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Chakr, samay chakr kitni tej yaa phir kitni dheeme dheeme chal raha hain. Yaha samajh pana sambhav hee nahi balki asambhav saa hain. Jo beet gaya aur bhaviṣy me kya ghaṭne wale hain, sabhi ghaṭnaon ko khud men sameṭ'kar, parat-dar-parat sahej kar rakh rakha hain. Mere jeevan ki bahut si ghaṭnaen jo beet chuka hain. Unhe bhi samay chakr ne khud men sameṭ'kar rakh rakha hain.
Barhaal iss waqt main, mere aalishaan daftar men baiṭha hoon. Jo mere din raat ke athak parishram ka nateeja hain. Lag'bhag ghnṭa bhar hua mujhe daftar aaen hue ki mere mobile ne bajkar mujhe agaah kar diyaa ki manyavar main bhi aapke sath sath daftar aaya hoon aur aapke jeevan ka abhinn ang hoon, jara mujh par bhi dhyan de lo,
mobile ke screen par nazar ḍalte hi ek muskurahaṭ mere lavon par tair gaya aur munh se nikla... Abhi abhi to ghar se aaya hoon aur tumhen meri yaad satane lag gayi.
Phone karne wali meri dharmapatni shalini thi. Jyada waqt barbaad na karte hue turnt phone receive kiya aur bola.haan shalini bolon kaise yaad kiyaa.
Shalini... Yaad to unhen kiya jaata hain jinhen bhula diya jaata hain (thodi der ruki phir khilkhilate hue aage boli) suno na, main pados wali didi ke saath shoping par jaa rahin hoon...
"to jaao na, maine tumhare kahin aane janen par koi pabandi thodi na laga rakha hain" shalini kee baaton ko beech men kaṭkar main bolaa,
shalini khilkhilati hnsi ko baraqarar rakhte hue bolin... Maine kab kaha ki tum mujh par pabandi laga rakha hain. Kahi bhi aane jane se pahale tumhe batana mera farj banta hain. Jis'se tum nishchint raho ki tumhari bibi tumhare alawa kisi aur se nain nahi ladayegi hee hee hee....
Itna bolkar shalini or jyada khilkhila kar hnsne lag gayi aur mere paas shalini ke baaton ka koi javaab nahin thaa. Islie main bhi shalini ke saath hnsne lag gaya.
Barhaal kuchh kṣaṇ hnsne hnsane ke baad shaline boli... Mujhe aane men der hon jaayegi issliye samay se jaakar parth ko school se le aana nahi to bichara intezaar karte karte pareshaan ho jaayega aur sochega mere maan baap ne beshumaar pyaar karke mujhe paida to kar diya par mera khyaal rakhana bhul gaye hee hee hee....
"shalini tum bhi na achchha ṭheek hain main samay se jaakar use le aaoonga aur uske man men ye khyaal bhi nahi aane doonga ki uske maan baap sirf ek dusare se pyaar karte hain usse nahi!"
Shalini. Ooo.. hoo. mera patidev kitana samajh'daar hain (thoda sa ruka phir jhidkte hue aage boli) dhyaan rakhana mere beṭe ko intejaar na karna pade aur ye na sunne ko mile ki mammi aap mujhe lene nahi aae issliye mujhe kadkadati dhoop men khaḍae rahana pada agar aisa hua to tumhari khair nahi, samjhe tum. main kyaa kah rahi hoon.
Itna kahte hi bina kuchh sune call kaaṭ diya. Shalini aisa hi to karti hai jitna fikr mera karti hain usse kahi jyaada fikr hamare ek maatr beṭe ka karti hain. Kab vo patni se maan aur maan se patni ban jaati hain. Mere liye samajh pana duṣkar ho jata hain.
Khair ek baar phir se main kaam me vyasth ho gaya. Magar mera dhyaan ghadi par raha. Jaise hi school ke chhuṭṭi ka samay najadeek aaya main turnt hi parth ko lene nikal pada.
Kuchh hi vakt men main school pahunch gaya. Jahaan abhi bachchon ki chhuṭṭi nahi huaa thaa. Main intejaar karta raha iske alawa or koi chara nahi tha barhaal kuchh waqt intejaar karne ke baad school ki chhuṭṭi huaa aur mukhy dwar khol diya gaya.
Bachche aate gaye aur apne apne abhibhavak ke sath ghar ko chal diya magar mujhe vo abhi tak nahi dikha jise lene main aaya thaa. Meri nazare bas use hi ḍhoonḍh raha tha magar parth mujhe dikha nahi, dheere dheere bheed kam hua tab apne kṣamta se jyada vajan peeṭh par lade, jameen ki or dekhte hue dheere dheere chal'kar mukhy duwar ki or aata hua mera iklauta chiraag mujhe dikha main turnt hi lambe lambe ḍaag bharta hua uske paas puchha.
mujhe dekhte hi utsahit hote hue parth bola...Papa aap, mamma nahi aayi.
Main uske kndhe se bag lete hue bolaa... Tumhari mamma shopping par gayi hain to kaise aati isalie main....
Paarth... Kyaa mamma shopping karne gayi aur mujhe lekar nahi gayi. Mamma bahut buri hain main unse baat nahi karunga.
Mere baaton ko beech men kaṭkar apni baate kah diya or munh banate hue sarpaṭ aage ko chal diyaa. Parth ko rooṭhata dekh'kar mere lavon par halki si muskaan aa gaya magar use jaldi se jata hua dekh'kar main bhi sarpaṭ uske paas pucha aur parth ka ek haath thaame bola... Beṭa tum school me the to tumhari mamma tumhe kaise lekar jati.
Parth... Main school men tha to kya hua? School ke chhuṭ hone ke baad mujhe sath men lekar jaa sakate the, par nahin mamma se to wait nahi ho rahi thi. Mamma sach me bahut buri hain. Mamma se kaṭṭi, kaṭṭi, kaṭṭi.
Ungli hilakar parth ke kaṭṭi kahne ke andaaj ne mujhe ek baar fir se hnsane par majboor kar diya. Main hasane ke alawa kar bhi kya sakta tha. Barahaal donon baap beṭe bahar aae aur car men baiṭhne jaa hi rahe the ki ṭan, ṭan ṭan ghnṭi bajne ki aawaz hua. In aawajon ne parth ke kaan khaḍe kar diya aur mujhse bolaa.papa ice cream.dilvao na, ice cream khane ka mera bahut man kar raha hain.
"nahi bilkul nahi ice cream khana achchhi baat nahi hain. Tumhare chhoṭe chhoṭe daant sad jayenge."
parth... Papa aap se achchhi to mamma hain. Unhen ek baar kahte hi ice cream dilwa deti hain. Aap bahut bure hon kaṭṭi, kaṭṭi,kaṭṭi.
"achchha ji, abhi to mamma ko bura kah raha tha ab papa bura ho gaya."
parth... Meri mamma duniya ki sabse achchhi mamma hain. Unhen to main aise hi bura bol diya tha. Bure to aap ho, jaao mujhe aapse baat nahi karna.
Itna bolkar parth munh bana liya aur car ka dwar khol'kar baiṭh gaya. Beṭe ka utra hua munh dekh'kar mere lavon ki hnsi pal bhar me gayab ho gaya. Tab main bola...Achchha baba ab rooṭhana chhodo aur chalo ice cream dilawata hoon.
Parth... Sachchi papa.
Main seer hila'kar haa bola bas itna hi kaafi tha parth ke bujhe hue chehre ko gulab ki tarah khilane ke liye. Turnt hi parth car ka dwar khol'kar ice cream wale ki aur daud laga diya. "paarth dheere" bolte hue main bhi uske peechhe peechhe chal diya.
Apne pasand ki do ice cream kon liya aur paise dekar wapas aate waqt ek ice cream kon mujhe diya. Main kon ko lekar uske seer par hath fira diya phir car men aakar baiṭh gaye.
Jab tak ice cream khatm nahi hua tab tak donon baap beṭe ice cream ka lupt lata raha. Jaise hi ice cream khatm hua ham ghar ki or chal diye.
Ham ghar pahunchne hi wale the ki parth mujhe car rokne ko bola magar main car nahi roka tab phir se car rokne ko bola aur jidd karne lag gaya. Issliye majbooran mujhe car ko rokna pada, car rokte hi parth bahar nikala or bagal me bani phoothpath ki or chal diya.
Use jata hua dekar "parth kaha jaa rahen hon" bolte huye main bhi car se nikala, nikalte hi dekha, ek mahila ke sath khade parth ke umr ke ek bachche se, parth baat kar raha hain. To main vahi rook gaya, na janen dono me kya bate hua ki parth turnt palṭa aur car ke paas aakar apna school bag khali karne lag gaya. Ye dekh'kar main bola... Beṭa kya hua school bag kyo khali kar rahe ho.
Paarth... Papa vo mera dost hain aur pichhle do teen din se school nahi jaa raha hai. Kehta hain uska school bag phat gaya hain issliye school nahi aa raha hain. To main use apna school bag de raha hoon jisse vo school bunk na kare.
Uski bate sunte hi main stabdh sa ho gaya aur mano mere samane kisi ne ek screen chala diya ho, screen me chal rahi chal chitr men main khada hoon aur koi mujhe kitabe dete hue bola "ye le raghav tere naye satr ki kitabe aur man lagakar paḍhayi karna aagar achchhe numbers se paas nahi hua to main tujhse dosti tod doonga."
bas itna hai dekha phir sab kuchh samany ho gaya aur mere dil ki dhad'kane tej ho gayi. Baḍhi hui dhad'kanon ke sath meri aankhen bhi chhalak aaya aur mere munh se nikala "kaha hain yaar too"
itna bol'kar main khayalon me kho gaya. "papa kaha kho gaye, mujhe badi joro ki bhookh laga hain jaldi ghar chalo na"
inn shabdo ko sunte hi meri tndra ṭooṭa tab dekha parth apne peṭ par hath rakhe car ke agle sheet par baiṭha hain.
Ab vo adakari kar raha tha ya use sach me bhookh laga tha. Main nahi janta parantu mujhe laga vo sach kah raha hain. Issliye main sabhi yaaden bhula'kar turnt hi car men baiṭha aur car start kya hi tha ki mera durbhaṣi yntr ghan'ghana uṭha.
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Screen pe "my sweetheart" naam dekhte hi ek pal der kiye bina call receive kiya, main kuchh bol pata usse pahle hi shalini boli... Kaha hoon ghar pahunche ki nahi!
"nahi, abhi raste men....
"kya raste men hoon. Mere khane ke baad bhi tum der se pahunche, na jaane mere bachche ko kitni der khada raha'na pada. Aaj to tumhari khair nahi jaldi ghar pahuncho. Mai bhi thodi der men ghar pahunch rahi hoon"
shalini ne meri baaton ko beech men kaṭkar mujhe jhidkte hue apani baate kah diya aur mujhe bachav karne ka mauka diye bina call kaṭ kar diya.
Apna bachaav na kar paane ki bebasi ki lakeere mere chehre par dekar mera beṭa khilakhila kar hnste huye bola... Papa ḍaar gaye, mamma se ḍaar gaye. Ab to main mamma se jhooṭh boloonga ki aap der se aaye aur mujhe bahut der khaḍa rehna pada phir dekhna mamma, aapki achchhe se khabar legi hee hee hee....
"aisa kyon main to samay se aaya tha. Phir too jhooṭh kyon bolega, teri mamma pahle se hi naraaz hai aagar toone sach nahi bola to teri mamma se mujhe bachane wala koi nahin hain aagar koi bacha sakta hai to vo too hain. Please sach bol dena.
