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Ushne apni cycle ek taraf khadi kar di aur bus stop par mujh se thodi duri par khada ho gaya.
Maine man hi man sukar manaya ki acha hai yaha aur log bhi hai varna ye mujhe pareshan karta.
Achanak vo meri taraf badha, aur mere samne se shiti bajata huva nikal gaya.
Maine man hi man kaha, kamina kahi ka, aa gaya apni aukat par.
Vo ab dusri taraf khada ho gaya.
Maine uski aur teerchi nazar se dekha, to paya ki vo ek tak meri taraf hi dekh raha hai.
Ushne mujhe ushe dekhte huve dekh liya aur jhat se apna ling masalne laga.
Maine foram apni nazre ghuma lee.
Tabhi mujhe dur se ek bus aati huyi deekhayi di.
Maine paas mein khadi ek lady se pucha, ye bus kya MG road tak jaayegi ?
Ushne kaha haa jaayegi par thoda vakt legi.
Maine socha yaha rukna theek nahi hai ishi bus mein chal deti hu.
Jaise hi bus ruki, logo ne bus ke gate ko gher liya, mai sab se peeche rah gayi. Maine peeche mud kar dekha to vo aadmi muskura raha tha.
Mai har haal mein bus mein chadhna chahti thi. mujhe lag raha tha ki yaha bus stop par rukna theek nahi hai, ye aadmi be-vajah pareshan karega.
Jaise taise mein bhi bus mein chadh hi gayi, aur chain ki saans lee.
Par pareshani ye thi ki mai sabse aakhir mein gate ke bilkul paas khadi thi, aur bus khachakhuch bhari huyi thi.
Bus chali hi thi ki vo aadmi bhi bus mein chadh gaya aur mere bilkul peeche sat gaya. Mujhe yakin hi nahi huva.
Vo apni cycle chodh kar bus mein chadh jayega maine socha bhi nahi tha, varna mein ish bheed bhari bus mein kabhi na chadhti
Mere aagey kaafi log they. Mein bus ke bilkul gate par thi aur mere peeche vo ghinona aadmi. Bahut hi bekar situation thi vo mere liye. ek pal ko to man huva ki bus se kood jaa-oon, par phir socha ki shayad thodi der mein kuch log utar jaayen to koyi sheet khali ho.
Vo dheere se bola, kya baat hai meri jaan aaj akeli kaha jaa rahi ho, vo tera yaar kaha hai.
Maine koyi reaction nahi kiya.
Vo bola, aaj mere saath chal, tujhe khus kar dunga.
Maine peeche mud kar gussey se ushey dekha.
Par ush par koyi asar nahi huva.
Vo bola, tu gussey mein bahut pyari lagti hai par kabhi meri taraf pyar se bhi dekh liya kar, mai bhi tera ek deewana hu.
Maine kaha, tum yaha se dafa hote ho ki nahi.
Vo badi besharmi se bola, "nahi meri jaan aaj tu nahi bachegi" aur ye kahtey huve mere nitambo ko daboch liya.
Maine uska haath vaha se jhatak diya.
Mai kisi aur musibat mein nahi phansana chahati thi. mujhe khyaal aaya ki mujhe kisi tarah se vaha se aage chalna chahiye, par aage jaana aasaan nahi tha.
Mai ye sab soch hi rahi thi ki mujhe apne nitambo par ushka ling mahsus huva. Mai hadbada gayi.
Mai bahut koshis karke logo ko peeche hataatey huve vaha se aage chali gayi, aur jish lady se maine bus ke baare mein pucha tha, uske paas aa kar khadi ho gayi.
Mujhe yakin tha ki ush lady ke saath mein surakshit hu.
Tabhi vo bhi bheed ko cheerte huve mere paas aa gaya.
Mere baayi taraf vo lady khadi thi aur mere peeche koyi mota sa aadmi khada tha jo ki dekhne mein bhale ghar ka lag raha tha, kyonki vo bilkul mujh se thodi duri banaye khada tha.
Vo cycle wala, mere paas khadi lady ke peeche khada ho gaya.
Mai pehli baar bus mein aisa maahol dekh rahi thi.
Achanak mere paas khadi lady thoda aage badh gayi.
Ye saaf tha ki vo ush cycle wale se pareshan hokar hi aage badhi thi.
Par vo cycle wala bhi uske peeche peeche aage badh gaya. Ab vo dona bilkul meri aankho ke saamne the.
Mere peeche vahi mota aadmi khada tha.
Mujhe koyi takleef nahi thi bajaye ishke ki vo cycle wala, ush lady se chedchad kar raha tha. par meri tarah aur log bhi ye najara dekh rahe the, koyi kuch nahi bol raha tha.
Mujhe afsosh ho raha tha ki meri najah se vo lady musibat mein fans gayi thi.
Mai apna dhyan vaha se hata kar apni job ke baare mein sochne lagi ki kaisi hogi ye naukri, mujhe achi lagegi ki nahi.
 
Achanak maine paya ki vo cycle wala, ush lady ke nitambo ko badi besharmi se sareaam masal raha hai, aur vo lady chupchap sab kuch sah rahi hai.
Mujhe bahut gussa aa raha tha, par ush bheed mein jab sab chupchap tamaasha dekh rahe the to mein bhi aisey mein kya kar sakti thi.
Vo cycle wala, ush lady ke nitambo ko masalte masalte meri aur sar ghuma kar bola, tu kahe to tere peeche aa kar teri seva bhi kar du.
Maine apni najre phira lee.
Vo apne kaam mein laga raha.
Mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir ye sab aurat ke saath kyo hota hai ?
Mai in sab vicharo mein khoyi thi ki mujhe mere nitambo par kuch mahsus huva.
Maine peeche mud kar dekha to paya ki vo mota aadmi mere bilkul karib aa gaya hai. mujhe pura yakin tha ki abhi jo mujhe mahsus huva vo ushka vo tha.
Mai ab aur jyada pareshan ho gayi. Jishey acha aadmi samjha tha vo bhi ek number ka kameena nikla.
Maine gussey mein uski aur dekha to vo thoda peeche ho gaya.
Maine dubare apne saamne najre utha kar dekha to paya ki vo cycle wala apni zip khol raha hai.
Mai hairan rah gayi ki aakhir sarey aam vo aisa kaise kar sakta hai ?
Ushne apna ling nikal kar ush lady ke nitambo mein phansa diya.
Mai sab kuch dekh kar hairan ho rahi thi.
Vo phir meri aur muda aur bola, dekh ye kitna maja le rahi hai aur ek tu hai jo mujh se dur bhaagti hai.
Ushka ling ab meri aankho ke saamne tha.
