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XXX Kahani Izhaar - a - Mohabbat

Dekha.. main to big bang ke jamane se hi kehti aa rahi hun ki ye varun to dosti ke naam pe hi kalank hai....

aksha ko laane bheja tha na.. lo ho gaya chyappa
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bille ne puri dudh chat ke khali katori us chutiye dhruva ke hatho mein thama diya...
aur wah re beta... kya natak hai iska.... jhuth bhi aise bol raha hau jaise jisme sirf sachhayi hi ho
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aksha ko agar kisi dusre sang bhagke shaadi karni hi hoti to dhruva ko phone kya hi kyun....
aur ye kaisa jawab hua ki varun gaya aksha ko pick kiya aur raste mein aksha ka koi teesra ashiq apne dosto ke sath milke uski pitayi kar aksha ko waha se le gaya...aur is chutiyappa kahani pe vedant ne vishwas bhi kar liya
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waise varun mast kahaniya sunata hai... mujhe to nind aane lagi hai
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Ab Kingfisher bolega ki are nahi isme to aksha ki hi galti hai... ye ek chaal hai, taaki uska ashiq bach jaaye aur dhruva fansh jaaye .... taaki jab tak police dhruva ko puch taas kare tab tak weh log kahi door nikal jaaye sahi salamat aur kahi jaake shaadi kar le
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par is point pe koi dum nahi...
Actually itna achha mauka dekh varun ne hi koi chaal chali hai....
waise bichare vedant ke sath bura hua... aate ke sath ghun pisne jaisa haal hua uska
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upar se police wale pakad ke le gaye,gaon mein beijjati so alag...
abhage to baby, dipti aur dhruva ke bhai bhi hai.... aaj dhruva ki wajah se ye din dekhne ko mil raha hai un logo ko... puri family ki pratistha, maan samman mitti mei mila diya dhruva ne....
aur wo bichari baby....
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us masoom ko hospital mein jis haal mein chhod ke chala gaya tha wo chutiya dhruva, bahot achha hua dhruva ke sath... aise hi maar padni chahiye ushe...
ab dekho to kaise us masoom ke saamne rone ka acting kar raha hai wo chutiya..

I think Varun ko pakadna chahiye ... maar padne par shayad police walo ke saamne sach ugal de wo ..

Khair...
Shaandaar update, shaandaar lekhni, shaandaar shabdon ka chayan... Sath hi dilchasp kirdaaro ki bhumika bhi...

Let's see what happens next
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Update ... 15 ...[color=rgb(184,]law of nature of change[/color]

[color=rgb(85,]Ye me esliye kehh rha hu kyonki aaj Hume jhel se riha kar diya ...sayad unhe lag gya hoga ki hume Aksha ke bare me kuch nhi pta ... Sach kahu to mera mann riha hone ka bikul nhi tha , me to bs yhi chahta tha ki meri baki bcchi kucchi zindagi jhel me hi nikal jaye because bahar ki khuli hwa mujhe or jyada tadpa rhi thi ... Vedant me mom dad use apne sath ghar le gaye or bhaiya Bhabhi or Varun mujhe ... Me jaise hi ghar me inter hue vaise hi baby najar mujh par pdi or vo doudkar rote kisi hwa ke jhonke ki trah mere se lipat gaii .. us nanhi si Jann ke gale lagte hi mera Ankhon se Anshuo ki dhara beh nikli ... Ye anshu khushi ke the ya gham ke ye kehna mere liye muskil hai[/color]

ABB AGGE ...

Ghar ane ke baad bhaiya ne bhi 5 din ke leave le li taki vo mere sath kuch time spend karke mujhe gehre avshad / gham se bahar nikal ske , Par unhe koun samjhaye ki gham or mere ek rishta bann gya hai ... in 15 dino me ' me sharirik or manoshik rup se kafi kamjori ho gya tha , Ankhon ke niche kale dhabbe ubhar aye ... Na khane ka mann karta na nahane ka , bethte uthte sote jagte hat vakt Aksha ke hi khayal ate ... Ghar ane ke baad bhaiya , bhabhi or varun se na jane kitni baar Aksha ke bare me puchta but Aksha ki koi khoj khabar nhi milti .

Aise hi 20 bin bit gye , ye din mene kaise gujare ye me hi janta hu ... Raat ko kab sota ! Sunhe kab uthta pta nhi chalta ... Jab jab Aksha ke sath bitaye pall yaad ate tab me ashlo se Anshuo ko behne se nhi rok pata tha , sayad mere pass yhi ek jariya tha jisse me apna dard kamm kar sku

[color=rgb(41,]raat bhar rotee rahee vo aankhen,[/color]
[color=rgb(41,]jaane kisakee yaad mein jaagatee rahee vo aankhen.

ashko kee ab kya keemat lagaayee jaaye
kee har aansoo ke girate,
kisee ko pukaaratee rahee vo aankhen.

palakon pe tasveer lie mehaboob ka,
tarasatee rahee vo aankhen.

kahana chaaha bahut kuchh,
par khaamosh rahee vo aankhen.

un aankhon ko chaahie tha deedaar apane mehaboob ka
jo rooth ke chala gaya hain kahee door,
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[color=rgb(41,]usake laut aane kee raah takhtee rahee vo aankhen....[/color]

Varun ne mujhse kai baar kaha ki usne jo bhi kaha sab saccha tha , Aksha mujhse kabhi pyar karti hi nhi thi , usne mujhse kabhi pyar kiya hi nhi ... But me uski baat par bilkul bhi vishwas nhi karta , kru bhi to kaise ? Akhir Aksha ko mere dil ke sath khel ke kya milta ? Agar vo mujhse pyar nhi karti to jab me jaipur tha tab vo mujhe kyo bulati ? Mene kai baar Aksha ki ankho me mere liye beshumar pyar dekha jisme 1% bhi milavat nhi thi

Fir aisi kounsi baat hui ki Aksha mujhse dur chli gai ... Kyo ? Mere dimag me kai baar ye khayal Aya ki kahi Varun mujhse jhoot to nhi bol rha ? Kahi usne Aksha ke sath kuch kar to nhi diya ? Par uska Javab Mujhe turant mil jata ki nhi Varun aisa hargij nhi kar sakta , karega bhi kyo ? Jitna bharosha mujhe mere pyar par tha to utna hi bharosha mujhe meri or Varun ki dosti par hai ... Varun har mushkil ghadi me ek saye ki trah mere sath rha or mujhe us muskil se bahar nikala ... Usne kai bar meri financial requirements ko pura kiya , fir aisa kya hua jisse Aksha mujhe chhod ke chali gai ? Ab eska javab mujhe ghar bethe to nhi Milne vala tha esliye mene Aksha ka pta lagane ka division liya

But kaise dhundu me use ? Bhuvan uncle jiski dur dur tak etni Jann pehchan hai vo bhi abhi tak Aksha ka ek surakh tak nhi dhudh paye ... Sabse main baat ki police bhi ab tak Aksha ko nhi dhund pai fir me kaise ? Par tabhich usi vakt Mera dil dimag ko shant kar deta or pure confidence ke sath kehta ki mujhe Aksha ko dhundna chahiye , vo mujhe jarur milegi ... So mene agle din bina kisi ko bataye Aksha ko dhundne ka faisla liya

Next day me Bina kisi ko bataye bike leke Aksha ko dhundne nikal gya , mere safar me mujhe na diraction malum na manjhil bs bike ko sidhi sapat sadko par doudta gya jab koi gaon ya kasba dikhta to bike dhimi karke ati jati ladkiyon ko dekhkar usme Aksha ka chehra dhundta but unme se kisi ka bhi chehra meri Aksha se match nhi khata ... Jab koi bda town ata to me kisi bdi shop par jakar rukta or apne mobile se pics nikal kar dukandar ko batata , same yhi sab me highway par moujud hotal malik ya usme kamm karne vale workers se bhi Aksha ki pics dikhakar uske bare me puchta but har bar mujhe nirasha hi hath lagti

AKSHA ko dhundte hue mujhe 7 din ho gye but uska ratti bhar bhi pta nhi chla ... Na jane mene kitne gaon , kasbo or shehro me na jane kitne logo se Aksha ke bare me pucha but mujhe nirasha hi hath lagi ... Ab to pura sharir dard se siharne lga mano koi mere sharir me kile chubo rha ho , ye sab esliye ho rha kyonki 7 dino tak me agar 4 gante ki nind nikal de to baki Samay me bilkul nhi ruka bs chalta gya ... Paise ki kami ki vajah se na to thik jagah par so pata or na hi dhang ka khana kha pata ... Jaha tak mujhe yadd hai mene Aksha ko gujrat , Madhya Pradesh , Uttar Pradesh state tak dhunda but vo kahi nhi mili

Ab mere me bilkul himmat nhi bchi esliye mene ghar vapas jane ka faisla kiya jiska ek or Karan tha vo tha ghar valo ka baar baar phone ana ... Mere me bike chalane ki himmat nhi bchi esliye me kanpur Bus stand pahuch kar bike ko bus me load karva ke vha se ghar ke liye nikal gya .......... Ghar ane ke baad bhaiya mujhe dantne lge , usi vakt mujhe kya hua ki me rote hue bhaiya ke gale lga liya ... Bhaiya kafi majbuti dil ke insan the but aaj meri halat dekh vo bhi pigal gaye or unki ankho se bhi anshu ki bunde girne lgi

Dhire - dhire din mahino me bite or mahine salo me yani aaj abhi es vakt Aksha ka meri zindagi se gaye hue 1+ sal ho gye ... in 1+ Salo me bhi Aksha ki koi khoj khabar nhi mili ... Parivartan hi prakarti ka niyam hai to bhla me es Satya se kaise bacch sakta , badte samay ke sath mujhe lagne lag gya ki Aksha ne mujhe kabhi pyar kiya hi nhi bs use mere dil ke sath khelna tha so khel ke chali gai ... Sach kahu to mujhe ye bhi realise ho gya ki es burchodi duniya me pyar ,ishq louda lashan name ki koi chij nhi hai .. hai to bs chutiyapanti jo meri trah na jane kitne kar chuke hai , kar rhe hai or karte rehenge

Par sach ye bhi hai ki me ab bhi chahkar Aksha ko bhula nhi paya or sayad akhiri sans tak bhula bhi nhi paunga , aisa kyo ? Jabki mujhe lagne lga ki pyar , ishq , mohabbat sab kuch nhi hai ... In 1+ salo me sayad hi aisa ek din gya hoga jis din mene Aksha ko yadd na kiya ho but ab me use yaad karke anshu nhi bahata balki use sirf purani kabhi na mitne vali yadein Samajh kar bhulane ki koshish karta rehta ... Shuru shuru me , me choti pahadi par nadi kinare jaya karta bs esliye liye ki vaja Aksha ke sath bitaye hasin lamha ko yadd karke dil ko sukoon pahunch sku

But badte samay ke sath mujhe realise hua ki Aisa karke khud ko hi taklif pahucha rha hu kyoki vaha jane se dil ka dard kamm hone ki bajaye kai guna or bad jata ... Vo jagah pehle to mere chehre par muskan lati but muskan kshan bhar ki hoti thi ... uske just baad to beshumar dukh , dard or taklif hi milti esliye dhire dhire vo jagah mujhe abhishap lagne lgi esliye mene vha na jana hi uchit samjha or aaj mujhe us jagah gye hue 1 sal or 2 month ho gye

Is bich Vedant mujhe barabr milta rha , sahi kahu to mujhe us gehre avshad me se nikalne me Vedant ka jitna yogdan rha utna kisi ka nhi rha ... Me khud ko bda khusnasib samjhta ki bhagwan ne mujhe Vedant jaisa dost kam Bhai diya ... meri pehle Vali job se mujhe nikal diya but uske just baad Vedant ne apne office me baat kar mujhe bhi join karva Diya ... Hum dono sath job par jate or sath hi vapas ate ... Es bich Vedant ko ek ladki pasand aa gai , usne jab apne parivaar se es bare me baat ki to unhe bhi koi appati nhi hue or Ajj se 6 month pehle Vedant ki bde dhum dham ke sath shadi hui ... Me Etna Khush tha mano shadi uski nahi balki meri ho

Shadi ke 4 month baad hi Vedant ne mujhe ek khushkhabri sunai ki vo bahut jaldi baap banne vala hai ye khabar sunkar me Etna Khush tha jiska andaja es baat se lagaya ja sakta hai ki mene kabhi sharab ke hath tak nhi kagaya par Vedant ke baap banne ki khushi me jankar sharab pi , etni ki mujhe chla bhi nhi gya .......... Es bich bhaiya or bhabhi ne mere liye 2-3 rishtey dhunde but mene unhe saff par mna kar diya ki Filhall mera shadi karne ka irada nhi hai or unhone bhi mujhe jyada force nhi kiya

Mera dusra best friend Varun Aksha ke incident ke 4 month baad tak hamare sath hi rha ... Uske baad usne news sunai ki uski jabalpur me SSC CGL me job lgi hai , ye jankar me us dukh ki ghadi me bhi bahut khush hua , hota bhi kyo nhi akhir mera best friend government sector me etni acchi post par job lga tha ... Jabalpur jane ke baad hafte me 3-4 bar Humse baat karta or jab ghar ata tab pura samay hamare sath hi spend karta , us din hum bhi duty se leave le lete or khub masti karte ... Me na chahte hue bhi unke sath khush rehne ki koshish karta but asal me bilkul khush nhi tha ... Reason = AKSHA

To be countinue .....
 
