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XXX Kahani Izhaar - a - Mohabbat

Ohh... to varun hi mastermind tha is pure khel ka, jisne sara khel khela ya kahi jaaye jisne itne jindagiyo ke sath khela.... baat sirf yahan druva aur aksha ki nahi rah gayi thi balki baat un tamaam log ki bhi jud chuki jo druva aur aksha se jude huye the... sabko kam zyada hisap se taklif diya hai varun ne....
dusro ke pyar aur dusro ki jindagi sath khelne wala varun khud apni jindagi se hath dho baitha ant mein ... Maut bhi mili to apne hi jigdi dost hatho se ...

....... abhi har update mein dhruva chutiyappa karta aa raha hai to ye update bhala kaise bach pata uske chutiyaape se..... lo suru ho gaya uska chutiyappa
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saari sachhayi khud aksha ke muh se sunne ke baad bhi ulta bol raha hai sab jhuth aur nautanki hai... lagta hai akal bech khai isne
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are koi samjhao isko ki aur chutiyappa na kare.... kahani ki suruvaat se abhi jitne kiye the utna kaafi tha...

I think ab is chutiye dhruv ko yakin dilane ke liye koi saboot leke aane hoga tab jaake shayad ye bewakoof sach ko maane...

sabse badi baat aksha ne itna kuch sehne baad bhi uski peeda kam huyi hai abhi tak... uske dil ko aur sehna hai dard is dhruva ki behavior Aur karwi baaton ki wajah se...

Khair...
Shaandar update, shaandar lekhni shaandar shabdon ka chayan..
Aise hi likhte rahiye aur aur apni manoram lekhni se hum readers ka manoranjan karte rahiye...
Let's see what happens next
Brilliant update with awesome writing skills
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[color=rgb(85,]Use apne se alag karte hue me dhire se chikha " Mast kahani sunai tumne Aksha par tumhare liye dukh ki baat hai ki me ab tumhare jhute jhal me nhi fasne vala hu . So please you can go now or agar pyar se nhi mani to dhakke mar ke bahar fenk dunga " ... meri ankho se tapp tapp anshu behh reh the , kyo ? Kisliye ? Kiske liye ? ...[/color]

ABB AGGE ...

Aksha ko achanak mere aise reaction ki ummid katai nhi thi ... Vo Bhigi palko se bdi masumiyat se mujhe dekhne lgi , uski ankhe ab bhi mujhse bahut kuch kehna chahti thi par mere me ab etni himmat nhi bchi thi ki me usko or face kar sku ... Me bs yhi chah rha tha ki jitna jaldi ho ske utna jaldi Aksha yha se chali jaye

" Please trust me Dhruva ...Trust me ! whatever I said is true ... Mujhe khud se juda na kro , I can't live without you Dhruva bcoz you are my everything ...mene jo bhi kaha sab sacch kaha , Meri baat par trust kro , " ... mera ek hath apne dono hatho me kass ke thamte hue kaha jise mene turant tunak kar chatak diya

" Trust hi to kiya tha tum par ! Ab trust karne ki koi gunjaish hi nhi hai ... Jab bhi mujhe mera past yaad ata hai na Aksha us vakt ander hi ander bahut taklif hoti hai ... par ab gujarte time ke sath khudd ko majbut kar liya ! Or ab tum mere pass akar mujhe kamjor kar rhi ho jo me hargiz nhi hone dunga ... Me tumhe last baar keh rha hu askah ! chali jao meri meri nazron ke samne se or meri zindagi se Nhi to me kuch galat kar bethunga ! " ...

" Please kill me ! roj-roj ghut - ghut kar marne se bahtar hai aaj hi maar jau .. Vaise bhi tumhare bina zina marne se bhi badtarr hai " ... Aksha Apne anshuo ko saff karte hue khadi hokar boli ... Me bhi khada hua or uska left hand pakad kar use khinchte hue gate tak le gya

Use bahar dhakelte hue bola " I'm not a murderer , Agar tumhe marne ka itna hi shokh hai to kahi or jakar mro , I don't care "... Kehte hue jor se darvaja bhida diya or bed par akar apna sar pakar kar Beth gya

Dimag Puri trah chhud gya tha esliye mene dibbe se ek nind ki goli nikali or bina pani ke pet me utar diya

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Jab kabhi me bahar ya bank me jata to kabhi kabar mujhe Aksha dikh jati , usne mujhe 4-5 baar baat karne ki koshish bhi ki but me use duttkar kar bhga deta or vo palke bhiga kar chali jati ... Uske jane ke baad mujhe khud par bahut afsos hota ki me aisa kyo kar rha hu tabhi mujhe mera past yaad aa jata hai or meri sari guilty pal bhar ke liye gayab ho jati

Ek din jab me gardan me ghumne gya tabhi mujhe samne se ek ladki ke sath Aksha ati hue dikhai Di jise dekhkar mene apna rasta badal diya , par tab tak Aksha ki najar mujh par pad chuki thi or vo jaldi se chalkar mere samne akar khadi ho gai ... Me thoda side hokar aage badne hi tha ki tabhi uske mera hath pakad kar vhi rok diya ... Me uski orr mudkar use kha jane vali najaron se dekhne lga , sirf esliye ki vo mera hath chhod de par usne aisa kuch nhi kiya

" Ye kya badtameezi hai ! Chhodo mera hath "... kehkar mene apna hath khinch liya , yu Achanak khinchne se Aksha bhi mere hath ke sath lipti teji se akar mere sine se takrai or kuch hi second me usne apne dono hath meri pith par lapet liye ... Hamare pass se hokar ghujarte log hume hi dekhe ja rhe the par mera dhyan un par bilkull nhi tha ... Me pathar ki murti bne Aksha ki es harkat ko mehsus kar rha tha , sach kahu to mujhe Aksha ke es trah gale lagne se behadd sukhad anubhuti ho rhi thi ... Dil chah rha tha ki ye pal yhi tham jaye

Kuch pal baad jab me sambhla to mene use khud se alag kiya or us par hath utha ne hi vala tha ki uska masoom chehra or jhilmil si Ankhon me mere liye Beintehaa pyar dekh kar mene hath hwa me hi ruk gya

" Akhir tum chahti kya ho ? Kyo akhir baar baar mere samne aa jati ho ? Mere mna karne ke baad bhi mera picha karti ho ! Kyon ? Mujhe taklif dekar tumhe kya milta hai ? Chali kyo nhi jati meri Zindagi se ? Jo bhi tumne mere sath kiya , kya usme koi kami reh gai jise pura karne ke liye ek baar fir tum meri zindagi me aana chahti ho ? Please me tumhare agge hath jodta hu mera picha chhod do or mujhe chain se jine do " ... Me apne dono hath jodkar bebashi se bola ... Aksha ne turant mere hath ko niche kar diya

" Meri Akhiri sans tak tumhara picha karungi , kabhi na kabhi to tumhe realise hoga ki me tumse kitna pyar karti hu ! Mene tumhe kabhi dhokha nhi diya Dhruva ... Mera pyar gangajal ki trah Pavitra hai , mene tumhe hamesha dilo jaan se pyar kiya tha , karti hu kar akhiri sans tak karti rahungi or mujhe tumse pyar karne se tum bhi nhi rok sakte " ...