Jaisa ushka chehra bhayanak tha, vaise hi ushka ling bhi bahut bhyanak tha, vo bilkul ashok ke size ka lag raha tha.
Ushne phir se ush lady ke nitambo ke beech apna ling phansa diya aur halke halke dhake maarne laga.
Maine ush lady ko dekha to paya ki vo aankhe band kiye chupchap khadi thi. mujhe nahi pata ki vo sab kuch enjoy kar rahi thi ya nahi. ye baat uskey alaawa koyi nahi bata sakta tha.
Tabhi achanak mujhe apne nitambo par phir se kuch ahsaas huva.
Maine peeche mud kar dekha to paya ki ush mote aadmi ne apna haath mere nitambo par rakh rakha tha.
Maine uska haath dur jhatak diya aur vo meri aur dekh kar muskura diya.
Ush mote aadmi ki himmat badhti ja rahi thi.
Mai soch rahi thi ki kya karu ab.
mujhe khyaal aaya ki mujhe bus se utar jaana chahiye.
Achanak vo cycle wala muda aur ushne ush lady ka haath pakda aur apne ling par rakh diya.
Mai hairan rah gayi ki ush lady ne chupchap ushke ling ko haath mein thaam liya. mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki aakhir uski majburi kya hai, ye sab karne ki.
Phir mujhe khyaal aaya ki shayad vo bahak gayi hai. jaise mai bahak gayi thi billu ke saath.
Vo mujh se bola, meri jaan chupchap kya dekh rahi hai tu bhi pakad ley.
Maine apni najre jhuka lee.
Mai bas hairani se sab dekh rahi thi mujhe vaha kuch acha nahi lag raha tha.
Achanak bus ruk gayi, vo lady jhat se aage badh gayi aur bus se utar gayi. Cycle wale ne jhat se apna ling ander kar liya. sab kuch ek majaak sa lag raha tha.
bus turant chal padi.
Maine apne peeche khade ek dusre aadmi se pucha, MG road kab aayega. Vo bola, ji vo to abhi der mein aayega. Ye bus bahut ghum kar vaha jayegi, aapko koyi dusri bus leni chahiye thi.
Mai vaha se hatna chahti thi par samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kaha jaa-oon. Koyi sheet bhi khaali nahi ho payi thi.
Mai ishi kasamkas mein thi ki vo cycle wala mere peechey aa gaya aur mujh se sat kar khada ho gaya.
Vo mota aadmi mere daayi aur aa gaya.
Mujhe ahsaas ho gaya ki ab vaha rukna theek nahi hai.
Cycle wale ne mere kaan mein kaha, jaise ushne maja liya, tu bhi le, le.
Mai soch rahi thi ki ab kya karu. Mere aage peeche har taraf aadmi the. Mai na peeche ja sakti thi na aage.
Phir bhi maine ek koshis ki. mai thoda aage badh gayi.
Par sab bekar raha vo cycle wala bhi bilkul mere kadmo se kadam milaata huva mere saath saath aa gaya aur mere peeche sat kar khada ho gaya.
Vo mere kaan mein bola, kab tak tadpaogi meri jaan. Thoda ruk jao, yaha sharam aati hai to mere ghar chaltey hai, kasam se teri jawani ki puri tassalli kar dunga.
 
Maine gussey mein kaha tumhe koyi galat fahmi huyi hai, mai koyi aisi vaisi ladki nahi hu.
Vo bola, tu jaisi bhi hai mast hai, mere saath chal tujhe khus kar dunga, agar paise ki baat hai to vo bata, mai 1000 dene ko taiyar hu.
Mere dil par ye sab sun kar kya beet rahi thi mai hi jaanti hu.
Billu ke kaaran aur meri khud ki bhool ke kaaran mujhe ye sab sunana pad raha tha.
Charo aur log pehle ki tarah tamasha dekh rahe the.
Balki ab to sabhi logo ki aankho mein havash utar aayi thi
Ushne mera hath jor se pakda aur bola, ab teri baari hai ye lund pakadne ki, aur jhat se mera haath apne ling par rakh diya.
Mere sharir mein beejli ki leher daud gayi.
Maine badi muskil se vaha se haath hataaya.
Mai bheed ko jaise taise hata kar gate ke paas pahunch gayi aur driver se bus rokne ko kaha.
Driver ne bus rok di aur mai foran bus se utar gayi.
Par jaisa ki pehle huva tha, achanak vo cycle wala bus se kood gaya.
Maine charo aur najar daudayi to paya ki mai bilkul sunsaan sadak par utar gayi hu. aas paas kuch nahi deekh raha tha.
Tabhi maine apne peeche dekha to paya ki mere peeche ek garden hai. garden mein kuch log bhi najar aa rahe the.
Mai jhat se garden mein ghus gayi.
Vo mere peeche peeche aa gaya.
Mai bahut ghabra rahi thi. garden mein log to the par bahut kam the.
Mai jaldi se garden ke dusre gate par pahunch gayi.
Dusri taraf acha khasa traffic chal raha tha.
Ek auto khali khada huva deekhayi diya. maine ushe mere ghar chalne ko kaha, aur ush mein baith gayi.
Mujh mein ab MG road jaane ki himmat nahi thi.
Ghar pahunch kar maine chain ki saans lee, aur maine faisala kiya ki aaj ke baad bus mein kabhi nahi chadhungi.
Shaam ko sanjay ne pucha ki kya bana vaha.
Maine kaha kuch nahi mai galat bus mein chadh gayi thi. ushne mujhe bilkul opposite direction mein utar diya.
Sanjay ne pucha fir tum ghar kaise aayi.
Maine kaha, maine ek auto kar liya tha.
Mai sanjay ko koyi bhi baat bata kar pareshan nahi karna chahti thi, aakhir sab kuch meri apni bhool ke kaaran hi to huva tha.
Maine sanjay ko kaha mera man itni dur job karne ka nahi hai, mai bus mein nahi jaana chaahti.
Sanjay ne kaha theek hai, jaisi tumhari marji.
Sanjay bedroom mein chale gaye aur mein kitchen mein aakar kaam karne lagi.
Achaanak phone ki ghanti baji. Maine daud kar phone utha liya, mujhe dar tha ki kahi sanjay na utha ley.
Ye billu ka phone tha.
Vo bola, aaj kaha thi din bhar tune mera phone nahi uthaya ?
Maine kaha, tumhe kishne yaha phone karne ko kaha hai ?
Vo bola, dekh ab jyada nakhre mat kar, aur meri baat dhayan se shun. Mai tujhe kal subah lene aaunga, 11 baje tak taiyar rahna.
Maine kaha, tum bhaad mein jao aur ye kah kar phone patak diya.