Update ...16 ...[color=rgb(184,]faith is deceit[/color]

[color=rgb(41,]Mera dusra best friend Varun Aksha ke incident ke 4 month baad tak hamare sath hi rha ... Uske baad usne news sunai ki uski jabalpur me SSC CGL me job lgi hai , ye jankar me us dukh ki ghadi me bhi bahut khush hua , hota bhi kyo nhi akhir mera best friend government sector me etni acchi post par job lga tha ... Jabalpur jane ke baad hafte me 3-4 bar Humse baat karta or jab ghar ata tab pura samay hamare sath hi spend karta , us din hum bhi duty se leave le lete or khub masti karte ... Me na chahte hue bhi unke sath khush rehne ki koshish karta but asal me bilkul khush nhi tha ... Reason = AKSHA[/color]

ABB AGGE ...

Raat me time pass Karne ke liye instagram par Varun se cheting kar rha tha ... Hamari conversation khatam hone ke baad mene aise hi Varun ki profile open kri jisme most of pics Varun , meri or Vedant ki hi thi ... Kuch pics to ham jab 12th me the tab ki thi jise dekhkar mere Cher par muskan aa gaii ... Aise hi mene time pass ke liye Varun ke following or followers dekhne lga ... Lawde ke mere or Vedant se jyada followers the , mene uski following list me click kiya to usne 108 peoples ko follow kar rkha tha

Me time pass ke liye sab following members ki profile check karne lga tabhi ek bande ki profile check kiya to usme Varun ki kafi pics thi esliye me scroll karta gya or tabhi meri najar ek pics par gaii jise dekhkar mere hath se phone girte girte bcha ... Ek pal ke liye mere dhadkan Ruk si gai or turant baad normal se kai guna speed se chalne lgi ... Mujhe meri ankhon par vishwas nhi ho rha tha ki jo me dekh rha hu vo sach hai ya mera bharm ... Mere es trah reaction ka karan us pics me moujud AKSHA jo Varun ke sath apni najar jhukaye khadi thi ... Us pic's ke just baad Aksha ki ek or pics thi jisme vo akele khadi ek side dekh rhi thi

Dono pics dekh kar lag rha tha ki pics lete time Aksha ko es baat ka dhyan nhi rha hoga ki uski pics li ja rhi hai ... Un pics ko dekhkar koi bhi bta Sakta tha ki vo pics kisi function me li gai thi ... Jab mene pic's ke niche date dekhi taab meri ankhe hairat se or jyada fail gai kyonki ki pics aaj se 10 months pehle ki thi ... Mujhse phone hath me bhi thama nhi gya or dhadamm ke sath mere sine par gir pda uske sath hi meri ankhon se Anshuo ki aviral dhara behne lgi jise rok pana mere liye katai muskil ho rha tha ... Mujh me etni bhi himmat nhi hui ki mere sine par pde mobile ko utha sku ... Dimag ki sari indriyo ne kamm Karna band kar diya yani mind Puri trah block ho gya

Thode time bad jab hosh me Aya tab dil or dimag me ek Jung si chodd gai jisme Dil Varun ki taraf tha to dimag uske khilaf ... End me jeet dimag ki hui or mene mobile uthkar instagram file close karke Varun ko call lga Diya but usme call pick nhi kiya mene dubara try kiya but same result uske baad bhi me nhi ruka or call karta gya or lagbhag 30 baar call kiya fir bhi Varun ne call pick nhi kiya sayad esliye ki abhi raat ke 1:50 A.M. ho rhe the

Puri raat me room me edher udher tehelta rha es bich na jane mere dimag me na jane kaise kaise thought aye jise me bta bhi nhi sakta , kul milakar meri halat ek pagal ki trah ho gai ... Ye raat mere liye 1 year se kamm na thi ... Mene subhe 5 bje bhi Varun ko call ki fir bhi usne call pick nhi kiya ........ Subhe 7bje khudd Varun ne call kiya jise mene 3-4 ring me pick kar liya , call pick karte vakt mere hath kamp rhe the so mene kampte hatho se mobile ko kan par lagaya or udher se Varun ki chirr parichit awaj aaii

" Hello Dhruva aisi kya baat ho gai Bhai ki raat se ab tak 60 missed call kar dale ! Sab thik to hai na Bhai ? "... Hamesha ki trah Varun bdi shalinta se bola but aaj mujhe vo shalinta bilkull pasand nhi aai

" Tumne mere sath aisa kyo kiya Varun ? Kyo ? Akhir mujhse aisi kounsi khta hua jiski tumne mujhe mout se bhi badtar sja di ! "... Bdi dhimi awaj me ' me bola kyonki mujhse tej bola hi nhi ja rha tha

" Ye subhe - subhe kya behki behki bate kar rha Dhruva ? Akhir mene kiya kya hai jiske liye tum mujhe Etna khfa ho tha hai ? "... Varun ke swar me ab bhi narmi thi

" Khta ? Khta nhi tumne gunah kiya hai Varun , meri pith par khanjar ghomp kar bahut bda gunah kiya hai tumne ! Aisa kyo kyo kiya Varun ? "... Kehte hue mere shabd ladkhadane lge

" yhi to me puch rha hu ki mene kiya kya hai ! Jab tak tu saff - saff nhi batayega to me kaise bta paunga ki mene kounsi galti kar di "

Me ek gehri saans lete hue bola ... " Tumne mere jism se jaan ko alag kiya hai Varun , mujhse meri Aksha ko china hai ... Tumhe meri zindagi nark bna kar kya mila Varun ... Mujhe tera javab chahiye ki akhir tumne aisa kyo kiya ? "... Palko par thehre do bund anshu ki katre gir hi pde

" Ye tu kaisi behki - behki bate kar rha hai bhai ? Me bhla tumse Aksha ko juda kyo karunga ? Mene to hamesha koshish kri ki Aksha tumhari ho jaye but vo bevafa nikli or kisi or ke sath bhag gaii "... Varun ka baat sunkar mujhe Etna gussa aya ki agar vo abhi es vakt mere pass hota to uska gala gont deta

" Ab ye shrafat ka nakab hta de madarchod , mujhe pta lag gya hai ki Aksha kahi or nhi bhagi balki use tu bhga le gya ... Dosti ke sath sath manavta ke name par bhi tu kalak hai , mujhe bas Etna Janna hai hai ki tumne meri pith ke piche aisa kyo kiya ? " ... Me apna ek hath chehre par ferte hue bola ... Mere mann me bs yhi chal rha tha ki jarur Varun ne kuch galat kar Aksha ko mujhse china

" Ohh to tume pta chal hi gya ki Aksha mere sath hai , To Bhai tumhari galatfehemi dur kar hi deta hu ki mene tujhse Aksha ko china nhi balki vo khud apni marzi se mere sath rehh rhi hai because Vo mujhse pyar karti hai Dhruva jis trah tum usse karte the & most important me bhi usse pyar karta hu vo bhi tujhse pehle ... Me chahta to tumhe bahut pehle ye baat bta Sakta tha par mene nhi batai , pta hai kyo ? Kyonki mene socha ki ye pyar ka bhoot tum par jaldi utar jayega par tu to Aksha ke piche pura lattu hua pda tha ... Ek or secret batao ? AKSHA tumse apne jhute pyar ka IJHAR kabhi nhi karti , use Mene hi kaha aisa karne ko " ...

" Par kyon ? "...

" Kyonki me tumhare muhh se Aksha ke liye pyar bhri bate sunkar pakk gya tha ... Ander hi Ander gusse se bhar jata tha me jab to mere samne Aksha Aksha ki mala jhapta , us time me kuch nhi bolta , pta hai kyo ? Kyonki tu mera dost tha esliye ... Ek or baat mene Arya ko tere liye nhi balki khud ke liye mara tha balki a asal baat ye hai ki Arya ko marne ke liye mujhe Aksha ne hi kaha tha ... Me tumhare sath last vala or mere jhakhmi hone vala game kabhi nhi khelta but tumne Aksha se apne pyar ka IJHAR kar diya tha , jab tu Aksha se pyar vyar ki bakwash kar rha tha us vakt Aksha mere sath thi ... You know mene usi vakt soch liya tha tumhe ek accha sabak sikhau or dekho sikha bhi diya hahahaha ... Jab Aksha ne tumse I love you bola tab tu kitna khush hua hoga hahahaha but yar kuch bhi kho Aksha ke prati tumhara pyar sccha tha tbhi to tu ab tak uski judai me til til ke marr rha hai ... Yar sacch me tumhare prati meri hamesha hamdardi rehegi "

Varun ki har baat mujhe jeher ke ghunt ke saman lag rhi thi ... Jise me apna best friend kehta tha vo asal me ek bhediya nikla jisne meri zindagi nark bna Di ... Jitni bdi galti mene Aksha se pyar karke ki usse bhi bdi galti Varun ko apna dost or usse bhi badkar us par ankh band kar ke bharosha kar ke ki

" Madarchod agar tum dono apas me pyar karte the to mujhse bola kyo nhi , me Etna agge badta hi nhi ... Kasam se Varun agar tu mujhe ek baar bhi bol deta ki Dhruva me Aksha se pyar karta hu to bhadve me haste haste apna pyar kurban kar deta ... Lawda me tujhe apne sage Bhai se badkar manta tha but tumne mere pith piche khanjar ghonp kar ek najayaj ki oulad ke lakshan dikha diye ... Khair ab tujhe kya dosh du , meri zindagi hell banane me , me khudd bhi bahut bda bhagidar hu ... Me hi to chutiya tha jo Aksha or tujh par ankh band karke bharosha kiya , bs tere liye or mere liye best yhi rehega ki kabhi mere samne Matt ana Varna ya to tu Jaan se jayega ya fir me " ... Kehte hue gusse se meri ankhen lal ho gai ... Ghar ke bahar light ka pole tha usi ke pass me es vakt khda tha , gusse se me Etna bavla ho gya ki ek mukka us pole par jhad diya

" ohhh mele best friend ko gussa aya , par kar bbi kya sakte hai Dhruva ... Meri salah mann or Aksha ko bhulkar koi acchi ladki se shadi karke apni zindagi me khush rehh ... Jo bhi hua use ek bura sapna samjh kar bhul ja , bhul ja ki Aksha name ki ladki kabhi teri zindagi me aai thi ... Yar Aksha or me ek dusre se bahut pyar karte hai or vo mere sath bahut khush hai ... Hamari jodi to bhagwan ne banai hai pyare Esme hum tum jaise tucch manav bhla kya kar sakte hai ... Vaise ek or baat kahu Dhruva ? Acha keh hi deta hu actually baat ye hai ki Aksha ko apne kiye par bahut afsos hai vo to tumhe phone karke mafi bhi mangna chahti thi but mene hi ye keh kar mna liya ki uski or se me mafi mang lunga so ab mang leta hu ... Hummm to mere dost meri Aksha ko maff kar dena yar or mujhe pta hai ki tumhare bahut bda dil hai esliye tu use jarur maff kar dega ... Bol Aksha ko maff kar dega na Dhruva ? "

" Varun please me tumhare aage hath jodta hu , mujhe ek baar bs ek baar Aksha se baat kara de yaar ... God promise me tum dono ki zindagi me kabhi nhi aunga or na hi kisi ko bataunga ki Aksha tumhare sath hai ... Me tumhara Zindagi bhar abhari rahunga Varun mujhe Aksha se baat kar de bs ek baar uski awaj Sunna chahta hu please Varun "... Pta nhi mujhe kya hua ki me ye baat bol gya or eske sath hi mere pair javab de gye or me vhi pole ke sahare jamin par Beth gye ... Me abhi khud duniya ka sabse badnashib insan samjhne lga

" Na na mujhe kya kisi pagal kutte ne kata jo me teri baat manuga , tumhe to pta hai na ki meri Aksha kitni bholi hai hai so kya pta agar vo teri chikni chupdi bato ke jhal me faskar tere pass chali gai to ! Me to jite ji maar jaunga ... So sorry my friend , I can't do this ... Eske badle tu mujhse kuch or mang sakta hai ,I promise me tumhe mna nhi karunga "...

