itna sab ho jaane ke baad bhi kamre ke halaat tezi se badle ...ek anjaane bhay ne Kammo ko jhagjhor kar rakh diya, Nikunj ka is tarah daud kar kamre se baahar jaana yakeenan kisi badi anhoni ka poorva sanket tha.
ansu bahaati kammo ne foran towel utaar feka aur saath hi bra ka huk kholne lagi ...iske baad usne packet se petticoat nikaal kar pehna aur utni hi tezi se blouse pehan kar, saree badan par lapetne lagi ...usne jyada plates nahi banaayi, bas ek majboot gathaan bandh kar use petticoat ke andar thoos liya aur room ki 1st key khojne ki parwaah na karte huye ...kamre se baahar jaane ko apne kadam badha liye.
hotel ke baahar pahuchne ke baad Nikunj ke mann mein bhi same yahi khayaal aaya aur dar se buri tarah kaanp kar wah, kamre mein waapas jaane ko mud gaya ...dono jald se jald apne jayaz muQaam par pahuchna chaahte the, jiske liye Kammo ko lift ka sahaara mil gaya par bechara Nikunj daudta hua seedhiyaan chadhne laga.
Kammo reception se hoti huyi hotel ke baahar nikal gayi, raaste mein uski baaz nazar ne apne bete ko kahin nahi paaya tha ...baahar aane par usne parking mein apni safari talaash ki aur us par nigaah padte hi uski jaan mein jaan waapas aayi ...... " iska matlab wah yahin kahin hai Ya zyada door nahi gaya hoga " .....apne mann mein aisa vichaar kar wah main road ki taraf chal padi.
Doosri taraf Nikunj haanfte huye kamre ke saamne pahucha aur bina koi agrim soochna diye gate dhakel kar andar enter ho gaya ...... " mom !!! " ......use chillaate der nahi huyi aur floor par utri padi bra aur towel se uska saamna hua ...bed par rakha polybag bhi khaali tha, yah dekhte hi uski saans foolne lagi.
" main khud ko kabhi maaf nahi karoonga " .......kadam peechhe kheechte huye wah fir se daud pada aur is baar bhi uske naseeb mein seedhiyaan hi likhi thi ...thakaan se choor wah jaldi hi hotel ke baahar pahuch gaya, chaaro taraf nazar daudaane ke baad usne main road ki taraf apni nigaah kas di ...jahan aakhiri chhor par uski maa use paaglo ki tarah bhatakti dikhaayi di.
" mom !!! " .......wah purzor taaQat laga kar cheekha aur uski awaaz sunkar foran Kammo ne peechhe palat kar dekha ...Nikunj ko dekhte hi uske ansuoo ki gati utni hi tez ho gayi, jitni tez uska beta daudta hua uske nazdeek chala aa raha tha.
Main road par aane - jaane waalo ka ambaar laga hua tha, lekin unki parwaah kise thi ...Nikunj bilkul apni maa ke kareeb pahuch kar ruka gaya, ek nazar gusse se uske rote chehre ko nihaara aur agle hi pal use apne aagosh mein samet'te huye ...daant lagaane laga ...... " agar do pal ki deri aur huyi hoti mom ..main apni jaan de deta, mat rootho mujhse ..main apni galti ke liye sharminda hoon " ......Yah kahte hi uska raha - saha sabar toot gaya aur wah bhi bhaavuk ho utha ...Kammo ne to iski kalpna tak nahi ki thi aur yahan uski pareshaani badh gayi, khud rona band kare ya apne bete ko chhup karwaaye ...uski samajh se pare tha.
" nahi beta !!! main tujhse kabhi naraaz nahi ho sakti ..chup ho ja Nikunj aur jo hua uska sach main tujhe bataati hoon " .......seconds me faisla kar Kammo ne use apne seene se alag kiya aur agli baat kahne se pahle Nikunj ne uske khule hontho par apna haath rakh use chup karwa diya.
