Zindagi ke rang--1
Aaj jis pyaar me pagal phirte ho
Kal us se hi dil tudwaaoge
Aaj jin Dosto ki dosti pe naaz hai
Kal un se hi peeth pe chura khaoge
Hai matlab ki duniya saali
Yahaan koyi kisi ka yaar nahi
Upar se ye zindagi bhi hai bewafa
Kab saans saath chod jaye koyi aetbaar nahi
Zindagi ko jitna samajhne ki koshish karoge
Utna hi iski uljhanon me ulajh jaaoge
Aaj jis maut se dar ke bhage phirte ho
Ek din wo bhi aayega
Jab isko bhi zindagi se zyada haseen paoge
Nainital ke chote se gaon ki Ladaki ke sapne bahut bade the. Uski zindagi se bhari khubsoorat aankhe ek nayi duniya ko dekhne ke sapne bachpan se hi aankho me bun rahi thi. Wo doosri ladakiyo ki tarha choti see umar me shadi kar ke ghar grahasti sambhaalne ki bajaye kuch aisa karna chahati thi jis se na sirf uske mata pita ka naam roshan ho balki pura desh us pe garv kar sake. Apne khwaavo ki tarha uska naam bhi bahut hi sundar tha, Mona. Mona bachpan se hi apni hum umar ladakiyo me sab se sundar dikhti thi aur jyoon jyoon uski umar badhi, uska husn bhi dil nashin hota chala gaya. Lamba kad, pur kashish halka sanwala rang, bhari hui chaatiyaan jo wo jab bhi saans leti thi hilte hue har jawaan ladke ko uski taraf lalchaayi hui najaro se dekhne par majboor kar deti thi. Uske ghane lambe baal jab khule hote the to uski pith par hawa se laharaate bahut sundar lagte the. Nainital ke kitne hi chode in zulfo se khilane ko machchal rahe the. Uski badam jaisee gahari aankhe zindagi se yun bhari hui thi ke agar murde ko bhi gaur se dekh le to us me jaan daal den. Mona ke gulaab jaise sundar honth hanste hue uske motiyon ki tarha chamakte daanton ke sath andheere me bhi ujala kar dete the. In honthon ka ras choosne ko kitne ki bhanware uske ird gird mandraate rahate the magar na hi usne kabhi kisi ko ghaas dali aur na hi kabhi kisi me itni himmat hui ki apne man ki baat usko keh sake
Shayad is ki ek waja ye bhi thi ke Nainital me sab hi Mona ke pita Master Dina Nath ka bahut aehtraam karte the. Unhoon ne apni saari zindagi insaniyat aur pyaar ka paath padhaate hue guzar di thi. Dina Nath ki bas aik hi beti thi aur wo unki aankho ka tara thi. Unko fakhar tha ke unki bitiya padh likh kar desh ki sewa karna chahati thi. Jahaan Mona ke pita apni bitiya ke khwaab sun kar khushi se phoole na samate the wahaan us ki maa Pooja andar hi andar bahut ghabraati thi. Wo jaanati thi ke ye duniya badi hi zalim hai aur kitni kaliyaan jo khilane ke khwaab dekhti hain un ko ye khilane se pehle hi murjhane pe majboor kar deti hai. Wo rozana puja paath karne ke baad ye hi dua bhagwaan se manga karti thi ke us ki masoom bitiya is hawas se bhare darinde samaj se bachi rahe aur apne pagalpan ke khowaab chod kar apne hath peele kar ke apna ghar basa le. Magar Bhagwaan ko bhi kuch aur hi manzoor tha..........
Dina Nath ji ne zindagi bhar izzat to bahut kamayi thi magar ek chote gaon ka school teachcher apni thodi is tankhwa se bhala kya jor sakta hai? Baniya udhaar na kare to ghar ka choolha thanda ho jaye aise safed poshoun ka to. Is ke bawajood master ji ne apni bitiya ko apni hasiyat se barh kar zindagi ki har khushi dene ki koshish ki thi. Parantu jab baat Mona ke Delhi ke bade college me ja ke padhne ki aayi to bechare Dina Nath ji wo kaise poori kar sakte the? Dil hi dil me master ji bahut ro rahe the aur us waqt se darr rahe the jab unhe Mona ka ye sapna todna parega par zindagi kabhi kabhar gharibon pe bhi muskura deti hai. Unki is samasya ko Mona ne khud hi suljha diya jab usse Delhi College of Engineering me scholarship mil gayi. Master ji ki khushi to aasmaan ko chu rahi thi aur pehli baar Mona ki mata Pooja ko bhi aisa laga ke unki bitiya ke sapne such me sakaar honge. Pura pariwaar bahut khush tha parantu gharibon ki khushiyaan aur netaon ke vaade zyada der nahi tikte. Abhi is khushi ko wo sahi tarha se mehsoos bhi nahi kar paye the ke ek nayi samasya khadi ho gayi, Mona Delhi me rahegi kahaan? Campus fee to dene ki gunjaish nahi thi master ji ki aur bhala konsa bank ek jald hi retire hone vaale master ko loan deta hai? Such poochiye to bank loan to bane hi ameeron ko aur ameer karne aur ghariboun ko sada un ki gulaami karne ke liye hain. Pariwaar ke teeno sadasiye is samasiya ka upaay nikalne ke liye sochne lage par kuch hi der me un ki ummeeden khatam hoti nazar aane lagi. Dina Nath ji aur Mona to bas himmat haar hi chuke the jab Pooja ne ye kaha......