" Duniya ke ander pyar name ki koi feeling nhi hai ... pyar ke name se log ek dusre ki zindagi ke sath khelte hai , jis trah tumne mere dil ke sath khela or mujhe rota tadapta hua chhodkar chali gai ... Me tumse kya kisi se bhi pyar nhi kar paunga ! Kyonki pyar ke liye dil chahiye jo mere pass nhi hai use to tumne kuchal kar fenk diya ... Ab to bs vo jine ke liye jaruri ek sharir ka anng bankar reh gya " ... Kehte hue meri ankhe name ho gaii , Aksha agge badkar mere Ankhon se Anshuo puchne lgi , mene jaldi hi use khudd se dur kiya or vha se chla gya
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Us din ke baad Aksha ne bhi mera picha chhod diya ab vo mujhe kabhi kabar hi dikhti ... Din teji se bitne lge or dekhte hi dekhte 1 sal or gujar gya ... Es bich Aksha 5 months pehle achanak se gayab ho gaii or us din ke baad fir kabhi nhi dikhi ... Me bhle hi Aksha se nafrat karta tha but uske ek baar fir chle Jane se babut dukhi hua , kabhi kabar Ahemdabad ki galiyon me Aksha ka chehra dhundta par vo kabhi nhi dikhi ... Dekhte hi dekhte ek baar fir Aksha ki yaadein dhundli hone lgi

Aaj subhe hi mujhe news Mili ki mera transfer mere pass ke hi ek chote se kasbe me ho gya , ye jankar me bahut khush hua or jab ye baat bhaiya Bhabhi ko batai to vo bhi bahut khush hue khaskar baby ... Ahemdabad ane ke baad me bahut kamm hi gaon jata tha ...... 7 din baad me apna saman leke gaon pahuch hi gya or agle hi din new branch join kar li jo hamare gaon se 40 km hi dur thi ... Shuru--shuru me to Roj travel kar leta but ane jane se kafi thak jata esliye join karne ke 10 baad hi vha new room le liya or vhi rehne lga ... Hafte me ek baar gaon bhi aa jaya karta tha

Aaj ke din mere bahtije ka mundan sanskar ka ayojan rkh gya jisme khane ka program bhi rkha tha ( hamare yha jab bhi koi program hota hai tab hamare ristedaro ke alava hamare gaon + pados ke gaon ke mukhya logo ko nimanntaran diya jata hai ) ... bhaiya ne mujhe mukhiya or kuch khash logo ko nimanntaran card dene ke liye bheja ... Me sunhe 9 bje hi ghar se nikal gya or sidha pahucha Aksha ke gaon

Ab ese ek coincidence khe ya kuch or bcoz hamare mukhiya ji kisi kamm se Aksha ke ghar gye hue the ... mere pass jyada vakt nhi tha kyonki mujhe or jagah bhi card distribute karne the so me jakdi se Aksha ke ghar chla gya , jaha par mukhiya ji mujhe Aksha ke papa ke sath charpayi par bethe chaii ki chuskiyan lete hue dikhai diye ... Me unke pass jakar unhe card diya or sath hi Aksha ke papa ko bhi program me ane ke liye amantrit kiya

Card dekar me mudne hi vala tha ki ghar ke lounge me ek piller ke sahare Aksha khadi dikhai di jo piller ki piche adhi chhupi mujhe hi dekh rhi thi ... Mere dono pair
Vhi jamm gye , palke japakna band ho gai , mind puri trah block ho gya ... Abhi mujhe Aksha ko dekhe kuch hi second hue ki Aksha vha se jaldi se chali gai kyonki uski maa ne use ek baar nhi balki 2-3 baar awaj di thi

Me vha se bahut tej ghati se dhadakte dil par hath lagakar bahar chla gya or bike start karke nikalne hi vala tha ki ek najar gate ke ander dali jaha se Aksha ka ghar ka pura view dikh rha tha par Aksha nhi dikh rhi thi ... Tabhi ekaek meri najar ghar ki chatt par gaii jaha par Aksha relling par dono hath lagaye meri or hi dekh rhi thi ... Uska chehra dekh kar mann baichan hone lga , pta nhi kyo par din me ghabrahat hone lagi ... Jab mujhse vha par ruka nhi gya tab mene bike Apni next manzil ki or douda di ... Karib 2 gante baad mene apna kamm finish kar diya par es puri journey me mere dino dimag me Aksha hi chai hi rhi

Munne ka mundan sanskar ka program bdi dhumdham se sampann hua par me us pure functions me moujud hokar bhi moujud nhi rha kyonki me pure vakt Aksha ke khayalon me khoya rha ... Ahemdabad jab Aksha se meri first mulakat hue tab mene bharshak koshish ki , ki me use na dekhu , na baat kru ... Or jab kuch samay baad jab Aksha achanak gayab hui tab na chahte hue bhi me bahut dukhi hua ... Na chahte hue bhi kai baar bhagawan se bs yahi manga ki Aksha ek baar fir mujhe mile , mujhse baat kre ... Par aisa kuch nhi hua ... Aaj 6 months baad Aksha mujhe dikhai di vo bhi uske ghar par ?

Khair ab mujhe aise chote mote surprise or shock ki adat si ho gai gai esliye me me es surprise me duba nhi or apne kamm me focus karta rha ... 15 din baad jab mujhe ye news mili ki 10 din baad Vedant jhel se riha hone vala tha ( jhel me uske acche vyavhar ke chalte uski saja kamm kar di gai thi ) ye Jankar me khushi se phule nhi sma rha tha ... Me kya mera pura Parivar bahut khush tha .

Aaj vo din bhi aa gya jab Vedant riha hone vala tha or use lene me or bhaiya gye hue the or akhirkar vo pall bhi aa hi gya jiska mene na jane kitne dino se palke bichaye intezaar kiya tha yani mere samne mere zigri yaar Vedant khda muskura rha tha ... Uski palke bhigi hue thi same condition meri bhi thi ... Me teji se uski or bda or dimak ki trah hum dono ek dusre se chipak gye , dono ki ankhon se anshuo ki aviral dhara behne lge , dono ke muhh se ek shabd bhi nhi nikal kar pa rha tha ... Kuch der baad jab mann bhar gya tab jakar alag hue ... Bhaiya or Vedant bhi bdi garmjoshi se gale mile or hum vha se sidhe ki or nikal pade

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[color=rgb(85,]Aaj vo din bhi aa hi gya jab Vedant riha hone vala tha or use lene me or bhaiya gye hue the or akhirkar vo pall bhi aa hi gya jiska mene na jane kitne dino se palke bichaye intezaar kiya tha yani mere samne mere zigri yaar Vedant khda muskura rha tha ... Uski palke bhigi hue thi same condition meri bhi thi ... Me teji se uski or bda or dimak ki trah hum dono ek dusre se chipak gye , dono ki ankhon se anshuo ki aviral dhara behne lge , dono ke muhh se ek shabd bhi nhi nikal kar pa rha tha ... Kuch der baad jab mann bhar gya tab jakar alag hue ... Bhaiya or Vedant bhi bdi garmjoshi se gale mile or hum vha se sidhe ki or nikal pade[/color]

ABB AGGE .

Ankhe ek baar fir namm ho gai jab Vedant apne parivaar se mila , preet 1 sal ki bhi nhi hue thi jab Vedant usse dur hua tha or aaj vo preet se milkar apni 4 sal ki tadap mita rha tha . preet ko to ye bhi nhi pta ki jo insan use apni baahon me lekar beshumar chum rha hai use pyar kar rha hai vo usne janmdata hai , vo to dri sehemi masumiyat se Vedant ke pyar ko kubool kar rhi thi .

Sham ko me or Vedant talab ki kinare tehelne nikle . Jab hum raste me se hokar nikle tab vha jo bhi nikalte vo hume bdi ajeeb najro se dekhte jisse Vedant thoda udas ho gya or mujhe vapas ghar chalne ko kehne lga but mene use himmat bandhai or use sath lekar usi jagah pahuch gya jaha par hum hamesha mila karte the . Kuch der tak hum dono edher udher ki batein karte reh . tabhi Vedant ne mujhse vo swal kiya jiska javab me kabhi nhi dena chahta tha

" Dhruva teri bivi yani meri bhabhi kahi dikhi nhi ? Apne gaon gai hua hai kya ? ". pehle to me choka fir khud ko sambhal kar sochne lga ki Ab kya javan du ?

