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Wo ek madhyam size ka kamra tha lekin hairaani ki baat thi ki kamre ki diwaare aur farsh pakka tha aur ekdam plane, jabki jis kamre se main abhi aaya tha uski na to diwaare plane thi aur na hi farsh. Maine kamre me charo taraf torch ki roshni me nazar ghumaayi to dekha ek taraf ek bada sa lohe ka kuch rakha hua tha. Aisa lagta tha jaise koi instrument ho kyoki uske kone me gol gol do battiya lagi huyi nazar aa rahi thi jo ki ek laal thi aur dusri hari. Maine torch ki roshni me bade dhyaan se use dekha. Uske peechhe kuch mote mote wires nazar aaye jo usse sati diwaar me andar kahi gaayab huye dikh rahe the. Mere dimaag ki batti ekdam se jal uthi. Ye instrument kuch aur nahi balki ek inverter tha. Main chakit tha ki itne saalo baad bhi ye kaam kar raha tha aur yakeenan isi ki vajah se is gupt kamre ka wo darwaza khula tha.

Kuch der tak main us inverter ko dekhta raha uske baad usse nazar hata kar main torch ki roshni me kamre me maujood dusri cheezo ko dekhne laga. Meri nazar kamre ke dusre kone me bane ek desk par rakhe un box par thahar gayi jinhe maine khwaab me dekha tha. Unhe dekh kar jane kyo mere samuche jism me jhurjhuri si daud gayi. Aisa shayad is liye kyoki khwaab me jo dekha tha wo mujhe sach me bhi dikh gaya tha. Main ye sochne par majboor ho gaya ki aisa kaise ho sakta hai? Kahi aisa to nahi ki mere mata pita ki aatmaye aaj bhi is bangle me maujood hain aur unhone hi mujhe khwaab ke roop me ye sab dikhaya tha? Meri is soch me koi logic to nahi tha lekin main chaah kar bhi isse inkaar nahi kar pa raha tha. Main kafi der tak yahi sab sochta raha uske baad maine apne zahen se in saare khayaalo ko jhatka aur un boxes ki taraf badh chala.

Khwaab aur hakikat me bas itna hi fark tha ki khwaab me wo box kamre ke farsh par rakhe huye dikhe the jabki hakikat me wo kamre ke side bane desk ke upar rakhe huye nazar aaye the. Khwaab me maine is inverter ko nahi dekha tha jabki hakikat me yaha ek inverter bhi tha. Desk ke upar rakhe dono box lakdi ke the kintu unki haalat dekh kar saaf pata chalta tha ki lakdi ke bane wo dono box mamuli nahi the. Dono box ke upar dhool chhapi huyi nazar aa rahi thi. Boxes me lage bade bade taale abhi bhi majboot nazar aa rahe the jabki khwaab me jo taale maine dekhe the unme jung laga hua tha.

Maine torch ke focus ko is ummid me diwaar par ghumana shuru kar diya ki shayad in taalo ki chaabhi kahi nazar aa jaye magar kaafi der idhar udhar dekhne ke baad bhi mujhe chaabhi nahi dikhi. Thak haar kar maine waapas un dono box par torch ko focus kiya. Torch ka tez prakash taale par focus tha aur tabhi mujhe kuch mahsoos hua. Dono hi box desk par rakhe huye the. Neeche taraf mujhe aisa laga jaise box ka nichla kinara desk se bas zara sa hi utha hua hai. Maine jaldi se box me lage taale ko pakda aur jor de kar use upar uthaya magar box hila tak nahi. Taale ke dwara uthane se zor kam pada tha is liye maine is baar torch ko apne muh me fansaya aur dono hatho se box ko upar ki taraf uthaya to box thoda peeche ki taraf sarak gaya. Box peechhe sarka to ekdam se meri nazar box ke neeche rakhi us cheez par pad gayi jise main khoj raha tha.

Taale ki chaabhi box ke neeche chhupa kar rakhi huyi thi. Moti si chaabhi thi jo ki peetal ki thi. Box uske upar rakha hua tha is liye desk se wo thoda sa utha hua samajh me aaya tha. Khair chaabhi mili to mujhe khushi si mahsoos huyi lekin fir zahen me sawaal ubhra ki kya ye chaabhi dono taalo me lag jaayegi ya dusre taale ki chaabhi alag hogi? Waise dono box par lage taale ek jaise hi dikh rahe the lekin apni tasalli ke liye maine dusre box ko bhi waise hi dono hatho se uthaya to uske neeche mujhe ek chaabhi aur nazar aa gayi. Yaani dono taalo ki alag alag chaabhi thi.

Kaafi soch vichaar karne ke baad maine dhadakte dil se ek box ka taala khola aur kunde ko pakad kar box ka dhakkan upar kar diya. Torch ke focus ko jaise hi maine khule huye box me daala to meri aankhe waise hi fail gayi jaise khwaab me tab fail gayi thi jab maine box me maujood dher saare sone ko dekha tha. Box ke andar do bhaag the jiske ek bhaag me gold ke biscuits the aur dusre bhaag me dher saari jwellery. Ye sab dekh kar ekdam se mere zahen me ye khayaal ubhra ki kya sach me yaha mere mata pita ki aatmaye maujood hain aur kya unhone hi mujhe aisa khwaab dikhaya tha taaki main hakikat me yaha aau? Kuch samajh me nahi aa raha tha mujhe. Aisa lag raha tha jaise main kisi sapne ki duniya me hu. Box ke andar maujood gold ke biscuits waise hi the jaise maine sapne me dekhe the. Un biscuits me koi marking nahi thi. Aisa lagta tha jaise dher sare sone ko gala kar biscuits me badal diya gaya tha.

Maine box ko band kiya aur dusre box ke taale ko khola. Box ka dhakkan khula to maine torch ki roshni me dekha box ke andar laal kapde ki parat lagi huyi thi. Ek baar fir se khwaab me dekha hua wo box meri aankho ke saamne chamak utha. Main ye soch soch kar hairaan tha ki khwaab me dekha hua sab kuch sach me dikh raha tha. Maine dhadakte dil se aur apne kaapte hatho se laal kapde ko hataya to dekha uske andar moti si panni ki parat bhi lagi huyi hai. Dil ki dhadkane mere kaano me dhaad dhaad kar ke baj rahi thi. Main jaise ye bhool hi baitha tha ki is waqt me viraan pade bangle ke tahkhane me maujood hu. Ek aise tahkhane me jiske bare me baahri duniya ke log kalpana bhi nahi kar sakte.

Panni ko hataya to meri aankhe ek baar fir hairat se fail gayi. Box ke andar do bhaag the jiske ek bhaag me noto ki gaddiya lagi huyi thi aur dusre bhaag me kayi tarah ki files aur kaagjaat rakhe huye the. Is sabko dekh kar ek baar fir se mera zahen us khwaab ke bare me sochne laga. Kafi der tak main is sabke bare me sochta raha uske baad ek gahri saans le kar maine dusre bhaag me dikh rahi files aur kaagjaato ki taraf dekha. Man me sawaal ubhra ki aakhir ye kaisi files hain aur itne saare kaagjaat kis cheez ke ho sakte hain?

Maine ek file ko sawdhani se nikala. Files aur kaagjaat bhale hi itni suraksha se rakhe gaye the lekin waqt ne un par bhi apna asar dikha diya tha. File ka cover thoda nazuk sa ho gaya tha. Maine dhadakte dil se use palta to meri nazar usme maujood kaagaj par padi. Halaaki us kaagaj ke neeche kuch aur bhi kaagaj the lekin main ye dekh kar sahsa chaunka ki pahle kaagaj me ek side Sanjay uncle ki photo lagi thi. Photo passport size ki thi aur kafi purani thi lekin Sanjay uncle ka chehra main hargiz nahi bhool sakta tha. Ekdam se mere dilo dimaag me halchal si mach gayi thi. Bijli ki tarah mere zahen me sawaal ubhra ki kya is file me Sanjay uncle ke bare me saari details hain? Agar aisa hai to fir ye bhi ho sakta hai ki mere papa ke sabhi dosto ki files is box me maujood hogi. Tabhi ekdam se mere zahen me ek aur khayaal ubhar aaya_____Mere pita ne apne sabhi dosto ke bare me aisi files kyo banaayi hongi?

Main us file me maujood kaagajo ko bade gaur se dekh raha tha aur sath hi padh bhi raha tha. File me kayi saare kaagaj the jo alag alag tarah ke the. Main jaise jaise un kaagajo ko padh raha tha meri aankhe hairat se failti ja rahi thi aur sath hi mera zahen dhamake mahsoos kar raha tha. Kareeb do ghante lage mujhe box me rakhi un sabhi files ko dekhne aur padhne me. Mere aankho ke saamne jaise har tasveer clear dikhaayi dene lagi thi. Jane kitne hi aise chehre the jin par naqaab laga hua tha. Mera dilo dimaag ek ajeeb se ehsaas se bhar utha jiske chalte mera chehra shakht ho gaya. Main soch bhi nahi sakta tha ki ek sach aisa bhi ho sakta hai.

Maine apne bag se ek notepad aur pen nikala. Us notepad me maine wo sab cheeze likhi jo un files me maujood thi. Uske baad maine notepad ko waapas bag me rakh liya. Aane wale samay me main ab jo kuch karne wala tha uske liye mujhe paiso ki bhi zarurat thi is liye maine box se paiso ki kuch gaddiya nikaali aur unhe bag me rakh liya. Dono box me taala laga kar maine chaabhi ko waise hi box ke neeche rakh diya jaise wo pahle rakhi huyi thi. Uske baad main us kamre se baahar aa gaya. Seedhi ke neeche jo keel jaisi cheez thi wo asal me gupt darwaze ko kholne wala button tha. Maine us button ko dabaya to darwaza fir se band ho gaya.

Mere paas ab bahut si jankaariya thi jo mere kaam ki thi aur ab main wo karne wala tha jiske liye niyati ne mujhe yaha bheja tha. Main din me bangle se baahar nahi nikal sakta tha kyoki aise me koi bhi mujhe dekh leta aur mere liye mushkil khadi ho jati is liye main upar apne kamre me hi aa gaya tha. Mujhe aaj ka din kisi tarah kamre me rah kar hi guzaarna tha. Kamre me rakhe bed par leta main apne mata pita ke bare me sochne laga tha. Rah rah kar unka chehra meri aankho ke saamne aa jata tha. Unke sath bitaye huye khubsurat pal mujhe yaad aate to meri aankhe chhalak padti. Main bahut koshish kar raha tha ki mujhe ye sab yaad na aaye magar main chaah kar bhi apne zahen se ye sab nikaal nahi pa raha tha.

Us din badi mushkil se mera waqt guzra tha. Khane pine ka jo samaan main khareed kar laaya tha wo waisa hi bag me rakha rah gaya tha. Khane ki ichha hi nahi huyi thi. Dil udaas aur dukhi tha. Baar baar ishwar se apne mata pita ko waapas kar dene ki minnate kar raha tha magar ye bhala kaha sambhav ho sakta tha? Kisi tarah din guzra aur raat huyi to main raat ke kareeb das baje bangle se nikla. Rassi ke sahare hi main apni khidki ke raaste neeche aaya tha aur fir bahut hi sawdhaani se bangle se door hota chala gaya tha.

Raat ko ek taxi kar ke main waapas gaziabad aa gaya tha. Bade kaam ka Shri Ganesh karne ke liye mujhe kuch plans banane the jiske liye mujhe sukoon se bhara thoda waqt chahiye tha.

Us waqt raat kaafi guzar gayi thi jab main dinesh jha ke ghar pahucha tha. Itni raat ko mujhe aaya dekh kar wo jane kaise kaise sawaal karne laga tha mujhse jiske jawaab dene ke baad main upar apne kamre me aa gaya tha. Dinesh ne mujhse khane pine ke bare me puchha to maine use mana kar diya tha. Kamre me aa kar main bistar par pasar gaya tha. Uske baad meri aankh tabhi khuli jab dinesh ki beti poonam ne aa kar mere kamre ka darwaza khatkhataya tha. Usne bataya ki naasta ban gaya hai is liye main fresh ho kar neeche aa jaau. Mere puchhne par usne bataya ki uske papa dinesh subah chaar baje hi auto le kar nikal gaye hain. Dinesh aur uske pariwar ke sabhi sadasya mujh par bharosa karte the aur mujhe maan sammaan dete the. Main aksar sochta tha ki aaj ke yug me bhi aise log hain jo ajnabiyo par itna bharosa karte hain. Bhala wo jaante hi kya the mere bare me??

Fresh hone ke liye main kamre se nikla to meri nazar Ramesh ki biwi aarti par pad gayi. Wo bathroom ke paas hi ek side baithi kapde dho rahi thi. Uska mukh meri taraf hi tha is liye uska saara view mujhe dikh raha tha. Saadi ko usne ghutno tak utha rakha tha jisse uski saanwli taange ghutno tak beparda thi. Upar aanchal dhalka hua tha jiski vajah se uske blauj ke khule huye gale se uski badi badi chhaatiyo ke ubhaar mujhe saaf dikh rahe the. Kapde dhone ki vajah se wo baar baar hil rahi thi jiski vajah se uski chhaatiya uske ghutno par dab jaati thi aur dabne ki vajah se wo kuch zyada hi ubhar aati thi. Ye sab dekh kar mere jism me jhurjhuri si huyi. Jaise hi use mere aane ka abhaas hua to usne chehra utha kar meri taraf dekha. Mujh par nazar padte hi uske chehre par chamak ubhar aayi aur sath hi uske hotho par muskaan fail gayi. Idhar usse nazar milte hi main thoda hadbadaya aur tezi se bathroom ki taraf badh chala.

Pichhle kuch samay se aarti ka jis tarah ka behaviour tha usse mujhe asahaj feel hota tha. Main achhi tarah samajh chuka tha ki use mujhse kya chahiye lekin main uski hasrat ko pura nahi karna chaahta tha. Aisa nahi tha ki mere andar jazbaat nahi bhadakte the balki main to sirf ye chaahta tha ki is sabki vajah se dinesh aur uski family ke saamne meri izzat na utar jaye. Bees saalo baad kahi se itna maan sammaan mil raha tha aur dinesh ke pariwar wale mujhe apna samajh rahe the is liye main ye hargiz nahi chaahta tha ki ek pal me ye sab khaak me mil jaye.

Bathroom se fresh ho kar main seedha apne kamre me gaya aur fir taiyar ho kar neeche naasta karne chala gaya. Dinesh ke bachche school jate the is liye dinesh ki biwi subah jaldi hi unke liye breakfast ready kar deti thi. Main aaya to dekha poonam ke sath uski chhoti bahan aur uska chhota bhai naasta kar rahe the. Sab school ke uniform me hi the. Mujhe dekhte hi Poonam ke alawa sabne mujhse namaste kiya aur fir se khane me lag gaye. Main jab dusri kursi par baith gaya to poonam ne apni maa ko awaaz de kar bataya ki main aa gaya hu. Kuch hi palo me dinesh ki biwi ek thaali me mere liye naasta le aayi. Naaste ke dauraan hi maine Poonam ki maa se dinesh ke bare me thoda bahut puchha aur fir naasta kar ke upar apne kamre me aa gaya.

Bangle ke tahkhane me rakhe box se jo files mujhe mili thi unse mujhe apne pita ke dosto ke bare me bahut kuch pata chala tha. Itna hi nahi balki C.M.S. jaisi sanstha se sambandhit bhi mujhe bahut kuch pata chal gaya tha. Main ye soch kar thoda chakit tha ki C.M.S. jaisi sanstha bees saalo baad bhi apna makaam banaye huye thi. Khair mere liye ab ye jaanna zaruri tha ki aaj ke samay me mere pita ke sabhi dost kin jagaho par apna ashiyana bana rakhe hain aur sath hi duniya ko dikhane ke liye ab wo kaun sa business kar rahe hain?

Dopahar khana khane ke baad main apne kamre me leta is sabke bare me plan bana raha tha. Mera plan tha ki dinesh se main kuch time ke liye kah duga ki main uska auto nahi chalaauga, kyoki mujhe apne kuch zaruri kaam ke chalte iske liye time hi nahi milega. Dinesh ko bhala isse kya problem hogi, use to apne kamre ke kiraye se aur khane ke paise se hi matlab hona tha. Apne zahen me sab kuch set kar ke main araam se shaam hone ka intzaar karne laga tha. Halaaki dinesh dopahar ke do baje bhi ghar aata tha lekin main is bare me usse shaam ko hi baat karna chaahta tha.

Lete lete mujhe neend aane hi lagi thi ki tabhi kisi ne mere kamre ka darwaza halke se khatkhataya. Pahle to maine koi pratikriya nahi di lekin jab dubara darwaza khatkhataya gaya to mujhe uthna pada. Alsaaye man se maine darwaza khola to baahar khade jis shakhs par meri nazar padi use dekh mere zahen me halchal si mach gayi.


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[color=rgb(255,]Update - 10
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Darwaze ke baahar ramesh ki biwi aarti khadi thi. Us par nazar padte hi ekdam se mere dilo dimaag me halchal si mach gayi thi. Mujhe kyoki uske mansubo ka bakhubi bhaan tha is liye main usse katrata rahta tha aur yahi chaahta tha ki usse mera saamna na ho lekin meri har ummid aur chaahat par wo paari ferti rahi thi. Main use apne darwaze ke ekdam paas khada dekh andar hi andar thoda pareshaan aur asahaj sa ho gaya tha. Khair maine kisi tarah khud ko niyantrit kiya aur uski taraf dekha. Uske chehre par mujhe kuch pareshani aur peeda ke bhaav gardish karte nazar aaye.

"Maaf kijiyega" Usne meri taraf dekhte huye lekin thoda jhijhakte huye kaha____"Maine aapke araam par shayad khalal daal diya hai."
"Kya baat hai?" Maine uski baat par dhyaan na dete huye narm bhaav se puchha____"Aaj fir mujhse koi kaam hai kya tumhe?"

"Ji wo mujhe chakkar se aa rahe hain." Usne badi masoomiyat se kaha____"Do baar ulti bhi ho chuki hai mujhe. Kya aap mujhe kisi doctor ke paas le kar ja sakte hain? Main janti hu ki ye kaam mere pati ka hai lekin aap to jaante hi hain ki wo is waqt apni duty par hain. Maine bahut koshish ki khud ko samhaalne ki lekin har pal meri tabiyat kharaab hi hoti ja rahi hai. Kripaya mujhe kisi doctor paas le chaliye. Shalu ke papa hote to aapko main takleef nahi deti."

Aarti ki baate sun kar meri pareshani aur bhi badh gayi. Saala ye kaisi musibat mere gale padne aa gayi thi? Aarti ki shakal dekh kar saaf pata chalta tha ki wo takleef me hai aur use kisi doctor ki shakht zarurat hai lekin main use le kar kaise kisi doctor ke paas ja sakta tha? Dinesh ke pariwar wale mere bare me kya sochenge aur khud uska pati kahi mere bare me ulta seedha na soch baithe. Dinesh bhi lunch kar ke chala gaya tha warna main usse is bare me baat karta aur use hi aarti ke sath bhej deta.

"Dekhiye main aapki pareshani samajhti hu." Main soch me hi duba tha ki aarti ne fir kaha____"Lekin aap khud sochiye ki main is haalat me kaise yaha se ja sakti hu aur waise bhi main akele is shahar me kabhi kahi nahi gayi. Kripaya le chaliye na mujhe. Main aapka jeewan bhar Ehsaan maanugi."

Aarti ki baato ne mujhe dharm sankat me daal diya tha lekin main ye bhi samajhta tha ki aise me uski madad karna bhi zaruri tha. Insaaniyat bhi yahi kahti thi ki agar koi takleef me ho to uski har tarah se adad karni chahiye. Maine faisla karne me der nahi lagaayi.

"Theek hai." Fir maine gahri saans lete huye usse kaha____"Main tumhe doctor ke paas le chalta hu. Jaao taiyar ho jaao. Main bhi kapde badal leta hu."
"Ji dhanyawad aapka." Aarti ne halke se muskura kar kaha____"Main abhi taiyar ho kar aati hu."

Aarti ke jane ke baad main bhi kamre me aa kar dusre kapde pahanne laga tha. Zahen me yahi khayaal ubhar raha tha ki saala ye kis chakkar me fansa diya hai aarti ne mujhe. Aarti mere bare me bhale hi chaahe jaise khayaal banaye huye ho lekin maujuda waqt me uski madad karna insaniyat ke taur par mera dharm tha. Maine bhi soch liya ki ab jise jo sochna hai sochta rahe. Halaaki mujhe pura yakeen tha ki dinesh ke pariwar wale aur khud aarti ka pati is sabse galat nahi sochenge par saala kisi ke man me kya hai ye kaun jaan sakta hai?

Das minute baad aarti taiyar ho kar aayi. Badan par nayi saadi thi uske. Thoda sa makeup bhi kar liya tha shayad usne kyoki shakal badli badli si nazar aa rahi thi uski. Halaaki chehre par takleef ke bhaav abhi bhi the uske. Mujhse nazre chaar huyi to wo thoda sharmaayi aur halke se muskura di. Idhar mere andar ek baar fir se halchal mach gayi aur sath hi man me kayi tarah ke khayaal ubharne lage.

Main aage tha aur wo mere peeche. Seedhiyo se utar kar ham dono neeche aaye. Main ye soch kar thoda tension me tha ki agar dinesh ki biwi Swati ne hame dekh liya to wo kya sochegi hamare bare me? Neeche aaye to dekha sannata faila hua tha. Mujhe kahi par koi bhi nazar na aaya. Dinesh ke bachche school gaye huye the aur Dinesh auto le kar gaya hua tha, is liye neeche ab sirf Swati hi thi. Maine ye dekh kar raahat ki saans li ki neeche koi bhi nahi hai. Maine socha ki shayad Swati apne kamre me araam kar rahi hogi.

Main darwaza khol kar baahar nikal gaya. Mere sath aarti bhi baahar aa gayi. Darwaze ko bhida kar main aarti ke sath mukhya sadak par aaya. Kuch door paidal chalne ke baad mujhe ek auto dikha to maine use rokwaya. Kuch hi der me ham dono auto me baith kar kisi doctor ke clinic ki taraf badhte chale ja rahe the. Aarti mere sath hi bagal se baithi huyi thi aur is vajah se meri dhadkane badhi huyi thi. Ye pahli baar tha ki wo mere itne kareeb thi. Main apne man me uske prati kisi bhi tarah ke khayaal nahi ubharne dena chaahta tha is liye main auto ke baahar ki taraf dekh raha tha. Mujhe nahi pata ki aarti ke man me us waqt kya chal raha tha lekin haan ye andaza zarur laga sakta tha ki maujuda situation me wo is waqt bada khush hogi.

Saare raaste hamare beech khamoshi rahi. Kuch der baad auto ek clinic ke paas ruka to ham dono auto se utre. Maine auto wale ko paise diye aur fir clinic ki taraf badh chala. Jaldi hi ham dono clinic ke andar aa gaye. Doctor ki kursi par ek lady baithi huyi thi jiski umar yahi koi paitees ke aas paas rahi hogi. Maine us doctorni se aarti ki taraf ishara karte huye bataya ki inki tabiyat kharab hai. Us lady doctor ne aarti ko apne paas rakhi ek kursi par baithne ko kaha aur fir usse uski samasya puchne lagi jiska jawaab aarti dene lagi. Kuch der baad lady doctor ne aarti ko andar ki taraf bane chember par chalne ko kaha to aarti uth kar andar chali gayi. Kareeb das minute baad lady doctor chember se baahar aayi aur apni kursi par baithne ke baad meri taraf dekha.

"Ghabrane ki koi baat nahi hai." Fir usne mujhse kaha____"Kisi kisi aurat ko maahwari ke dauraan zyada takleef hoti hai ya yu kahe ki wo us takleef ko sahan nahi kar paati. Aapki wife andar se kafi kamzor hai is liye unki sehat ka aur unke khaan paan ka khaas khayaal rakha kijiye. Main kuch aisi dawaaiya likh deti hu jo unko andar se taakat dengi."

Lady doctor ke mukh se aapki wife sun kar to mera fuse hi ud gaya tha. Maine sapne me bhi nahi socha tha ki aisa din bhi dekhne ko milega. Mujhe samajh na aaya ki doctorni ne kya soch kar mujhe aarti ka pati bana diya tha. Khair maine is bare me usse kuch nahi kaha aur usse dawaayi ka parcha le kar clinic se baahar nikal gaya. Ek medicine ki dukaan se maine parche me likhi dawaaiya khareedi aur waapas clinic par aa gaya. Aarti chember se baahar aa chuki thi aur us lady doctor ke paas hi ek kursi par baithi huyi thi. Maine doctorni ko dawa dikhaayi to usne ham dono ki taraf baari baari se dekhte huye samjhaya ki kaun si dawa kab aur kaise khaani hai.

Clinic se ham dono baahar aaye aur ek dusre auto me baith kar ghar ki taraf chal pade. Main khamosh hi aarti ke bagal se baitha hua tha lekin wo baar baar meri taraf dekhti aur fir halke se muskura deti. Badi ajeeb si situation thi aur main chaahta tha ki kitna jaldi ghar aaye aur main usse door ho kar apne kamre me pahuch jaau.

"Maaf kijiyega." Aarti ne dheemi awaaz me mujhse kaha____"Meri vajah se aapko pareshani uthaani padi."
"Koi baat nahi." Maine sapaat bhaav se bina uski taraf dekhe hi kaha.