Pooja:"Aare haan ye pehle kyun nahi socha maine?" Mona aur master ji ki aankhon me ek baar phir ummeed ki kiran nazar aane lagi aur wo Pooja ki taraf dekhne lage.
Master Ji:"Aare bhali maanas ab kuch bataao gi bhi ke nahi?"
Pooja:"Aap ko meri bachpan ki saheli Mamta yaad hai na? Suna hai ki uska ghar to waise bhi kisi mehal se kum nahin. Uske pas hogi to mujhe is ki chinta bhi nahi hogi. Aap kaho to turant phone pe baat karti hoon us se." Mamta ka naam sunte hi master ji ke chehre se khusi chali gayi thi.
Master Ji:"Aari oh bhagwaan kis duniya me rehti hai too? Ye bachpan ki dostiyaan jawani me bachpan ki suni kahaniyon jaisi ho jati hain. Kahaan wo aur kahaan hum? Bhala wo kyun Mona ko apne ghar rehne ki ijaazat denge? Aisi ummeed hi mat bandho ke kal ko apni hi nazroun me hi sharminda ho jaao."
Pooja:"Aaap bhi na bus.....meri to behan ki tarha hai wo. Bhala apni behan se madad lene me kaisi sharam? Jab usne doctor sahaab ke sath bhag kar shaadi ki thi to humne hi unhain apne ghar me jagah di thi na? Aaj bhi nahi bhooli wo is baat ko. Aap chinta mat ki jiye aur mujhe usse baat karne di jiye." Master ji abhi bhi is baat se puri tarha se sahamat nahi hue the. Unho ne aisa kabhi Pooja ko kaha to nahi magar unhain Mamta hameshaa bahut matlabi lagi thi. Par shayad wo hi usko samjhne me bhool kar gaye hon? Ye hi ummeed lagaaye wo Pooja ko bazaar phone karne ke liye le gaye.
Mamta Pooja se kewal 2 saal choti thi magar jis ki zindagi me dhan ki koyi fikar na ho us ke chehare par gum ke kale badal mehsoos bhi nahi hote. Ye hi wajah thi ke Mamta Pooja se dikhne me 8-9 saal choti lagti thi. Jawani ke zamaane me us ke hushn ke charche poore Nanital me the. In hi jawani ke jalwo ko dekh kar to usne Delhi se aaye doctor Kisan Kumar ka dil moh liya tha. Mamta ki sagayi bachpan me hi uski mousi ke bete se ho gayi thi. Jab Mamta aur doctor ji ke karnanmon ke kisse ghar me pohanche to Mamta ko ghar me qaid kar diya gaya. Aise me na sirf usko ghar se bhagne me balki kuch din apne ghar bhi Pooja ne chupne diya tha. Delhi me doctor sahaab ke paiwaar ne Mamta ko na sirf apnaaya balki usko har wo khushi di jo ek byaah ke layi gayi bahu ko diye jate hain. Ek pagalpan ki hud tak chahane wale pati ke hone ke bawajood Mamta Nainital ki tarha Delhi me bhi sab mardon ke man mohne me lagi rehti thi. Dosron ke apni or dekh kar aahain bharte dekhne me usse bahut maaza aata tha. Doctor sahab ke sab dost bhi bhabi ke jalwon ke shedayi the. Jab doctor ji na apni dharam patni ke sath alag ghar liya to wo dost jo pehle zyada milte bhi nahi the unka bhi ghar me aana jana shuru ho gaya. Doctor sahab Mamta se bahut hi pyaar karte the. Unke man me kabhi kisi kisam ka shak na aaya balki wo khush the ke mamta ko tab bhi company mil jati thi, jab wo kaam me masroof rahate the. Wo apne doston ke bhi shukar guzar the jo Mamta ko itne mehnge tofhe diya karte the. Such me wo bahutt kismat wale the jo aisi dharam patni aur dost unhe mile the. Mamta Delhi ki party life ki bhi badi shaidayi thi. Phir chahe party kisi ke janam din ki ho yaa bas Dosto me get toghether hi ho, sub kuch uske hi irdh girdh ghuma karta tha. Aaj is umar me bhi wo paty life me bahut khush rehti thi. Jawani ki wo bahar bhale hi ab na rahi ho, phir bhi wo