Update ... 17. ...[color=rgb(184,]Everything is over[/color]
[color=rgb(85,]Jise sunkar Vedant bhochakka ho gye ... meri baat khatam hote hi vo Varun ko call lagane lga but mene kasam dekar use rok diya ... Vedant , Varun oar Etna gussa hua jitna me bhi nhi hua , kasam se agar Varun abhi yha hota to Vedant use jaan se mar dalta ... Kisi trah mene khud ko majbut karke Vedant ke sath duty par nikal gya ... Raste me Vedant ne mujhe kaha ki hume police or Arya ke ma baap ke sath sath Aksha ke ma baap ko Varun or Aksha ke bare me bta dena chahiye but mene use hamari dosti ka vasta dekar kisi ko na batane ko bola ... Mene ye esliye kiya kyonki Bhuvan uncle badte time ke sath bahut takatvar admi bann gya tha or agar use Aksha or Varun ke bare me pta chal jata tab vo unke sath kya kya karta ye mujhe acche se pta tha so me ek or jeher ka pyala pi ke reh gya[/color]
ABB AGGE ....
Varun ki sacchai jankar pehle se hre jhakhm or hre ho gye ... Aksha ka to Mann Sakta hu ki usne Varun ke kehne par mere dil ke sath khilvad kiya but Varun ? Jaha tak mujhe yaad hai ki aaj din tak Varun or mere bich jhagda to dur ki baat , narajgi tak nhi hui thi ... Fir usne mere sath vishwas ghat kyo kiya ? Varun ki sachai lagbhag 1 month tak mujhe ander hi ander til -til ke Marti rhi par kab tak ? Aakhir apnon ke pyar ne mujhe sabkuch bhulne par majboor kar diya or me jaise taise karke es god gifted anmol zindagi ki jine lga
Samay aaj din kabhi ruka jo mere liye rukta ? Never ... Varun vale incident ko gujre hue 1 year hone ko Aya es bich mere liye do acchi ghatnaye hui ... First =Vedant ke ghar me ek laxmi ne janam liya jiska name Preet rkha gya ( ye name mene hi suggest kiya tha ) Vedant ke father banne ki khabar sunn kar me bahut khush tha sayad utna jitna Aksha ko fist sight dekhne par hua tha ... Second = Government sector me meri Bank me job lag gai thi or meri first posting Alwar district ke ek chote kasbe me hui ... Shuru shuru me mera vaha bilkul mann na lga because vha mere sath na Vedant tha or na hi mera pariwar
Insan ke ander Har environment me khudd ko dhalne ki ek khubi hoti hai so me bhi vaha ke environment me khudd ko Dhall diya or pure tann mann se apne kartavya ko pura karne me lag gya ........... Aaj Sham ko bhaiya ne call kiya ki unhone mere liye ek ladki dekhi hai or mujhe uss dekhne 5 din ke ander ghar ana hai ... Esse pehle bite ek sal me ' me 2 bar rishtey ke liye mna kar chuka tha ... Es baar bhaiyaa ke sath - sath bhabhi or Vedant ne bhi mujhe kafi force kiya , me fir bhi mna kar deta but es baar baby ne kaha ki " chachu apko mere liye chachi leke aao nhi to me apke kabhi baat nhi karungi " ... Mujhe pta tha baby ki ye sab bolne ke liye bhabhi ne hi kaha ho hoga , so me es baar me mna nhi kiya ( jabki mujhe mana kar dena chahiye tha because esse mere sath - sath mujhse Jude logo ko bhi taklif jarur pahunchegi )
Jaise taise karke 5 din bhi bit gye or me ghar pahuncha or uske agle din me bhaiya , bhabhi or Vedant ladki dekhne gye ... Mene ladki ko dekhte hi ha kehdi or ladki ne bhi bina kuch objection uthaye mujhe pasand kar liya , na karti bhi kaise ... Meri personality ek macho man ki trah thi or sath hi ek well settled Banda tha so mna karne ka swal hi paida nhi hota ..... Next month ki 18 tarikh ko shadi ki date fix ki gai
Akhir vo din bhi aa gya jis din meri shadi hone vali thi , shadi ko lekar mere mann me na ke barabar excitement tha ... Me bs ek machine ki trah har upkarm karta gya jiska remote control bhaiya , Bhabhi or Vedant ke hath me tha ... Khair bdi dhumdham se meri shadi ka karya sampann hua or mere ghar me ek new member ka awagman hua jisse mujhe chodkar sabhi bahut khush the khaskar baby