" Tumhare chle jane ke kuch month baad hi hamara devorce ho gya tha , uske baad paise kamane me etna busy ho gya ki dusri shadi karne ka kabhi khayal hi nahi aya ! ". jhut bolne ka koi chance nhi tha esliye mene sacch bolna hi behtar samjha or jaisa mene socha veisa hi Vedant ka reaction dekhne ko mila balki usse bhi badkar . pehle to Vedant thoda chouka fir mujhse 2 kadam dur ja kar mujhe ek mujrim ki traj dekhne lga

" Ye.Ye kaisi bakwas batein kar rha tu ? Aisa kya hua Dhruva ki Divya or tum dono ne devorce tak le liya ? Jaha tak mene Divya ko observe kiya vha tak vo tere liye perfect life partner thi ! Jarur tumne hi kuch aisa vaisa kiya hoga ki baat devorce tak pahunch gai , me tumhare muhh se sacch sunna chahta Dhruva ki asal baat kya hui ? " . kehkar Vedant mujhe swaliyan najron se dekhne lga

" Vo mere liye ek perfect life partner thi but me uske liye perfect nhi tha ! Jab usse shadi kri us time socha tha ki der - saver usse pyar ho jayega but aisa kuch nhi hua . me khud use kehna chahta ki uski behtar life ke liye hum dono ka alag ho jana hi behtar hai par usse pehle hi usne mujhse alag hone ka faisla kar liya " ek gehri sans lekar fir bola " acha chhod or ye bta ki ab agge kya karne ka socha hai ". baat badalte hue me bola

" Aise kaise chhod du yaar ! ". kuch der soch kar Vedant bola . " chal yaar ghar par sab hamara intezaar kar rhe honge ! Hume yha aye hue kafi vakt ho chuka hai " . Vedant ko yu bat badalte dekh mujhe thoda ajeeb lga . me bhi to yhi chahta ki ye topic jaldi se khatam ho jaye esliye me bina kuch bole ha me garden hilkar uske sath chla gya

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Kuch din or bit gye ... ek din me or Vedant unke makan ki chatt ki deevar par bethe the ... Vedant mujhe meri biti life ke bare me pichane lga or me bhi use bde chav se batane lga . or jab mene ahemdabad me Aksha or meri mulakat ka vakiya sunaya tab Vedant ke face expression dekhne layak the . uski ankhon me thodi nami bhi aa gai , jisne mujhe hairani me dal diya

" I am sorry Dhruva , I'm really sorry " . bolte hue Vedant apni ankhe saff karne lga

" Sorry ? Kis baat ki sorry ? Pagla gya kya lawda jo kuch bhi bole ja rha hai ! " . uske sine me majak me halke se mukka marte hue bola

" Ha yaar me pagal hi hu balki usse bhi badkar , mujhe tumse kuch nhi chupana chahiye tha ! Mujhese bahut badi galti ho gai yaar ". kehte hue Vedant ne mujhe gale lga liya or fir bola . " Mene teri khushi ke liye kisi or ki khushiyon ka gla ghont diya yaar , jabki mujhe acche se pta tha ki teri khushiyan kisi or ki khushiyon ke sath judi hui hai , fir bhi mene bahut bdi bevakufi ki . mujhe maff karde yaar tere bhai se jane anjane me bahut bdi bhul ho gaii " . kehkar Vedant mujhse alag hua . mera to dimag hi ghum gya Vedant ki baatein or harkat ko dekhkar

" Kaisi behki - behki batein kar rha tu bawli gand ? Or ye tu kya bol rha ki meri khushiyon ke liye kisi or ki khushiyon ka gla ghont diya ? Yaar jo bhi kehna hai saaf saaf keh ". Vedant ke kandhe par hath rkhte hue mene swal kiya

" Aksha ! Aksha ki baat kar rha hu me , meri vajah se hi Aksha ke sath - sath tumne bhi bahut dukh dard saha . par yaar mene kabhi ye nhi socha tha ki tumhara or Divya ka devorce ho jayega ! nhi to me tumse kabhi sacchai chupata hi nahi ".

( Mene kabhi Vedant ko ye nhi bataya ki mera or Divya ka devorce ho chuka hai or bakiyo ko bhi bol diya ki es bare me Vedant se jikr nhi kre . me devorce ki baat Vedant ko bta kar dukhi nhi karna chahta tha , vo pehle hi meri vajah se umra kaid ke liye jhel me gya . us vakt mujhe jo sahi lga vhi kiya , me jab bhi Vedant se milne jata to kabhi ghar ki problem ya khudd ki problem ka Vedant ke samne jikr nhi kiya karta tha )

" Divya or mere devorce ka Aksha ki khushiyon se kya matalab ? Yaar yu instalment me bolkar mujhe confuse matt kar or jo bhi baat hai sidhe sidhe bta " . Aksha ka name sunte hi mera pura sharir jhanjhnna gya , dhadkane tej chalne lgi

" Tumne mujhse kai baar pucha tha na ki mere or Varun ke bich kya hua tha ? Or me tumhe ek chota sa javab de diya karta tha ! Asal me Hamare bich bahut kuch hua tha yaar " .

Thodi der ruk kar fir bola " Us din jab mujhe pta chla ki Varun unke ghar aya hua hai tab me full gusse se unke ghar gya . vo ek coincidence hi tha ki us din Varun ghar par akela hi tha , me gusse me etna pagal ho gya tha ki bina Varun se ek shabd bole pass me hi pda ek danda uthakar uske hathon pairon par marne lga . kuch hi der me Varun apne pairon par khde hone layak na rha "

Tabhi me uske collar pakar kar khada kiya or bola " madarchod dosti ke name par tu pith piche war karega karne vala gandu nikla tu bhosdike " . kehkar mene use vhi dhkka de diya jisse Varun dhadam se Bejan hokar jamin par gir pda

" mene kya kiya ? Or agar tu Aksha ki baat kar rha hai to Hum dono ek - dusre se pyar karte the . me Dhruva or Aksha ke bich nhi balki Dhruva mere or Aksha ke bich me aya " . bdi muskil se khud ko sambhalte hue khada hokar Varun bola , me uski betuki baat sunkar ek laat uske pet me de mari jisse vo dard se chikhta hua vapas jamin me gir pda

" Lawde mujhe pagal samjha hai kya jo aisi chutiyo type bate pel rha hai . bhosdike tujhe bhi acche se pta tha ki Dhruva Aksha ke piche pagal tha or ab bhi hai , Tune kya socha ki Dhruva ki trah me bhi tere chutiyape bhri baton par vishwas kar lunga ? Lawda kabhi nhi ! Mene tumhe kai baar dhunda bhi , tere bataye hue address par bhi gya but lawda tune hume galat address bataya . agar mujhe tu pehle hi mil jata to usi vakt teri maiya chhod deta bhosdike " kehkar mene jamin par pde Varun ke ling vale area par ek ke bad ek 3 lat mari jisse Varun dard se karahane lga

" Aahhh ye tu bilkul thik nhi kar rha Vedant . me tujhe chodunga nhi , tu or Dhruva chahe kuch bhi karlo Aksha hamesha meri hi rehegi " . pta nhi us vakt mujhe kya hua ki me edher udher koi vastu dhundne lga taki Vedant ki haddiyan tod sku . jab mujhe kuch nhi dikha tab mene apne jeb se pen nikal kar Varun ke pass jakar use puri trah jakad liya or pen ka nukila bhag thoda sa Varun ki gardan par dba diya jisse vo dard se chikhne lga

" mujhe acche se pta hai tumne Aksha ke sath jarur kuch galat kiya hai , mujhe tu sirf etna bta ki vo es vakt kaha hai " kehkar mene pel ko thoda dabaya jisse Varun chatpatane lga

" mujhe nhi pta ki Aksha es vakt kaha hai . vo bahut din pehle hi kahi bhag gaii , mene use bahut dhunda par vo kahi nhi mili . please mujhe chhod do Vedant , I promise me kisi ko nhi bataunga ahhh please pen hta le . mummy kasam me sacch bol rha hu " . Varun ki baat sunkar mene uski gardan se pen hataya hi tha ki pta nhi uske hath me lohe ka tukda kaha aya . usne us lohe se mere ko marna chaha par me thoda side ho gya or uska war khali ho gya . mene jaldi se uske hath se lohe ka tukda chibkar uske hi sar pe de mara , Varun vhi bejan hokar gir pda

Me vha se bhagna chaha but bhag nhi paya kyonki Varun ke sar se khoon nikalta dekh mere hath pair javab de gye . uske baad kab bahar se log aye or kab police akar mujhe le gai pta hi nhi chla