"Maine us waqt aapse ek jhooth bola tha." Aarti ne dheemi awaaz me hi kaha to is baar maine chaunk kar uski taraf dekha. Uske chehre par ab takleef ke bhaav nahi the aur wo meri taraf dekhte huye halke se muskura rahi thi. Uske itne kareeb hone se maine pahli baar us par gaur kiya. Wo bhale hi saawle rang ki thi lekin chehre ke nain naksh kaafi achhe the uske. Gadraya hua jism, sir se le kar paav tak maal nazar aa rahi thi. Seene par badi badi chhaatiya uske blauj ko faad kar baahar uchhal padne ko betaab dikh rahi thi.

"Kya puchhenge nahi ki maine us waqt aapse kya jhooth bola tha?" Mujhe apni taraf ghoorta dekh usne jaise mera dhyaan bhang karte huye kaha to main ekdam se hadbada gaya.

"Ka...kya matlab?" Main hakla sa gaya.
"Mujhe ultiya nahi huyi thi." Aarti ne nazre jhukate huye kaha____"Asal me mujhe to koi aur hi samasya thi magar main aapse kahne me jhijhak rahi thi is liye aapse kaha tha ki mujhe ultiya huyi hain aur meri tabiyat kharab hai."

"Jo bhi ho." Maine uski taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Par tabiyat to sach me kharaab thi na tumhari."
"Haan." Usne sir hilaya.

Uske baad na maine kuch kaha aur na hi usne. Jaldi hi ham dono apne ghar ke paas pahuch gaye. Auto wale ko maine paise diye aur fir ghar ke andar aa gaye. Darwaze ko andar se band kar ham dono seedhiyo se upar aane lage. Neeche abhi bhi sannata faila hua tha. Ye dekh kar maine man hi man upar wale ka shukriya kiya.

"Ek baat puchhu aapse?" Seedhiyo se jaise hi ham upar aaye to aarti ne mere kareeb hi ruk kar mujhse kaha to maine palat kar uski taraf sawaaliya nazro se dekha.

"Us doctorni ne." Aarti ne meri aankho me dekhte huye ajeeb lahje me kaha____"Jab aapse ye kaha ki aapki wife andar se kafi kamzor hai to aapne use bataya kyo nahi ki main aapki wife nahi hu?"

Aarti ki is baat par aur uske is sawaal par mujhe fauran kuch samajh me na aaya ki main kya kahu lekin main ye soch kar hairaan zarur hua ki aarti ne us lady doctor ki ye baat suni thi.

"Khair jaane dijiye." Mujhe khamosh dekh aarti ne halki muskaan me kaha____"Agar aapko doctorni ka aisa kahna achha nahi laga to koi baat nahi. Waise uske mukh se ye sun kar ki main aapki wife hu mujhe us waqt zoro ki hasi zarur aa gayi thi."

"Jaao ab." Maine aarti se peechha chhudane ki garaz se kaha____"Aur dawa kha kar araam karo."
"Haan wo to main karugi hi." Aarti ne kaha____"Lekin abhi bhi teen din kaatna mere liye bahut mushkil honge."

"Wo kyo?" Jane kaise mere mukh se ye nikal gaya jabki ye bolne ke baad main samjha ki uske kahne ka kya matlab tha.
"Us doctorni ne aapko bataya to tha." Aarti ne apne hotho par gahri muskaan saja kar kaha_____"Ki kisi kisi aurat ko maahwari me zyada takleef hoti hai."

Mujhe aarti ki is baat par ye soch kar thoda gussa aaya ki kitni nirlajjata se aur kitni bebaaki se usne ye baat kah di thi. Aisa lagta tha jaise wo meri bebasi ka faayda utha rahi thi. Man to kiya ki use achha khasa jawaab du lekin fir ye soch kar apne jazbaato ko jazb kar liya ki ab iske kya muh lagna.

"Aap zarur ye soch rahe honge ki main kitni besharm hu." Aarti ne kaha____"Apne se badi umar ke ek mard se aisi baate kah rahi hu jo mujhe nahi kahni chahiye. Kripaya mujhe maaf kar dijiye. Pata nahi kaise mere mukh se nikal gayi aisi baat. Achha ye bataiye ki meri dawa me kitna paisa kharch hua aapka? Main shalu ke papa se le kar aapko aapke paise lauta dugi."

"Zyada kharch nahi hua." Maine sapaat bhaav se kaha____"Bas thode se hi paise kharch huye hain. Tumhe waapas karne ki koi zarurat nahi hai."

"Aur kitne ehsaano ka karz chadhayenge mujh par.?" Aarti ne gahri nazro se dekhte huye kaha____"Main masoom hu, in ehsaano ke bojh tale dab jaaugi. Kripaya mujhe bhi mauka dijiye taaki main aapke in ehsaano ka karz thoda sa hi sahi lekin chuka saku."

"Aakhir kya chaahti ho tum?" Uski baate sun kar mera dimaag kharaab sa ho gaya tha aur maine usse clear puchh lene ka man bana liya tha.
"Kya lagta hai aapko." Aarti ne meri aankho me dekhte huye kaha____"Aakhir kya chaahti hu main?"

"Mujhe nahi pata." Maine gusse ko badi mushkil se kaabu karte huye kaha____"Isi liye to puchh raha hu tumse."
"Itne nasamajh to nahi hain aap." Aarti ne gahri muskaan me kaha____"Jo ye bhi na samajh rahe ho ki ek aurat aap jaise mard se kya chaahti hai.?"

"Sharm aani chahiye tumhe." Uski saafgoyi par main jaise tilmila sa gaya tha____"Apne pati ke rahte kisi paraye mard se aisi ghatiya chaahat rakhti ho tum."

"Aapne mujhe to sharm ka paath padha diya." Aarti ne usi tarah meri aankho me dekhte huye kaha____"Aur khud ko bahut bada shareef aur dharmaatma saabit kar diya aapne. Thodi bahut duniya maine bhi dekhi hai. Mujhe bhi pata hai ki mard kitne shareef aur sharm wale hote hain. Pratyaksh me bhale hi wo mahatma banne ka dikhawa kare lekin man me har aurat ko bhogne ki hi chaahat rakhte hain."

"Main aisa nahi hu." Maine kah to diya lekin jane kyo mujhe aisa laga jaise meri awaaz meri baat ki tarah hi khokhli thi, jabki usne ajeeb bhaav se kaha____"Kya sach me?"

"Haan." Maine jaise khud se hi jhooth bola.
"Agar ye waagayi sach hai." Aarti ne muskurate huye kaha____"To saabit kijiye."
"Saabit???" Main chaunka____"Ye kya bakwas hai?"

"Ye bakwas nahi hai." Usne purzor bhaav se kaha____"Agar aap sach me aise nahi hain...yaani ki koi mahatma hain to saabit kijiye ki aurat ka jism dekhne ke baad aapke andar garmi nahi paida hoti."

Aarti ki baat sun kar main awaak sa aankhe faade uski taraf dekhta rah gaya. Ye kaisi besir pair ki baat kar di thi usne? Mujhe ekdam se mahsoos hua jaise usne meri mardaangi ko lalkaar diya ho ya kisi uljhan me daal diya ho.

"Kya hua.?" Mujhe kuch na bolta dekh usne apni bhaunho ko utha kar kaha____"Saabit kijiye na. Ya fir ek kaam kijiye aur wo ye ki aap apne sabse zyada chaahne wale ki kasam kha kar kahiye ki aap galti se bhi mere jism ki taraf nahi dekhte. Aap kasam kha kar kahiye ki aap mere blauj ko faad kar baahar nikal aane ko betaab meri badi badi chhatiyo par nazar nahi daalte hain."

"Ye kya bakwas kar rahi ho tum?" Main ekdam se baukhla kar jaise cheekh hi pada tha. Halaaki meri awaaz unchi nahi huyi thi kyoki main andar hi andar uski baato se hil gaya tha.

"Mard kabhi apni galti ya apni kamzori ko swikaar nahi karta." Aarti ne gahri muskaan ke sath kaha____"Khair chhodiye in baato ko. Main achhi tarah jaanti hu ki har mard ki tarah aap bhi mere jism par apni nazre jama lene par majboor ho jate hain. Meri badi badi chhatiyo ko dekh kar aapke andar bhi garmi ka sanchaar hone lagta hai. Main jaanti hu ki aap pahal karne se is liye jhijhakte hain kyo ki aap ye samajhte hain ki aap mujhse umar me bade hain aur nahi chaahte ki is sabke bare me yaha kisi ko pata chale."

"Pata nahi tum ye kya bematlab ki bakwaas kiye ja rahi ho." Main andar se uske khulepan se hairaan tha aur sath hi aisa bhi lag raha tha mujhe jaise usne ye sab kah ke mujhe nanga kar diya ho.

"Fikra mat kijiye." Usne meri aankho me jhaanka____"Aapki tarah mujhe bhi is baat ki fikra hai ki hamare bare me kisi ko kuch pata na chal sake. Yakeen maaniye main dil se chaahti hu ki main aapke ehsaano ka karz aapki sewa kar ke chukaau. Main jaanti hu ki aisa karna galat hai lekin main ye bhi jaanti hu ki duniya me doodh ka dhula koi nahi hai. Sachche dil se kiya gaya koi bhi kaam galat nahi hota."

Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki us pagal aurat ko kya jawaab du? Usne to jaise soch hi liya tha ki wo wahi karegi jiska usne mansuba bana liya tha. Main chakit is baat par tha ki kitni asaani se usne ye sab mujhse kah diya tha.

"Main kapde badal kar aati hu aapke kamre me." Usne ye kah kar maano dhamaka sa kar diya. Maine kuch kahne ke liye apna muh khola hi tha ki wo palat kar apne kamre ki taraf badh gayi. Main hairaan pareshaan aur thaga sa khada rah gaya. Jab wo apne kamre ke darwaze par lage taale ko khol kar andar chali gayi to meri tandra tooti. Maine hadbada kar idhar udhar dekha aur fir jaldi se apne kamre ka taala khol kar andar daakhil ho gaya.

Darwaza band kar ke main seedha chaarpaayi par dhamm se ja gira tha. Man me badi tez halchal machi huyi thi. Rah rah kar mere kaano me aarti ki baate goonj uthti thi. Bijli ki tarah mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki wo kuch der me mere kamre me aa jayegi aur fir na jane wo kya karegi. Is khayaal ke sath hi meri dhadkane ekdam se ruk gayi si prateet huyi. Achanak mere mastishk me sawaal ubhra ki main aarti ki baato se itna ghabra kyo raha hu? Main to ek mard hu. Mujhe teen teen khubsurat guruo ne mukammal mard banaya tha fir is sabse main kyo ghabra raha hu. Agar aarti yahi sab chaahti hai to yahi sahi. Agar niyati ki yahi marzi hai to yahi sahi. Main bhi to dekhu ki uske andar kitni aag hai aur sath hi mujhe bhi to pata chale ki mere andar ka mard aaj bhi waisa hai jaise bees saal pahle tha ya fir waqt ne bees saal jail me kast de kar mujhe andar se khokhla kar diya hai.


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Chaarpaayi se uth kar maine apne kapde utaare. Ab mere badan par sirf baniyan aur neeche ek lungi thi. Maine pakka nishchay kar liya tha ki ab main aarti ke maamle me peechhe nahi hatuga. Agar wo khud hi apne pati se bewafaayi kar ke mere sath apna muh kaala karna chaahti thi to yahi sahi. Waise ek baat to sach hi kaha tha usne ki main bhi uske badan ko dekhne par majboor ho jata hu. Isme koi shak nahi ki wo abhi bharpoor jawaan thi. Usko shalu naam ki ek bachchi hi thi jo ab school jane lagi thi. Khair maine nishchay to pakka kar liya tha lekin iske bavjood meri dhadkane badhi huyi thi. Main soch raha tha ki aarti jab aayegi to wo kya karegi aur khud main kya karuga.?

Abhi main ye soch hi raha tha ki baahar se darwaza khatkhataya gaya. Khatkhatane ki awaaz dheemi hi thi. Main samajh gaya ki baahar aarti khadi hai aur usne halki awaaz me isi liye darwaze ko khatkhataya tha taaki neeche tak awaaz na ja sake. Aarti ke dwara jaise hi darwaza khatkhataya gaya meri dhadkane aur bhi tez ho gayi lekin ab ja kar darwaza to kholna hi tha. Ek mard ho kar bhala main kaise kisi aurat se ghabra jata? Main apni badhi huyi dhadkano ko niyantrit karte huye chaarpaayi se utra aur ja kar darwaza khola. Baahar aarti khadi thi. Mujh par nazar padte hi wo badi Ada se muskuraayi, lekin main uski muskaan ka jawaab na de saka. Shayad mere andar abhi bhi umar me bada hone ki vajah se jhijhak maujood thi.

Usne kuch pal mujhe dekha aur fir jhat se mere bagal se hote huye kamre ke andar aa gayi. Uske jism ka sparsh hua to mere jism me jhurjhuri si daud gayi thi. Maine ek baar fir se apni badhi huyi dhadkano ko kaabu kiya aur fir darwaza band kar ke peeche ghuma. Meri nazar us aarti par padi jo kamre me aate hi seedha meri charpaayi par ja kar baith gayi thi. Katthayi rang ki saadi pahne huye thi wo. Charpaayi ke neeche usne apne dono pair jhula rakhe the. Ye dekh kar mujhe bada ajeeb sa laga lekin fir maine ye soch kar har khayaal ko zahen se jhatka ki ab jo hoga dekha jayega.

"Aap waha kyo khade hain?" Usne meri taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Dekhiye ab jab hamare beech saari baate khul hi chuki hain to fir hamare beech ye jhijhak kaisi? Sharm aur jhijhak to mere andar honi chahiye aur aisa hai bhi lekin yakeen maaniye maine ab khud ko achhi tarah se iske liye taiyaar kar liya hai."

"To tum kis tarah se meri sewa karna chaahti ho?" Maine gahri saans le kar kaha____"Zara mujhe bhi to khul kar bataao."
"Jis tarah ki sewa aap mujhse karwana chahenge waisi hi sewa main karugi." Aarti ne muskurate huye kaha____"Main puri koshish karugi ki aapko meri sewa se bahut zyada khushi praapt ho."

Main hairaan tha ki aarti bejhijhak mere sawaalo ke jawaab de rahi thi. Yakeenan usne iske liye pahle se khud ko taiyaar karna shuru kar diya tha. Khair uski baat sun kar main aage badha aur charpaayi par uske bagal se baith gaya. Ek baar fir se meri dhadkane badhi to maine unhe niyantrit kiya.

"To shuru karo fir." Maine uski aankho me dekhte huye sapaat lahje me kaha____"Main bhi to dekhu ki tum meri kis tareeke se sewa karti ho aur mujhe kis tarah khushi pradaan karti ho."

Meri baat sun kar aarti muskuraayi aur fir meri taraf dekhte huye hi usne apne seene se saadi ka pallu pakad kar niche gira diya. Pallu girte hi blauj me kaid uski hahakari chhatiya mujhe dikhne lagi. Blauj ka gala thoda bada tha aur andar usne bra nahi pahna hua tha jiski vajah se uski chhatiyo ke ubhaar blauj ke kinaaro se baahar nikle huye nazar aa rahe the. Halke sawle rang ke ubhaar jinke beech ki daraar uske blauj ke andar tak gayi huyi dikh rahi thi. Meri nazar uski badi badi chhatiyo par jaise jam si gayi. Tabhi main chaunka, usne ekdam se mera ek hath pakda aur use utha kar apni dono chhatiyo ke beech rakh kar daba diya. Mere jism me current sa laga aur sath hi jism ke kone kone me jhurjhuri daudti chali gayi.

"Meri ye chhatiya aapko sabse zyada aakarshit karti hain na?" Aarti ne meri aankho me dekhte huye kaha____"Inhe apne hatho se pakad kar zor zor se dabaaiye."

Aarti ki baat sun kar maine sach me uski ek chhati ko apne usi hath ki hatheli me pakad liya jis hath ko usne apni chhatiyo par rakha hua tha. Uska hath abhi bhi mere us hath ke upar hi tha. Mujhe aisa laga jaise kisi mulayam aur gudgudi si cheez meri pakad me aa gayi ho. Ekdam se mere jism me sansani si hone lagi. Maine uski us chhaati ko zor se dabaya to uske mukh se karaah nikal gayi. Iske sath hi mere jism me bhi romanch ki lahar daud gayi. Meri aankho ke saamne meri teen teen guruo ka chehra ghoom gaya aur sath hi ek ek kar ke wo sab bhi jo bees saal pahle maine kiya tha. Ek alag hi ehsaas mere andar prawahit hone laga tha. Jane mujhe kya hua ki main aarti ki us chhaati ko bina ruke dabata hi chala gaya. Aarti ke mukh se kabhi siski nikalti to kabhi dard me doobi huyi karaah.

"Aaaahh ab ise bhi to dabaiye." Aarti ne siski lete huye dheeme swar me kaha____"Iske sath kyo na-insaafi kar rahe hain?"

Aarti ki baat sun kar main ekdam se chaunka. Aisa laga jaise main kisi aur hi duniya me chala gaya tha. Uski baat sun kar mera hath ruk gaya tha aur main uski taraf dekhne laga tha. Kuch palo tak main uski taraf dekhta raha uske baad maine ek jhatke me apna hath uski chhaati se kheench liya.

"Kya hua?" Aarti ne hairaani se meri taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Hath kyo kheench liya aapne? Kya meri chhaati ko masalne se aapko maza nahi aaya?"

"Maza to aaya mujhe." Maine kaha____"Lekin yaha par tum meri sewa karne aayi ho na is liye main sirf ye dekhuga ki tum kis tarah se meri sewa karti ho lekin usse pahle tumhe ek kaam karna hoga."

"Kaun sa kaam?" Aarti ke chehre par sawaaliya bhaav ubhar aaye.
"Apne jism se saare kapde nikaal do." Maine sapaat bhaav se hi kaha____"Main tumhare jism ko beparda dekhna chaahta hu. Main dekhna chaahta hu ki tum bina kapdo ke kaisi dikhti ho?"

Meri baat sun kar aarti ke chehre par is baar sharm ki laali chhaati dikhi. Uske hotho par halki si muskaan ubhar aayi. Kuch palo tak wo meri taraf ektak dekhti rahi uske baad usne kaha____"Jaisi aapki aagya."

Kuch hi der me aarti ne apne jism se saare kapde nikaal diye. Halka saanwla rang tha uska lekin gadraya hua jism aisa tha ki ek jhatke me hi use paav se le kar sir tak dekhne se mera land thumakne laga. Uske seene par badi badi chhatiya thi lekin lachak zara si bhi nahi thi unme balki kisi parwat shikhar ki tarah tani huyi thi. Uske neeche sapaat pet ke beech gahri naabhi aur uske neeche dono jaangho ke beech dikh rahe jhaantho ke ghane kaale baal. Aarti ne jhat se apni baalo se ghiri choot ko apne ek hath se chhupa liya tha. Maana ki wo bejhijhak ho kar mujhse aisi baate kar le rahi thi lekin thi to wo aurat hi jisme ab bhi sharm baaki thi.

"Ab isi tarah beparda ho kar meri sewa karo." Maine lungi ke upar se apne land ko muthiyaate huye kaha____"Agar mujhe tumhari sewa se khushi mili to main waada karta hu ki tumhari sewa ka achha sa fal bhi milega."

Maine kah to diya tha use lekin use nanga apne kamre me khade dekh meri apni haalat kharaab huyi ja rahi thi. Meri baat sun kar aarti sharmaate huye mere kareeb aayi. Usne ek hath se abhi bhi apni choot ko chhupa rakha tha. Meri nazre usi par kendrit thi. Main ye soch raha tha ki ab aarti kya karegi?

Mere paas aate hi aarti ukdu ho kar kamre ke farsh par baith gayi. Choot se hath hata kar usne meri lungi ke chhor ko pakda aur use ek taraf karne lagi. Kuch hi palo me use lungi ke andar mera kachchha dikhne laga jiske andar mera land apna akaar badhaaye huye use nazar aa raha tha. Usne chehra utha kar meri taraf dekha aur fir muskurate huye usne kachche ke upar se mere land par apna hath rakh diya. Bees saalo baad kisi aurat ne mere land ko chhua tha. Mere land ko jaise hi usne chhua to mere land ne zor ka thumka lagaya. Mere jism me ek sukhad aanand ki anubhooti huyi.

"Aapka ye to bahut bada lag raha hai." Aarti ne mere land ko kachche ke upar se sahlaate huye kaha.
"Kya bada lag raha hai?" Main samajh to gaya tha lekin uske mukh se khul kar sunna chaahta tha.

"Yahi." Usne mere land ko thoda zor se muthiyaate huye kaha____"Jise maine pakad rakha hai."
"Uska naam le kar bataao." Maine uski aankho me jhaanka____"Meri sewa karni hai to jism ke sabhi ango ka khul kar naam lena hoga tumhe."

"Thik hai." Aarti ne halke se muskura kar kaha____"Main aapke is land ki baat kar rahi thi ki ye kaafi bada lag raha hai. Mere pati ka to iska aadha hi hoga."

"Kachche se nikaal kar dekho use." Uske dwara land sahlaye jane se mere andar pratipal masti bharti ja rahi thi____"Fir bataao ki tumhe mera land pasand aaya ki nahi."

Mere kahne par aarti ne waisa hi kiya. Mera land jaise hi kachche ke baahar aaya to aarti ka muh use dekh kar hairat se khula rah gaya. Wo aise dekhne lagi thi jaise usne land ke roop me kisi ajube ko dekh liya ho.

"Ye....ye to sach me bahut bada hai." Aarti hairat se haklate huye boli____"Aur mota bhi hai."
"Tumhe pasand aaya ki nahi?" Maine apna ek hath badha kar uski ek chhaati ko pakad kar masalte huye kaha to aarti ne pahle ek siski li aur fir muskurate huye kaha____"Pasand to bahut aaya lekin iska vikraal roop dekh kar dar bhi lag raha hai."

"Dar kis baat ka?" Maine halke se muskura kar puchha.
"Wo is liye ki jab ye meri usme jaayega to meri wo to fat hi jayegi." Aarti ne sharmate huye dheeme se kaha.

"Kisme jaayega.?" Maine uski chhaati ko is baar zor se masla to aarti ke mukh se dard bhari karaah nikal gayi, fir boli____"Meri choot me."

Aarti mere land ko bade maze se sahlaye ja rahi thi aur mera land buri tarah akad gaya tha jo ki ab uski mutthi me bhi nahi aa raha tha. Mere jism ke kone kone me maze ki tarange foot rahi thi.

"Ab ise sahlaati hi rahogi kya?" Maine aarti ki chhaati se apna hath hatate huye kaha____"Ya kuch aur bhi karogi?"
"Aap charpaayi par seedha let jaaiye." Aarti ne mere land se apna hath hatate huye kaha_____"Uske baad dekhiye main kaise aapki sewa karti hu."

Main aarti ke kahne ka matlab samajh gaya is liye fauran hi apni lungi nikaal kar charpaayi par seedha ho ke let gaya. Mera land kachhe ke beech bane gap se baahar nikla hua tha is liye wo mere seedha letne par upar chhat ki tarah sir kar ke khada ho gaya tha aur sath hi thumak bhi raha tha. Aarti ki nazar usse hat hi nahi rahi thi.

Maine letne ke baad aarti ki taraf dekha. Wo janmjaat nangi khadi huyi thi. Uska saanwla jism maano qahar dha raha tha. Badi badi chhatiya mere land ki tarah hi tani huyi thi. Maine hath badha kar uski ubhri huyi gaand ko mutthi me daboch liya to aarti ke mukh se aah nikal gayi. Uska dhyaan toota to usne meri taraf dekha.

"Itna time nahi hai tumhare paas." Maine use aghaah kiya____"Kyoki school se tumhari beti ghar aa jayegi aur is beech agar tumne apni sewa se mujhe khush nahi kiya to samjho tumhari saari ummido par paari fir jaayega."

Meri baat sun kar aarti jhat se uthi aur charpaayi ke kinaare par aa kar baith gayi. Mere andar to use nanga dekh ke hi halchal machi huyi thi aur mera ji chaah raha tha ki use charpaayi par leta kar usko jam ke chodu lekin main apne jazbaato ko roke huye tha. Main dekhna chaahta tha ki aarti kya kya karti hai.

Aarti ne pahle meri taraf dekha aur fir mere land ko dekhne lagi. Thoda aur meri taraf khisak kar usne mere land ko ek hath se thaam liya. Uske komal hath ka sparsh milte hi mere jism me maze ki lahar daud gayi aur sath hi mere land ne ek zor ka thumka lagaya. Main aarti ko hi dekhe ja raha tha. Aarti ne mere land par nazar gadaye hi mere land ko mutthi me le kar upar neeche kiya aur fir wo ekdam se mere land par jhukti chali gayi. Agle hi pal usne apna muh khola aur mere land ke tope ko apne muh me bhar liya. Mujhe usse aisi ummid nahi thi is liye mujhe thoda hairaani huyi. Khair komal aur garm mukh ke sparsh hote hi main romanch se bhar gaya. Udhar aarti mere tope ko muh me bhare usko apni jeebh se kuredne lagi thi jisse maze ki tarange mere jism me daudne lagi.

