatna ko aap aise kaise bhul sakti ho didi…?

Mamta (hairan)—raat ki ghatna..! koun si raat ki ghatna…? Akhir aisa kyo gaya raat me jiske karan tum sab ke mann me kadwahat aa gayi…? Batao mujhe…?

Raj (chilla kar)—saloniii

Saloni—chalo mujhe dekhne do….aap sab bahar jaye…yaha mariz ke paas shor na kare..

Priyadarshini—main payal ko theek kar sakti hu…

Raj (bhigi ankhe)—uski jarurat nahi hai…

Saloni—pls..aap sab bahar jaiye…

Maa hairan thi sabki baate sun kar...sabhi payal ke room se bahar aa gaye...unke bahar jate hi divya ne darwaja band kar diya.. ab andar payal didi ke paas doctor saloni ke alawa sirf main, aur divya hi rah gaye the.

Mamta (bahar aate hi)—ab batao mujhe…?

Geeta—aap sahi kahti ho neha didi…mujhe to lagta hai ki vidya didi aur maa ji (nani) ne sahi hi kaha tha iss kamine ke baare me.. ki isne unki izzat lootne ki koshish ki thi…baad me apna paap chhupane ke liye iss kamine ne dono ke hath pair aur jeebh kaat di, jisse vo iski sachchayi kisi ko bata na sake…

Mamta (hairan)—bhabhi aap bhi..! mujhe aapsee aisi ummid nahi thi…akhir aisa kya kar diya raj ne tum sab ke sath jisse tum sab ke sath ki sab ke sab usse itni nafrat karne lage…?

Ruchi—maa, ye tum puch rahi ho…? Kya tum itna jaldi ye bhul gayi ki raj ne raat me tumhara hi balatkar karne ki koshish ki thi..? aur tum khud chilla chilla kar usse bachane ke liye sabse gidgida rahi thi…

Mamta (shocked, gusse me)—ruchi tumm..! chatttaaakkkk….tumhe pata bhi hai ki tum kya kah rahi ho…? Ye sab kisne bhada diya tum sab ko…?

Mitaly—ruchi ko maarne se sach nahi badal jayega didi….aur na hi kisi ko bhadkane ki jarurat hai hame…sabne apni ankho se dekha hai..jo kuch bhi hua aap ke sath raat me…

Meera—haan, vo to achcha hua ki veer ne darwaja tod diya..warna uss kamine ne to aap ko barbad karne me koi kasar chhodi hi nahi thi….

Mamta (shocked)—ye kya bakti ho didi….raat me to main mahal me thi hi nahi to phir mere sath aisi giri huyi ghatna ho kaise sakti hai…?

Janhavi—vo to achcha hua ki mera vivah hone se pahle hi sari sachchayi samne aa gayi…warna kya pata, aaj usne apni maa ke sath ye kiya, kal ko meri maa ke sath bhi kar sakta tha…?

Chanchal—kyo jhuth bolti ho maa…sabne apni ankho se dekha hai…ki (poori baat batate huye)..

Mamta (shocked)—kyaaaa…? Main jhuth bol rahi hu…? Arry, jhuth to tum sab bol rahe ho…sach kya hai, suno…main to raj ke sath raat me..(sach batate huye).

Neha—apne bete ko bachane ke liye bhale hi aap ab kitni bhi koshish kar lo didi lekin sach to nahi badal jayega..

Tabhi payal ke room darwaje ka gate khula aur divya gusse me tamtamate huye bahar aayi…uski ankhe gusse ek ekdam lal ho rahi thi….bahar nikalte hi vo gusse me ek ek kar ke sab ko ghurne lagi…

Divya (gusse me)—sharam naam ki cheez to tum logo me hai nahi…raat se tum sab ki bakwas bardast kar rahi hu..koun hai yaha badi izzat wali, aa kar mujh divya se baat kare, main jawab deti hu uski baato ka…

Mamta (nam ankhe)—beti, meri payal kaisi hai ab…?

Divya (gusse me hath ke ishare se rokte huye)—aaj mujhe bolne do maa, bahut bardast kar chuki main, lekin ab nahi…aaj main inn sab ko aaina dikha kar hi rahungi…haan, to neha chachi.. aap mere room me aaiye, paridhi didi aur diksha bhi…

Kajal—jo kahna hai, yahi kaho na…

Divya (gusse me)—theek hai…neha chachi pahle aap se hi shuru karti hu…kya kaha tha aapne..? mera saajan ghatiya hai, kamina hai, harami hai…usne tum maa beti ki zindagi barbad kar di…? Tumhare pati ko maar diya…? Arrey, agar tumhari beti ne apni jaan ki qurbani di hai to saajan ne bhi use zindagi di hai, itni jaldi bhul gayi vo din jab paridhi didi mout ki kagaar par pahuch gayi thi…aur paridhi didi, aap to janti hain na ki raj ko maarne ke saazish me nani shamil thi, phir bhi aap chup rahi…? aap dono ne aaj vo gunah kiya hai jo mafi ke kabil nahi hai…aap dono ka saajan se kya rishta hai, bhul gayi…? Bhul gayi, ki vo saajan hi tha jisne aapki izzat bachayi thi…aur diksha, tum bhi bhul gayi ki tumhare aur saajan ke beech kya rishta hai…? Kya vo rishta, saajan ne apni marzi se banaya tha, ya phir tumne pahal ki thi….? Tum teeno ye bhul gayi ki saajan aap teeno ka pati bhi hai...tab aap ko galat nahi laga... ? tab aap ko paap aur punya dhyan nahi aaya... ? aap teeno karo to sahi, koi aur kare to galat, kyo... ? aapne apman apne pati ka kiya hai...paridhi didi, aapne pyar to kar liya, saajan se shadi bhi kar li lekin sach to ye hai ki aap teeno ne unhe apna pati kabhi mana hi nahi...to kya sirf apni pyas bujhane ke liye hi saajan se shadi ki thi aap teeno ne... ? aur diksha tum to saajan ke bachche ki maa bhi banne wali ho na... ye bataya nahi kisi ko...? mere saajan ko kuch bhi bolne se pahle sab apni apni kartoote to batao sab ko... ? phir mere saajan ko dosh dena..batati kyo nahi sab ko..kya saajan ne aap teeno ke sath koi jabardasti ki thi, ya aap teeno khud hi saajan ki biwi banne ke sapne dekh rahi thi... ? jise saajan ne poora kiya..

Divya ke iss khulase ne to jaise vaha dhamaka hi kar diya tha…har koi chounk kar rah gaya uski baat se..jabki neha chachi, paridhi aur diksha ka chehra maare sharam se jhuk gaya..koi shabd dhoondte nahi mil raha tha unhe apni safayi me bolne ka.. magar dhamaka abhi aur hona baki tha..

Divya (gusse me)—haan to kajal bua, aap bahut badi badi baate kar rahi thi na…mere saajan ko jane kya kya bol rahi thi..lekin shayad aap ye bhul gayi ki aap khud bhi ussi saajan ki baaho me apni raat rangeen kar chuki ho, mumbai me...tab saajan galat nahi laga aap ko... ? aap ko saajan ko kuch bolne se pahle ye yaad nahi aaya ki gurudev aur pari ne kya raaz bataya tha aap ko... ? meera bua, aapki bhi haqiqat bata du kya... ?

Ye sunte hi kajal aur meera ne apna sir jhuka liya...magar divya ab kaha rukne wali thi...uska gussa to uss samundar ki tarah hai jo hamesha shant dikhayi deta hai, jiska pani sthir dikhta hai..lekin jab uss samundar me toofan uthta hai to vo toofan bahut tabahi le kar aata hai apne sath....phir se shant hote hote vo sab kuch tabaah kar jata hai..divya ko itna tez gussa tab aaya tha jab rajgarh me shakti (saajan) ko qaid kiya gaya tha...uss samay divya ke gusse ne jaise kahar hi dha diya tha..usne poore rajgarh ko shmashan bana kar rakh diya tha...divya ke andar utha ye toofan roopi gussa na jane aaj kaisi tabahi layega.... ?

Divya (gusse me)—mitaly chachi, aap bhi to saajan se apne prem ka izhar kar chuki hain, aur unki biwi banne ki khwahish vyakt kar chuki hain...tab aapne nahi socha ki ye galat hai...(phir chanchal ki taraf), chanchal didi, aapne to mere saajan ko maarne me koi kasar nahi rakhi thi..phir bhi saajan ne aapko maaf kar diya..aap ko aapke pariwar se mila diya, aur aap bhi to ussi saajan ki biwi banna chahti hain..kya saajan ne aapke sath koi jabardasti ki thi... ?

Divya (gusse me)—chandni, tum ye bhul gayi ki saajan ne apni jaan par khel kar tumhari izzat uday chacha se bachayi thi.. kya saajan ne kabhi tumhari izzat lootne ki koshish ki... ? tum bhi to kab se mouke ki talash me ho saajan se apne pyar ka izhar karne ke..ehsaan faramosh kahi ki..

Divya (gusse me)—meri pyari mamiyo, kya aap ke sath kabhi saajan ne koi galat harkat ki jo aapne use ek jhatke me hi galat thahra diya.... ? aur janhavi, tum to mere saajan ki biwi banne wali ho na.. ? jis saajan ko tumne abhi abhi galat bola, uss saajanki vajah se hi aaj apne mata pita ke paas ho…warna iss tilism me bhanwar jaal me hi hamesha ke liye phansi rahti… kya usne tumhari izzat par daka dala tha…? uska ehsaan maanne ki jagah tum usko bura bata rahi ho…?

Divya—mala, shikha tum dono ye bhul gayi ki aaj tum dono sahi salamat ho to sirf saajan ki vajah se hi..usne apni jaan par khel kar tumhe bachaya..yaha tak ki tumhari ankho ko roshni di…uske ehsaan ka aisa sila diya tumne…? Aur avni didi, aap bhi to saajan ke sath apna bistar garam kar chuki ho…phir aaj itna galat kyo lag raha hai aapko…?

Divya (gusse me)—ruchi didi, aap to uski sagi badi bahan ho…aap bhi use galat samajh baithi…? Akhir aap bhi to apne betu se pyar karti ho, uski biwi banne ke sapne dekhti ho…tab aap ko khyal nahi aaya ki vo aap ka chota bhai hai…aur apne hi bhai ki biwi banne ke sapne dekhna paap hai…? Aap karo to sahi, aur agar vahi dusra kare to paap…?

Divya (nam ankho se hath jod kar)—soniya aur naina di, aapne aur aap ki maa ne jo qurbaniya di..main uska karz to kabhi nahi utar sakti.. main bas itna hi kahungi aapse ki aap dono bhi to saajan se pyar karti ho, to phir vishwash karna bhi sikho apne pyar par..

Divya—aap sab soch rahi hongi ki main itna sab kaise janti hu.. ? kyon ki saajan mujhse kabhi koi baat nahi chhupata..phir chahe vo achchi ho ya buri...aap logo ki baato se saajan aur maa ko kitna dukh hua hoga.. ? kabhi socha ahi... ? ek aurat jab apne pati ke ghar aati hai aur vaha uski santan ka janam hota hai..jaha uss bachche ka janam hota hai vo ghar pita ka hota hai..lekin uss jagah ko MAATRABHOOMI hi kyo kahte hain... ? Pitrabhoomi kyo nahi kahte... ? batao mujhe...uske pita ke ghar me jo bhasa boli jati hai use MAATRABHASA hi kyo kahte ahin, Pitrabhasa kyo nahi kahte... ? jabki vo ghar to uske pita ka hai aur vo jagah jaha vo paida hua, vo bhi pita ka ghar hai...hai koi jawab.... ?

Divya ki baate sun kar vaha sab ke juban par tala lag gaya..kisi ke paas kuch bolne ke liye shabd hi nahi rah gaye the..sabhi ki nazre niche jhuk chuki thi aur ek dusre se nazre milane ki bhi unme himmat nahi rah gayi thi...lekin inn sab ke beech do aise log bhi the jinhe behad tez gussa aa raha tha, ye sab sunne ke baad.

Ek to khud mamta hi thi...ye sach sun kar use bahut dukh laga ki uske apno ne hi yse dhokha diya..apni galti chhupane ke liye uske bete ko hi jabran galat thahrane par lage huye the...jaise jaise divya aage sab ki pol kholti gayi, vaise vaise mamta ke andar umad raha dukh dhire dhire gusse me parivartit hota gaya.

Aur dusri thi sandhya, ye sach jankar uska to dimag hi ghum gaya..vo apne aap ko ek bar phir se vahi raj mahal ke darbar me apmanit khadi mahsoos karne lagi.

Sandhya (gusse se, mann me)—dhokha..ek bar phir mere sath dhokha hua hai...sabne mere sath dhokha kiya hai...mera haq saajan aise kaise dusro ko de sakta hai... ? yaha tak ki meri maa ne bhi mere sath chhal kiya..ye jante huye bhi ki main saajan se pyar karti hu... ? sab ko saza milegi...jo bhi mere aur saajan ke beech ayega, use marna hoga...ab to tumhe bhi marna hoga maa, haan tujhe bhi marna hoga...ab main kisi ko nahi chhodungi...iss divya ko to bilkul bhi nahi..meri sari mehnat par pani pher diya isne...

Mamta (gusse aur dard me)—wah.. ! wah.. ! kya baat hai... ? apna chehra aaine me dekhne ki bajaye sab mere bete ko hi ulta sidha bole ja rahi hain…badhiya rishta nibhaya hai tum sabne…apne khud ke gireban me jhankne ki jagah hum maa bete ke pavitra bandhan ko hi daagdar batane me sharam nahi aayi…jabki main to yaha thi bhi nahi raat me…

Kajal (sir jhukaye)—soory bhabhi, lekin jo kuch sabne dekha, phir vo kya tha... ?