Abhi mein bus ke gam se ubhari bhi nahi thi ki ab ye nayi musibat aan padi
Maine bedroom mein jhaanka to paya ki sanjay bathroom mein naha rahe hai.
Maine faisala kiya ki mai ab sanjay ko sab kuch bata dungi.
Maine ek paper liya aur jaldi jaldi ab tak ki saari baat ushmey likh di aur paper ko sanjay ke takiye ke niche rakh diya, aur chupchap apne takiye par late gayi.
Mera dil dhak dhak kar raha tha, ki sanjay sab padh kar kya kahenge.
par vo bathroom se nikal kar bedroom mein aaye hi the ki maine foran vo paper utha kar fhaad diya aur ushey dustbin mein daal diya.
Sanjay ne pucha, vo kya tha ?
maine kaha, k.k..kuch nahi yu hi bekaar ka paper tha, kitchen ke saaman ki list likhi thi ush par.
Sanjay ne mere paas aa kar mujhe baaho mein bhar liye aur mujhe bed par lita diya.
Maine kaha chodo, chintoo abhi jaag raha hai.
chintoo bahar tv dekh raha tha.
Sanjay ne kamra band kar liya aur vaapas aa kar mera naada kholne lagey.
Mai chupchap leti rahi.
Unhone naada khol kar meri panty niche sarka di aur meri yoni ko haath se masalne lage.
Mai madhosh hone lagi.
Mere muh se achanak nikal gaya ishe chum lo na.
 
Sanjay ne hairan ho kar pucha, kya kaha.
Mujhe hosh aaya ki mai kya bol gayi thi.
Maine kaha, kuch nahi.
Mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki maine aisa kyo kaha,
Mai vaha pade, pade khud ko kosane lagi.
Mujhe ye bhi pata nahi chala ki kab sanjay ne mere ander ling daal diya.
Jab mujhe hosh aaya to sanjay jor jor se kar rahey the.
Mai unke nichey padi padi madhosh hoti chali gayi.
mujhe achanak ye khyaal aaya ki kaas unka ling aur jyada gahrayi tak pahunch pata.
Aur phir se mujhe khud, apne aap par sharminda hona pada, aakhir mai aisi baat kaise soch sakti thi.
Mai phir sab kuch bhula kar sanjay ki baaho mein kho gayi aur ush pal ka aanand lene lagi.
Par mujhe rah rah kar ye khyaal sataa raha tha ki mai kal billu se kaise niptungi.
Agle din sanjay aur chintoo ke jaane ke baad, mai ish kasamkash mein kho gayi ki ab kya karna hai.
Apne pati ko bataney ki himmat mujhme ho nahi paa rahi thi aur mai dubara galat rastey par chalna nahi chahti thi.
Ek pal ko khyaal aaya ki mai ghar ko lock karkey kahi chali jaati hu, par kahaan ish baare mein faisala nahi kar paa rahi thi.
Tabhi mujhe khayaal aaya ki mujhe mausi ke ghar chale jaana chahiye.
Par mai ye soch kar ruk gayi ki, mujhe haalaat ka saamna karna chahiye, aisey bhagney se baat nahi banegi.
Billu ki baat se lagta tha ki vo ab mujhe blackmail karne ki koshis karege. Ish liye mai taiyaar thi ki vo sanjay ko batane ki dhamki deta hai to dene do mai unke jhanse mein nahi aaungi. Phir mujhe ye bhi khyaal aaya ki agar vo blackmail karne ki koshis karta bhi hai to bhi uskey paas sabut kya hai. aur agar baat jyada badh bhi gayi to mai sanjay ko bula kar sab kuch bata dungi.
Ish liye maine ghar par hi rahne ka faisala kiya.
Mai apne rojana ke kaamo mein lag gayi.
11 bajne ko the aur mai bechan ho rahi thi.
Mai khud ko viswaas dila rahi thi ki mai sab kuch sambhaal sakti hun, bas mujhe shaanti se kaam lena hai.
Mai ishi kasamkash mein thi aur kab 11:30 baj gaye pata hi nahi chala.
Mere man ko shaanti mili ki acha huva vo kamina nahi aaya. Mujhe lag raha tha ki shaayad vo samajh gaya hai ki mai ab uskey jhaansey mein nahi aaungi.
mai chain se bedroom mein late gayi.
Meri aankh lagi hi thi ki phone ki ghanti baj uthi,
ye billu ka phone tha, ish se pehle ki mai phone rakh pati,
ushney kaha, sorry mai kal gussey mein tujhe yu hi kuch kuch bol gaya, tu ab chinta mat kar mai tere ghar nahi aa raha, mai tere saath koyi jabardasti nahi karna chaahta. Agar tu mere saath enjoy karna chaahti hai to mai tujhr lene aa jaata hu, sab kuch teri marji par nirbhar hai.
Maine kaha tum ye soch bhi kaise sakte ho ki mai phir se tumhare saath chalungi. Tumhara koyi blackmail nahi chalega.
Vo bola blackmail mai karna bhi nahi chaahta, kya ab tak maine tujhe blackmail kiya ?
Maine kaha, blackmail to nahi tha par...
Vo bola, par kya ?
Maine kaha kuch nahi tum khud sab jaantey ho, itney bholey mat bano.
Vo bola, mai kuch nahi jaanta, mai to bas tujhe chaahta hu
Maine gussey mein pucha chaahte ho tabhi mujhe dhokey se ush kamine ashok ke paas ley gaye the.
Vo bola kya tujhe nahi lagta ki tujhe tere kiye ki saja mili hai.
Maine pucha ye kya bakwaas kar rahe ho.
Vo bola kya tujhe nahi pata, tune aur tere baap ne milkar uska kya haal kiya tha ?
Maine pucha mere dady ne kya kiya tha ? Ushey bas uskey kiye ki saja hi to dilvayi thi. Ushey to police ke havaale karna chaahiye tha, yahi hamsey chook ho gayi.
Vo bola, to karva dete, police key havaale vaise bhi kaanun sirf garib key liye hota hai. tum amiro ke liye to sab maaf hai
Maine kaha aisi baate kar key tum logo ka gunaah kam nahi ho jaata, vaisey bhi ab in baato ka kya matlab tum ab mujhe chain se jeeney do, mera peecha chod do.
 
Vo bola, chal beeti baate bhula de. Ashok ab hamaaren beech nahi aayega. Jo ho gaya sho ho gaya, ab bus hum dono maja karenge
maine gussey mein pucha kya matlab, tum mujhe samjhtey kya ho ?
Vo bola, mere liye to tu sab kuch hai. Mai tujhe jee bhar kar paana chaahta hu. Teri gaand bus ek baar li hai. Sach mein roj tere liye tadapta hu. Agar ashok ka mujh par karj na hota to mai ashok ki bajaaye ush din khud teri leta.