" Mujhe tumhari jaan chahiye madarchod , tune mere sath vishwas ghat Kiya lawda tu zindagi me kabhi khush nhi reh payega " ... Ye baat karke mene khud ko ek andhvishwasi hone ka sabut bhi de diya ... Khair udher se Varun call cut karta usse pehle hi mene call cut kar diya

[color=rgb(41,]ishk, dostee, matalab dekha.[/color]
[color=rgb(41,]is jamaane me hamane bahut kuchh dekha.

log dekhe logon ka dhang dekha.
yahaan har ek ka badala hua rang dekha.

kahee ghaav, kahee maraham, kahee dard dekha.
yahaan apanon ke haath me khanjar dekha.

kabhee raat, kabhee din dekha.
kahee patthar ka dil, to kahee dil par patthar dekha.

kabhee hakeekat, kabhee badalaav dekha.
yahaan har chehare par dohara nakaab dekha.

chaahat, jism, phir dhokha dekha.
yahaan mohabbat ke naam par sirph mauka dekha.

jeete-jee bas yahee dekhana baakee tha.
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[color=rgb(41,]ek use bhee, kisee aur ka hote dekha.[/color]

Khud ko sambhalte hue me jaise hi ghar ke ander Jane lga to meri najar ghar ke main darvaje par khdi bhabhi par gaii jiski Ankhon me Anshu the sayad usne mujhe Varun se baat karte hue or gidgidate hue dekh liya tha ... Me bhabhi ke pass jakar uske gale lag gya or apna mann halka karne lga ... Bhabhi bhle hi meri humumra thi fir bhi me use bhabhi kamm ek ma jyada manta tha ... Bhabhi mujhe himmat banda kar mere room ke Ander le gaii

½ gante baad mere pass Vedant aya , vo esliye ki hum dono sath me office jate the or es vakt hamare office jane ka time ho gaya tha ... Jab Vedant ko me ready nhi mila to Vedant ate hi mujh par bhadak gya or mujhe majak me galiya dene lga ... tabhi uski najar mere murjaye hue chehre par gaii use samajhne me jyada der nhi lgi ki mere sath kuch to bura hua hai ... usne mujhse meri udasi ka karan pucha par mene kuch nhi bataya , jab usne Apni jidd nhi chhodi tab me uske gale lag gya , bdi muskil se mene khud ko rone se roke rkha ... Vedant ne mujhse khud se alag kar meri udasi ka karan pucha tab mene mere or Varun ke bich hui conversation suna dali

Jise sunkar Vedant bhochakka ho gye ... meri baat khatam hote hi vo Varun ko call lagane lga but mene kasam dekar use rok diya ... Vedant , Varun oar Etna gussa hua jitna me bhi nhi hua , kasam se agar Varun abhi yha hota to Vedant use jaan se mar dalta ... Kisi trah mene khud ko majbut karke Vedant ke sath duty par nikal gya ... Raste me Vedant ne mujhe kaha ki hume police or Arya ke ma baap ke sath sath Aksha ke ma baap ko Varun or Aksha ke bare me bta dena chahiye but mene use hamari dosti ka vasta dekar kisi ko na batane ko bola ... Mene ye esliye kiya kyonki Bhuvan uncle badte time ke sath bahut takatvar admi bann gya tha or agar use Aksha or Varun ke bare me pta chal jata tab vo unke sath kya kya karta ye mujhe ache se pta tha esliye mene sab kuch bhul kar life me aage badne ka nischay kiya

To be countinue
 
update 16.. revo...

kya dosti hain... chutiya varun ne nahin hame writer ne banaya hain... ab gaali kisko doon varun ko hi is jhutiye writer ko wahee soch raha hoon... tab tak ke liye kahani pe aata hoon...

matlab varun ko abhi bhi dar hain kee agar aksha dhruva se baat kar legi wo usse chhor ke chali jayegi... kaisa jhutiyapa hain yeh... agar wo dhruva se nahin varun se pyar karti thee toh phir wo bhala isse baat karne ke baad kyun usse chhor ke jaane lagi...

lekin yeh samajh nahin aaya... phir aksah dhruva ke itne najdeek aayee hi kyun... aisa lag raha hain wo dono pyar nahin dhruva ke saath koi bahut purani dushmani nikal rahe the... matlab ek shadyantra ke tahat jhoothe pyar ke jaal mein fasana aur phir usse tarapta hua chhor ke chale jana...

agar un dono ko aapas mein pyar tha toh phir yeh naubat aati hi nahin... aur jab aarya ko aksha aur dhruva ke najdek hone ka maloom chal gya toh kya usse kabhi varun aur aksha milte hue nahin dikhe... aisa kaise ho shakta hain ,,, kya wo dono raat ke andhere mein milte the... matlab real bol ke achha khel raha hain yeh jhandu writer...

ek taraf varun apne aap ko dost bhi kehta hain aur doosri taraf itni nafrat kee wajah bhi samajh naa aa rahi hain... matlab wo aksha se pyar karta tha isliye nafrat karne lagega... sala isse jhandu reason maine na dekha.... aur agar itna hi pyar tha usse aksha se toh usne aksha ko jhootha natak karne ko kyun kaha... sida bol deta kee wo pyar karta hain yeh sambhal jata...

reason karne baithe toh phir yeh update bas sawal hi paida kar rahe hain... jo kee samajh se pare hain... khair aise hi ummeed the..
 
[color=rgb(41,]chalatee huyee raah se gumaraah ho gaya tha[/color]
[color=rgb(41,]zindagee ko lekar beparavaah ho gaya tha

main aksar khud se poochhata hoon "mujhe kya ho gaya tha"?

neend se mera naata toot sa gaya tha
bhookh pyaas se bhee ye man rooth sa gaya tha

main aksar khud se poochhata hoon "mujhe kya ho gaya tha"?

akelepan se maano pyaar ho gaya tha
ek sachchee khushee ke lie dil laachaar ho gaya tha

main aksar khud se poochhata hoon "mujhe kya ho gaya tha"?

apanon ke bich mein anajaan ho gaya tha
bina vajah aankhon mein aansoo laana bada aasaan ho gaya tha

main aksar khud se poochhata hoon "mujhe kya ho gaya tha"?

aatmavishvaas toh maanon,.. jaise kho gaya tha
aankhen to khulee thee, magar aatma kabaka so gaya tha
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[color=rgb(41,]main aksar khud se poochhata hoon "mujhe kya ho gaya tha"?[/color]

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Update ... 17. ...[color=rgb(184,]Everything is over[/color]

[color=rgb(85,]Jise sunkar Vedant bhochakka ho gye ... meri baat khatam hote hi vo Varun ko call lagane lga but mene kasam dekar use rok diya ... Vedant , Varun oar Etna gussa hua jitna me bhi nhi hua , kasam se agar Varun abhi yha hota to Vedant use jaan se mar dalta ... Kisi trah mene khud ko majbut karke Vedant ke sath duty par nikal gya ... Raste me Vedant ne mujhe kaha ki hume police or Arya ke ma baap ke sath sath Aksha ke ma baap ko Varun or Aksha ke bare me bta dena chahiye but mene use hamari dosti ka vasta dekar kisi ko na batane ko bola ... Mene ye esliye kiya kyonki Bhuvan uncle badte time ke sath bahut takatvar admi bann gya tha or agar use Aksha or Varun ke bare me pta chal jata tab vo unke sath kya kya karta ye mujhe acche se pta tha so me ek or jeher ka pyala pi ke reh gya[/color]

ABB AGGE ....

Varun ki sacchai jankar pehle se hre jhakhm or hre ho gye ... Aksha ka to Mann Sakta hu ki usne Varun ke kehne par mere dil ke sath khilvad kiya but Varun ? Jaha tak mujhe yaad hai ki aaj din tak Varun or mere bich jhagda to dur ki baat , narajgi tak nhi hui thi ... Fir usne mere sath vishwas ghat kyo kiya ? Varun ki sachai lagbhag 1 month tak mujhe ander hi ander til -til ke Marti rhi par kab tak ? Aakhir apnon ke pyar ne mujhe sabkuch bhulne par majboor kar diya or me jaise taise karke es god gifted anmol zindagi ki jine lga

Samay aaj din kabhi ruka jo mere liye rukta ? Never ... Varun vale incident ko gujre hue 1 year hone ko Aya es bich mere liye do acchi ghatnaye hui ... First =Vedant ke ghar me ek laxmi ne janam liya jiska name Preet rkha gya ( ye name mene hi suggest kiya tha ) Vedant ke father banne ki khabar sunn kar me bahut khush tha sayad utna jitna Aksha ko fist sight dekhne par hua tha ... Second = Government sector me meri Bank me job lag gai thi or meri first posting Alwar district ke ek chote kasbe me hui ... Shuru shuru me mera vaha bilkul mann na lga because vha mere sath na Vedant tha or na hi mera pariwar

Insan ke ander Har environment me khudd ko dhalne ki ek khubi hoti hai so me bhi vaha ke environment me khudd ko Dhall diya or pure tann mann se apne kartavya ko pura karne me lag gya ........... Aaj Sham ko bhaiya ne call kiya ki unhone mere liye ek ladki dekhi hai or mujhe uss dekhne 5 din ke ander ghar ana hai ... Esse pehle bite ek sal me ' me 2 bar rishtey ke liye mna kar chuka tha ... Es baar bhaiyaa ke sath - sath bhabhi or Vedant ne bhi mujhe kafi force kiya , me fir bhi mna kar deta but es baar baby ne kaha ki " chachu apko mere liye chachi leke aao nhi to me apke kabhi baat nhi karungi " ... Mujhe pta tha baby ki ye sab bolne ke liye bhabhi ne hi kaha ho hoga , so me es baar me mna nhi kiya ( jabki mujhe mana kar dena chahiye tha because esse mere sath - sath mujhse Jude logo ko bhi taklif jarur pahunchegi )

Jaise taise karke 5 din bhi bit gye or me ghar pahuncha or uske agle din me bhaiya , bhabhi or Vedant ladki dekhne gye ... Mene ladki ko dekhte hi ha kehdi or ladki ne bhi bina kuch objection uthaye mujhe pasand kar liya , na karti bhi kaise ... Meri personality ek macho man ki trah thi or sath hi ek well settled Banda tha so mna karne ka swal hi paida nhi hota ..... Next month ki 18 tarikh ko shadi ki date fix ki gai