Priyadarshini—maa ji…sach bol rahi hain….

Ruchi—ye tum bol rahi ho...? jabki tum bhi to sakshi thi iss ghatna ki…?

Priyadarshini—haan, main bhi vahi thi….lekin jo galti maine ki thi uss ghatna ko sach samajhne ki, vahi galti aap sab bhi kar rahi ho….

Meera—tumhara matlab kya hai…?

Priyadarshini—yahi ki jise sab ki ankho ne dekha vo mahaj ek mayajaal tha, jisme sachchayi naam maatra ki bhi nahi thi…sach vo hai jo maa ji ne bataya…ab ye mat puchna ki main ye kaise kah sakti hu..? kyon ki main ek dev kanya hu..mere andar inti shaktiya hain ki main sach dekh sakti hu…

Sab (shocked)—kyaaaaaaaa…..?

Priyadarshini ki baat sunte hi sab stabdh khade rah gaye…..ab kisi ke muh se ek shabd bhi nahi phoot rahe the…jab hosh aaya aur jo kuch unhone raj ke sath bartav kiya, yaad aate hi sab ki ankho se pashchatap ke anshu bahne lage…unhe apne aap se hi nafrat hone lagi..

Ruchi (rote huye)—ye kya anarth ho gaya mujhse…?

Divya abhi gusse me phir se kuch bolne hi wali thi ki tabhi uske gusse ka ehsaas mujhe hua aur main turant bahar aa kar usko apni baho me kas liya..meri baho me aate hi uska gussa dhire dhire kam hone laga..

Ruchi (roti huyi)—betu, mujhe maaf kar de..mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi…

Ek ek kar ke sabhi mere aage hath jodne lage lekin maine unki baato ka koi jawab diye bina hi divya ko le kar andar room me chala gaya payal didi ke paas..kyon ki abhi mera mann meri payal didi par hi atka hua tha, bakiyo ki baate mujhe sunayi hi nahi de rahi thi…divya to meri ruh me basi huyi hai, isliye uske mann ke bhav mujhe swatah hi mahsoos ho jate hain…piche piche maa bhi aa gayi…saloni abhi bhi payal didi ka ilaz karne me lagi huyi thi..

Raj (nam ankhe)—saloni, ab kaisi tabiyat hai didi ki…?

Saloni—maine taanka to laga diya hai khoon saaf kar ke aur patti bhi baandh di hai…lekin khoon kafi nikal chuka hai..payal ko khoon dena padega..uske baad hi kuch kah sakti hu main..

Raj (bhigi palke)—to mera khoon de do doctor..

Saloni—aao check kar leti hu..

Mamta (sisakte huye)—beta, tere paas to shaktiya hain..tu theek kar de na payal ko..

Raj—nahi maa, main aisa hargiz nahi karunga…duniya me aisi kitni hi maaye hain jinki god bina ilaz ke hi ujad jati hai..aapki beti ka to phir bhi ilaz chal raha hai...aage upar wale ki ichcha...mere paas shaktiya isliye nahi hain ki main inse apne pariwar ki hifazat karu, balki isliye hain ki dharm ki raksha kar saku…(kshama karna maa, payal didi ne jo kiya, vo unka karm phal hai.. unhe apni saza bhugatne do..mere liye dharm aur insaniyat sabse pahle hai, uske baad koi bhi rishta…dharm aur insaniyat se badhkar mere liye pariwar nahi hai….ya phir ye samajh lo ki sara sansar hi mera pariwar hai.)

Phir saloni ne mera blood ka sample le kar check karne lagi..jab vo match ho gaya to usne mera blood payal didi ko chadha diya. Lekin payal didi ko abhi tak hosh nahi aaya tha.

Saloni—maine blood to chadha diya hai…..phir bhi hosh aane me 5 se 6 ghante lag sakte hain..kyon ki weekness jyada aa chuki hai body me..to recover hone me samay lagega…jab tak hosh nahi aa jata tab tak kuch kahna mushkil hai..

Raj (anshu bahate huye)—nahi doctor, meri payal didi ko kuch nahi ho sakta…

Thodi der me vidhya mousi aur nani bhi vaha pahuch gayi jinhe lane ke liye maine kal hi janhavi ke pita ji se kah diya tha..kuch bhi kiya ho unhone mere sath lekin thi to mere pariwar ka ek hissa hi…to raj tilak aur vivah ke aise mouke par unko andekha karna mujhe theek nahi laga.

Udhar sabhi log apne apne kamro me ghus kar ro rahe the…koi kisi ko kuch kahne ki halat me nahi rah gayi thi…thodi der me veer bhi aa gaya unn sadhu baba ko le kar…unke chehre par gajab ka tez tha..ankhe tikti hi nahi thi unke chehre par..

Maine payal didi ko saloni aur veer ki nigrani me chhod kar divya ke sath ja kar unhe pranam kiya…hamare pranam ke pratyuttar me unhone kaha to kuch nahi bas hame dekh kar mushkura kar rah gaye..jiska rahasya hamari samajh se bahar tha..

Mamta—pranam maharaj

Mahatma—kalyan ho..

Thodi hi der me mere sandesh bhijwane par sabhi ek ek kar ke vahi aate gaye…sabne unn mahatma ko pranam kiya…poora mahal dophar tak khacha khach bhar gaya tha…sabhi mere rajyabhishek aur vivah ki khabar se ati utsahit the aur iss avsar par apni prasannata jahir karne ke liye iss samaroh me shamil hone aaye the.

Maine sadhu maharaj aur baki sabhi ko aadar sahit uchit aasan par bithaya…phir snan aadi se nivritt ho kar mata mahakali ki aradhana me baith gaya…unki aradhna ke pashchat maine apni guru maa ka dhyan laga kar unka avahan kiya…mere dhyan lagate hi vo unki awaz hriday me prakat ho gayi.

Guru maa—ankhe kholo vats..

Raj—(dhyan me)..pranam gur maa..

Guru maa—tumhara kalyan ho putra....aur sath me rajyabhishek aur vivah ki shubh kamnaye bhi..

Raj—guru maa, agar aap iss avsar par padhar kar hame anugrahit kar de to aapki badi anukampa hogi..

Guru maa—mera ashirwad to sada hi tumhare sath hai putra..kintu tum itne vyathit kyo lag rahe ho vats... ?

Raj—guru maa, aaj mera mann bahut vyathit hai... meri payal didi jeevan aur mrityu ke beech latki huyi hain jiska jimmedar main khud hu....

Guru maa—sab niyati ka khel hai putra...tum sirf apne karm par dhyan kendrit rakho aur niyati ko apna kaam karne do..

Raj—guru maa, divya ne aaj sabhi ki sachchayi samne la di...mujhe samajh me nahi aata ki main kya karu... ? kripya mera marg darshan kare..main iss paap ke daldal me dhansta chala ja raha hu..

Guru maa—vats, ek baat hamesha dhyan rakhna...ye sab jo kuch bhi ho raha hai, unke jimmedar tum khud ho…na tum pari ke sath anyay karte aur na hi vo avesh me aa kar aisa shrap deti…tumhari aur pari ki galti ka khamiyaza sabhi ko bhogna pad raha hai…to usko dand bhi to tum dono ko hi bhogna hoga…jo galat hai vo hamesha galat hi rahega…iss srasti me maa-beta, bhai-bahan ka rishta sabse pavitra mana jata hai...inn rishto me sambandho ka banna paap hai...aur iss paap karm me na to koi shakti tumhari madad karegi aur na hi koi devta...aur na hi main tumhari koi sahayata karungi...tumhe ye rasta khud hi tay karna hoga..apne dum par..bina kisi prakar ki madad ke..

Raj—to aap hi bataye guru maa ki main kya karu... ?

Guru maa—tum sirf apna kartavya palan aur dharm palan ka karm karte raho...yahi to tumhari asli pariksha hai...ki bina shaktiyo ke, bina meri aur kisi daiviya madad ke tum kaise inn rishto ko nibha pate ho... ? ravan bhi bhagwan shiv ka bahut bada bhakt tha...bhagwan shiv ki kripa hamesha uske upar rahti thi...kintu jab usne bhagwan shiv ki di huyi shaktiyo ka prayog paap ke liye karna chaha to unn shaktiyo ne uska sath chhod diya...yahi haal unn sab ka hua jinhone shaktiyo ka prayog paap aur adharm ke liye karna chaha....koi bhi devi devta bhai bahan aur maa bete ke rishte me sharirik sambandh banane ke liye apna ashirwad nahi de sakte..jo galat hai vo hamesha galat hi rahega..

Raj—to phir paridhi ko ashirwad kyo diya bholenath ne... ?

Guru maa—tum shayad bhul rahe ho putra..ki paridhi ki mrityu to mangal grah me hi ho gayi thi…uske marne ke sath hi bhai bahan ka rishta bhi khatam ho gaya tha…tumne mrit sanjivani ke prayog se use punarjeevan diya tha…uss nayi punar jeevit paridhi ko bholenath ne ashirwad diya tha na ki pahle wali paridhi ko…agni ke saat phero ke sath hi tum dono ke beech sirf ek hi rishta bacha tha..pati patni ka..lekin tumne paridhi ko bahan sambodhit kar ke iss rishte ko kalankit kar diya…uska phal to tumhe bhogna hi padega putra….tumhe apne pariwar ki hifazat apne dum par karni hai…tumhara sambandh pariwar me jinke sath ban chuka hai unki hifazat ke liye koi shaktiya kaam nahi karengi..ye baat yaad rakhna..ki meri baat ka sambandh kewal ruchi, payal, diksha, mamta, neha aur mitaly, tumhari mami, bua, nani aur mousi se hai…

Raj—divya bhi to meri bahan hai phir…?

Guru maa—divya ne kabhi kisi bhi janam me tumhe bhai kah kar sambodhit nahi kiya…aur na hi usne tumhe apna bhai kabhi mana hi hai…usne akele me ho ya phir sab ke samne, poore garv ke sath tumhe apna saajan kah kar hi sambodhit kiya hai hamesha….vaise bhi tum dono ke beech ye rishta sirf do hi bar bana hai..pichle janam me to tum dono ko hi ye pata nahi tha ki bhai bahan ho..jab ki iss janam me divya tumhari bahan nahi hai…use god liya gaya hai..tumhari maa ko vah mandir ki sidhiyo par mili thi…ye raaz tumhari maa ke alawa aur koi nahi janta….teesri baat tum dono ke beech ka prem nirmal aur behad pavitra hai.

Raj—main samajh gaya guru maa..

Guru maa—log kahte hain ki shakti bhar bhakti hoti hai..kintu ye galat hai....kyon ki jaha se sharir ki shakti khatam hoti hai, vahi se bhakt ke bhakti ki pariksha aarambh hoti hai....tumhara kalyan ho…

Guru maa ke adrishya hote hi rajlaxmi mere paas hath jode aa gayi apni ashru purit ankhe liye…maine use ashwashan de kar vaha se vida kiya aur sab ke paas aa gaya….tabhi mujhe andar bhagdad jaisi halat samajh me aayi to main turant bhag kar vaha pahucha to dekh kar hairan ho gaya.

Raj—veer, ye kya ho raha hai…? Sab log bhag kyo rahe hain idhar udhar….?

Veer—vo..vo..payal didi ko hosh aa gaya hai…hosh me aate hi tujhe tujhe dhoondne lagi..lekin jab tu nahi dikha to baki ghar walo ko dekhte hi unka mood kharab ho gaya…aur ab vo gusse me kulhadi le kar sab ko maarne ke liye unke piche piche daud rahi hain…abe..jaldi rok didi ko nahi to vo kisi ko nipta dengi aaj…

Raj (khush)—kyaaa..payal didi ko hosh aa gaya…? Kaha hain vo…jaldi bata…

Mamta (ghabrayi huyi)—betaa..rok payal ko...jaldi rok..nahi to vo kisi ko maar dalegiii..

Tabhi mujhe payal didi neha chachi, diksha aur kajal bua ke piche piche kulhadi liye daudti dikh gayi...sab ghabrahat me yaha vaha apni jaan bachane ke liye bhag rahi thi.

Payal (gusse me chillate huye)—bhagti kaha ho.. ? kisi ko nahi chhodungi…kaat dungi sab ko…tum logo ki himmat kaise huyi mere raj par hath uthane ki…?

Teeno bhagte huye mere piche aa kar chhup gayi…unke hath pair darr se kaamp rahe the….tabhi payal didi ki nazar ek jagah baithi nani aur vidhya mousi par chali gayi.

Payal (gusse se)—ohhh…to tum bhi aa gayi yaha phir se aur budhiya tu bhi…? chalo pahle tum dono ka hi kaam tamam kar deti hu…

Unhone jaise hi nani ko maarne ke liye jaise hi kulhadi upar uthayi vaise hi maine daud kar unka hath pakad liya aur khich kar apne seene se chipka liya…pahle to vah chhat patayi lekin jaise hi mahsoos hua ki ye main hu to vah rone lagi aur kas ke mujhse lipat gayi..

Payal (roti huyi)—rajjj, tu kaha chala gaya tha mujhe akeli chhod kar…meri galti ki mujhe itni badi saza mat de rajj…main tere bina nahi rah sakti…dekh maine to apne uss hath ko saza bhi de di hai jisne tujhe thappad maarne ki gustakhi ki thi…

Raj (nam ankhe)—main kahi nahi gaya didi, main to aap ke paas hi hu…

Payal didi aise hi rote rote phir behosh ho gayi…veer unhe andar le jane ke liye aage badha to maine rok diya…saloni ne usko ek injection de diya…main unhe apni god me uthaye huye hi sabha grah me aa gaya…sab mujhe aise dekh kar chounk gaye.