5 din hone ko aye meri shadi ko or mene kal bhaiya se vapas Alwar jane ki icha jahir ki to bhaiya or bhabhi ne meri bivi jiska name Divya tha use bhi sath le jane ko kaha but mene eske liye saff mna kar diya ... Bhaiya or bhabhi ne mujhse kai baar eske liye force kiya par me apne faisle par adig rha ... Hamari behesh Divya hamare room ke darvaje ke pass khdi sunn rhi thi ... Mere es trah rukhe swar se Divya ko sath na le jane ke liye mna karne se us par kya biti hogi ye me acche se janta hu par mujhe uske imotion , jajbat or chahat ki bilkull parvah nhi thi kyonki mere mann me uske liye ratti bhar bhi pyar nhi tha ( I'm baddest person )
Me Akela hi Alwar chla gya , jaha par me pehle ki trah apni rukhi si zindagi ko gujarne lga ... Vha jakar mene ek baar bhi samne se Divya ko call nhi kiya or jab vo call karti tab me haa hummm me javab deta ya busy hone ka bahana bna deta ......... Samay apni niyamit gati se chalta rha or kab meri zindagi ka 1 sal or bit gya pta hi nhi chla ... Es bich me muskil se 3 baar hi gaon gya hounga or jab 3 baar gya usme bhi adhikar time Vedant ke sath bitaya
Divya or me dono jivansathi hone ke bavjub ek dusre ke liye stranger ki trah rhe , aisa nhi hai ki mene Divya ko life partner ke rup me apnane ki koshish nhi ki !!! ki bharpur ki par mere dil par to Aksha ne kabja kiya hua tha to usme Divya kaise bass jati ? Mene kabhi Aksha ke bina dusre jivan sathi ki kalpna bhi nhi ki thi ... Mera jameer mujhko dhikkarta ki me Divya ke sath bahut galat kar rha hu , shadi se pehle or uske just baad mene socha ki gujarte samay ke sath jald mera dil Divya ko apnane ke liye ready ho jayega but aaj pura 1 sal hone ko Aya par mere dil me Divya ke liye koi feeling nhi jagi
Ab to Divya ne bhi mujhse chahat ki ummid chhod di , ab na vo kabhi mujhe call karti na mujh par aarop pratyarop lagati ... kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta ki mene Divya se shadi kar ke zindagi ki tisri sabse badi galti kri thi ... Pehli = Aksha se pyar karke ... Dusri = Varun par ankh band karke bharosha karna or Tisri = Divya se shadi karke ... Meri vajah se aaj din tak Divya ko ek patni hokar bhi patni ka sukh nhi mila ... Kabhi kabhi khud par Etna gussa ata ki zindagi ki mohh Maya ko tyag kar bahut dur chla jau
Ek din me apne niwas sthan se bank jane ke nikal hi rha tha ki mera phone ring hua , jeb se phone nikal kar dekha to call bhaiya ka tha esliye mene bina vakt gavaye call pick kar liya ... Or udher jo baat bhaiya ne mujhe batai use sunkar mere hath se phone niche gir gya , Ankhon ki palke jhapakna band ho gaii ... Mere liye samay mano ruk sa gya , mere aas paas ho rhi gatividhiyon ka mujhe bilkul dhyan na rha , kann sunn pad gye bs reh reh kar Bhaiya ke Shabd mann mastishk me ghunjne lge .... " Dhruva Vedant ne Varun ka khoon kar diya or use aaj subhe hi police pakad ke le gaii ... Tu jitna jaldi ho ske utna jaldi ghar aa ja " ... Bhaiya ko pta tha ki me or Vedant do jism ek jaan the esliye unhone mujhe ane ko kaha
Me jaldi vha se bus stand se gaon ki or nikal pda ... Pure raste me ' mere dimag me bs yhi swal aa rha tha ki kya sacch me Vedant ne Varun ka khoon kar diya ? Agar Puri duniya bhi bol de ko Vedant ne khoon kiya tab bhi me nhi manta , bhla vo Varun ko kyo marega ! ... Kai baar to dimag me ye khayal bhi Aya ki bhaiya mujhe ghar bulane ke liye jhoot to nhi bol rhe
Mere sare sawalo ke Javab mujhe ghar jate hi mil gya ... bhaiya ne jo bhi kaha vo sacch tha , Jab mujhe confirm ho gya tab me apne Anshu bahane se khud ko rok nhi paya ............. Court ne Vedant ko doshi karar diya or use Varun ke katl ke jurm me 6 saal ki sja di gaii ... Me bahar moujud logo ke sath Vedant ko lockup ghadi me jhel jate dekhta rha , me vhi khda khda bhagvan se prarthna karne lga ki jo bhi me abhi dekh rha hu ye sab ek Sapna ho or jab meri nind khule tab sab pehle ki trah ho jaye ... Dekhte hi dekhte police Vedant ko ghadi me bethakar kab Ankhon se oujal hue pta hi nhi chla ... court ke bahar ab kuch hi log khde the jinme se me ek tha , tabhi meri najar Vedant ki dharam patni pdi jo apni god me preet ko liye bhabhi or Vedant ki ma ke sath khadi anshu bahaye ja rhi thi or usse bhi buri halat Vedant ki ma ki thi
