Subah ke 10 baje the. radha aur kamal aangan mein baithe baaten kar rahe the. Saroj rasoi ki kaamo mein uljhi thi. Tabhi darwaze par dastak hui. Kamal ne uthkar darwaza khola. Saamne postman khada tha, uske naam ek ragistry liye. kamal ne ragistry lekar ulat pulat kar dekha. Ragistry thekedaar burman & company se aayi thi. Burman & company sarkaari thekedaar the jinhone desh ki achhi-achhi collony tatha bade - bade kaarkhanon ka nirmaan kiya tha. Kamal ka dil zor - zor se dhadakne laga. Usne jhat hastakshar kiye aur ragistry kholte hue maa ki taraf badha. Patra padha to khushi se cheekh utha, - "maa mujhe contract mil gaya."
"kaisa contract? Radha ne puchha, - "wohi jiske liye tune likha padhi ki thi?"
"haan maa wohi." kamal uske sameep hi baithta hua bola aur kaagzon ko khol kar ghutno par faila liya. Kaafi der tak badi gambhirta ke sath kaagzon ko dekhta raha. kaagzon ka nirikshan karte hue uske maathe par bal pad gaye the. Chinta ki lakeere maathe par khinch gayi thi.
"kya baat hai beta?" radha ne use pareshan dekha to puchhe bina na reh saki.
"kuchh nahi maa bas ek shahar basane ka kaam mila hai. Par kambakht contract bhi mila to aisa kathin ki kuchh samajh mein nahi aa raha hai."
"kyon? Kya ho gaya?" radha chinteet hui.
"ramgarah ilaaqe ke beech yah haveli jaane kahan se tapak aayi." kamal ne laaparwahi se khisiyakar kaha.
"ramgarah...?" radha ka dil bahut zor se dhadka.
"haan maa..." kamal usi prakaar kaagzon ko dekhta hua bola, - "lucknow shahar se lagbhag 25 meel door ramgarah naamak ek bahut bada ilaaqa tha jo kabhi kisi raja ki jaagir thi. yah ilaaqa pichhle 10 varsho se ujda pada . Servear ki repport ke anusaar lagbhag dus varsh pehle teen saal tak lagataar baadh aane ki wajah se yah ilaaqa tabaah ho gaya tha. Yahan ke niwasi gaon chhod kar sada ke liye chale gaye the. Keval ek haveli hi bachi thi. Jiska antim waaris raja surajbhan ka kahin koi pata nahi. Phir bhi sarkaar ek maah ka notice dekar is haveli ke waaris ka pata chalane ka prayatn karegi. anyatha ise nilaam karne, todne ya kisi dusre kaam mein laane ka adhikaar sarkaar ke paas surakshit hoga. Company chahti hai ki nayi collony ke naqshe mein is haveli ka prabhav jara bhi nahi padna chahiye. Kyonki naqsha paas hone ke baad yadi is haveli ka koi waaris nikal aaya to collony ke nirmaan ke samay baadha pad sakti hai."
Radha ne use aashcharya se dekha. Awaaz halak se nikalte nikalte reh gayi. Ramgarah ki vartmaan sthiti ke baare mein jaan kar uske dil ko ek azeeb se dhakke ka ehsaas hua jise wah khud nahi samajh saki. Uske andar ki ek naari jaag uthi. Wah naari jiska usne pehle kabhi anubhav nahi kiya tha. Naari kya chahti hai wah khud nahi jaanti. Naari kabhi - kabhi uske liye bhi tadap uthti hai jisse wah sakht ghruna karti hai. Is samay radha ke jeevan mein bhi yah mod achanak hi aa gaya tha. surajbhan ki vaastvikta jaan kar uske mann mein sakht peeda uthi. sahanubhuti se uska dil bhar gaya. udaasi ki chaadar uske mukhde par fail gayi. usne mann hi mann khud ko dhikkara. Jarur yah uski 'aah' ka hi fal hai jis-se surajbhan ka sab kuchh lut gaya. Kuchh bhi to nahi bacha...na yash, na dhan, na maan-maryada aur na jeevan.
"kya baat hai maa?" kamal ne apni maa ko udaas dekha to ghabrakar puchha.
"koi khaash baat nahi beta. Bas kuchh yaad aa gaya tha." radha ne apni sthiti sambhali.