" mujhe koi sach nahi sun'na mom, ab hospital chalo ..Raghu ki bahut yaad aa rahi hai " .......itna kahne ke baad usne maa ka haath thama aur wey dono hospital jaane ke liye safari mein baith gaye, jahan Kammo ka rom - rom apne bete ke is behaviour se pulkit hua wahin Nikunj bhi beeti baat bhula kar car mein gear daalne laga ...gear daalne ke upraant uski ankhen apne pant par bane us geele daag par tik gayi, jo theek uske lund waale part par uchhra hua tha ...waapas dono ka eye contact juda aur is baar Kammo buri tarah laja gayi ...Nikunj bhi gambheer ho utha, samajhdaar ko ishaara kaafi hota hai ...Yah geela nishaan pramaan tha uski maan ki uttejna ka, maa ka apni ras se saraabor yoni uske supt ling par ragadna foran use yaad aa gaya.
" roomal nahi hai tere paas ? " .......jaane Kammo kya soch kar bol gayi aur tabhi Nikunj car ko main road par daudaane laga ...... " rahne dijiye mom !!! sookh jaayega " ......baat kahte waQt Nikunj ko bhi bhaan nahi raha wah apni maa ke saath hai, na ki kisi girl friend ke saath ...magar ek baat jo dono ne mahsoos ki wah thi openess, kahan pahle aise topic hone ki gunjaish tak nahi hoti thi aur aaj kitne araam se dono khul kar baat karne lage the.
isi tarah aankh micholi hoti rahi, kabhi beta sankochi ho jaata to kabhi maa aur kuch der baad dono hospital pahuch gaye.
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Dr. sharma !!! jo vigat pichhle 4 saalo se Raghu ki dekh rekh kar rahe the ...unhone maa - bete ka swagat kiya aur permisson letter milne ke baad teeno Raghu se milne uske private room ki taraf badh gaye.
wey kamre mein enter ho paate tabhi Dr. sharma ki sahaayak Dr. Neelima bhi wahan pahuch gayi aur unhein bataya, aaj kisi bhi mareez ko unke relatives se milne ki anumati nahi hai ...poochhne par pata chala aaj hospital mein foreign se aaye kuch seniors ki visit hai, is wajah se mareez ko kisi se bhi milne nahi diya ja sakta ...balki un ki dincharya par aaj poore din gaur kiya jaayega.
Kammo aur Nikunj tadap uthe ...unke aur Raghu ke darmiyaan sirf ek darwaaze ka faasla tha fir bhi wey usse koso door jaan pade ...Kammo ke behte ansu dekh kar dono doctor's ne use saahas diya aur Nikunj ko samjhaaish dene ke baad wey apne regular kaamo ko poora karne nikal gaye.
" chalo mom !!! hum kal aa jaayenge " .......apni maa ka kandha thaame Nikunj hospital se baahar aane laga, wah khud bhi behad dukhi tha ...Raghu se milne ka soch kar to uske mind se beeti saari baatein jaati rahi thi, par wey dono ab kar bhi kya sakte the ...dono waapas hotel laut aaye.
Lunch par bhi dono ke beech koi baat nahi huyi aur dekhte hi dekhte raat ka waQt nazdeek aane laga.
Raat ke 8 baje hain ...hotel ke room mein ek dum sannaata chhaaya hua hai ...Nikunj sofe par aur Kammo bed par, lekin itne door - door baithe hone ke baawjood bhi dono ek doosre ke baare mein hi soch rahe the.
Halaaki Nikunj apne mann se dopahar waali ghatna ko kaafi hadd tak baahar nikaal chuka tha, par fir bhi baat koi chhoti - moti to thi nahi, jo itni jaldi bhulaayi jaati ...uski hairat bhari soch ki mukya wajah, apni maa ke behaviour mein kaafi saare changes ka aana tha ...wo bhi sirf 1 din mein.
jis aurat ne kabhi apne badan se pallu nahi sarakne diya ho, aaj wah kayi ghanto tak apne sage bete ke saamne ...bina kisi sankoch ke kewal bra mein khule aam ghoomti rahi thi aur saath hi bina panty pehne usne beta ka chhota sa towel apne nichhle dhad par lepet rakha tha ...chalo yah to uski majboori maani ja sakti hai kyon ki us aurat ke paas kapdo se related, koi doosra option nahi tha ...par yah kaise mumkin hua ki kamukta vash andhi hokar wah aurat apne bete ke jism se lipat kar, saari deen - duniya ...laaj - sharam, pal bhar mein sab kuch bhool gayi ...Yahan tak ki uttejna mein bharne ke baad use apne nichhle dhad ke be - parda hone ka bhi koi anumaan nahi lag paaya aur betahaasha apni ras bheegi yoni bete ke ling par ragadti jaa rahi thi, wo to uske bete ko sahi waQt par hosh aa gaya ...warna aaj un maa - bete ka parivtra rishta zaroor paap ki bali chadh jaata.