"ummm (kuchh soch'kar parth aage bola) ṭheek hai sach bol doonga lekin aap mujhe ice cream khane se nahi rokenge. Meri baat maante hoon, tab hi main mamma se sach boloonga.
"achchha papa ko blackmail kar raha hai. Chal ṭheek hain permission diya magar jyada ice creams nahi khana kyonki jyada ice cream khane se sehat par bura asar padta hai."
parth... Main kaha jyada ice cream khata hoon kabhi kabhi man karta hai us pe bhi aap mana kar dete hoon.
Parth ke in baaton ka mere paas koi jawab nahi tha. Kya jawab deta? Jo kah raha tha bilkul sach hi kah raha tha. Kabhi kabhi hi to ice cream ki maang karta tha. Us pe bhi main ṭok deta hoon.
Barhaal baaton ki disha badal'kar kuchh or baate karte hue ham ghar pahunch gaye. Parth aur main car se utre bhi nahi the ki ek aur car hamare aangan men pravesh kar gaya.
Usame se shalini utri aur jab tak shalini ham tak pahunchi tab tak main aur parth car se utar gaye. Shalini parth ke paas pahunchi aur use god men uṭhate hue boli...Mera bachcha aa gaya. Tumhe bhookh laga hoga chalo tumhe khaan deti hoon.
Itna bol'kar andar jaate hue mujhe tirchhi nigaho se aise dekha jaise isharo men kah rahi hoon "jaj'maan apna tasreep lekar bheetar padhariye aapki khatir'dari, bahut hi khidmat se karoongi."
main bas halka sa muskuraya aur car ke pichhli sheet pe bikhri padi kitaab-kafiyao ko sameṭa aur andar ko chal diyaa.
Mujhe andar jaane men thoda samay laga , utne waqt men andar ka mahaul badal chuka tha. Daining table ke ek kursi par parth baiṭha tha aur doosri kursi pe shalini baiṭhe parth ko khilaa raheen theen.
Ye dekh'kar main muskurate hue ek sofe par kitabe-kafiyon ko rakha phir main bhi baiṭh gaya. Beena bag ke kitab-kafiyon ko dekhkar shalini boli... Parth subha tum bag men kitaben lekar gaye the phir aate waqt bag kaha chhod aaye (phir meri aur dekh'kar boli) raghav tumse ek kaam bhi ṭheek se nahi hota. Bina bag ke hi kitabe lekar aa gaye kaam se kaam..
"mamma (shalini ko beech men rok'kar parth aage bola) mamma aap papa ko kyun ḍaanṭ rahe hoon. Maine mera bag mere dost ko de diya. Uska bag na phat gaya tha isliye wo do teen din se school nahi aa raha tha."
shalini.mera achchha beṭa (itna bol'kar parth ke sir pe hath fera phir meri or dekh'kar aage boli) dosto ki madad karna achchhi baat hain magar dosto ko bhula dena buri baat kuchh log dost ke paropkar ko bhula'kar apne life jeene men mast hon jaate hain. (phir parth ke sir ko ek baar aur sahlate hue aage boli) tum mamma ka achchha beṭa hoon na isalie tum bilkul bhee aisa na karna.
Shalini ne meri or dekh'kar jitni bhi baate kahi, ek baar ko mujhe laga jaise wo mujhe tanj kaste hue bola magar main uski baaton par jyada dhyaan nahi de paya kyonki usi waqt shalini ki baate sunkar, vahi chhavi mere mastiṣk men kisi chalchitr ki tarah chal pada.
Jisko dekhe abhi kuchh hi waqt hua tha. Shalini ke baaton ka bina jawab diye main kamre men chala gaya. Bina ek pal barbaad kiye kapdon ka daraaj khola aur kapdo ko uthal puthal kar diya.
Magar mujhe kuchh bhi aisa nahi mila jise dekh'kar, khud se kah paoon ki ha main ise hi ḍhoonḍh raha tha. Vahan se bed ke ek ek daraaj kholkar ḍhoonḍha magar vahan bhi kuchh nahi mila vahan se singar daan ke paas gaya.
Uska bhi Ek ek daraaj khoj ḍaala par waha bhi nahi mila. Kya ḍhoonḍh raha hoon? Uski chhavi yaad nahi aa raha tha. Magar is ummid men ḍhoonḍh raha tha ki shayad dekhte hi yaad aa jaaye, kabhi almari, kabhi bad, kabhi singar daan ke ek ek daraaj ko khol kar ḍhoonḍhta raha baar baar kai baar ḍhoonḍha magar meri talash khatm hone ka naam hi nahi le raha tha.
Hatash nirash hokar almari, bad aur singar daan ke daraaj men maujud ek ek saman ko farsh par bikher'kar susajjit kamre ko kabad'khane men badal diya magar phir bhi wo cheez nahi mila jiski mujhe talash hain.
Ekaek ek tez aawaz mujhe sunai diya...Raghav ye kya kiya? Aisa kaun sa khajana ḍhoonḍh rahe ho jiske liye tumne ek ek saman bikher kar kamre ko kabad'khane men badal diya. Tum jaante bhi hoon in samano ko sameṭne men mujhe kitna waqt aur kitni mehnat karna padega.
Shalini ki baate sunkar aasha bhari nigaho se uski or dekha shayad shalini meri talash ko mnjil tak pahunchne men kuchh madad kar de.
Kintu uske liye dheeraj rakhna jaroori tha. Jo iss waqt main rakh nahi pa raha tha. Shalini ke najron se najar haṭakar farsh par bikhre pade saamanon ko ulaṭ palaṭ kar dekhte hue hatasha jaahir karte hue bola...Kuchh to (yaad karte huye kuchh der rooka phir bola) kuchh to ḍhoonḍh raha hoon magar kyaa? Mujhe yaad nahi aa raha hain.
Shalini... Waha jee waha! Kya ḍhoonḍh rahe hoon, yaad nahi aur dekho kamre ka kya haal kar diya. (kuchh kṣaṇ rooki phir muskurate huye aage boli) raghav kya ḍhoonḍh rahe hoon use yaad karo hoon sakta hain. ḍhoonḍhne men, main kuchh madad kar doon.
Itna bolkar mere paas aayi aur mujhe bad pe baiṭha diya aur ek baar phir se yaad karne ko bola tab maine mastishk par jor diya. Kuchh pal ke manasik kheech tan ke baad mere munh se nikala.shalini meri ek purani diary hain. Main use hee ḍhoonḍh raha tha. Tum jaanti hoon kaha rakha hai.
Shalini...Tum bhi na raghav neera buddhoo hoon. Rooko main lekar aati hoon.
Meri vo purani diary jismen kuchh bhi nahin likha tha. Ek ek panna kora hain phir bhi main uski talash besabri se kar raha tha. Vajah sirf itna hain, usme meri ek anmol cheej sahej kar rakha hua tha.
Jab uske milne ki aash jaga aur shalini use lene ja rahi thee. To mujhse rooka nahi ja raha tha isaliye main shalini ke peechhe peechhe badhavasi men chal diya.
Shalini ko study room men ghuste dekhkar main bhi us or chal diye. Jab tak main study room ke darvaje tak pnhucha, utni der men shalini dairy lekar wapas mudi aur mujhe dekhkar boli...Tumse jara si der ruka nahi gaya. Lo dekh lo na jaane kaun sa khajana isme chhupa rakha hain. Jise ḍhoonḍhne men meri sajee sajaayi kamre ko tahas nahas kar diyaa.
Itanaa bolkar shalini mujhe dairy dene aa hi rahi thi ki dairy uske hath se chhuṭ gayi. Farsh par girte hi, farsh se ṭakrakar dairy khul gayi. Khulte hi seedha vaha panna saamne aaya jisme ek tasveer rakha hua tha.
Tasveer ko haath men lekar dekhte hue shalini boli... Raghav ye to bahut purani tasveer hai. Kiski tasveer hain? Jinke baare men tumne mujhe kabhi bataya nahi!
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Shalini ke bolte hi main turnt uske paas pahuncha, uske haath se tasveer jhapaṭ liya aur use gaur se dekhne lag gaya. Dekhte dekhte mere nain jhar jhar baras pade maano ek sailab aaya ho aur raste me aane wale sabhi badhao ko todkar apne tay mnjil tak pahunchane ki koshish kar raha ho.
Mere baraste nain ki ek ek asru ki boond tasveer ko bhigone lag gaya. Jise dekhkar shalini boli.kaun hai ye shaks jiski tasveer ko dekhkar tum apni bhavnao ko niyntran me nahi rakh pa rahe ho aur asru dhaara baha kar tasveer ko bhigo rahe ho.
Shalini ke poochhate hi main fafak fafak kar ro diya. Mujhe rota hua dekhkar shalini ek baar phir poochha, iss baar mere lav swata hi khule aur main bol pada... Ye shakhs (kuchh der rooka ek gahari swas lekar khud ko niyntraṇ me laya phir aage bola) ye shakhs mere liye beskimti hain mere jeevan ka ek anmol dharohar hai. Main aaj jahan hoon yahan tak pahunchane men is shakhs ka yogdaan sabse jyada hain. Yaha shakhs mera jigri dost, mere dukh sukh ka saathi hain.
Shalini... Achchha (kuchh kṣaṇ rooka phir tnjiya lahje me boli) itna hi khas tha to tumne inhe bhula kaise diya. Ooo hooo samjha bulndi tumhare kadam choomne lage to daulat aur shauhrat pane ke ghamanḍ me tum itna choor ho gaye ki aapne jeevan ke khash shakhs apne jigari dost ko hi bhula diya. Chhee chhee raghav mujhe tumse ye umeed na thi.
Shalini ki tnjiya shabdon ne mere hriday bedana ko aur bada diya. Uske bole ek ek shabdteer mere hriday ko chhalni karte hue aar paar nikal gaya. Jitna sahan kar paya saha jab sahan seema ka bandh ṭooṭ gaya to main bolne se khud ko rok nahi paya.
"shalini tum mujhe aisa bol rahi ho. Jabki is wakt tumhe mera sahara banana chahiye magar tum sahara banne ke jagah mujh par hi tnj kas rahi ho. Tum janti hi kya ho? Main kitna ḍhoonḍha magar na jane kaun si andhi chali jisne mere dost ko mujhse door kar diya."
shalini. ḍhoonḍha! Chhee, chhee raghav jhooṭh to na bolo, duniya me aisi kaun si vastu hai. Jise ḍhoonḍha nahi ja sakta. Ret ke ḍher men gira chini ka dana ḍhoonḍh kar nikala ja sakta hai. Sarknḍae men gira sui bhi ḍhunḍhakar nikala ja sakta hain aagar wakt lagakar aur dheeraj rakh'kar ḍhoonḍha jaye. Magar tumne na dheeraj rakha na hi wakt lagaya to tumhe kaise milta. (kuchh der rooki phir aage boli) o samjhi tum apne dost ko ḍhoonḍhne me waqt lagate to daulat-shauharat kamane ke waqt me kami pad jata. Kyo raghav maine ṭheek kaha na?
Shalini ki boli gayi ek ek shabd mere dil ko chubha, behad chubha aur in chubhan se dard bhi behad hua. Ek dard pahale se hi mere dil me maujood tha. Uspe ek aur dard, jab dono dard ka samagam hua tab mere behte aashu swata hi rook gaye. Kyo rooka main nahi jaan paya, shayad vajah ye rah hoga ki dono dardo ko kam karne ke liye jitne aasoo chahiye utna aansoo mere aankho me bacha hi nahi hoga.
Aasoo rookne ka ek fayida ye hua ki meri nazre jo shalini par ṭika hua tha. Use shalini ki aankhon se bahta hua aasoon dikh gaya. Jise shalini ne bade safayi se ponchh liya.