Maine kaha, band karo ye bakwaas
Vo bola, ye bakwaas nahi sach hai. Jish din ashok teri ley raha tha kya mein bhi nahi ley sakta tha? Par mujhe tujhe time se ghar pahuchana tha taaki tere ghar par koyi samashya na ho. Varna to mai ush din tere saath kuch bhi kar sakta tha.
Maine kaha acha hota tum mujhe vahi jahar de kar maar dete. Mujhe itni jillat to na jhelni padti.
Vo bola tujhe maar kar mujhe kya mil jayega. agar tujhe ye sab itna bura lag raha hai to mai ab tujhe pareshaan nahi karunga.
Maine pucha kya ush cycle wale ko tumne mere peeche nahi lagaya ?
Vo bola arey maine tujhe bataaya to tha mai ushey nahi jaanta, kyo ab kya huva ?
Maine kaha, kal ushne mujhe bus mein pareshaan kiya. Mai badi muskil se jaan bacha kar bas se utar payi.
Maine ushey saari baat bata di.
Vo bola, acha tune ushe thappad nahi maara
Maine kaha mai dar gayi thi ki kahi vo sab logo ke saamne bakwaas na karne lagey,
Vo bola, par tune mujhe to badey aaram se thappad maar diya tha. Tu agar ushey thappad maarti to bus ke log ushey khub maartey
Maine kaha par bus mien sabhi log aaraam se tamaasha dekh rahe the. Mujhe kishi par viswaas nahi tha.
Vo bola, tu dar mat mai ushey seedha karta hu, ushki itni himmat kaise ho gayi.
Maine kaha uski koyi jarurat nahi hai. Tum bas mujhe akela chod do. Mai bus itnaa chaahti thi ki agar vo tumhare saath hai to ushe samajha do. varna ?
Billu ne pucha varna kya ?
Maine kaha, varna mai tum sab ko police ke havaale kar dungi. Tumhe pata nahi mere pati ki pahunch upar tak hai. Agar tum log sochte ho ki mujhe blackmail kar sakte ho to tum log galat ho.
Vo bola, tujhe blackmail na ab tak kiya hai na karunga, aakhir tu samajhti kyo nahi ?
Maine pucha, acha vo ashok yaha kya karne aaya tha ush din ?
Vo bola, abhi tu kuch nahi samajhegi vakt aane de tujhe sab pata chal jayega.
Maine pucha kish vakt ka intezaar kar rahey ho tum ?
Vo bola, jaane de vaise hi bole diya.
Maine pucha, to bataao vo ashok yaha kyo aaya tha ?
Vo bola, tujhe ajeeb lagega, par vo tere pati ko sab kuch bataane hi aaya tha. Par tune ush se apne sharir ka shoda kar liya aur ushey vaha se bhej diya.
maine kaha, chup karo tum. Tum mere baare mein aisa kaise kah sakte ho. Ye sab tum logo ki chaalaki thi.
Vo bola sach hamesha kadva hota hai. Tujhe agar lagta tha ki tune kuch galat kiya hai to apne pati ko sab kuch bata kar maafi maang leti. Tera pati bahut acha insaan hai tujhe maaf kar hi deta. Par tu to apne kiye par parda daalna chaahti thi ishliye mere ghar aa gayi.
Maine kaha aisa kuch nahi hai. Ye tum bhi jaantey ho.
Vo bola agar aisa nahi hai to tune ashok ko kyo kaha ki tu jo vo kahega karegi.
Maine kaha mujhe nahi pata tha ki vo ashok hai varna aisa nahi kahti.
Vo bola, acha koyi aur teri ley leta to theek tha par bechaare ashok ne ley lee to tera imaan jaag gaya.
Maine kaha, band karo ye bakwaas tum kya jaano ki imaan kya hota hai.
Vo bola to theek hai agar tere ander himmat hai to apne pati ko sab kuch bata do. Ushne tujhe maaf kar diya to theek hai varna mai tujhe apna lunga.
Maine kaha apna lunga matlab ? Apni aukaat mein raho.
Vo bola, meri aukaat kya bas teri gaand maarne tak thi, kya mai tujhe apne saath nahi rakh sakta, tum amir log ek number ke kaminey ho.
 
Mai ushey koyi jawaab nahi de paayi.
Vo bola, Agar tum kaho to mai tere pati ko hamaare baare mein sab kuch bata deta hu, tu to lagta hai kuch kah nahi paayegi.
Maine pucha kya ye blackmail hai ?
Vo bola, phir vahi baat, maine tujhe teri marji se paya tha. Tujhe blackmail nahi kiya tha, aur aagey bhi mera aisa koyi iraada nahi hai. Mai kitni baar tujhe samjhaaun. Teri marji hogi tab hi mai tere saath karunga. Mai to bas ye kah raha tha ki agar tujh mein himmat na ho apne pati ko bataane ki to mai bata deta hu. Agar tu nahi chaahti to theek hai. vaise bhi ushey na hi pata chale to theek hai, hum aaraam se maje kar sakte hai. tu mere saath rista mat tod. Baki rahi ush cycle wale ki baat, tu ushki chinta mat kar mai ushki akal theekane lagaata hun.
Maine kaha, mera tumhare saath koyi rista nahi hai.
Vo bola Acha to kya bus gaand aur lund tak hi sab kuch tha. Majey liye aur chaltey baney.
Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki mai ushey kya jawaab du.
Maine kaha, tum ab aisi baatey mat karo aur mera peecha chod do.
Vo bola, theek hai jaisi teri marji, mai ab tujhe pareshaan nahi karunga. Tu apni jindagi mein khus rah. Mera yakin kar mai koyi blackmail nahi karunga. jabardasti namardo ka kaam hai, mai to seduction mein viswaas karta hu.
Ye kah kar ushne phone rakh diya.
Mujhe sab kuch ajeeb lag raha tha mai samajh nahi pa rahi thi ki aakhir vo karna kya chaahata hai ?
Meri samajh se sab kuch baahar tha. Ushka bartaav kuch badla badla sa lag raha tha.
Par mujhe ish baat ka sakun tha ki ab vo mujhe pareshaan nahi karega.
mujhe lag raha tha ki mujhe sanjay ko sab kuch bata kar unsey maafi maang leni chaahiye.
Par unhey sab kuch kaise bataaun samajh nahi paa rahi thi.
Mai bahut sochne ke baad bhi koyi faisala nahi kar paayi.
Mujhe nahi lagta tha ki sanjay sab kuch jaan-ney key baad mujhe maaf kar payengey.
Mujhe pata nahi kyo billu ki baat par viswaas tha ki vo mujhe blackmail nahi karega. Aur aisa huva bhi.