Aarti kuch der aise hi apni jeebh se mere tope ko kuredti rahi uske baad usne apna muh thoda aur khola aur mere land ko thoda aur apne muh ke andar liya. Land kyoki mota tha is liye uske mukh me theek se ja nahi raha tha lekin aarti barabar prayaas karti ja rahi thi. Kuch hi palo me mera aadha land usne apne muh me ghused liya. Ek hath se usne mere aadhe land ko pakad rakha tha. Kuch palo tak wo yu hi mere land ko andar liye rahi. Shayad wo baaki land ko bhi andar lena chaah rahi thi lekin land mota tha is liye wo uske muh me ja nahi raha tha ya fir shayad uski kshamta se zyada tha. Uske chehre ki rangat badal gayi thi. Agle hi pal wo mere aadhe land ko hi kulfi ki tarah choosne lagi.

Bees saalo baad kisi aurat ka aisa sath mila tha aur koi aurat mere land ko muh me liye choos rahi thi. Aankho ke saamne ek baar fir se na jane kitni hi aurto ke chehre aur unke nange jism flash hone lage. Bees saalo se jo aag mere andar kahi dafan si ho gayi thi wo ek baar fir se kabra faad kar baahar aa gayi thi. Maine ekdam se hath badha kar aarti ke sir ko thaam liya aur use apne land par dabane laga.

"Choos saali." Main maze me jaise sab kuch bhoolne laga tha____"Aur zor se choos. Mujhe dikha ki tu kis tarah se khush kar sakti hai mujhe. Pura land apne muh me le saali."

Kahne ke sath hi maine kamar utha kar uske mukh me apne land ko zabardasti ghuseda to aarti ekdam se chhatpatane lagi. Shayad ye uski kshamta aur sahan shakti se baahar tha. Mera lamba aur mota land uske mukh me puri tarah nahi sama sakta tha ya fir use abhi itna anubhav nahi tha. Jab mere zor dene par uski haalat kharaab hone lagi to usne puri taakat laga kar mere land ko apne mukh se baahar nikaalne ka prayaas kiya magar bees saalo ka bhukha sher tha main, us nazuk si aurat me itni jaan nahi thi ki wo meri pakad se chhoot sake. Idhar main apni kamar utha utha kar uske mukh me apne land ko pelta ja raha tha. Aarti ka jab dam ghutne laga to usne ghabra kar mere land par apne daant gada diye jisse mere mukh se dard bhari karaah nikal gayi aur maine jhat se use chhod diya. Mujhse chhootte hi aarti ne apna chehra utha liya.

Aarti buri tarah khaasne lagi thi. Uski saanse buri tarah ukhad huyi thi. Chehre par aansu laar aur paseena aise dikh raha tha jaise uska lep laga diya gaya ho uske chehre par. Maine uski ye haalat dekhi to ekdam se mujhe khayaal aaya ki ye maine kya kar diya tha uske sath. Main ek jhatke se utha aur usse uski aisi haalat kar dene ke liye maafi maagne laga. Mujhe ye bhi dar hua ki kahi uske khaasne ki awaaz neeche tak na chali jaye aur dinesh ki biwi Swati ke kaano me pahuch jaye. Mujhe khud par ye soch kar gussa aaya ki maze me main ye kaise bhool gaya ki aarti koi peshewar randi nahi thi jo mere is hamle ko jhel leti.

Maine charpaayi se uth kar uske liye glass me paani la kar diya. Aarti ki haalat ab kuch thik ho gayi thi is liye uski khaasi band ho gayi thi aur sath hi saanse bhi durust ho gayi thi. Maine charpaayi ke neeche padi apni lungi ko use diya to usne apne chehre par lipe pute aansu paseene aur laar ko saaf kiya.

"Maaf karna." Maine gambheer bhaav se kaha____"Mujhe maze ke chalte ye bhaan hi nahi raha tha ki mere dwara aisa karne se tumhe kitni takleef ho rahi hogi."
"Aa...aapne to meri jaan hi le li thi." Aarti ne paani pine ke baad dheeme se kaha____"Ek pal ko to aisa laga tha mujhe jaise main ab zinda hi na bachugi."

"Maaf kar do mujhe." Maine sharmindagi bhare bhaav se kaha____"Maine wo sab tumhe takleef dene ya tumhari jaan lene ke maksad se nahi kiya tha balki wo to maze ki vajah se mujhse anjane me ho gaya tha. Mujhe maaf kar do aur ab tum jaao yaha se."

"Aapko maafi maagne ki koi zarurat nahi hai." Aarti ne kaha____"Maafi to mujhe maagni chahiye kyoki main aapko khush karne me nakaam ho gayi."

"Nahi, aisi koi baat nahi hai." Maine uske chehre ko sahla kar kaha____"Maine dekha tha tumne puri imandari se meri sewa karne ki shuruaat ki thi. Khair ek sach ye bhi hai ki mere man me tumhare prati kahi na kahi thoda gussa bhi tha is liye main tumhare sath achhe se pesh nahi aaya lekin ab se aisa nahi hoga. Filhaal tumhe kuch din araam karne ki zarurat hai. Jab tum puri tarah thik ho jaaogi to ham aage ka program shuru karenge."

Meri baate sun kar aarti kuch palo tak mujhe dekhti rahi. Is waqt uska chehra masumiyat se bhara hua nazar aa raha tha mujhe jiske chalte mere dil me uske prati jazbaat ubharne lage the. Maine apne dono hatho me uska chehra liya aur fir jhuk kar uske hotho ko choom liya. Mere aisa karte hi aarti ke jism me jhurjhuri huyi. Maine jaise hi chehra door kiya to wo mujhe dekh kar muskurane lagi.

Maine aarti ko kapde pahan lene ke liye kaha to wo muskurate huye apne kapde pahanne lagi. Maine usse wada kiya ki uske thik hote hi main uski ichha puri kar duga. Kuch der me aarti chali gayi to main bhi araam se charpaayi par let gaya aur usi ke bare me sochne laga.

Sham ko main taiyar ho kar kamre se baahar nikla hi tha ki dinesh ki beti poonam aa gayi. Usne bataya ki chaay ban gayi hai is liye maa ne mujhe bulane bheja hai use. Khair chaay pine ke baad main ghar se nikal gaya. Mukhya sadak se maine ek taxi li aur apne gantavya ki taraf badh chala. Zahen me kayi saari baate ghumne lagi thi. Chehre par ajeeb si shakhti aur dridhta ubhar aayi thi. Meri aankho ke saamne papa ke sabhi dosto ke chehre dhundhle se dikhne lage the. Un chehro me aisi muskaan thi jise dekh kar mere tan badan me aag si lag gayi preet huyi. Mere zahen me bas ek hi khayaal ubhra_____Jald hi tum logo ki ye muskaan tum logo ki zindagi ke sath hi khatm hone wali hai.


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Raat bhar main alag alag taxi ke dwara bhatakta raha. Itna bhatakne ka result ye nikla tha ki maine apne pita ke sabhi dosto ka thikana aur unka byosaay khoj nikala tha. Un sabhi ne apna pahle wala bangla bech diya tha aur dwarka sector-18 me bahut pahle hi naya ashiyana bana liya tha. Apna apna business bhi unhone udhar hi shift kar liya tha. Mujhe sabse zyada khud ko chhupaye rakhna tha is liye mujhe is kaam me thoda zyada waqt lag gaya tha lekin aakhirkaar mujhe safalta mil hi gayi thi. Raat bhar ki bhaga daudi me main kafi zyada thak gaya tha is liye subah hote hi seedha gaziabad me apne kamre me gaya aur kha pi kar so gaya tha.

Shaam ko meri aankh dinesh ki beti poonam ke jagane par hi khuli thi. Usne kamre ka darwaza khatkhataya tha. Usne pucha ki chaay ban gayi hai is liye wo mere liye yahi par chaay le aaye ya main neeche aana pasand karuga. Maine use kamre me hi chaay pahucha dene ko kaha to wo chali gayi. Shaam ka waqt tha is liye upar chhat par halki thand hawa chal rahi thi. Aarti ke kamre ki taraf maine dekha to wo band tha, ye alag baat thi ki andar se uski beti ke rone ki awaaz aa rahi thi. Aarti ka khayaal aate hi mere andar ajeeb sa ehsaas jaagrit ho gaya. Mujhe yaad aaya ki pichhli shaam usne kaise mere land ko muh me le kar choosa tha aur fir kaise maine uski jaan nikaal di thi. Aarti ka nanga gadraya hua jism aankho ke saamne flash hua to ekdam se mere jism me jhurjhuri si hone lagi. Abhi main aarti ke bare me soch hi raha tha ki seedhiyo se poonam aa gayi. Uske hath me ek tray tha jisme chaay ka cup rakha hua tha.

Poonam atharah saal ki ladki thi aur jawaani ki dehleez par kadam rakh chuki thi. Uske seene ke ubhaar bata rahe the ki ab wo masalne ke liye taiyar ho chuki hai. Halaaki uske prati mere man me koi galat bhaav nahi rahe the lekin aarti ki vajah se ab mere man me aise khayaal ubharne lage the aur main ladkiyo ya aurto ke jism ko dhyaan se dekhne laga tha. Iske pahle main in sab cheezo par dhyaan nahi deta tha. Main to ek tarah se duniya sansaar se virakt tha, ye alag baat hai ki apne gunahgaaro ko unke anjaam tak pahuchane ki trishna mere andar maujood thi. Khair maine Poonam ko ek nazar dekha aur jab wo mere kareeb aa kar khadi ho gayi to maine tray se chaay ka cup utha liya. Jane kyo meri nazar uske masoom se chehre se hote huye ek baar fir uske seene ke ubhaaro par thahar gayi. Apni maa ki hi tarah gori aur sundar thi wo lekin masoom kali hone ki vajah se abhi wo paak aur nadaan si lag rahi thi.

Poonam ke jane ke baad main chhat par hi tahalte huye chaay peene laga. Asal me main aarti ko ek baar dekhna chaahta tha. Jane kyo mere dil me usse koi nok jhonk karne ki ichha ho rahi thi. Kahte hain ki agar kisi cheez ki shiddat se chaah ho to wo zarur puri hoti hai. Main chhat ke kinaare railing ke paas pahucha hi tha ki mere kaano me darwaza khulne ki awaaz huyi. Main na chaahte huye bhi awaaz ki disha me ghoom gaya. Nazar aarti par padi aur fir uske peeche andar se nikli uski beti shalu par. Aarti ke chehre par thode gusse ke bhaav the jo ki mujhe dekhte hi gayab ho gaye the. Meri dhadkane to use dekhte hi badh gayi thi. Udhar jaise hi usne mujhe dekha to uske hotho par muskaan ubhar aayi.

"Kyo rula rahi thi beti ko?" Maine baat shuru karne ki garaz se usse puchha to usne bura sa muh banate huye kaha____"Biscuit ke liye ro rahi thi. Iske baap ne iski aadat bigaad rakhi hai."

"Bachchi hai abhi." Maine kaha____"Aur bachcho ki demand puri karna har mata pita ka farz hota hai."
"Haan lekin mata pita ye bhi to dekhte hain ki bachcho ke liye kya cheez sahi hai aur kya galat." Aarti ne kaha____"Biscuit se iska pet kharab ho jata hai aur fir baar baar toilet jati hai ye. Ab aap hi bataaiye ki kya aisi cheez bachchi ko deni chahiye jo iske liye haanikarak ho?"

"Haan ye to sahi kaha tumne." Maine sir hilate huye kaha_____"Lekin ye bhi sach hai ki jo cheez hame nuksaan pahuchaati hai aksar hame wahi achhi lagti hai, fir chaahe ham bachche ho ya bade. Khair pyar se samjha bujha diya karo. Gussa karna ya daatna achhi baat nahi hai."

"Abhi to maan gayi hai." Aarti ne mud kar apni beti ki taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Lekin jab iske papa aayenge to ye unse batayegi ki maine ise daata aur rulaya tha. Itti si hai lekin baap se shikayat karne me sabse aage hai."

Main aarti ki baat par muskura pada. Uski beti shalu sach me bahut pyari bachchi thi. Is waqt wo apni maa ke peeche chhup kar khadi mujhe ghoor rahi thi. Mujhe itne din yaha aaye huye ho gaye the lekin wo mujhse ghuli mili nahi thi, halaaki main khud bhi kisi se ghulna milna nahi chahta tha. Aarti ne apni beti ko kuch kaha to wo andar kamre me chali gayi. Uske jane ke baad aarti meri taraf palti.

"Kal raat kaha chale gaye the aap?" Fir usne mere thoda kareeb aate huye kaha____"Shalu ke papa jab so gaye the to main baahar aayi thi lekin aapke kamre ke darwaze par taala laga hua tha."

"Haan wo main zaruri kaam se baahar gaya tha." Maine kaha____"Par tum raat ke waqt kyo aayi thi?"
"Bas aise hi." Aarti ne muskura kar aur nazre jhukate huye kaha____"Mera man kiya ki ek baar aapko dekh lu."

"Aisa kyo?" Main uski baat sun kar thoda hairaan hua.
"Pata nahi." Usne sir uthaya____"Bas ek bechaini si ho rahi thi. Man karta hai kitna jaldi teen din guzar jaye aur fir main aapke...!"

"Kya hua?" Uske chup hote hi main puch baitha____"Bolte bolte ruk kyo gayi?"
"Aage bolne me sharam aa gayi thi." Aarti ne muskurate huye kaha____"Aap ek kaam kijiye. Idhar bathroom ki diwaar ke paas aa jaaiye."

"Kya matlab?" Main chaunka____"Udhar kyo bula rahi ho mujhe?"
"Aaiye to." Usne maano minnat ki____"Aapko khud hi pata chal jayega."
"Kya karna chahti ho tum?" Main uljhanpoorn lahje me bola____"Dekho yaha khule me hame kuch nahi karna chahiye. Neeche se agar koi aa gaya to bhaari gadbad ho jayegi."

"Haan main janti hu." Aarti ne kaha____"Lekin mujhe yakeen hai ki is waqt koi nahi aayega. Maine apni beti ko kamre me bhej diya hai, ye bata kar ki biscuit sandook ke upar rakhi huyi hai. Yaani wo bhi ab baahar nahi aayegi to hamare paas ab achha samay hai."

"Par tum karna kya chaahti ho?" Main hairaan pareshaan sa puch baitha. Meri dhadkane anayaas hi badh gayi thi.
"Offo aap aaiye to is taraf." Usne bura sa muh banaya____"Bas kuch hi der ki to baat hai. Uske baad aap waapas apni jagah par chale jaaiyega."

Aarti ne mujhe badi uljhan me daal diya tha. Main hairaan tha ki khule chhat me wo mujhe bathroom ki diwaar ke paas aane ko kah rahi thi. Mujhe andesha tha ki wo kuch ulta seedha karegi jo ki khule chhat me karna kaafi rishki kaam tha. Aas paas aur bhi makaan the jinki chhat is chhat se judi huyi thi. Khair aarti ke zor dene par mujhe bathroom ki diwaar ke paas jana hi pada. Main jaise hi us taraf pahucha to aarti ne hotho par muskaan sajaye pahle idhar udhar dekha aur fir tezi se mere kareeb aa gayi. Shaam dhal gayi thi aur andhera ghirne laga tha lekin har taraf bijli ke bulb roshan ho chuke the jiski vajah se ujala ho gaya tha.

"Aap to mard hain." Mere kareeb aate hi aarti ne kaha____"Fir itna jaldi kisi baat se ghabra kyo jate hain?"
"Mujhe apni umar ka khayaal hai." Maine asahaj bhaav se kaha____"Aur dusre mujhe tumhari bhi fikra hai. Main nahi chaahta ki meri vajah se kuch aisa ho jaye jisse tumhari hasti muskurati shadi shuda zindagi tahash nahash ho jaye. Mera kya hai, main to fakeer aadmi hu. Na koi aage hai na peeche hai...kuch hoga bhi to yaha se chala jaauga lekin is sabki vajah se tumhara bahut kuch barbaad ho jayega."

"Sahi kah rahe hain aap." Aarti ne gahri saans li____"Aur mujhe bahut achha laga ki aap mere liye itna kuch sochte hain. Kaash main maasik-dharm se peedit na hoti to khul kar aur pure josh ke sath aapki sewa karti."

"Tumhe aisa kuch karne ki koi zarurat nahi hai." Maine uski taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Chaaho to abhi bhi apne kadam waapas mod sakti ho."
"Nahi, ab main khud apne kadam waapas nahi modna chaahti." Aarti ne mujhse chhupak kar kaha____"Aapki jagah koi dusra hota to wo yakeenan sirf mujhe bhogne ke bare me hi sochta lekin aap itne par bhi mujhe wapas mud jane ko bol rahe hain. Isse ye zaahir hota hai ki aapko aurat ki aur uske sammaan ki fikra hai."

"Mere bare me aisi dhaarna mat banaao." Maine apne seene par uski bhaari chhatiyo ko dhanse huye mahsoos kiya to maine usko pakad kar aur khud se chhupka liya, fir bola_____"Tum mere bare me kuch nahi jaanti."

"Iske alawa mujhe kuch jaanna bhi nahi hai." Aarti ne kahne ke sath hi apni edi utha kar mere hotho ko choom liya.

Aarti mujhse chhupki huyi thi aur uski badi badi chhatiya mere seene me dhansi huyi thi. Mere andar halchal si mach gayi thi aur mera man kar raha tha ki abhi use nanga kar ke pel du lekin kisi tarah apne jazbaato ko kaabu kiye huye tha main.

"Bathroom me chaliye na." Aarti ne kaha to maine pahle to use hairaani se dekha aur fir bina kuch kahe bathroom ke andar daakhil ho gaya. Main khud bhi chaahta tha ki jab wo mere itna hi kareeb aa gayi hai to is pal ka kuch to faayda milna hi chahiye.

Bathroom ke andar ham dono hi aa chuke the. Aarti ne bathroom ke darwaze ko aadhe se zyada band kiya aur fir ekdam se neeche ghutno ke bal baith gayi. Maine neeche lungi pahan rakhi thi is liye aarti ne jhat se lungi ke chhor ko pakad kar ek taraf kiya aur fir kachhe ke beech bane chhend se mere lund ko baahar nikaal liya. Mujhe aarti se itna jaldi is sabki ummid nahi thi par main bola kuch nahi kyoki isse milne wale maze ko main khona bhi to nahi chaahta tha. Aarti ne mere murjhaye huye land ko apne hath se sahlana shuru kar diya. Uske komal komal hath mere land ko sahla rahe the. Beech beech me wo mere tatto ko bhi sahla rahi thi. Mere jism me sansanahat hone lagi thi aur kuch hi der me mera land apna akaar badhate huye pure josh me aa gaya.

"Aapki biwi kitni khushnaseeb hain." Aarti ne meri taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Jo unki choot ke liye itna lamba aur mota land naseeb hua hai. Kaash shalu ke papa ka bhi itna hi bada hota."

"Duniya ka ek sach ye hai ki jo jaha hai wo wahi apni haalat se dukhi hai." Maine feeki si muskaan ke sath kaha_____"Is duniya me jo jaisa dikhta hai zaruri nahi ki wo waisa hi ho."

"Ho sakta hai." Aarti ne land ko mutthi me kaste huye kaha____"Par ye to sach hai na ki aapki biwi bahut khushnaseeb hai."
"Tumne shayad meri pichhli baato par dhyaan nahi diya." Maine kaha____"Maine tumse kaha tha ki mere na aage koi hai aur na hi peeche. Yaani jis biwi ke khushnaseeb hone ki tum baat kar rahi ho waisi koi biwi mere jeewan me hai hi nahi."

"Ye kya kah rahe hain aap?" Aarti meri baat sun kar ashcharya se aankhe faila kar boli____"Kya sach me aapki koi biwi nahi hai?"
"Tumse jhooth bolne par bhala ab mujhe kaun sa faayda hoga?" Maine kaha____"Tum to waise bhi mujhse sambandh banane ki raah par ho. Khair chhodo in baato ko, tumhe jo karna hai jaldi karo. Aisa na ho ki durbhagya se koi yaha aa jaye."

Mere kahne par aarti ne sir hilaya aur fir mere land ko mutthi me kase wo use upar neeche karne lagi. Uske aisa karne se mere jism me maze ki tarange uthne lagi. Kuch der tak wo mere land ko aise hi muthiyaati rahi uske baad usne chehra aage kiya aur apna muh khol kar mere land ke tope ko apne muh ke andar bhar liya. Uske aisa karte hi maze se meri aankhe band ho gayi. Uske mukh ka size shayad chhota tha is liye uske hoth mere land ke charo taraf tightly kase huye the. Usne koshish karte huye aadha land apne muh me bhar liya aur fir use choosne lagi. Uske daant kabhi kabhi halke se mere land par lag jate the jisse mere mukh se siski nikal jati thi lekin wo itne josh se chehra aage peeche kar ke choos rahi thi ki kuch hi palo me main hawaao me udne laga.

Mera bahut man kar raha tha ki main apne dono hatho se aarti ke sir ko thaam lu aur fir uske sir ko thaame uske muh ko pure josh me chodna shuru kar du lekin fir ekdam se mujhe yaad aa jata tha ki pichhli baar mere aisa karne par aarti ki kya haalat ho gayi thi. Kareeb teen minute tak aarti mere land ko yu hi choosti rahi uske baad usne land ko apne muh se nikaal diya aur gahri gahri saans lene lagi.

"Mere jabde dard karne lage hain." Aarti ne upar chehra kar ke meri taraf dekha____"Sach me bahut mota aur lamba hai aapka ye land. Lagta hai main aapko khush nahi kar paaugi."

"Pagal ho tum." Main jhuka aur aarti ko pakad kar khada kiya____"Tumne imandari se koshish ki isi se main khush ho gaya hu. Mujhe bhi pata hai ki mera land bahut mota aur lamba hai is liye kisi bhi aurat ke liye asaan nahi hai use pura muh me le kar choosna. Khair chhodo, ab chalo yaha se, kahi koi aa na jaye."

"Nahi, main aapko majhdhaar me chhod kar nahi jaaugi." Aarti ne kaha____"Main aapko charam sukh tak pahucha kar hi yaha se jaaugi."
"Uske liye ye sahi jagah aur waqt nahi hai." Maine kaha____"Waise bhi mujhe itna jaldi charam sukh nahi milta. Tumhe meri capacity ka pata nahi hai."

Aarti ne kuch kahna chaaha lekin maine use pyar se samjha kar iske liye mana kar diya. Uske badle maine uski badi badi chhatiyo ko apne hotho me le kar masla aur fir blauj ke button khol kar uski ek chhati ko baahar nikaal liya. Bees saal ho gaye the kisi aurat ki chhati ke nipple ko muh me liye huye. Aankho ke saamne ek baar fir se na jane kitni hi aurto ke nange jism numaya ho uthe jinhe maine masla tha, choosa tha aur pyar kiya tha. Maine ek jhatke me aarti ki chhati ke us nipple ko apne muh me liya aur pure josh me choosne laga. Mere aisa karte hi aarti ekdam se gangana gayi aur usne mere sir ke baalo ko mutthi me kas liya. Maine kuch palo tak uske nipple ko choosa aur fir ekdam se uski chhaati par apne daant gada diye jisse aarti ki aah nikal gayi. Mera land buri tarah akda hua tha aur mera dil kar raha tha ki aarti ko farsh par leta kar uske upar ghode ki tarah chadh jaau.

Maine jee bhar ke aarti ki dono chhatiyo ko choosa aur uski chhatiyo me apne daant gadaye jisse aarti ki haalat kharaab ho gayi thi. Usne ek baar bhi mujhse ye nahi kaha tha ki mere dwara is tarah kaatne se use dard hota hai.

Jis tarah aarti ne mere andar aag laga kar majburivash mujhe majdhaar me chhod diya tha usi tarah maine bhi uske andar aag laga kar chhod diya tha. Aarti ka maasik-dharm chal raha tha is liye isse aage kuch nahi ho sakta tha aur agar kuch hota bhi to uske liye ye sahi waqt nahi tha. Aarti ke jane ke kuch der baad main bhi baahar nikal aaya aur fir apne kamre me chala gaya.

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"Aaaaaahhh." Savitri karaahte huye ekdam se uchhal hi padi, boli_____"Kya karte hain...bada tez dard hua mujhe."
"Kya karu meri jaan." Wagle ne savitri ki chuchi ko fir se masal kar kaha____"Vikram singh ki kahani ne mere andar bhi tagda josh jaga diya hai. Ab mera bhi man kar raha hai ki jaise wo aarti ki chhatiyo ko masal raha tha aur chooste huye kaat le raha tha usi tarah main bhi apni khubsurat biwi ki chhatiyo ko maslu, chusu aur fir daanto se kaatu."

"Mujhe to aisa lag raha hai jaise vikram singh ki aatma aapke andar sama gayi hai." Savitri ne muskurate huye kaha____"Jab se uski diary ko aapne padhna shuru kiya tha tabhi se aapke andar ek adbhut pariwartan aana shuru ho gaya tha. Main to chakit thi ki aapko achanak se kya ho gaya hai lekin fir aapne bhi mujhe apne rang me rang liya aur ab to ye haal hai ki mujhe bhi aapse chude bina raha nahi jata. Samajh me nahi aata ki ye vikram singh ki diary ka kamaal hai ya aapka."

"Sach kahu to ye sab vikram singh ki diary ka hi kamaal hai." Wagle ne gahri saans li____"Kyoki uske pahle to aisa hi tha jaise ab hamare andar jawaani ka josh raha hi nahi magar uski diary padhne ke baad ehsaas hua ki is umar me bhi mere andar aisa josh hai ki apni biwi ki cheekhe nikaal du."