Main samajh hi nahi paya uski aakhon ne aasroo dhaara kyo bahaya, main bas nazar ṭikaye uski aankho men dekhata raha. Achanak shalini ke chahare ka bhaav badla aur mand mand muskaan chehre par sajaye mere paas aayi phir mujhe gale se laga'kar mujhe dilasa dete hue boli... Chalo mana ki tumne unhe ḍhoonḍhane ki bahut koshishe kiya magar tumhari koshishe rang nahi layi. Ham unhen ḍhoonḍhane ki phir se koshish karenge aur is baar tum akele nahi balki main bhi tumhare saath rahunga. Shayad do logon ki koshish karne se tumhara dost tumhe mil jaaye magar shuruaat karne se pahle mujhe tumhare dost ke bare me janna hain jo mujhe tumne kabhi nahi bataya jabki tumne kabhi bhi mujhse koi baat nahi chhupaya.
Shabd bada ajeeb hota hain. Jise bolne ka bhaav alag alag hota hain. Ek hi munh aur usse nikla hua shabd ghaav bhi deta hain phir malham lagane ka kaam bhi karta hain. Jiska jita jagta misaal iss waqt shalini bani hui thi. Usi ke munh se nikla hua shabd mere dil ko ghaav diya aur ab usi munh se nikla hua shabd unhi ghaav par marham lagane ka kaam bhi kar raha tha. Jo mujhe hairan kar gaya main samajh nahi pa raha tha ki abhi abhi shalini mujhe tnjiya shabd teer maar rahi thi phir ekaek kya ho gaya jo itna meeṭha shabd bol rahi hain. isliye main hairani bhaav chehre par liye ek ṭak uski aankho me dekhne lag gaya.
Chnchal muskaan se muskurate hue mujhe kuchh pal dekha phir mera haath thame study room me maujud kursi par baiṭha diya aur mere pichhe khadi hokar mere gale me baanho ka haar ḍaale mere gaalo se apna gaal ragadte hue boli...Yoon hairan hona chhodo aur jo maine poochha use bolna shuroo karo (kuchh der rooki phir mere gaal par ek kiss diya or aage boli) plese bolo na ab der kyon kar rahe ho main tumhare dost ke baare me janne ke liye utaavla hua ja raha hoon.
Pyaar se aagar baat ban jaye to maayan se talavaar nikalne ki jarurat hi kya hain. Shalini bhi iss baat ko bakhoobi janti hain. Bas thodi si pyaar aur andar chhupa sabhi raj bahar, uski issi ada ka main bhi khayal hoon tabhi to main ek raṭaua tote ki bhanti bol pada.
shalini tum to janti hi ho bachpan me ek aapda me maine, mera pura parivaar kho diya tha. Mere aage pichhe koi tha to vo dadi thi. Jinhone mujhe pal posh kar bada kiya aur ek kaabil insaan banne me meri madad kiya. Mere kaabil banne men jitna haath mere dadi ka tha usse kahi jyada haath mere dost rishi ka tha.
"Rishi... naam se hi sadhu shant maloom hota hain hi hi hi"
itna bolkar shalini khilkhila kar hans diya. Jo mujhe pasand nahi aaya to gussa bhaari najar se uski aur dekha. Thodi si gaal ki ragdai, ek kiss aur kaan pakadkar sorry bolne ki ada ne mere gusse ko gaayab kar diya aur main aage bolna shuroo kiya.
hamare din bade hi kheencha taani me kaṭ rahe the. Lekin dadi hamesha kahti thi ki "ye din hamesha nahi rahenge kabhi na kabhi hamare bhi din badlenge."
Ab din badalne ke liye mehnat aur lagan ki zaroorat padti hain jo mere andar bilkul bhi nahi tha. Main laparwaha khud me hi mast rahta tha. Kuchh gine chune dost the. Jinke saath maṭargasti karta firta tha. Kabhi nahar me nahane jaana to kabhi baago me jakar phal churana, inhi kaamo me mujhe maza aata tha.
Paḍhai likhai par jyada dhyan nahi deta tha jab tak school me rahta bas yehi khyaal man me rahta ki chhuṭṭi ho aur mujhe in kitabon ke bhoj se mukti mile, jaise hi chhuṭṭi hota main turnt ghar aakar wasta aise fenk deta tha maano uski phir kabhi jarurat hi nahi padne wali, jiska nateeja ye hota ki mujhe shaam ko dadi se ḍaanṭ padti "tujhe ye kitaaben bojh lagta hain magar too ye kyo nahi samajhata abhi toone in kitaabon ka bhoj nahi uṭhaya to ek din tujhe bahut bhari bojh ḍhona padega jo in kitaabon ke bojh se bhi bhaari hoga jise ḍhon pana tere liye snbhav nahi hoga. Abhi waqt hain smbhaal ja varna baad me pachhatane ke alava kuchh nahi milega."
dadi ki baaton ko main ek kaan se sunta dusre kaan se nikal deta tha. Kyonki ye to roj ka kissa hain isliye main bhi jyada tul nahi deta tha. Jab unki nahi sunta to dadi phir kahti "raghav too meri baaton ko dhyaan se kyo nahi sunta un par amal kyo nahi karta hai, sun munna tu nahi jaanta mujhe seṭh ji ke kheton me kitna kaam karna padta hain chaṭak dhoop me jalna padta hain (phir apna badan dikhate hue aage bolti) dekh mere badan ko dhoop ki tapan kitna jhulsa diya hain jiske karaṇ meri chamadi kali pad gayi hain. Main nahin chahti ki tujhe bhi aise hi dhoop me jalna pade isliye paḍhai par dhyaan de aur maṭargasti karna kam kar de"
unki baaton ka mujh par ratti bhar bhi asar nahi hota tha. Main us waqt to haan haan kah deta tha magar baad men jioon ka tioon bartab karne lag jata tha. Dadi ki bolne se main sudhar nahi raha tha to oopar wale ne aakhirkar mujhapar apni chhadi chala hi diya.
Ye baat us waqt ki hai jab meri aaṭhavi kakṣa ki pareekṣa ho gaya tha aur scool ki chhuṭṭiya pad gayi. Bas phir kiya mere pnkh jo pahle se hi khule hue the vo or jyadaa khul gaya main dadi ke kaam par jate hi ghar se nikalta aur shaam ḍhalne ke baad ghar lauṭ kar aata tha.
Aise hi ek din main seṭh ji ke bagiche me gilli ḍanḍa khel raha tha. Us waqt ḍanḍa mere haath me tha aur abhi abhi gilli ka ek ṭol maar'kar main khaḍa hi hua tha ki Koi mere pichhe se aaya aur mujhe palṭa'kar "chatakkk" ek thappad mere gaal par mara jiski goonj bagiche men goonj gaya. "chatakkk" ek thappad aur pada phir to mujh par thappado ki jhadi jaisa lag gaya. [/color] [color=rgb(184,]To be continued.[/color]
Ek ke baad ek thappad mare jane se mujhe sambhalne ka mauka nahi mila saath hi mujhe samajh nahi aaya ki mujhe thappad kyo mara ja raha tha. Kyonki mujhe thappad marne wala seṭh ji ka laḍka rishi hi tha. Vo janta tha ki ham yaha khelne aaya karte hai aur kabhi kabhi wo bhi hamare saath khel liya karta tha. Jab samajh nahi aaya tab main bola...Rishi mujhe maar kyu raha hain. Hamara yahan khelna tujhe pasand nahi hai to bol de ham kahin aur jakar khel lenge.
Rishi...Raghav too itna laparwah kaise ho sakta hain tu janta bhi hai amma ke saath kya hua hain?(itna bol'kar rooka phir tnjiya lahje me aage bola) are are main bhi kisse poochh raha hoon. Usse, jise amma ki bilkul bhi fikar nahi hain. Bas thali bhar bharke khana chahiye aur khelne koodne ke liye aavara dost, amma chahe jiye ya mare usse tujhe kya?
Ek to pahle bevajah mara uske baad itni bate suna diya bas mera para chaḍh gaya. Use ungli dikhate hue "Rishi too jyada nahi bol raha hain" bas itna hi bola tha ki ek aur chaṭa mere gaal par pada phir rishi bola...Jyaada! Ye to maine kaam bola mera bas chalta to tera haath paav tod deta. Are tera haath paav tod diya to bichari amma ka khayaal kaun rakhega unka bhi paav ṭooṭ gaya hain hi hi hi.
Mujhe laga Rishi aise hi bol raha hoga kyonki uske bolne ka lahaja mujhe majakiya laga lekin jab dubara bola tab mujhe yakeen hua ki Rishi jo kah raha hain vo sach hain. Yakeen hote hi main ghar ki aur daud laga diya tab rishi pichhe se bola...Amma ghar par nahi hai unhe hospital le kar gaye hain.
Uski bate suna to tha magar jyada dhyan nahi diya bas daudta gaya daudta gaya aur kuchh waqt me main ghar pahunch gaya. Jahan mujhe dadi nahi dikha tab main bas ghar se nikla hi tha ki rishi hanfte hue pahunch gaya or bola...Kitna tez bhaagta hai Olympic men dauda diya to golḍ lekar hi aaega.
"Rishi majak mat kar bata dadi kaha hain."
Rishi... Too jyada chinta na kar amma ko babuji hospiṭal lekar gaye hain. Jaldi hi aa jayenge.
Itna bolkar rishi mera haath thame ghar ke bheetar lekar gaya. Ek dari bichhakar baiṭha diya aur khud bhi mere paas baiṭh gaya. Us waqt mere dimaag me ajeeb ajeeb sa khyaal chal raha tha. Jise sochate hue mere aankhon se aansoo bah nikla ekaek mere kndhe par haath ka sparsh mahsoos hua. Tab main palaṭ'kar dekha to mere aankhon se bahte aansoo ko ponchhate hue rishi bola... Kya hua ro kyo raha hain.
"dadi.." isse aage mere se kuchh bola nahi gaya. Magar rishi meri mano bhav samajh gaya or bola.pagle too kuchh galat salat na soch amma ki sirf ṭaang ṭooṭa hain samjha na aur meri baat dhyaan se sun ab se amma ka dhyaan rakhna. Tere alava amma ka hai hi kaun magar tujhe amma ki paravaha hi nahi hain. Kabhi gaur kiya amma is umr men kitni mehnat karti hai din bhar kheton me ji tod mehnat karti hai kisliye sirf do joon ki roṭi aur teri paḍhai likhaii ke liye magar tera dhyaan sirf aavara gardi karne pe laga rehta hain. Yeha bate maine tujhe kai baar samjhaya par too samajhne ke jagah mujhse hi milna julna kam kar diya.
Rishi ke in baton ka mai koi jawab hi nahi de paya. Kya jawab deta uska kahna bilkul sahi tha. Jab ham us gaanv aaye the to shuroo shuroo men mera koi dost nahi tha. Rishi hi mera pahla dost bana tha. School se aane ke baad ghar par hi rahta tha. shaam ko rishi ke saath uske khet me ghoomne jaya karta tha phir dheere dheere kuchh aur dost bane main unke saath jyaada waqt bitane laga.
Mera ghoomna firna din par din baḍhta hi gaya jisse pareshaan hokar dadi mujhe samjhane lag gaye ki mujhe ghoomne firne par jyaada dhyaan na dekar paḍhai likhai par jyaada dhyaan dena chahiye magar main unki sunta hi nahi tha phir rishi bhi yahi baat kehne lag gaya ek hi baat baar baar sunne se mujhe cheed sa hone lag gaya aur main rishi se milna jhoolna kam kar diya.