Raj—kisi ko hairan hone ki jarurat nahi hai…ye meri bahan hai, jiski tabiyat thoda kharab hai…vo mere bina bechain ho jati hai. Isliye main apne sath hi le aaya..aap log karya kram shuru kare..

Mahatma—saajan, sab se pahle to tumhe ye jaan lena avashyak hai ki vrihadpur me bahut samay tilism me phans kar marne walo ki achchi aur buri aatmaye bhi qaid ho kar rah gayi thi jo ki tumhare dwara tilism ko todne ke baad azad ho gayi hai aur bhatak rahi hain.. jinme tumhare poorvajo ki aatmaye bhi sammilit hain…tumhara pratham kartavya yahi hai ki pahle unn aatmao ki mukti ka upay karo…jisse vo apna agla janam grahan kar sake…warna vo aatmaye logo ko pareshan karti rahengi..

Raj—main upay karne ko tatpar hu mahatman…aap hi koyi marg bataye ki jisse inn aatmao ko mukti mil sake..

Mahatma—saajan, inme se kayi aatmaye bahut hi paap karmo wale logo ki hain..iska upay main tumhe batata hu..

Phir unn tejaswi mahatma ne ankhe band kar ke apna ek hath aage kiya..agle hi pal unhe hath se ek roshni nikal kar sabha ke beecho beech ekatrit hone lagi…jaise hi unke hath se roshni nikalni band huyi to vaha hame ek bada sa tarazu jamin se laga hua nazar aane laga jiske dono palde ek barabar the..

Tab tak vaha baki ghar wale bhi aa kar mere paas hi baith gaye the…payal didi ko maine apni god me lita liya tha vahi uss mahatma ke paas niche baith kar..sabhi ankhe phade hairani se ye chamatkar dekh rahe the.

Raj—ye kya hai mahatma ji…?

Mahatma—saajan, ye koi mamuli tarazu nahi hai….ye paap aur punya ko taulne wala tarazu hai…iske ek palde par main sabhi aatmao ko ekattha kar deta hu…inn aatmao ko iss paap yoni mukt karne ke liye tumhe apna punya daan karna hoga..

Raj—jaisa aapka adesh…

Phir unn mahatma ne apni ankhe abnd kar ke apna ek hath tarazu ke ek pade par rakh diya aur kuch mantra padhne lage…jaise hi mantra poora hote hi apna hath tarazu ke uss palde se hataya to vaise hi vo palda bhari ho kar niche jhukte huye jamin se ja laga jabki dusra palda bilkul halka ho kar upar uth gaya.

Mahatma—saajan, iske ek palde par maine unn sabhi aaymao ko ekatrit kar diya hai jitni yaha vrihadpur me bhatak rahi thi.. jinke vajan se palda jhuk gaya hai…ab tum dusre palde par hath rakh ke apne jis kisi bhi punya karm ka smaran karoge, uss punya karm ke prabhav se dusra palda jaise hi unn aatmao ke palde se vajandar hoga vaise hi ye aatmaye mukt ho jayengi kyon ki tumhara punya karm unhe mil jayega.

Raj—jaisi aap ki aagya…

Maine dusre palde par apna hath rakh kar rajya me dusro ki bhalayi ke liye nadi, nahro, aur guru kul aadi banwane ke karmo ka smaran kiya..aur jab hath hata kar dekha to chounk gaya...kyon ki palda jyo ka tyo tha..apni jagah se tas se mas nahi hua tha.. main hairani se sadhu baba ki taraf dekhne laga.

Kajal (dhire se)—mujhe to ye palda jhutha lagta hai..

Mahatma—saajan, apne rajya me nadi, nahar, guru kul banwana ek raja ka kartavya hai..uska punya nahi..isliye tumhare dwara apne inn karmo ka smaran karne par palda apni jagah se hila tak nahi..kisi aur karm ka smaran karo..

Raj—thek hai..

Phir maine apne poorva janam me kiye gaye hazaro brahmano ko bhojan, daan, dakshina aadi dene ka smaran kiya..lekin palda phir bhi apni jagah se nahi hila...ab to logo ke swar tez ho gaye ki ye sab jhuth hai.

Mahatma—saajan, ek raj, brahmano ko bhojan, daan aur dakshina apna ahankar dikhane ke liye karate the..jisse ki unka naam, yash aur keerti charo dishao me phailti rahe...ahankar aur swarth poorti ke liye kiye gaye daan ko punya karm me nahi gina ja sakta...apne kisi aur punya karm ka smaran karo saajan..

Raj—theek hai..

Iss bar maine tarazu ke palde par hath rakh kar apni maa ke seva aur bado ka samman karne ke karm ka smaran kiya..lekin ye kya... ? palda ab bhi vaisa hi apni jagah par bana hua tha...

Mahatma—saajan, apne mata pita, guru aur apne se bado ki seva karna putra ka kartavya hai... apne mata pita ki seva kar ke vo unn par koi upkar nahi kar raha hai...isliye isko bhi punya karm me nahi gina ja sakta...kintu apne kartavya ka palan na karne wala paap ka bhagidar avashya ban jata hai..kisi aur punya ka dhyan karo saajan...

Phir maine apne har janam me musibat me phanse huye logo ki madad karne ke punya ka smaran kiya..lekin jab hath hataya to dimag ghum gaya..kyon ki vo palda tas se mas nahi ho raha tha apni jagah se...

Raj—baba, ye kya... ? kya logo ki madad karna bhi punya nahi kahlata…?

Praja—ye jhutha hai..tarazu jhutha hai..

Mahatma—tarazu jhutha nahi hai...saajan, tumhe shaktiya mili hi logo ki madad karne ke liye hain...isliye musibat me phanse logo ki madad karna tumhara dharm bhi hai aur kartavya bhi...ye punya karm me nahi gina ja sakta..apne kisi aur punya karm ka smaran karo saajan...
 
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Phir maine apne har janam me musibat me phanse huye logo ki madad karne ke punya ka smaran kiya..lekin jab hath hataya to dimag ghum gaya..kyon ki vo palda tas se mas nahi ho raha tha apni jagah se...

Raj—baba, ye kya... ? kya logo ki madad karna bhi punya nahi kahlata…?

Praja—ye jhutha hai..tarazu jhutha hai..

Mahatma—tarazu jhutha nahi hai...saajan, tumhe shaktiya mili hi logo ki madad karne ke liye hain...isliye musibat me phanse logo ki madad karna tumhara dharm bhi hai aur kartavya bhi...ye punya karm me nahi gina ja sakta..apne kisi aur punya karm ka smaran karo saajan...

Ab aage......

Mahatma—kya baat hai bahut soch vichar me dikh rahe ho saajan... ? tumhare paas to punya karmo ka bhandar hai putra.. apne punya karmo ke karan tum devtao ke liye bhi ajey ho…apne kisi bhi punya karm ka smaran karo saajan..

Raj—theek hai sadhu maharaj..

Phir maine tarazu ke uss palde par hath rakh kar kayi anath kanyayo ke kanya dan karne ke punya ka smaran kiya…aur phir ankhe khol kar hath hata liya…agle hi ye dekh kar sab chounk gaye ki ab unn aatmao wala palda bilkul halka ho kar upar uth gaya tha aur punya karma wala palda bhari ho kar jamin se ja laga tha.

Main abhi kuch samajh pata ki kayi roshniya ek sath charo dishao se nikal kar mere andar samahit hone lagi aur phir kuch der pashchat sab kuch pahle jaisa ho gaya….sirf aakriti meri mann me ubhar kar aayi jo ki rajlaxmi ki thi.

Rajlaxmi—mujhe mukti dene ke liye dhanyawad saajan…main jane se pahle apne kiye apradho ki aapse kshama mangti hu..?

Raj—maine to tumhe uss din hi kshama kar diya tha rajlaxmi jis din tumne ye apradh kiya tha…kintu kisi ko kshama kar dene ka ye arth kadapi nahi hota hai ki vo apne kiye gaye apradh ke karm phal se bach gaya…? Use apne apradho ka karm phal to bhogna hi padta hai, phir chahe vo koi bhi ho…kisi ko kshama karne ka matlab sirf yahi hota hai ki unn apradho ka karm phal bhogne ke baad uska bhavishya ujjwal ho jata hai, andhakar me dooba nahi rahta…uski bhavna shuddh ho jati hai…ye karm lok hai, yaha karm hi pradhan hai..apna karm karne ke liye sabhi swatantra hain..unke karm me koi hastakshep nahi kar sakta..na to koi devta aur na hi koi shakti..yahi srasti ka niyam hai….isliye hi karm yoni ko dev yoni se bhi uttam mana jata hai..

Rajlaxmi—meri ek antim ichcha poori kar do saajan…

Raj—bolo..agar mere vash me hua to avashya karne ki koshish karunga….?

Rajlaxmi—main aap ki patni ke roop me iss yoni se mukt hona chahti hu..meri yahi antim ichcha hai ki main pratyek janam me sirf aap ki hi patni banu…meri ye antim ichcha poorn kar do saajan…

Raj—bhavishya mere hath me nahi hai rajlaxmi isliye bhavishya me kya hoga, ye main kaise bata sakta hu…? Iske liye to sirf vidhata se prarthna hi kar sakta hu ki vo tumhari manokamna poori kare…Haan, main tumhe vachan deta hu ki tum meri patni roop me mukt hogi…

Rajlaxmi—aap ka dhanyawad saajan..

Raj—vivah aur rajyabhishek ke baad main tumhari ashthiyo ka vidhiwat daah sanskar karunga aur apne pati dharm ka uttar dayitva nibhaunga..

Uske baad rajlaxmi vaha se gayab ho gayi aur main phir se unn mahatma ji ki taraf dekhne laga..mujhe na jane kyo aisa pratit ho raha tha ki main unhe pahle bhi kahi dekh chuka hu ya phir sakshat mil chuka hu, kintu kaha..? ye smaran nahi ho raha tha.

Mahatma—dekha saajan, maine kaha tha na ki tumhare paas punya karm ka bhandar hai…vastav me putra kartavya karm, punya karm ki shreni me nahi aata hai…kintu apna kartavya palan na karna paap hota hai..tumne pahle apne rajya me praja ke liye nadi, nahar, guru kul banwane ke karm ka smaran kiya..lekin kya uss sab ke liye banwane me jo dhan upyog hua, vo tumhari apni mehant ka tha..? jawab hai..nahi..vastav me vo dhan to praja ka hi tha, jo tumne ek raja hone ke naate kar (tax) ke roop me unse vasool kiya tha..iss tarah unka dhan tumne unke hi kaam me laga diya, ye karm nihswarth to nahi tha balki ye sab ek raja apna naam, apna yash, aur apni keerti badhane ke liye karte hain, phir isme punya kaisa…?

Mahatma—phir tumne hazaro brahmano ko daan dakshina dene ka karm ka smaran kiya..lekin vo tumne daan kiya vo bhi tumhari khud ki mehant se arjit kiya hua nahi tha..uss daan me bhi apna naam banaye rakhne ka swarth nihit tha..

Mahatma—phir tumne mata pita aur bado ki sewa karne ke karm ka smaran kiya…lekin vats, ye sharir bhi to tumhara khud ki mehnat se arjit kiya hua nahi hai..ye to tumhare mata pita ki hi den hai..unki sewa karna to putra ka param kartavya hai..mata pita ki sewa karne se jo phal milta hai vo ati uttam hota hai..

Mahatma—ant me tumne garib aur anath kanyayo ke kanya daan karne ke karm ka smaran kiya..jisme tumhara koi swarth nahi tha..ye karm tumhari apni achchi soch ka natiza tha..iska faisla tumhara apna tha..unn anath kanyayo ko vivah ke samay tumne unhe pita ki kami mahsoos nahi hone di..isliye ye tumhara punya hai..

Mahatma—iske alawa bhi tumne bahut se punya kiye hain..jaise ki tumne uss andhi ladki shikha ki jaan bachayi aur use netra heenta ke dukh se ubar liya..ye bhi punya hai…tumne ek anjan aurat ko apni kidney daan karne ka bhi punya kamaya hai.. laakho matao ko unki santan se milwaya hai, ye bhi punya hai….anaath bachcho ke rahne, khane pine aur padhne ki vyavastha ki, ye bhi punya hai.....khud bhukhe rah kar uss aurat ko bhojan karaya, ye bhi punya hai....jab tumhara dost bimar tha, tab tumne usko bachane ke liye jo dawaiya laye the, unse apne dost ki jagah vo dawaiya tumne ek aurat ke bachche ki jaan bachane ke liye usko de di..ye bhi punya hai, kyon ki uske pariwar me uss aurat aur uski betito ka vahi eklouta sahara tha, iss tarah tumne apne dost ki ek jindagi bachane ke sthan par uss aurat ke pariwar me rahne wale kayi logo ki jindagi bacha li….apne poorv janam me ek sherni ke nanhe shawak jo ki bhookh se mar rahe the aur jinki maa ko shikari pakad le gaye the, inko tumne apne hi sharir ka maans kaat kar khilaya jisse unn do shawako ki jaan bach gayi…ye bhi tumhara maha punya hai…tumne itni galtiyo ke baad bhi apni nani aur mousi ko apne sath kiye gaye duskarm ke liye kshama kar diya, ye bhi punya hai..tumne tapasya se punya arjit kiya…yagya, hawan aadi se punya kamaya…tumne dus chudailo ko unki chudail yoni se shrapt mukti di, vo bhi punya hai…ab ranhavi ko bhi mukti doge, ye bhi punya hi hai..kyon ki ye sabhi tumhari jimmedariya nahi thi…tumhare punya karmo ki gatha bahut lambi hai..tumhare jaisa punyatma sansar me bar bar janam nahi leta, agar leta bhi hai to kisi na kisi shrap ke phalswaroop, saajan…

Mahatma—kintu tumse ek maha paap bhi hua hai..jo tumne pari ke sath kiya..vo sarasar galat tha…uss galti ki saza tum aaj tak bhog rahe ho…pari ke shrap ne tumhare punya karmo ke phal ko phalit hone se rok diya..iss tarah tum har janam me punya karm karte gaye aur vo punya karm tumhare andar sanchit hote rahe..tumne jitne bhi logo ko apni shaktiyo ka prayog kiye bina bachaya, vo sabhi tumhare punya karm me sanchit ho gaye …itne saare punya karm tumhare andar ekattha hone ke karan hi tum bina shaktiyo ke bhi kisi ke liye bhi ajey ho….tumhare andar sanchit punya karmo ka hi pratap hai ki koi bhi shakti tumhe nuksan nahi pahucha sakti, jab tak ki tum khud na chaho…tumhare upar jo bhi shakti prahar karega, vo shakti tumhare sharir se takra kar prahar karne wale ka hi vinash kar degi…tumhare ajey hone ka ek pramukh karan aur bhi hai, aur vo hai, divya ka tumhare prati nishchhal niskam nisswarth prem jo ki tumhare liye abhedya kawach ka kaam karta hai…shrap ki awadhi samapt hone ke pashchat hi tumhare dwara sanchit inn punya karmo ke phal ka uday hoga…

Mahatma—vastav me niskam bhav se swayam kasht sah kar dusre ke bhale ke liye kiya gaya karm hi punya hota hai…kartavya karm, punya karm ki shreni me nahi aata lekin kartavya karm ka palan na karna paap hai…ahanhar poorvak aur swarth bhav se kiya gaya daan ya punya karm bhi karta ko ichchhit phal nahi deta.