"Ek baat bataiye." Savitri ne wagle ki aankho me dekha____"Vikram singh ne to us sanstha ke agent ke roop me jane kitni hi aurto ke sath sex kiya hoga to ab jabki aap fir se jawaan ho gaye hain to kya aapke man me bhi ye khayaal aata hai ki aap apni biwi ke alawa bhi kisi dusri aurat ke sath ye sab kare.?"

"Agar aisa khayaal mere man me aata hai." Wagle ne savitri ke chehre ke bhaavo ko padhte huye kaha____"To kya tumhe isse aitraaz hoga?"
"Bilkul nahi." Savitri ne wagle ki aankho me dekhte huye hi shaant lahje me kaha____"Lekin yahi khayaal agar mere man me bhi aaye to kya aapko isse aitraaz hoga?"

Apni biwi ke dwara itni bebaaki se kahi gayi is baat ko sun kar wagle fauran kuch bol na saka balki aplak uski taraf dekhta rah gaya tha. Zahen me bijli ki tarah sawaal ubhra ki kya sach me uski biwi ke man me aisa khayaal ho sakta hai ya usne aisa kah kar uske dwara kiye gaye sawaal ka jawaab sawaal kar ke hi de diya hai? Wagle ko samajh na aaya ki wo is bare me kis nateeje par pahuche.

"Aapki khamoshi bata rahi hai ki aapko isse shakht aitraaz hoga." Wagle ko khamosh dekh savitri ne shaant lahje me lekin halki si muskaan me kaha____"Jabki aapke liye to maine saaf shabdo me kah diya tha ki mujhe bilkul aitraaz nahi hoga. Aksar aisa hota hai ki mard har wo cheez kar lena apni shaan aur apna shauk samajhta hai jo cheez galat aur najayaz hoti hai jabki agar wahi sab aurat kare to mard ko uske aisa karne ke khayaal se hi aitraaz ho jata hai. Aakhir mard aur aurat ke beech itna bhed bhaav kyo hai? Mard ye kyo nahi samajhna chahta ki jaise mard apni khwaaishe har keemat par pura kar lena chaahta hai ya ye kahe ki pura kar leta hai usi tarah aurat bhi apni khwaaishe pura karna chaahti hai."

"Meri khamoshi ko tumne kuch aur hi samajh liya bhagyawaan." Wagle ne ek baar fir se gahri saans le kar kaha____"Main jaanta hu ki aurat aur mard ke beech aisa bhed bhaav rakhna galat hai lekin meri khamoshi ka matlab ye nahi tha ki mujhe isse aitraaz hai. Mard log jo kuch bhi karte hain wo khule-aam karne me apni shaan samajhte hain, halaaki sab aise nahi hote, is liye wo ek tarah se badnaam bhi hote hain jabki aaj ki aurte bhi apni khwaaishe puri karti hain, par wo khule-aam aisa karna apni shaan nahi samajhti. Aisa is liye kyoki unhe bhi ye pata hota hai ki aurat bhale hi apne kisi pad se bahut upar tak pahuch jaye lekin desh aur samaaj use mard se kamzor hi samajhta hai aur ye bhi ki usko izzat aur samman ki durshti se tabhi tak dekha jayega tab tak ki uska charitra bedaag rahega. Jis din uske charitra par grahan laga us din log use nimn drishti se dekhne lagenge. Desh aur samaaj me rahne walo ke man me baithi is mansikta ko koi kabhi bhi nahi mita sakta. Aaj ke yug me chahe aurat ho ya mard is bare me samajhdaari se kaam lete hain. Jab tak kisi aurat ya mard ke karm kisi ki nazar me nahi aate tab tak unka charitra bedaag hi samjha jata hai. Na koi mard ke charitra par ungli utha sakta hai aur na hi aurat ke charitra par. Kahne ka matlab ye ki agar apne pati ya patni ke alawa bhi kisi dusre mard ya aurat se sex ka sukh praapt karna hai to yahi rule apnaao. Mujhe jab tumhare aise kisi karmkaand ka pata hi nahi chalega to fir mere aitraaz karne ka sawaal hi nahi rah jayega."

"Yaani aitraaz naam ki cheez tabhi apna vajood bana sakti hai jab kisi ka karmkaand kisi ke samne ujaagar ho jaye." Savitri ne halki si muskaan me kaha____"Lekin mujhe abhi bhi aapse waisa jawaab nahi mila jisse mujhe pata chal sake ki aapko mere aisa karne se aitraaz hoga ki nahi? Maan lijiye, aapko mere aise kisi karmkaand ka pata chal jata hai tab us waqt aap kya pratikriya denge? Aap mere aise karmkaand par aitraaz jatayenge ya fir ye kahenge ki maine apni khwaaish ko pura kar ke kuch bhi galat nahi kiya hai.?"

"Mard bhale hi upar se ye kahta fire ki use kisi baat se koi fark nahi padta." Wagle ne savitri ki taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Lekin sach yahi hai ki use fark padta hai. Mard aurat ko apni jageer samajhta hai aur wo ye hargiz bardaast nahi kar sakta ki uski jageer par kisi gair ki nazar bhi pad jaye. Ek tarah se is baat ko yu samjho ki aurat mard ki aan baan aur shaan hoti hai aur jis din is aan baan aur shaan me koi dhabba lag gaya us din wo mard zinda hote huye bhi zinda nahi rah jata. Agar tum mere mukh se sach hi sunna chahti ho to haan main kabool karta hu ki mujhe tumhare aise karmkaand se shakht aitraaz hoga. Main khwaab me bhi ye nahi chaah sakta ki meri khubsurat biwi ke khubsurat jism par kisi gair ka saya bhi pad jaye."

Wagle ki baate sun kar savitri aplak use dekhti rah gayi. Use ehsaas hua ki is maamle me achanak se hi uska pati gambheer ho gaya hai. Sahsa uske hotho par muskaan ubhar aayi aur usne thoda upar sarak kar wagle ke hotho ko choom liya.

"Chinta mat kijiye." Fir usne wagle se kaha____"Main aisa kuch nahi karne wali aur na hi aisa karne ka sochugi."
"Tumhe aisa kahne ki zarurat nahi hai meri jaan." Wagle ne savitri ke hotho ko choom kar kaha____"Kyoki main apni savitri ke nature se achhi tarah waaqif hu. Khair chhodo is baat ko, chalo aage ki kahani padhte hain."

Wagle ki baat sun kar savitri muskuraayi aur pahle ki bhaanti hi apne pati ke bagal se chhupak kar let gayi. Wagle seedha leta hua tha aur uske hatho me vikram singh ki diary thi jise dono ne man hi man padhna shuru kar diya tha.


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Us waqt shaam ke aath baj rahe the jab main Delhi ke Dwarka sector-18 me ek jagah auto se utra tha. Auto wala to chala gaya tha lekin main kuch der tak wahi par khada aas paas ka jaayja le raha tha. Pichhli din jab main yaha aaya tha to main ek ek kar ke apne pita ke sabhi dosto ke ashiyane khoj kar dekh liye the. Un sab ke thikane khojne me mujhe yaha zyada samasya nahi aayi thi kyoki unke bare me zyadatar log jaante the. Unke thikaano ke sath sath mujhe unke kaam dhandhe yaani business ka bhi pata chal chuka tha jo ki sabne alag alag jagaho par apna bakaayda office bana rakha tha. Pichhli baar ki bhaaga daudi me maine yahi sab pata kiya tha ki unme se kaun kis waqt kaha par aata jata hai.

(Dosto, yaha par main apne parents aur apne dosto ke sath sath unke parents ka ek baar fir se parichay dena uchit samajhta hu)

* Awdhesh Pratap Singh (Mere Pita/Dead)
* Madhuri Singh (Meri Maa/Dead)
Main apne mata pita ki iklauti aulaad hu. Naam to aap sab jaante hi hain mera, fir bhi bata deta hu...mera naam Vikram Singh hai.

Mere dost aur unke parents...

(01) Sanjay Bhatiya (Ranjan ke pita)
* Keerti Bhatiya (Ranjan ki maa)
* Komal Bhatiya (Ranjan Ki chhoti bahan)

(02) Siraj Patel (Tarun ke pita)
* Saumya Patel ( Tarun ki maa)
* Sakshi Patel (Tarun ki judwa bahan)
* Minakshi Patel (Tarun ki chhoti bahan)

(03) Jeewan Saini (Shekhar ke pita)
* Garima Saini (Shekhar ki maa)
* Deepti Saini (Shekhar ki bahan)
* Gaurav Saini (Shekhar ka chhota bhai)
Deepti aur gaurav dono twins hain.

(04) Gulfam Ali (Zafar ke pita)
* Sadia Begam (Zafar ki maa)
* Neelofer Begam (Zafar ki dusri maa)
* Nadia Ali (Zafar ki bahan)
* Nazia Ali (Zafar ki biwi)
* Rabia Ali (Zafar ki sauteli bahan)
* Sofia Ali (Zafar ki suteli bahan)
* Gulnaaz Ali (Zafar ki sauteli bahan)

Zafar ke pita ko aur bhi bete chahiye the lekin Sadia ki bachchedani kharab ho jane ki vajah se gulfam Ali ne dusra niqaah neelofer se kiya. Neelofer ke dwara gulfam ko sirf teen betiya hi paida huyi. Uske baad koi aulaad huyi hi nahi. Gulfam ne ek hi bete par Santosh kiya aur teesra niqaah karne ka khayaal hamesha ke liye zahen se nikaal diya tha.

(Dosto, to ye tha mere dosto aur unki family ka parichay)

Apne baye hath me bandhi ghadi par maine ek nazar daali aur fir aage ki taraf badh chala. Mere paas sirf ek thaila tha jise maine apne daye kandhe par taang rakha tha. Us thaile me meri zarurat ka dher saara samaan bhara hua tha. Thaila kapde ka tha jisme chain lagi huyi thi. Jism par kurta pajama tha jo zyada saaf nahi tha. Sir par uljhe huye baal aur chehre par nakli mooth daadhi jiske zyadatar baal safed the. Yaani ek adhed shakhs ka huliya bana rakha tha maine. Aankho par power wala chashma aur hath me ek chhadi jise maine aate waqt ek dukaan se khareedi thi.

Mere right side me kuch hi doori par ek kothi bani huyi dikh rahi thi. Halaaki kothiya to uske agal bagal se aur bhi bani huyi thi lekin meri nigaah sirf usi par thahar gayi thi. Kothi ke baahar boundary me lage main gate ke bagal se ek name plate lagi huyi thi jis par likhe naam ko maine ek baar man hi man padha aur fir kuch hi doori par nazar aa rahi juice ki dukaan ki taraf badh chala. Juice ki dukaan par pahuch kar maine juice wale se ek glass anaar ka juice banane ko kaha. Yu to mera juice pine ka koi irada nahi tha lekin samay guzaarne ke liye main uski dukaan ke paas hi rahna chaahta tha. Pichhle din jab main yaha aaya tha to isi juice wale se maine thodi bahut jankaari haasil ki thi. Us din mera huliya asli tha lekin aaj nahi. Khair yahi par mujhe ek aadmi se pata chala tha ki kothi me rahne wala maalik har shaam us juice wale ke yaha juice pine aata hai.

Juice pine ke kareeb das minute baad mera intzaar khatam hua. Maine dekha kothi ka main gate khula aur usme se ek car baahar nikli. Use dekh anayaas hi meri dhadkane tez ho gayi. Main kyoki jaanta tha ki wo juice wale ke paas hi aayega is liye main thoda side se ho kar khada ho gaya. Kuch hi der me car aa kar joice wale ke saamne ruki. Juice wale ko shayad uski dincharya pata thi is liye uske aate hi usne uska pahle se hi banaya hua juice liya aur uski car ki taraf badh chala. Car ka sheesha neeche hua to maine uske andar baithe shakhs ko dekha. Bees saalo baad shaklo surat me fark aa gaya tha lekin maine pahchanne me koi galti nahi ki. Juice wale ne car ki khidki se use juice ka packed glass pakdaya aur wapas palat gaya. Udhar juice ka glass pakadne ke baad usne car ka sheesha upar kiya aur agle kuch hi second me car chal padi.

Ise meri kismat kahiye ya ittefaaq ki us car ke chalte hi uske peeche se ek auto aa gaya. Maine use hath diya aur usme baith kar aage badh chala. Auto wale ko maine bataya ki wo aage ja rahi car ke peeche chale. Auto wale ne meri baat sun kar meri taraf ghoor kar dekha to maine use bataya ki main saamne ja rahi car wale ka naukar hu aur mujhe unse behad zaruri baat karni hai is liye unke peeche ja raha hu. Auto wala jhat se us car ke pichhe ho liya. Mere dil ki dhadkane anayaas hi badh chali thi. Mere andar ek bechaini si bharti ja rahi thi. Kuch samay baad car ek jagah par ruki to maine auto wale ko ruk jane ke liye bola aur use uska kiraya de kar auto se utar gaya. Auto wale ke jane ke baad main tezi se us car ki taraf badha. Mere dil ki dhadkane ab aur bhi tezi se chalne lagi thi.

Isse pahle ki car ka driving door khulta main kisi jinn ki tarah khidki ke paas pahuch kar khada ho gaya. Mera ek hath kurte ki jeb me tha. Car ki driving sheet par baithe shakhs ki nazar ekdam se mujh par padi to wo halke se chaunka aur fir sawaaliya bhaav se meri taraf dekhte huye khidki ka sheesha neeche kiya.

"Sahab gareeb ke liye kuch rupiya de dijiye." Maine dusre hath ki hatheli ko uski taraf failate huye deen heen bhaav se kaha____"Din bhar ka bhookha hu sahab. Bhookh ke mare jaan ja rahi hai."

Meri baat sun kar shakhs ne kuch pal meri taraf dekha aur fir apni coat ki jeb par hath daalne laga. Wo apni gardan ko halka sa neeche kar coat ki taraf dekhne laga tha. Raasta zara sunsaan tha aur aas paas mujhe koi aata jata bhi nahi dikha to maine ise sunahra awsar dekh jaldi se kurte se apna hath nikala. Mere hath me ek rumaal tha. Maine tezi se hath me liya hua wo rumaal car ki khidki se andar daala aur jhat se us shakhs ki naak par rakh kar daba diya. Us shakhs ko kadachit mujhse aise kisi bhi kaam ki ummid nahi thi is liye wo ekdam se pahle to uchhal hi pada aur fir tezi se apne hatho se apni naak par rakhe mere hath ko hatane ki koshish karne laga lekin kyoki mujhe pahle se hi is baat ka pata tha is liye maine pura zor laga diya tha. Us shakhs ko zyada der tak koshish nahi karni padi kyoki agle kuch hi palo me uska jism dheela padta chala gaya aur wo behoshi ki gart me doob gaya. Maine fauran hi uski naak se hath hataya aur rumaal ko waapas apne kurte ki jeb me daal liya. Rumaal me chloroform chhidak rakha tha maine jiske asar se wo shakhs kuch hi palo me behosh ho gaya tha.

Maine gardan ghuma kar aas paas dekha aur fir jaldi se car ka driving door khol kar us shakhs ko puri taakat se zor laga kar pare dhakela lekin wo tas se mas na hua. Tabhi maine dekha uske seene par sheet belt lagi huyi thi. Maine ghabra kar jaldi se hath badha kar sheet belt ko khola aur fir use pare dhakela to is baar wo dusri taraf khisak gaya, balki ye kaha jaye to behtar hoga ki ludhak sa gaya. Mere paas zyada samay nahi tha is liye main thodi si jagah me hi driving sheet par baith gaya aur door ko band kar sheesha upar kar diya. Sheet par baithne ke baad maine use thoda aur apne baaye taraf khiskaya aur fir us par sheet belt laga diya. Maine fauran hi car start ki aur aage dauda diya car ko. Meri dhadkane dhaad dhaad kar ke baj rahi thi. Ghabrahat ke mare jaan halak me fasi huyi mahsoos ho rahi thi. Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki mujhe itni asaani se mera shikaar mil gaya tha. Maine to iske liye kuch aur hi socha hua tha lekin halaat ne kuch aur hi karwa diya tha. Khair jo bhi hua aur jaise bhi hua mere liye to achha hi hua tha lekin ab mere liye ek samasya ye paida ho gayi thi ki main use le kar jaau kaha?

Kuch door aane ke baad mujhe kuch yaad aaya to main ekdam se chaunka aur car ki speed ko dheema kar ke jaldi se us shakhs ki jebe check karne laga. Jaldi hi mujhe uski coat ki jeb me pada hua uska mobile mil gaya. Mobile ko dekh kar mere zahen me bijli si chamki. Maine car ko side kar ke rok diya. Thaile se ek chhoti si diary aur pen nikala kar maine us mobile ki screen ko on kiya. Shukar tha mobile me koi lock nahi laga hua tha. Main fauran hi mobile me contact list dekhne laga. Kuch hi palo me mujhe wo naam aur number mile jinke bare me mobile ko dekh kar mere zahen me bijli si kaundhi thi. Maine fauran hi mobile ki contact list se un naam aur numbers ko apni diary me likhna shuru kar diya. Naam aur numbers likhne ke baad maine mobile ko switch off kiya aur use car ke dash board par fenk diya. Uske baad maine fir se car ko aage badha diya. Raaste me chalte huye mujhe yaad aaya ki ek jagah kayi saari new construction buildings thi jaha par sannata faila hua tha. Yaani waha par shayad maujooda waqt me construction ka kaam ruka hua tha. Maine fauran hi car ko us taraf hi tezi se dauda diya.

Kareeb bees minute baad main us jagah par pahucha. Raat ho chuki thi aur shahar me rang birangi lights jugunuo ki tarah jhilmilati huyi nazar aa rahi thi. Asmaan me chand tha jiski roshni dhara par chhitki padi thi is liye maine car ki head light ko band kar diya tha. New construction buildings ke paas pahuch kar maine car ke engine ko band kiya aur fir driving door khol kar car se baahar utra. Aas paas ka bariki se jaayja lene ke baad main ghoom kar dusri taraf aaya aur door khol kar maine us shakhs ka sheet belt khol kar use kheench kar baahar nikala. Wo shakhs puri tarah anta gaafil tha. Jism bhaari tha is liye mujhe usko samhalne me thodi mushkil hone lagi thi lekin aakhir kisi tarah maine use apne kandhe par laada aur ek building ki taraf badh chala.

Kareeb aath das minute ki kathor mehnat ke baad main us shakhs ko liye building ke teesre maale par ek taraf bane ek kamre me le kar aaya. Kamra andar se ganda hi tha lekin mere liye ye bhi behtar tha. Kamre ke ek taraf lohe ki do folding chairs diwaar se tiki huyi nazar aayi. Maine shakhs ko farsh par aahista se letaya aur ek chair ko open kar farsh par rakh diya. Uske baad maine us shakhs ko utha kar us kursi par baitha diya. Shakhs ko kursi par baithane ke baad maine apne thaile se ek rassi nikaali aur us shakhs ke hath pair us kursi par kas kar bandh diye. Ab wo us kursi par bandha baitha hil dul nahi sakta tha. Thaile se maine ek tape nikala aur use uske mukh par chipka diya. Sab kuch thik karne ke baad maine dusri kursi ko bhi open kiya aur usme araam se baith gaya.

Main janta tha ki jis shakhs ko maine is tarah se apne kabje me liya tha uske waapas ghar na lautne par der sawer hangama ho sakta tha aur iske liye ye bhi nishchit hi tha ki uski khoj me na jane kaun kaun se log lag jayenge. Kahne ka matlab ye ki mere paas zyada waqt nahi tha, yaani mujhe jo kuch karna tha jaldi hi karna tha.

Main wapas neeche gaya aur us shakhs ki car ko building ke andar aisi jagah par khadi kar diya ki baahar se wo kisi ko asaani se nazar na aa sake. Car me mujhe paani ka ek bottle rakha hua mila jise le kar main waapas teesre maale par maujood us kamre me aa gaya. Kursi me rassiyo dwara bandha wo shakhs abhi bhi behosh tha. Dusri kursi par baithne ke baad maine pahli baar uski personality par gaur kiya. Chehre ki rangat saaf thi aur achha khaasa raub bhi jhalak raha tha usme. Sir ke baal aadhe se zyada safed ho chuke the. Chehre ki jhurriya uski badhi huyi umar ka saboot de rahi thi. Mere hisaab se saath ya baasath saal ke aas paas ki umar ka tha wo. Meri aankho ke saamne ateet ke kuch chitra ubharne lage jinme kuch hasti muskurati tasveere dikh rahi thi. Kuch palo ke liye dil me ajeeb sa ehsaas paida hua lekin fir ekdam se mere jabde kaste chale gaye.

Bottle me bhare paani ko maine uske chehre par chhidka. Aankho ki putaliyo me halki si halchal huyi lekin wo hosh me na aaya. Maine uske mukh par chipka tape nikala aur fir baar baar uske chehre par paani ka chhidkaaw kiya aur aakhir me mujhe safalta mil hi gayi. Chehra paani se bilkul tar ho chuka tha aur niche uske kapdo par gira hua tha jisse uske kapde bhi geele ho gaye the. Hosh me aate hi usne pahle apni palke jhapkaayi aur fir aankhe khol kar idhar udhar dekhne laga. Apni ajeeb si haalat ka ehsaas hote hi wo buri tarah chaunka aur fir ekdam se uske chehre par dar jaise bhaav ubhar aaye. Abhi wo thik se khud ko samhaal bhi na paaya tha ki apne baye taraf ek dusri kursi par ek budhe ajnabi ko baitha dekh wo ekdam se uchhal pada. Aankho me dher saare sawaal naach gaye se prateet huye.

"Tu....tum??? Tum to wahi ho na jo mujhse khane ke liye paise maang raha tha???" Shakhs mujhe dekh kar chaunka, fir apni haalat ko dekhte huye bola_____"Par main is haalat me kaise hu, aur....aur ye kaun si jagah hai?"

"Kamaal hai." Maine ajeeb bhav se uski taraf dekhte huye kaha_____"Mujhe to laga tha ki khud ko aisi haalat me dekhte hi tum samajh jaaoge ki tumhare sath aisa kuch karne wala is duniya me kaun ho sakta hai lekin maaf karna galat laga tha mujhe."

Meri baate sun kar us shakhs ke chehre par socho ke gahre bhaav ubhar aaye. Aankhe sikud si gayi, jaise samajhne ki koshish kar raha ho ki main kaun ho sakta hu aur uske sath aisa maine kyo kiya hoga? Kuch der tak wo yu hi meri taraf dekhte huye ajeeb bhaav se sochta raha aur fir agle kuch hi der me ekdam se uske chehre ke bhaav badalte nazar aaye.

"Ka.....kahi tum." Usne bhay mishrit ashcharya ke sath kaha_____"Vikram singh to nahi ho?"
"Bahut khoob." Main uske andaze par anayaas hi muskura utha____"Tumhare zubaan se apna naam sun kar itna to main samajh gaya hu ki bees saalo me aisa koi din nahi gaya hoga jab tumne mujhe ya mere naam ko yaad na kiya ho."

"Tumhe bhala ham kyo bhool jaate bete?" Us shakhs ne ekdam se prem bhaav akhtiyaar karte huye kaha_____"Tum sirf awdhesh ke hi nahi balki ham sab ke laadle the. Ham sabne bachpan me tumhe apni god me khilaya tha. Tum hamare bete ho beta. Bhala ham tumhe kaise bhool sakte the? Tumhare sath ishwar ne jo kuch kiya hai usse ham sab aaj bhi dukhi hain."

"Kya sach me?" Maine byang bhaav se kaha____"Kya sach me tum log mere liye itna dukhi ho ki bees saalo me ek baar bhi mujhse milne jail nahi aaye? Tum log kya sach me mujhe apna beta maante the ki kabhi ye tak sochna zaruri nahi samjha ki maa baap ki hatya ho jane ke baad jab unki hi hatya ka ilzaam mere sir laga to mujh par kya guzri hogi aur in bees saalo tak kya guzarti rahi hogi?"

"Ham sab tumhare gunahgaar hain beta." Us shakhs ne khed bhare bhaav se nazre churate huye kaha_____"Ye sach hai ki in bees saalo me ham log ek baar bhi tumse milne kabhi jail nahi gaye the lekin iska matlab ye nahi tha ki hamara dil tumhare liye dukhi nahi tha. Insaan ke jeewan me uski kuch aisi majburiya hoti hain jinki wajah se wo bebas aur lachaar ho jata hai."

"Tumhe kya lagta hai uncle?" Maine shakht bhaav se kaha_____"Kya main itna bevkoof hu jo tumhari in chikni chupdi baato par yakeen kar luga? Kya tum mujhse ye ummid karte ho ki main tum sabko begunaah samajh kar maaf kar duga? Nahi, hargiz nahi...tum sab apna apna sir patak kar mar bhi jaaoge tab bhi main tum sab dogle logo ki baato par yakeen nahi karuga. Umar qaid ki saza ko niyati ne jab bees saal baad hi khatm kar ke mujhe riha kar diya to main samajh gaya ki niyati mujhse kya chaahti hai. Wo chaahti thi ki jin logo ke gunaaho ko kanoon saza nahi de saka unhe unke kukarmo ki saza mere hi hatho mile."

"Ye tum kaisi baate kar rahe ho beta?" Shakhs ke chehre par dahshat ke bhaav ubhar aaye_____"Hamne bhala kaun sa kukarm kiya hai aur tum hame kyo kisi baat ke liye saza doge? Pata nahi tum ye sab kya apne man me baitha rakhe ho."