Aaj phir rishi ne un baaton ko dauhra diya. Jise soch'kar mujhe kuchh kuchh ahsas to ho raha tha magar maine kuchh bola nahi shaayad rishi bhi samajh gaya isliye usne bhi chup rahna behtar samjha.
Khair din ka waqt bita shaam ko didi hospiṭal se aa gayi. Unke ek ṭaang me plaster chaḍha hua tha. Rishi aur uske papa mujhe dadi ka khyaal rakhne ko bolkar chale gaye.
Pair mudne ki vajah se edi ka jod khisak gaya aur umr ki adhikta ke karaṇ ṭheek hone me samay lagna tha aur doctor ka kahna tha jaldi ṭheek hona hai to pair par jyaada vajan nahi ḍalna hain na hi jyaada chalna firna hain bas vishraam karna hain. Isliye mere din ka adhiktar waqt dadi ka khayal rakhte hue ghar par batane laga.
Jab bhi kisi kaam me meri jarurat padti dadi mujhe aawaz de deta tha magar jab khana banane ka waqt aata tha tab dadi mujhe sunate hue bolti...Taad jaisa ho gaya hai magar koi kaam karna nahi aata kuchh aata hain to bas thaali bhar bhar'ke khana aata hain. Socha tha ṭang ṭooṭ gaya hai ab kuchh aaram karne ko milega lekin kaha aaram din men teen time garama garam khana bana'kar khilana pad raha hain.
Dadi ki baate sunkar mujhe bura lagta tha magar kuchh kah nahi pata tha sirf sunkar man masos'kar raha jata tha aur jab kabhi rishi se milta tha tab bata diya karta ki dadi aisa aisa kahti hain. Tab vo mujhe samjhate hue kahta.. Jab amma khana banane jaaya kare tab unki madad kar diya karna phir kabhi nahi kahegi.
Uski bate sunkar mujhe lagta ki rishi ṭheek kah raha hain. Isliye jab bhi dadi khana banane jati tab main unke saath me rahkar madad kar diya karta tha. Madad karne ka bhi koi fayda nahi hota tha madad karte hue bhi vahin bate sunne ko milta tha. Dadi ke in tano se pareshaan hokar maine ṭhaan liya bhojan pakana sikh kar hi rahunga. Mujhe waqt to laga, shuroo shuroo men bhojan jale haath jale kabhi namak jyaada kabhi kam, antah bhojan pakana sikh hi gaya.
Shalini- dadi ji ke tano ka bahut fayda hua. Jiska sabse jyaada fayda mujhe pahuncha. Kyo maine ṭheek kaha na?
"ṭheek to kah rahi ho par tumhe kya lagta hai bhojan pakana, seekhna mere liye itna aasan raha. Us waqt bhi sunne ko milta tha."
shalini... Achchha kya sunne ko milta tha.
Itna bolkar shalini mere gaal se gaal ragadte hue khilkhila kar hans diya aur main bhi hanste hue bola... Tum to jante ho mujhe kya sunne ko milta tha phir bhi tum sunna chahti hoon. Un bato ko sunne me tumhen bada maja aata hain. Bolo hain na!
Shalini... Achchha baba main nahi sunti aage to sunao.
Paiso ki tngi din va din baḍhta ja raha tha. Dadi ke davai ka kharcha, ghar ke rashan ka kharcha saath hi mera school ka naya satr shuroo hone wala tha uski kitabe khareedne ke liye bhi paise chahiye the. Halaki jab tak dadi poori tarah ṭheek nahi hoon jati aur kaam karne layak nahi hoon jate tab tak sabhi kharcho ko uṭhane ki jimmedari seṭh ji ne le rakhaa thaa.
Jab bhi seṭh ji paise dene aate the tab dadi bolti thi... Mere bhi kitne bure din aa gaye hain isse pahle kabhi kisi ka ahasan nahi liye par dekho ab logo ke ahasan tale jeena pad rahaa hain. Taad jaisa lamba ek pota hai magar use koi paravah hi nahi, paravah hoga bhi kyo muft ki roṭiyan todne ko jo mil raha hain. He prabhu ye din dikhane ke liye mujhe zinda rakha tha. Aisa din dikhane se achchha hota too mujhe bhi iske maan baap ki tarah apne paas bula liya hota. kam se kam mujhe apne khuddari ke saath samjhauta to nahi karna padta.
Seṭh ji kuchh bolne jate to dadi seṭh ji ko chup kara dete the. Unki tane sunkar main sahan nahi kar pata tha isliye kuchh waqt ke liye ghar se door ek ekant jagah jakar baiṭh jaya karta tha phir ro ro kar khud ko shant karne ki koshish karta tha. Magar kab tak main in baton ko sunkar sahan kar pata, antah mere sahan shakti ne jawab de diya aur main seṭh ji ke paas jakar unse bola...babuji mujhe bhi aapke khet me kaam karna hain. Janta hoon main tajurbe'kar nahi hoon magar main wada karta hoon aapko shikayat ka mauka nahi doonga.
Seṭh jee.abhi tumhare kaam karne ke din nahi hain tum pehle paḍhai likhai kar lo phir tumhare layak koi achchha kaam tumhen ḍhoonḍh doonga.
"paḍhi likhai pehle kabhi kiya nahi to ab karke kya fayda? Mera kaam karna hi ṭheek hoga. Main kaam kar'ke kuchh paise kamaoonga to dadi ko kisi ka ahasan nahi lena padega, unke khuddari ko choṭ nahi pahunchega. Aagar aapke paas mere layak kaam nahi hain to bata dijiye main kisi or ke paas kaam ḍhoonḍh loonga." [/color]
[color=rgb(184,]to be continued.[/color]
Meri baato aur jazbaato ko samjh'kar seṭh ji ne haan kar diya, main khushi khushi ghar aa gaya. Agale din se main kaam par jaane lag gaya. Naya naya tha pehle kabhi kheton ka kaam kiya nahi tha to mujhe shuru shuru ke kuchh din bahut dikkat hua aur kaam karne ki aadat nahi tha to thakan bhi bahut ho jata tha. Jab shaam ko thaka hara ghar lauṭ'kar aata tha. Raat ka bhojan karke vistar par padte hi mera shareer nirjeev sa hoon jata tha aur main gahri neend me so jaya karta tha.
School ka naya satr shuru huye ek mahine ka waqt ho chuka tha aur main ek bhi din school nahi gaya tha. Iss ek mahine ke waqt me na rishi se mila na hi rishi kabhi mujh'se milne aaya magar ek din rishi khet par aaya aur mujhe kaam karta hua dekh'kar bola... Raghav too yahan khet me kaam kar raha hai magar kyo?
"Rishi too to janta hain ghar ki paristhiti kaisa hain aise me main kaam nahi karoonga to ghar ka kharcha aur dadi ke davai ka kharcha kaise chal payega."
Rishi.ghar kharcha chalane ke liye kaam karna zaroori hai vo too kar raha hain lekin tera paḍhna likhna bhi zaroori hain. Suna hain naya satr shuru hone ke baad too ek bhi din school nahi gaya. Aisa kyon?
"haan yaar toone sahi suna ab too hi bata kaam karun ki school jaoon dono kaam ek hi waqt par nahi kar sakta hoon. school gaya to kaam chhodna padega. Kaam chhoda to ghar ka kharcha nahi chalega isliye paḍhai chhod dena hi behtar samjha."
Rishi... Kya khaak behtar samjha, paḍhai nahi karega to tera bhaviṣy barbad hoon jayega too kheton me majdoor bana'kar raha jayega. Main aisa bilkul bhi nahi chahta isliye too mujhse wada kar school jana nahi chhodega.
"are yaar main ye wada bada nahi kar sakta hoon aur karoonga bhi kyu jab mujhe pata hai ek na ek din wada ṭooṭna hi hain to phir wada karke koi fayida nahi hoga."
tarah tarah ke paintre aajmakar dekh liya par main rishi ki ek bhi baat manne ko taiyar nahi hua. Ant men usne bola...Amma ko kahte suna tha tere marhoom maan baap chahte the too paḍh likh'kar ek kaabil insaan bane kya too apne marhoom maan baap ke ichchha ko yoon hi bekar jane dega kaisa beṭa hain jo unki itni si ichchha bhi poora nahi kar sakta hain. Amma sahi kahti hain too nalayak hai aur nalayak hi rahega. Tere jaise nalayak se dosti rakha, to ek din main bhi nalayak ban jaoonga. Na baba na mujhe nalayak nahi banna isliye aaj aur abhi se na too mera dost na main tera dost.
Itna bolkar rishi palaṭkar chal diya aur mere dimaag me halchal mach gaya. Mere gine chune jitne bhi dost the. Unme se sirf rishi hi ek aisa dost hain jo mere school na jane ka karaṇ janna chaha varna baki ke dost jo mere saath ek hi school men paḍhte hain phir bhi janne nahi aaye, main school kyu nahi ja raha hoon saath hi ye baat bhi mere mastishk me chal raha tha. Mere maan baap chahte the main paḍh likhkar ek kaabil insaan banu in baton par vichar karke maine man hi man ek faisla le liya aur rishi ki or daud laga diya.
Rishi mujhse kafi door pahuch chuka tha. Isliye main bhagte bhagte haaf chuka tha. Hafte hafte us tak pahunch'kar use roka phir hafte huye hi bola...Tujhe lagta hai main nalayak hoon isliye too mujhse dosti todkar ja raha hain. Magar tujhe aisa karne ki jarurat nahi hain mai wada karta hoon main ek din tujhe layak bankar dikhaoonga.
Meri bate sunne ke baad rishi halka sa muskura diya phir palaṭkar chal diya. Bina kuchh bole use jata hua dekhkar main dubara use roka aur phir se vohi baat doharaya magar vo manne ko taiyar nahi hua. Pahle vo mujhe mana raha tha ab main use manne me laga hua tha. tarah tarah ke tark diya tab kahi jakar rishi mana phir dubara milne ki baat kahkar rishi chala gaya.
Agale din rishi phir aaya. Us din rishi khali haath nahi aaya tha. Uske haath men kitaben thi jo mere haath me dekar bola... Raghav ye tere naye satr ki kitaben hain. Ise le aur man lagakar paḍhai karna, paḍhai men aanakani kiya aur tera number mujhse kaam aaya to main tujhse dosti tod doonga.
Pahle to maine usse kitaben lene se mana kar diya antah mujhe uski baat mana pada. Kitaben dekar rishi wapas chala gaya aur shaam ko ghar aakar dadi ko kitaben dikhakar school jane ki baat kaha to dadi shuru hoon gayi.
Dadi... school jaega, paḍhai karega. Paḍhne likhne men tera man to lagta nahi phir paḍhai likhai karke kya karega. Meri baat maan paḍhai likhai ka bhoot sir se utar aur jo kar raha hai vahi kar, vaise bhi too school jayega to ghar kharcha kaise chalega.
Dadi ki bate bura to laga pahle mai school jane se aanakani karta tha. Tab school na jane aur ṭheek se paḍhai na karne ke karaṇ baate suna deti thi aur ab khud se aagrah karke school jana chahta hoon, man laga'kar paḍhai karna chahta hoon tab bhi dadi bate suna rahi hain.
Iss baar unki baton ka mujhe utna bura nahi laga kyonki maine mere dost se wada kiya tha. Saath hi mujhe apne maan baap ki ichchha bhi pura karna tha. Dadi ke baton ka boora na lagne ka ek karaṇ ye bhi tha. ab mujhe dadi ke tane bhari bate sunne ki aadat si hoon gayi thi. Isliye unki bate sunne ke baad main bola... Dadi aap chahe kitni bhi taane maar lo lekin ab ye paḍhai ka bhoot nahi utarne wala aur rahi baat ghar kharche ki to uska bhi main kuchh na kuchh vyavastha kar loong.