Mamta—lekin maharaj ye roshni kaisi thi…?

Mahatma—vo sabhi aatmaye mukt ho gayi hain..unn aatmao ne saajan ko apni mukti ke liye ashirwad diya hai..ye uski hi roshni thi..ye bhi ek punya hi hai..kyon ki isme tumhara koi niji swarth nahi tha..unki mukti ke liye tumne apne ek punya karm ka daan kar diya..

Sadhu maharaj ki baate sun kar main gadgad ho gaya…aur unke charno me jhuk gaya…sabhi ne unhe pranam kiya…unke chehre ka tez hi kuch aisa tha ki jo bhi dekhe to bas dekhta hi rah jaye….main unn ati vishist mahatma ji ko andar ek kaksh me le aaya aur unke charan dho kar unka charnodak liya…sath me sabhi ko diya..uss kamre me mere pariwar walo ke siwa anya koi nahi tha….unka charnamrit lene ke baad maine vidhiwat unki pooja ki aur arti utari…sabhi mere iss tarah karne se hairan the..

Raj (mann me)—mujhe kshama kare …main mand buddhi aap ko pahchan nahi paya…mere iss apradh ke liye mujhe kshama kare…

Mahatma (mann me)—utho putra…isme tumhara tanik maatra bhi apradh nahi hai…

Mamta—sadhu maharaj, aap mere bete ke baare me itna sab kaise jante hain….?

Mahatma—main kya aur kaise janta hu, ye mayne nahi rakhta…main ye kyo bata raha hu, ye adhik mayne rakhta hai…maine jo bhi tumhare putra ke vishay me bataya vo ekdam satya hai…kyon ki yaha bahut se log aise hain jo use galat samajhte hain ab bhi…to jara socho, jo itne punya karmo wala ho, nek dil aur paropkari ho, vo koi galat kaam kaise kar sakta hai, bina kisi thos vajah ke…?

Unn aatmao ki mukti ke tatpashchat vivah ka karya kram aayojit kiya gaya…janhavi ke mann me abhi bhi sandeh ke badal the.. kintu divya ke prashno ne use niruttar kar diya tha….aisa hi sawal sabhi ke mann me tha kintu unke paas kuch kahne ki himmat nahi rah gayi thi ab.

Uske baad kuch der aur baate kar ke hum sab vivah mandap me aa gaye..jaha sabhi hamari pratiksha kar rahe the…janhavi ne bina kisi pratirodh ke mujhse vivah karna swikar kar liya tha aur thodi hi der baad vo apni saheliyo ke sath vivah mandap par aa gayi.

Tatpashchat sumadhurit mantrochcharo ke sath vivah ka vidhiwat shubharambh ho gaya….kanyadan uske mata pita ne hi kiya… varmala pahnane aur paanigrahan ke sath hi vivah sampann ho gaya…hum dono ne sabhi bade jan aur guru jano ka ashirwad liya..sirf paridhi aur neha chachi ko chhod kar kyon ki vo meri patni thi…sath hi unn maha tejaswi mahatma ji ka bhi ashirwad liya..unka ashirwad mere liye mrit sanjivani ke hi samaan tha,

Halanki iss dauran payal didi behosh hi rahi..unhe maine maa ki god me lita diya tha…ye ek tarah se achcha bhi tha lekin unki kami mujhe barabar khalti rahi..sab log the vaha lekin phir bhi sab kuch ho kar bhi mere liye jaise kuch nahi tha…agar vo hosh me hoti to vivah mandap me hungama khada kar deti janhavi ko dekh kar..

Lekin main chahta tha ki vo mere rajyabhishek me mere paas upasthit rahe…khair rajyabhishek bhi sampann ho hi gaya..mere sath janhavi ki bhi taajposhi ho gayi…hum dono ne apni kul devi mata maha kali ka ashirwad liya…poori sabha me saajan aur divya ke naam ka jaykar goonj utha…jo ki sandhya se bardast nahi ho raha tha…phir bhi vaha par chup rahna hi usne behtar samjha…janhavi ko praja ne maharani ke roop me swikar liya lekin mere bagal wale singhasan me baithne ka adhikar nahi diya, unke anusar vo singhasan sirf divya ka hai jis par sirf divya ka hi adhikar hai..lekin maine janhavi ko uss singhasan par baithaya.

Raj—main aap sabhi ki bhavnao ka samman karta hu..kintu ek baat aap sab bhi samajh le ki saajan aur divya do nahi hainm balki ek hi hain…saajan hi divya hai aur divya hi saajan hai..saajan me divya hai aur divya me saajan hai…sirf jism do hain lekin vastutah dono jismo me jaan ek hi hai..dono jismo me ruh ek hi hai..dono jismo me aatma ek hi hai..phir divya aur saajan ke liye singhasan, do kaise ho sakte hain…? Main samajhta hu ki iss aupacharikta ki koi avashyakta nahi hai…rajkumari janhavi, jo ki ab meri patni bhi hain, unko unka adhikar milna chahiye..

Mahatma—ati uttam vichar hai..main saajan ki baat ka samarthan karta hu..

Rajguru—sarvatha upyukt baat kahi hai maharaj aapne..

Ek bar phir se charo taraf hamare naam ka jayghosh goonjne laga…Vo tejaswi mahatma hame apna ashirwad pradan kar ke chale gaye…maine rajlaxmi ki ashthiyo ko dulhan ke roop me shringar kar ke uska antim sanskar kar diya…phir sab ke paas vapis lout aaya.

Mahal me sabhi ke liye bhojan ka prabandh kiya gaya tha..sab ko bhojan mil sake, iski jimmedari maine mrinal aur veer ko sounp rakhi thi..jise dono ne poori tanmayta ke sath nibhaya..

Raj—kya baat hai, sab ke sab chup kyo hain….?

Mrinal (dhire se)—sakhi, saajan se sab ke samne apni galti ki mafi maang lo..maine to pahle hi kaha tha ki yaha ek bimar hai aur uske piche sau anaar hain…dekh liya na…?

Priyadarshini (mann me)—shayad tum theek kahti ho..mujhe saajan se mafi mang leni chahiye..lekin agar usne mujhe maaf nahi kiya to..?

Mrinal (dhire se)—vo sab saajan par chhod do…

Roopaly—raj, maine jo kuch tumhe galat kaha uske liye mafi chahti hu.. lekin mujhe ek baat samajh me nahi aayi ki ye jante bhi ki neha didi tumhari chachi hain, aur paridhi tumhari bahan, bhale hi tumne dubara use naya jeevan diya ho, par hai to vo neha didi ki beti hi na..to tumne unke sath rishta kaise bana liya..? aur diksha to choti bahan hai tumhari…kya tumne teeno se shadi ki hai…? Kya ye paap nahi hai…?

Sandhya (mann me)—ye sahi mouka lag raha hai..ek bar phir koshish karti hu..sab ko bhadkane ki…

Sandhya (gussa)—aap sahi kahti ho mami…raj ne to meri maa ko bhi nahi chhoda, meera mousi ko bhi nahi…unki to chhodo apni sagi bahan ruchi didi ko bhi apne pyar ke jaal me phansa liya…isme inn logo ki kya galti hai..? raj ke paas shaktiya jo hain, apni shaktiyo se usne vash me kar liya sab ko, bechari kya kar sakti thi…raj ne apni hawash bujhane ke liye ye sab kiya hai..

Maine dekha ki kisi ne sandhya ki baat ka virodh nahi kiya…divya kuch bolne wali thi lekin maine ishare se use rok diya..baki sab apna sir jhukaye baithi rahi..na to virodh kiya aur na hi kuch bola kisi ne..

Raj—main sab ke sawalo ke jawab dunga lekin payal didi ke hosh me aane ke baad….uske baad jo faisla aap sabhi ka hoga, vo mujhe manzur hoga….

Main vaha se uth kar bahar nikal kar payal didi ke paas gaya jaha maa aur saloni baithi huyi thi..payal didi abhi bhi behosh hi padi thi..kuch der tak unke chehre ko dekhte rahne ke baad main bahar aa gaya..mera mann kuch vyathit sa ho raha tha to main mahal ke bahar bane upvan me ek ekant jagah par aa kar baith gaya.

Na jane kitni der tak main vaha jad chetan bana akela baitha raha…jab kisi ne piche se mere kandhe par hath rakh kar awaz di tab meri chetna bhang huyi aur main punah iss chetna may sansar me vapis lout aaya…ye priyadarshini thi jo mujhe dhoondte huye yaha tak aa pahuchi thi.

Priyadarshini—saajan, yaha baith kar ekant me kya kar rahe ho…? Maine kaha kaha nahi dhoonda aapko mahal me…?

Raj—kyo... ? tumhe bhi kuch kahna hai kya ab... ? bol do, tum kyo piche raho..

Priyadarshini (tadap kar)—mujhe kshama kar do saajan..mujhse bhul ho gayi thi..main aap ko samajh hi nahi payi thi.. kintu mera vishwash karo, mere prem me koi khot nahi hai..bas kuch der ke liye sahi raste se bhatak gayi thi..

Raj—tum ek dev kanya ho priya darshini…tum chahti to sach janna tumhare liye choti si baat thi aur bakiyo ko bhi gumrah hone se bacha sakti thi..

Priyadarshini (nam ankhe)—main to khud hi gumrah ho gayi thi..mujhe kshama kar do saajan..maa gouri ne meri ankhe khol di hain…ab bhavishya me main aisi galti nahi karungi saajan..

Raj—ohhh..to iska matlab ki tumhari ankhe maa gouri ne kholi hain, tumhare prem ne nahi..yahi na..? phir tum ye kaise kah sakti ho ki bhavishya me aisi galti nahi hogi…?

Priyadarshini (nam ankhe)—mujhe kshama kar do saajan…main tumhare bina nahi jee sakti…tum mere rom rom me sama chuke ho…mere prem par sandeh mat karo saajan…mat karo..

Raj—mera khyal hai priyadarshini ki tumhe swarg lok lout jana chahiye…warna vaha sabhi ko pata chal jayega ki tum yaha ho..? aur ye na to tumhare hit me hoga aur na hi kisi ke…

Priyadarshini (bhigi palke)—to kya ab tum mujhe swikar nahi karoge…?

Raj—meri juban patthar ki lakir hai priyadarshini…ek bar vachan dene ke baad main apni laabh aur haani ke bare me nahi sochta…sirf apne vachan palan par dhyan deta hu..phir chahe anzam kuch bhi ho…tumhara prem to main pahle hi swikar kar chuka hu isliye ab aswikar karne ka sawal hi paida nahi hota…

Priyadarshini (sisakte huye)—vaha pita shree mera swayamvar karne wale hain…bahut hi jaldi..

Raj—agar tumhe apne prem par aur mujh par vishwash hai to chinta kyo karti ho…? Saajan swayamvar me jarur ayega.. lekin tab tak tumhe apne prem ki pariksha se gujarna hoga..vahi swarg lok me rah kar…

Priyadarshini (nam ankhe)—theek hai, main tumhe paane ke liye har pariksha se gujarne ko taiyar hu…agar tum chahte ho ki main swarg lok lout jaau to main aaj hi lout jaungi…lekin ab tum Mahal lout chalo..shayad aap bhul rahe hain ki aaj aap ki suhag raat hai..janhavi aap ka suhag sez par intazar kar rahi hai…

Raj—abhi se intazar kyo kar rahi hai..? abhi to bahut samay hai..

"Abhi Suraj Nahi Dooba, Jara Si Shaam To Hone Do,

Main Khud Lout Jaunga, Mujhe Nakaam To Hone Do,

Mujhe Badnam Karne Ka Bahana Dhoondte Ho Kyo..?

Main Khud Ho Jaunga Badnam, Pahle Naam To Hone Do."
 
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Raj—abhi se intazar kyo kar rahi hai..? abhi to bahut samay hai..

"Abhi Suraj Nahi Dooba, Jara Si Shaam To Hone Do,

Main Khud Lout Jaunga, Mujhe Nakaam To Hone Do,

Mujhe Badnam Karne Ka Bahana Dhoondte Ho Kyo..?