"Mere mata pita ki hatya kyo ki gayi thi?" Maine uski baat par dhyaan na dete huye thande swar me puchha____"Aur unki hatya me kaun kaun shaamil tha?"

"Ye sab tum kya kah rahe ho beta?" Shakhs ke chehre par paseena ubhar aaya tha_____"Koi dusra tumhare pata pita ki hatya kyo karega? Shuru me to ham sab yahi samajhte the ki tumne hi awesh aur gusse me aa kar apne pata pita ko jaan se maar diya hoga lekin jab adalat me jab tum ashcharyajanak roop se chup rahe to hame samajh aaya ki nahi, tum apne mata pita ka khoon nahi kar sakte. Tumhare sanskaar aise the hi nahi ki tumse aisa kuch khwaab me bhi ho jata. Matlab saaf tha ki Awdhesh aur Madhuri bhabhi ne khud khushi ki thi. Shayad wo apne raaz ke khul jane ki vajah se tumhara saamna nahi kar sakte the is vajah se unhone apni jaan dene ka raasta akhtiyaar kar liya tha."

"Maine kaha na uncle ki tum sab apna apna sir patak kar mar bhi jaaoge tab bhi tum logo ki baato par main yakeen nahi karuga." Maine sapaat lahje me kaha_____"Behtar yahi hoga ki sab kuch sach sach bata do warna apni bhayawah maut ke liye taiyar ho jaao."


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Kursi par rassiyo me bandhe baithe shakhs ke chehre par bebasi ke bhaav gardish karte nazar aa rahe the. Idhar usko dekh kar baar baar mera khoon khaul uthta tha. Mere paas zyada waqt nahi tha. Maut to uski nishchit thi lekin usse pahle main ye chaahta tha ki wo apne mukh se kaboole ki mere mata pita ki maut me uska bhi hath tha.

"Tum jitna waqt lagaaoge jeewan uncle utna hi tum apni maut ko bhayanak banaaoge." Maine sard lahje me kaha_____"Tumhe shayad andaza bhi nahi hai ki bees saalo se mere andar majood badle ki aag tum sabko kis tarah se jala dene ke liye aatur hai. Abhi to ye shuruaat hai. Tum sab bees saalo se aisho araam me zindagi ji rahe the lekin ab us zindagi ka khatma hone ka samay aa gaya hai. Mera yakeen karo main tum sabka wo hasra karuga jiske bare me tum logo ne socha bhi nahi hoga. Ek ek kar ke main tum sabki saanse chheen luga aur tum log kuch nahi kar paaoge aur haan ye mat sochna ki tum sabka aaka tumhe ya tumhari family ko mere qaher se bacha lega."

"Main tumhe kaise yakeen dilaau vikram ki tum jaisa soch rahe ho waisa kuch bhi nahi hai." Jeewan ne hataash bhaav se kaha_____"Tumhare mata pita ki maut me ham me se kisi ka bhi koi hath nahi hai. Aree hath hone ki to baat hi door hai ham log unke liye aisa soch bhi nahi sakte the. Tum khud socho ki ham me se koi bhala kyo tumhare mata pita ki hatya kar dena chahega?"

"Daulat ke liye jeewan uncle." Maine shakht bhaav se uski aankho me jhaankte huye kaha_____"Sone ke un biscuits ke liye jinki vajah se tum sab mere pita se kayi baar charcha kar chuke the lekin mere pita ne tum me se kisi ko us sone ka rahasya nahi bataya tha."

Jeewan meri baat sun kar mujhe awaak sa is tarah dekhne lag gaya tha maano usne mere roop me kisi ajoobe ko dekh liya ho. Buri tarah ashcharya chakit tha wo. Fir ekdam se uske chehre ke bhaav badi tezi se badle.

"Ye tum kya kah rahe ho vikram?" Jeewan ne khud ko samhaalte huye kaha____"Aakhir tum kis sone aur biscuits ki baat kar rahe ho? Hame to is bare me kuch pata hi nahi hai."

"Tu aise kabool nahi karega haramkhor." Maine gusse me kheech ke ek tamacha jeewan ke gaal par raseed kar diya jisse uski cheekh nikal gayi_____"Tujhe lagta hai ki mujhe kuch pata hi nahi hai aur jo tu kahega use main maan luga lekin ye teri galat fahmi hai. Socha tha apne badle ki aag me sirf tum logo ko hi jala kar rakh karuga lekin ab tum logo ke alawa tumhari puri nashl ko bhi jalaauga. Ek ek kar ke tum sabke pariwar walo ko is duniya se rukhsat karuga."

"Aisa mat kaho vikram beta." Jeewan pahli baar sahma sa nazar aaya____"Agar tumhe sach me yahi lagta hai ki hamne hi tumhare mata pita ki hatya ki hai to tum shauk se hamari jaan le lo lekin hamare pariwar walo ko kuch mat karna. Unka is sab se koi lena dena nahi hai."

Jeewan jane kya kya kahe ja raha tha lekin mera dhyaan achanak se is baat par gaya ki jeewan baar baar apni peeth ko kursi ki pichhli pusht se ragad kyo raha tha? Yu to uski peeth kursi ki pichhli pusht se hi tiki huyi thi lekin rassi se bandhe hone ki vajah se wo zyada hil dul nahi sakta tha. Iske bavjood wo baar baar apni peeth ko ajeeb tarah se ragad raha tha. Ekaek mere dimag ki batti jali. Jeewan aur uske sabhi dost C.M.S. jaisi sanstha se taalluk rakhte the to zaahir hai unke paas sanstha se sampark karne ka apna koi khaas jariya raha hoga. Halaaki bees saal pahle ka mujhe pata tha lekin aaj ka nahi pata tha. Mujhe uski us ajeeb harkat se us par shak hua to main fauran hi uske peeche ki taraf gaya.

Jeewan mujhe apne peeche aaya dekh ghabra sa gaya. Idhar maine fauran hi uske coat ke button kholne shuru kar diye. Jeewan mere aisa karne par buri tarah hilne laga tha aur yahi prayaas kar raha tha ki main uska coat na utaaru. Kuch hi der me maine uska coat khol diya. Ab samasya ye thi ki dono hath bandhe hone ki vajah se uska coat puri tarah utara nahi ja sakta tha is liye maine apne thaile se ek kainchi nikaali aur peeche se uske coat ko kaatna shuru kar diya. Kuch hi der me aalam ye tha ki jeewan ki peeth ka hissa beparda ho gaya tha. Uska coat, uski shirt aur uski baniyaan sab maine kainchi se kaat diya tha. Maine uski nangi peeth ko dhyaan se dekhna shuru kiya to kuch hi palo me main ye dekh kar chaunka ki uski peeth ke thoda upar ki taraf ek cut laga hua tha jo ki kaafi purana lag raha tha.

Jeewan ki peeth par kareeb dedh inch ka cut tha jiske dono taraf chaar paanch halki halki dhaari si bani huyi thi. Aisa lagta tha jaise us cut ko kabhi sila gaya ho. Maine gaur kiya jeewan isi jagah ko kursi ki pichhli pusht par ragad raha tha. Maine uski peeth par bane us cut ko apne hath se sahlana shuru kiya to jeewan aur bhi tezi se hilne laga. Uski is harkat se mera shak aur bhi gahra gaya. Us jagah par sahlaane se mujhe kuch ajeeb sa feel hua to main fauran hi hata aur apne thaile se chaaku nikaal kar waapas uske peeche ki taraf gaya.

"Ye...ye tum kya rahe ho vikram beta?" Jeewan achanak se hi pareshaani me hadbada kar bol utha_____"Kya tum sach me mujhe jaan se maar dene wale ho?".
"Chinta mat kar." Maine chaaku ko uski peeth ke cut wale hisse ki taraf le jate huye kaha_____"Itni asaan maut nahi duga tujhe balki tujhe tadapne ka pura mauka duga."

"Aaaahhhhhh." Kahne ke sath hi maine chaaku ko uske cut wale hisse par ghusa diya jisse jeewan ki dard bhari karaah nikal gayi.

Jeewan ki peeth se khoon bahne laga tha jise maine rokne ki zara bhi koshish nahi ki balki mera dhyaan to is baat par tha ki mera shak sahi hai ya bewajah. Kuch hi palo me maine uski peeth ke us hisse ko chaaku se cut lagate huye chaaku ko usme ghusa diya. Jeewan dard se buri tarah cheekha to maine apni ek hatheli uske muh par chipka di. Jeewan ki peeth khoon se rangi ja rahi thi aur wo dard se tadap raha tha lekin main tabhi ruka jab mujhe tasalli huyi. Mera shak bewajah nahi tha yaani uski peeth par bana cut ek khaas tarah ka tha. Chaaku se kured kar maine uski peeth se ek chhoti si cheez nikaali jo kisi chip ki tarah dikh rahi thi. Khoon se sani huyi us chip ko main dhyaan se dekhne laga tha.

"Ab tu bata ki ye kya hai?" Maine us chip jaisi cheez ko jeewan ki aankho ke saamne kar ke shakht bhaav se kaha____"Dekh sach sach batana mujhe warna tu soch bhi nahi sakta ki ye chaaku main tere jism ke kaun se hisse me ghusa duga."

"Ye....aahhhh...ye ek chhota sa transmitter hai." Jeewan ne dard ko jabt karne ki koshish karte huye kaha.
"Bahut khoob." Main ekdam se bol utha____"C.M.S. jaisi sanstha ne beete saalo me kafi tarakki kar li hai."

"C...C.M.S.?????" Jeewan ne mere mukh se C.M.S. ka naam sun kar buri tarah chaunkne ki acting ki thi____"Ye kaisa naam hai hai? Kiski baat kar rahe ho tum?"

"Acting mat kar buddhe." Maine uski aankho me dekhte huye kaha____"Mujhe sab pata hai aur tujhe bhi pata hai ki bees saal pahle main bhi choot maar service jaisi sanstha ka sadasya tha. Tab nahi jaanta tha lekin aaj jaanta hu ki mujhe aisi ghatiya sanstha me shaamil karne ke peechhe tum sabka hi hath tha. Apni biwiyo ki khwaaish ko pura karne ke liye tum logo ne apne apne beto ko bhi usi sanstha me shaamil kar liya tha."

Jeewan mere mukh se ye sab sun kar jaise patthar ki shila me tabdeel ho gaya tha. Uske chehre par ashcharya ke bhaav taandav sa kar rahe the, fir ekdam se usne un sabhi bhaavo ko apne chehre par se gaayab kar liya.

"Tum ye sab kaise jaante ho?" Fir usne gambheer bhaav se kaha____"Kya tumhare us detective kulkarni ne tumhe ye sab bataya tha? Nahi nahi....use to is sabke bare me kuch pata hi nahi chal paya tha, kyoki usse pahle hi hame uske bare me pata chal gaya tha aur fir.....!"

"Aur fir tum logo ne uska kriya karm kar dene me zara bhi deri nahi ki thi, hai na?" Maine zaher se bhari muskaan me uski baat ko pura kiya to jeewan ne sir jhuka liya.

"Bees saalo me bahut kuch badal gaya hai is liye main nahi janta ki C.M.S. ka naya adda kaha par hai." Maine kaha____"Lekin tu batayega ki aisi ghatiya sanstha ne kis jagah par apna naya makaam bana rakha hai.?"

Meri baat sun kar jeewan ekaek thahaka laga kar has pada aur fir hasta hi chala gaya. Main uske is tarah hasne par buri tarah tilmila gaya tha. Fir ekdam se main chaunka. Mere hath me abhi bhi wo chip thi jo ki ek chhota sa transmitter tha. Uski vajah se jeewan se taalluk rakhne wale log kisi bhi samay mujh tak asaani se pahuch sakte the. Mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas hua aur maine fauran hi us chip ko darwaze ke paas hi rakhe ek patthar se tod kar choor choor kar diya. Ye dekh jeewan ke chehre par chinta ki lakeere ubhar aayi. Main jaanta tha ki ab yaha par rukna bhi khatre se khaali nahi hai is liye maine kurte ki jeb se chloroform wala rumaal nikala aur usse jeewan ko behosh kar diya. Uske baad jeewan ko maine rassi ke bandhan se mukt kar diya. Saara samaan thaile me daal kar maine jeewan ko apne kandhe par uthaya aur kamre se baahar ki taraf chal diya.

Waapas aane me mujhe na to zyada samay laga aur na hi zyada mehnat lagi. Jeewan ko car ki pichhli sheet par leta kar maine car start ki aur chal pada waha se. Ab mujhe kisi aisi jagah ki zarurat thi jo mere aise kaamo ke liye puri tarah se anukool ho aur safe bhi ho. Raat bhar main idhar udhar bhatakta raha aur aakhir me mujhe ek band pada karkhana mil gaya. Maine car ko udhar roka aur us karkhane ke andar ja kar uska muaayna karne laga. Maine dekha wo karkhana mere liye safe aur anukool jagah thi. Waapas aa kar maine car se jeewan ko nikala aur karkhane ke andar le ja kar use ek piller par rassiyo se kas kar baandh diya. Main janta tha ki use kuch samay baad hosh aa jayega is liye maine tape se uska muh band kiya aur baahar nikal gaya. Mujhe kuch zaruri cheeze chahiye thi aur kuch aisa samaan bhi jo aise waqt me mere kaam aa sake.

Jeewan ki car bhi mere liye musibat ban sakti thi is liye maine use jeewan ke ghar ke aas paas hi le ja kar khadi kar diya tha aur us par se apne nishaan mita diye the. Car se jeewan ka mobile le jana nahi bhoola tha main. Raat kaafi guzar gayi thi magar mujhe sukoon nahi tha. Main har kaam badi safaayi se karna chaahta tha is liye ek auto kar ke main gaziabad apne thikane ki taraf nikal liya. Main jaanta tha ki aane wala samay ab mere liye bahut hi zyada mushkilo aur chunautiyo se bhara hua hoga jiske liye mujhe har tarah se taiyar rahna tha. Jab main gaziabad apne thikane par pahucha to subah ke chaar baj chuke the aur meri kismat dekho ki Dinesh auto le kar ghar se nikalne hi wala tha. Mujhe aaya dekh pahle to wo chaunka aur fir mere us waqt aane ka kaaran puchhne laga jiska jawaab maine use diya. Use jaldi nikalna tha is liye auto le kar wo nikal gaya lekin usse pahle usne apni biwi ko bol diya tha ki mere liye naasta paani bana degi.

Thaka hua to main bahut tha lekin bistar par letne ke baad bhi mujhe neend nahi aa rahi thi. Shayad is liye ki main wo kar ke aaya tha jo apne jeewan me maine kabhi nahi kiya tha. Aane wale dino me main jo kuch bhi karne wala tha uska nateeja kya hoga ye main achhi tarah mahsoos kar sakta tha. Main isi sab ke bare me sochta raha aur jane kab meri aankh lag gayi thi.

Kisi ke dwara darwaza khatkhataye jane se meri aankh khuli to maine ja kar darwaza khola. Baahar Dinesh ki biwi Swati khadi thi. Itne dino me wo pahli baar hi upar mere kamre ke darwaze tak aayi thi. Khili huyi dhoop me uska gora rang aur bhi chamakta hua nazar aa raha tha. Meri nazre uske roop saundarya par thahar si gayi. Teen teen bachcho ki maa hone ke baad bhi wo sundar aur jawaan lag rahi thi. Mujhe apni taraf ghoorta dekh usne mera dhyaan bhang karne ke liye apne gale ko halke se khankhaara jisse main chaunk kar hakikat ki duniya me aaya. Ye soch kar thodi sharmindagi bhi huyi ki mujhe is tarah ghoorta dekh usne kya socha hoga mere bare me?

"Maaf kijiyega." Fir maine nazre jhuka kar kaha____"Pahli baar aapko khili huyi dhoop me dekha to dekhta hi rah gaya. Mujhe nahi pata tha ki hamari bhabhi ji itni khubsurat hain ki un par se nigaah hi nahi hategi.

"Achha ji aisa hai kya?" Swati ne halke se sharmate huye kaha.
"Dinesh bhai bade naseeb wale hain." Maine jab dekha ki use meri baat ka bura nahi laga to maine muskura kar kaha____"Jo unhe aapke jaisi haseen biwi mili. Kaash hamare bhi aise naseeb hote."

"Naseeb to aapke bhi achhe hi honge." Swati ne usi muskaan me kaha____"Aapki dharam patni bhi to sundar hi hongi."
"Agar main ye kahu ki maine ab tak kisi se shadi hi nahi ki hai." Maine uske haseen chehre ki taraf dekhte huye kaha____"To kya aap yakeen karengi?"

"Ye kya kah rahe hain aap?" Swati ke chehre par hairaani ke bhaav ubhar aaye, boli_____"Aapne ab tak shadi kyo nahi ki?"
"Kya kare?" Maine is baar Swati ko sir se le kar paanv tak dekhte huye kaha____"Aapke jaisi haseen ladki hi nahi mili kabhi."

"Dhatt." Swati meri is baat se fir se sharma gayi thi____"Ye kaisa mazaak kar rahe hain aap? Bhala main kaha se aapko ladki nazar aati hu? Teen teen bachcho ki maa hu main. Kya aap nahi jaante?"

"Wo to jaanta hu." Maine kaha____"Lekin ab iska kya kiya jaye ki aap teen teen bachcho ki maa nahi balki apni hi beti Poonam ki badi bahan lagti hain. Khair chhodiye is baat ko, kahi aisa na ho ki aap mere bare me galat soch baithe. Ye bataiye koi kaam tha kya mujhse?"

"Are haan baato baato me main bhool hi gayi ki main yaha kis liye aayi thi." Swati ne chaunkte huye kaha____"Raat ko aap kafi der se aaye the is liye subah aapko jagana uchit nahi samjha tha. Ab jabki dopahar ho gayi hai to socha ki aapki neend puri ho gayi hogi. Poonam to apne school gayi huyi hai is liye main hi aapko jagane aa gayi. Aap naha dho kar jaldi se khana khane ke liye neeche aa jaaiye."

"Kya kaha aapne?" Maine Swati ki baat se buri tarah chaunk pada tha_____"Dopahar ho gayi hai?"
"Haan ji." Swati ne kaha____"Achha ab chalti hu main....jaldi aaiyega."

Swati itna kah kar seedhiyo se neeche chali gayi thi aur main but sa darwaze par hi khada rah gaya tha. Dopahar ka samay ho gaya tha aur main ab tak yahi tha jabki mujhe jeewan ke paas hona chahiye tha. Mere andar ekdam se halchal si mach gayi thi. Itna laparwaah kaise ho sakta tha main? Abhi main ye sab soch kar khud par gussa hi ho raha tha ki tabhi achanak se main apne saamne kisi jinn ki tarah aa gayi aarti ko dekh kar chaunk pada.

"Kya baat hai." Usne mujhe ghoorte huye kaha_____"Aaj bada Swati didi ke hushn ki tareefe kar rahe the aap? Kahi dil to nahi aa gaya un par?"
"Kya tumhe isse koi aitraaz hai?" Maine uski aankho me jhaankte huye kaha.

"Mujhe bhala kyo aitraaz hoga?" Aarti ne sahsa hadbada kar kaha____"Aapka dil hai kisi par bhi aa sakta hai. Dukh to is baat ka hai ki itne samay baad bhi aapka dil kabhi mujh par nahi aaya."

"Apne man se aise behooda khayaal nikaal do." Maine thoda shakht bhaav se kaha_____"Maine aaj pahli baar unse bas thoda sa hasi mazaak hi kiya hai. Zaruri nahi ki tumhari tarah unse mera sambandh bane aur waise bhi main kisi ki jageer nahi hu jis par sirf kisi ek ka hi haq rahega."

Meri baat sun kar aarti ekdam se chup ho gayi thi. Shayad usne meri aur Swati ki baate sun li thi aur aarti ko usse mera yu hasi mazaak karna achha nahi laga tha. Yahi vajah thi ki wo swati ke jate hi mere saamne aa dhamki thi aur ye sab bol baithi thi. Meri baato ne use hakikat ka ehsaas karaya to uski nazre jhuk gayi.

"Maaf kar dijiye mujhe." Fir usne dheeme swar me kaha____"Main bhool gayi thi ki aap mere pati nahi hain balki ek aise paraaye mard hain jin par main khud hi aasakt hu aur aapki sewa me apna sab kuch saupna chaahti hu."

"Tum khud achhi tarah jaanti ho ki hamare beech koi gahra rishta nahi ho sakta." Maine kaha____"Is liye apne andar aise jazbaat ubharne hi mat do jinki vajah se aage chal kar tumhe taqleef ho. Khair ab jaao yaha se."

Aarti ke jane ke baad maine gahri saans li aur fir fresh hone ke liye bathroom me chala gaya. Kareeb ek ghante baad main lunch kar ke dinesh ke makaan se nikal pada tha. Mere zahen me baar baar jeewan uncle ka khayaal aa jata tha aur main sochne par majboor ho jata tha ki wo rassiyo me bandha ab tak waise hi baitha hoga. Uske yu gaayab ho jane se uske ghar wale aur khud C.M.S. jaisi sanstha ke log bhi shayad uski khoj me nikal chuke honge. Aane wala waqt meri liye sach much bahut hi zyada mushkilo aur chunautiyo se bhara tha lekin in chunautiyo se mujhe ghabrana nahi tha balki puri nidarta se inka saamna karna tha. Jaldi hi main ek aisi jagah pahucha jaha par kiraye se car milti thi. Itne dino me thodi bahut meri jaan pahchaan ho gayi thi is liye mujhe waha se kiraye par car lene me mushkil nahi huyi. Car le kar main fauran us karkhane ki taraf tezi se badh chala jaha par maine jeewan uncle ko baandh kar rakha hua tha.


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Main aandhi tufaan ki tarah us karkhane me pahucha. Taxi se apna thaila nikaal kar main tezi se karkhane ke andar daakhil ho gaya. Kuch hi der me jab main jeewan ke paas pahuch gaya to ye dekh kar mere hosh ud gaye ki jeewan ki jeewan leela hi samaapt ho chuki hai. Mujhe samajh na aaya ki wo aise kaise mar sakta tha? Thaile ko ek side fenk kar main tezi se uske kareeb pahucha aur fir usko har tarah se check karne laga lekin uske andar jeewan ka kahi bhi koi ansh nazar na aaya. Wo piller se peeth tika kar rassiyo me bandha waisa hi baitha tha jaise main use baandh kar gaya tha. Fark sirf itna hi tha ki uska sir baye taraf ko ludhka hua tha. Muh par abhi bhi tape laga hua tha. Achanak meri nazar uske peechhe farsh par padi. Farsh par khoon faila hua tha. Ye dekh kar mere dimaag ki batti jal uthi. Jeewan ki peeth par maine chaaku ghusa kar uske andar se chip jaisa ek chhota sa transmitter nikala tha. Mere zahen me sawaal ubhra ki kya us ghaav se nikle is khoon ki vajah se jeewan ki maut ho gayi hogi ya uski maut ki koi dusri vajah bhi ho sakti hai?

Mujhe jeewan ke is tarah mar jane ki zara bhi ummid nahi thi. Mere zahen ne maano kaam karna hi band kar diya tha. Kuch samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki ab kya karu? Mere liye jeewan ka yu mar jana kisi jhatke se kam nahi tha. Uske dwara mujhe bahut se kaam karne the jo ki ab uske is tarah mar jane se nahi ho sakte the. Mujhe apne aap par ye soch kar gussa aane laga ki main use yu chhod kar gaya hi kyo tha ya agar gaya bhi tha to mujhe uske peeth ke us ghaav ka koi intjaam kar dena chahiye tha taaki uske ghaav se khoon na bahe. Jitna mujhe khud par gussa aa raha tha utna hi jeewan par bhi aa raha tha. Wo saala mujhe adhar me latka kar chala gaya tha. Kismat se wo mere hath badi asaani se lag gaya tha aur main hath me aaye shikaar ke dwara kuch nahi kar paaya tha.

Kafi der tak main yahi sab soch soch kar kudhta raha. Fir zahen ko thanda karne ki koshish karne laga. Ab jo ho chuka tha use lautaya to nahi ja sakta tha lekin is situation me aage kya karna tha ye sochna zaruri tha. Jeewan ki laash ko yaha par rakhna uchit nahi tha kyoki guzarte waqt ke sath wo mere liye pareshani hi ban jati. Main sochne laga ki ab kya karu? Kuch der sochne ke baad ekaek mere chehre par chamak aa gayi aur sath hi hotho par muskaan bhi. Main jhatke se utha aur thaila le kar karkhane se baahar ki taraf badhta chala gaya.

Main taxi me baitha tezi se shahar ki taraf badhta chala ja raha tha. Kareeb tees minute baad maine ek jagah taxi ko roka. Dhadkane ye soch kar thoda badh gayi thi ki ab jo main karne wala hu wo kis had tak sahi hoga aur sath hi uska kya asar hoga?