Akhir vo din bhi aa gya jis din meri shadi hone vali thi , shadi ko lekar mere mann me na ke barabar excitement tha ... Me bs ek machine ki trah har upkarm karta gya jiska remote control bhaiya , Bhabhi or Vedant ke hath me tha ... Khair bdi dhumdham se meri shadi ka karya sampann hua or mere ghar me ek new member ka awagman hua jisse mujhe chodkar sabhi bahut khush the khaskar baby

5 din hone ko aye meri shadi ko or mene kal bhaiya se vapas Alwar jane ki icha jahir ki to bhaiya or bhabhi ne meri bivi jiska name Divya tha use bhi sath le jane ko kaha but mene eske liye saff mna kar diya ... Bhaiya or bhabhi ne mujhse kai baar eske liye force kiya par me apne faisle par adig rha ... Hamari behesh Divya hamare room ke darvaje ke pass khdi sunn rhi thi ... Mere es trah rukhe swar se Divya ko sath na le jane ke liye mna karne se us par kya biti hogi ye me acche se janta hu par mujhe uske imotion , jajbat or chahat ki bilkull parvah nhi thi kyonki mere mann me uske liye ratti bhar bhi pyar nhi tha ( I'm baddest person )

Me Akela hi Alwar chla gya , jaha par me pehle ki trah apni rukhi si zindagi ko gujarne lga ... Vha jakar mene ek baar bhi samne se Divya ko call nhi kiya or jab vo call karti tab me haa hummm me javab deta ya busy hone ka bahana bna deta ......... Samay apni niyamit gati se chalta rha or kab meri zindagi ka 1 sal or bit gya pta hi nhi chla ... Es bich me muskil se 3 baar hi gaon gya hounga or jab 3 baar gya usme bhi adhikar time Vedant ke sath bitaya

Divya or me dono jivansathi hone ke bavjub ek dusre ke liye stranger ki trah rhe , aisa nhi hai ki mene Divya ko life partner ke rup me apnane ki koshish nhi ki !!! ki bharpur ki par mere dil par to Aksha ne kabja kiya hua tha to usme Divya kaise bass jati ? Mene kabhi Aksha ke bina dusre jivan sathi ki kalpna bhi nhi ki thi ... Mera jameer mujhko dhikkarta ki me Divya ke sath bahut galat kar rha hu , shadi se pehle or uske just baad mene socha ki gujarte samay ke sath jald mera dil Divya ko apnane ke liye ready ho jayega but aaj pura 1 sal hone ko Aya par mere dil me Divya ke liye koi feeling nhi jagi

Ab to Divya ne bhi mujhse chahat ki ummid chhod di , ab na vo kabhi mujhe call karti na mujh par aarop pratyarop lagati ... kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta ki mene Divya se shadi kar ke zindagi ki tisri sabse badi galti kri thi ... Pehli = Aksha se pyar karke ... Dusri = Varun par ankh band karke bharosha karna or Tisri = Divya se shadi karke ... Meri vajah se aaj din tak Divya ko ek patni hokar bhi patni ka sukh nhi mila ... Kabhi kabhi khud par Etna gussa ata ki zindagi ki mohh Maya ko tyag kar bahut dur chla jau

Ek din me apne niwas sthan se bank jane ke nikal hi rha tha ki mera phone ring hua , jeb se phone nikal kar dekha to call bhaiya ka tha esliye mene bina vakt gavaye call pick kar liya ... Or udher jo baat bhaiya ne mujhe batai use sunkar mere hath se phone niche gir gya , Ankhon ki palke jhapakna band ho gaii ... Mere liye samay mano ruk sa gya , mere aas paas ho rhi gatividhiyon ka mujhe bilkul dhyan na rha , kann sunn pad gye bs reh reh kar Bhaiya ke Shabd mann mastishk me ghunjne lge .... " Dhruva Vedant ne Varun ka khoon kar diya or use aaj subhe hi police pakad ke le gaii ... Tu jitna jaldi ho ske utna jaldi ghar aa ja " ... Bhaiya ko pta tha ki me or Vedant do jism ek jaan the esliye unhone mujhe ane ko kaha

Me jaldi vha se bus stand se gaon ki or nikal pda ... Pure raste me ' mere dimag me bs yhi swal aa rha tha ki kya sacch me Vedant ne Varun ka khoon kar diya ? Agar Puri duniya bhi bol de ko Vedant ne khoon kiya tab bhi me nhi manta , bhla vo Varun ko kyo marega ! ... Kai baar to dimag me ye khayal bhi Aya ki bhaiya mujhe ghar bulane ke liye jhoot to nhi bol rhe

Mere sare sawalo ke Javab mujhe ghar jate hi mil gya ... bhaiya ne jo bhi kaha vo sacch tha , Jab mujhe confirm ho gya tab me apne Anshu bahane se khud ko rok nhi paya ............. Court ne Vedant ko doshi karar diya or use Varun ke katl ke jurm me 6 saal ki sja di gaii ... Me bahar moujud logo ke sath Vedant ko lockup ghadi me jhel jate dekhta rha , me vhi khda khda bhagvan se prarthna karne lga ki jo bhi me abhi dekh rha hu ye sab ek Sapna ho or jab meri nind khule tab sab pehle ki trah ho jaye ... Dekhte hi dekhte police Vedant ko ghadi me bethakar kab Ankhon se oujal hue pta hi nhi chla ... court ke bahar ab kuch hi log khde the jinme se me ek tha , tabhi meri najar Vedant ki dharam patni pdi jo apni god me preet ko liye bhabhi or Vedant ki ma ke sath khadi anshu bahaye ja rhi thi or usse bhi buri halat Vedant ki ma ki thi

Me unke pass jakar unhe santvana dene lga or Preet ko apni god me lekar sabko ghar chalne ko kaha ... Vedant or mera parivar ek hi family ki trah rehta tha , Vedant ki wife har din hamare ghar ati rehti thi ... Me sabhi ko bhaiya ke pass le gya jo hamari hi rahh dekh rha tha , Khair hum sabhi car me bethkar ( car Vedant ki hi thi jinhe bhaiya laye the ) unme bethkar ghar chle gye

7 din baad me Vapas duty par chla gya , vha par me na thik dhang se kha pata tha na so pata tha or na hi dhang se kaam kar pata tha ... Mere dimag me hamesha yhi baat khatakti rehti ki akhir aisa kya hua jiske chalte Vedant ne Varun ko Jaan se maar dala ? ... Court me bhi Vedant kuch nhi bola bs apna gunah kubool kar liya ... Me jab gaon se ghar aya tab mene Vedant se milne ki koshish ki par mujhe milne nhi diya ... Agle din bhaiya ka phone aaya or unhone kaha ki kal agar me chahu to Vedant se mil sakta hu , ye sunte hi me aaj sham ko gaon nhi balki sidha vha pahuncha jaha Vedant ko kaid karke rkha gya tha ... Mene jate hi Vedant se milne ki permission mangi or mujhe permission de di gai

2 jhel karmachari ne mujhe vha le gye jaha Vedant ko ek lockup me band kar rkha tha ... Mujhe vha chhodkar dono karmachari vha se chle gye ... Me lockup ke pass jakar ek najar ander dali , Vedant ek chadar par ankhe band kiye leta hua tha

"Ve..Vedant "... me Kampte hue swar me bde dhire se bola , jab Vedant ke kano tak meri awaj nhi pahunchi tab mene ek baar or Vedant ko awaj di , es baar meri awaj pehle se thodi loudly thi esliye Vedant palat kar mere taraf dekha or jaise hi use abhash hua ki use milne uska yaar aya hai to vo jaldi se uthkar mere pass akar lockup ke ander se hi mujhe gale lga liya ... Gale lagte hi hum dono thode bhauk ho gye

" Ye sab kya ho gya mere bhai "... me Vedant se alag hokar uske hath thamte hue bola

" Honi ko koun tal Sakta hai Dhruva "... Thodi der ruk kar bola " Ye bta ghar par sab kaise hai ? Or meri gudiya rani kaisi hai ? Bahut yaad karti hogi na mujhe " ...

" Sab acche se hai or Tumhari gudiya rani bhi achi hai , sab tumhe bahut miss karte hai yaar "... Me ek gehri sans leker fir bola " Vedant mujhe sacch sacch bta ki akhir aisa kya hua ki tumm yu humse dur chle gye ? " ... Kehte hue meri ankhe ek baar fir chalak aai

" Jyada kuch hua Bhai bs jaab Varun gaon aya tab me uske ghar gya yhi janne ke liye ki usne tumhari pith piche Etna bda vishwas ghat kyo kiya ? Mere puchne par vo bhadak gya or hamari hathpai ho gai or dhakka mukki me uska sar jor se deewar se ja lga or usi vakt uske sar se khoon behne lga ... hospital le jate vakt usne dum toud diya bs mere bhai yhi sab hua tha ... Vaise bhi uske sath ek hisab se sahi ho hua , usne jo gunah kiya uski saja mout hi thi so use mil gai " ... Vedant ne apni baat etni shaleenta se kahi jisse saff pratit ho hota hai ki use apne kiye par bilkul pachtava nhi hai jo ki sahi bhi hai

" Par yaar jo bhi hua vo tumne Jaan bujhkar nhi kiya to fir tumhe saja kis baat ki di ? Tu tention maat le me bahut jaldi tujhe yha se bahar nikalva dunga , me eske liye high court tak jaungu " ... me serious hote hue bola

" Accha ye sab chhod or mera ek kamm karna "

" Yaar kaise bate kar rha hai ? To bus kamm bol "

" Meri gairmoujudgi me meri gudiya ko ek baap ki kami maat hone dena ... mere ghar me , me Akela mard tha jo sabko sambhlta tha ab jab me nhi hu to unka gujara karna muskil ho jayega , tu samajh rha hai na ki me kya kehna chahta hu ".... Mene Vedant ko Etna bebash hote hue kabhi nhi dekha jo abhi dekh rha hu

" Ye tu kaise baat kar rha hai ? Mene kabhi tere or mere parivar ko alag nhi samjha .. tu unki chinta bilkul Matt kar or tu kounsa yha bahut din rehne vala hai ? I promise Bahut jald hum pehle ki trah sath honge " ... Abhi hum kuch or bate karte usse pehle hi do police vale mujhe vha se bahar le gye or me vha se ghar jakar sabhi ko Vedant se milne ki baat batai

Uske baad me Vapas apni duty par chla gya jaha se time to time Vedant ke ghar paisa bhajta vaise mujhe paise bhejne ki jarurat nhi thi kyonki ki bhaiya vha unki har jaruraton ko pura kar rhe the , par fir bhi me unki extra requirement ko dekhte hue paise unke account me dal deta ... Vedant ki ma or bivi Hume apna parivar hi samjhti thi esliye vo mana bhi nhi pati thi .... Aise hi din bitne lge or dekhte dekhte 8 mahine or gujar gye es bich hamare ghar me ek new mahmaan ka janm hua yani bhabhi ne ek ladke ko janm diya jisse ghar me khusiya kai guna baad gai ... Par hamare parivar me khastour par mere sath khushiya lambe time tak kaha thehri jo ab theherti

Ek din bhaiya ne mujhe call karke urgently ghar bulaya or jab me ghar gya to pta chla ki Divya mujhse devorce lena chahti hai ... Sach kahu to mujhe bilkul bhi dukh nhi hua , bhabhi or Vedant ki wife ne mujhe bahut samjhaya ki me Divya ko apna lu or use samjha bujha kar uska mindset change kar du but mene saff saff mna kar diya ki mujhe shadi shuda zindagi nhi gujarni ... Khair mere gaon ane ke 4 din ke ander hi mene Divya ke dvara bhijvaye gye devorce paper par sign kar bhijva diya