Ishliye maine sanjay ko sab kuch bataana theek nahi samjha. Mai apne parivaar ko har haal mein bachana chaahti thi.
Agley kuch din shaanti se beet gaye. Mai phir se apne parivaar mein kho gayi.
Ek din subah ki baat hai mai akhbaar padh rahi thi.
Ek khabar dekh kar mai chonk gayi.
Cycle wala jo mujhe pareshaan karta tha uski photo chapi thi aur uske niche likha tha ki uski kisi ne hatya kar di, kaatil ka abhi pata nahi chal paya hai police ki jaanch chal rahi hai. ushki laash ek shunshan gali mein khun se lath-path mili thi.
Ek pal ko laga ki chalo acha huva ush kaminey ki yahi saja thi. Par phir khayaal aaya ki kahin ye sab billu ne to nahi kiya ?
Tabhi achaanak sanjay ki awaaz sunayi di, arey ritu itney dhayaan se kya padh rahi ho, aaj naasta milega ki nahi.
Maine kaha, kuch nahi bas yu hi. Mai abhi naasta taiyar karti hu.
Kitchen mein, mai bas yahi soch rahi thi ki billu ushki akal theekane lagaane ko bol to raha tha, kahin ye ushi ka kaam to nahi.
Phir maine socha, jaane do mujhe ish sab se kya lena dena.
Sanjay aur chintoo ke jaane ke baad koyi 10:30 baje ka vakt tha. Mai bedroom mein thoda aaraam kar rahi thi.
Achaanak phone ki ghanti baji. Na jaane kyo mujhe khayaal aaya ki kahin ye billu ka to nahi. Shaayad ye akhbaar ki khabar ke kaaran tha.
Maine jhat se phone uthaya, ye billu ka hi tha.
Vo bola, ab vo cycle wala tujhe pareshaan nahi karega.
Maine jaan bujh kar ush se pucha, tumne kya kiya ushke saath ?
Vo bola, ush se tujhe kya matlab bas itna samajh ley ki vo ab kabhi tujhe pareshaan karne nahi aayega.
Maine pucha, aakhir tum saabbit kya karna chaahtey ho ?
Vo bola, kuch nahi bas teri ek choti si samashya dur ki hai.
Mere muh se achaanak nikal gaya to tumne ushe maar diya.
 
Vo bola, chup kar phone par aisi baat nahi karte.
Maine kaha, par tumne ye sab theek nahi kiya.
Vo bola, kya hum mil kar baat kar sakte hai ?
Maine kaha, nahi mai tumse nahi milna chaahti.
Vo bola, please ek baar mil ley tujhe dekhne ka man kar raha hai, tu kahey to mai tere ghar ke peeche aa jaata hun.
Maine kaha, tum yaha mat aao,
Vo bola, to tu mujh se ushi garden mein milne aaja jahaan hum pehle mile the.
Maine kaha, mai tum se kahin bhi nahi milna chaahti.
Vo bola, mai tera intezaar karunga. Aur phone rakh diya.
Mujhe nahi pata ki aisa kyo tha par mai ek baar billu se milna chaahti thi. shayad ye akhbaar ki khabar ke kaaran hi tha.
Par mai phir se kisi musibat mein nahi fansna chaahti thi, ishliye maine faisala kiya ki mujhe kahi nahi jaana, vo intezaar karta hai to karta rahe.
Mai apne bedroom mein late gayi. Par akhbaar ki khabar bar, bar mere deemaag mein ghum rahi thi. mere man mein ish baat ka sakun tha ki ab mujhe dubaara ush aadmi se jaleel nahi hona padega. par mai ye vishwaas nahi kar paa rahi thi ki billu ne ushey maar diya.
Saara din mai inhi vicharo mein khoyi rahi.
Agley din sanjay aur chintoo ke jaane ke baad mai phir se inhi vicharo mein kho gayi.
Ghar ke sabhi kaam karne ke baad mai nahaane chali gayi. Mai naha kar nikli hi thi ki door bell baj uthi.
Maine jhat se kapde pahne aur darvaaje ki aur badh gayi.
Darvaaja kholtey hi mai chonk gayi.
Mere saamne billu khada tha.
Vo dheere se bola, pehli baar tere ghar aaya hu kya ander nahi bulaaogi ?
Maine pucha, tum yaha kya kar rahe ho koyi dekh lega.
Vo bola, tabhi to kah raha hu mujhe ander aane do.
Ye kah kar vo mujhe ek taraf hata kar ander aa gaya.
Mujhe na jaane kya ho gaya tha. mai vaha khade khade tamaasha dekhti rahi.
Maine himmat juta kar kaha, billu ye kya majaak hai koyi tumhe dekh lega to mai musibat mein pad jaaungi, tumne vaada kiya tha ki tum mujhe blackmail nahi karoge.
Vo bola, phir vahi baat mai bas tujhse milne aaya hu. Kal mai saara din garden mein tera intezaar karta raha par tu nahi aayi. Mai bas abhi chala jaaunga, rahi kisi ke dekhne ki baat mai electrecian hu mai aksar logo ke ghar aata jaata rahta hu. Kisi ko kuch pata nahi chalega.
Ye kah kar vo darvaaje ki aur badha aur ushey band kar diya, aur bola, aaraam se baith kar baat karein.
Maine kaha billu tum samajhtey kyo nahi mai musibat mein phans jaaungi, please abhi yaha se chale jaao.
Vo bola chala jaaunga, jab aa hi gaya hu to thodi der ruk to jaane de. Ye kah kar vo saamne pade ek sofey par baith gaya.
Mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki kya karun.
Vo bola, aa na thodi der baat karte hai phir mai chala jaaunga.
Maine pucha, to tumne ush cycle wale ko maar diya ?
Vo bola, yaha paas to aa phir baat karte hai.
Mai ushke paas vale sofey par jaa kar baith gayi.
Maine pucha, haa ab bataao.
Vo bola, mera iraada ushey maarne ka nahi tha, par vo tere ghar aur tere pati ke baare mein jaan gaya tha.
 
Mai jab ushey samjhaane gaya tha to vo kah raha tha ki ya to ush pari ki mujhe dila de varna ushke pati ko sab kuch bata kar tum logo ka khel khatam karva dunga.
Ye sab shun kar mere pairo ke neechey se jameen nikal gayi.
Maine pucha, ushey mere ghar aur pati ke baare mein kaise pata chala.
Vo bola, ye chota sa sahar hai koyi bhi kuch bhi jaan sakta hai.
Maine pucha, par tumhe ushey maarne ki kya jarurat thi.