" Jab pta chla ki Varun ne dum toud diya tab bahut dukh hua . me bs use sabak sikhana chahta tha .. jab me jhel me tha tab Aksha or tere bare me bahut socha , end me mujhe bhi yakin ho gya ki Aksha sayad Varun ke cahngul se nikal gai . Varun ne kaha tha ki Aksha bahut pehle hi vha se bhag gaii thi ! To fir vo tumhare pass aai kyo nhi ? Me tumhe sacchai bta kar teri bsi basayi duniya ujhadna nhi chahta tha . yhi sochkar mene Aksha ki sacchai tumse chupai ". mere dilon dimag me halchal mcha kar vedant shant ho gya

dimag bhavsunya ho gya , me turant vedant se kuch kehna chahta tha ... kuch nhi balki bahut kuch kehna chahta tha but muhh se awaj hi na nikal pa rhi thi bs honth dhire dhire thartharane lge , heartbeat apni normal speed se kai guna bad gai ... mann kiya ki jor jor se gala faadd kar rou chikhu chillau par sharir to pura hypnotize ho gya mano lakva maar gya

kuch der tak vedant mere bolne ke intezaar karta rha or jab me kuch nhi bola to usne mujhse kuch kaha jo mujhe bilkul sunai nhi diya ... me kuch nhi bola tab usne mujhe jhankjhora tab me thoda hosh me aya , hosh me ate hi mere pair javab de gye or me bejaan hokar ghutno ke bal jamil par beth gya ... ankhon se anshuo ki aviral dhara behne lgi , agar es vakt mere hath me chaku ya kuch bhi hota to me usi apni jaan le leta ... kya meri zindagi me ab yhi hona baki reh gya ? ya ab bhi kuch baki hai ? me aaj abhi es vakt khud ko duniya ka sabse bda gunahgaar mehsus karne lga ... achanak mera sar dard se fatne lga mano agar mene abhi kuch nhi kiya to mera sar blast ho jayega ... me apne dono hathon se apne sar ko jor se kass liya

vedant meri aisi pratikriya dekh bhavuk ho utha or mere dono kandhe pakad kar mujhe khada kiya or mujhe ek bacche ki trah gale lga liya ... ab mere sabr ka bandh tut gya or me vedant ko gale lagaye rone lga ... khud ko rone se rokne ke liye mene bharshak prayas kiya but nakayab rha , me jitna khud ko sambhalne ki koshish karta or jyada mera rudan badd jata ... kuch der jab vedant ki santvana se thoda ubhra or usse alag hua

vedant se alag hokar anshu ponchte hue bola " Y..Ye mene k..kya kar diya yaarrr ... mene aksha ke sath nhi balki meri dil ki dhadkan ko dutkara , us par kichad uchala , use jalil kiya mujhe to ye bhi nhi pta ki mene use kya kya kaha ... vo haar baar apni safai pesh karti rhi , haar baaar meri kadvi baton ko jeher ke ghunt ki trah piti rhi or me haar baar uski baton ko najarandaj kar deta .. why ??? na jane kitni baar usne kaha ki vo sacch bol rhi hai or mene uski baat ka ek baar bhi vishwash nhi kiya even use bura bhla kaha fir bhi usne mujhe ek baar bhi shikayat nhi ki "

" Esme teri koi galti nhi hai dhruva , agar teri jagah koi or hota to vo bhi tumhari trah hi Aksha ke sath react karta ... galti to meri thi yaar , me agar tumhe pehle hi sacch bta deta to tum dono yu ghut ghut kar na ji rhe hote or na hi aaj aise pristhiti khadi hoti ... par ab bhi jyada vakt nhi hua "

" Yaar mene kabhi aksha se saccha pyar kiya hi nhi ! agar kiya hota to uske dil ki baat uske jajbaaton ko samajh jata , uske ek baar kehne par vishvash kar leta or use hamesha ke liye apna bna leta ... usne mujhe kaha tha ki use jab meri shadi ki khabar pta chali tab usne mujhse dur rehna hi behtar samjha ! kisliye ? sirf or sirf meri khushi ke liye ... bewafa , dhokebaaz to vo bhi mujhe samajh sakti thi jab use meri shadi ki khabar mili thi , fir bhi jab vo mujhse mili tab ek baar bhi shikayat nhi ki ... kyo ? kyonki usne mujhse sacchi mohabbat ki thi ... mene khudd ke sath sath bahuton ki life barbaad ki hai vedant " me jitne anshu puchta utne hi anshu aksho se behh nikalte ... kehte hai ki anshu bahane se dil ka dard or mann halka ho jata hai but mere sath eska bilkul ulta ho rha tha

" jo bhi hua use ek bura sapna samajh kar bhul ja or aksha ke sath apni zindagi ji ... hum aaj hi aksha ke ghar chalenge usse baat karenge or mujhe pura vishwash hai ki Aksha aaj bhi tumhe pehle ki trah pyar karti hai ... tu bus sab baton ko bhul kal kar ek baar fir ijhaar-e-mohabbat kar de , dekhna vo ek pall gavaye hamesha hamesha ke liye tumhari ho jayegi "... vedant mere kandhe par hath rkhte hue mujhe himmat dete hue bola

"Tu sacch kehh rha na bhai "... kuch der sochkar me bola " par me kis muhh se kis hakk se uske pass jau yaar , mene jo kiya vo mafi ke layak bhi nhi hai ... i know Aaksha mujhe maff kar degi even vo to mere etna kuch karne kehne ke bavjud bhi mujhse khafa nhi hai ... kash me aksha ki zindagi me ata hi nhi to uski zindagi barbaad nhi hoti or vo ek hasi khushi zindagi ji rhi hoti "

" Yu utpatang sochna or bolna band kar or jitna jaldi ho ske utna jaldi aksha ke sath apne gile shikve dur karke usse shadi karle " .... kehkar vedant mujhe khichnte hue chat se niche le jane lga

niche urarkar me bola "Are kaha le ja rha bhai ruk to jra "

" tumhe meri kasam dhruva , chahe kuch bhi ho tu aaj aksha se milega or tujhe jo bhi kehna hai vo bolega ... already bahut der ho chuki hai ab or nhi " ... me kuch nhi bola or vedant ke sath mere ghar aa gya jaha par bhabhi or vedant ki wife apni baton me magn thi ... hum dono chupchap mere room me chle gye

me abhi jane ke liye ready nhi tha esliye mene vedant se kaha ki me use phone se hi baat karke apne gile sikve dur karlu but vedant nhi mana or bola ki me use phone karke kisi safe jagah milne ko bolu ... kuch der sochne ke baad mujhe vedant ki baat sahi lgi

....... mene kuch minuts baad aksha ko kampte hathon se pass hi drow me rkhi dairy se aksha ke number type kiya ( mene gusse me phone se aksha ke number delet kar diye the) .... jaise hi mene call lagaya tabich mere dil ki dhadkann bullet train ki gati se bhi tej chalne lgi ( dhdakne lgi ) , sayad dhadkan ki awaj vedant ko bhi sunai de rhi hogi ( safed jhut )

meri halat tab or kharab ho gai jab ring puri hone ke baad bhi aksha ne call pick nhi kiya ... mene dubara call lagaya fir bhi not answering , me fir bhi nhi ruka or ek ke baar ek 20 call kar dale fir bhi not answering ... ab mujhe ek anchahe daar de gair liya , mann me babut bure bure khayalat ane lge jiske bare me sochkar dil betha ja rha tha ... vhi vedant takataki lagaye mujhe dekhe ja rhi tha esi ummid me ki kab aksha call pick kre or kab me unse baat kru ... mere ander etna darr beth gya ek ek do baar mere pure sharir me jhurjhuri chhut gai or mera pura sharir kanpkpa gya

"v..vedant hh..hume aksha ke ghar chalna chahiye , vo..vo call pick nhi kar rhi yaar .... vo..vo mujhse n..naraj hai , t..tu chal mere sath h..hum use mna lenge & i'm fully confirmed ki m..meri aksha maan jayegi " ... phone ko jeb me dhunste hue lajrate kanpkapate labon se me namm ankhon se bola

" Are tu khamkha pareshan ho rha hai , vo abhi apne phone se dur hogi esliye call pick nhi kar pai ... tu chinta matt kar or agar diract agar uske ghar gye to ghadbad ho sakti hai " ... vedant hamesha ki trah mujhe housla dete hue bola .. par es baar mujh par uski baaton ka bikul asar nhi hua

" M..muhje kuch nhi sunna , jo hoga dekha jayega tu bs mere sath chal " bike ki key hath me lete hue me bola or vedant ke hath pakadte hue use sath chalne ko force karne lga but vedant sath jane ke liye mna karne lga