Usi din mene Divya ko call kiya or bola... " Ho ske to mujhe maff kar dena Divya , me chahkar bhi tujhe apne dil me jagah nhi de ska ... Divya tum mere jaisa life partner deserve nhi karvi balki mujhe hajar guna better life partner deserve karti ho , end last me bs yhi kehna chahta hu ki , I wish you all the best for a new life " ... Kehkar mene call cut kar diya

1 month baad mera transfer Ahemdabad me ho gya ... Vha par bhi me apne kamm me lga rha , me jis apartment me rehta tha vha ek family bhi rehti thi jisse meri acchi Jann pehchan ho gai thi ... unki family me Husband wife ke alava unke sath unki ek beti thi jo baby ke umr ki hi thi jiske sath meri acchi bonding ho gai jisse mere din kafi acche se gujarne lge or dekhte dekhte 2 saal or gujar gye , ab to me bs ek work machine bann kar rhe gya ... Me subhe uthta or naha dhokar pet bharke duty par chla jata or pure din ki duty Puri karke sham ko apartment me akar thoda vakt us family ke sath bitata jinse meri acchi banti thi bs yhi tak meri zindagi simat kar reh gai

Aaj me apni duty puri karke city bus se room par ja rha tha tabhi meri najar do ladkiyo par gai usme se ek ladki jo salvar shuit me khdi dusri ladki se bate kar rhi thi jise dekhkar meri sanse mano Ruk si gai ... Meri nigahen bs usi par kendrit hokar reh gai , me jis chehre ko dekh rha tha us chehre ko Lakho ki bhid me ankhe band karke pehchan Sakta hu kyonki ki vo chehra meri jaan AKSHA ka tha ( par ab vo meri jaan nhi rhi )

[color=rgb(41,]mujhakon sataane vaale toojhako kya duva doo ,[/color]
[color=rgb(41,]dil chaahata hai mera main bhee tujhako ab bhula doo ,
rulaaya hai door rahakar mujhakon khoon ke aansoo ,
dil chaahata hai mera main bhee tujhe rula doo ,
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[color=rgb(41,]mujhako sataane vaale.. [/color]

[color=rgb(41,]tadapa hoon kaise kabhee bistar kee salavaton se poochho ,
kaee baar ye kaha tha tum mere ho mujhase tum na rootho ,
kar doon khud ko maut ke havaale ya phir koee aur saja doo ,

mujhako sataane vaale..

kaise tujhe bataoo ai raaj ek ek pal tum bin kaise gujaara hai ,
ho tanhaee ya phir baj rahee ho shahanaee mainne tumako pukaara hai ,
tum jaan ho meree ye tum bhee jaanate ho socha phir bhee tujhe bata doon ,
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[color=rgb(41,]mujhako sataane vaale.......[/color]

To be countinue ...
 
ek zindagi aur barbad kar de isne... akhir kya galti thee divya kee... jis tarah se aksha ne chhala isse,,, wahee chhal toh isne bhi kiya divya ke saath... akhir kabhi kisi ke liye dil mein pyar na tha toh phir kyun usne shaadi kee... keh deta pariwar waalo se kee zindagi barbad karoge mere saath kisi aur ka bhi... gharwaale sochte hain mere bachhe ka ghar bas jaye lekin yeh nahin dekhte kee wo bas ghar ujjar hi shakta hain kyunki dil jo ujra hua hain...

khair ek aur jeevan ujar gaya.. varun ko maar diya vedant ne bhale hi wo ek accident tha,,, lekin usse maut mil gayee wo bhi aasan... ek aasan mukti uske paapo ka... bechari kulta aksha vidhwa ho gayee...

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lekin vedant aur uska pariwar iss shabme piss gaya... akhir dost ke liye gaya tha aur apni zindagi barbad kar aaya... ek abodh bachhi ka pita jo usse door ho gaya... khair dhruva idhar apni dosti se nahin gira usne wo farz bakhubi nibhaya... bhale hi apni patni ko wo saath na de paya... usse divya ko yeh sachhai shaadi se pehle hi bata dena chahiye tha,, baaki faisla uska rahta... dhokha toh usne bhi diya ek masoom ko... waise kya pata wo bhi apne kisi purane boyfriend ko peeth pichhe bulati ho.. ju knows...

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ab apni looti piti zindagi le ke phir se uss dayan ke paas jaa raha hain barbad hone jhutiya... dikh toh gayee hain bas ke bagal mein kheench ke laaye aur bus ke aage dhakel de saala varun ke saath permanent fix ho jayegi..

aksha bagal ke hi sahar mein khule aam ghum rahi thee kya tab bhi koi usse dhoondh na paya tha usse pehle... aur kya uss larki ne ek baar bhi apne pariwar waalo ko contact karne kee kosis na kee.. ya phir kari hogi un logo ne usse sara nata tor liya... khair ab uske bhi najariya sun lete hain kitna drama karti hain jhooth sach ka mila ke... i want a happy ending... at the end dhruva kills aksha and everyone lives painfully ever after...
 
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[color=rgb(85,]Aaj me apni duty puri karke city bus se room par ja rha tha tabhi meri najar do ladkiyo par gai usme se ek ladki jo salvar shuit me khadi dusri ladki se bate kar rhi thi jise dekhkar meri sanse mano Ruk si gai ... Meri nigahen bs usi par Kendrit hokar reh gai , me jis chehre ko dekh rha tha us chehre ko Lakho ki bhid me ankhe band karke pehchan Sakta hu kyonki ki vo chehra jaan AKSHA ka tha ( par ab meri jaan nhi rhi )[/color]

ABB AGGE ...

Dhire dhire Aksha meri ankho se oujal hone lgi tabhi na jane kyo me gala fadd ke chillaya ... " buusss Roko " ... Or charrrrr chhuuu bus ke driver ne break mara , bus jaha tha vhi ruk gai ... Me apni sheet se uthkar bus ki gallery me khde logo ko side me karte hue teji se bus se niche utra or jitna ho ske utna tej us or bhaga jaha Aksha khadi thi

Or jab me vaha pahuncha jaha par Aksha or uske sath ek ladki khadi thi par ab us jagah par ek ourat apne do chote baccho ke sath khadi kisi ka intezar kar kar rhi thi ... Me vha jyada nhi ruka or yha vaha teji se chehelkadmi karne lga esi ummid me ki mujhe Aksha dikh jaye ... Me jaha tha vo ek mini market tha jaha par logo ki bdi bhid thi . Jiske karna me Aksha ko dhund nhi paya

Khair jab mujhe hosh aya ki ye me kya kar rha hu ? Me to Aksha ko bhul chuka hu ... usne to mujhe dhokha diya , mere sath jhoota pyar ka natak kiya , usi ne meri zindagi heaven se hell bna Di ... Usi ki vajah se aaj mere pran priye dost jhel ki salakho ke piche hai , Usi ki vajah se mere sath - sath mere pure parivar ko taklif jhelni padi & most important usi ki vajah se me acchi post par hokar bhi badd se bhi baddtarr Zindagi Ji rha hu jisme khushi or thehrav name ki koi chij nhi bchi ... I just hate Aksha , just hate ... Marna pasand karunga par us Aksha ki shakl tak nhi dekhunga ( hatt lawda )

Vha se dusri bus pakad kar me ghar aa gya ... Raat ko na thik se kha paya na so paya , Puri raat me sirf Aksha ke bare me sochta rha ... Varun ki Asliyat janne ke baad mene Aksha ko apne dil or dimag se nikal diya tha ( ab Esme me kamyab hua ya nhi ye kehna muskil hai ) aisa nhi hai ki mene kabhi Aksha ko yaad nhi kiya ! Off course kiya par sirf nafrat karne ke liye

Varun ki mout ke baad me Akshar kabhi kabar socha karta tha ki Varun ki mout ke baad Aksha kaha hogi ? Kaise hogi ? Kya vo ab bhi jabalpur hai ya Kahi or chali gai ? Kahi usne dusri shadi to nhi karli ? Ye mene esliye socha ki Varun ke death hue kafi lamba samay ho chuka tha or es bich Aksha ek baar bhi apne gaon nhi aai thi or na hi uski ab tak koi khoj khabar mili thi ... Par aaj yu Achanak es etne bde sheher me Aksha ko dekh kar dilo dimag me halchal macch gai ki akhiri Aksha yha kya kar rhi hai ? Jaha tak mujhe Aksha se pta chla vha tak yha aksha ke koi relatives nhi rehte fir vo yha kya kya kar rhi hai ?

Sochte sochte mere dimag Aksha ke sath khadi ladki par , khastour par uske uske dono hath me moujud beishakhi par gya ... Tabhi mere dimag ki batti jhali yani Aksha ke shath khadi ladki koi nhi balki uski bdi behen hi thi , Aksha ne mujhe kai baar apni didi ki pics dikhai thi ... pics or vo ladki yani Aksha ki behen ka chehra hu'b'hu milta hai esliye me puri tarah confirm ho gya ki ho na ho vo apahij ladki Aksha ki behen hi hai ... Par vo to mahisagar me rehti thi to yha kya kar rhi hai ? ... Na jane me aise kitne hi befaltu ke swal khudd se hi karta rha jiska ek bhi javab mere pass nhi tha

Agle din jab city bus se mini market se gujra tab na chahte hue bhi meri nazar Aksha ko dhundne lgi , same yhi mene bank se flat tak ate vakt bhi kiya ... Yhi kriya me agle 10 dil karta rha par mujhe Aksha nhi dikhi ........ Ek din me or mere neighborhood ki chhoti ladki jiska name heer tha so Hume dono hamare apartment ke pass hi moujud ek Park me ghumne gye hue the , heer apne doston ke sath bate karne me busy thi to mene socha ki gardan ke charo or chakkar mar lu

mene apni plan ke accordingly kann me earphone lagaye or medium speed se chakkar lagate hue garden ke dusre side nikalti sadad chlti ghadiyo ko dekhe ja rha tha tabhi mere najar sadak ke us par madical shop par design vale white shalvar shuit pehen or gale me pink duppta dale ek bahad khubsurat ladki par gaii Jo or koi nhi meri zindagi ke sath majak karne vali Aksha hi thi ... Jab uska pura face dikha to mere kadam vahi ruk gye , na chahte hue bhi me rolling line se deewar ke karib gya or us par dono hath tikaye use bina palke jhapakye dekhne lga or use tab tak dekhta rha jab tak vo mere naino se oujal na ho gaii

Me vha se Heer ko apne sath lekar apne flat me chla gya ... Pta nhi Zindagi mere sath or koun kounse khel khelna chahti hai ... Mene to Aksha ko bhula diya tha fir uska yu Achanak mere samne ana kahi na kahi mujhe vichlit karne lga , aisa nhi hai ki mere dil me ab bhi Aksha ke liye pyar hai par uska name uska khilkhilata muskurata chehra aaj bhi mere dil me ek frame ki trah chipka hua hai jo marte dum Tak mit nhi sakta

1-2 baar to dimag me khayal Aya ki ye sheher chhod kar gaon chla jau taki dubara Aksha ka samna na karna pade ... Khair pehle ki trah ab bhi mere din bitne lge , antar sirf yhi tha ki pehle Aksha mere khwabon khayalon me na ke barabar aya karti thi but ab aisa nhi tha na chahte hue bhi Aksha ki tasveer mere jehen me clear hone lgi ... Mene lakh koshish kri ko me Aksha ko pehle ki trah bhula du uske khayal apne dilo dimag par na ane du ... But ?????