Main Khud Ho Jaunga Badnam, Pahle Naam To Hone Do."

Ab aage……

Priyadarshini—payal kabhi bhi hosh me aa sakti hai…agar tum uske paas na huye to vah phir koi nayi musibat khadi kar sakti hai.

Raj—payal didi ki chinta mat karo…unko sambhalna mujhe aata hai…

Priyadarshini (dhire se)—to payal ki tarah mujhe bhi sambhal lo saajan..

Raj—tum dev kanya jo…tumhe to dusro ke liye misaal banni chahiye…khair, chalo chalte hain..

Main priyadarshini ke sath mahal vapis lout aaya…aur sidha payal didi ke room me chala gaya jaha divya bhi baithi huyi thi.. didi ko hosh aa chuka tha..vo mujhe dekhne ke liye uthne hi wali thi ki tabhi unke paas divya aa gayi aur usne didi ko vahi rok liya… mujhe dekhte hi vo bistar se uthne lagi to maine pakad kar unko bitha diya.

Raj—waow..to aap ko hosh aa gaya…kaisi hai tabiyat ab aap ki…?

Payal—maine kaha tha na ki mujhe chhod kar kahi mat jana…phir kyo gaye tum…?

Raj—didi, main ab ek raja bhi hu..

Payal (chounk kar)—kyaaa…tera rajyabhishek ho gaya…? Aur tune mujhe uthaya tak nahi….?

Divya—didi, rajyabhishek hi nahi sath me shadi bhi ho gayi....

Payal (shocked)—tune shadi bhi kar li, par kisse….? Kahi uss kutiya se to nahi…?

Raj—didi, aisa nahi bolte…janhavi ab meri patni hai..

Payal (gusse me)—itna sab kuch ho gaya aur kisi ne mujhe bataya nahi...tune bhi nahi uthaya mujhe... ?

Raj—didi, aap behosh thi..

Payal (gusse se)—behosh thi to tum to mujhe phir bhi hosh me la sakte the…?

Raj—didi, shaktiyo ka duruprayog main nahi kar sakta..

Payal—agar main marr jati tab bhi nahi karta…?

Raj (ankhe band kar ke)—haan, tab bhi nahi karta..lekin aap aisa sochti hi kyo ho….?

Payal—tune uss ladki se shadi karne se pahle ye bhi nahi socha ki usne teri bhalayi ke badle me tujhe thappad mara tha…? Bhul gaya..lekin main nahi bhuli…kuch bhi…main use nahi chhodungi…

Raj—didi, janhavi to mere liye ek tarah se anjan hi thi…lekin aap to mujhe bachpan se janti hain..mere sabse jyada karib rahi hain…aur phir aapne bhi to thappad mara tha na….agar aapke itne karib rahne ke baad aap ko mujh par vishwash nahi aaya to phir to janhavi mere baare me kuch janti hi nahi..usne agar thappad maar diya to uski kitni galti hai isme…?

Payal (sisakte huye)—samajh gayi..tune mujhe maaf nahi kiya na abhi tak…? Isliye hi tune mujhe nahi uthaya…

Raj (baho me le kar)—didi, aap ko mujhe daantne aur maarne ka poora haq hai…yaha baat thappad maarne ki nahi balki vishwash ki ho rahi hai…aap khud hi socho aur dekho ki jyada galti kis ki hai…?

Payal (rote huye)—to mujhe jo chahe saza de de rajj..lekin pls mujhse aise naraz mat ho…agar tum hi mujhse ruth jaoge to main jee kar kya karungi….? Meri saanse to chalti hi tujhe dekh kar hain..aur maine to saza bhi de di hai apne hath ko jisne tujhe maarne ki himakat ki thi..

Raj—ye aap ki dusri galti hai didi…aap ko lagta hoga ki apna hath jakhmi kar ke aapne khud ko saza di hai lekin asal me aapne ye kar ke jakhmi to mujhe kar diya hai…jakhm aap ke hath par laga gai lekin aapke iss jakhm ka dard yaha mere seene me ho raha hai….antar sirf itna hai ki aap ki chot dikhayi de rahi hai lekin mera dard nahi dikhayi de raha….aapne ye kaise soch liya ki aap khud ko chot pahuchaogi to ,ujhe khushi milegi…? Nahi didi, nahi..aap ki iss harkat se mujhe bahut taklif huyi hai..

Payal (seene se lag kar)—mujhe maaf kar de rajj....mujhse sach me bahut badi galti ho gayi.…lekin main karti bhi to kya karti.. mere samne tujhe har kisi ne thappad maara aur main dekhti rah gayi….ye baat mujhse bardast nahi ho rahi thi ki mere hote huye kisi ne tujh par hath kaise utha diya aur maine uthane kaise diya…? Unke hath kaat kyo nahi diye maine ussi samay…?

Raj—didi, jaise aap ko mujh par vishwash nahi aaya theek vaise hi unke sath bhi tha..chalo chhodo ab iss baat ko..

Payal—tune maaf nahi kiya mujhe to ,mera kya hoga…?

Raj—main bhala aapse kaise naraz ho sakta hu didi…lekin ab dubara aisi harkat mat karna warna kabhi aapse baat nahi karunga.

Payal (mushkura kar)—tera muh tod dungi baat nahi karega mujhse to..

Raj—muh baad me todna…par pahle mere raja banne par mera muh to mitha kara do…

Ye sunte hi payal didi mushkurate huye mere hotho ko chumne lagi…jab unka mann bhar gaya tab ja kar vo shant huyi..maine divya ko pakad kar apni taarf khichna chaha lekin vo chhitak kar door khadi ho gayi.

Divta (angutha dikhate huye)—na ji na..ye chalaki mere sath nahi chalegi..samjhe mere bhole saajan ji…jaiye apni nayi naveli dulhan ke paas jo aap ka intazar kar rahi hogi..

Raj—mere pyar ka yahi sila hai…?

Divya—ye to shararat hai..

"Tere Pyar Ka Sila Har Haal Me Denge,

Khuda Bhi Maange Ye Dil, To Taal Denge,

Agar Dil Ne Kaha Ki Tum Bewafa Ho,

To Iss Dil Ko Bhi Seene Se Nikaal Denge."

Raj—uuuummmmm

Divya—bas,,,bas..pahle shadi..baad me ye sab…aaj ye sab apni janhavi ke sath karna..jee bhar ke…hihihihi

Payal (udas)—to kya tu aaj bhi mere paas nahi soyega…?

Raj—main aa jaunga..don’t worry..

Payal—rajj, ek baat puchu…?

Raj—didi, aapko mujhse kuch puchne ke liye meri izajat ki jarurat kab se padne lagi…?

Payal—darti hu ki kahi kuch galat na puch baithu aur tu naraz ho jaye…?

Raj—aisa kuch nahi hai…pucho..kya puchna hai…?

Payal—vo jo bhi kal raat maine dekha, vo sab kya tha…? Mujhe to abhi tak yakin nahi aa raha hai..ki mera raj kuch aisa bhi kar sakta hai…? Ankhe kuch aur kahti hain aur mera dil kuch aur kahta hai…

Raj—kyaa kahte hain dono…?

Payal (dhire se)—ankho ne jo dekha, vo unhe sach lag raha hai lekin mera dil iss baat ko maanne ko taiyar hi nahi hai..kuch samajh me hi nahi aa raha hai…main uss samay apne dil ki awaz aur ankho dekhi baat ke beech me hi uljhi huyi thi ki tabhi sabne tere upar hath saaf kar liya…mujhe maaf kar dena rajj..I’m very very sorry….

Raj—kitni bar maafi magogi didi aap…aap mujhse badi ho, aapne ek maa ki tarah meri dekh bhal ki hai…mujhe har khatre se bachaya hai…aap mere aage hath jodo, ye mujhe achcha nahi lagta..jo hua, use bhul jao didi..

Payal—maa ki tarah dekh bhaal jarur ki lekin ek achchi maa to nahi ban payi na main raj…sab ka tujhe thappad maarna main nahi bhul sakti rajj…nahi bhul sakti..

Raj—theek hai..thodi der me bataunga…abhi chalo khana khate hain..

Main payal didi ko utha kar bhojan kaksh me aa gaya jaha pahle se hi sabhi log baithe huye the…aur shayad mera hi intazar kar rahe the bhojan ke liye.

Raj—veer, mahal me jo bhi mehman ruke huye hain, unhone khana kha liya…?

Veer—haan, vo sab free ho chuke hain..

Mrinal—ye farri (free) kya hota hai…?

Veer—tera sir..

Mrinal—main abhi tera sir phod dungi....to tu bhi farri ho jayega..

Veer—tujhe pata hai raj, ye chudail sab ko khana paroste huye aadha beech raste me hi khud hi kha jati thi.... aur ek bechare ka to gala hi daba diya tha isne..aur gala dabane ke baad upar se bolti hai ki khao na, kha kyo nahi rahe ho kuch bhi...ab tum hi batao, jab isne uss bechare ka gala itni jor se daba rakha hai to vah kaise khayega... ?

Mrinal—haan to..saajan ne hi to kaha tha ki daba daba ke khana chahiye...vo daba ke nahi kha raha tha isliye mujhe dabana pada..

Veer aur mrinal ki nok jhok chalti rahi..aur sabhi haste huye khana khane me lag gaye…payal didi ko maine khud apne hath se khilaya…khana khane ke baad sabhi mere hi room (payal didi ka kamra) me aa gayi jinhe maine hi bulaya tha.

Mamta—raj, yaha kyo bulaya hum sab ko... ?

Raj—maa, inn sab ko mujhse kuch kahna tha isliye…haan, to jise jo kahna hai, vo bari bari se bol sakti hain apni baate..mami aap kuch bol rahi thi uss samay..

Roopaly—raj, maine jo kuch tumhe galat kaha uske liye mafi chahti hu.. lekin mujhe ek baat samajh me nahi aayi ki ye jante bhi ki neha didi tumhari chachi hain, aur paridhi tumhari bahan, bhale hi tumne dubara use naya jeevan diya ho, par hai to vo neha didi ki beti hi na..to tumne unke sath rishta kaise bana liya..? aur diksha to choti bahan hai tumhari…kya tumne teeno se shadi ki hai…? Kya ye paap nahi hai…? Kajal aur meera tumhari bua hain..ab tumhi batao..kya jo bhi hua, ye sahi hai…?

Sandhya (mann me)—ye sahi mouka lag raha hai..ek bar phir koshish karti hu..sab ko bhadkane ki…

Sandhya (gussa)—aap sahi kahti ho mami…raj ne to meri maa ko bhi nahi chhoda, meera mousi ko bhi nahi…unki to chhodo apni sagi bahan ruchi didi ko bhi apne pyar ke jaal me phansa liya…isme inn logo ki kya galti hai..? raj ke paas shaktiya jo hain, apni shaktiyo se usne vash me kar liya sab ko, bechari kya kar sakti thi…raj ne apni hawash bujhane ke liye ye sab kiya hai..

“Chataaakkkkk….chatttaaakkk.” sandhya apni baat poori kar bhi nahi payi thi ki uske gaalo par jhannatedar thappad pad gaya.. tamacha itni jor se pada ki sandhya ekdam se gir gayi.

Ye thappad kisi aur ne nahi balki mere bagal me baithi payal didi ne lagaya tha…jo ki sandhya ki baat sunte hi ghayal nagin ki bhanti gusse se tilmila uthi thi..unhone apne chotil hath se hi ye thappad lagaya tha jisse unka jakhm phir se taza ho gaya aur usme se khoon bahne laga…ye dekh kar maine jaldi se uth kar payal didi ko pakad liya....jawab divya bhi dene wali thi lekin maine use ishare se mana kar diya...kyon ki main ye janta tha ki agar divya ne sandhya ke upar hath utha diya to mamla behad khatarnak ho jayega, sandhya (pari) to vaise bhi divya ko apna sabse bada dushman samajhti hai.

Payal (gusse me)—rajjj, chhod mujhe...main isko jaan se maar dungi...ruk abhi batati hu tujhe...(charo taraf dekhte huye)..meri kulhadi kaha gayi... ? kaat ke rakh dungi..rajj chhod...bar bar ka majaak bana liya hai...ek bar meri laparwahi me maar liya to .. aur mami kya kaha tumne.. ? (jor se)..bolti kyo nahii..kya kaha abhiiii tumne.... ? sab log kaan khol kar sun lo...main rajj se pyar karti hu...aur shadi bhi usse hi karungi...phir chahe ye paap ho ya punya..mujhe koi fark nahi padta..samajh gayii tum...main ye baat sab ke samne seena thok kar bol rahi hu...jisse jo karte bane kar le...aur haan, agar kisi ne bhi raj ke upar hath uthaya to kaat ke phenk dungi..chahe vo jo bhi ho...

Mamta—payal..ye kya badatmizi hai... ?

Payal—maaa..aap beech me mat bolo….kyaa aap nahi janti ki kal kya hua tha…?

Mamta—koi kuch nahi bolega….kal ka jawab main dungi..jo sabne kal dekha vo ho hi nahi sakta..vo sab jhuth hai..

Mitaly—didi, aap aise kaise bol rahi ho..? mana ki hamne raj par hath utha kar galat kiya lekin isse sach to nahi badal jayega na..

Mamta—kis sach ki baat kar rahi ho mitaly tum…? Jabki kal raat me main aur raj mahal me the hi nahi..hum unn mahatma ji ke paas gaye the, mahal me aa kar rajyabhishek me shamil hone ki vinti le kar…yakin nahi ho to veer se puch lo..veer bhi hamare sath tha…phir vo sach kaise ho sakta hai jo tum sab bata rahi ho…?