" sabse jyada pareshaan karne waali baat, wah aurat koi paraayi stree nahi ...meri sagi maa hai " ......Nikunj ne gambheerta poorvak is poore vaakya ko apne goon - chintan mein kayi baar utaara ...par use iska uttar kahin se kahin tak nahi mil paa raha tha ...... " kya ek aurat uttejna ki kaamagni mein rishte naate tak bhool jaane ko vivash ho jaati hai ..agar aisa nahi to maa ko mere saath us haalat mein itna anand kyon mil raha tha " .......sahsa sochte huye Nikunj ki nazar apne pant ke us hisse par pahuch gayi, jahan uski maa ki yoni se nikla taral padaarth ab sookh kar daag bana chuka tha.
wahin Kammo ki soch mein bhi apne bete ki soch ki milaawat dekhi jaa sakti thi ...uski saari pratigya, saara dradh sankap chutkiyon mein samaapt hota nazar aaya.
" jaane Nikunj mere baare mein kya - kya soch raha hoga ..kahin maine koi jalbaazi to nahi kar di " ......Kammo ne tees mein bharte huye socha ......" lekin main nangi ho gayi aur pata bhi nahi chala, yah kaise sambhav hua ..kya us waQt main apne hosh - o - havaas kho chuki thi, fir meri choot mein ras kyon aaya ..jabki mere dil mein to ab tak uske liye koi galat khayalaat nahi hain " .......Kammo ne mahsoos kiya, jabse usne Neema aur uske bete ki chudaayi waali baat suni hai ...tab se lekar abhi tak uski choot ek pal ko bhi shookhi nahi rah paayi hai, lekin kyon ...bas yahi uski samajh mein nahi aa raha tha.
Nikunj ne chor nazar se apni maa ka chehra dekha lekin haal pakda gaya ...Kammo uski taraf hi dekh rahi thi, hadbadaahat mein uske moonh se kuch shabd phoote, par wah kya bola ...na use pata chala na hi uski maa ko.
Kammo ne bed par pasarte huye apni ankhen band kar li, shayad wah ab sona chaahti thi ....... " mom !!! dinner kar ke sona ..main order kar deta hoon " .......foran Nikunj sofe se uth khada hua aur land line par number dial karne laga ...... " mujhe bhookh nahi ..tu khaa le " ...... Bina ankhen khole kammo ne jawaab diya aur sone ki vyarth koshish shuru kar di.
" ab tak naraaz ho mujhse ? " ......Nikunj ne usse poocha par Kammo ne koi jawaab nahi diya.
Nikunj ne call cut kar diya aur haule haule kadmo se bed ke nazdeek aa kar khada ho gaya ....... " mom maine apni galti maan to li !!! haan us waQt main behek gaya tha ..par yadi aap is tarah rooth gayi mujhse, main jee nahi paaunga " .......apne bete ke moonh se nikli is baat ko sunkar Kammo ke hosh udd gaye ....... " Yah kya kah raha hai ..saari galti isne apne oopar le li " .......Kammo ne apni ankhen khol kar dekha, Nikunj theek bed ke saamne apne kaan pakde khada hua tha.
" Maaf kar do na mom " .......ek yaachak ki bhaanti uska beta gidgidaane laga tha ...Kammo hatprad kabhi uske kaanpte hontho ko dekhti to kabhi haatho ko, jinhone badi kathorta se uske ke kaan marode huye the ...Yah drashya Kammo jyada der ka dekh nahi paayi aur uske bed par baithte hi Nikunj ne apne haath jod liye ...... " mom !!! raghu ko ghar chhodne ke baad main khud kahin door chala jaaunga aur fir kabhi aap ki nazro ke saamne waapas nahi aaunga ..bas ek baar maaf kar do, main bahut sharminda hoon apne kiye par " ........Nikunj ruwaase swar mein bola aur majbooran uske praarthana swaroop jude haatho ko khulwaane ke liye Kammo ko bed se neeche utarna pada.
