Update 8
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samay ka chakra bade joro se chalta hai...
vivek k jeevan me bhi aisa hi hua...dusre
sheher me aane k baad use bahot pareshani
hui...
Wo kavita ko wahan bhi ramtekri ki tarah
dusro k ghar par kaam karne nahi den chahta
tha...
Uska bcom complete ho chuka tha aur wahan jate noukri ki talas me lag gaya...
Kitna kadhin hota haii apne tute dil k sath
kuchch karna... vivek ko wahan jaa k pata
chala ki kaam dhundhna kya hota hai...
Wo bhatakta rehta kabhi eak company me to kabhi dusre company me... par use noukri na milti...
kabhi haar se uske aankho me aansu aa jate
to kabhi apni maa k chehre par khushi lane k
liye use shakti milti...
kavita ne jo paise jama kiye the wo kuchch din
me khatam hone lage... ghar ka kiraya, khane
ka saman uss sheher me ram tekri se mehnga tha...
Vivek ko jab ye baat kavita ne batayi to use
bahot dukh hua... usne haar maan kar kavita se
kaha...
Vivek: maa kya mai kisi dukaan me kaam dhundh loon...
Uski ye baat mano kavita k dil ko chchalli kar
gayi...
Kavita: vivek ye kaisi baat kar rahe ho kya isi
din k liye maine tumhe itna padha likhakar bada
kiya hai...
Vivek: mai kya karun maa aaj kal noukri milna bahot mushkil ho hai...
Kavita: beta tum aisa mat socho agar tumhe aur padhne ki jarurat hai to tunhari iss maa me abhi bhi tumhe padhane ki jaan hai...
Vivek: nahi maa mai apko ab kaam karte nahi dekh sakta... ab agar hum dono me koi kaam karega to wo mai hi karunga...
uski baat sun kavita ko yakin aa gaya ki vivek uski baat nahi manega... usne uske aage aur kuchch nahi kaha
agle din jab vivek taiyaar hokar jab bahar jane k
liye nikla to kavita ne use roka...
Kavita: vivek kahan jaa rahe ho...
Vivek: maa noukri dhundhne...
Kavita: uski koi jarurat nahi hai...
Vivek ne jab ye suna to use laga ki kavita ne dobara se kaam karne ki soch li hai... uska dil iss baat par bhar aaya par wo nikla gusse k roop me...
Vivek: maa thik keh rahi ho aap mai to waise bhi lallu hoon... mujhe kahan kaam milega aapne kaam dhundh liya na ... thik hai ab mai koun hota hoon aapko rokne wala...
ye kehte kehte uski awaz k sath uski aankhe bhi bhar gayi wo apni jagah par baithkar dukhi ho gaya...
kavita uski or lagatar dekh rahi thi...
Vivek: maa mai kisi k layak nahi... mai itna bada ho gaya hoon tab bhi aapko kaam karna pad raha hai...
usne sisakte hue kavita se kaha... wo ro raha tha...
uska rona dekh uski maa ka bhi dil bhar aaya aur kavita uske najdik aa gayi...
Kavita: aisa mat socho mere lal tum to mera raja beta ho na... tum kyon aisi baat kar rahe ho...
wo bhi rone lagi...
Vivek: to phir kya karu maa pihu k layak to mai shuru se nahi tha ab aapko bhi khushi nahi de paa raha...
uski iss baat par kavita ne use jhidakte hue kaha...
kavita: vivek tum bahot galat sochte ho... maine
tumse pehle bhi kaha hai ki insaan apne dil se
jana jata hai... tumne itne din se noukri dhundhne me jitni mehnat ki hai utni to shayad uss ajit ne poori jindagi me nahi ki hogi...
Vivek: par maa pihu ko to wohi pasand hai na... mujhe koi pasand nahi karta...
uss din haar wo mehsoos kar raha tha... use aisa lag raha tha jaise usse kuchch bhi nahi ho sakta... uski aankho se lagatar aansu nikal rahe the... kavita se ye dekha nahi jaa raha tha ki uske jigar ka tukda itna toot raha hai... usne vivek k sar ko sehlaya aur kaha...
Kavita: vivek tum chinta kyon karte ho mai hoon na jo tumhe bahot pyaar karti hai... sunp maine tumhe aaj noukri dhundhne k liye jane se iss liye mana kiya tha
kyonki maine tunhare liye eak jagah noukri ki baat kar li hai aur kal tumhe wahan jaa k interview dena hai...
Vivek ne jab uske mooh se ye suna to use badi hairani hui... wo kuchch der tak kavita ki or dekhta raha...
phir usne kaha...
Vivek: maa par aap to yahan kisi ko nahi janti...
uski ye baat sun kavita kuchch der soch me pad gayi...
uske chehre par pareshani k bhav ko vivek ne bhamp liya...
Vivek: maa aap chup kyon ho...
Kavita: wo ramtekri me mathur sahab the na maine unse phone kar tumhare noukri k liye baat ki hai usnke bahot sare jan pehchan k log yahan rehte hain...
Vivek ne jab ye suna to use bahot khushi hui...
usne ag;le din jaakar interview diy aur use
as a sales executive rakh liya gaya...
uske baad dono maa bete ki zndagai me sudhar aane laga... vivek ne noukri k sath sath M tech ki padhayi bhi jaari rakhi... kyonki wo eak sthayi noukri chahta tha...
Kavita ne uski iss chiz me mansik roop se uske
pure sath rahi... aur kab uske M.tech karne k do saal bite pata hi na chala...
uske baad vivek ne naye tarike se noukri dhundhna chalu kiya aur usko eak sarkari bank me job mil gayi...