Ek din hamare pass ke hi government field me Dainik Bhaskar ki or se mega tread lgaya gya tha so Noor ki mummy ne mujhe apne sath le jane ke request ki ... mujhe bhi garmi ke liye kuch comfortable clothes Chahiye the so me uske sath chla gya , abhi sham ke 5 hi bje the ... Mega tread me shopping ke liye jhordar bhidd umad rhi thi jise hum chirte hue bich me ghuss pde jaha par bhabhi ji apne liye kuch saman lene lgi or me vha khda khda vha ki chakachond dekhne lga ... Bda accha najara tha lawda

Tabhi ek miracle hua yani jab mene edher udher dekhte hue jab samne dekha to aascharyachakeet Ho gya , ek pal ke liye meri heartbeat ruk si gai or agle hi pal normal speed se kai guna tej chalne lgi ... Me jaha tha vhi freeze ho gya , palke jhapakna band ho gaii ... mere es trah reaction ka karan tha mere samne AKSHA ka hona jo ektak mujhe hi Dekhe ja rhi thi jiske hath me kuch saman tha ... jab mene use gour se dekha to me Ander tak sihar gya , mere siharne ka karan thi Aksha ki halat kyonki abhi Jo mere samne vo Aksha nhi thi jise me last time gaon me dekha tha us Aksha ke chehre par ek alag hi Noor tapakta tha , chehre par ek alag hi chamak rehti thi jo use bakiyon se alag banati thi ... Ye sabhi khubiya abhi mere samne khadi Aksha me bilkul nhi thi

Me use puchna Chahta tha ki usne apni ye kaisi halat bna li hai ... Pta nhi mujhe kya hua ki anayas hi mere kadam Aksha ki or badne lge , me jitne kadam agge badata Aksha utne hi kadam piche ki or badati ... Mere aaspass kya activity ho rhi thi usse mera connection Puri trah cut ho chuka tha ... Magnetic akarshan ki trah me Aksha ki taraf khinchta ja rha tha or magnetic pratikarshan ki Trah Aksha mujhe dur hoti ja rhi thi , jitna distance hamare bich pehle tha vhi distance ab bhi kayam rha , es bich ek pal bhi hamari najre ek dusre se nhi hti ... Abhi hamare nain matakka kuch der tak or jari rehta ki me kisi shaks se takraya or tab jakar me apne hosh me Aya

Eka ek mujhe Aksha ka Dhokha yaad aya or aisa hote hue mere tann badan me aag lag gai , gusse se chehra lal ho gya ... Ab mujhe mere samne khadi vo Aksha najar nhi aa rhi thi jise mene kabhi dilo Jaan se pyar kiya tha balki ab mujhe us masoom chehre ke piche chipi dagabaaz bewafa Aksha najar aa rhi the jisne mujhe ek khilona samajh kar khela or jab uska Mann bhar gya tab use utha ke dustbin me fenk diya ... Mera dil Kiya ki me usse puchu ki usne mere sath Etna ghatiya khel kyo khela par mere me etni himmat nahi thi esliye me vha se puche mudkar thoda agge bda ... Calte hue mene ek baar piche ki or dekha to paya ki Aksha ab bhi vhi khdi mujhe jate hue dekh rhi thi , mujhe uska dekhna bilkul nhi bhaya or me mudkar bhabhi ke pass chla gya

Mera mood full off ho gya esliye me Bina kuch kharide vha se bhabhi ji ke sath apartment / flat me aa gya ... Mene kabhi khud se Aksha ka chehra na dekhne ki kasam khai thi Or aaj use toudte hue uski or itna sammohit ho gya ki uski or khinchte hue chla gya ... Aisa kyo kiya mene ? Kyo ? Jis ladki ne meri zindagi nark se baddtarr bna Di aaj use dekhte hi me sab kuch kaise bhul betha ? Kaise ? Ye mera deewanapan tha ya pagalpan , kehna thoda muskil hai ... Mujhe yha aye hue 2 sal se bhi jyada samay ho gya par es bich mujhe yha Aksha nhi dikhi to fir en 15 - 20 dino me 3 bar kaise dikh gai ? Kya Aksha ko pta hai ki me yha hu ? Kya vo yha mere liye aaii hai ? Pta nhi me aise chutiye se swal khudd se kyu kar rha hu ( am I mad ? )

Mega tread ke baad bhi 3 - 4 bar mujhe Aksha hamari hi colony ke bagal vali colony me dikhi par es baar hamari ankhe 2-4 nhi hue ... Jis trah meri najro me Aksha aai to kya me bhi uski najar me kabhi aya ? Kya Aksha ko pta hai ki me yha kabse or kaha reh rha hu ? ............ Ab ese coincidence kahe ya kuch or because ek din me Bank duty se ghar aa rha tha tab jis bust stop se mujhe chadna tha usi bus stop par or usi bus se mujhe Aksha utarti dikhi ... Me jab bus me chadne ke liye aage bda tab mere najar Aksha par pdi jo bus ke kinare khdi mujhe hi dekhe ja rhi to or jaise hi hamari Ankhen 2-4 hue vaise hi AKSHA mujhe najre hta kar vha se 9-2-11 ho gai ... Khair Aksha ka aise karne se mujhe ghanta bhi fark nhi pda or me vha se flat ke liye nikal pda

Me apne Mann ko samjha bujha kar apne kamm ko pure tann mann se karne lga ... Mujhe ek do baar or Aksha dikhi sayad use bhi me dikha par es baar mene us par koi dhyan nhi diya or me apne raste nikal pda ........ Gajab to tab hua jab kuch din pehle mene Aksha ko 2-3 baar mere flat ke samne bhabhi ji or Noor se bate karte dekha ... Badte time ke sath mujhe ye realise hua ki ab Aksha khudd mere samne ane lgi thi ( just my thinking )

Ek din jab me job se flat par aa rha tha tabhi Aksha mere apartment ke samne khdi thi ... Vo vhi khadi thi jaha se hokar mujhe apne flat tak jana hota tha ...Khair mene bina Aksha par dhyan diye bageir uske bagal se hokar apne flat tak pahunch gya ..... Sunday ke din me Noor ke sath ghumne park ( gardan ) me gya tha , abhi me Noor ko apne friends ke sath chhod kar Akela ghum hi rha tha tabhi acchanak mere samne Aksha aa gai matalb pass aa gaii ... Karib 1 minute tak hum dono bina kuch bole , halchal kiye ek dusre ko dekte rhe ...

Mujhe yha rukne me bdi pareshani hone lgi mano agar me yha thodi der or rha to mere dum ghut jayega ... Kabhi socha nhi tha ki jis ladki se me dilo Jann se pyar karta tha uska chehra dekhna bhi pasand nhi karunga ... Pehle mere dil me Aksha ke liye jitna pyar tha , aaj usi Aksha ke liye utni hi nafrat bhri pdi thi

Me vha se mudkar muskil se 3-4 kadam hi chla tha ki Aksha dhime se boli " Dh.. Dhruva " ... Aahhh aaj 6-7 salon baad mene Aksha ki awaj suni , kabhi me esi awaj ko sunne ke liye uttsahit rehta tha par aaj usi muhh se ye awaj sunkar mera dil ro pda mann kiya ki me apne dono hathon ki ek ek ungali ko kann me thuss du taki mujhe uski awaj sunai na de

" Dh..Dhruva " ... Ek bar fir Aksha kampte labo se mujhe bde dhime se pukara jisse mera para High ho gye or me gusse se uski or mudkar pass chla gya , Etna pass ki uske dil ki dhadkan tak mujhe sunai dene lgi

" Apni gandi juban se mera name bhi Matt le Varna halak tak hath dalkar teri juban khinch dunga " ... Mene gusse se chikhte hue kaha jisse Aksha ek pal ke liye kamp gai or mujhse ek kadam dur khisak gaii , sayad use mere aise reaction ki ummid nhi thi

" K..kaise ho Dhruva " ... Kampte labo se ek bar fir Aksha boli

" Zinda hu " ... Me gusse se bola jisse Aksha ek baar fir sihar gaii

" A..Aise kyo bol rhe ho ! " ... Vo apni najar edher udher ghumate hue boli sayad esiliye ki me use gusse se gure ja rha tha

" To kaise bolu ha ? Or me tum jaisi giri hue ladki se baat hi kyo kar rha hu ? " ... Kehte hue me jane hi lga tha ki Aksha ne mera hath pakad liya , mene use kha jane vali najro se dekha esliye ki vo mera hath chhod de but usne nhi chhoda

" Tum mujhse aise baat kyo kar rhe ho ? Mujhse koi galati hui kya ? Agar hui hai to please mujhe uski sja do par mujhse aise baat matt kro , me sehen nhi kar paungi " Aksha apni naino se neer girate hue boli ... Ek pal to khayal Aya ki abhi agge badkar use apne agosh me lelu or use apne se kabhi juda na kru , par dusre hi pal vo khayal kahi gayab ho gya

Me apna hath chatakte hue bola jise Aksha ne pakad rkha tha " galati ? Tumne koi galti nhi ki Aksha ! Galti to mene ki tumse pyar karne ki or usi galti ka khamyaja me aaj din tak bhugat rha hu so please mujhe mere hall par cchod do " ... Bolkar ek pal Aksha ki ankho me dekha or apni najar ghuma li

" Mene kya kiya ? " ... Aksha apni dono ankhe minjhte hue boli

" Apna natak band kro or jao yha se , kahi aisa na ho ki tumhare natak sunkar tujh par mera hath na uth jaye ... Mene tumhe usi din se bhula diya jis din tumhari asliyat pta chli so please mujhse baat kar mera mood kharab na kro " kehkar me jane lga hi tha ki kuch sochkar uske pass akar ungali dikhate hue bola " Or ek baat kaan khol kar acchi trah se sunn le ki aaj ke baad mere ghar tak aai ya mera picha karne ki koshish bhi kri to me me ye bhul jaunga ki tum ek ladki ho jise mene kabhi dilo Jaan se pyar kiya tha or ho ske to aaj ke baad mujhe apni shakal bhi matt dikhana bitches " ... Aksha ko ek halka dhakka dete hue me vha se Aksha ko akeli roti bilakhti hui chhodkar chla gya

Etna kuch hone ke baad bhi Aksha etni Sharif bann rhi thi ? Mano vo ab bhi ek pak shak ladki hai !! Vo to aise react kar rhi jaise use pta nhi ki usne mere sath kya kiya ? ... Es vakt me raat ke 12 bje apne bed par leta yhi sab Soch rha tha ... Kuch dino se me kafi frustrated ho gya tha ... mene aaj Aksha se jis trah gusse se baat ki or meri vajah se aaj jo uski ankhon me anshu aaye , us vakt se lekar ab tak mere dil ro rha hai ... Mujhe khud par hi bahut gussa aa rha tha ki mene usse kyo etni battamiji se baat ki

Par dimag mujhe bilkul dosh nhi de rha tha , deta bhi kaise ? Akhir Aksha ne mere sath Etna bda vishwas ghat jo kiya tha ! Agar vo khud apne muhh se bs ek baar keh deti ki vo Varun se pyar karti hai tab me kuch Din ke liye tut jata , ro leta but yu es trah tut kar bikharta nhi ... Aksha ke prati meri nafrat ka karan Vedant ka jhel jana tha , usi ki vajah se Vedant or Varun ki bich jhagda hua jisme Varun ki jaan gai ... Mene ab dridh nischay kar liya ki ab se me Aksha se baat nhi karunga or agar sacch kahu to mere ander Aksha ka samne karne ki himmat bhi nhi thi , pta nhi kaise par me Aksha ko dekhkar sab kuch bhul jata hu... aaj sham ko bhi mene khud par kaise control kiya ye me hi janta hu
 
Update ....19.... [color=rgb(184,]you say something I will say something[/color]

[color=rgb(85,]Par dimag mujhe bilkul dosh nhi de rha tha , deta bhi kaise ? Akhir Aksha ne mere sath Etna bda vishwas ghat jo kiya ! Agar vo khud apne muhh se bs ek baar keh deti ki vo Varun se pyar karti hai tab me kuch Dil tut jata , ro leta but yu aaj din tak tut kar bikharta nhi ... Aksha ke prati meri nafrat ka karan Vedant ka khel jana tha , usi ki vajah se Vedant or Varun ki bich jhagda hua jisme Varun ki jaan gai ... Mene ab drid nischay kar liya ki ab se Aksha se baat nhi karunga or agar sacch kahu to mere ander Aksha ka samne karne ki himmat nhi thi , pta nhi kaise par me Aksha ko dekhkar sab kuch bhul jata hai aaj sham ko bhi mene khud par kaise control kiya ye me hi janta hu[/color]

AGGE AGGE ....