" Tu paagal ho gaya hai kya ..main tere bageir jee paaungi ..Bol ? " ........Kammo ne uske jude haath to khulwaa liye par dobaara himmat na kar saki use apne gale se laagaane ki.
" fir aap khaana kyon nahi khaa rahi mom aur kya itni jaldi aap ko neend aa sakti hai ..bolo ? " .......ulte Nikunj ne usse sawaal kiya ....... " mom !!! kya ek aakhiri baar aap ke gale lag sakta hoon, fir chaahe life time ke liye mujhe apne kareeb mat aane dena " ......Yah kahte huye usne apna sar sharam se neeche jhuka liya.
" kya iske liye bhi tujhe meri ijazat ki zaroorat hai aur agar tu mere kareeb nahi aayega to kya main tere kareeb nahi aa paaungi ..paagal ladke !!! main teri maa hoon, tujhe poora haQ hai mere gale lagne ka, laad karne ka ..pyar karne ka ..aaja Nikunj !!! teri maa tujhe bahut pyar karti hai ..aur mat sata use " .......Yah kahne ke baad Kammo ne uske dono haath pakad kar apne kandhe ke paar nikal diye aur usse lipat gayi ....... " aaj to toone itni badi - badi baatein kah di, lekin aaj ke baad fir kabhi kahi ..warna main tujhse kabhi baat nahi karoongi " .......Kammo ne uski chhaati par apna chehra tikaate huye kaha, jiske sahaare wah foot - foot kar rona chaahti thi ...lekin yah pal to khushi ka tha, usne apni palken tak geeli nahi hone di.
" nahi kahoonga mom ..kabhi nahi " .......Nikunj ne apne haath uski peeth par kas diye aur dono sahi aalingan ki position mein guth gaye.
height jyada hone se Nikunj ne apna chehra maa ke kandhe par rakh liya tha aur mann hi mann khud ke plan par muskuraane laga ....... " galti mom ki thi to kya hua ..akhir jhoot bol kar bhi maine unhein manaa hi liya ......wah khushi se jhoom utha tha.
" Thoda taaQat to laga badmaash ..ehsaah to kara mujhe, main apne bete ke gale lagi hoon " .......Kammo ne haste huye kaha aur Nikunj ne foran apna ek haath uske kandhe se neeche utaarte huye uski kamar par lapet liya.
" Dekhogi apne bete ki taaQat " ......agle hi pal kaamo uski god mein tang gayi ...... " bachpan mein to aap ne mujhe hamesha aise hi uthaaya hoga na ..aaj maine aap ko utha liya mom " ......Nikunj ne uski ankhon mein jhaankte huye kaha.
" mera laadla itna bada ho gaya aur mujhe pata bhi nahi chala " ......Kammo ne khush hote huye uske maathe ko kayi baar chooma aur pyaar ke vashibhoot uske gale mein apni baahein daal kar muskuraane lagi.
" Ye huyi na baat ..mom aap haste huye bahut khoobsoorat lagti ho, ab kabhi udaas mat hona " ......Nikunj ne kaha aur use bed par baithate huye khud bhi uske nazdeek baith gaya.
" Mera beta bhi udaas achha nahi lagta " .......wah kahna to yahi chaahti thi par bol na saki aur turant uske jehen mein puraani baat ne apna kabza jama liya.
" chal bahut hua laad - pyaar, ab khaana order kar aur so jaate hain ..kal jaldi hospital chalenge " .......kaafi chintan karne ke baad kammo boli aur Nikunj ne uski pasand ka khaana order kar diya, khaana bhi yun hi hasi - mazaak mein khatam hua aur iske baad dono sone ki taiyaari mein jut gaye.
bath - room mein Nikunj ne ek shots aur t-shit apne badan par daal li aur Kammo ke bagal mein aa kar let gaya ...fir dono ek doorse ki ankhon mein dekhte huye neend ki giraft mein jaane lage.
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