Itna kahkar main dadi ke saamne se chala gaya kyonki main janta tha dadi ke samne raha to vo kuchh na kuchh or suna degi. Agle din se main niyat samay pe school janen lag gaya. School to ja raha tha magar ghar kharcha kaise chalega iski chinta mujhe khaye ja raha tha kyonki school se aane ke baad din ka aadha waqt nikal jata tha aur aadhe waqt ke liye koi bhi kaam me lagane ko razi nahi hoon raha tha ye baat rishi se bola tab vo apne babuji se bola ki main school se aane ke baad uske khet me aadhe din se kaam karu magar seṭh ji iss baat par raji nahi huye. Kyonki unka kahna tha. Main khet me kaam karke thak jaoonga. Jyaada thak gaya to paḍhai par dhyaan nahi de paoonga isliye unhone kuchh paise dekar ghar pe ek chhoṭa sa dukaan khulva dene ki baat kaha, jab tak main school me rahoonga tab tak dadi baiṭh jaya karengi aur school se aane ke baad main dukaan sambhala karu.
Unki baten sahi laga magar mera man unse paise lene ko mana kar raha tha, kyonki pahle se hi seṭh ji kai baar paisa dekar madad kar chuke the main paise lene ko raji nahi hua. Isliye unhone baad men chuka dene ki baat kah'kar apni baat manva liya aur khud hi vyavastha karke ghar pe ek chhoṭa sa dukaan khulva diya. Ghar kharche ki chinta se mukt hote hi ham donon doston ke beech ek jung shuru ho gaya.
Iss Jung se ham donon dosto ki dosti aur majboot hota gaya. Ham donon me ek dusre se jyaada numbar lane ki hod lag gaya. Main usse jyaada numbar lata to vo khush hokar pure gaav me miṭhai banṭta aur jab vo mujhse jyaada number lata to main pure gaanv me miṭhai to nahi baanṭ sakta tha magar main apne kṣamta ke anuroop miṭhai baanṭkar khushiya manata tha.
Shalini... Waha ji waha kya dosti hain? Ek dusre se jyaada numbar lane ki hod lagi thi phir bhi ek dusre se chidte nahi the.
"hamari dosti kamajor thodi na thi jo ek dusre se chidte, hamari dosti ganne ki tarah meeṭha aur nariyal ki tarah bahar se shakt aur andar se mulayam hain or ek baat ek din mujhe kuchh aisa pata chala jiske baad hamari dosti aur jyaada majboot hoon gaya ya yoon kahoon aṭooṭ hoon gaya."
Ye baat tab ki hain jab main aur rishi matric me jile bhar me ṭop kiya tha. Mere paas mobile tha nahi, rishi ke papa ke paas tha isliye mera rol number use de diya jab result aaega tab dekhkar bata dega. Jis din result nikla dekhte hi rishi bhaga bhaga ghar par aaya aur mujhe gale se laga'kar bola... Yaar toone to apne maan baap aur gaanv kaa naam raushan kar diya yara toone pure jile men ṭop kiya hain.
Ye sunte hi main khushi se uchhal pada magar meri khushi pal bhar ke liye tha kyonki achanak mujhe khyaal aaya ki maine aagar ṭop kiya to rishi ne kya kiya? Ye baat mere dimaag me aate hi turant usse alag hua aur bola... Mera chhod too bata tune kya kiya?
Rishi... Mera dekha hi kab jo pata hoga sabse pahle tera dekha bas khushi ke mare wabla hokar bhaga bhaga tere paas chala aaya.
" too bhi na rishi! Chal koi baat nahi abhi dekh'kar bata tera result kaisa aaya?"
Rishi... Are chhod na yaar baad men dekh loonga abhi tere ṭop karne ki khushi manate hain.
"dekh rishi mujhe abhi ke abhi tera result janna hai too dekhkar batata hai ki main khud dekhoo."
Rishi... Too manega nahi chal ṭheek hai mera result bhi dekh lete hain.
Mere ṭop karane ke khabar dekhte hi rishi itna wabla hoon gaya thaa ki mobile saath me lekar chala aaya mere kahte hi turant rishi ne apna result dekha. Result dekhte hi rishi khushi ke mare uchhal pada aur chikhte hue bola... Yaar tere saath saath maine bhi jile men ṭop kiya bas tere se ek numbar kam aaya.
Rishi ke ṭop karne ki khabar sunkar main bhi khushi se cheekh pada aur use gale se laga'kar bola... Yaar tere ṭop karne ki khabar se khush hua magar dukh bas is baat ki hai ki tera mujhse ek numbar kam aaya ye ek numbar tera mujhse jyaada aata to kitna achchha hota.
Rishi... Shayad too bhul raha hai toone mujhse kya wada kiya tha? Ek baar wada ṭooṭ chuka hai is baar ṭooṭta to main tujhe maaf nahi karta aur wade ke mutabik dosti tod deta.
Rishi ki in baton ne mere aankhon me nami la diya. Meri aankhon me nami isliye nahi aaya tha ki main uski baaten sunkar khush tha balki isliye aaya tha. Mera usse jyada number aaya jiska uske man men ratti bhar bhi dveṣ nahi tha balki numbar usse kam aane par dosti todne ki dhamki de raha tha.
Ye baat mere mastishk me aate hi pal bhar me mere aankho ki nami ko sukha diya phir use rookne ko bolkar main miṭhai lene chal diya.
Ghar ke nazdeek hi miṭhai ki dukaan thi. Waha se miṭhai lekar jaise hi main ghar ki dehleez par kadam rakha mere pair svatah hi jahaan ka tahaan jam gaya.
Ghar ke dahleej par mera paav kaise na rookta, andar mera dost, mera jigri yaar ne kaha hi kuchh aisa tha jise sunkar meri aankhe naam hoon gaya tha aur andar hi andar main khush bhi ho gaya tha. Bhagvan ne maan baap chheen'kar heere jaisa ek dost diya jo mere liye anmol tha. Andar dadi se Rishi kah raha tha.
Rishi... Amma bana diya na mere dost ko jimmedaar ab to aap khush ho na!
Dadi... Beṭa khush to hoon par us waqt tumhari vajah se mujhe kitni takleef huwa tha tum nahi janate hoon. dil par patthar rakh'kar use taane deta tha. Mera bola ek ek shabd nikalta to mere munh se tha lekin wapas aakar mere hi hriday chhanni kar deta tha. Jab use din bhar ki thakan se thaka hara besud sa soya hua dekhta tha to khud ko hi doṣi maankar khud ko hi koshta rahta tha.
Rishi.aapko kya lagta hai sirf aapko hi takleef hota tha nahi mujhe bhi takleef hota tha jab vo mujhse milkar batata tha ki aaj dadi ne aisa kaha vaisa kaha man to karta tha ki aapko mana kar doon phir kisi tarah khud ko rok leta tha. Vaise amma bhagavan jo bhi karta hai achchhe ke liye karta hain aapki ṭaang na ṭooṭi hoti to ye baat mere dimaag me kabhi na aata. Aagar ham us waqt aisa nahi karte to aaj ki ye khushi na uske naseeb hota na hi mere aur aapke naseeb hota.
Dadi... Sirf ham hi kyu is khushi me seṭh ji bhi saamil hai unhe kyu bhul rahe hoon.
"hye re dosti bhaṭke huye dost ko rah par lane ke liye dusre dost ne kya faitar nikala saanp bhi mar gaya aur laṭhi bhi nahi ṭooṭa tum dono ki dosti bada hi anmol hain."
meri baton ko kaṭkar shalini beech me boli to main uska jawab dete hue bola... Sahi kaha rishi aur meri dosti anmol hain jiski keemat nahi lagaya ja sakta hain.
Shalini... Haan haan tumhare liye tumhara dost aur dosti hi anmol hain. Main to kuchh hoon hi nahi jao ji mujhe aapse baat nahi karna.
Itna bolkar shalini rooṭhane ka dikhava karke mujhse alag hoon gayi aur palaṭkar khadi hoon gayi. Main jaan gaya tha shalini dikhava kar rahi hain phir bhi use manana zaroori tha. Isliye main uṭhakar khaḍa hua aur shalini ko ghumakar uske sir ko dono haathon se thamkar uski aankho me dekhte hue bola...Shalini rishi aur uski dosti mere liye jitna anmol hain tum bhi mere liye utna hi anmol hoon mere berng jindagi me rang bharne wali tum hi hoon aise men tum ve-mol kaise hoon sakti hoon mere liye tum bhi anmol hoon ab ye dikhawe ki rooṭhna chhod do.
Mere itna kahna tha ki shalini ki lavon par muskaan tair gayi aur rahi sahi kasar uske lavon ko choomkar maine pura kar diya. Kuchh waqt tak ham ek dusre ko jakde kiss karte rahe phir shalini khud se hi mujhe dhakka dekar alag kiya aur boli...Achchha achchha ṭheek hai baki ka baad me aage kya kya hua pahle vo sunao.
Dadi se seṭh ji ke saath dene ki baat sunkar rishi muskura diya phir dadi ke gale lag gaya. Bahaar khaḍa main aansoo bahakar rishi aur uske baap ke saath hi dadi ko dhanyavad de raha tha.
Ushi din dadi ke prati mere man me jitna mail jama tha vo bate aansuo ke saath dhool gaya. Main dave paav bahar aaya aur dukaan ke paas lage nalke se munh dhoya taaki mere aankhon se bahte aansoo ke daag dhool jaye. Kyonki main unhe agaah nahi karna chahta tha ki jo bhi dadi ne kiya vo sab rishi ka racha hua tha jiska pata mujhe chal chuka hai. Barhal main bheetar gaya aur dono ko khushi khushi miṭhai bhi khilaya aur bahut dino baad dadi ke gale lagkar bola... Meri achchhi dadi aap bahut achchhi hoon.
Mujhse aisi bate sunkar dadi hairan to hui par muskurakar chhupa liya kyonki ek lambe arse baad main dadi se gale mila tha aur unse aisi bate kaha tha. Khair hamare ṭop karne ki khabar pure gaanv me aag ki tarah fail gayi aur badhai dene walo ka tata lag gaya.
Aise hi waqt beetta gaya ab hamen aage ki paḍhai ke liye gaanv se bahaar nikalna tha jiska intezam seṭh ji ne kar diya. Intermediate me edmition lene se pahle hi hamne apna apna kṣetr chun liya tha use shuru se hi doctor banne ki chaha thi to vo usi kṣetr se vasta rakhane wale subject aur section chuna aur mera ruchi doctor me kabhi tha hi nahi isliye maine bizness ko chuna.
Ek baar phir se ham dono me jng chhid gaya. Miḍ ṭarm ke dauran hi hame pata chala ki ek bade aur naami college ki aur se scholarship ka offer hain paḍhai aur rahne khane peene ka sara kharcha unka hoga bas shart ye thi ki 85% se jyaada maark lana tha. Bas phir kiya rishi ek baar phir mere pichhe lag gaya kasme wade khilaya dosti todne ki dhamki dekar scholarship hatiyane ka jimma bhi mere kndhe maḍh diya.
Duniya chahe idhar ki udhar hoon jaye magar mujhe rishi ki aṭooṭ dosti hamesha hamesha ke liye chahiye tha. Uske liye main kuchh bhi karne ko taiyar tha. Ek baar phir se main mehnat karne me juṭ gaya dheere dheere din bitta gaya aur pareekṣa ke din nazdeek aa gaya. Ek ek karke pepar diya aur ham dono dosto ki kismat ka faisla kagaj ke panno me kaid hoon gaya.