"mujhe jaanne ka adhikaar hai?"
"beta, ramgarah tumhara nanihaal tha. Mera bachpan usi gaon mein guzra hai. Tumhare peeta ki kayi yaaden judi hai us jagah se. aaj tumhare muh se us ilaaqe ki sachai jaan kar dil bhar aaya tha." radha ne vaastvikta chheepa lee.
Kamal ko maa ki baaton par aashcharya hua. sath hi dukh bhi. Usne maa ke hathon ko apne hath mein lekar use dilaasha diya.
"kya main tumhare sath chal sakti hoon?" radha ne vinti bhare lehje mein puchha.
Kamal ne maa ki dasha ka anumaan kar haami bhar diya.
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Suryast hone mein abhi deri thi. Ramgarah mein aakar ek ek bus, do truck aur do jeep ruki. Truck ke trailer par kaafi saaman lada hua tha. Majdoor gaadiyon se utre. Kamal aur saroj antim jeep se utre to radha bhi dusri taraf se baahar chali aayi. Uske mukhde par dukh ki chhaya virajmaan thi. Usne apni drushti sabse pehle haveli par daudai. Pure ilaaqe mein bas yahi ek haveli bachi thi jo antim saanse le rahi thi. Haveli ke us paar door taad ke ped dikhai pad rahe the jahan kuchh giddh chup-chaap baithe apne ahaar ki aas lagaye pratiksha kar rahe the. Is ilaaqe mein kisi jaanvar ka bhatak kar aa jaana aur bhukh - pyaas se dam tod dena ek saadharan si baat thi. Haveli ki deewaren kaali ho rahi thi. Radha ke hothon se ek aah nikal gayi. Usne dekha haveli ke saamne wala wah ped ab bhi khada hai parantu puri tarah se sukh chala hai. Chabutra ubad - khabad lag raha tha. Wahan bhi uski behan tatha peeta ki yaaden jeevit thi. Wah kaise in baaton ko bhul sakti thi. Sahsa hawa ka ek jhaunka pichhe se aaya aur uske badan se lipte showl ko hila kar chala gaya. Wah pichhe palti. Usne door door tak drusti daudai. Use babool ka wah ped dikhai diya jiske niche uska apna ghar tha. Chhota sa saadharan sa. aur uske paas apne khet the. Usi khet ke sameep wale khalihaan par bhola ne jeevan bhar uska sath dene ka waada kiya tha lekin kambakht chandi ki chand sikko ki khatir kitni jaldi use bhool gaya tha. Pata nahi is waqt kahan kudaal chala raha hoga? Aur wah jo tuti futi deewar dikhai pad rahi hai wahan uski saheli champa rehti thi. Us bel ke ped ki niche raamdin kaka rehte the. Aur yah neem ka ped pehle bahut chhota tha, ab kitna bada ho gaya hai. Radha dekh rahi thi...dekhti rahi, ek ek vastu ko bahut dhyan se. Uska mann karta tha gaon ke pichhle din phir laut aaye, wey log, wah waq phir wapas aa jaaye to wah apni saheliyon ke sath is neem ke ped par jhula daal legi. Lambi - lambi pinge maar kar wah aakash ko chhune lagegi aur phir idhar se gaon ke chhail - chhabile navyuvak guzrenge aur pehle ki bhanti use chhedenge. Aur tabhi usne dekha gaon ka wah bhula bisra samay phir se laut aaya hai. hare - bhare khet, khalihaan, bade bade ped jaag uthe hain. unhi mein se ek ped par uska jhula tanga hai. aur wah apni saheliyon ke sath pinge maar rahi hai. Uska aanchal hawa se lehrakar baadlon ki tarah aakash ko chhu lena chahta hai. Aur tabhi us aur se kuchh chhail - chhabile yuvak guzre. Unme bhola bhi tha. Bhola use dekhte hi ruk gaya tha.
"are itni lambi - lambi pinge mat maara kar warna bhagwan krishna apna hath badha kar tumhe apne paas khinch lenge." bhola ne zor se kaha tha.