Mere daaye taraf kaafi doori par metro lines ka kaam chal raha tha. Badi badi machine zameen me gaddha khod rahi thi. Udhar ka area mukhya sadak se hat ke tha jiske chalte waahano ya insaano ki aawa jaahi na ke barabar hi thi. Halaaki metro ka kaam chalne ki vajah se kachchi zameen par sadak bani huyi thi jo ki unhi ki machino aur waahano ke aane jane se bani thi. Dusri taraf kuch doori par badi badi teen ke dwara banaya hua ek ghar tha jo ki metro me kaam karne walo ka hi tha shayad. Maine achhi tarah se us jagah ka aur aas paas ka muaayna kiya aur fir taxi ko is angel se pedho ke peechhe lagaya ki metro ka kaam karne walo ko wo asaani se nazar na aaye. Uske baad main taxi se utra aur us teen ke bane huye ghar ki taraf badh chala. Kuch hi der me main waha par pahuch gaya. Teen se bane ghar me koi darwaza nahi laga tha balki wo yu hi khula hua tha. Maine sawdhani se andar jhaanka lekin koi insaani jeev nazar na aaya, albatta andar dher saara samaan bikhra hua sa zarur nazar aaya. Maine ek baar fir se door metro ka kaam karne walo ki taraf dekha aur fir teen se bane ghar ke andar ghus gaya.

Andar aa kar maine fauran hi thaile se jeewan ka mobile nikala aur use switch on kiya. Kuch der me jab wo on ho gaya to ekdam se usme ek ke baad ek messages aane shuru ho gaye. Maine jaldi se call list par click kiya aur usme jeewan ke ghar walo ka number naam ke sath dekhne laga. Upar se neeche chauthe number par hi mujhe shekhar naam mil gaya. Ye dekh kar mere hotho par ajeeb si muskaan ubhar aayi aur maine jhat se us naam par click kar diya. Mobile ko kaan se lagaya to ring jane ki awaaz sunaayi di. Meri dhadkane ekdam se dhaad dhaad kar ke kanpatiyo par bajti mahsoos hone lagi thi. Maine soch liya tha ki call recieve hote hi mujhe kis lahje me kya baate karni hain. Chaar ring par hi call recieve ho gayi aur idhar meri dhadkan ekdam se tham gayi si prateet huyi.

"He...hello...hello dad." Udhar se shekhar ka ekdam se byaakulta se bhara hua sa swar ubhra____"Thank God aapne call kiya. Ham sab aapke liye kitna pareshaan ho gaye the. Kaha hain aap aur itne time se aapne apna phone kyo band kar rakha tha?"

Shekhar udhar se sawaal par sawaal kiye ja raha tha. Main jaanta tha ki maujuda situation me uska apne dad ke liye yu pareshaan ho jana laazmi tha.

"Cool down pyare." Maine ekdam shaant aur khaas lahje se kaha____"Ek hi baar me itne sawaal karoge to ham kaise tumhe jawaab de payenge?"

"Kya matlab??? Ka...kau...kaun ho tum?" Shekhar ki jhatka khaayi huyi awaaz ubhri thi.
"Ham tumhare baap ke hi nahi balki tum sabke baap hain dear." Maine is baar sard lahje me kaha_____"Aur ummid karte hain ki tum apne baap ke baap ko pahchaan gaye hoge."

Meri baat sunte hi dusri taraf sannata chha gaya. Kafi der tak koi awaaz na aayi to maine usi sard lahje me kaha____"Lagta apne baap ke baap ki awaaz sun kar saap soongh gaya hai."

"Vi...vikram???" Shekhar ki larazti huyi awaaz mere kaan me ubhri____"Tum..tum vikram ho na?"
"Kya baat hai." Mere hotho par muskaan ubhar aayi____"Apne baap ke baap ko bada jaldi pahchaan liya tumne."

"Vikram mere yaar, mere bhai." Shekhar ki aisi awaaz ubhri maano wo mujhe pahchaan kar ekdam se khush ho gaya ho, bola____"Tu kaha hai yaar. Mujhe jab pata chala ki tu jail se riha ho gaya tha to main bahut hi zyada khush hua tha aur fir tujhe lene ke liye bhaagta hua jail gaya tha par tu waha mujhe mila hi nahi. Maine tujhe bahut khoja bhai...aakhir kaha hai tu aur....aur tere paas dad ka phone kaise? Kya dad tere paas hain?"

"Sahi kaha." Maine usi sard lahje me kaha____"Tera baap mere paas hi hai aur bahut jald is duniya ko alvida kahne wala hai."

"Kya???" Shekhar ki buri tarah uchhal padne jaise awaaz ubhri____"Ye kya kah raha hai tu?"
"Apne baap ke baap se banne ki koshish mat kar beta." Maine shakht bhaav se kaha____"Mujhe pata hai ki tujhe har sachchaayi pata hai aur apne baap ki hi tarah tu bhi mujhe khojna chaahta hai. Khair ab meri baat dhyaan se sun, main wo vikram nahi hu shekhar jo bees saal pahle hua karta tha balki wo vikram singh hu jis par uske hi mata pita ki hatya ka jhootha ilzaam laga aur usne bees saal jail me rah kar shakht se shakht saza kaati. Us waqt mujhe zara bhi bhaan nahi tha ki mere mata pita ke sath kya hua tha ya fir kya kiya gaya tha lekin aaj sab kuch jaanta hu main. Main jaanta hu ki mere mata pita ko kin kin logo ne aur kis vajah se mara tha is liye ab main un sabko unke kiye ki saza duga. Niyati ne mujhe isi liye bees saalo me hi riha karwa diya hai taaki main apne mata pita aur khud apne gunahgaaro ko bad se badtar saza de saku."

"Nahi nahi vikram." Shekhar ki buri tarah se ghabra jane ki awaaz aayi_____"Tu aisa kuch bhi nahi karega. Tu to mera jigari yaar hai re, mera bhai hai tu. Tu apne zahen se ye sab baate nikaal de kyoki aisa kuch bhi nahi hai jaisa tu soch raha hai. Main tujhe sab kuch bataauga mere bhai, tu bas ek baar mujhe mil. Main teri saari galatfahmi door kar duga."

"Tu mujhe bachcha samajh kar bahla raha hai shekhar." Maine thoda naraaz bhaav se kaha____"Jabki main tujhse pahle hi kah chuka hu ki main tere baap ka bhi baap hu. Duniya ka koi bhi shakhs mujhe bahla nahi sakta aur na hi duniya ki koi taakat mujhe mera intqaam lene se rok sakti hai. Jin jin logo ka mere mata pita ki hatya me hath tha unko to saza duga hi magar mere intqaam ki aag me un sabki nashle bhi jalengi. Kisi ko bhi nahi chhoduga."

"Tu pagal ho gaya vikram." Shekhar ki baukhlaayi huyi awaaz____"Pata nahi kya kya bake ja raha hai. Tere dimaag me ye baat aayi bhi kaise ki mere dad ne ya unke dosto ne tumhare mata pita ki hatya ki hai? Are uncle aunty ki maut ke bare me maine bhi apne dad aur baaki uncle's se puchha tha lekin wo sab yahi kahte hain ki Awdhesh uncle aur Madhuri aunty ne khud khushi ki thi aur aisa is liye kyo ki tumhe pata chal gaya tha ki unki asaliyat kya hai aur Madhuri aunty khud apne hi bete se kya chaahti thi. Bas isi liye wo tumse nazre nahi mila sakte the aur fir khud khushi kar li thi."

"Bahut khoob." Maine kaha____"Achha path padhaya hai tujhe tere dad aur tere dad ke un dosto ne lekin ye sab mujhse kahne ka koi faayda nahi hoga shekhar. Main to wo asaliyat bhi jaanta hu jiski wajah se ye sab hua tha is liye mujhe bahlane ki teri har koshish bekaar hi jaayegi. Tera baap is waqt mere kabje me hai aur apni bachi huyi aakhiri saanse gin raha hai."

"Mere dad ke sath kuch bhi bura mat karna vikram." Shekhar ki awaaz is baar kathor ho gayi thi_____"Warna yaad rakhna iska anjaam tumhare liye zara bhi thik nahi hoga."

"Anjaam ki parwaah hijde log karte hain beta." Maine usse bhi zyada kathor awaaz me kaha____"Aur vikram singh wo mard hai jo bahut jald tum sabki gaand maarne wala hai. Ek baat bata, apni maa ki khwaaish puri ki tune ki nahi?"

"Apni zubaan ko lagaam de vikram." Shekhar is baar cheekh hi pada.
"Yaani apni maa ki khwaaish puri kar chuka hai tu." Main is baar thahaka laga kar haste huye bola____"Tabhi to meri baat se gaand jal gayi teri. Khair chhod ye bata kaisi chal rahi hai choot maar service ki naukari?"

"Bakwas mat kar vikram." Shekhar pahle to yakeenan chaunka tha lekin fir daant peeste huye bol pada____"Aur ye bata mere dad kaha hain? Dekh agar tune unke sath kuch bhi bura kiya to thik nahi hoga. Tujhe andaza bhi nahi hai ki is sabka kitna khatarnaak anjaam bhugatna pad jayega tujhe."

"Jinke bal par tu mujhe anjaam bhugatne ki dhamki de raha hai na unki bhi gaand maaruga main." Maine shakht bhaav se kaha_____"Bata dena un sabko ki vikram singh apne mata pita ki hatya ka aur khud apne sath huye zulmo sitam ka badla lene ke liye aa gaya hai. Agar un sabki gaand me dam hai to mere qaher se bach ke dikhaaye."

"Mujhe mere dad se baat karni hai." Shekhar ne kuch palo ki khamoshi ke baad gambheerta se kaha to maine kaha____"Sirf baat hi kyo, mil bhi lena unse lekin is duniya me nahi balki narak ki duniya me."

"Kya matlab???" Shekhar ki buri tarah haklaati huyi awaaz_____"Kahi...kahi tune mere dad ko....nahi nahi...tu aisa nahi kar sakta vikram. Tu mere dad ke sath kuch bhi bura nahi kar sakta. Bata mujhe kaha hain wo? Baat kara unse."

"Bataya na narak me hi milna ab." Maine sard lahje me kaha____"Chal ab rakhta hu phone. Mera khayaal hai itni der me tune phone ko trace karwa liya hoga."

Shekhar ki koi baat sune bina hi maine call cut kar diya tha aur uske sath hi mobile ko bhi switch off kar diya tha. Mujhe ummid to nahi thi ki shekhar ke zahen me itna jaldi call trace karne ka khayaal aaya hoga lekin fir bhi main koi rishk nahi lena chahta tha. Phone par baat karne ke baad main fauran hi us teen ke ghar se baahar aaya aur tezi se badhte huye apni taxi ke paas pahuch gaya. Kuch hi der me taxi us jagah se door hoti chali ja rahi thi. Main chaahta to is sabke bare me shekhar ko kuch na batata lekin main chaahta tha ki mere chaahne walo ko is baat ka achhe se pata chal jaye ki ab unke jeewan ke ulte din shuru ho gaye hain aur sath hi unke dilo dimaag me mere naam ki dahshat bhi baith jaye.

Aadhe ghante baad main fir se us karkhane me pahucha. Waha se jeewan ki laash ko taxi me daala aur fir se chal pada. Jeewan ki peeth par bane ghaav me maine tape laga diya tha jisse uska khoon risna band ho gaya tha. Taxi me uski lash le kar main fir se shahar ki taraf chal pada tha. Halaaki taxi me lash le kar chalna hi behad sangeen aur khatarnaak kaam tha lekin ye bhi sahi tha ki main uski laash ko karkhane me nahi rakh sakta tha. Shahar aa kar maine ek aisi gali me taxi roki jaha par aana jana thoda kam tha. Kuch der tak main charo taraf ka jaayja leta raha aur jab mutmaeen ho gaya to taxi se jeewan ki laash ko nikaal kar maine use side me dikh rahi ek tooti diwaar ke paas tika diya. Meri dhadkane dhaad dhaad kar ke kanpatiyo par baj rahi thi. Dar aur ghabrahat se mera chehra paseene paseene ho rakha tha. Jeewan ko diwaar se tika kar main tezi se waapas aa kar taxi ki driving sheet par baith gaya aur fir taxi ko jhatke se aage badha diya. Shukar tha ki maine hath me dastaane pahan ke hi jeewan ko har baar chhua tha warna uske jism par se mere finger prints mil jate jo ki mujhe fansa dete.

Ek ghante baad main taxi ko waapas uske maalik ke paas le kar pahucha. Is beech maine achhi tarah se check kar liya tha ki taxi ke andar ya baahar kahi par jeewan ke khoon ka koi nishaan to nahi rah gaya tha. Khair uske baad ek dusri taxi kar ke main seedha gaziabad nikal gaya. Raat ko mujhe ek aur naya kaam karna tha is liye zaruri tha ki thoda rest liya jaye aur thoda plan bhi banaya jaye. Gaziabaad ke apne kamre me jab main pahucha to dopahar ke dhaayi baj rahe the. Fresh hone ke baad neeche gaya aur kha pi kar waapas apne kamre me aa gaya. Charpaayi par lete huye mujhe kuch hi der huyi thi ki kisi ne darwaza khatkhataya.


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[color=rgb(255,]Update - 16
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Maine darwaza khola to dekha baahar Dinesh ki biwi Swati khadi thi. Mujhe uske yaha hone ki zara bhi ummid nahi thi, albatta main ye zarur soch baitha tha ki aarti aayi hogi. Khair Swati ko dekh kar mere chehre par sochne wale bhaav ubhre aur sath hi aankho me sawaaliya bhaav bhi. Wo darwaze ke baahar khadi idhar udhar dekh rahi thi aur jaise hi darwaza khulne ki awaaz huyi to usne meri taraf dekha.

"Maaf kijiyega mujhe aapko is waqt pareshan nahi karna chahiye tha." Usne jhijhakte huye kaha to maine shaant bhaav se kaha____"Koi baat nahi bhabhi, kuch kaam tha kya mujhse?"

"Ji wo mere kamre ka pankha nahi chal raha." Swati ne badi masoomiyat se kaha____"Pata nahi kya ho gaya hai use. Abhi kuch der pahle to chal raha tha."

"Shayad koi wire wagairah toot gayi hogi." Maine kaha____"Chaliye main dekh leta hu. Agar mere bas ka hua to bana hi duga warna kisi machanic ko bulana padega "

Meri baat sun kar Swati ne sir hilaya aur kaha ki thik hai aap dekh lijiye ek baar. Uske palatte hi main kamre ke andar gaya aur badan par ek shirt daal kar kamre se baahar aa gaya. Maine darwaze ko baahar se band kiya aur Swati ke peechhe peechhe chal pada. Is waqt dopahar ka samay tha aur Swati ke bachche school gaye huye the. Dinesh auto le kar pahle hi ja chuka tha. Aise me mujhe uske sath neeche jane me thodi jhijhak to ho rahi thi lekin pichhle din jis tarah se usse mera hasi mazaak hua tha usse main thoda khul gaya tha usse. Waise mere zahen me ye khayaal bhi ubhra tha ki neeche to kayi kamre the jisme se kisi par bhi Swati ja kar araam kar sakti thi lekin iske bavjood usne aisa nahi kiya tha balki mujhe bulane upar aa gayi thi. Main sochne par majboor sa ho gaya tha ki kya Swati ke aisa karne ke peechhe koi alag khayaal tha ya wo sach me puri imandaari se pankhe ko mere dwara check karwana chaahti thi?

Seedhiyo se jab Swati neeche utarne lagi to sahsa meri nazar uski ubhri huyi gaand par pad gayi jo seedhiyo par uske utarne se thirak uthti thi. Swati gori chitti thi aur teen teen bachcho ki maa hote huye bhi wo karaara maal nazar aati thi. Neeli saadi me chhupi uski thirakti gaand ko dekh kar mere andar halchal si mach gayi thi aur saanse tez chalne lagi thi. Zahen me uske prati ajeeb ajeeb se khayaal aane lage the jinhe maine apne zahen se mitaane ki nakaam koshish ki. Jaldi hi main uske peeche chalte huye uske kamre me aa gaya. Ye pahli dafa tha jab main neeche ke portion me uske kamre tak aaya tha. Mere dil ki dhadkane ye soch kar thoda tez ho gayi thi ki is waqt main uske sath uske kamre me akela hu aur agar aarti ko pata chal gaya to wo pakka galat hi soch baithegi aur jal bhun kar raakh raakh ho jayegi. Ye bhi sambhav tha ki khunnas me aa kar wo kisi se bata na de ki dopahar ko main neeche Swati ke kamre me gaya tha. Ekaek hi mere chehre par chinta ki lakeere ubhar aayi.

"Ye dekhiye." Swati ki awaaz se mera dhyaan toota, jabki usne bijli ke switch me pankhe wala button daba kar kaha____"Button dabane ke baad bhi chal nahi raha ye. Abhi kuch der pahle tak to ye chal raha tha."

Swati ka pallu sir se gir gaya tha. Maine pahli baar hi uske sir ke baalo ko dekha tha. Kaale ghane baal the jinko usne jooda bana kar sir ke peechhe baandh rakha tha. Pata nahi kyo is waqt mera dhyaan usi par ja raha tha, jabki wo meri manodasha se bekhabar kabhi button dabaati to kabhi upar chhat ke kunde me lage pankhe ko. Achanak hi mujhe ehsaas hua ki ye main kya soch raha hu? Maine jaldi se khud ko samhala aur aage badh kar upar pankhe ko dekhne laga. Yu to sab kuch thik thaak hi nazar aa raha tha lekin main jaanta tha ki kahi na kahi koi to gadbadi zarur hai isi liye pankha chal nahi raha. Maine Swati bhabhi se unche stool ke bare me puchha to unhone bataya ki unke paas lohe ki seedhi hai. Unke hi batane par main store room se seedhi le aaya.

Seedhi ko pankhe ke neeche laga kar main us par chadh gaya. Seedhi ke chaar paaye the is liye girne ka sawaal hi nahi tha. Seedhi par chadh kar maine pankhe ke upar lagi katori ko khola. Is beech maine unse tester aur plaas laane ko kaha. Katori khuli to meri nazar direct us wire par padi jo screw se hata hua tha. Shayad kisi vajah se wo khinch gaya tha jisse power hat gaya tha waha se. Maine Swati se kaha ki wo switch se pankhe ki button band kar de. Kuch hi der me maine us wire ko tester ke dwara screw me jod diya aur fir katori ko waapas fit kar ke neeche utar aaya. Seedhi hata kar maine bhabhi se pankhe ka button on karne ko kaha to unhone on kar diya. Agle hi pal pankha tez speed se chalne laga. Kamre ke andar ham dono hi paseena paseena ho gaye the aur jab pankhe ki hawa jism par padi to thandak ka ehsaas hua.

"Lo bhabhi." Maine Swati ki taraf dekhte huye muskura kar kaha_____"Chalne laga aapka pankha."
"Bahut bahut dhanyawaad aapka." Swati ne khushi se muskurate huye kaha____"Ab ja ke jaan me jaan aayi hai. Garmi se to bura haal ho gaya tha mera."

"Waise bhabhi." Maine kuch sochte huye kaha____"Aap dusre kamre me bhi to ja ke araam kar sakti thi na?"
"Haan kar to sakti thi." Swati ne kaha____"Lekin aapko pata nahi hai meri beti poonam ke bare me. Use ye bilkul bhi pasand nahi hai ki koi uske kamre me jaaye aur uske bed par soye. Uski dekha dekhi me baaki ke dono bachcho ne bhi ek din yahi farmaan suna diya tha."

"Ohh chaliye koi baat nahi." Maine kaha____"Achha ab aap araam kijiye. Main bhi chalta hu ab."
"Are aise kaise chale jayenge?" Swati ekdam se bol padi____"Aapne bhari dopahar me itna bada kaam kiya hai aur paseena paseena bhi ho gaye hain to kuch der ruk jaaiye. Main aapke liye thanda thanda sharbat bana deti hu."

"Are iski koi zarurat nahi hai bhabhi." Maine kaha____"Aap bekaar me mere liye itna pareshan mat hoiye."
"Isme pareshan hone wali kaun si baat hai?" Swati ne halke se muskura kar kaha____"Aap baithiye, main bas do minute me sharbat bana ke laati hu."

Swati meri baat sune bina hi kamre se baahar nikal gayi. Mujhe yaha rukne me problem to nahi thi lekin kahi na kahi mujhe aarti ka khayaal tha aur main yahi soch raha tha ki wo kahi is sabko kisi aur tarah se na soch baithe. Khair Swati ke jane baad main ja kar unke hi bed par baith gaya. Bed par baithte hi ek alag tarah ka ehsaas hua. Ekdam se mere man me khayaal ubhra ki isi bed par Dinesh bhai apni is khubsurat biwi ke sath har roz sota hai. Zahen me is khayaal ke aate hi na jane kitne hi tarah ke chitra meri aankho ke saamne ujaagar hone lage. Ekaek hi meri dhadkane tez ho gayi thi. Swati aur dinesh dono hi meri aankho ke saamne beparda nazar aane lage the. Abhi main in sab khayaalo me hi khoya tha ki tabhi Swati kamre me daakhil huyi.

"Aree aap kin khayaalo me kho gaye?" Swati ki awaaz se maine chaunk kar uski taraf dekha. Uske hath me ek tray tha jisme ek glass rakha hua tha.

"Ji..ji kahi to nahi." Fir maine khud ko samhaalte huye kaha to wo mere kareeb aate huye boli____"Kahi to zarur khoye huye the aap. Ab agar aap batana nahi chaahte to koi baat nahi."

"Wo main ye sochne laga tha ki is waqt main yaha aapke paas hu." Maine dhadakte dil se kaha____"Dinesh bhai bhi nahi hain aur aapke bachche bhi nahi hain to kahi upar rahne wali wo aarti hamare bare me kuch galat na soch baithe."

"Hehehe aap bhi pata nahi ye kya sochne lage." Swati ne tray ko meri taraf badhate huye has kar kaha____"Halaaki aapki baat hai to theek lekin ye bhi sach hai ki ham kisi ke sochne ka kuch nahi kar sakte. Haan ye zarur hai ki hame apni jagah sahi hona chahiye."

"Sahi kah rahi hain aap." Maine tray se glass uthate huye kaha____"Lekin ek cheez galat ki aapne."
"Jii???" Swati mere aisa kahne par ekdam se chaunki____"Mujhse kya galti ho gayi?"

"Yahi ki aap mere liye to sharbat bana ke le aayi aur khud ke liye nahi laayi." Maine unke ulajh gaye chehre ki taraf dekhte huye muskura kar kaha____"Main akele ye sharbat piyuga aur aap mera muh taakti rahengi. Ye to galat baat huyi na?"

"Ohh to aapke kahne ka ye matlab tha?" Swati ko jaise ab baat samajh me aayi thi, boli____"Main to soch me hi pad gayi thi ki achanak se mujhse kaun si galti ho gayi?"

"Aap apne liye bhi ek glass sharbat le aaiye." Maine uski baat sun kar haste huye kaha____"Kyoki main akele ise pine wala nahi hu."

"Ye kya baat huyi bhala?" Swati ke chehre par hairaani ke bhaav ubhre____"Main aapke liye hi bana ke laayi hu, mujhe to waise bhi meethi cheeze zyada pasand nahi hai."

"Hargiz nahi." Maine inkaar me sir hilaate huye kaha____"Main is sharbat ko tabhi piyuga jab aap bhi apne liye ek glass sharbat bana ke le aayengi aur mere saamne hi piyengi."

"Aap to chhote bachcho ki tarah zid kar rahe hain." Swati ne muskurate huye kaha____"Aap pijiye na, main sach kah rahi hu mujhe zyada meetha khana pina pasand nahi hai."

"Achha fir ek kaam kijiye." Maine dhadakte dil se kaha____"Sirf meri baat rakhne ke liye mere is glass se thoda sa sharbat dusri glass me le lijiye. Mere saamne aur mere sath aap bhi piyengi to mujhe achha lagega."

Meri baat sun kar Swati dekhti rah gayi mujhe. Uske chehre par uljhan aur hairaani ke bhaav gardish karte nazar aa rahe the. Kuch palo tak wo meri taraf yu hi dekhti rahi uske baad usne muskura kar sir hilaya aur kamre se baahar nikal gayi. Thodi hi der me jab wo aayi to uske hath me ek glass tha.

"Aap sach me bahut ziddi hain." Mere kareeb aate hi usne muskurate huye kaha____"Lijiye, isme bas thoda sa hi sharbat daaliyega. Aapki baat rakhne ke liye main ise pi rahi hu warna aapke Bhai sahab bhi jaante hain ki main meetha bilkul bhi nahi khaati piti."

Maine Swati ke glass me apne glass se aadhe se thoda kam sharbat daala. Is beech Swati baar baar bas bas karti rah gayi thi. Is waqt mujhe bahut hi achha feel ho raha tha. Swati ke sath is tarah ki baate karna aur uska is waqt mere sath ek kamre me ho kar sharbat pina. Mera dil kar raha tha ki ye waqt ab yahi thahar jaaye par aisa bhala kaha sambhav tha. Na wo meri thi aur na hi main uska, aur haan main chaah kar bhi kabhi use apna bana bhi nahi sakta tha. Ekdam se mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki ye sab main kya soch raha hu ya is tarah ke ehsaas mere dil me kyo jaag rahe hain jabki mera usse door door tak koi naata nahi hai. Kya ye sirf ek aakarshan tha jo bees saal jail me rahne ke baad uske saamne aane se ho raha tha ya fir mere andar barsho se dabi huyi hawas use dekh kar mere dilo dimaag par haavi ho rahi thi.

"Kya kuch puchh sakti hu aapse?" Sahsa Swati ki awaaz se main khayaalo se baahar aaya. Mere hath me abhi bhi mera glass tha jabki Swati ne apna glass khaali kar liya tha. Uski awaaz se main halke se chaunka aur pahle apne glass ka sharbat khatam kiya fir uski taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Haan kyo nahi, puchhiye."