Us din ke baad bhi Aksha mere samne ati , esi motive se ki mere se baat kar ske par har baar me apna rasta badal deta or vo vhi bebashi se mujhe yu muhh mod kar jate hue dekhti ... Kabhi kabhi me palat kar use dekhta to uski ankhen namm rehti , dil karta ko vapad mudkar unke behte anshuo ki pi jau or use apne sine se lga lu but usi pal unke dvara ki gai bevafai yaad aa jati

Ek din jab me kamm se thak haar kar flat me pahunchkar apne kapde change kiye hi the ki mujhe apne darvaje par kisi ke ane ki ahat sunai di ... me palat kar us Or dekha to me bhouchakka reh gya kyonki ki darvaje par Aksha apne hath me phoolo ka guladasta liye khadi thi ... Me ankhe fade use dekhne lga ... Vo apne nichle honth ko dono danto ke bich dabate hue room ke ander aa gai jaha me khada tha

Dono hathon se guldaste ko thamkar use agge karte hue meri ankho me dekh'kar ... " Happy many returns of the day Dhruva " ... Muskurate hue Aksha boli , uski muskurahat kisi bhi angel se realistic nhi lag rhi thi ... Kai Salo tak mene apna birthday nhi manaya or sahi kahu to mujhe yaad bhi nhi ki aaj mera birthday bhi hai .

" Thanks " na chahte hue bhi mene use thanks bolkar uske hath se guldasta liya or badle me ek fiki muskan pass over kar di

" Kya me yha Beth jau " ... bed ki or eshara karte hue usne kaha

" No "... mere aisa kehte hi uski jhuti muskan bhi gayab ho gaii or uska face aise ho gya ki agar me use dant bhi du to esi vakt ro padegi

" Tum mere sath aisa kyo kar rhe ho Dhruva ? Akhir mene kiya kya hai jiske chalte tum mujhe yu etne dino se ignore kar rhe ho ? " ... mere pass akar mera hath apne dono hatho me thamkar boli " please mujhe aaj yha se Matt bhejo ! Me khudd hi thodi de baad chali jaungi ? "... Puri baat Aksha ne meri ankhon me Ankhen dal kar kahi ... Uski ankho me mere liye beshumar pyar dikh rha tha pta nhi kyo par mene apni najar hta li , kyonki ki agar me kuch der or uski ankhon me dekhta to sabkuch bhula kar use apni bahon me samet leta

" Nhi karna chahta me tumse koi baat vaat , kyo bevajah mujhe kuch dino se pareshan kiye ja rhi ho ? Jabse tumne mere or mere jajbaton ke sath khilvad kiya tabse mene tumhe bhula diya ! So please ab orr yu mere pass akar mujhe na tadpao ... So you just get out of here "... Mene ungali gate ki or karte hue kaha

" Akhir mene kiya kya hai jiski tum mujhe etni bdi sja de rhe ho ? " ... Ek gehri sans lekar boli " Me tumhari berukhi ka karan jane bagair kahi nhi jane vali , because I really love , I want you with all my heart Dhruva " ... Aksha ek hath bekhayali me mere chehre par ferte hue boli jise mene turant chatak diya

" Tum to etni Sharif bann rhi ho jaise tumhe kuch pta hi nhi ? Etna kuch hone ke baad bhi tum aise bematlab ke swal kaise puch sakti ho Aksha ? Kaise ? " ... Apne chehre par hath ferte hue ek gehri sans lete hue fir bola ... " Or karan btakar apna dimag kharab nhi Karna Chahta so please tum jao yha se "

" Agar tumne kabhi mujhse true love kiya to tumhe us pyar ki kasam ! Tumhe meri Kasam Dhruva , mujhe batao ki mujhse aisi kounsi galti ho gai jiske chalte tumhara aisa behaviour or etni kadvi batein sunni pad rhi hai ? " bolte hue Aksha ke ashko se Anshu beh chle

" Tumhe mere jhakhm ko kuredne me sukoon milta hai to thik hai to fir suno ! ... Tumne meri zindagi nark se bhi badttar bna Di , meri galti kya thi ? Bs yhi na ki bina soche samjhe tumse pyar kiya ! ... Tumse paglo ki tarah pyar karta tha me , tumhari ek jhalak pane ke liye ghanto bus stand par tumhara intezaar karta tha or jab hamari mulakat hui tak tumhari awaj sunne ke liye beshbara hua rehta tha ... Tumahari har pasand ki apni pasand banaya . Me tumse Etna pyar karta tha ki tumse apne pyar ka IJHAR tak nhi kar paya esiliye ki kahi tumhe meri baat ka bura na lag jaye or tum mujhse bolna na band kar do " bolte bolte meri ankhe thodi namm ho gai thi

Fir bhi mene apni baat jari rkhi .. " Jab tumne mujhse apne pyar ka IJHAR kiya tha , vo pal mere zindagi ka sabse best pal tha par asal me aisa kuch nhi tha Vo to sirf tumhara mere dil ke prati ek bahut bda khilvad tha ... You know jab tumne mujhse apne pyar ka IJHAR kiya tha tab me kaha tha pta hai ? Tumse 150 km dur Baby ka ilaaz karva rha tha , par jab tumne mujhe us din jo bhi kaha me insaniyat ko bhul kar apne farz se mujhe mod kar tumhare pass douda chla Aya ... Par mujhe kya pta tha ki usi din mujhe zindagi ka sabse bda shock lagega "

Bolte hue me thoda ruka or fir bola " Agar tum Varun se pyar karti thi to mujhe bta deti ! Me kuch Dil me sabkuch bhul kar apni life me mast rehta par tumhe or Varun ko meri zindagi nark banani thi ! or dekho bna bhi di ! me har roj ghut ghut ke ji rha hu ... Agar mujhe pta hota ki pyar karne ki etni bdi keemat chukani padegi to me tumse kya kisi se bhi pyar na karta ... Agar me tumse pyar nhi karta to mera dost Vedant aaj jhel ki salakho ke piche nhi rehta or varun ? Vo bhle hi ander se mere prati dvesh rkhta tha par mera dost tha , vo bhi mere pyar karne se hi aaj es duniya me nhi rha ... Mere pyar ne mere sath sath mujhse Jude sabhi logo ko dukh dard or taklif ke Siva kuch nhi diya ... Sabki jimmedar me nhi tum ho Aksha sirf Tum , agar tum mujhse jhute pyar ka natak nhi karti to aaj tasvir kuch or hoti manjar kuch or hota ... Na Vedant jhel me hota , na hi Varun Hume chhod kar jata , na me yu ghut ghut ke ji rha hoga or na hi aaj me tumhare samne hota ... Me bs tumse yhi puchna Chahta hu ki tumne vo sab kyo kiya ? Kya mila tumhe meri zindagi ke sath khel kar ? Mujhse anajane me hi Sahi par aisi Kya khata hui jiski tumne etni bdi saja di ? End last me tumse yhi kahunga ki me tumhe kabhi maff nhi karunga Aksha kabhi nhi " ...

Kehkar mene ek lambi sans li na chahte hue bhi mere Ankhon se Anshu Puri batchit ke douran behte rahe jise mene bahut samay se rok rkha tha ... Me apni baat kehne me Etna kho gya ki mera dhyan Aksha par gya hi nhi or jab mene apni baat kehkar uski or dekha to dang reh gya kyonki Aksha mere samne ghutne ke sahare bethi siskiyan lete hue anshuo bahaye ja rhi thi

Me bhi uske pass jakar usi ki trah apne ghutno ke bal Beth gya or uska chahra dono hath se thamkar uper kiya jise karan usne apni dono ankhe band kar li

" Tum kyo ro rhi ho Aksha , tumhe to or Khush hona chahiye ki tumhari gairmoujudgi me mere sath kya kya hua , tum or Varun to yhi chahte the na ? Dekho Jo tum dono ne chaha vo puri siddhat se ho gya " ... Kehkar me muskurane lga or apne hath Aksha ke chehre se hta kar khda ho gya

" Tumhe jarur kuch galatfehemi hui hogi Dhruva , mene kabhi tumhare dil ke sath nhi khela ... Jis trah tum mujhe chahte ho , me bhi tumhe utna hi chahti hu ... Jitna Tum mere liye tadpe ho usse Kai jyada me bhi tumhari liye tadpi hu ... Tamhare alava mere dil ne kisi ko nhi chaha or na kabhi chahega because ye dil to bahut pehle mene tumhare name kar diya tha jo aaj bhi the yaad kar dhadakta hai ! Tumhari yaad me bahut tadpi hu Dhruva bahut jyada intezaar kiya tumhara ... Tumhare liye bhagwan se bahut mannte mangi or dekho unhone mujhe akhirkar tumse mila hi diya ... Ab me tumse kabhi dur nhi houngi kabhi nhi " ... Kehte hue Aksha ne apni dono bajuve mere pairon ke ird gird lapet li

Aksha ki baat ne ek pal ke liye mujhe vichlit kar diya par agle hi pal mere bite din yaad aa gaye or yaad aye hi mene jabardasti use khud se alag kiya or use khde karke apne room se bahar nikalne lga par usne mujhe kaske pakad liya

" Please mujhe bahar Matt nikalo , please please ek baar meri baat sunlo ... I love you , I love you , you are my everything Dhruva , love you , I can't leave live without you ... Bahut tadpi hu me tumhare bina par ab or nhi please meri baat sunlo " ... Etna sunte hi meri pakad dhili ho gaii mene use force karna band kar diya

" Jo bhi bakna hai jaldi bcko , tumne already mere dimag ki Maiya chod di par ab or nhi hai ... Tumhe jo bolna hai jaldi se bolkar niklo yha se " ... Kehkar mene use chhod diya or usne bhi ... Hum dono thode ander aa gye or bed par Beth gye

Aksha meri ankhon me dekhte hue boli ... " Mene tumhe koi dhoka nhi diya Dhruva ! Pta nhi kaise me Varun ke behakave me akar vo jo kehta gya me us par uski baton par ankhe band kiye vishwas karte gaii ... Us time me bahut tut gai jab Varun ne mujhse ye kaha ki tumhe mere pass pahuchane se pehle hi police mere kidnap ke jurm me girftar kar ke le gaii ... Us vakt me bahut Roi . chikhi . Chillai kyonki mere ghar se bhagne ke baad tum hi ek the jiske sath me apni zindagi bita sku "... Kehte hue Aksha ne mera hath kaske apne hathon me tham liya ... Me bhi Aksha ki baat bde dhyan se Sunne lga jo mere liye sunni jaruri thi ya nhi , I don't know

Apne Ankhon se ek hath se anshuo ko saff karte hue Aksha apni baat ko countinue rkhte hue boli ... " Us vakt Varun ne ye kehkar mujhe chup karaya ki vo tumhe bahut jald riha karva dega but me nhi mani or police station jana chahti thi taki tumhe chhudva sku but Varun ne mujhe tumhari kasam dekar kuch bhi nhi karne ko mna liya or mujhse mera phone lekar usme moujud SIM card ko toud diya ye kehkar ki police Hume track kar sakti hai ... Usne mujhe usi seher me ek ghar me rehne ko kaha kaha par ek ourat or unke 2 bcche bhi rehte the ... Agle din Varun mujhse milne Aya tab me uske sharir par lgi Pattiyo ko dekhkar bahut dar gai thi ... Jab mene use pucha to usne kaha tha ki Arya ke papa ke admiyon ne use tumhari madad karne ke shak par mara or vo mujhe to dekhte hi jaan se mar denge ... Me bahut daar gai thi because me marna nhi chahti thi , me tumhare sath Puri zindagi jina chahti hu tumhe apna humsafar banana chahti hu" ... Kehte kehte Aksha ruk kar or mere hath ko or kass ke tham liya mano me abhi uth kar usse dur chla jaunga

" kuch din baad Varun ne mujhe kaha ki court ne tumhe mere kidnap ke jurm me 8 month ki saja sunai ... Us vakt me bahut tut gai thi , kai dino tak so bhi nhi pai har pal har din mujhe teri yaad satati , me bs zindi thi to sirf tumhari yaadon ke sahare ... 4 month baad Varun mujhe samjha buja kar apne sath jabalpur le gya , ye kehkar ki vha uski family rehti hai or me vha tab tak rhu jab tak tum jhel se chhut nhi jate ... Kuch dino se Varun ne meri etni madad kri ki me us par ankhe band karke vishwas kiya or uske sath jabalpur me chali gai ... Vha mujhe pta chla ki jabalpur me Varun ki koi family nhi rehti ye jankar mujhe bahut bura lga par usne mujhe ye kehkar mna liya ki mujhe esliye jhut bola ki me uske sath yha safe rhu agar vo jhut bolta to me uske sath jabalpur nhi chalti " ...