Vo bola, to kya karta, mai ushey tujhe aur pareshaan karne deta ? vo tujhe blackmail karta to ?
Maine kaha, agar tum pakde gaye to.
Vo bola, ish sahar mein roj kuch na kuch hota hai, vaise bhi kisi ne mujhe nahi dekha, aur phir ek cycle wale ki kon parvaah karega.
Maine kaha, par mujhe ye sab theek nahi lag raha, tumhe aisa nahi karna chaahiye tha.
Vo bola, kya tujhe acha nahi laga ki ushey uske kiye ki saja mili.
Maine pucha, to phir tumhari aur ashok ki saja ka kya.
Vo bola, hamne tumhaare saath koyi jabardasti nahi ki, na hi tujhe logo ke saamne jaleel kiya. Aakhir tu samajhti kyo nahi ?
Mai khamosh ho gayi.
Maine kaha bas ab tum yaha se jaao, bahut ho gayi baate.
Vo utha aur bola theek hai mai bhi late ho raha hu kya mai tumhara toilet use kar sakta hu.
Maine jheejakte huve kaha, haa udhar saamne hai chale jaao.
Vo bola, tum bhi aa jao na, kya aaj mujhe karte huve nahi dekhogi.
Na chaahte huve bhi mai sharma gayi.
Maine kaha, jaldi karo aur jaao.
Vo toilet chala gaya.
Mai vahi ushka intezaar karne lagi.
Koyi 2 minut baad ushne aawaaj lagaayi, arey ye darvaaja atak gaya hai, ye kaise khulega.
Hamara darvaaja kabhi nahi atka tha, phir bhi mai vaha jaa kar ushey kholney ki koshis karne lagi.
Darvaaja jhat se khul gaya.
Jo maine dekha ushey dekh kar mere hosh ud gaye.
Vo mere saamne khada tha aur uski zeep khuli thi jismey se uska ling meri aankho ke saamne jhul raha tha.
Vo hanste huve bola, oh sorry mai darvaaje ke chakkar mein zip band karna bhul hi gaya.
Mai foran vaha se hat gayi aur ghar ke mukhya darvaaje par aa gayi.
Maine ushey aawaaj lagayi, jaldi karo.
Vo chupchaap vaha aa gaya.
Vo meri aankho mein dekh kar bola, sach bata kya tujhe meri yaad aati hai ?
Maine pucha, tumhe kya lagta hai itna bada dhoka kha kar mein tumhe yaad karungi.
Vo bola, shaayad tu theek kah rahi hai, kya tu sab bhula kar phir se mere saath enjoy nahi kar sakti.
Maine kaha, maine kabhi tumhaare saath enjoy nahi kiya.
Ushne mere nitambo par haath rakha aur bola, jab mai ush din teri gaand maar raha tha, tune hi kaha tha na ki bahut maja aa raha hai.
Maine ushka haath apne nitambo par se hataya aur hadbadate huve boli, v..v..vo to mai bahak gayi thi. par vo bhi tumhari chaalaki ke kaaran tha.
Ushne phir se mere nitambo par haath rakh diya aur unhe masalte huve bola, to aaj phir se ek baar bahak jao na.
Maine kaha, billu please phir se ye sab suru mat karo, mai tumse nafrat karti hu.
Vo mere kadmo mein baith gaya aur bola, mujhe maaf kar do please, tumhare jaisi hasina ki nafrat mere liye jahar hai. mai to tere pyar ka pyasa hu.
Maine kaha, ye naatak mat karo ab, please yaha se chale jao.
Vo bola, pehle mujhe maaf kar do aur bolo ki tumhe mujh se nafrat nahi hai.
Maine kaha, ab in baato ka kya matlab, jo mere saath hona tha ho gaya. Ush kamine ashok ne to mere saath.......
Vo bola, ashok ko bhul ja vo ab hamaare beech nahi aayega.
 
Maine kaha, par mai tum se koyi rista nahi rakhna chaahti.
Vo bola, rista mat rakho par ek baar mujhe maaf to kar do.
Maine kaha, theek hai maaf kiya ab jao yaha se.
Vo bola, mai kaise maan lu ki tune mujhe maaf kar diya.
Maine pucha, to kya ab stamp paper par leekh kar du ?
Vo bola, nahi bas ek baar apni chut ke honto ki kiss de do.
Ye sun kar mere sharir mein beejli ki leher si daud gayi.
Maine kaha, tum jaate ho ki nahi.
Vo bola, acha bas ek baar mere lund ko apne haath mein lekar pyar se chu ley phir mein chala jaaunga.
Ye kah kar vo khada ho gaya.
Mai ajeeb si bechani liye vaha khadi rahi, samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki ushey kya kahu ab.
Vo apni zip kholne laga aur maine apni aankhe band kar li.
Ushne mera haath pakda aur ushme apna ling thama diya, aur bola lo ek baar ishe pyar se chu to lo ishne ush din tujhe khub maje diye the. Itni bhi beraham mat bano.
Maine ushka ling thaam liya, aur aankhe band kiye chupchaap khadi rahi.
mai soch rahi thi ki ab ishe chune mein harj hi kya hai. vaise bhi jab mai ushe apne ander mahsus kar chuki thi to ab haath se mahsus karne mein kya jaayega.
Vo bola, thankyou ritu, lagta hai tune sach mein mujhe maaf kar diya.
Maine kuch kahna theek nahi samjha.
Ushka ling pathar jaisa kathor mahsus ho raha tha.
Maine kaha, theek hai ab jao.
Vo bola, aankhe khol kar theek se ishke chaaro aur choo kar dekho na.
Maine na jaane kyo, aankhe khol kar uski aur dekha.
Vo bade pyar se meri aur dekh raha tha.
Vo bola, neeche dekho na, tujhe to ye dekhna acha lagta tha.
Maine dheere se najre jhuka li.
Ab meri najar uske ling par thi. maine dheere se apna haath uske charo aur ghumaya.
Vo bola, thoda neeche jao na, mere aand bhi choo kar dekho.
Maine sharmate huve haath uske ling se niche sarka kar uske aand ko haato mein thaam liya. billu ne sabhi baal saaf kar rakhe the ishliye uske aand bahut mulayam lag rahe the.
Maine kaha bas theek hai ?
Ushne kaha jaisa tum kaho.
Maine kaha, theek hai ab jao phir.
Vo kuch nahi bola aur mere aage baith gaya aur meri salwaar ke upar se hi meri yoni ko chumne laga.
Mere na chaahte huve bhi hosh ud gaye.
Maine kaha billu please ruk jao.
Par vo nahi maana aur betahasa meri yoni ko chumta raha.
Haalaanki meri yoni aur uske honto ke beech halki si kapdo ki deewar thi par uske honth mujhe bilkul meri yoni par mahsus ho rahe the.