Mamta ki baat se sabhi sakte me aa gaye…sab hairani se ek dusre ka muh dekhne lagi…tabhi veer ne bhi mamta ki baat ka samarthan kiya…

Veer—maa sahi bol rahi hai..jo bhi tumne dekha vo sab ankho ka ek dhokha tha…iss mahal me bhatak rahi aatmao ka mayajaal. Jise dekh kar aap sab sach samajh baithe..aur raj ke upar aarop lagane lage..itna jaldi bharosa uth gaya..sab ka…?

Sab (shocked)—kyaaaaaa…mayajaalll…!

Veer aur mamta ki baat sun kar sabhi apne kiye par sharminda ho gayi…aur mann hi mann pachtane lagi..sabhi ki ankho se pashchatap ke anshu bahne lage the…sabse jyada pachtava paridhi ko ho raha tha…

Paridhi (mann me)—ye maine kaisi galti kar di…? Ab kaise mafi maangu raj se…?

Geeta—bhabhi, hum apne kiye par sharminda hain..lekin rupaly didi ka sawal to ab bhi apni jagah hi hai...uska kya jawab dengi aap.. ? kya vo bhi aap ki nazar me sahi hai... ? ruchi, payal, divya to raj ki sagi bahne ahin..kya sagi bahan ke sath shadi karna gunah nahi hai... ? sandhya ne koun sa galat kah diya..theek hi to kaha usne...

Mamta—nahi, jo galat hai use main sahi kaise kah sakti hu lekin shayad bhagya me yahi likha ho to koun mita sakta hai..

Paridhi (rote huye)—rajj, mujhe maaf kar do..mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi...

Raj—aur kisi ko kuch kahna hai... ? jisko bhi jo kahna hai, aaj kah do...

Rupaly—jo maine pucha vahi sab ka bhi sawal hai... ? hamari bhi jawan betiya hain..hum nahi chahte ki jo ruchi, payal, divya, diksha, paridhi, neha, meera, avni, aur kajal ke sath hua..vo hamari betiyo aur hamare sath bhi ho...isliye hame hamare ghar jane ka intazam karwa do bas..hame kuch nahi chahiye..

Divya—agar aap ka aur sandhya didi ka sawal aap sabhi ka bhi hai to uska jawab main deti hu...lekin main koi jawab du aap ki baat ka, usse pahle mujhe aap sabse apne ek sawal ka jawab chahiye..

Madhu—kaisa sawal... ?

Rupaly—pucho...

Divya—aapne meri baat ki to mami aap ko achchi tarah se pata hoga ki mujhe bachpan se hi saajan ke sapne aate the..aapne yaha aa kar bhi dekh liya ki mera aur saajan ka sath na jane kitne janmo se hai..main kitne janmo se usse pyar karti aa rahi hu, main khud bhi nahi janti...aur aap sab ko ye bhi pata hai ki payal didi, sandhya didi, chanchal didi aur paridhi bhi pichle kayi janam se saajan ki hi patniya thi...phir aap ko isme saajan ki galti kyo nazar aayi... ? sabut yaha ki janta hai..ja kar puch leti kisi se bhi..mere baare me pata chal jata...

Divya—aap ne abhi kaha na mami ki aap ki jawan betiya hain...to mujhe aur apni betiyo ko kripya ye batane ka kasht karengi ki aap sabne ye betiya paida kaise ki... ? aur sath me ye bataye ki maa banne ke bavjud aaj bhi aap sabhi kuwari ho ya nahi... ? kya aaj tak aap me se kisi ke husbands ne kabhi kuch kiya hai aap ke sath... ? mujhe aap sab ka jawab chahiye...turant..phir main aap ke sawal ka jawab dungi...aur ye vada karti hu ki mere jawab ke turant baad hi aap sab ko sakushal aap ke ghar pahucha diya jayega..

Payal (gusse me)—itna hi nahi gudiya, inn sabhi ka aaj ke baad raj se koi lena dena nahi rahega...aur na hi ye raj se koi matlab rakhengi...

Divya—jawab do...mami..aur baki sab bhi..

Divya ki baat sunne ke baad sabhi hadbada kar rah gayi...yaha tak ki khud maa bhi...jabki unn sab ko aise chup dekh kar unki betiyo ke mann me kayi tarah ke sawal paida ho gaye...

Roopaly (shocked, mann me)—ye baat mahak ko kaise malum huyi ki main kuwari hu do do beti ki maa banne ke baad bhi... ? mahak ko kaise pata chala ki main kuwari hu…? Jarur isne mujhe sab ki nazro me girane ke liye hi ye pucha hai sabke samne..

Geeta (shocked, mann me)—kya jawab du iski baat ka…? Kaise kahu ki pati ka sukh kya hota hai, ye to maine aaj tak jana hi nahi… vo to mujhe suhag raat ke din hath lagate hi namard abn gaye the turant…agar ye bataya to hamari bahut badnami hogi.. lekin ye sab mere baare me gudiya ko kaise pata chala…?

Theek sab sawal mamta, kajal, meera, madhu, sunita, nani, vidhya..ya phir jitni bhi vaha thi, sabke mann me koundh rahe the.. parantu sabhi divya ki baat ka jawab dene se hichkicha rahi thi…batati bhi to akhir kaise…?

Kiran—mummy aap chup kyo ho... ? jawab kyo nahi de rahi…?

Pooja—haan mummy bolo...mahak ki baat ka jawab do...kya hum dono aap ki betiya nahi hain... ?

Roopaly (turant)—nahi..nahi beti aisa mat bol..tum dono meri hi beti ho...maine hi tumhe paida kiya hai..main hi tum dono ki maa hu..

Kavita—aap bhi to kuch bolo mummy..mahak ne itni badi baat kah di, phir bhi aap chup ho... ?

Geeta—tum meri hi beti ho..mere khyal se itna kafi jawab hai..

Divya—maine to ye pucha hi nahi mami ki ye aap ki beti hain ya nahi..to phir ye mere sawal ka jawab kaise hua…? Ya phir shayad aap mera sawal theek se sun nahi payi..? koi baat nahi, main phir se apna sawal dohra deti hu..mera sawal tha ki..’aap me se kisi ke bhi husbands ne aap ke sath kabhi sex kiya hai…? Kya aaj aur abhi iss waqt kuwari hain…? Aur yadi kuwari hain to aapne apni betiyo ko paida kaise kiya…? Mera ye sawal sabhi se hai..maa aap se bhi…aap ka bhi mujhe jawab chahiye..

Roopaly—didi, dekh rahi ho ki aap ki ladli beti mahak hamse kaisa behuda sawal puch rahi hai…? Aap ise kuch bolti kyo nahi..?

Raj—aap sab ko mere samne jawab dene me dikkat ho rahi hogi…maa, main payal didi ko le kar room me ja raha hu,,vaise bhi unke hath se khoon bah raha hai to mujhe patti karni hai…saloni chalo..jab aap sab ke sawal jawab ho jaye to bata dena, main aa jaunga…

Main payal didi ko le kar room me aa gaya…mere piche piche veer aur saloni bhi aa gayi…maine payal didi ko apne seene se chipka liya, aur saloni unke hath ki dressing karne lagi..veer abhi shocked ho ke khada tha.,..jab koi divya ki baat ka jawab dene ko taiyar nahi huyi to akhir mamta ne hi bolne ki shuruwat ki.

Mamta (sir jhukaye)—kya bolu bhabhi…? Akhir mahak ki sab baate hain to sahi hi…maine to shadi ke baad bhi pati ka sukh jana hi nahi..maa jarur ban gayi lekin aaj bhi kuwari hi hu..aur ye baat to kajal didi bhi janti hain kyon ki vo bhi sandhya ke janam ke baad kuwari hi thi.

Sab (shocked)—kyaaaa….?

Ruchi (hairan)—ye kya bol rahi ho maa…?

Meera—bhabhi, ye kaise paglo jaisi baate kar rahi ho…? Ye kaise ho sakta hai…? Aur agar ye sach hai to aap char char bachcho ki maa kaise ban gayi…?

Ruchi (shocked)—iska matlab ki aap hamari asli maa nahi ho…?

Kajal—nahi ruchi, mamta bhabhi hi tumhari maa hain..

Mitaly (shocked)—lekin didi, ye kaise ho sakta hai…ye ladki jo aaj tak aurat hi na bani ho, vo kisi ki maa kaise ho sakti hai…?

Divya—aap apna batao chachi..aap ki bhi to shadi ho chuki hai…aap kitni bar chacha ke sath hum bistar huyi hain aaj tak…? Kya aap shadi ke baad aurat bani…?

Mitaly (mann me)—kyo mere dard ko aur badha rahi hai gudiya…tere namard chacha se shadi kar ke meri to taqdir bhi phoot gayi hai..mujhe aurat banana to door tera chacha mujhe hath tak nahi laga paya kabhi..

Mamta—mitaly, main kuwari jarur hu..lekin ek maa bhi hu…ruchi ke papa to mujhe hath lagate hi pahli raat ko hi napunsak ban gaye the..janna chahti hai to sun..(phir mamta ne uske bachche kaise paida huye, ye bata diya)..

Mamta ki baat sun kar neha, roopaly, kajal, geeta, rajeshwari, sabhi chounk gayi…kyon ki vo bhi to aise hi tarike se maa bani thi.. mamta ke jawab ne sabhi ko shabd vimukh kar diya tha.

Geeta (shocked)—kyaaa…? aisa hi to mere sath hua sab…jo aap ke sath hua hai..maine bhi kavita ko aise hi janam diya hai..

Roopaly—maine bhi..

Neha—maine bhi..

Mitaly (dhire se)—main bhi kuwari hu aaj tak…

Meera—main bhi virgin hu..

Mamta (shocked)—kyaaa..tum sab bhi….kuwari ho….?

Mahaeani (janhavi ki maa)—main to khud hi kuwari hu…

Roopaly—lekin ye kaise ho sakta hai…? Ki hamare khandan ki sabhi ladies kuwari hain…aur unhone aaj tak sex nahi kiya apne pati ke sath…lagta hai jarur kisi ne hamare khandan par koi jadu vadu kiya hua hai..

Divya—isme itna pareshan hone ki baat nahi hai kisi ko…iska bhi hal hai..

Madhu—kya hal hai iss pareshani ka…?

Divya—iska hal hai saajan..

Sabhi (chounk kar)—saajan..‼ kya matlab….?

Divya—matlab ye ki kewal aap sab hi kuwari nahi ho balki aap ki jaisi laakho hain jo sadiyo se aaj tak kuwari hi hain aur iska hal sirf ek hi hai..aur vo hai saajan..

Meera (shocked)—kyaa aur bhi hamari hi jaisi dukhiyari hain..?

Madhu—ye kaisa rahasya hai..? aur saajan iska hal kaise hua... ?

Divya—mera sidha matlab ye hai ki saajan ke alawa aap sab ko na to koi hath laga sakta hai aur na hi aap ke sath koi sex kar sakta hai…aur iska sabut hain kajal bua, neha chachi, paridhi didi, diksha, avni didi..jinke sath saajan hum bistar ho chuka hai..

Roopaly (shocked)—tum kahna kya chahti ho…?

Divya—yahi ki jis naat ke liye aap mere saajan ko galat aur hawashi bol rahi thi, haqiqat me vo paap hote huye bhi saajan ka dharm tha….ya phir ye samajh lo ki niyati ka lekh tha..

Sunita—tumhari maa bhi to kuwari hai…

Divya—maine sabhi ke liye kaha hai…yahi baat meri maa par bhi lagu hoti hai…unke sath bhi saajan ke alawa dusra koi sex nahi kar sakta aur na hi kisi ang ko dekh sakta hai…ye abhi se nahi balki kayi janmo se chala aa raha shrap hai..

Meera (shocked)—kyaaaa…shrapp..kaisa shrappp…?

Mamta (tension)—lagta hai ki gurudev aur sadhvi pari ne theek hi kaha tha…?

Neha—didi, aapne aaj tak hame bataya nahi ki gurudev ne kya kaha tha aap ko aur kajal didi ko alag room me le ja kar.. ?

Kajal—baat tab ki hai jab raj aur sandhya ke janam ke baad dono ka naam karan ho raha tha..dono ka naam karan karte samay gurudev bahut pareshan the…unke chehre par chinta ki lakire dekh kar hamari bhi tension badhne lagi thi…hamne pucha bhi to gurudev ne hame kuch nahi bataya..sidhe ek kamre me ja kar dhyan me baith gaye…

Kajal—dhyan se uthne ke kuch der baad unhone mujhe aur mamta bhabhi ko bhitar bulaya ..hum jab andar gaye tab bhi vo kuch pareshan lag rahe the jisse hame bahut tension hone lagi thi.

Mamta—gurudev, aap bahut pareshan lag rahe hain...koi tension ki baat to nahi hai... ? mera mann bahut ghabra raha hai.. mujhe bataiye gurudev, mere bete ke upar koi sankat to nahi hai na... ?

Kajal (tension)—haan, gurudev..jaldi bataiye…nahi to hum dono to iss tension me hi mar jayengi..

Gurudev (kuch soch kar)—beti, jo baat main kahne ja raha hu, use dhyan se suno….
 
UPDATE- 226

5th Janam Ki Love Story Continues...

Tabhi ek bar phir se vahi madhur awaz kamre me goonj uthi..

"Mera Dard Bhi Tum, Meri Dawa Bhi Tum,

Meri Ibadat Bhi Tum, Mera Khuda Bhi Tum,

Maine Chaha Bhi Tumko Aur Paya Bhi Nahi,

Mere Sath Bhi Tum Aur Mujhse Juda Bhi Tum."

Vahi dusri taraf ashram me divya ka mann aaj bahut vyakul ho raha tha…kshan kshan badhti uski ye vyakulta uske dil me tarah tarah ki ashankaye vyapt kar rahi thi…hriday me bechaini nirantar badhti hi ja rahi thi..