apne aap ko Delhi ki jawaan titliyoun me ghere rakhti thi aur apne gande chutkolon ke karan bhi bahut mashoor thi. Ek din achchanak unhe jab apni moonh boli behan Pooja ka phone aaya aur usne Mona ke bare me bata kar ye poocha ke kya wo uske paas reh sakti hai to kuch pal to wo chup rahi phir kuch soch kar haan kar di. Aaj ke zamane me achche kaam karne wale milte hi kahaan the aur phir ek jawaan ladki unke sath har party me nazar aaye gi to nigaahe un pe bhi to jami rahengi. Unki bitiya to seedhe munh unse baat bhi nahi karti thi jab se usne Mamta ko doctor sahab ke dost Mishra ji ki bahoun me ek din school se jaldi ghar aa ke dekh liya tha. Bhala poucho ye bhi koyi badi baat hai? Delhi jaise bade shehron me to aisi choti choti baton ki koyi ahemiyat hi nahi hai. Agar doctor ji bhi Mamta ko Mishra ji ke sath dekh lete to bura na maante to phir ye kal ki chodi kyun itni naraaz hai? Aise me Mamta ko Mona ka khayaal aa gaya jise akhri baar bas saal pehle hi us ne Nainital dekha tha.
Mamta:"Mona........hmmm.......Kya Nainital ki husan ki ye pari bhi meri tarha sab ko apna deewana bana payegi? Lagti to bahut sharmili hai magar mere sath rahe gi to jeena sekh legi." Ye sochte hue ek makaar si hansi Mamta ke chehare pe aa gayi.
Dosri taraf Mona kuch din baad Delhi jane wali train par Nainital se baith gayi. Train me baithe 2 jawaan aur ek budhdha bhi apni aankoun se Mona ke kapde utarne me lage hue the. Par khuabon ki duniya me khoi Mona ne ye mehsoos nahi kiya aur apni chaati se gire dupatte ko theek nahi kiya. Vaise bhi ye to aankho se peene wale rasiya the, bahut jald hi wo Delhi ke bhediyo ke beech me rehne wali thi.
Mamta kitne hi der chup chap apne aage hath me ghisa hua suitcase pakdi ladki ko dekhti rahi. Train station ka shor aur bheed bhar bhi usse is ladki ke samne nazar nahi aa rahe the. Kya ye wo hi ladki hai jise maine Nainital me dekha tha? Ladki to wo hi thi par farak ye tha ke us din Mona ne apne sab se achche kapde Mamta ke aane ki waja se pehne hue the aur us ki saheli ne usko make up bhi kiya tha. Aaj wo jaise aam tor pe sedha sadhe kape pehne bagair make up ke hoti hai waise hi thi. Sar pe Pooja ne jane se pehle uske malish bhi kar di thi aur teel ki boo abhi tak gayi nahi thi. "Baap re baap! Party pe le jane to chodo, isko to naukrani ke tour pe bhi me kisi se mila nahi paaungi." Mamta sochne lagi. Mona Mamta ko aisa dekhte hue bahut ghabra rahi thi par Mamta ghoorna band hi nahi kar rahi thi aur na hi kuch bol rahi thi. Aakir himmat kar ke Mona ne hi apna moonh khola....
Mona:"Naa...Namaste Mamta Aunty". "AUNTY! Is ko me aunty nazar aati hoon?" Mamta agar Mona ko dekh kar kuch khas khush nahi hui thi to ab ye lafz sun kar to uska dil kar raha tha ke is jahil ladki ko train me wapis bitha ke Nainital bhej de. Badi muskil se usne apna gussa kaabu me rakh kar naukar ko kaha...
Mamta:"Bansi, madam ka suitcase gaadi me rakho." Mamta ne ye chand ilfaaz bhi is lehje me kahe the ke Mona ka darr se khoon khusk ho gaya. Train station se ghar tak ke safar me dono gadi me chup rahe. Bas kucch tha to Delhi ki sadkon ka shor aur gadi me "pappu can't dance saala" ki CD baj rahi thi. Ghar pohanchne ke baad Mamta ne pehli baar Mona se baat ki......
kramashah....................