Mujhe ummeed tha ki mera paasing maark 85% se upar aayega phir bhi ek anjana sa ḍaar mere man me ghar kar gaya tha kyonki daav pe hamari dosti lagi huyi thi shayad kuchh or daav pe laga hota to mujhe itna ḍaar nahi lagta. Barahaal ham gaanv lauṭ gaye. Lekin mere andar ḍaar ab bhi bana hua tha jise bhap kar rishi mujhe samjhata rahta tha ki too ḍaar kyu raha hai mujhe khud se jyaada mere dost par bharosa hai. Main janta hoon kuchh bhi hoon jaye mera dost kabhi hamari dosti nahi ṭooṭane dega.
Uski ye bate mere antar man ko bal to deta tha lekin kuchh waqt ke liye barhaal dadi bhi meri manosthiti se anjaan na thi magar vo samjhane aur dilasa dene ke alava kuchh nahi kar sakti thi. Ek ek din mujhe khadi pahadi chaḍhne jaisa lag raha tha. Waqt kaṭe se nahi kaṭ raha tha. Main bechain sa rehne lag gaya tha. Tab Rishi mujhe yahan vahan ghoomne le jaya karta tha. Bas aisa hi ghoomne firne me waqt beetne lag gaya ab main utna bechain nahi rahta tha karaṇ rishi tha jo ek ek pal mere saath rahne lag gaya tha.
Din beette beette vo din bhi aa gaya jis din result niklne wala tha. Us din main had se jyaada bechain hoon gaya tha. itna bechain ki pura ghar aur aangan anginat baar naap liya. Mujhe itni bechaini me chahal kadami karta hua dekhkar dadi boli... Munna itna bechain hone ki jarurat nahi hain mujhe mere pote par bhaarosh hai vo kuchh bhi hoon jaye par apni dosti nahi tutne dega.
Main janta tha dadi dilasa de rahi hain aur kahi na kahi sach bhi bol rahe hain par main mere bechain man ko kaise samjha pata use to bas yahi ḍaar khaye ja raha tha ki agar main paas nahi ho paya to rishi aur meri aṭooṭ aur anmol dosti hamesha hamesha ke liye ṭooṭ jayega. Dopahar baad result aane ka waqt tay hua tha aur main subah se bina kuchh khaye pie bas bechain sa phir raha tha dadi khana lekar mere pichhe pichhe ghoomta raha baar baar rokkar baiṭha diya phir khane ko kahne lagi magar mera man na khane ko karta na hi baiṭhne ko kar raha tha. Kuchh pal baiṭh jata phir uṭhakar kabhi ghar se bahar to kabhi ghar ke andar bas yahi kar raha tha.
Waqt kitna hua time kya hoon raha hain? Iska bhi mujhe dhyaan na raha. Achanak rishi ghar aaya. Uske chehre ka bhaav darsha raha tha kuchh to anhoni hua hain. Jiske baare me sochkar mere andar uthal puthal mach gaya tha. Nirasha mere andar ghar karne lag gaya isliye main jaldi se uske paas pahuncha aur bola... Rishi toone result dekha hain. Jaldi se bata na result me kya aaya main paas hua ki nahi hamari dosti aṭooṭ rahega ki aaj hi ṭooṭ jayega.
Rriṣi... Dekha to hain (phir munh laṭka liya aur rook rook kar aage bola) too na, raghav too na...
Usakaa munh laṭka hua dekhkar aur aṭak aṭak kar bolne se mere man me shnka hone lag gaya ki is baar pakka meri mehnat rang nahi laya aur aaj ke baad hamari dosti jo aaj tak aṭooṭ thi vo hamesha hamesha ke liye ṭooṭ jaayega isliye main roovasa hokar bola...rishi bol na kya hua tera laṭka hua munh aur yoon aṭak aṭak kar bolna mujhe agaah kar raha hain ki mera kiya wada ṭooṭ chuka hain aagar aisa hua to kya too sach me mujhse dosti tod dega bata na (main kuchh der rooka lekin rishi kuchh nahi bola tab main phir se bola) kya hua rishi too chup kyu hain bol na, too bolta kyu nahi!
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Mere poochhane par bhi rishi kuchh nahi bola vaise hi munh laṭkaye khaḍa raha. Rishi ka is kadar chuppi sad lena mere andar panpi shnka ko yakin me badal diya. Rishi aur meri dosti ṭooṭne ki baat mere jehan me aate hi main fooṭfooṭ kar ro diya. Rona kaise na aata ek vahi to tha jisne mujhe bhaṭke huye rah se wapas laya dosti ki kasam dekar asambhav sa kaam jo shayad hi kabhi main sambhav kar pata use sambhav karwaya aur aaj ek pal me hamari anmol dosti ṭooṭne ke kagar par aa gayi. Magar rishi bhi ek number ka nauṭnki baaj nikla.
Mujhe rota hua dekhkar khilkhilakar hans diya phir mujhse lipatkar bola... Are too ro kyu raha hain hamari anmol dosti nahi ṭooṭa na tera mujhse kiya wada ṭooṭa hain. Too paas hoon gaya aur mujhse bhi jyaada numbars se paas hua hai sirf paas hi nahi hua balki scholarship pane ki sabhi sharton ko bhi pura kiya.
Uski ye baten aur khushi ne mujhe jatla diya, hamari anmol dosti aṭooṭ hi raha. Kuchh pal uske gale laga raha phir usse alag hokar uske peṭ me mukka marte huye bola...Bata toone itna nauṭnki kyu kiya teri nauṭnki ne meri jaan halak me haṭka diya tha.
Rishi bas muskurata hua mujhe dekha aur phir se mere gale lag gaya. Usse alag hokar dadi se khushi khushi gale mila phir rishi bola... Chal yaar hamari dosti na ṭooṭne ki khushi manate hain.
Itna bolte hi ham dono ghar se bahar ki or chal diya tab dadi rokte huye boli... Rishi beṭa munna ne subah se ann ka ek dana nahi khaya pahle use kuchh kha to lene de.
Rishi... Amma mere dost ne kuchh nahi khaya to maine bhi kaun sa khaya hain. Maan ne aaj ham dono ke liye special taiyari kar rakha hain. Main ise ghar le ja raha hoon baad me sahi salamat aapke pote ko aapke paas lauṭa jaunga.
Itna bolkar ham dono khilkhilati huye chal diye. Sabse pahle apne apne paise se miṭhai liya aur ek doosre ke paas hone ki baat logo ko batate huye miṭhai banṭi phir rishi ke ghar ko chal diya. Amma aur seṭh ji ne ham dono ka bade garm joshi se swagat kiya aur khana paroskar amma ne ham dono ko ek saath biṭhakar khaud se khilaya. Khana peena hone ke baad main ghar pnhucha to dadi mujhe khaaṭ par biṭhakar mere paas baiṭh gayi aur boli.munna main bahut dino se tujhse kuchh kehna chahti thi par himmat juṭa nahi payi lekin aaj badi mushkil se himmat juṭa payi hoon.
Itna bolkar dadi chup hoon gayi aur main dimaagi ghoda daudne lag gaya ki aisi kaun si baat hain jise kahne ke liye dadi kai dinon se himmat juṭa rahi thi. Magar juṭa nahi paye, sochte sochte ekaek mere lavon par hansi chha gaya aur main dadi se bola... Yahi na, aap rishi ke kahne par hi mujhe tane diya karti thi.
Main itna bolkar chup hoon gaya aur mand mand muskaan lavon par liye dadi ko dekhne lag gaya. Dadi ki rookhi aankhen jo beṭe aur bahu ki ek saath maut ke baad ro ro kar sukh chuka tha. Meri bate sunte hi kuchh boonde neer ka baha diya. Jise pochhte huye main bolaa... Dadi aap ro kyu rahi hoon aap ne aur rishi ne jo kuchh bhi kiya mere bhale ke liye kiya tha aagar aap dono aisa nahi karte to shayad main aaj rasta bhaṭakkar kisi or disha me nikal chuka hota. Ab aap chup kare meri achchhi dadi rote huye bhaddi dikhti hain.
Ant me majakiya lahaje me bolne se bhi fayada nahi hua balki dadi mujhse lipaṭkar tez lay me rone lag gayi. Ek pal me main samajh gaya. Mujhe tane dete waqt unko jitni takleef hua tha. Use aaj mujhse lipaṭkar aansoo bahakar kam kar rahi hain. Isliye maine unhe kuchh der tak rone diya phir khud se alag kar unke na maatr ke bahte huye aansuo ko pochhkar bola...Dadi ab bas bhi kijiye aur kitna roengi, pahle hi aap bahut ro chuke ho ab or nahi.
Ek do baar mana karne ke baad dadi ka rona band hua. Rona band hote hi, kab jana kaise jana sawal dagane shuroo kar diya. Mujhe laga jab poochh hi rahi hain to bata dena hi ṭheek hoga. Isliye maine us din kaise jana sab bata diya. Sabhi bate batane ke baad main dadi se bola...Dadi aap kabhi bhi rishi ko ye na kahna ki mujhe pata chal chuka hai ki uske khane par hi aap mujhe tane diya karti thi. Main sahi samay dekhkar use bhi bata doonga.
Dadi mera kahna maan nahi rahi thi. Isliye mujhe unhe tarah tarah ke tark aur vasta dekar chup karvana pada. Aise hi ghoomate firte aur mauj masti karte huye waqt beet gaya aur vo waqt bhi aa gaya jab ham dono dost ko apne apne manjil ki or chalna tha. Rishi doctor ki paḍhai karne Delhi chala gaya aur main business management ki paḍhai karne Mumbai aa gaya.
Phir se ham dono doston men jang chhid gaya. Jee jaan se ham paḍhai karne lag gaye. Shuru shuru me man nahi lagta tha kyonki mera dost mere paas nahi tha magar dheere dheere aadat ban gaya. Jab jab college me kai dinon ki chhuṭṭi padti tab tab main aur rishi ek dusre se milne gaanv pahunch jate the. Aise hi waqt bitane lag gaya aur paḍhai ka result bhi ummeed se behtar aane laga.
Ek varṣ ka samay or sheṣh tha usi waqt college ki taraf se plesamenṭ ke liye badi badi companies ko bulaya gaya. Plesamenṭ ki sabhi karavai poori hone ke baad ek company ko meri certificate aur dusri jaroori ṭesṭ lene ke baad mujhse prabhavit hokar achchhi tankha ki peshagi karke mujhe unki company join karne ki peshkash kar diya.
Mujhe or chahiye hi kiya tha. Bina bhaga daudi ke achchhi tankha ke saath naukri mil raha tha to maine bhi haan kar diya. Ye baat maine phone karke rishi, dadi aur seṭh jee ko bata diya sabhi bahut khush huye. Magar rishi khush hone ke saath saath wada karavane se baaj nahi aaya use ḍaar tha kahi main naukari milne ke karaṇ laparvahi na karne lag jaoon.
Khair sab kuchh achchha raha achchhe numbaro se paas hua. Ab mujhe bas company join karna tha. Main chahta tha naukari join karne se pehle ek baar rishi aur baaki sabse mil aaoon isliye rishi ko phone karke gaon jane ki baat kaha to rishi ne us waqt gaon ane ko mana kar diya uska kahna tha ki vo abhi gaon nahi aa sakta isliye jab tak vo na kahe main gaon na jaoon, main maan nahi raha tha to ek baar phir se hamari dosti ki duhai aur kasam dekar mujhe uski baat manne par majbur kar diya.