"Kya sach me aapne shadi nahi ki?" Swati ne ektak meri taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Us din jab aapne mujhe bataya tha to main pahle yahi samjhi thi ki aapne shayad mazaak kiya hoga mujhse. Raat me jab aapke bhai sahab aaye to maine unse aapki wo baat bataayi to unhone bhi yahi kaha ki aapne shadi nahi ki. Unhi se mujhe pata chala ki aapka is duniya me aur koi nahi hai. Main raat bhar sochti rahi ki ek akela insaan kaise bina kisi ke sath ya bina kisi rishte ke sath jeewan ji sakta hai? Kya aapke man me kabhi ye khayaal na aaya hoga ki is sansaar me aapka bhi koi apna ho jiske sath aap apne jeewan ke sukh dukh baant sake aur ek khush haal pariwaar bana sake?"

"Zaruri nahi ki har insaan ko khushiya naseeb ho." Maine ajeeb bhaav se kaha____"Zaruri nahi ki har insaan ke bhaagya me koi aisa ho jise wo apna kah sake. Aap bekaar me hi mere bare me ye sab soch rahi hain bhabhi. Ye duniya bahut badi hai aur yaha par mujhse kahi zyada gaye guzre log dekhne ko mil jaayenge. Khair chhodiye in baato ko, achha chalta hu ab."

Swati ka koi jawaab sune bina hi main bed se uth kar tezi se kamre se baahar nikal aaya tha. Dil me ek dard sa uth gaya tha jiske prabhaav se sab kuch palak jhapakte hi berang aur benoor sa lagne laga tha. Main jaanta tha ki Swati meri baate sun kar shayad hairaan ya uljhan me pad gayi hogi par uske hairaan ya uljhan me pad jane se kya ho jata? Meri niyati ke likhe ko koi nahi mita sakta tha aur sach to ye tha ki main khud bhi nahi chaahta tha ki mera is tarah ka mukaddar mit jaye.

Apne kamre me aa kar main dhamm se charpaayi par let gaya tha. Dilo dimaag me ek tufaan sa uth khada hua tha jise main shaant karne ki koshish me lag gaya tha. Tufaan jab thoda shaant hua to maine socha Swati ki mahaj utni si baato se mere andar itna bada tufaan kyo uth khada hua tha? Jabki uski baato me kuch bhi aisa nahi tha jisse meri haalat aisi ho jaati. Kya aisa is liye ki wo ek haseen aurat thi aur uska ek khush haal pariwaar tha? Is bare me maine bahut socha magar kisi nateeje par nahi pahucha. Thak haar kar maine zahen se in saare khayaalo ko jhatka aur sone ki koshish karne laga.

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Us waqt raat ke gyaarah baj rahe the. Har taraf sannata faila hua tha. Yu to syaah raat thi lekin shahar me jalte anginat bulbo ki roshni jugunuo ki taraf lag rahi thi jo ki ek alag hi khubsurat nazara pesh kar rahi thi. Kabhi kabhi door se kisi bade waahan ke horn ki awaaz kaano me pad jaati thi. Rain water pipe se chadh kar main dusre maale ki balcony me pahuch gaya tha. Raat ke anusaar hi maine apne jism par syaah kapde pahan rakhe the taaki asaani se mujh par kisi ki nazar na pad sake. Is jagah ka maine bahut hi bareeki se muaayna kar liya tha aur puri tarah santust hone ke baad hi kothi ke dusre maale par pahucha tha. Balcony se chalte huye main baye taraf mud gaya. Door dusre mod ke paas safed roshni dikhi mujhe jo ki nishchay hi front ki balcony ke upar chhat par lage kisi bulb ki thi. Usi taraf neeche sadak bhi thi jaha par ikka dukka chhote vaahan aate jate dikh rahe the. Us sadak par street lights ka prakash bhi tha. Aisa nahi tha ki mere liye sab kuch asaan hi tha lekin sir par kafan baandh kar main yaha pahuch hi gaya tha.

Light ke prakash me aana khatre se khaali nahi tha is liye main waapas palat gaya aur mod se mud kar dusre chhor ki taraf chal pada. Beech beech me diwaar par khidkiya dikhi thi jin par kaale rang ka sheesha laga hua tha. Main achhi tarah dekh chuka tha ki sheeshe ke us paar roshni ka koi ansh nahi tha, matlab saaf tha dusri taraf koi insaani jeev nahi tha aur agar tha bhi to wo is waqt jag nahi raha tha. Jaldi hi main dusre chhor par aa kar mud gaya. Bagal se ek aur kothi thi lekin mere liye achhi baat ye thi ki us kothi ka pichhla hissa hi meri taraf tha jis par koi khidki ya roshandaan nahi bana hua tha. Maine aas paas ka jaayja liya aur diwaar se sat kar aage badh chala. Abhi main chaar paanch kadam hi aage badha tha ki ek khidki ke paas mujhe ruk jana pada kyoki khidki par lage sheeshe par mujhe roshni ka abhaas hua tha. Main thoda khidki ke aur kareeb sarka to maine dekha khidki par laga sheesha dono taraf se khiskaane wala tha. Us paar laga parda aadhe se thoda kam hata hua tha jiske chalte andar ki roshni ka abhaas ho raha tha mujhe. Maine sawdhaani se us parde ke paas aankh laga kar andar ki taraf dekha to saamne diwaar par badi si LED TV lagi huyi nazar aayi. Us tv me Hollywood ki koi movie chal rahi thi.

Maine dhadakte dil se khidki ke sheeshe ko apne daye hath se daaye taraf badi hi sawdhaani se sarkaya. Ab thodi si jagah ban gayi thi jisse andar chal rahi tv par se mujhe dheemi awaaz sunaayi di. Maine apna angel badla aur kamre ke andar dekhne ki koshish karne laga. Jaldi hi meri nazar ek taraf rakhe bed par gayi. Bed ka aadha view mujhe dikh raha tha jisme do jodi pair ghutno tak nange dikhe. Main ye to nahi jaanta tha ki kamre ke andar wo do jodi pair kinke the lekin pairo ko gaur se dekhne par ye zarur pata chal raha tha ki unme se do pair kisi mard ke the aur baaki ke do pair kisi ladki ya fir aurat ke. Wo dono jodi pair ghutno tak dikh rahe the jo ki beparda hi the.

"Ab is tv ko band bhi kar do na bro." Tabhi achanak mere kaano me andar se ek meethi khanakti huyi awaaz padi____"Tumhe to pata hai hamare paas zyada time nahi hai kyoki dad kisi bhi waqt ghar aa sakte hain."

"Aaj mood nahi hai sis." Andar se jis shakhs ki awaaz mere kaano me padi use main fauran hi pahchaan gaya tha____"Meri aankhe tv ki taraf bhale hi hain lekin man kahi aur bhatak raha hai. Jab se shekhar ne ye bataya hai ki uske dad ke phone se vikram ne usse baate ki thi tab se hi mood kharab hai mera. Vikram ke paas uske dad ka phone hone ka matlab tha ki uske dad vikram ke kabje me hain aur jis tarah se usne shekhar se baat ki thi usse to yahi lagta hai ki usne uske dad ke sath zarur kuch ulta seedha kiya hoga."

"Wo aisa nahi kar sakta bro." Andar se kisi ladki ki awaaz aayi____"Zaahir hai jab tak use unke dwara apne kaam ki jankaari nahi mil jaayegi tab tak wo unka kuch bura karne ke bare me hazaar baar sochega. Is liye chill karo. Mujhe yakeen hai bahut jald jeewan uncle ko khoj liya jayega."

"Tum abhi vikram ko nahi jaanti sis." Andar se mardana awaaz ubhri____"Ab wo pahle wala vikram nahi raha balki ab wo ek zalzala ban chuka hoga. Agar usne ham sab se apna badla lene ke maksad se hi jeewan uncle ko kabje me liya hai to yakeenan aane wala waqt ham sabke liye achha nahi rahne wala."

"Tum bekaar me hi itna soch rahe ho bro." Ladki ki awaaz_____"Ye mat bhoolo ki hamare paas har tarah ki taakat hai. Dekhna wo bahut jald hamari pakad me aa jayega. Uske baad uske sath kya hoga ye tum bhi achhi tarah jaante ho. Khair ab ye sab baate chhodo, aao main tumhara mood do pal me bana deti hu."

"Matlab maanogi nahi tum?" Mere kamine dost ki awaaz thi ye.
"Sawaal hi nahi uthta bro." Ladki ne halke se haste huye kaha_____"Aaj kafi time baad to hame aisa mauka mila hai aur main ye mauka hargiz chhodne wali nahi hu."

Uske baad koi awaaz nahi aayi. Main samajh gaya ki andar program shuru ho gaya hai. Mere liye jhatke wale baat thi lekin main samajh sakta tha ki inke beech aise sambandh ban jana ab koi ashcharya ki baat nahi hai. Khair, main is program ko bilkul bhi miss nahi karna chaahta tha is liye khidki ke sheeshe ko thoda aur sawdhani se sarkaya. Ab itni jagah to ban hi gayi thi ki mera kaam ho sake. Maine khidki par bani jagah par sawdhaani se sir ghusaya aur jaise hi bed ki taraf dekha to meri aankhe hairat se fat padi.


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Main ye dekh kar hairaan tha ki bees saal pahle jinke andar maine aurat ko chodne ke liye hausla bhara tha aaj wo kis stage par pahuch chuke hain. Mujhe us shakhs par itna gussa nahi aa raha tha jo mera ek samay dost hua karta tha balki us ladki par aa raha tha jo is waqt bade maze se apne hi bhai ka land choosne me magan thi. Maine fauran hi jeb se apna naya liya hua screen touch mobile nikala aur un dono ki video banane laga. Video me wo dono bahut hi clear nazar aa rahe the. Khair apna kaam pura kar ke main jis tarah yaha aaya tha usi tarah puri satarka se nikal bhi gaya.

Main jaanta tha ki bahut jald mere dushmano me khalbali mach jane wali thi. Jeewan ki lash der sawer unke aadmiyo ko ya fir police ko mil jane wali thi aur uske baad un logo ke kheme me tahalka mach jane wala tha.

Baaki ki raat maine kiraye ki taxi me hi guzaari. Subah hone se pahle hi meri aankh khul gayi to main us taxi se seedha gaziabad nikal gaya. Taxi ko maalik ke supurd kar main ek auto se Dinesh bhai ke ghar pahucha. Jab main waha pahucha to dinesh aur uske bachche ghar se nikal chuke the. Swati ne mujhe aate dekha to usne mujhse khane ka pucha. Maine use bata diya ki fresh ho ke aata hu.

Upar aaya to aarti mujhe khaali pade chhat par hi mil gayi. Wo chhat me lagi taar par geele kapde daal rahi thi. Mujh par nazar padte hi wo muskuraayi. Maine uski muskaan par zyada dhyaan nahi diya aur lock khol kar kamre me chala gaya.

"Aaj kal aapka kahi pata hi nahi rahta." Main kapde utaar hi raha tha ki aarti ki is awaaz ko sun kar palta. Wo mere kamre me hi aa gayi thi. Maine dekha usne darwaze ko andar se band kar diya tha.

"Yaha kyo aayi ho?" Maine thoda rude lahje me puchha.
"Puchh to aise rahe hain jaise pata hi na ho ki ek aurat ek mard ke kamre me kis liye aati hai." Aarti ne mere kareeb aate huye kaha____"Kal raat hi main thik ho gayi thi. Man to bahut tha ki aapke paas aa kar aapki sewa karu lekin aap the hi nahi yaha."

"Lagta hai kuch zyada hi aag lagi hai tumhe." Maine paint utaarne ke baad lungi lapette huye kaha____"Par mere paas abhi iske liye samay nahi hai. Waise bhi is waqt aisa karna khatre se khaali nahi hai kyoki bhabhi ji yaha aa sakti hain."

"Mujhe aisa kyo lagta hai ki aap bahana bana rahe hain." Aarti ne meri taraf dhyaan se dekhte huye kaha____"Jabki hamare paas iske liye time hi time hai."

"Abhi mujhe fresh ho kar neeche khana khane jana hai." Maine sapaat lahje me kaha____"Raat bhar kaam me byast tha is liye khana kha ke aauga to seedha so jaauga."

"Theek hai jaaiye." Aarti ne larazte swar me kaha____"Pata nahi kyo par shayad main hi pagal aur nirlajj hu jo baar baar aapke paas is tarah daudi chali aati hu. Thik hai, ab nahi aaugi main aur na hi aapse iske liye kuch kahugi."

Aarti meri koi baat sune bina hi palti aur darwaza khol kar chali gayi. Mujhe samajh na aaya ki achanak usko kya ho gaya? Kuch der uske bare me hi sochta raha aur fir mujhe ehsaas hua ki ek aurat ko is tarah inkaar nahi karna chahiye, wo bhi tab jabki wo poorn roop se samarpit ho kisi ke liye.

Main kamre ke baahar aaya aur darwaze ko kundi laga kar seedha uske kamre ki taraf chal pada. Maine soch liya ki ab jo hoga dekha jaayega. Maine aarti ke kamre ka darwaza khatkhataya lekin andar se koi response na mila. Maine kayi baar darwaza khatkhataya lekin usne andar se koi jawaab nahi diya. Mujhe us par behad gussa aaya aur maine darwaze se hi kaha ki agar usne darwaza nahi khola to aaj ke baad uske chaahne se bhi main kuch nahi karne wala. Meri baato ka asar hua aur jaldi hi darwaza khula.

"Agar tumhe sach me kisi baat ki parwaah nahi hai to thik hai." Main kamre me daakhil hote huye bola____"Ab main wahi karuga jo tum chaahti ho. Sach kahu to mujhe apni koi parwaah nahi thi kyoki mere aage peechhe koi nahi hai, parwaah tumhari thi ki kahi is sabki vajah se tumhari shadi shuda zindagi tabaah na ho jaye."

"Mere kahne ka matlab ye nahi tha ki aap abhi wo sab kare." Aarti ne meri aankho me dekhte huye dheeme swar me kaha____"Aap neeche se khana kha ke aate tab ham kar sakte the, kyoki tab swati didi ke upar aane ki koi ummid hi na hoti aur ham tasalli se apna kaam kar lete."

"Chhodo ab ye sab." Main ekdam se uske kareeb pahuch kar bola____"Aur shuru karo jo karna hai tumhe."
"Kya aap naraaz ho gaye hain mujhse?" Aarti ne maasumiyat se meri taraf dekha____"Dekhiye main aapko naraaz nahi karna chaahti. Agar aapka man nahi hai to koi baat nahi."

Maine waqt barbaad karna thik nahi samjha is liye uske chehre ko pakda aur jhat se uske hotho ko muh me bhar liya. Ab mujhse bhi bardaast nahi ho raha tha. Chudne wali khud chudne ko taiyar thi to mujhe bhala kya samasya thi?

Main aarti ke naazuk hotho ko muh me bhare buri tarah choose ja raha tha. Pahle to wo ghabra gayi thi lekin jaldi hi wo bhi mera sath dene lagi thi. Uske hotho ko chooste huye maine uski saadi ko uske jism se alag kar diya. Ab wo blauj aur petticoat me thi. Blauj me kaid uski badi badi chhatiyo ko main ek hath se masalne laga. Kuch hi der me kamre ka maahaul garam ho gaya. Main aarti ko peechhe dhakelte huye seedha charpaayi par la kar leta diya aur uske upar sawaar ho gaya.

"Jaldi se puri tarah nangi ho jaao." Main apni shirt ke button kholte huye bola to wo jaldi se apne blauj ke button kholne lagi. Jaldi hi ham dono puri tarah nange ho gaye. Aarti baalo se ghiri apni choot ko chhupa ne lagi. Maine jhuk kar uski ek chhati ko pakda aur zor se masal diya.

"Aaahhh sshshshsh dheere se dabaaiye." Aarti ne dard se karaahte huye kaha____"Dard hota hai."
"Is dard me hi to maza hai." Maine fir se uski chhati ko zor se dabaya aur jhuk kar uske nipple ko muh me bhar liya.

"Sshshsh aaaahhh." Aarti ne siski lete huye mere sir ko thaam liya____"Aise hi sshshsh zor zor se chusiye inhe."

Main baari baari se uski chhatiyo ko kuch der tak masalta aur choosta raha uske baad neeche ki taraf badha. Uske baaki jism ko choomte huye main jaldi hi uski gahri naabhi me aaya aur jeebh se use kuredne laga jisse aarti machalne lagi.

"Shshshs aaaahhh." Aarti buri tarah siski le rahi thi____"Aap to kamaal hain. Shshshs aahh munni ke papa to ye sab karte hi nahi hain jabki aisa karne me to ek alag hi maza mil raha hai."

Mera land buri tarah akad gaya tha. Aarti ki naabhi ko kuch der choomte rahne ke baad maine sir utha kar seedha uski choot ko dekha. Ghane baalo par uske ras ki nanhi boonde jhilmilaati nazar aayi mujhe. Zaahir hai wo garam ho gayi thi aur uski choot se kamras tapakne laga tha. Kaali choot par kaale ghane baal dekh kar mera bilkul bhi man nahi kiya ki main uski choot par apna muh rakhu is liye main seedha upar ko sarak kar uske hotho ko fir se choomne choosne laga.

Mera land aarti ki naabhi me ragad kha raha tha jise aarti ne hath badha kar pakad liya aur use sahlaane lagi. Main uske chehre se hata aur charpaayi par let gaya. Aarti ne mere akde huye land ko dekha to uski aankhe hairaani se fat padi.

"Kitna lamba aur mota hai aapka ye" Aarti ne dheere se hath badha kar mere land ko pakad liya____"Mere pati ka to iska aadha bhi nahi hai."

"Agar pasand aaya ho to pyar karo use." Maine halke se muskura kar kaha to aarti bhi muskura uthi aur fir meri taraf dekhte huye hi chehra neeche kiya aur mere land ke tope ko nikaal kar usko haule se choom liya.

"Jaldi karo na." Maine aarti ki gaand par ek thappad lagaya to wo uchhal hi padi.
"Ye itna bada hai ki pura ka pura mere muh me nahi jaayega." Aarti ne kaha____"Fir bhi main koshish karti hu lekin us din ki tarah aap meri jaan mat le lena."

Maine uski baat par palke jhapka kar haan me ishara kiya to wo muskurate huye jhuki aur muh khol kar land ko muh me lene lagi. Jaise hi land ka topa uske muh me gaya to mere land par uske muh ki garmi ka ehsaas hua jiske chalte meri aankhe band ho gai. Aarti ne koshish karte huye use thoda aur andar liya aur utne ko hi choosna shuru kar diya. Mere pure jism me sansanahat hone lagi thi jo mujhe ek alag hi aanand dene lagi thi. Maine aankhe khol kar dekha aarti puri lagan se mere land ko choosne me lagi huyi thi. Mera land aadha se bhi kam uske muh me tha jise choosne me uski haalat kharaab dikh rahi thi.

"Chalo ab charpaayi par let jaao." Maine kaha to aarti ne muh se land nikaal diya. Uske thook aur laar se mera land pura san gaya tha.

Main utha to aarti meri jagah par let gayi. Uske chehre par ghabraahat ke bhaav dikhe mujhe. Main samajh gaya land ki lambaayi aur motaayi dekh kar wo thoda ghabra rahi hai.

"Araam se daaliyega." Usne meri taraf dekhte huye larazte swar me kaha____"Aapka ye bahut lamba aur mota hai, kahi aisa na ho ki dard se meri jaan hi nikal jaye."

"Chinta mat karo." Maine kaha____"Land lene se koi nahi marta. Haan thoda dard zarur hota hai lekin tum use bardaast karne ki koshish karna aur agar zyada hi dard ho to bata dena."

Maine aarti ke dono pair failaye aur land ko uski choot par set kiya. Uski choot ke chhend par jaise hi mere land ka topa laga to aarti ke muh se siski nikal gayi. Maine uski taraf dekha aur ishaare se hi puchha ki wo taiyar hai ki nahi? Uski sahmati milte hi maine land ko uski choot ke andar ghusana shuru kar diya. Halaaki wo ek bachche ki maa ban chuki thi lekin iske baavjood wo dar rahi thi. Uski choot ki faanko ko failaate huye mere land ka topa ghus gaya.

"Sshshshs aaahhh." Aarti ne zor ki siski li____"Kya chala gaya andar?"
"Abhi to topa hi gaya hai." Maine muskura kar kaha____"Land jaana to saara hi baaki hai."

Kuch sochte huye main aage ko jhuka aur uske hotho ko muh me bhar liya. Kuch pal uske hotho ko choosta raha aur jab mujhe laga ki uska dhyaan hat gaya hai to maine zor ka jhatka diya. Aarti buri tarah hil gayi. Maine agar uske hotho ko muh me na liya hota to wo yakeenan chilla uthti. Mere neeche padi wo buri tarah machalne lagi thi. Maine jhatka de kar khud ko rok diya tha aur ek hath neeche le ja kar uski choot ke daane ko sahlaane laga tha. Upar se hotho ki narmi aur neeche se choot ke daane ko sahlaane se uska dard aur machalna thoda kam hota mahsoos hua.

"Aaaahhhh sshshshsh bahut tez dard ho raha hai mujhe." Apne hotho ko mujhse chhuda kar usne sisiyaate huye kaha____"Aapne kaha tha ki dheere se daalunga."

"Dheere dheere daalta to tum aur bhi sahan nahi kar paati." Maine uske hotho ko choom kar kaha____"Is liye socha ki time barbaad na kar ke ek jhatke me hi daal deta hu. Dard zarur hoga lekin aadha kaam to ho hi jaayega."

"Aadha se kya matlab hai aapka?" Aarti ne hairaani se puchha.
"Matlab ye ki abhi aadha hi land tumhari choot ke andar gaya hai." Maine kaha____"Jabki baaki ka aadha hissa abhi baahar hi hai."

"Baap re." Aarti chakit bhaav se boli____"Yaani abhi aur dard hoga mujhe?"
"Haan." Maine muskura kar kaha____"Lekin is baar pahle jaisa nahi hoga."

Kahne ke sath hi maine aarti ke hotho par hoth rakhe aur land ko tope tak nikaal kar fir se tez jhatka diya aur is baar mera pura land uski choot ki diwaaro ko cheerte huye andar tak sama gaya. Aarti ek baar fir buri tarah tadap kar rah gayi. Kuch der tak main ruka raha aur uske hotho ko choomte huye uski chhatiyo ko araam araam se masalta raha. Jab wo samaanya ho gayi to maine kamar ko dhire dhire hilana shuru kar diya.

"Aaaahhhh sshshshsh abhi bhi dard ho raha hai." Aarti ne dard se sisiyaate huye kaha____"Aisa lagta hai jaise koi garam sariya meri choot ke andar ghusa hua hai."

Main kamar ko hilaane ki raftaar dhire dhire tez karta ja raha tha aur aarti ab dard ki jagah maze ki siskaariya bharne lagi thi. Uski choot ne mere land ko charo taraf se kasa hua tha aur is vajah se mujhe aur bhi maza aa raha tha. Bees saal baad mera land kisi choot ki sair kar raha tha. Bees saalo se soya hua mere andar ka play boy jaise pratipal jaagta hi ja raha tha.

Kamre me chudaayi ka bheeshan tufaan chaalu ho gaya tha. Aarti buri tarah aahe bhar rahi thi. Meri peeth ko apne nakhuno se chheele de rahi thi wo. Abhi paanch minute bhi na hua tha ki aarti ka jism akadne laga.

"Aaaahhh sshshhsshsh aur tez chodiye mujhe." Aarti maze me pagal si ho gayi thi____"Haye kitna maza aa raha hai. Aaaahhhh sshshshsh main hawaao me ud rahi hu. Aaaahhhh aise hi aur zor se chodiye mujhe."

Aarti ka jism ekdam se akad gaya aur wo jhatke lete huye bharbhara kar jhadne lagi. Kuch hi der me wo shaant pad gayi lekin main puri speed se laga raha. Uske choot ka garam ras mere land ko bhigo diya tha jisse mujhe aur bhi aanand aane laga tha. Kamre me fachch fachch ki aawaze aane lagi thi.

"Aaaahhhh sshshhssh rrrrukk jaaiyeeee." Aarti dard se karaahte huye boli____"Sshshshs mujhe jalan ho rahi hai. Thodi der ke liye ruk jaaiye."
"Ab rukne ko mat bolo mujhe." Main tez tez dhakke lagate huye bola____"Thoda bardaast karo, jaldi hi tumhe fir se maza aane lagega."

Aarti mana karti hi rah gayi lekin main nahi ruka. Thodi der me uska mana karna band ho gaya aur ab wo maze wali siskiya lene lagi. Maine uski choot se land nikaala aur use ghodi ban jane ko kaha to wo mushkil se uthi aur palat kar ghodi ban gayi. Maine jaldi se uski choot par land daala aur ek hi baar me pura andar tak ghusa diya. Aarti buri tarah karaah kar rah gayi. Uski kamar ko pakde main tez tez dhakke lagane laga tha. Ek baar fir se kamre me aarti ki aahe aur siskaariya goojne lagi thi.

Das minute baad aarti fir se jhad gayi lekin main laga hi raha. Usme ab shakti nahi bachi thi. Wo mujhse ruk jane ko kah rahi thi lekin alag alag position ke sath main usko pelta hi raha. Kareeb paune ghante baad main jhadne ke kareeb aaya. Mere dhakko ki speed aur tez ho gayi. Aarti behaal si charpaayi par padi thi. Sahsa meri nazar us par padi. Uski aankho ke koro se aansu nikal rahe the. Main jhadne ke kareeb hi tha magar uski buri haalat dekh kar maine uski choot se land nikaal liya.