Me unke pass jakar unhe santvana dene lga or Preet ko apni god me lekar sabko ghar chalne ko kaha ... Vedant or mera parivar ek hi family ki trah rehta tha , Vedant ki wife har din hamare ghar ati rehti thi ... Me sabhi ko bhaiya ke pass le gya jo hamari hi rahh dekh rha tha , Khair hum sabhi car me bethkar ( car Vedant ki hi thi jinhe bhaiya laye the ) unme bethkar ghar chle gye
7 din baad me Vapas duty par chla gya , vha par me na thik dhang se kha pata tha na so pata tha or na hi dhang se kaam kar pata tha ... Mere dimag me hamesha yhi baat khatakti rehti ki akhir aisa kya hua jiske chalte Vedant ne Varun ko Jaan se maar dala ? ... Court me bhi Vedant kuch nhi bola bs apna gunah kubool kar liya ... Me jab gaon se ghar aya tab mene Vedant se milne ki koshish ki par mujhe milne nhi diya ... Agle din bhaiya ka phone aaya or unhone kaha ki kal agar me chahu to Vedant se mil sakta hu , ye sunte hi me aaj sham ko gaon nhi balki sidha vha pahuncha jaha Vedant ko kaid karke rkha gya tha ... Mene jate hi Vedant se milne ki permission mangi or mujhe permission de di gai
2 jhel karmachari ne mujhe vha le gye jaha Vedant ko ek lockup me band kar rkha tha ... Mujhe vha chhodkar dono karmachari vha se chle gye ... Me lockup ke pass jakar ek najar ander dali , Vedant ek chadar par ankhe band kiye leta hua tha
"Ve..Vedant "... me Kampte hue swar me bde dhire se bola , jab Vedant ke kano tak meri awaj nhi pahunchi tab mene ek baar or Vedant ko awaj di , es baar meri awaj pehle se thodi loudly thi esliye Vedant palat kar mere taraf dekha or jaise hi use abhash hua ki use milne uska yaar aya hai to vo jaldi se uthkar mere pass akar lockup ke ander se hi mujhe gale lga liya ... Gale lagte hi hum dono thode bhauk ho gye
" Ye sab kya ho gya mere bhai "... me Vedant se alag hokar uske hath thamte hue bola
" Honi ko koun tal Sakta hai Dhruva "... Thodi der ruk kar bola " Ye bta ghar par sab kaise hai ? Or meri gudiya rani kaisi hai ? Bahut yaad karti hogi na mujhe " ...
" Sab acche se hai or Tumhari gudiya rani bhi achi hai , sab tumhe bahut miss karte hai yaar "... Me ek gehri sans leker fir bola " Vedant mujhe sacch sacch bta ki akhir aisa kya hua ki tumm yu humse dur chle gye ? " ... Kehte hue meri ankhe ek baar fir chalak aai
" Jyada kuch hua Bhai bs jaab Varun gaon aya tab me uske ghar gya yhi janne ke liye ki usne tumhari pith piche Etna bda vishwas ghat kyo kiya ? Mere puchne par vo bhadak gya or hamari hathpai ho gai or dhakka mukki me uska sar jor se deewar se ja lga or usi vakt uske sar se khoon behne lga ... hospital le jate vakt usne dum toud diya bs mere bhai yhi sab hua tha ... Vaise bhi uske sath ek hisab se sahi ho hua , usne jo gunah kiya uski saja mout hi thi so use mil gai " ... Vedant ne apni baat etni shaleenta se kahi jisse saff pratit ho hota hai ki use apne kiye par bilkul pachtava nhi hai jo ki sahi bhi hai
" Par yaar jo bhi hua vo tumne Jaan bujhkar nhi kiya to fir tumhe saja kis baat ki di ? Tu tention maat le me bahut jaldi tujhe yha se bahar nikalva dunga , me eske liye high court tak jaungu " ... me serious hote hue bola
" Accha ye sab chhod or mera ek kamm karna "
" Yaar kaise bate kar rha hai ? To bus kamm bol "
" Meri gairmoujudgi me meri gudiya ko ek baap ki kami maat hone dena ... mere ghar me , me Akela mard tha jo sabko sambhlta tha ab jab me nhi hu to unka gujara karna muskil ho jayega , tu samajh rha hai na ki me kya kehna chahta hu ".... Mene Vedant ko Etna bebash hote hue kabhi nhi dekha jo abhi dekh rha hu