Kuch dino baad hamari janpehchan vha ki 1-2 family se ho gaii ... Mujhe Varun ke sath akele rehna accha nhi lagta esliye mene un family ke sath rehne ke liye Varun se kaha ... Pehle to vo nhi mana but mere dvara jidd karne par akhirkar vo mann hi gya or me jaise taise karke tumhare intezaar me un family ke sath din katne lgi ... Varun kabhi kabar tumhare bare me buraiyan karta sayad esi liye ki mere prati tumhari chavi kharab ho jaye ... Jab jab vo aisa karna me bs use ignore karti , jaise taise karke 8 month bhi beet gye us vakt me bahut khush thi sirf esliye ki hum dono hamesha hamesha ke liye ek hone vale the tum mujhe milne vale the "

" Jab mene Varun se tumhare bare me pucha or jo usne kaha vo movement mere liye kisi gehre sadme se kamm nhi tha ... Varun ne ye kehkar mujhe marnasann sthiti me pahuncha diya ki usne mujhe jhut bola ki tumhe 8 month ki saja hui thi ... Usne kaha ki tumhe 8 mahine ki nhi balki 1 sal 4 month ki sja hue thi ... Me usse minnate karti rhi ki vo mujhe tumhare pass le jaye par vo nhi mana or kehna lga ki jis trah 8 month nikle the usi trah baki ka samay bhi jald hi nikal jayega ... Us vakt vo family members bhi the jinke sath me rehti thi ... Unhone bhi mujhe kuch vakt or intezaar karne ko kaha , me bhi apne dil par pathar rkh ke unki baat mann gaii ... Tumhe yaad karke tumse milne ki ummid me me dil gujarne lgi "...

" Ek din Varun se milne kuch kamm se gai or jab uske room me gai tab vo kisi se baat kar rha tha jo mere bare me hi thi ... Mujhe ye jankar gehra dhakka lga ki Varun mujhe pyar karta hai ... Me gusse se unke pass gaii or uske hath se phone chinkar call cut kar diya or unse unki behudgi ke bare me puchi to usne bataya ki vo mere se bahut pyar karta hai vo bhi tumse pehle ... Us time me bahut Roi bhi , Varun mujhe force karne lga ki agar me pyar se nhi mani to vo mere se jabardasti karke shadi kar lega ... Me usi vakt vaha se nikalna chahti thi par usne mujhe pakad kar ek room me band kar liya , usme job par Jana hi chhod diya or jyadatar vakt ghar par hi bitata or mujhe shadi ke liye manata mere mna karne kai baar usne mujhe mara bhi or usne ye bhi bataya ki tumhe koi jhel nhi hue usne mere se sab jhut bola sirf mujhe pane ke liye "

" Ek din jab Varun galti se room ka gate band karna bhul gya tabhi me vha se nikal kar bhag gai ... Vha se kaise bhi karke bis stand pahunchi or sath hi mene apna pehle vala SIM kar dubara nikalva liya or tumhe call Karne hi vali thi ki kuch soch kar tumhe call na karke meri best friend ko kiya jinhone tumhari madad ki thi jis din tum bike se gir gye the ... Bahut dino baad me behad khush thi sirf esliye me me tumhare pass ane Vali hu ... Meri friend se baat karte vakt jab mene tumhare bare me pucha or jo usne mujhe tumhare bare me jo bataya use sunkar ander tak sihar gai "

" Usne kaha ki tumne kuch dino pehle kisi or ladki se shadi kar li ye sunkar me ander tak Puri trah tut chuki thi ... Us pal dil Kiya ki chalti bus se kudkar apni jaan de du par ye atmhatya vala paap me nhi kar ski ... Mene bahut muskil se khudd ko samajjaya ki me sirf tumhari yaadon ke sahare jee lungi ... Me aab ghar ana chahti thi , tumhare alava vhi to the or jab mene unhe phone kiya tab unhone mujhe bahut bura bhla kaha or ye kehkar bina meri baat sune phone kat diya ki me unke liye usi time marr gai jisme din unki marzi ke khilaf ghar se bhagi thi " ...

" Mene didi ko phone kiya tab unhone mujhe apne pass bula liya or me mahisagar chali gai ... Kuch dino bad jija ji ka transfer Ahemdabad ho gya so hum yha aa gye ... Me jaise taise karke zindagi gujarne lgi tabhi ek din mujhe tum dikhe , mere liye vo pal kisi sunhere sapne se kamm nhi tha ... me usi pal tumhe apni bahon me kaid kar lena chahti thi tumse milkar barso ko tadap Mita dena chahti thi , tumhe beshumar pyar karna chahti thi , tumse apna dukh bantna chahti thi , tumhe hamesha hamesha ke liye apna bna Lena chahti thi par jab mujhe ye yaad aya ki tum shadishuda ho ! Ye khayal ate hi meri sari khushi pal bhar me gham me badal gai or mere kadam jaha the vhi ruk gye ... Par etne dino bad tumhe dekhkar dil ko bahut sukoon mila tha or vo sukoon ab bhi kayam hai " ...

Jab me tumhe mega tread me dikhi tab mene esliye apne kadam piche hta liye ... Kahi na kahi me bhi khush thi ki tum apni life hsi khushi ji rhe ho , mujhe tumse koi shikayat nhi thi ki tumne mujhse befawai karke kisi or se shadi kar li or na mujhe tumhari bivi se jhalan hui ki meri jagah usne kyo li ... Me chupp kar tumhe dekha karti thi dhire dhire mujhe tumhara address mila or ye bhi pta chla ki tumhare karibi koun hai ... Pta nhi kyo par tumhere bare me janne ki jigyasa hue esliye mene tumhari gairmoujudgi me Noor or uski mummy se milne jhulne lgi or jab unse ye pta chla ki tumhara devorce ho chuka hai tab me bahut khush hui pta nhi kyo par me bahut khush hui ".... Kehte hue anshuo ko puchte hue bhi uske chehre par chir parichit muskan aa gai

" tabse me tumse milna chahti thi tumse ji bhar ke baate karna chahti thi , kuch tumse sunti kuch apna sunana chahti thi ... Par ye sab dhra ka dhra reh gya jab tumne us din mujhse berukhi se baat ki ... Us din mujhe bahut taklif hui thi , tumhari kadvi batein sunn kar bahut Roi thi par himmat bilkul nhi hari or tumse milne ki koshish karti rhi esi ummid me ki meri chahat ek ma ek dil tumhe pigla degi ... Aaj bhi me esi ummid me yha aai ki Tumhari narajgi ka karan Jann sku "...

" mene hameshaa tumhe hi chaha hai Dhruva or hamesha ki trah aage bhi tumhe hi chahungi ... Mere pehle pyar tumhe hi the or akhiri bhi tum hi hoge , jabse tumse pyar hua usi din se mene apni haar sans tumhare name kar di ... Me tumhe bahut chahti hu Dhruva ... I can't live without you, can't live ... I love you Dhruva love you so much "... Kehte hue apne dono hath ek chote bacche ki trah mere stomach ke charo or lapet liye ... Yhi to me dekhna . Sunna or mehsus chahta tha , yhi to mere pyar ki akhiri manzil thi ... Aise hi to mene na jane kitne sapne dekhe the jisme Aksha mujhe beshumar pyar kre

Use apne se alag karte hue me dhire se chikha " Mast kahani sunai tumne Aksha par tumhare liye dukh ki baat hai ki me ab tumhare jhute jhal me nhi fasne vala hu . So please you can go now or agar pyar se nhi mani to dhakke mar ke bahar fenk dunga " ... meri ankho se tapp tapp anshu behh reh the , kyo ? Kisliye ? Kiske liye ? ...

To be countinue ......
 
ek toh pehla jhutiya tha varun... jiske reason samajjh se pare the... sala jab pyar karta tha toh itna natak karne ke jaroorat kya thee ... akhir proposer karta jiske jholi mein wo jaati uski hoti.. wo janta tha kee dhruva ne kabhi proposer nahin kiya ,,, aksha ke dil mein kya hain.. toh wo try mar ke dekhta... lekin nahin jama shuda nautanki...

phir doosra maha jhutiya dhruva... sala ek toh ladki itne signal de rahi hain kee current ka overdose ho gaya tha... phir bhi iske bheje mein jhatke na lage.. kaanta bhi laga lekin chillaya nahin londa... propose kiya bhi toh ladki aisi chiman jhutiya thee kee 10 din tak gayab hi ho gayee.... sala akhir jab itna pyar karti thee toh 10 din tak kya pandit se muhurat nikalwa rahi theee.... aur sidha bola kee main ghar se bhaag aayee hoon..
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abe satkeli londi tere bheje mein bheja hain kee nahin... kabhi usne janna chaha kee dhruva ke saath kya ho raha hain in 10 dino mein... abhi kya kar raha hain kaise pareshani mein hain... nahin sidha bhaag chalo tumhare ghar waale jaye bhaar mein chahe wo mare ya jiye maine toh jhutiyapanti kar hi daali ab tum bhi kar do... aur launda bhi waisa hi turant daur para...

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phir aati hain police sala ladki ko bhaage mushkil se 2-4 ghante bhi na hue aur kidnapping ka charge bhi thok diya... matlab itni jaldi toh kabhi na hota hain... aur oopar se iske bhai log ne kabhi vakil ke pass gaye hi nahin 15 din tak chhor diya thukne ko... socha achha hain kaheen mar gaya toh jaye bala se... lekin londa ne toh rakkash kee tiki kha ke aaya tha itni jaldi kahan marne wala...

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phir aaye hamari pyari aksha.. isse varun ne bola kee dhruva uske kidnapping ke jurm mein jail mein hain.. aur wo varun kee baat mani so mani lekin uske bachane bhi na gayee aarya ke baapu ke dar se... sala kahe ka pyar... aur no.. police track kar shakti thee,, toh pco booth ya koi doosri jagah se call nahin kar shakti thee... ek baar khud se janna na chaha kee kaisa hain wo... matlab 2-3 saal mein ek baar phone kharkane ka bhi fursat na hua... aur varun ne jhooth bola jail ke baare mein isse shaq na hau kabhi.. daiya kahe ko aise log banate ho...

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aise bachho waale kahani sunayegi yeh larki toh bhagwan hi maalik hain... dost kee yaad bhi aaye isse lekin kab jab 2 saal beet gaye tab... isse pehle use kabhi phone nahin kiya... kamal kee larki hain... matlab itna ab chutiya na bole toh kya bole...

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khair drama likhne mein kingu tumhari koi saani nahin hain behtereene likhte ho... emotions pe pakar achhi hain tumhari.. bas reasons hi vishwas waale na hote hain..

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lekin yeh samajh se pare waali baat hain kee dhruva ne kabhi vedant se puri kahani jaan ni nahin chahi kee akhir kiss baat pe jharap hui thee... matlab itni bari baat ho gayee uska dost 6-7 saal ke liye jail chala gaya lekin isse puri kahani pata bhi nahin hain abhi tak... ... jai ho..
 
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