Bhoal ki baat sunkar uski saheliyan khilkhila kar hans padi. Parantu radha jhenp gayi hai. Uski palken laaj se jhuk gayi hai. Radha bhola ki upasthiti ke kaaran saheliyon se kuchh nahi keh pa rahi hai, varna ek ek ki choti khinch kar batati. usne dekha ab uska jhula ruk gaya hai. Bhola muskurata hua aage badh gaya hai. Tabhi radha ko uski ek saheli Ye vishvaash dila rahi hai ki bhola usse pyar nahi karta. Wah to keval uski sundarta se pyar karta hai. Uske us dhan aur jevar se pyar karta hai. Jo tumahri shadi ke baad sab kuchh uska ho jaane wala hai. Parantu radha ko apni saheli ki is baat par zara bhi yakeen nahi hai. Use vishvaash hai ki bhola use dil ki gehrai se pyar karta hai aur uske liye akele saari duniya se lad sakta hai.
"maa..." sahsa kamal ne kaha. Maa ko itni der tak vicharon mein duba dekh kar wah ghabra gaya tha.
radha chaunk kar sapne se jaagi. Aur tab use ehsaas hua ek yug beet chuka hai. Wah is ilaaqe se lagbhag 22 varsh door aa chuki hai, jahan ab kabhi phir se nahi pahuncha ja sakta. Usne palat kar dekha shaam ki laalima mein haveli khoon ki tarah jhalak rahi thi. Jaane kyon...uski aankhe chhalak aayi.
"kya hua maa?" kamal uske paas aakar puchha. saroj bhi sath thi.
"kuchh nahi beta. Kuchh bhi nahi." radha apni aankhon ke aansu pochhti hui boli - "yahan aakar beete hue jeevan-kaal ki tasveer mein dub gayi thi."
Kamal khamosh ho gaya. maa ki peeda ka wah anumaan laga sakta tha.
"kamal meri ichha haveli dekhne ki hai. Kya tum chaloge mere sath?" radha ne bahut asha se kaha.
Kamal ne ek baar apne sathiyon ki taraf dekha. Naukar chaakar folding palang lagane mein vyast the. engineer aadi kapde badal kar ab khade khade door se hi haveli ka drushya le rahe the. Kamal ne torch uthai aur radha tatha saroj ko sath lekar haveli ki aur badh gaya. Haveli ke sameep pahunch kar un teeno ne dekha ki baahri deewar ka plaster ukhda hua hai aur andar se jhankti hui eit kisi garib ke sharir ki haddiyon ki tarah jhalak rahi hai.
Kamal ne gate kholkar Jyonhi lawn mein paon rakha, dubke hue siyaar aur gidad apne sthano se nikal kar dusri aur bhaag khade hue. Kamal aur saroj ke dil ki dhadkane tez ho gayin. Parantu dil ki jali radha ek udaan mein haveli pahunch jaana chahti thi. Ubad - khaabad raasta tha, parantu wey is par chalkar turant hi baraamde tak pahunch gaye. Baramde mein hi kamre ke dono kinaron se upar ki aur seedhiyan jaati thi. Radha ne jhat ek aur se seedhiyan chadhti chali gayi. Kamal uske saahas par aashcharya-chakit tha.
Har manzil par chaudi baalkani thi jahan beech ke kamre ke kinaron se agli manzil ki seedhiyan chadhti thi. Radha aage badhti gayi. Unki aahat paakar seedhiyon ke kono par chheepe chamgaadad aur ullu fadfadakar unke seer ke upar senikal jaate the. Parantu radha par iska prabhav jara bhi nahi pada. Wah sabse unchi manzil par pahunchi jahan khula aakash tha. Thandi - thandi hawayen uske mukhde ko chhu gayi. Radha ne door door tak nigaah ki usi jagah khade hokar jahan kabhi jeevan mein pehli baar usne ramgarah ka pura naqsha apni aankhon se dekha tha. kintu aaj ka drushya badal chuka tha. Wah dekhti rahi door door tak. Jahan kabhi khet khalihaan hua karte the ab wahan kantili jhadiyan aur jungli ghaas ke atirikt kuchh bhi na tha.
"maa ab wapas chalo. Suryast ho chala hai. Phir kabhi din ke waqt is haveli ko dekhenge." kamal ne maa ko kamar se thaam kar kaha.
Radha swikruti mein seer hilakar seedhiyon ki taraf mud gayi.