" Sorry yaar me tumhare sath nhi chal sakta becoz tumhe to pta hi ki mujhe jhel se riha hue kuch hi din hue hai ... ab hamare gaon or asspados ke gaon me meri acchi image nhi rhi , me ek murdrer hu , to agar me tumhare sath aksha ke ghar gya to teri image bhi kharab ho jayegi esliye tu akele hi ja ... bhagvan se prarthna karunga ki bahut jald tum dono ek ho jao " ... kehte hue vedant ki ankhe bhi namm ho gaii , me use gale milkar god ko yaad karke nihal gya aksha se milne uske ghar

bike sidhi mene aksha ke ghar ke bahar hi roki thi .. kuch der sochvichar karke me ander gya to mujhe ander koi nhi dikha jabki 2 room ke darvaje khule the .... kuch der baad beshakhi hath me liye aksha ki behen bahar aai , pehle to vo mujhe kuch der tak dekhti rhi or baad mujhe mujhe yha ane ka karan puch to mene sidha or sapat bol diya ki " aksha kaha hai , mujhe usse milna hai " ... mere swal par aksha ki behen ne jo javab diya use sun kar mere pairon tale jamin khisak gai kyonki uska javab ye tha ki " aksha 8 din se hospital me admit hai "

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update << 22 >> [color=rgb(255,]Muqammal Ishq (Izhaar-e-Mohabbat)[/color]

[color=rgb(85,]bike sidhi mene aksha ke ghar ke bahar hi roki thi .. kuch der sochvichar karke me ander gya to mujhe ander koi nhi dikha jabki 2 room ke darvaje khule the .... kuch der baad beshakhi hath me liye aksha ki behen bahar aai , pehle to vo mujhe kuch der tak dekhti rhi or baad mujhe yha ane ka karan puchi to mene sidha or sapat bol diya ki " aksha kaha hai , mujhe usse milna hai " ... mere swal par aksha ki behen ne jo javab diya use sun kar mere pairon tale jamin khisak gai kyonki uska javab ye tha ki " aksha 8 din se hospital me admit hai " [/color]

ABB AGGE ...

me vha se namm ankhon se hospital ke liye nikal gya ... jab me sheher pahuncha tab mujhe yaad aya ki mujhe to aksha ke hospital ka address hi nhi pta ? yani mujhe ye bhi nhi pta ki aksha sheher ke kis hisputal me admit hai ... aksha ke hospital me admit hone ki khabar sunkar me etna tut gya gya aksha ki behen se hospital ka address bhi nhi puch paya ... khair mene vha moujud 7 hospital me se bari - bari aksha ko khoja or akhir me us hospital me pahunch hi gya jis hospital me aksha admit thi

me hampte hue hadbadata hua us ward ke pass pahuch gya jaha aksha ke dad ke sath sath aksha ke jiju or Arya khde the jo kisi docter se discution kar rhe the ... me apni sanse durast karte hue dhire un logo ki or bda or unke pass pahuck kar unke free hone ka intejaar karne lga ... mujhe jyada intejaar nhi karna pda means 5-7 minuts baad docter vha se aksha ke jija ke sath chla gya

unke jate hi Arya or Aksha ke dad ki najar mere par pdi , dono mujhe hairani se dekhne lge or kuch der baad normal ho gye ... me kuch kadam chalkar unke pass pahuncha

" Na..namaste uncle " ... dono hath jodkar me rundhe hue swar me bola , pta nhi kyo par es vakt bhi meri lal ankho me anshu ki bunde ubhar aai

" Namaste dhruva beta " ... vinamra bhav se aksha ke dad mera abhivadan swikar karte hue bole " Ye tumhari ankho ko kya hua or ye anshu kis liye ? sab kushal mangal to hai na ? " ... aksha ke dad ki baton me vayang saff jhalak rha tha

" J..Ji uncle sab thik hai " .. ek gehri sans lete hue me bola " A..aksha ko kya hua uncle ? V..vo es vakt kaha hai ? i wanna meet him ! " ... kehkar me ek najar Arya ko dekha jo bhav sunya hokar meri baat suna rha tha

" Kyo milna chahte ho aksha se ? " ... kehkar uncle mujhe swal bhri najro se dekhne lge

" Vo..vo me vo me bs usse milna chahta hu " .. hath jodkar me fir bola .. " Please uncle mujhe aksha se milne dijiye , usse baat karni hai " ... bebashi or lachari meri baton me saf jhalak rhi thi

" Baat fir kabhi kar lena ! abhi tum yha se chle jao or fir kabhi yha matt ana , yhi hum sab ke liye or aksha ke liye sahi hoga " ... uncle ne ek pal ke liye mujhe asman se jamin par patak diya ... uncle ne bhle hi sehej or vinamra bhav se mujhe kaha but mujhe unke baatein jehrili tir ki trah chubi jiska dard mujhe mere sine ke left side me hua

" M..me j..jyada vakt n..nhi lunga uncle , bs mujhe unse 5 minuts baat karni hai "

" sidhi baat bhej me nhi gushti kya ? mene mna kiya na fir kyo befujul ki baat kar rhe ho ? jao yha se ! " ... thode garam lehje me uncle mujhse bole , par mere jaise kamm dimag insan ke kaise itni asani se samajh jata

" Bs ek baar unke dekh lene dijiye ? I promise me fir kabhi yha nhi aunga " ...

" Dhruva tum jao yha se nhi to khamkha baat bigad jayegi "... aksha ke dad ke bolne se pehle hi Aarya shant bhav se mere kandhe par apna ek hath rkhta hua bola ....... bikhre aarmano ko sath sanjoye hue me vha se nikal kar hospital ke bahar chla gya

hospital se bahar nikalte hue socha tha ki yha se sidhe ghar ke liye nikal jaunga par jaise hi bike par beth kar bike start karne vala tha , meri soch cahnge ho gaii or me bike se utarkar hospital ke bahar hi lgi bench par beth gya or sochne lga ki abb kru to kya kru ? aksha se kaise milu ?? kuch der baad vedant ka call aya or mene use sari baat batai jise sunkar use bhi dukh hua ... usne mujhe kaha ki me ghar aa jau , me bs usko ha kehkar call cut kar diya

bekhayali me ' me vha krib 2 ghante tak betha rha , en 2 ghanton me bhagwan se aksha ki good helth ke liye na jane kitni mannate manga ... ander hi ander me bahut ro rha tha tadap rha tha kyonki aaj hi ke din mujhe 2 shock lge jisne mujhe ander tak hila kar rkha diya ... abhi sham ke 4 : 00 baj rhe the or mene subah se roti ka ek nivalla bhi nhi khaya tha esliye pet me thodi gadbad hone lgi par mujhe eski bikul parva nhi thi ... me bas kaise bhi karke aksha se milna chahta tha , use dekhna chahta tha use mafi mangna chahta tha or aaj barso baad vapas jage beshumar pyar ko aksha se bya karna chahta tha

kuch der or bethe rehne ke baad me vapas ander gya ... jis ward me aksha admit thi vha koi nhi tha to me jaldi se us or teji se bda ... jab mene ward ke ander dekha to vha 3 patients ke bed the jis par patient lete hue the unme se ek bed par dono side aksha ke papa or uske jiju bethe hue the ... gate ka glass thoda purana tha esliye mujhe saff saff nhi dikh rha tha ...jab mene thoda karib hokar ander jhaka to mujhe meri jane jahan ka murjhaya hua chehra dikha ... use dekhkar me ander tak tadap gya ek baar fir sine ke left side me dard ubhar aya , dil kiya ki gate khol kar ander chla jau or meri dhadkan ko apne ander sma lu or use akhiri sans tak juda na kru

abhi mujhe yha aye hue muskil se 5 minuts hi hue honge ki mere kandhe par kisi ne hath rkha ... jab mene mudkar dekha to Arya ek nurse ke sath hath me medicine liye khda tha , me bina kuch bole bhigi palko ke sath vha se sidha ghar ke liye nikal gya .......... aaj ki raat meri life ki sabse dhukhdai taklofon se bhri raton me se ek thi jise mene bdi muskil se gujara