Inn dino usne apni pdhayi aur uske baad kaam me bhi pura dhyaan diya par wo sirf usne apni maa k liye kiya tha... par aaj bhi uske dil me eak aas thi , eak pyaas thi uss pyaar k liye jise wo bahot pehle ramtekri me chchcod aaya tha...
" pihu"...
Aisa eak bhi din na gaya tha jab usne pihu k masoom bachcho jaisi surat ko yaad na kiya ho... wo harpal use yaad krta gaya aur use dil me basata gaya...
Bus fark itna tha ki ab pihu ko usne apne dil k kisi kone me chchupa kar rakh diya tha... bus jab bhi uski yaad aati to uski tasvir apne mobile pe dekh leta jo usne kabhi khishi thi... tab use pata nahi tha ki wo tasvir bus yaade bankar reh jaengi...
Jab bhi wo akela apne me hota to use yaad kar uski aankhe nam ho jati... khas baat ye thi ki wo use kho kar bhi uski salamati ki hi dua mangta tha...
Na use kabhi kosta aur na hi kabhi use bad dua deta...
bus use yaad kar ye sochta ki wo jahan bhi ho khush ho...
Kabhi aankhe nam bhi ho jati to wo unhe apne haanto sesaaf kar leta aur khud ko samjhata ki ab uske dil par raaz karne wali kabhi nahi aane wali...
samay bitata gaya... vivek aur kavita ko ramtekri chchode teen saal ho gaye the... vivek ne khud me jeena
aur apne aansuon ko khud me rahna sikh liya tha...
par andar se wo dukhi tha...
sarkari noukri me paise jyada nahi the par uske aur kavita k liye wo paise bahot the... sarkari ghar,
har mahine ki tankhva, sthayi jeevan ka sukh usi ko hai jisne kabhi wo sab dekha na ho...
Unke liye jaise duniya ki saari khushi mil gayi ho...
phir bhi vivek k jeevan k jeevan ka ekakipan kavita se chchupa nahi... usne kayi baar vivek ko shaadi kar lene k liye kaha...
Bechari k ristedar to the nahi na hi wo padhi likhi thi
phir bhi kahin se usne suna tha ki eak jagah kuchch log shadi karvate hain... usne uss jagah par jaakar vivek k baare me jankari aur paise bhi de dale...
Uske baad kayi riste bhi aaye par vivek ne har baar kavita ko mana kar diya... vivek akhir haan bhi kaise karta...
pyaar to akhir pyaar hi hota hai jo bhulaye nahi bhulta...
Vivek apni maa aur uski khushi k liye jee raha tha...
uske dil me shayad kisi aur ko jagah dene k liye
kuchch baki hi nahi tha...
Wo kavita ko har wo khushi de raha tha jo kavita ne dekhi nahi thi... par usko kya pata tha ki kavita ki khushi to apne bete ki khushi me hai...
Vivek aur kavita dono eak dusre k sahare jee rahe the...
par tabhi vidhi k vidhan ne vivek k jeevan me eak aur aas bhi cheen li uski maa kavita...
Zindagi me kavita ne bahot kuchch dekha tha... apne bete k gam se kaise anjaan rehti... wo uske dil ki dhadkano me basne wali pihu ko uske liye laa to nahi sakti thi par
usne vivek ka dhyaan rakhne me koi kasar nahi chchodi
aur humesha vivek ka dhyaan rakhne ki koshish ki...
Barsaat joro par thi... bahar bijli ki awaz andar tak aarahi thi... par asli bijli to vivek k upar giri thi...
uss din usne apni maa ko khoya tha...
Eak din jab vivek kaam se wapas ghar aaya to kavita ki tabiyat kharab thi... use dekh vivek pareshan ho gaya... aur paanch din hospital me rehne k baad uss janani ne ne apni aakhri saanse li jisne vivek ko iss layak banaya tha jo apne pairon par khada ho sake...
kavita ne hospital jate waqt vivek se ukhdi si awaz me kaha tha ...
Kavita: Vivek tum bahot achche ho mere lal... mera jeevan tumne sach me safal kar diya... beta apna khayal rakha karo... mujhe tumhari bahot chinta hoti hai... khush raha karo Vivek... bus itna hi keh payi aur shant pad gayi...
Kavita k sirhane sar rakh kar vivek bahot roya aur akhir uski maa jiski khushiyon k liye aur jiski mehant se wo yahan tak pahuncha tha wo use chchod kar jo chali gayi thi... jiski palkon ki chanv me wo tha wo use chchod kar chali gayi thi...
Kavita eak aam maa thi... paar har aam maa khas hoti hai...
kavita ne pati k marne k baad bhi usne jeena na chchoda
bus vivek ko dekhkar... use har dukh se bahar nikala,
use banaya, use samvara...
uske liye wo na jnae kitni raaten jagi... apna pet
bharne se pehle usne vivek ko bharpet sulaya...
khud to padhi likhi na thi par usne vivek ko padhaya...
vivek me hi usne apne sapne sanjoye... usi ko
apne jeevan ka phal prasad mana...
Maa kya hoti hai...
Jiski jaan apne bachcho me ho...
Apne bachche ki eak awaz me wo duniya ko chchod aaye...
uske aanchal me ho mamta ki chanv...
uske har arman me ho apne bachche ki khushi...
sach kahun agar maine likhna jari rakha to
kuchch bhi likh doon maa k bare me kam hi hoga...
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O maa, o maa
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