Agale din se main naukari join kar liya rahne ke liye ek apartment me company ki taraf se ek flat mila tha to rahne ki samasya bhi hal ho gaya rahi baat khana banane ki vo koi badi baat nahi thi dadi ke tanon ne mujhe pehle se hi khana banana sikha chuka tha. Din par din beetne laga main baar baar rishi se gaon jane ki baat poochhta tha vo har baar mana kar deta tha. Iss beech lagbhag chha saat mahine beet gaya. Ek din achanak rishi mumbai aa pnhucha uska yoon achanak mumbai aana saath me dadi ko bhi lekar aana mujhe hairan kar diya. Magar hairani se jyaada main khush tha kyonki bahut dinon baad main apne dost se mil raha tha.
Donon ko flat pe lekar gaya. Flat dekhkar rishi se jyaada dadi khush hui. Unka khush hona bhi jayaj tha. Poori jindgi unhone jhopdi me beeta diya aur umr ke akhari padav par unhe itne bade flat me rahne ko mil raha tha. Beete chha mahine se maine ek bhi din chhuṭṭi nahi liya tha to chhuṭṭi ki arji ḍalte hi chhuṭṭi mil gayi.
Ek hafte ki chhuṭṭi liya tha ye pura hafta dost aur dadi ke saath bitaya. Inhi dinon mujhe laga rishi khush to hain magar kisi baat ko lekar andar hi andar uljha hua hain. Agar koi uljhan hain to dost hone ke naate use suljhana mera pharz banta hain. Isliye uske ulaljhan ka karaṇ janna chaha, tab rishi kuchh na batakar saaf mukar gaya. Kai baar poochha lekin jawab ek hee mila "kuchh nahi main bilkul ṭheek hoon" baar baar mana karne par main dadi se bhi poochha unhone bhi kuchh nahi bataya tab mujhe laga shaayad mera bharm hoga islye maine bhi ye sochkar ṭal diya agar koi baat hota to rishi mujhe bata deta.
Ek hafte ka waqt beet gaya aur rishi ke lauṭne ka waqt bhi aa gaya. Jis din rishi wapas lauṭ raha tha us din rishi ne kuchh aisa kaha jise sunkar main achambhit hoon gaya.
Shalini... Aisa kya kaha ki tum achambhit hoon gaye.
Shalini ne meri baton ko beech me kaṭkar poochha to maine jab dete hue bola... Usne kaha raghav too aaj ke baad tab tak gaon nahi aayega jab tak too apne dam par kuchh kar nahi leta.
Uski bate sunte hai mujhe laga kisi ne mere pairon tale se jameen hi kheench liya hoon aur mujhe hava me latka diya hoon. Kuchh waqt laga mujhe khud ko sambhalne me, khud ko sambhalkar main bola...rishi too kya kah raha hain kuchh soch samajhkar kah raha hain ya yoon hi hava me teer chala raha hain. Kya tujhe lagta hai? Maine apne dam par kuchh bhi nahi kiya.
Rishi.raghav mere dost too aaj jis mukam pe hai wahan tak too sirf apne dam par hain magar gaon wale ye thodi maan rahe hai unka kahna hain. Too aaj jis mukam par hai yahan tak sirf aur sirf mere vajah se pnhucha hain.
"vo log kah rahe hai to ṭheek hi kah rahe hain kahi na kahi unka kahna bhi ṭheek hain kyonki main aaj jahan par hoon yahan tak pahunchne me tera haath sabse jyaada raha."
Rishi... Chalo achchha hua jo too ye baat man gaya. Ab sun main chahta hoon too yahan se aage ka safar tab tak akela tay kar jab tak too or achchhi mukam tak nahi pahunch jata tab tak na tu mujhse milne ki jidd karega na hi gaon aaega.
"dekh rishi maine teri har baat mana tujhse kiya hua har ek wada pura kiya magar aaj too jo kah raha hai ye main katai nahi manne wala."
Rishi... Tujhe manna to hoga tujhe hamari dosti ka vasta ab too chahe to ye vasta tod de. Aagar toone vasta thoda to hamesha hamesha ke liye hamari anmol dosti khatm hoon jayega. Ab faisla tujhe lena hain. Dosti ka vasta manna hain ya phir hamesha hamesha ke liye apne dost ko khona hain.
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Hamari dosti na ṭooṭe uske liye na jane kitni mehnat kiya magar haath kya laga ek baar phir se dosti ṭooṭne ki baat beech me aa gayi. Isliye majabur hokar mujhe uska kaha manna pada. Us din ham ek dusre se lipaṭ kar bahut roye kyonki ham dono achchhe se jante the. Ab hamari mulakat me bahut waqt lagane wala hai kitna waqt lagega ye na main janta tha na hi rishi, agar koi janta tha to vo hai samay chakr, ek baar phir se meri Jung shuru ho gayi. Is baar ki jung bahut alag tha. Is baar ki jung me mera dost mere saath nahi tha. Vo din aur aaj ka din is beech hamari mulakat nahi hua. Sirf phone par baat karke khud ko tasalli de liya karte the. Vo bhi lagabhag do saal baad band hoon gaya jab bhi phone karta engeg hi ata main is ummeed me call karta kabhi to baat hoon jayega lekin har baar khali haath hi raha. Man karta tha. gaon jakar mil aata hoon magar uska diya wasta mere kadam ko rok leta tha.
Kisi tarh khud ko samjha bhuja kar rakhta raha aur apne kaam par dhyaan deta raha. Lagabhag chhaa saal tak naukari kiya jisse achchhi khasi daulat kama liya jis karaṇ samaj me mera achchha rutba ban gaya. Tab main rishi se milne gaon gaya. Vahan jakar dekha rishi ka ghar khali pada hua tha. Logon se pata kiya par un logo ne rishi ke bare me kuchh bhi batane se mana kar diya. Main baar baar jata raha magar har baar khali haath lauṭa. Baar baar aane jane se mujhe itna to pata chal gaya tha ki rishi ne apna ghar aur zameen kisi ko becha nahi yaha jankar mujhe laga main baar baar aata raha to kabhi na kabhi rishi se mulakat hoon jayega. Is beech meri mulakat tumse hua mel jol bada jo dheere dheere pyaar me badal gaya aur ek waqt baad ham dono ne shaadi kar liya. Dadi ka bhi jane ka samay hoon gaya tha.
Unhone mera haath tumhe sofkar is dhara se vida le liya. Shaadi ke baad tumhare kahne par maine khud ka business shuru kiya. Aaj mere paas sab kuchh hai agar kuchh nahi hain to vo hai mera dost rishi, na jane rishi kab milega. Milega ya nahi main nahi janta....
Shalini... Milega kyo nahi, milega jaroor milega is baar ham dono mila
kar ḍhoonḍhenge.
"kaha ḍhoonḍhoon, main janta hi nahi ki vo kaha hain kis haal me hain."
shalini... Kahi se to shuruvaat karna hoga achchha ye batao gaon kitne waqt se nahi gaye.
"yahi koi chaar panch saal hoon gaya."
shalini... Chalo phir ham tumhare dost ko ḍhoonḍhne ki shuruvat gaon se hi karte hain.
"vahan se, magar rishi to vahan hain nahi."
shalini... Kya pata vo gaon me hi hoon kyonki tum pichhle chaar paanch saal se gaon nahi gaye. Aagar rishi bhai sahab nahi mile to kya hua isi bahane main tumhara gaon hi ghoom loongi.
Itna kahkar shalini muskura diya. Mujhe laga uske muskurane ki vajah kuchh aur hi hain magar maine jyaada dhyaan nahi diya. Do teen din baad gaon jane ka samay tay hua. Niyat din ko main, shalini aur parth gaon ke liye chal diye. Main ja to raha tha magar baar baar ye khyaal mere man me aa raha tha ki is baar phir se mujhe khali haath lauṭna padega.
Kya hoga ye to samay hi bata sakta hain. Lamba safar tay karke ham gaon pahunch gaye. Gaon ki dasha ab pahle jaisa nahin raha in chaar paanch saalon me gaon bahut badal gaya. Raste pahle se bahut behtar hoon gaya.
Pahle ekka dukka, pakka makan dekhne ko milta tha ab vaha pratyek ghar pakka makan ban chuka tha. Inhi najaron ka luft lete hue ham teenon ja rahe the ki achanak gaon ke chaupal par mujhe ek jana pahchanaa chehara dikha, car ko rokkar us shaksh ko dhyaan se dekha to mujhe use pahchane me jayaada waqt nahi laga main turant hi car se nikla aur us or bad gaya. Paas jakar "rishi" bas uska naam bola aur usse lipaṭ gaya. "kaun ho bhai" bas itna hi rishi bol paya uske baad uska munh bhi band hoon gaya phir vo bhi mujhse lipaṭ gaya.
Kuchh waqt tak ham dono ek dusre se lipṭe rahe phir alag hokar main bola...rishi kaha chala gaya tha yaar.
Rishi...Pahle ghar chal phir tere sabhi sawalo ka jawab deta hoon. Chal ja apni car me baiṭh aur mere pichhe pichhe chal de.
Itna bolte hi rishi bagal me khadi apne car me baiṭh gaya aur main bhi apna car lekar uske pichhe pichhe chal diya.
Jab ham rishi ke ghar pahunche to uska ghar pehle se bilkul badal hua tha ek aalishan koṭhi najar aa raha tha. Mere dost ne mere saath saath khud bhi bahut achchhi tarakki kar liya tha ye dekh'kar mere dil ko bahut shakun mila.
Kuchh hi waqt me ham us aalishaan koṭhi ke andar the. "sakṣhi kaha hoon dekho kaun aaya hain."
itna bolkar rishi ne kisi mahila ko aawaz diya. Turnt pratiuttar me "jee abhi aayi" ki aawaz sunayi diya. Ek ya do minaṭ ke antaral par ek mahila seeḍhi se utarkar neeche aane lagi. Unko dekhte hi "ye to shalini ki saheli hain." bas itna hi kaha aur palaṭ'kar dekha to shalini parth ko god me uṭhaye muskura rahi thi.
Main achambhit sa shailini ko dekhta raha tab shalini muskurate hue boli... Kya hua pahachan nahi paye, kitni baar usse mil chuke hoon phir bhi bhul gaye.
"sakṣhi ko bhula nahi pehchanta hoon bas tum mujhe itna bata do jab tum janti thi sakṣhi ki shaadi rishi se hoon raha hain to tumne mujhe bataya kyu nahi."
vo kya batayegi (sakṣhi paas aate hue boli) use thodi na pata tha tum dono dost hoon vo to shaadi me aane ke baad hi use pata chala rishi aur tum, dono bahut gahre dost hoon. Nimntraṇ to tumhen bhi diya tha aagar us waqt aa jate to nishchit hi do saal pahle hi tumhen tumhara dost mil chuka hota. Jisse milne ke liye kab se tadap rahe hoon.
Darasal sakṣhi ki shaadi ke waqt sakṣhi ne ham dono ko nimntraṇ diya tha magar mujhe business ke silsile me kuchh jaroori kaam tha isliye main nahi aa paya tha, shalini aur parth ko bhej diya tha lekin jab sakṣhi ne kaha shalini shaadi me aakar hi rishi se mila tha. Tab mere mastisk me khalbali mach gaya ki shalini na kabhi rishi se mila na hi kabhi maine use rishi ke baare me bataya to phir shalini rishi ko pehchana kaise, in baaton par mansik khichatani karne ke baad jab koi nateeja nahi nikala to main bola...Shalini tum mujhe bas itna bata do tum rishi ko kaise pahchana jabki maine tumhe na kabhi rishi se milvaya na kabhi rishi ke bare me bataya.