mujhe job se leave liye hue 5 din ho gye the esliye mere liye aaj job par jana bahut jaruri tha ... me ready hokar sabko byy boklar duty ke liye nikal gya vha jakar mere apni upasthiti darj karvai or 4 ghante duty karne ke baad bike leke nikal gya jaha mujhe jana tha yani mujhe 12 km dur us sheher me jana tha jaha aksha thi ... me hospital ke bahar bike stand karke ander chla gya jaha par aksha admit thi , jab mene ward ke ander dekha to vaha aksha ka bed khali tha

mene pass hi gujar rhi ek nurse se aksha ke bare me puch to pta chla ki uski condition ab thik hai esliye use general ward me shift kar diya gya ... aksha ki good health ke bare me sunkar me bahut khush hua or nurse se general ward ke bare puchkar unki batai hui jagah par chla gya , esi ummid me ki me aksha ko dekh sku or usse mil pau par aisa kuch nhi hua because jab me vha pahucha to dekha ki jis bed par aksha leti hui thi uske agal bagal me ek ladki ( vhi ladki jisne meri ek baar help ki thi jab me bike se gira tha ) or uske sath 2 ourte bethi hue thi , unme se ek aksha ki ma thi or dusri Arya ki ma jise me acchi trah se janta hu

mujhe es vakt aksha se milna thik nhi lga esliye me bahar chla gya ... kuch der tak bahar hi kal vali bench par beth gya , abhi mujhe kuch hi der hui ki mere bagal me aksha ke papa or jiju hokar gujre ... ek pal to aksha ke papa mujhe yha dekhkar thoda ruke fir gusse se dekhte hue vha se hospital ke ander chle gye ... me vha esi ummid me betha rha ki kab aksha ke papa bahar nikle or kab me ander jau or aksha se milu ... karib 1: 30 gante tak bhi aksha ke papa or uske relative bahar nhi aye tab me bujhe mann se vha se chla gya

room me akar ji bhar ke aksha ke parivar valo ko galiyan dene lga ki lawde ek pal ke liye bhi aksha ko akela nhi chhod rhe , jab dekho tab chipke rehte hai ... mere baichain dil ko kaha shanti milne vali thi so me raat ko hospital ke liye nikal gya esi ummid me ki raat ke time vo akeli hogi or hua bhi bilkul vaisa ... yani jab me aksha ke ward ke pass pahucha tab ander mujhe koi nhi dikha bs 5-7 bed the jis par patient lete hue the , aksha ne apne chehre par ek chadar oud rkhi thi .

abhi me ander jane hi vala tha ki mujhe kisi ke ane hi ahat hue so mene piche mudkar dekha to Aarya ek ladki jiski god me ek baccha bhi tha uske vo meri or aa rhe the ... mera to dimag ghunguna gya lawda mann kiya ki pass me rkhi table uske sarr par phod dalu but dil ke armaan dil me hi rehne diye or vhi gate ke pass bebak khda rha

arya mujhe es vakt yha dekh thoda hairan hua but jaldi normal hua or uske sath aai ladki ko ander bhej diya , mujhe thoda side me bula liya taki hamari baaton se ander patient disturb na ho

" tum es vakt yha kya kar rhe ho dhruba " shalinta se arya dhire se bola

" Aksha se milne aya hu , please pichli baaton ko bhulkar mujhe maaf karde or mujhe aksha se milne do , mera usse baat karna bahut jaruri hai " ... roni si surat banaye me bola , kya pta lawda pigal jaye meri halat par

" kya karoge mil kar ? kya bologe usse ? ab milne or kuch kehne se kuch nhi hone vala dhruva ... bahut bura kiya tum logo ne us bechari ke sath , aisa to koi apne dushmano ke sath bhi nhi karta " ...

" mujhe kuch nhi sunna , mujhe bs usse ek baar milna hai ... ye batao tum mujhe aksha se milne de rhe ho ya nhi ? " ... arya ki bato ki ignore karte hue me halke se chillaya

" me tumhe usse kaise milne du ? jabki uski es halat ke jimmedar sirf or sirf tum ho ! "... ye sunkar mera to dimag hi 360 digree angel tak ghum gya

" Me hu ? mene kya kiya ? " ... hairan hote hue me bola

" Aksha jab dubara apne ghar aai thi tab me or uncle hi use lene gye the or jab use ghar laye tab uska rudan dekha nhi gya mujhse ... us vakt aksha ki halt ko shabdo me bya nhi kar sakta , bahut mushkil se use sambhala tha humne ... usi din aksha ne sab kuch bta diya tha hume ki shadi se bhagne ke baad uske sath kya kya hua , Varun ne us masoom ke sath bahut galat kiya par tum ? tum to aksha se pyar karte the na fir aksha ke etne kehne par bhi uski baat par vishwash kyo nhi kiya ? ek baar bhi tumhare dil ne ye nhi kaha ki aksha sach bol rhi hai ... tune heartless hokar aksha ko ander tak tod diya ... tu bhle hi use apnane se mna kar deta , vo thik tha but uski pavitrata par swal utha kar uske dil ko dhes pahuchai " ... ab me kya bolta bs arya ki baat sunta rha

" pehle vo kaise rehti thi pta nhi but jab se apne ghar par aii tab se bs ek zinda sharir banke reh rhi hai vo ... jo aksha kabhi ghanto humse bate kiya karti thi vo aksha ghar ane ke baad chup chup si rehne lgi , thik dhang se khana bhi nhi khati vo or esi vajah se uska shari kamjor pad gya jiske chalte aaj vo hospital me admit hai "...

kuch der ruk kar fir bola ..." Aksha aaj bhi tumse utna hi pyar karti hai jitna pehle karti thi ... jab vo ghar se bhagi uske 3 din pehle usne mujhe kaha ki vo tumse bahut pyar karti hai or shadi bhi tumse hi karna chahti hai , ye jankar mujhe bahut bda dhakka lga ... us pal mann me ye vichar bhi aye ki tumhe maar du , me bhi kabhi aksha se bahut pyar karta tha to bhla uske muhh se kaise dusre ke liye pyar karne ki baat sun leta ? mene bs yhi sochkar kisi ko nhi bataya ki shadi ke baad aksha sab kuch bhul kar meri ho jayegi but hua kya ? ... kahi na kahi me bhi aksha ki halat ka jimmedar rha hu or tumhara bhi eskiye ho ske to mujhe maaf kar dena "... kehte hue aarya ki ankhe bhi thodi namm ho gaii ... mujhe to pehle hi apni bevkufiyon par bahut ro chuka hu ... kal ka or aaj ka din mere liye kaise ghujra ye me hi janta hu

" Bahut galat kiya mene aksha se sath , us vakt mere dimag ne kamm karna band kar diya tha or aksha ke jane se dil to marr chuka tha ... agar vedant mujhe sacchai nhi batata to mujhe kabhi ye bhi pta nhi chalta ki aksha ne aaj din tak sirf mujhse pyar kiya ... me use apni galti ki mafi mangne hi kal ki trah aaj bhi aya hu "... kehkar me chupp ho gya ...... arya ke puchne par mene short me varun or vedant vala incident us bta diya jise sunkar usne dukh jataya

vedant se baat karne ke baad mujhe pta chla ki uske sath aai vo ladki uski wife hai or uske sach vo baccha bhi unhi ka hai ... arya ki wife esi hospital me ek docter hai or vo es vakt aksha se milne vali hai ... arya ne ye bhi bataya ki aksha ki halat ab pehle se kafi behtar hai or use 3 din bad yha se discharge kar diya jayega ... ye sunkar rote , bilakhte , tadapte dil ko bahut sukoon mila