Maine kaha billu ye sab theek nahi hai, tum ab jao yaha se.
Vo bola, bas thodi der ish jannat mein rahne do phir to yu hi narak mein bhatakna hai. aur meri yoni ko betahaasa chumta raha.
Mai madhosh hoti chali gayi. Mai ushe chaahte huve bhi nahi rok paa rahi thi. mujhe ajeeb sey ahsaas ho rahey the.
Vo bola, tum agar bura na maano to mai tumhaara naada khol dun. Teri chut aur mere honto ke beech ye salwaar maja kharaab kar rahi hai.
Mai khamoshi se vaha khadi rahi.
Na to mai ushey mana karna chaahti thi aur na hi haan karna chaahti thi. bahut hi ajeeb situation thi mere liye.
Vo shaayad meri situation samajh gaya aur mera naada kholne laga. meri saanse tej ho gayi.
Ushne dheere se salwaar sarka di aur bola, arey vaah ye to ek dum chikni hai. ek bhi baal nahi hai. sach ye to teri surat jaisi hi sundar hai.
Mai sharma gayi aur apni aankhe band kar li.
Kyonki mai naha kar aayi thi ishliye jaldi laldi mein darvaaja kholne ke chakkar mein panty pahan-na bhul gayi thi.
Billu ne apne honth meri yoni ke honto par tika diye aur ek bahut gahri kiss ki. mai bechan ho uthi aur mere haath apne aap uskey sar par chale gaye.
Vo aur jyada gahraayi se meri yoni ko chumne laga.
Phir ushne dono haatho se meri yoni ko faialaya aur apni jeebh meri yoni mein ghussa di.
Meri saanse aur jyada tej hoti chali gayi.
Mai oral sex ke baare mein to jaanti thi par aisa nahi suna tha ki vaha jeebh bhi daali ja saktu hai.
Billu apni jeebh ko meri yoni ke ander bahar karne laga aur mai uske sar ko thaame huve chupchap vaha khadi rahi.
Billu ki mulaayam mulaayam jeebh meri yoni mein ander bahar phisal rahi thi aur mujhe sex ka bharpur aanand aa raha tha.
Ye mere liye bilkul hi naya ahsaas tha.
Sanjay to shaayad meri yoni par muh lagaane se katraate the aur billu meri yoni mein jeebh phira raha tha.
mai na chaahte huve bhi sanjay se billu ko compare kar rahi thi.
Meri saanse tej hoti chali gayi aur mera dil jor jor se dhadakne laga.
Mujhe lag raha tha ki, meri yoni kisi bhi vakt barsaat kar sakti hai.
Maine billu se kaha billu bas ruk jao, mai bahney vaali hu.
Vo bola, to baha do khud ko mai teri ek ek boond peena chaahta hu. Ye kah ushne phir se meri yoni mein jheebh ghussa di aur teji se ushey ander bahar karne laga.
Maine ushkey sar ko jor se pakad liya, aur achaanak meri yoni ney paani ki nadiya baha di.
Maine billu se kaha bas ab hat jao.
Par vo nahi hata aur apne kaam mein laga raha.
Thodi der baad vo hat gaya aur bola, vaah maja aa gaya, teri chut to teri gaand se bhi jyada mast hai.
Vo khada ho gaya.
Maine aankh khol kar dekha to paaya ki uskey muh par meri yoni ke paani ki boonde thi.
Ushney pucha, aisey kyo dekh rahi ho.
Maine sharma ke najre jhuka li.
Ushney mujhe baaho mein utha liya aur pucha, tera bedroom kaha hai.
Maine kaha please mujhe utaar do mai tumhaare saath bedroom mein nahi jaa sakti.
Vo bola, mujh se ab ruka nahi jaa raha, mera bahut man kar raha hai.
Maine kaha, mujhe dar lag raha hai, koyi aa gaya to mai kahin ki nahi rahungi, please ab tum jao.
Maine ye kaha hi tha ki door bell baj uthi.
Billu ne mujhe nichey utaar diya.
Maine jhat se naada baandha aur billu se kaha tum toilet mein ghuss jao.
Vo toilet mein ghuss gaya aur mai darvaaja kholne aa gayi.
Saamne post man khada tha. ushey mere sign chaahiye the ishliye bell bajaayi thi.
Sign ley kar ushney ek letter mujhe de diya. letter sanjay ke naam tha.
Maine darvaaja band kiya aur ander aa gayi.
Mai toilet ke paas aa gayi aur dheere se billu ko aawaaj lagaayi.
Vo jhat se baahar aa gaya.
Vo bola, kon tha ?
Maine kaha, post man tha.
Vah mere karib aaya aur mere honto par apne hont rakh diye.
Mai bhi uske honto ki chuvan mein kho gayi.
Koyi 5 minut baad ushney mere honto ko choda aur bola, chal na tere bedroom mein.
Maine jheejakte huve kaha mujhe yaha dar lag raha hai. koyi phir se aa gaya to ?
Vo bola, chal phir mere ghar chaltey hai. vaha koyi nahi aayega.
Maine pucha, vo ashok kya vaha nahi hoga ?
Vo bola, tu ushki chinta mat kar, vo ab hamaare beech nahi aayega. Mujh par vishwaas kar. Vo mera ghar hai vaha meri marji ke bina koyi nahi aa sakta.
Maine time dekha to paya ki 1:30 baj chuke the.
Maine billu ko kaha par abhi mere paas vakt nahi hai. mujhe khaana bhi banaana hai, chintoo bhi school se aane wala hai.
Vo bola, to theek hai tu kal subah mere saath mere ghar chalna. Vaha kisi baat ki koyi chinta nahi hogi.
Mai asmanjas mein thi ki kya karu. Par ye sach tha ki ush vakt mai billu ke saath har sheema laangh dena chaahti thi.
Vo apni zip kholne laga.
Maine pucha arey ab ye kya kar rahe ho, ab tumhey chalna chaahiye.
Vo bola, chala jaaunga bas ek baar ishey apne honto mein ley lo.
Maine kaha, nahi baaki sab baad mein dekhenge tum please ab jao.
Ushney pucha, tum kal chalogi na mere saath mere ghar.
Maine kaha, sochungi, tum abhi jao.
Billu ne apna ling apni pant mein vaapas daal liya.
Pant mein bhi vo tana huva saaf deekhayi de raha tha.
Billu phir mere paas aaya aur mujhe baahon mein bhar liya aur apne dono haath mere nitambo par rakh kar mujhe apni aur kheenchane laga.
Vo bola, ek baat puchu ?
Maine kaha, haa.
Vo bola, jab maine ush din teri gaand maari thi to kya tujhe acha nahi lags tha kya ?