Ab aage......

Divya bechaini se karwat badal rahi thi..neend thi ki aane ka naam hi nahi le rahi thi...hriday me barambar saajan ki chhavi ubhar rahi thi..uska mann abhi issi waqt saajan ki ek jhalak paane ke liye vyakul ho raha tha.

Divya (mann me)—aaj hi to mili saajan se phir bhi mera mann usko dekhne ke liye itna vyakul kyo ho raha hai... ? kyo mere hriday me ek anjana sa darr gahrata ja raha hai..kahi saajan kisi musibat me to nahi hai... ? kahi vo uss manhoos jungle me to nahi chale gaye... ? hey eshwar.. ! mere saajan ki raksha karna..

Divya raat bhar baithe baithe upar wale se saajan ki salamati ke liye prarthana karti rahi....vahi dusri taraf uss mahal me dubara kisi ki awaz sun kar main hairan tha.

Jitu—dekho, tum jo koi bhi ho..samne aao...akhir mujhe yaha laane ke piche tumhara maqsad kya hai....koun ho tum... ?

"Kya ab bhi tumne apni pari ko nahi pahchana... ? Itna jaldi bhul gaye saajan mujhe... main tumhe kab se bula rahi thi.. akhir aaj tumhe mere paas aana hi pada saajan....?" dubara awaz aayi.

Ji haan, ye awaz kisi aur ki nahi balki pari ki thi, vahi pari jisne iss kahani ki neev daali..vahi pari jo saajan se be-intaha mohabaat karti hai to utni shiddat se nafrat bhi .

Jitu (hairan)—Pari.. ! koun pari.. ? dekho main jab kisi pari ko janta hi nahi to use bhulne ka sawal hi paida nahi hota.. aur mera naam saajan nahi hai..mera naam jitendra singh hai..log pyar se mujhe jitu kahte hain..

“Naam badal gaye…janam badal gaye..jagah badal gayi yaha tak ki tum bhi badal gaye lekin agar kuch nahi badla to vo thi sirf pari jo aaj bhi tumhara intazar unti hi shiddat se aaj bhi karti hai jitni shiddat se pahle karti thi..sadiya gujar gayi lekin na to pari ka pyar badla aur na hi nafrat kam huyi..” pari ne adrishya avastha me hi kaha.

Jitu uski baate sun kar hairan tha..kyon ki vo apne liye ye saajan naam ka sambodhan pichle kayi din se sunta aa raha tha..lekin use kuch bhi dhyan nahi tha..vo to ye bhi nahi samajh pa raha tha ki log usko saajan kyo kah rahe hain…?

Jitu (shocked)—nafrat..! kaisi nafrat..? main to tumhe janta tak nahi, phir nafrat kis baat ki…? Tumhari baate meri to samajh me hi nahi aa rahi hain…aur tum samne kyo nahi aa rahi….?

“Apne saajan ka hukum kaise taal sakti hu.” Pari ne kaha.

Aur phir uske baad vaha kamre me dhire dhire ek akriti ubharne lagi jaise hi uss akriti ka chehra saaf hua to use dekhte hi jitu chounk gaya….kyon ki uske samne youvan se bharpoor ek asim roop sundari khadi thi…jitu ki nazar jaise vahi uske chehre par hi thahar kar rah gayi.

Jitu (shocked)—tumm..to…vahi..ho…jo mujhe mere sapno me dikhayi deti thi…aur..aur..bahut dard bhari baate kiya karti thi…‼ lekin ye kaise ho sakta hai….? Ek sapna haqiqat ka roop kaise le sakta hai…?

Pari—chalo shukra hai..tumhe kuch to yaad aaya..mere mehboob…haan, vo main hi thi..jo tumhare sapno me aa kar tumhe bulati thi..timhare samne gidgidati thi..aur aaj mera dard tumhe mere paas khich hi laya saajan..

Jitu (hairan)—tum mujhse kya chahti ho…? Kya dard hai tumhe…? Main to yaha apne rajya se gayab huye logo ki talash me aaya tha ki iss tilism me phans gaya…kya unn sab ko kya tumne hi gayab kiya tha…? Main yaha kaise pahucha…? Aur mere sath jo ladki thi, vo kaha hai…? Dekho, use kuch mat karna…

Pari (mushkurate huye)—kyo mohabbat ho gayi hai usse…?

Jitu—nahi..lekin vo ladki mujh par vishwash kar ke mere sath aayi thi…isliye uski hifazat karna mera farz hai…

Pari (dard)—ohhh..to usse pyar nahi karte tum…sirf usse khel rahe ho…dhokha dena ye to tumhari purani adat hai…khubsurat aur bholi bhali ladkiyo ki bhavnao se, unke jism se aur unke dil se khelna aur phir jab mann bhar jaye to kachra samajh ke utha ke bahar phenk dena..hai na saajan…?

Jitu—ye kya kuch bhi bakwas kiye ja rahi ho tum…? Maine kisi ko dhokha nahi diya...aur na hi kabhi kisi ki bhavnao se khela hai…samjhi tum…jarur tumhe galat fahmi huyi hai…mere sawalo ka jawab dene ki bajaye mujh par hi mithya aarop lagane lag gayi…

Pari (tezi se)—door jane ki jarurat nahi saajan, tumhare dkokhebaziki shikar huyi ladki ka sabse bada udaharan to tumhare samne hi hai saajan…haan, saajan..main khud, pari tumhare dhokhbazi ka shikar ho chuki hu… ( itna bolte bolte achanak pari ki awaz me itna dard, utar aaya ki uske dard ki dastan sun kar patthar ka seena bhi chhalni ho jaye, uska gala bhari ho gaya aur ankhe anshuo ki mala pirone lagi.?..jis pari ne tumhe apna sab kuch mana, apna eshwar, apna bhagwan, apna khuda..sab kuch mana, tumhari pooja karti rahi..vo bholi bhali bina maa ki ladki pari tumhe aur tumhare pyar ko hi apni duniya samajhne lagi…tum jo kah dete use vo apne bhagwan ki aagya samajh kar poora karti rahi, tumhare liye usne duniya aur samaaj ke banaye niymo ki bhi kabhi parwah nahi ki…tumhari bar baat par ankh band kar ke vishwash karti chali gayi..tumhara har adesh jaise uske liye bhagwan ke adesh se kam nahi tha…tum jaha bulate, jab bhi bulate..vo bechari tumhare prem me pagal bina kuch soche vaha tumhare kahe samay par pahuch jati…tum din ko kah dete ki ye raat hai to raat maan leti, agar tum kah dete ki ye suraj nahi chaand hai to vah use chaand maan leti….lekin tumhe to usse kabhi pyar tha hi nahi, tumhe to bas uska jism chahiye tha..uss bechari ne tumhe apna jism bhi bina kisi virodh ke sounp diya…phir jab tumhara mann usse bhar gaya to tumne usse apna muh mod liya..kyon ki tumhe dusri khubsurat ladki jo mil gayi thi divya…

Pari (rote huye jor se)—bolo saajan, kya kasoor tha mera…? Kya ye ki maine tumhe apne dil ki gahraiyo se bhi badh kar chaha..? ya phir ye ki main garib thi... ? ya phir ye ki maine tum par vishwash kar ke, tumhe apna bhagwan maan kar tumko apna koumarya, apna sab kuch sounp diya... ? akhir kya kami thi mere pyar me saajan jo tumne mujhe ped se toote patte ki tarah apne aap se alag kar diya... ? lekin yahi sila tha mere prem, mere vishwash ka... ? tum apne prem me mujhe chhalte rahe aur main chhali jati rahi..uss divya ke liye tumne mujhe chhod diya...maine phir bhi tumse koi shikayat nahi ki...na to mujhe tumhara raajpaat chahiye tha aur na hi mujhe maharani banne ka koi shouq tha...bas tumhare dil me thodi si jagah hi to chahti thi main...maine to divya ko bhi swikar kar liya tha tumhari khushi ki khatir...yaha tak ki main to tumhare paas mahal ki daasi ban kar rahne ko bhi taiyar thi...lekin tumne vo bhi gawara nahi tha...kitna royi, kitna gidgidayi main tumhare samne, tumhari poori praja ke samne.. lekin kisi ko mujh par taras nahi aaya...maine to ye bhi tumhe bataya ki main tumhare bachche ki maa banne wali hu....ulta tumne mujhe bhari darbar me be-izzat kar ke laat maar ke bahar nikal diya...mere pita jo ki tumhare guru bhi the, tumne unko bhi maar diya...itne me bhi tumhara dil nahi bhara to tumne mere pet me pal rahe apne bachche ko bhi maar diya....bolo saajan, kyo..akhir kyo... ? kya kasoor tha mera... ? tum ek bar to kah dete ki pari tumhari ye galti hai, tumhari kasam main apni vo galti sudhar leti aur agar nahi sudhar pati to kam se kam ye dard to mujhe nahi jhelna padta, mann me mere ye santosh to hota ki meri iss galti ki vajah se tumne mujhe swikar nahi kiya..lekin tumne to meri galti tak nahi batayi..

Pari (roti huyi)—aur tum kahte ho ki tumne kisi ko dhokha nahi diya... ? aur puchte ho ki main tumse nafrat kyo karti hu... ? haan, main tumse karti hu nafrat..bahut nafrat karti hu tumse main....iss baat ko sadiyo ho gaye..lekin mera dil aaj bhi uss dard me tadap raha hai...aaj taki main uss dard ko jhel rahi hu...sadiya par sadiya gujarti rahi..tum janam par janam lete rahe..aur main aise hi tumhare diye dard me tadapti rahi...tumhare pyar ki ek boond paane ki lalach me bhatakti rahi...ye soch kar ki shayad kabhi to tumhe mere pyar par taras ayega..kabhi to mere dard ko samjhoge...kabhi to mere sath insaaf karoge...kabhi to mujhe tumhara pyar milega...lekin nahi, har bar tumne mujhe dhokha diya...har bar tumne uss divya ke liye mere pyar ko thukra diya.....main nafrat karti hu tumse aur sabse jyada uss divyaaa se...maine to apni nafrat me tumhe maarne ki bhi koshish ki kayi bar..lekin maar nahi payi...tumhare paas jate hi mere hath kaampne lagte the...maarti bhi to kaise maarti..kaise maarti uss shakhs ko jisko maine apne dil me basa rakha tha, jo meri har saans me samaya hua tha...mere dil , meri aatma, meri rag rag me basa hua tha..jiske alawa maine kabhi kisi aur ke baare me kuch socha hi nahi...aur jisse main toot kar mohabbat karti thi.. to bhaa kaise maarti uss shakhs ko... ? tumne bhale hi mere sath pyar ka khel khela tha, lekin maine to sach me hi tumse mohabbat ki thi...phir bhala kaise maar deti apni mohabbat ko... ? lekin main aaj tak nahi samajh pa rahi hu ki akhir mujhme ya mere pyar me koun si kami rah gayi thi, jo saajan ne bina bataye hi mujhe chhod diya... ? kyo..akhir kyo..saajan..kyo... ?

Pari rote rote mere samne ghutno par baith gayi aur dono hatho se chehra chhupa kar fafak fafak kar rone lagi...uski aap beeti sun kar meri ankhe bhi ro padi...halanki mujhe aisa kuch yaad nahi tha jaisa ki pari mere baare me bata rahi thi..lekin phir bhi na jane kyo uske iss dard ne mere dil me pari ke liye ek lagaav sa paida kar diya tha.

Pari (anshu bahate)—bas tab se aaj tak main ussi dard me tadapte huye bhatak rahi hu...na to tumhe hasil hi kar pa rahi hu aur na hi tumhe bhul pa rahi hu...tumhari mohabbat aur nafrat ke beech phans kar rah gayi hu...na to mujhe tumhari mohabbat hi nasib huyi aur na hi main tumhe maarne ki himmat kar pa rahi hu...tum mujhe bhale hi bhul gaye hoge saajan lekin ye pari aaj bhi tumhe nahi bhuli..main aaj bhi kuch nahi bhuli hu..

“Kabhi Ro Ke Mushkuraye, Kabhi Mushkura Ke Roye,

Jab Bhi Teri Yaad Aayi, Tujhe Bhula Kar Roye,

Ek Tera Hi To Naam Tha, Jise Hazar Bar Likha,

Jitna Likh Ke Khush Huye, Usse Jyada Mita Ke Roye.”
 
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5th Janam Ki Love Story Continues....

Pari (anshu bahate)—bas tab se aaj tak main ussi dard me tadapte huye bhatak rahi hu...na to tumhe hasil hi kar pa rahi hu aur na hi tumhe bhul pa rahi hu...tumhari mohabbat aur nafrat ke beech phans kar rah gayi hu...na to mujhe tumhari mohabbat hi nasib huyi aur na hi main tumhe maarne ki himmat kar pa rahi hu...tum mujhe bhale hi bhul gaye hoge saajan lekin ye pari aaj bhi tumhe nahi bhuli..main aaj bhi kuch nahi bhuli hu..

“Kabhi Ro Ke Mushkuraye, Kabhi Mushkura Ke Roye,

Jab Bhi Teri Yaad Aayi, Tujhe Bhula Kar Roye,

Ek Tera Hi To Naam Tha, Jise Hazar Bar Likha,

Jitna Likh Ke Khush Huye, Usse Jyada Mita Ke Roye.”

Ab Aage…….

Mujhse uska dard dekha nahi gaya to main aage badh kar uske samne baith gaya..na jane kyo uska dard mujhe apna sa lag raha tha…? Jane kaisi kashish thi uski baato me, ki main barbas hi uski taraf akarshit hota ja raha tha.