5 minutes baad arya ki wife bahar aai tab arya ne use mere bare me bataya , usne bhi mujhe fatkara par mujhe eski koi parvahh nhi thi .. mujhe to jald se jald aksha se milna tha or mere chahat ke bare me us docterni ko bataya to usne kaha ki abhi use davaiyan di gai hai so me abhi na milkar baad me milu ... khair me khush tha ki kam kam se aaj me aksha se milunga to sahi , vha se me arya ke sath hospital ke bahar aa gaye , arya ne khane ko pucha to me bhi mna nhi kar paya kyonki kal bhi mene kuch bhi nhi khaya or aj subhe bhi poha khakar din nikala so bhukh joro se lagi hue thi esliye me or arya pass ke hi ek dhabbe me chle gya jaha humne pet bharke khana kyaya

ghante bhar baad arya mujhe best of luck bolkar chla gya or me abnormal dhadakte dil ke sath aksha ke pass chla gya jaha meri jane jahan sine tak chadar dale so rhi thi ... bina palke jhapkaye me dhire dhire uske karib chla gya or or ektak aksha ke masoom chehre ko dekhne lga jis chehre ki muskurahat mene chinn li thi ... use es halat me dekh kar meri ankhe bhar aai , me vhi uske bed ke bilkul karib ghutno ke baal beth gya

mene kamte hatho se aksha ka hath thama , uski chuvan se hi mera pura sharir jhanjhna gya mano pure sharir me currunt ki tikhi leher doud gaii ho ... mere chune se uske sharir ne thodi harkat hue ... mann kiya ki aksha ko uthakar use jo bhi kehna hai keh dalu par dil ke kisi kone se awaj aai ki nhi use sone du ... mene apna ek hath aksha ke hath se hatakar uske chere par aaa rhi balo ki lato ko bdi savdhani se piche kiya or vapas uska hath tham liya

" I..i really s..sorry Aksha , pta hai mene tumhare sath jo bhi kiya vo mafi layak bhi nhi hai fir bhi me mafi manguga or tab tak manta rahunga jab tak tum mujhe maff na kardo ... halaton ne mere dil ko pathar ka bna diya tha jisse kabhi tumhari baton ka vishwash nhi kiya , sayad mere pyar me hi koi kami rehh gaii tabhi to me tumhare pavitra pyar ko samajh nhi paya ... par ye bhi sacch hai ki tumhare viyog me ' me bhi tumhari trah bahut tadpa hu , kai kai rate jagkar gujari hai tumhari yadon me " ... mere bolne ki awaj etni dhimi thi ki sayad gate tak bhi nhi ja rhi hogi ... me abhi kuch nhi bolna chahta tha but etne time se mere dil me umad rhe jajbaat bahar nikal hi aye

abhi me kuch or bolta usse pehle hi 2 nurses ward me ghuss aai or mujhe bahar jane ko kaha but mene unhe samjha bujhakar kuch der yhi rehle ko mna liya or kuch der bad vo chali gai ... mene pass me hi rkha ek stull utha kar aksha ke bed ke karib rkhkar us par beth gya or ek baar fir aksha ka hath thamm kar use masoom khubsurat chehre ko dekhne lga ... use dekhte hue me apni purani yadon me es kadar kho gya ki kab vhi sarr rkh kar so gya pta hi nhi chla

subhe meri tab khuli jab kisi ne mere kandhe ko hilaya ... mene apna sar utha kar piche dekha to vha aksha ke dad or jiju khde the jiska hath ab bhi mere kandhe par tha ... meri to bina muhh dhoye hi ning 9-2-11 ho gaii , jab mene gardan ghumakar samne dekha to aksha apne sar ke piche 2-3 takiye lagaye adhi leti bhav sunya hokar kabhi mujhe dekti to kabhi apne papa or jiju ki or ... mene ab bhi aksha ke hath ko apne dono hath me thamm rkha tha ... ek pal ke liye mera mind block ho gya par jald hi mene aksha ka hath chhoda or stull se uthkar bina kuch bole bahar chla gya or ek rahat ki sans li

vha se me sidha room ki or nikal gya or naha dhokar bank duty ke liye nikal gya ... kal ke mukable aaj me khush tha , hota bhi kyo nhi kal raat anjane me hi sahi par puri raat aksha ke sath jo gujari thi ......... jaise taise raat gujari , me agle din fir aksha se milne ko socha but mere dil or diamg ne saff mna kar diya esliye mene idea drop kiya or intezaar karne lga us dil ka jis din aksha swasth ho jayegi

5-7 din or gujar gye es bich mujhe pta chla ki aksha ko bhi discharge kar diya gya hai ye jankar me bahut khush tha ... ab me usse jald se jald milna chahta tha but kaise milu ? , abhi me bank me computer ke samne betha yhi soch rha tha ... himmat karke mene aksha call lga hi diya but call uski sister ne uthaya esliye mene bina kuch bole call cut kar diya

agle din bhi mene call kiye but no responce , me use bar bar call karke pareshan nhi karna chahta tha esliye mene soch liya ki ab kisi trah sidha usse milunga ... or esi milne ki asha me mene 7 din or bita diye but koi jugad nhi betha ... mene aarya ki madad lene ka socha or usi vakt use call lga diya but us bhosdiwale ne bhi kuch din or wait karne ko bola , me bhi kya karta ? na to aksha ghar chhod ke bahar jati or na hi me diract uske ghar ja sakta or agar chla bhi gya to uska baap meri gand mar deta

kal se bank ke karmachariyon ne hadtal ke chalte bank ko band kar rkha tha so me aaj ghar par hi baby or Aaryan ( mera bhatija ) ke sath masti kar rha tha tabhi mera phone ring hua or jab mene incoming call dekhi to hairan ho gya kyonki call aksha ne kiya tha ... me khushi me etna pagal ho gya ki call hi pick nhi kar paya yani mere call pick karne se pehle hi phone ring hona band ho gya ... mujhe khud par hi behad gussa ane lga , khair me call vapas karne hi vala tha ki aksha ne hi call kar diya or es baar miksil se 2 baar ring hua hoga

" H..Hello "

" Aksha " .. kampte honthe se me budbudaya

" Tumne mujhe maaf kar diya na dhruva ? " ... larajti awaj me aksha boli , kaise ladki hai ye ? ab bhi bina galti ke apni galti mann rhi hai

" I wanna meet you aksha , please mna matt karna nhi to me ji nhi paunga ... milkar tumse bahut kuch kehna chahta , mere dil me bhre boj ko halka karna chahta hu " ... ruasa hokar fir bola ... " Tum milogi na mujhse ? bolo aksha ! milogi na ? " ... kehte hue ankhe me pani ubhar aya

" M..me abhi tumhare pass aa rhi hua dhruva " ... thodi der ruk'kar fir boli ..." Tum mujhe dantoge to nhi na ? " ...uske swal ne meri ankhon me thehri bundo ko jamil par la patka ,\sath hi mera pura badan shihar gya

" SORRY aksha mene tumhe bahut taklif pahunchai ... me tumhara choti pahadi ke pass nadi kinare intezaar karunga " ... anshu saff karte hue me bola

" Me vhi hu dhruva " ... ye sunte hi mere hath se phone girte girte bcha ... fir khud ko sambhala or bola

" I LOVE YOU AKSHA , me Aa rha hu tumhare pass " ... kehkar mene call cut kar diya or jaldi se bike leke nikal gya meri dilruba se milne , pure raste bs yhi socha ja rha tha ki aksha se kya bat karunga

jaha aksha thi vha bike nhi ja sakti thi esliye mene usse 100 meter dur hi bike rok ke teji se uski or bad chla ... chalte hue meri najar nadi kinare bde se pathar par pdi jis par aksha bethi hue thi or bina edher udhar dekhe nadi me behte shant nirman pani ki dharao ko dekhe ja rhi thi ... me usse 5 meter ki duri par jakar ruk gya or bina halchal kiye use dekhne lga

" AA..AKSHA "... dhire se larajti awaj me mene use pukara , meri awaj sunkar usne meri taraf najar dali or turant apni jagah par uth khadi hui ... me dhire dhire uske pass gya , meri dhadkan normal speed se kai guna chalne lgi yha tak , anayas hi mere dono hath ki muthiya band ho gai ... me bs ektak aksha ko dekhna lga same aksha bhi bina palke jhapkaye mujhe dekhne lgi

" kaisi ho aksha ? " ... chhupi todte hue mene kaha

' Achi hu "... ruk kar fir boli ... " dhruva kya tumne mujhe maff kar diya ? " ... apni gardan jhukaye aksha boli ... aksha ke swal se mere dil me dard ki ek leher si uthi

" mafi mang kar mujhe sharminda matt kro aksha , tum par shakk karke mene apni zindagi ki sabse badi galti ki jiski saja mere sath tumhe bhi mili ... i'm realy sorry aksha , mujhe tumhe taklif di , tumhara bahut baar dil dukhaya tum par shakk kiya , mene jo tumhare sath kiya vo mafi ke layak to nhi hai fir bhi ho ske to mujhe maff kar de ... I promise me fir kabhi tumhara dil nhi dukhaunga " ... kehte hue meri ankhon me thodi nami aa gai