Maine kaha, mujhe nahi pata.
Vo bola, to kya ushke baad phir kabhi teri mujh se gaand marvaane ki icha huyi ?
Maine sharmaate huve kaha, ye kaisi baate kar rahe ho ab jao yaha se.
Vo bola, ek baar bata to sahi ki kya tujhe vo pal yaad aaya tha jab tu mere aage jhuki huyi thi aur mai teri gaand maar raha tha.
Mere liye aisey sawaalo ke jawab dena muskil tha.
Maine kaha, chodo mujhe ab tumhara jaane ka vakt ho gaya. Chintoo bhi ghar aane wala hai.
Vo bola, ek baat to bata do, kya tumhe aaj maja aaya.
Maine kaha pata nahi.
Vo bola, jaise tumne mera sar pakad rakha tha aisa lag raha tha ki tujhe apni chut chusvaane mein bahut maja aa raha tha.
Maine sharam se apni najre jhuka li.
Vo bola, to mai theek hi kah raha hu hai na, ye to kuch bhi nahi tha, tu kal dekhna, mai tujhe kaisa maja deta hu.
Maine kaha, theek hai, ab jaate ho ki nahi
Vo bola, tu baahar jhaank kar dekh koyi hai to nahi.
Maine darvaaja khola to paya ki dur dur tak koyi bhi deekhayi nahi de raha tha.
Maine billu se kaha koyi nahi hai tum jao.
Vo darvaaje ki taraf badha aur mere nitambo ko daboch kar bola mai aaj sho nahi paaunga, kal jaldi taiyar ho jaana, mai theek 10:30 baje tujhe lene aa jaaunga.
Vo baahar chala gaya aur mai darvaaja band kar key ander aa gayi.
 
Jo bhi mere saath ush din huva, vo meri samajh ke bilkul baahar tha. mai bilkul bhi viswaas nahi kar paa rahi thi ki billu phir se mere saath itna kuch kar gaya.
Par kahtey hai ki bhavnaayein jab bahak jaati hai to kadmo ko thaamna muskil ho jaata hai, kuch aisa hi mere saath bhi huva tha.
Billu ke jaane ke baad mai bedroom mein aa kar apne bed par gir gayi. Meri saanse abhi tak tej tej chal rahi thi aur dil bhi jor jor se dhadak raha tha.
Mai billu se jyada khud par hairan thi ki aakhir mujhe ho kya gaya tha.
Mai hairaan thi ki aakhir ush dhokebaaj billu ne mujh par kaisa jaadu kar diya ki mai madhosh ho kar vaha darvaaje par ushke haato ka khilona ban kar khadi rahi.
Par phir achaanak mai ajeeb si madhoshi mein kho gayi. Jo bhi abhi thodi der pehle billu mere saath kar ke gaya tha vo ek movie ki tarah meri aankho mein ghumne laga aur meri saanse thamne ki bajaaye phir se teji pakadne lagi.
Ish baat ko jhutlaana bahut muskil tha ki billu ke hont meri yoni par mujhe na chaahte huve bhi bahut pyara sa ahsaash de gaye the. ye aisa ahsaash tha jishey maine abhi tak apni shaadi shuda jindagi mein bhi mahsush nahi kiya tha.
Maine man hi man mahsus kiya ki mera ek man to itnaa aanand paa kar aakaash mein uda ja raha hai, aur ek man guilt aur sharmindagi mein duba ja raha hai, aisa lagta tha ki mai 2 tukdo mein but gayi hun.
Ek pal mai khud ko kosh rahi thi ki aakhir maine phir se ye sab kaise hone diya aur vo bhi apne ghar mein. aur dusrey pal mai billu ke saath bitaaye ek ek pal mein kho jaati thi, aisa mere saath pehle kabhi bhi nahi huva tha.
Ek pal ko ye bhi khayaal aaya ki kaas billu hi mera pati hota to mai khul kar ushke saath kho paati aur mujhe guilt aur sharmindagi ka saamna nahi karna padta.
Mai jaanti thi ki ye sab sochna mere liye paap ke samaan hai, par mera man mere bas mein kaha tha, ye vichar to khud hi jaane kaha se mere man mein aa rahe the, kuch aisa asar kiya tha billu ne mere dilo, deemag par.
Ab sawaal ye nahi tha ki mai billu se kaise niptungi, balki sawaal ye tha ki jo ahsaas vo mujhe de gaya tha unhey mai kaise bhula paaungi.
Phir achaanak mein ek gahri chinta mein dub gayi. Mujhe khayaal aaya ki jab kal billu mujhe lene aayega to mai ushey kaise manaa kar paaungi.
Mai bhaavnao mein bah kar billu ke saath jaane ko taiyar to ho gayi, par mai ye ache se jaanti thi ki meri maryadaayein mujhe ye sab nahi karne dengi.
Pura din mein jaane anjaane billu ke khayaalo mein khoyi rahi. lagta tha jaise mujhe billu se pyar ho gaya hai. par mai ye bhi soch rahi thi ki jishne mujhe itnaa bada dhoka diya ushey mai kaise apne dil mein jagah de sakti hun.
Phir bhi maine faisala kiya ki mujhe har haal mein apne bahakte kadmo ko thaamna hoga. Aur mujhe yakin bhi tha ki mai kuch na kuch jaroor kar paaungi.
Saara din ishi kasamkash mein kat gaya aur raat hotey hi bechani ki koyi sheema nahi rahi.
Mai baar, baar karvate badal rahi thi aur sanjay dusri taraf karvat liye padey the.
Billu ke honto ki chuvan meri yoni par abhi tak taaja thi, aur mai man hi man na chaahte huve bhi baar baar un palo mein kho jaati thi jab billu ki jeebh meri yoni ki gahrayi tak fisal rahi thi aur mujhe bhi bhaavnao ki ajeeb si gahraayi mein kheench rahi thi.
Samajh mein nahi aa raha tha ki mai apne man mein uthte in vicharo ko kaise rokun. Mai baar baar bhagvaan se yahi duva kar rahi thi ki mere man ko shaanti do taanki mai apni maryadaao mein rah sanku aur apne bahakte kadmo ko thaam sanku.
Mujhe kab neend aayi pata nahi, par itna jaroot pata hai ki jab mai subah uthi to mere tan badan mein ajeeb si ghabraahat aur bechani ho rahi thi.
Ishi bechani mein maine breakfast banaaya aur jaise taise sanjay aur chintoo ko khilaaya. Par mai ek nivaala bhi theek se nahi khaa payi.
Mai sanjay se apni haalat chupane ki koshish kar rahi thi, par mere ander bechani har pal badhti ja rahi thi.
 
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