Shalini... Tum study room me rishi bhai sahab ki tasveer dekhkar aasu bahate rahoge aur mujhe pata bhi nahi chalega. darasal hua ye tha ki ek din tum daftar se jaldi ghar aa gaye aur seedha study room me chale gaye main tumse chaay ko poochhne aa rahi thi ki dekha tum ek purani dairy nikal rahe hoon mere aawaz dete hi tumne vo dairy wapas vahi rakh diya jaha se nikala tha phir study room se bahar aa gaye. Kuchh din baad main study room ki safai kar rahi thi tab vo dairy mere haath lag gayi aisa nahi ki us din se pehle kabhi vo dairy maine nahi dekha, kai baar dekha magar na jane us din mujhe kiya sooja ki main us dairy ko kholkar dekha lekin uska har ek panna kora tha. Main panna palaṭta gaya palaṭta gaya tab kahin jake beech ke pannon me mujhe tum dono ki tasveer dikha tumhe dekhkar main pehchaan gayi magar dusre shaksh ko pahchaan nahi payi. kaise pehchanta us din se pehle maine kabhi dekha hai nahi tha. Maine socha tumse poochhoonga, ye shaksh kaun hain par sahi waqt nahi mila isi beech sakṣhi ki shadi me aa gayi. Sakṣhi bhi badi chhupi rustam nikali meri prem kahani ki pal pal khabar leti rahi lekin apni chhupa gayi. Jab shadi me aayi tab isse ladke ke baare me poochha tab isne tumhare dost ki tasveer dikhaya aur bataya kaise ek yaatra ke dauran dono ek dusre se mile aur inki prem kahani chal padi. Jab isne mujhe rishi bhaii sahab ki tasveer dikhaya tab mujhe vo tasveer jana pehchana laga dimaag par jor diya tab samajh aaya ye tumhare paas rakhi tasveer me maujud dusre shaksh ki tasveer hain. Tab ye baat maine sakṣhi ko bataya isne turant rishi bhai saahab ko tumhari ek photo bheja phir phone karke poochha tab unhone tum dono ki dosti ka ek ek kissa bata diya aur shadi wale din inse mil bhi liya phir...
Main shalini ko beech me rokar bola... Shalini jab tum rishi se mil chuki thi tab mujhe kyu nahi bataya.
Shalini... Are batane to do tum dono ki milne ki baat inse kahi to na jane kyu ye us waqt manakar diya saath hi tumhari kasam dekar ye kaha ki main tumse ye na kahu ki main tumhare dost ko janati hoon aur meri saheli sakṣhi ka pati hain. Uske baad main mumbai lauṭ aayi. Vahan main tum par nazar rakhne lag gayi isi dauran mujhe tumhare andar tumhare dost se milne ki tadap dikha tum khulkar rona chahte the par nahi ro pate the. Ye dekhkar main rishi bhai sahab ko sab bata diya lekin ye phir bhi nahi milna chahte the. Mujhe in par bahut gussa aaya inka gussa us din tum par nikala main jaan boojh kar tumhe tane diya. Yakeen manna tumhe tane dete waqt mujh par kya beet rahi thi main hai janti hoon mere aankhon se aasu rook nahi rahe the. Raghav us din ke liye mujhe maaf kar dena.
Itna bolkar shalini rook gayi aur fooṭ fooṭ kar rone lagi. Main uske paas gaya samajha bujha kar use chaap karvaya phir rishi ki aur palaṭ kar bola... Rishi toone kya jeevan bhar mujhe tane sunvane ka ṭheka le rakha hain. Pahle dadi se tane sunvaya phir shalini se tane sunvaya, bhai too saaf saaf bata de or kitne taane sunbayega.
Khulasa karte hi rishi chauk gaya aur ek ṭak mujhe dekhne lag gaya. Tab main bola... Aise kya dekh raha hain mujhe bahut pahle hi pata chal gaya tha ki mujhe jimmedari ka ahsas karavane ke liye toone hi dadi se kaha tha ki...
Maine bas itna hi kaha tha ki rishi mere paas aaya aur mere gale se lagkar bola... Mujhe maaf kar de yaar!
"too kyu mafi mang raha hain toone jo bhi kiya mere bhale ke liye hi kiya tha. Too aagar vaisa na karta to mujhe kabhi jimmedari ka ahsas hi nahi hota. Tere hi karaṇ aaj main farsh se arsh tak pahuch paya. Us baat ke liye tujhe maaf kar diya. Magar toone ab jo kya, kyu kiya, too mujhse milna kyu nahi chahta tha? Kyu tere najar me hamari anmol dosti be-mol hoon gaya? Ye nahi bataya to kah deta hoon tujhe kabhi maaf nahi karunga."
kuchh der ki chuppi chhaya raha phir rishi bola... Be-mol nahi re aaj bhi hamari dosti anmol hain lekin too hi bata main tujhse kaise milta jabaki main ye janta tha. Gaon wale hamare bare me bate bana rahe hain. Aisa jhooṭh bola tha. Jab tujhe sachchai pata chalta to main tujhe kya jawab deta magar too ye na samajhna ki maine tujhse bina karaṇ jhooṭh kaha tha uska bhi ek karaṇ hain.
"Rishi too mujhse jhooṭh kyu bola bata jaldi bata."
Rishi... Ye baat us waqt ki hain jab teri business management aur mere doctor ki paḍhai pura hone men sirf ek mahine ka waqt rah gaya tha us waqt toone mujhe phone karke ek mahine baad gaon aane ko kaha tha maine bhi haami bhar diya tha magar uske kuchh hi din baad maan babuji mujhse milne Delhi aa rahe the lekin mujh tak pahunch hi nahi paye raste me ek durghaṭna ka shikar hoon gaye aur is duniya me mujhe akela chhod gaye.
Itna sunte hi main kya pratikriya doon bhul chuka tha aur udhar rishi sirf aasu baha raha tha tab sakṣhi ne jakar rishi ko sambhala aasu to mere bhi bah rahe the kyonki mujhe afasos hoon raha tha mere maan baap nahi the. jab rishi aur meri dosti gahrane laga tab seṭh jee aur amma hi mujhe rishi ki tarah maan baap ka pyaar dete the aur main unka antim darshan bhi nahi kar paya kuchh waqt tak main aasu bahata raha phir bola... Rishi jab amma babuji durghaṭna me gujar gaye tab toone mujhe soochna kyu nahi diya bata toone aisa kyon kiya?
Rishi... Main janta tha jis din tujhe pata chalega us din tu mujhse ye sawal jaroor poochhega. To sun, bina maan baap ke jeene ka dard kya hota hain tujhse behtar shaayad hi koi or janta hoga main yahaan bhi janta tha tujhe pata chalte hi too sab kuchh chhod chhadkar gaon chala aaega aur mujhe akela chhodkar kabhi nahi jayega. Too wapas nahi gaya to tera ujjawal bhaviṣy jo bahen failaye intejaar kar raha tha vo tujhse bahut door chala jata. Tere ujjawal bhaviṣy ko banane ke liye hamari dosti todne ki dhamaki de dekar na jane tujhse kitna mehnat karvaya main nahi chahta tha tera behtar ujjval bhaviṣy jo mere sach kahne par tujhse door bhaag jaye, jise wapas pane me tujhe na jane kitni aur mehnat karna padta sirf isliye maine tujhe gaon aane se mana kar diya. Amma ko bhi mana liya, vo kabhi tujhse sach na bole, main yahaan bhi janta tha kabhi na kabhi too gaon aane ki zid karega aur main tujhe jyaada din rok nahi paunga isliye tere naukri join karne ke chha mahine baad amma ko lekar tere paas gaya. Too bhi kamal ka nikla mere khushnuma chehre ke pichhe ki uljhan ko samajh gaya aur baar baar mere uljhan ka karaṇ poochhane lag gaya. Main tujhe ṭalta raha. Mera man to tha ki kuchh din or tere saath bitaun lekin mujhe ḍaar tha kahi tere baar baar poochhne par main tujhe bata na doon isliye sirf ek hafta ruk'kar tujhse vo jhooṭh aur dosti ka vasta dekar wapas aa gaya. Wapas aa to gaya tha magar main is baat se anjaan bhi nahi tha ki too mere diye dosti ke, wasta ke chalte jee tod mehnat karke khud ko siddh karke kabhi na kabhi wapas jaroor aayega. Isliye maine socha tha jameen jaydad bechakar kahi aur chala jaoon phir gaon walo ke bare me sochkar jameen jaydaad unko bnṭai par de diya aur ye bhi bata diya ki jab bhi too gaon aae mere bare me ya maan babuji ke maut ke bare me kuchh na bataye phir main ye gaon chhod kar delhi chala gaya. Babuji ke maut ke karan final exam nahi de paya tha. Isliye mujhe ek saal aur doctor ki paḍhai karne ke baad final exam dena pada phir practice karne ke liye Jaipur chala gaya. Main vahaan chain se kabhi rah hi nahi paya baar baar tujhse milne ka dil karta rahta tha. Isliye main kai baar tujhse milne mumbai aaya lekin himmat juṭakar kabhi tujhse mil hi nahi paya magar kismat ko shayad kuchh aur hi manzoor tha mumbai aane jaane ke dauran meri mulakat sakṣhi se hua. Hamari mulakate baḍhti gayi aur kab pyaar me badal gaya main samajh hi nahi paya phir aayi shaadi ki bari shaadi se ek din pahle hi mujhe pata chala sakṣhi aur shalini bhabhi dono saheli hain saath hi ye bhi pata chala shalini bhabhi aur too pati patni hain. Yakeen maan mujhe shaadi se kuchh din pahle pata chalta to main shaadi todkar sakṣhi se kahi door chala jata lekin us din mujhe pata chala main ab aur nahi bhaag sakta ek na ek din mujhe tera samana karna hi hoga aur sari sachchai tujhe batana hoga. Isliye shaadi ke kuchh mahine baad ham gaon chale aaye. Ham gaon aa gaye hain ye baat shalini bhabhi ko na bataye aisa sakṣhi se kaha tha. Lekin sakṣhi ne shalini bhabhi ko bina mere pata chale bata diya aur shalini bhabhi tujhe lekar gaon chali aayi.
Rishi jaise jaise batata ja raha tha. Shuru shuru me mujhe gussa aa raha tha. Man kar raha tha use pakdkar ḍhang se kooṭ doon magar kisi tarah khud par kaabu rakh liya aur jaise jaise aage batata ja raha tha mera gussa hairani men badalta ja raha tha phir jab usne kaha ki shaadi se kuchh din pahle aagar use shalini ke baare me pata chalta tab rishi shaadi tod deta. uski inn bate ko sunkar main samajh gaya ki mera jigri yaar kis kadar sharminda hain sirf ek baat chupane ke liye ek aisa jhooṭh bola jo kabhi sach tha hi nahi aur us jhooṭh ko chupane ke liye mujhse bhagta raha .
Mujhse door pahle se hi tha magar jab mujhe pata chala vo us jhooṭh ko chupane ke liye apni shaadi tak ko todne ke liye razi tha. Isliye usse koi aur sawaal jawaab karna sahi nahi samajha jo hona tha hoon chuka ant me khushi is baat ki mili mera jigri dost mujhe wapas mil gaya. Hamari anmol dosti ek baar phir se ṭooṭte ṭooṭte bach gayi jo lagbhag ṭooṭne ke kagar par pahunch chuka tha.
Mai kuch kadam aage badkar rishi ko gale se laga liya aur jo gile sikbe the unhe aansuo ke saath bah jane diya. [/color]