Jitu (nam ankhe)—dekho pari, jaisa tum kah rahi ho vaisa mujhe to kuch yaad nahi hai..lekin phir bhi agar ye sach hai to main nishchit hi tumhara gunahgar hu…tum jo chaho mujhe saza de sakti ho..main tumhare samne apna ye sir saza ke liye prastut karta hu..

Pari—iss janam me mera saajan pahli bar mere paas aaya hai..bhala main iss khushi ke mouke par kaise saza de sakti hu…? Iss waqt to tumhare seene se lagne ki tamanna hai…mujhe apni baho me samet lo saajan..

Main uska aagrah thukra nahi saka aur usko kandhe se pakad kar khada kiya..khade hote hi vo mujhse amarnel ki tarah lipat gayi…pari ko seene se lagate hi ek chir parichit jana pahchana ehsaas mahsoos hone laga, jaisa ki main sach me hi usko janta hu. Na jane kitni der tak vo mujhse aise hi lipti rahi..phir anayas hi hamare hosh aapas me ek dusre ko akarshit karte huye aalingan baddh ho kar ek dusre ke adhro me khote chale gaye.

Pari ne iss adhar chumban me mera poora sath diya…jab tak uska dil nahi bhar gaya vo aise hi mujhse lipti chumti rahi, maine bhi usko nahi roka…kafi der baad usne apne hoth alag kiye.

Jitu—main to tumse saza ki guzarish kar raha tha..ye kaisi saza hai….?

Pari—maine kaha na ki abhi tum mujhe mile ho, abhi to mujhe jee bhar ke dekh lene do, Lekin waqt aane par saza bhi jarur dungi…philhal to tum bhojan karo, tum kafi thake huye aur bhukhe ho..

Jitu—mere sath ek ladki thi, vo kaha gayi…? Kahi vo kisi musibat me to nahi phans gayi ya phir Kahi use kisi ne maar to nahi diya…? Mujhe use dhoondna hoga…

Pari—uski chinta mat karo…vo yahi hain, dusre kamre me..(dhire me)..bhala main apne aap ko kaise maar sakti hu..chitra bhi to main hi hu..

Jitu—nahi, pahle mujhe batao vo kaha hai…? Vo mujh par vishwash kar ke mere sath jid kar ke aayi thi…uski suraksha meri jimmedari hai..

Pari (mushkura kar)—use kuch nahi hoga..aao khud hi dekh lo..

Pari mujhe apne sath dusre kamre me le gayi to main dekh kar dang rah gaya…kyon ki vaha ek aalishan bistar par baith kar chitra sundar kapde pahne huye ghapaghap khana thoonsne me lagi huyi thi aur vo bhi dono hath se…use sahi salamat dekh kar maine rahat ki saans li…tab tak uski nazar bhi hum par pad chuki thi.

Chitra—yuvraj..aao..aao..main aap ko hi dhoond rahi thi…phir socha ki thoda sa kha leti hu, phir dhoondna chalu karu to theek rahega…achcha hua aap khud hi aa gaye…aur ye aap ke sath me ladki koun hai….? Ye to bilkul meri jaisi dikhti hai..

Jitu—kuch nahi tum khao…main yahi hu..

Uske baad pari ne mere liye bhi bhojan vahi manga diya to maine bhi khaya..chitra to aise kha rahi thi jaise ki janam janam ki bhukhi ho..lekin samay kafi ho chuka tha to mujhe vapis loutne ki bhi chinta hone lagi thi.

Jitu—pari, kya tum mujhe bata sakti ho ki ye tilism kaisa hai aur yaha se bahar kaise nikla ja sakta hai….?

Pari—tum to jante ho saajan ki ek bar tilism me pravesh karne ke baad bina uss tilism ko tode usse bahar nikalna sambhav nahi hai…yaha ek nahi balki paanch tilism ki shrinkhla hai ek ke baad ek…

Jitu—mujhe to bas ye pata lagana hai ki jo bhi log mere rajya se achanak gayab ho jate hain, unn sab ke piche kis ka hath hai..?

Pari—Bhairav Nath ka..

Jitu—bhairav nath..! ye koun hai…?

Pari—bahut bada tantrik….jo amar hone ke liye ye sab kar raha hai…logo ko pakad kar unki bali de deta hai vo..

Jitu—kaha milega vo bhairav nath mujhe…? Main use uske kiye ki saza avashya dunga..

Pari—bhairav nath koi bakri ka memna nahi hai jise jab chaha kisi ne bhi pakad kar halaal kar diya….bhairav nath ke paas hazaro ek se badi ek siddhiya hain…iske sath hi sath vo mayavi bhi hai…apni maya se vo koi bhi roop bana sakta hai ya phir kisi ko bhi koi bhi roop de sakta hai…sath me shaitani kali shaktiyo ka bhi malik hai vo….uss tak pahuchna to door uske kshetra me kadam rakhna matlab apni mout ko nimantran dena hai..

Jitu—mujhe tum sirf uska pata batao…mout se main nahi darta…iss rajya ka yuvraj hone ke naate apne praja ki raksha karna mera farz hai..aur main apne farz se piche nahi hat sakta..

Pari—uss kali pahadi ke piche uska basera hai…lekin inn 5 tilism ko tode bina tum uss tak nahi pahuch sakte…kali pahadi par kadam rakhne ke liye tumhe ye tilism todna hi hoga..

Jitu—ye 5 tilism ka kya raaz hai..aur inko kaise toda ja sakta hai…?

Pari—ye main nahi janti..lekin itna jarur bata sakti hu ki bhairav nath bhi inhe todna chahta hai..shaayd koi na koi shakt yaha tilism me qaid hain jinhe vah bhi hasil karna chahta hai…lekin vo tilism tode bina hasil ho nahi sakti..

Jitu—bhairav nath jab itna taqatwar hai to phir use ye tilism todne me kya pareshani hai…?

Pari—kyon ki tilism ko taqat se nahi balki yukti se hi toda ja sakta hai…shaktiyo se kisi ko mara to ja sakta hai lekin usse tilism nahi toda ja sakta…ek bar jo tilism me phans gaya vo usme hi phans kar tilism ki bhul bhulaiya me kho jata hai…bina tilism ko tode bahar nahi nikal sakta.

Jitu—tab to main bhi iss tilism me phans gaya hu…ab yaha se kaise bahar nikal sakta hu…? Magar ek baat samajh me nahi aayi ki vo bhediya manav yaha se kaise bar bar bahar nikal jata hai…?

Pari—yaha aate samay tumhe chaar raste mile honge..unme se ek rasta bahar jane ka tha..baki teen tilismi the...vo bhediya manav uss raste se hi bahar nikal jata hai.

Chitra—iska matlab ki hum faltu me itna pareshan huye..hame bhi uss raste se bahar nikal jana chahiye tha..vo bhediya manav aaya bhi ussi raste se hi hoga…?

Pari—vo rasta sirf bahar jane ke liye hi hai, andar aane ke liye nahi hai vah….kintu ab to tum iss tilism me aage ghus chuke ho, isliye tumhe isko todna hi padega…

Jitu—kaise tutega ye tilism…?

Pari—vastav me ye tilism tumhare liye hi hai saajan…yaha tumhari ek keemti cheez hai..usko hasil karte hi ye tilism bhi toot jayega.

Jitu (chounk kar)—meri cheez..‼ lekin main to yaha pahli bar aaya hu..aur koun si meri cheez yaha hai tilism ke andar…?

Pari—tumhari neel mani..jise hasil karte hi tumhe apna pichla janam yaad aa jayega…aur phir tum mujhe bhi pahchan jaoge.. ye mani tumhari hi hai..jo sirf tumhe hi mil sakti hai…bhairav nath ke sath sath bahut se logo ko bhi iss mani ki talash hai…vo bhairav nath to ye bhi janta hai ki ye tilism sirf tum hi tod sakte ho…

Jitu—theek hai..agar aisa hai to main jarur aage badhunga…chitra tum yahi ruko, ..main aage jata hu..

Chitra—nahi..nahi..main tumhare sath jaungi…kahi tum par koi khatra aa gaya to…? Tumhe bachane wala bhi to koi chahiye na.. tumhe khatro se bachane ka kaam main karungi…meri kulhadi ke samne koi nahi tik sakta..

Jitu—chal mar mere sath..

Chitra—kyu maru main…? Yuvraj, ye sapne dekhna chhod do ki main mar jaungi aur aapka mujhse picha chhut jayega…Main nahi marne wali..abhi to mujhe tumhare sath shadi karni hai..phir shadi ke ek saal baad hamare itne chhote chote chote chote nanhe munhe bachche poore mahal me khelenge..

Jitu—ye chup kar apni nanhe munhe bachcho ki puran..jab dekho shuru ho jati hai..ab chalna hai to chal..

Hum bhojan se nivratt ho kar apne shayan kaksh se bahar nikal kar ek khubsurat bagiche me tahalne lage..piche palat kar dekah to chounk gaye..kyon ki ab na to vaha koi shahi mahal tha aur na hi pari ka kuch pata thikana.

Chitra—achcha hua main vaha nahi ruki, warna ab tak main bhi pata nahi kaha gayab ho jati uss mahal ke sath hi..

Hum ek jungle me khade the..vaha se kuch door chalne par ek jhopdi dikhayi di…jhopdi ke karib pahuche to ye dekh kar chounk gaye ki vaha ek buddhi aurat chakki pees rahi thi…hame dekhte hi vo khush ho gayi.

Buddhi aurat (gidgidate huye)—aao bahan..aao bhai…meri kuch madad karo…raja ke yaha kuch mehman aane wale hain, aur mujhe 5 mann anaaj peesne ka hukum mila hai…aur abhi tak maine aadha mann anaaj bhi nahi peesa hai…5 mann anaaj ka kab tak aata taiyar hoga…? Agar samay par aata taiyar nahi hua to senapati meri gardan kaat dega…aao bahan, tum dono meri anaaj peesne me kuch madad karo….bhagwan tumhara bhala karega.

Chitra (shocked)—hey bhagwan..! ye kya musibat hai…? Ye budhiya, main iss rajya ki maharani hu..main tujhe aata peesne wali nazar aati hu…? Ab mere bhagya me hath chakki se aata peesna hi baki rah gaya tha..main kabhi jindagi me chakki ko hath tak nahi lagaya..samjhi khusat budhiya..ab agar dubara mujhe aata peesne ko boli to apni kulhadi se teri gardan kaat dungi..

Jitu—achcha to hai tum iss bahane kam se kam chakki me aata peesne ka anand to utha logi….dekho bechari buddhi aurat kitni mehnat kar rahi hai..hame uski madad karni chahiye..

Chitra (gussa hote huye)—jitne bachche paida karna hai, main kar dungi lekin ye kaam mujhse nahi hoga..main saaf saaf bata deti hu haan yuvraj..

Jitu—teri gadi bar bar bachcho par hi aa kar rukti hai..chal aa ja..bechari buddhi aurat hai..

Mujhe uss budhiya par daya aane lagi thi bechari asha bhari nazro se hamari taraf dekh rahi thi…main chitra ka hath pakad kar jabardasti uske paas madad ke liye jane laga tabhi kisi ki awaz sun kar hamare kadam vahi thahar gaye.

Hamne palat kar dekha to piche se ek buddha admi khanste huye hamari taraf awaz lagate huye chala aa raha tha..hamse kuch doori par aa kar vo ruk gaya.

Buddha admi (khanste huye)—aap log iss budhiya ke paas mat jana…nahi to jaise hi aap chakki ko hath lagayenge to aap ka hath chakki se chipak jayega..aur phir ye chakki aap dono ke gale ka phanda ban jayegi…phir aap ko saalo saal tab tak aata peesna padega jab tak ki aap dono kisi dusre ko bahla fusla kar ye chakki nahi pakda dete..aap ke chakki ko hath lagate hi ye budhiya azad ho kar yaha se bhag jayegi aur phir khud hi aap dono ko ye chakki chalani padegi..ye tilismi chakki hai.

Dono (chounk kar)—kyaaaaa….?

Chitra (hath pakad kar)—bhago yuvraj yaha se…Sali budhiya…tujhe nark me bhi jagah nahi milegi..khusat chakki pakda kar hame phansana chahti thi..achcha hua ki vo buddha aa gaya..warna main to bina bachche paida kiye hi chakki peeste peeste hi mar jati..chalo jaldi yuvraj yaha se..

Mujhe bhi chitra ke sath vaha se bhagna pada…pata nahi uss budhiya ki vyatha katha satya thi ya phir uss buddhe ki baate satya thi…? Mere liye kuch bhi tay kar pana sambhav nahi tha ki kya satya hai aur kya jhuth…? Lekin chitra iss chakkar me nahi padna chahti thi, uska dimag to budhiya ki baat sunte hi apni jagah se hil chuka tha.

Ab kisi bhi tarah ka nirnay karne ke liye meri samarthya shakti bhi jawab de chuki thi…chitra ne to kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki kabhi ye din bhi dekhne padenge..vivash ho kar mujhe bhi uske sath bhagna pada.

Vaha se bhag kar abhi kuch door hi pahuche the ki samne ki pahadi se doodh ke jharne bahte huye nazar aane lage…gulab jamun se lade huye vriksho se bhara hua ek bagicha nazar aaya.

Chitra—arrey wah..! yuvraj dekho gulab jamun..chalo khate hain..

Jitu—chup..vo bhi mujhe to dristi bhram hi lag raha hai..iss chakkar me mat pado..aao aage chalte hain..

Main chitra ka hath pakad kar aage nikal gaya..kuch aage aur chalne par kal kal kar ke bahti huyi ek nadi dikhayi padi…chitra ko pyas lagi thi to maine socha ki chalo do ghoont pani hi pi liya jaye.

Jaise hi chitra ne hatheli me jal bhar kar pine ka prayas kiya vaise hi….
 
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