" Ye tu kaise baat kar rha hai ? Mene kabhi tere or mere parivar ko alag nhi samjha .. tu unki chinta bilkul Matt kar or tu kounsa yha bahut din rehne vala hai ? I promise Bahut jald hum pehle ki trah sath honge " ... Abhi hum kuch or bate karte usse pehle hi do police vale mujhe vha se bahar le gye or me vha se ghar jakar sabhi ko Vedant se milne ki baat batai
Uske baad me Vapas apni duty par chla gya jaha se time to time Vedant ke ghar paisa bhajta vaise mujhe paise bhejne ki jarurat nhi thi kyonki ki bhaiya vha unki har jaruraton ko pura kar rhe the , par fir bhi me unki extra requirement ko dekhte hue paise unke account me dal deta ... Vedant ki ma or bivi Hume apna parivar hi samjhti thi esliye vo mana bhi nhi pati thi .... Aise hi din bitne lge or dekhte dekhte 8 mahine or gujar gye es bich hamare ghar me ek new mahmaan ka janm hua yani bhabhi ne ek ladke ko janm diya jisse ghar me khusiya kai guna baad gai ... Par hamare parivar me khastour par mere sath khushiya lambe time tak kaha thehri jo ab theherti
Ek din bhaiya ne mujhe call karke urgently ghar bulaya or jab me ghar gya to pta chla ki Divya mujhse devorce lena chahti hai ... Sach kahu to mujhe bilkul bhi dukh nhi hua , bhabhi or Vedant ki wife ne mujhe bahut samjhaya ki me Divya ko apna lu or use samjha bujha kar uska mindset change kar du but mene saff saff mna kar diya ki mujhe shadi shuda zindagi nhi gujarni ... Khair mere gaon ane ke 4 din ke ander hi mene Divya ke dvara bhijvaye gye devorce paper par sign kar bhijva diya
Usi din mene Divya ko call kiya or bola... " Ho ske to mujhe maff kar dena Divya , me chahkar bhi tujhe apne dil me jagah nhi de ska ... Divya tum mere jaisa life partner deserve nhi karvi balki mujhe hajar guna better life partner deserve karti ho , end last me bs yhi kehna chahta hu ki , I wish you all the best for a new life " ... Kehkar mene call cut kar diya
1 month baad mera transfer Ahemdabad me ho gya ... Vha par bhi me apne kamm me lga rha , me jis apartment me rehta tha vha ek family bhi rehti thi jisse meri acchi Jann pehchan ho gai thi ... unki family me Husband wife ke alava unke sath unki ek beti thi jo baby ke umr ki hi thi jiske sath meri acchi bonding ho gai jisse mere din kafi acche se gujarne lge or dekhte dekhte 2 saal or gujar gye , ab to me bs ek work machine bann kar rhe gya ... Me subhe uthta or naha dhokar pet bharke duty par chla jata or pure din ki duty Puri karke sham ko apartment me akar thoda vakt us family ke sath bitata jinse meri acchi banti thi bs yhi tak meri zindagi simat kar reh gai
Aaj me apni duty puri karke city bus se room par ja rha tha tabhi meri najar do ladkiyo par gai usme se ek ladki jo salvar shuit me khdi dusri ladki se bate kar rhi thi jise dekhkar meri sanse mano Ruk si gai ... Meri nigahen bs usi par kendrit hokar reh gai , me jis chehre ko dekh rha tha us chehre ko Lakho ki bhid me ankhe band karke pehchan Sakta hu kyonki ki vo chehra meri jaan AKSHA ka tha ( par ab vo meri jaan nhi rhi )
[color=rgb(41,]mujhakon sataane vaale toojhako kya duva doo ,[/color]
[color=rgb(41,]dil chaahata hai mera main bhee tujhako ab bhula doo ,
rulaaya hai door rahakar mujhakon khoon ke aansoo ,
dil chaahata hai mera main bhee tujhe rula doo ,[/color]
[color=rgb(41,]mujhako sataane vaale.. [/color]
[color=rgb(41,]tadapa hoon kaise kabhee bistar kee salavaton se poochho ,
kaee baar ye kaha tha tum mere ho mujhase tum na rootho ,
kar doon khud ko maut ke havaale ya phir koee aur saja doo ,
mujhako sataane vaale..
kaise tujhe bataoo ai raaj ek ek pal tum bin kaise gujaara hai ,
ho tanhaee ya phir baj rahee ho shahanaee mainne tumako pukaara hai ,
tum jaan ho meree ye tum bhee jaanate ho socha phir bhee tujhe bata doon ,[/color]
[color=rgb(41,]mujhako sataane vaale.......[/color]
To be countinue ...