" Me tumse kabhi naraj nhi hui dhruva , ha tumhari kadvi baton se bahut taklif hoti thi mujhe , jab bhi tumhari kahi hui bate yaad ati tab bahut rona ata hai ... par mujhe apne pyar or bhagwan par pura vishwash tha ki kabhi na kabhi tumhe realize jarur hoga ki mene tumhe kabhi dhokha nhi diya " ... bolte hue aksha bhi ruasi ho gaii , uski ankho se anshu girne se pehle hi usne poch dale

" Me pagal tha aksha or bevkuf bhi jo har vakt tumhe dosh deta rha ... jab mujhe galatfehemi hui ki tum mujhse nhi balki varun se pyar karti ho or tumne varun ke kehne par mere sath or mere dil ke jajbaton ke sath khela ye jankar me bahut tut gya tha ... bahut roya me tumhe yadd karke , mujhe jab bhi varun ki kahi hui bate yaad ati tab tab mujhe tum par or khudd par gussa ata ki mene tumse pyar kyo kiya ? " ...

ankhon me aai nami ko saff karte hue me fir bola .. " dhire dhire mera pyar nafrat me badal gya , mene tumhe bhulne ki har mumkin koshish ki par kabhi tumhara name tumhara chera or tumhare sath bitaye vakt ko kabhi bhul nhi paya ... ek baar kisi se pyar ho jaye na to use dil se nikalna mushkil hota hai ... mene tumhe apne dimag se nikala par dil se kabhi nikal paya ... socha tha ki tumhe bhula dunga to sab khatam ho jayega par ye kabhi nhi hua or na kabhi hoga balki hum dono ke marne ke baad bhi nhi ... because tum mere dimag me nhi balki dil me rehti ho jisko tumne us vakt apna bna liya jis din mene tumhe pehli baar dekha tha " ... etna bolkar me shant ho gya kyonki agge or bolne ki mere me himmat na rhi , awaj rundh si gai

" Jo bhi hua use bhul jao dhruva , bita vakt hume dukh dard or taklif ke siva kuch nhi dega ... bs yhi malal rehega ki hamara pyar bahut der baad mukkammal hua , jab se mene pyar ke bare me jana tabse mere dil ne sirf or sirf tumhe chaha or vo chahat badte din ke sath badti gaii ... me tumhe bahut pehle hi batana chahti thi mere dil me tumhare liye kitni chahat hai par kabhi himmat nhi hui , me bs esi ummid me rehti thi ki kab tum mujhse IJHAAR -E-MOHABBAT kro or kab meri tadap khatam ho ... jab tumne mujhe ijhaar kiya vo pal meri zindagi ka sabse khubsurat pal tha , kabhi socha nhi tha ki hame pyar ko pane ke liye etni mushkilo se hokar ghujna padega "...

" meri galti se hi hum dono etna tadpe , nhi to hamara pyar bahut pehle mukkammal ho jata sayad hamari kismat ko bhi yhi manjoor tha ... aaj me bahut khush hu ki tum meri zindagi me fir aa gai ho .... I LOVE YOU AKSHA . LOVE YOU SO MUCH , bahut pyar karta hu me tumse ... tum mere dil ki dhadkan ho aksha , I can't live without you ... kya tum meri IJHAAR-E-MOHABBAT kubul karti ho ? ... naam ankho ke sath mene apne hath failate hue kaha or intezaar karne lga aksha ke javab or meri bahon me sma jane ka

'' Es pal ka na jane mene kabse intezaar kiya ... I LOVE YOU TOO DHRUVA . LOVE YOU SO MUCH ...me tumhare IJHAAR-E-MOHABBAT ko kubul karti hu " ... kehte hue aksha thodi agge bdi or meri bahon me sma gaii or apne apne hath meri pith par lapet liye ... aksha ke aparsh karte hi meri ankhe band ho gai or usme thehri anshuo ki bunde uske kande par giri ... dhire dhire hum dono ki kasavat or majboot ho gai mano dono ek dusre ke zism me sma jana chahte hue

kuch der tak hum dono gale mile rhe tabhi mujhe aksha ke sisakne ki awaj sunai di to mene use alag karna chaha par uski giraft etni majbut thi ki me use khudse alag nhi kar paya ... kuch der baad jab uski pakad thodi dhili hui tab mene uske dono kandhe ko pakadkar use alag kiya , vo ab bhi sisak rhi thi pura chehra anshuo se bhiga hua tha ye sab dekh kar mera dil bhi ro pda

" kya hua ? tum ro kyo rhi ho ? " ... uski ankho se anshu pochkar me bola

" mujhe khudse kabhi juda na karna dhruva ! bahut tadpi hu me tumhare bina , ab tak tumara pyar pane ke liye hi zinda rhi ... agar tum mujhse kabhi alag hue to me mar jaungi dhruva , bahut pyar karti hu tumse , sabse jyada apni jaan se bhi jyada ... me apni haar dhadkan tumhare name kar di hai , agar tum firse dur chle gye to ye dhadkan dhadkna band ho jayegi ... mujhe apni bna lo dhruva . mujhse shadi karlo ... ab me tumse orr dur nhi rehh sakti " ... kehkar aksha fir mujhe lipat gai , mene bhi dubara use apni agosh me le liye

abhi me khudko duniya ka sabse khusnashib samajh rha ki mujhe aksha mujhe etna pyar karti hai or badnashib bhi ki meri bevkufi vajah se aksha se dur rha

" Akhiri sans tak tumse pyar karunga , tumhe etna pyar dunga ki tum sare gham bhul jaogi ... tum to meri dhadkann ho aksha or bhla koi insan bina dhadkan ke kaise zinda rehh sakta hai ? hum dono bahut jald shadi bhi kar lenge thik hai .... ab rona band kro kyonki tumhara rona mujhse dekha nhi jata and i promise ki aaj ke baad kabhi tumhari ankhe me anshu nhi ane dunga " ... uske reshmi balo me hath ferte hue me bola ... dhire dhire aksha ne bhi rona band kar diya or mujhse alag ho gaii ...mene unka chahra apne hath me thama or ek kiss uske mathe par kiya or ek ek usko dono ankhon par bhi kiya or last me ek bahut chota sa kiss uske pankhudi jaise gulabi mulayam honthom par bhi kiya ... mere alag hote hi aksha ne sharmakar apni gardan niche karli , uska dudh sa safed chehra lal ho gya

aksha bhi meri synoms thi so vo kaha piche rehne vali so usne bhi apna pyar jatane ke liye bari bari mere forhead dono galo par or last me mere honthon par kiss kiya or mujhse gale mill gaii ..... alag hokar hum dono nadi ke kinare us bde pathar ke pass beth gye ... aksha ne apna sar mere kandhe par tika diya or samne behti nadi ko dekhne lgi
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15 din baad me bhaiya or bhabhi baccho ke sath khana kha rhe the tab bhaiya ne mujhse vo news sunai jise sunkar mere gale me khana fass gya kyonki news hi kuch aisi thi ... bhaiya ne kaha ki aaj aksha ke papa or aarya ke papa aksha or tumhare rishtey ki baat karne aye the ... fir kya tha me khushi se jhum utha or bhaiya ko gale lga liya ... mere liye aksha se shadi karne me sabse badi mushibat mere bina kuch kiye samapt ho gaii
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akhir vo ghadi bhi aa gai jis ghadi me ' me or aksha shadi ke pavitra bandan me bandan gaye or dono ne sath jine ki kasam khai ( marne ki nhi ) or hum dono hamesha hamesha ke liye ek ho gye ... 2 sal baad aksha ne ek ladke ko janm diya ... me ek baccha or chahta tha pur aksha ne mna kar diya ki vo ab or bacche ko janm nhi degi balki anath ashram me se ek ladki ko adopt karegi ... bhla me meri jaan ki baat kaise nhi manta ? aksha ke kehne ke 1 mahine baad hi humne anath ashram se ek ladki ko adopt kar liya ... hasi khushi hum sab zindagi jine lge

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