"Tum thik to ho na?" Main uske chehre ko thapthapaate huye usse puchha____"Mujhe maaf kar do, mujhe maze me tumhara khayaal hi nahi rah gaya tha."

"Koi baat nahi." Usne feeki si muskaan hotho par saja kar kaha____"Main aapki sewa thik se nahi kar paayi na? Aapko beech dhaar par hi chhod diya maine."
"Aisa kuch nahi hai." Maine uske hotho ko is baar pyaar se choom liya____"Tumne apni kshamta se kahi zyada meri sewa ki hai aur mera sath bhi diya hai."

"Aapka abhi nahi hua na?" Usne uthne ki koshish ki____"Laaiye main muh me le kar aapko shaant kar deti hu."
"Nahi iski koi zarurat nahi hai." Maine kaha_____"Tumhe ab sirf araam karna hai. Tumne pahli baar is tarah ki chudaayi karwaai hai jiska na to tumhe tazurba hai aur na hi tum me kshamta hai."

"To main hath se kar deti hu na." Aarti ne mere land ko apne hath me lete huye kaha____"Main chaahti hu ki main kuch bhi kar ke aapko shaant karu."
"Achha theek hai." Maine uski bhavnaao ko samajhte huye kaha.

Aarti apne hath se mere land ki mutth maarne lagi. Is darmyaan mere andar ka tufaan tham gaya tha is liye mutth maarte maarte uske hath dard karne lage. Wo ye soch kar hairaani se meri taraf dekhti bhi ja rahi thi ki main jhad kyo nahi raha? Ab bhala use kya pata tha ki uska paala kisse pada tha? Use kya pata tha ki ek zamane me main kya cheez hua karta tha. Aakhir das minute ki purzor koshish ke baad usne mujhe jhadne ke kagaar par la hi diya. Maine use bataya ki main jhadne wala hu to usne kaha ki main uski chhaatiyo par apna veerya chhodu. Uske kahe anusaar maine aisa hi kiya.

Aarti is paune ek ghante me jane kitni hi baar jhadi thi aur is vajah se wo past ho gayi thi. Mera sath na de paane ki vajah se wo thoda maayoos dikh rahi thi lekin maine use samjhaya aur pyaar se uske hotho ko choom liya tha. Uske baad jaise hi main uske kamre se baahar aaya to sahsa meri nazar door seedhiyo ki taraf padi. Kisi ka thoda sa sir mujhe dikhaayi diya aur fir wo neeche ki taraf jhat se gaayab ho gaya. Ye dekh kar main dhakk se rah gaya. Jiska dar tha wahi ho gaya tha. Halaaki wo kaun tha ye main nahi dekh paaya tha lekin koi to tha zarur. Main sochne laga kaun ho sakta hai? Is waqt neeche sirf Swati hi thi, to kya tezi se seedhiyo se neeche jane wali Swati thi?

Yakeenan wo swati hi thi. Shayad wo mujhe khana khane ke liye bulane aayi thi. Shayad der ho jane ki vajah se wo mujhe upar bulaane aayi thi. Jab usne mere kamre ke darwaze par baahar se kundi lagi dekha hoga to usne bathroom ki taraf dekha hoga aur jab bathroom ka darwaza use khula nazar aaya hoga tab use shak hua hoga. Uske aad wo aarti ke kamre ki taraf aayi hogi. Main man hi man ye sab sochte huye kadiya jod raha tha. Main sochne laga ki ab jab main neeche jaauga to kaise Swati se nazre mila paauga aur wo khud mere bare me kya soch rahi hogi? Kya wo is sabse mujh par gussa karegi aur mujhe yaha se jane ka bol degi? Ekaek mujhe ehsaas hua ki achanak se badi bhaari samasya ho gayi hai. Halaaki mera to kuch nahi bigadne wala tha lekin sambhav hai ki aarti ke liye bhaari musibat ho jaye.

Maine is waqt aarti ko is bare me batana sahi nahi samjha kyoki ek to wo bhayankar chudaayi ki vajah se last past ho chuki thi dusre is baat ko jaan kar uski aur bhi haalat kharaab ho jaati. Main chup chaap gaya aur bathrooplm me fresh hone laga. Nahaate huye main yahi soch raha tha ki jab main neeche jaauga to Swati ka kya reaction hoga?


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"Sshshshsh ye kya kar rahe hain?" Saadi ke upar se wagle ne jaise hi savitri ki yoni ko masla to wo siski le kar bol padi thi.

"Wahi jo is garam maahaul me mujhe karna chahiye meri jaan." Wagle ne diary ko ek taraf rakh kar savitri ko apni taraf ghumaate huye kaha_____"Vikram ne to us aarti ko chod chod kar past kar diya aur is vajah se main bhi josh me aa chuka hu. Kyo na ek baar ham bhi ek round laga le."

"Aap bhi vikram ki tarah ashleelta se gande shabd bolne lage hain." Savitri ne wagle ki aankho me dekhte huye shikaayati lahje me kaha____"Aap jaise police ke ek jailer ko ye shobha nahi deta."

"Is waqt main koi jailer nahi balki ek mard hu aur tumhara pati bhi hu." Wagle ne savitri ki chhati ko halke se sahlaate huye kaha____"Is liye mard aur pati ko aise waqt me wahi karna chahiye jisme use aur uski biwi ko sabse zyada maza aaye."

"Aaaahhh sshshsh." Wagle ne savitri ki chhaati ko zor se masla to wo fir se sisak uthi, boli_____"Lagta hai kuch zyada hi josh me aa gaye hain. Tabhi to meri chhaati ko itni zor se masal rahe hain."

"Sach kaha meri jaan." Wagle ne savitri ki saadi ko uske seene se hataate huye kaha____"Vikram aur aarti ki chudaayi padh kar mere andar bahut zyada josh aa gaya hai. Ab jaldi se apne kapde utaar daalo. Mera man kar raha hai ki tumhe bhi aarti ki tarah chod chod kar past kar du."

"Hey bhagwan." Savitri ne aankhe faila kar kaha____"Kuch to sharam kijiye. Koi sune to kya kahe aapke bare me ki do do jawaan bachcho ka baap ho kar bhi aisi gandi baate aur aisi gandi harkate karta hai."

"Is waqt mujhe dusro ke sunne se aur kahne se koi fark padne wala nahi hai bhagyawaan." Wagle jo ab bed par khada ho chuka tha wo apni kameej ko utaarte huye bola____"Tum jaldi se apni ye saadi waadi nikaal do aur puri tarah nangi ho jaao."

Savitri samajh chuki thi ki ab wagle ke saamne koi excuse nahi chalne wala tha. Wo khud bhi garam ho chuki thi is liye muskurate huye uthi aur bed se neeche utar kar apne kapde utaarne lagi. Jaldi hi dono full nange ho gaye. Kuchh mahine pahle tak savitri ko is tarah full nangi hone me sharam aati thi lekin dhire dhire uski ye sharam lagbhag khatam hi ho gayi thi aur ab wo bhi wagle ka pura sath deti thi.

"Haye tumhari ye chhaatiya aaj bhi kisi jawaan ladki ki tarah uthi huyi hain." Wagle ne dono hatho me savitri ki chhaatiyo ko pakad kar sahlate huye kaha____"Tumhara jism bhi jawaan ladki ki tarah kasa hua hai, haan jism me thoda sa bharaav zarur aa gaya hai lekin iske bavjood tum maal nazar aati ho meri jaan."

"Vikram Singh ki diary padh kar aap bhi to jawaan ho gaye hain." Savitri ne wagle ke seene ko apne hath se salaate huye kaha____"Mujhe to ab aisa lagne laga hai jaise vikram singh ka aur uski diary ka aapki zindagi me aana niyati me sirf isi liye likha tha taaki uski vajah se ham dono ek baar fir se jawaan ho jaye aur ek dusre se bharpoor pyar kar sake."

Savitri ki baato ka wagle ne koi jawaab nahi diya balki chehra aage badha kar usne savitri ke hotho ko muh me bhar liya. Wagle jaha paglo ki tarah savitri ke hotho ko choose ja raha tha wahi savitri bhi apni taraf se puri koshish kar rahi thi. Ek to pahle se hi dono ke andar aarti aur vikram ki chudaayi padhne se garmi bhari huyi thi dusre ye sab karte hi garmi me izafa ho gaya. Wagle ke dono hath kabhi savitri ki chhaatiyo ko masalne lagte to kabhi uski peeth ko. Usne jaldi hi savitri ko bed par letaya aur uski chhatiyo ko baari baari se muh me bhar kar chusne laga. Bed par padi savitri buri tarah siskiya lete huye machle ja rahi thi.

Chhatiyo ko choosne ke baad jaldi hi wagle savitri ke pet ko aur uski naabhi ko choomte huye neeche uski yoni par pahucha. Aaj kal savitri apni yoni ko bilkul saaf rakhti thi kyoki lagbhag ab roz hi dono ke beech sex hone laga tha. Halaaki abhi kuch din se wagle ka swaasthya sahi nahi tha is liye dono ke beech sex nahi hua tha magar aaj dono khud ko rok nahi paaye the.

Wagle paaglo ki tarah savitri ki yoni me apni jeebh laplapata aur fir uske chhend me apni jeebh ko nukeeli kar ke ghused deta jisse savitri buri tarah machal uthti. Kamre me savitri ki siskiyo ka tufaan chaalu tha. Wagle ka pura muh savitri ke yoni ras se sarabor ho gaya tha. Usne uski yoni se chehra uthaya aur upar sarak kar savitri ke hotho se laga diya. Savitri paaglo ki tarah apne hi yoni ras ko uske hotho se chaatne lagi thi. Wagle ka akda hua land savitri ki jaangho se takra raha tha jise savitri ne hath badha kar pakad liya tha. Dono puri tarah madhosh ho chuke the.

Wagle utha aur savitri ke muh ke paas apna land le gaya jise dekh savitri ne use ek hath se pakad kar muh me le liya aur use choosne lagi. Wagle maze ke saatwe asmaan me pahuch gaya. Kuch der land chudaayi ke baad wagle fauran hi neeche aaya aur savitri ki dono taango ko faila kar uski yoni me apne land ko ek hi jhatke me daal diya.

"Aaahhhhh sshshshhs." Yoni me andar tak land pahuchte hi savitri zor se siski aur apne dono hatho se wagle ki peeth ko kas liya, fir madhoshi me boli____"Ab zor zor se dhakke laga kar mujhe chodiye jailer sahab. Kayi din se meri ye nigodi choot aapke is land ko lene ke liye tadap rahi thi."

"Chinta mat karo meri jaan." Wagle ne dhakko ki speed ko badhate huye kaha____"Aaj kayi dino ki kasar puri kar duga main."
"Aaahhhh sshshhssh." Savitri uske har dhakke par aahe bharte huye siski le rahi thi____"Meri chhaatiyo ko bhi muh me bhar kar chusiye na. Aaahhhh shshshshs kitna achha lagta hai jab aap meri chhaatiyo ko muh me le kar zor zor se mujhe chodte hain."

Kareeb dus minute baad dono buri tarah jhatke khaate huye jhade aur fir shaant pad gaye. Dono ke hi chehro par param santusti ke bhaav the. Savitri wagle ke seene se chipki muskurate huye uske seene me uge baalo ko haule haule sahlaati rahi. Kuch der araam karne ke baad dono ne apne apne kapde pahne aur fir savitri shaam ke liye khana taiyaar karne chali gayi. Jaate jaate ye bhi kahti gayi ki bina uske wo vikram singh ki diary na padhe.

Shaam ko wagle ke kuch dost uska haal chaal puchhne ke liye aa gaye the. Wagle ab puri tarah thik ho chuka tha lekin bade adhikaari ke kahne par use majburan abhi ek do din ghar me hi araam karna pad raha tha. Khair raat me dono ne dinner kiya. Ghar ke naukar bahadur ko bhi khana diya aur fir savitri bartan wagairah dhone ke baad kamre me apne pati wagle ke paas aa gayi. Ek cigarette peene ke baad wagle ne vikram singh ki diary ko khola aur dono ne man hi man aage ka kissa padhna shuru kar diye.

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Fresh hone ke baad main kamre me kapde pahante huye yahi soch raha tha ki neeche kis tarah jaau aur Swati bhabhi ka saamna kaise karu? Mujhe yakeen tha ki seedhiyo se neeche ki taraf jata hua jo sir mujhe dikha tha wo Swati bhabhi ka hi tha. Yaani Swati bhabhi jaan chuki thi ki main aarti ke kamre me uske sath sambhog kar raha tha. Unhe shayad is baat ki khwaab me bhi ummid nahi rahi hogi lekin duniya me kahi na kahi aisa kuch hota hi rahta hai jiski log kalpana bhi nahi kiye hote. Yu to mujhe apne liye kisi anjaam ki parwaah nahi thi, lekin main is baat se thoda dara hua tha ki agar Swati bhabhi ne is sabke chalte koi bakheda khada kar kiya to yakeenan aarti ki shadi shuda zindagi tabaah ho jaayegi. Usko to abhi is baat ka pata bhi nahi hai ki aaj ke us maze ne usko kitne bade sankat me daal diya hai.

Khana khane ke liye neeche to jana hi tha is liye main kamre se baahar nikla aur darwaze ko baahar se kundi laga kar seedhiyo ki taraf badh chala. Man me yahi socha ki main apni taraf se aisa show nahi karuga ki main unke dwara pakda gaya hu. Baaki agar unhe is sabse koi etraaz hoga to wo khud hi is bare me mujhse koi na koi baat karengi ya fir ye bhi sambhav hai ki wo mujhse kuch na kahe balki raat me apne pati ke aane par usse kahe.

Main bhale hi khud ko samjha bujha kar khud ko baahar se shaant aur nirvikaar banaye huye tha lekin sach to yahi tha ki andar se meri haalat kharaab thi. Khair kuch hi der me main seedhiyo se neeche aaya aur unke channel gate ke paas pahuch kar dhadakte dil se unhe awaaz di. Man me tarah tarah ki aashankaayen ubhar rahi thi aur mere dil ki dhadkane laakh koshish ke baavjood samaanya nahi ho pa rahi thi. Mujhe is baat ka sabse zyada malaal ho raha tha ki Swati jaisi khubsurat aurat ke saamne meri image kharaab ho gayi hai.

"Bahut der laga di aapne aane me?" Swati andar se nikal kar aayi aur meri tarah gahri nazro se dekhti huyi boli____"Main to ab ye soch baithi thi ki shayad abhi aur der lage aapko aane me."

"Ji raat bhar ka thaka hua tha to araam karne laga tha." Maine apni badhi huyi dhadkano ko kaabu me karne ki koshish karte huye kaha____"Usi chakkar me deri ho gayi."

"Koi baat nahi." Swati ne kaha____"Insaan ko mehnat karne ke baad araam to karna hi chahiye. Khair aap baithiye main khaane ki thaali le kar aati hu."

"Ji." Maine socha chalo jaan bachi laakho paaye. Man me basa dar thoda kam ho gaya tha is liye chup chaap ja kar dining table ke kinaare rakhi kursiyo me se ek kursi par baith gaya.

Itna to main samajh gaya tha ki Swati bhabhi ne jis lahje me mujhse baat ki thi wo tanjiya tha par mere liye yahi badi baat thi ki unhone mujh par gussa nahi kiya tha. Kuch hi der me wo thaali le kar aayi aur mere saamne table par rakh diya. Steel ke jug me aur ek glass me paani pahle se hi table par rakha hua tha. Thaali saamne aate hi main shuru ho gaya. Asal me main jaldi se kha kar yaha se nikal lena chaahta tha magar shayad mera nikalna itna asaan nahi tha.

"Kuch der pahle main gayi thi upar aapko bulaane ke liye." Swati mujhse kuch hi doori par khadi ho gayi thi aur ab maano mere sir par bomb fodte huye boli____"Par aapke kamre ka darwaza baahar se band tha."

"Ohh shayad us waqt main bathroom me raha houga." Unki baat sun kar mere halak me to jaise niwala hi fans gaya tha jise maine badi mushkil se halak se neeche dhakela tha.

"Haan maine bhi yahi socha tha ki shayad aap bathroom me honge." Swati ne meri taraf aplak dekhte huye bomb fodna jaari rakha____"Par jab maine bathroom ki taraf dekha to uska darwaza khula hua tha. Mujhe ye soch kar thoda ajeeb laga ki aap bathroom ka darwaza khol kar uske andar kaise fresh ho sakte hain?"

Swati bhabhi ki baate sun kar meri haalat ab kharaab ho chali thi lekin main kisi tarah khud ko samhaale huye tha aur sir jhukaaye khane me khud ko byast kiye huye tha. Sir utha kar unki taraf dekhne ki himmat nahi bachi thi mujh me.

"Apni tasalli ke liye jab main bathroom ke paas gayi." Udhar meri haalat ko aur bhi zyada kharaab karte huye Swati bhabhi ne aage kahna shuru kiya____"To main ye dekh kar chaunki ki bathroom andar se khaali hai. Mujhe hairaani huyi ki agar aap apne kamre me bhi nahi hain aur bathroom me bhi nahi hain to aakhir kaha chale gaye?"

Mere paas bolne ke liye ab kuch bacha hi nahi tha ya yu kahu ki agar koi bahana hota bhi to wo bahana banane ki mujh me himmat hi nahi rah gayi thi. Bas sir jhukaaye main khane me byast tha. Khana khane ki raftaar bhi unki baate sun kar dheemi ho gayi thi. Ab to koi niwaala halak se neeche thoosne par bhi nahi ja raha tha.

"Fir maine socha ki ho sakta hai ki kisi kaam se aap neeche se hote huye baahar chale gaye honge aur maine dhyaan nahi diya hoga." Swati maano kisi redio ki tarah bole hi chali ja rahi thi____"Ye soch kar main bathroom ke paas se waapas lauti. Abhi kuch kadam hi waapas aayi thi ki sahsa mere kaano me kuch awaaze padi jise sun kar mere kaan khade ho gaye. Awaaze aarti ke kamre ke andar se aayi thi. Pahle to maine yahi socha ki shayad ye awaaz aarti ki beti ki hogi lekin fir jaldi hi mujhe yaad aaya ki aarti ki beti to subah apne baap ke sath school chali gayi thi. Khair wo awaaze thodi ajeeb thi is liye thik se sunne ke liye mujhe aarti ke kamre ke paas jana pada. Jab main aarti ke kamre ke darwaze ke paas pahuchi to andar se aane wali awaaze kaafi achhe se sunaayi dene lagi. Un awaazo ne mujhe jo ehsaas karaaya usse mere hosh ud gaye. Kaano ko yakeen hi na hua ki andar se jo awaaze mere kaano me pad rahi thi unme koi sachchaayi hai bhi ya nahi, lekin sach to sach hi hota hai na keshav bhai sahab."

Mujhe aisa laga jaise Swati ne beech chauraahe par mujhe nanga khada kar diya ho. Khana khate huye meri har harkate is tarah ek jagah par jaam ho gayi thi jaise main koi robot tha jiska button off karte hi main apni jagah par ekdam se jaam ho gaya tha. Mujhe zara bhi ummid nahi thi ki Swati jaisi seedhi saadi aurat apni baato ko itna dramatic andaz me kahegi.

"Aap to bade chhupe rustam nikle bhai sahab." Swati mujhe khamoshi se ek jagah par ruke huye dekh kar boli____"Main soch bhi nahi sakti thi ki jise main itna seedha saada aur achha insaan samajhne lagi hu wo asal me kitna bada hawasi hai."

"Mujhe maaf kar dijiye bhabhi." Main ab iske alawa bhala aur kya kahta____"Mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi."

"Tum ise galti kahte ho?" Swati ne is baar thode shakht bhaav se kaha____"Are ye to gunaah hai. Tumne ek baar bhi nahi socha ki tum aarti ko apne jaal me fasa kar jo kuch uske sath kar rahe ho usse uski shadi shuda zindagi tabaah ho sakti hai? Ramesh ko agar is sabka pata chala to wo use apni zindagi se dhakke maar ke nikaal dega."

"Main maanta hu bhabhi ki mujhse bahut bada gunaah ho gaya hai." Maine sharmindagi se kaha____"Par is gunaah ki saza aarti ko nahi milni chahiye. Main nahi chaahta ki is sabki vajah se uski hasti khelti zindagi barbaad ho jaye. Main aaj hi yaha se apna boriya bistar samet kar chala jaauga."

"Agar tumhe sach me apni galti ka ehsaas hai aur tumhe ye bhi ehsaas hai ki is sabki vajah se aarti ki zindagi barbaad ho jaayegi." Swati ne is baar narm lahje me kaha____"To tumhe main ek aur mauka deti hu lekin mujhse wada karo ki ab se tum uske sath ye sab karne ka sochoge bhi nahi."

"Main aapse wada karta hu bhabhi." Maine jhat se sir utha kar unse kaha____"Ab se aisa kuch bhi karne ka nahi sochuga. Yaha tak ki main uski taraf dekhuga bhi nahi."

"Thik hai." Swati ne kaha____"Main aarti ko bhi is sabke liye samjhaaugi aur agar dubara mujhe aisa kuch samajh me aaya to soch lena main aarti ki zindagi barbaad karne ke liye tumhe police ke hawaale bhi kar dugi."

Maine sahmati me sir hilaya to Swati kuch palo tak mujhe dekhti rahi uske baad wo andar ki taraf chali gayi. Thodi der baad aayi to uske hath me ek plate thi jisme rotiya rakhi huyi thi. Meri bhookh to waise bhi hawa ho gayi thi lekin Swati na maani aur usne do rotiya meri thaali me rakh hi di. Badi mushkil se maine khana khatm kiya aur fir chup chaap upar chala gaya. Jeewan me pahli baar itni zyada sharmindagi mahsoos kar raha tha main.

Apne kamre me aa kar maine darwaza band kiya aur charpaayi me let kar sochne laga ki saala ye kya bawaal ho gaya. Halaaki isse mujhe koi fark nahi padne wala tha kyoki main yaha se apna samaan le kar kahi bhi ja sakta tha, lekin maine is sabka ilzaam apne sir le kar aarti ke liye raham paane ki thodi si jagah bana di thi. Swati ne kaha tha ki wo aarti ko bhi samjhayegi iske liye, yaani ab ham dono ke beech aisa hona sambhav nahi tha aur agar tha bhi to uske liye bahut hi zyada satarkata ki zarurat thi.

Pata nahi kab meri aankh lag gayi thi. Dubara meri aankh kisi ke dwara darwaza khatkhataye jane se khuli. Maine lete lete hi puchha kaun hai to baahar se Swati ki dusri beti Sonam ki awaaz aayi. Usne kaha ki neeche uske papa use chaay peene ke liye bula rahe hain. Sonam ki baat sun kar maine kaha thik hai.

Main utha aur ja kar bathroom me hath muh dhoya. Sone se pahle ka mujhe saara ghatna kram yaad aaya to mere andar ajeeb si bechaini bharne lagi. Dinesh ne mujhe chaay pine ke liye bulaya tha. Main sochne laga ki is waqt wo kyo aaya hoga? Aam taur par wo dopahar ke ek baje kha pi kar chala tha aur fir raat ke aath ya nau baje hi waapas aata tha. Usne bataya tha ki apni beti poonam ki shadi ke liye wo paise jod raha hai aur iske liye wo zyada se zyada time auto chalata hai. Main sochne laga ki kahi Swati ne mere aur aarti ke bare me dinesh ko bata to nahi diya? Saala aurto ke pet me koi bhi baat nahi pachti. Agar aisa hua hoga to yakeenan mashla ho jana tha.

Main neeche aaya aur chhote se dring room me rakhe sofe par Dinesh ke saamne hi baith gaya. Maine dhyaan se dinesh ke chehre ki taraf dekha to mujhe uske chehre par kuch bhi aisa nazar nahi aaya jisse mujhe apne liye samasya jaisi baat lage. Yaani Swati ne use us sabke bare me nahi bataya tha.

"Keshav bhai." Dinesh ne mera bataya hua nakli naam lete huye kaha____"Achha hua tum aaj hiya ho. Asal ma baat ka hai ki ham apan beti ke khaatir thoda bahut jewellery wagairah banwana chaahte hain. Soch rahe the ki abhi se dhire dhire kuch cheeze banwa le taaki baad ma zyada zor na pade."

"Ye to bahut achhi baat hai Dinesh bhai." Maine muskurate huye kaha____"Aur ye sahi bhi hai ki abhi se zaruri cheeze banwaani shuru kar di jaaye."

"Waise to ham ihay chaahat rahe ki bachche log jitna zyada padh likh le utna hi badhiya rahi." Dinesh ne kaha____"U ka hai na shaharwa ke hisaab se bhi thoda sochna padta hai, hai ke nahi? Par hamre baapu ji bada adanga daal rahe ab. Kahate hain ki bitiya byaah ke laayak ho gayi hai ta ab okhar byaah kay dya. Ham ta sochat rahe ki yahi se poonam ka byaah karenge lekin baapu ne saaf kaha ki byaah gaon se hi hoi."

"Unka kahna bhi sahi hai Dinesh bhai." Maine kaha____"Apne janm bhumi me aur apne gaon samaaj ke logo ke beech aise kaam kaaj ho to uski baat hi alag hoti hai."

"Sahi kah rahe ho keshav bhaiya." Dinesh ne kaha____"Apane jila jawaar ke baatay alag ha. Khair chhwada ee sab, chaay shaay piye ke baad tu bhi hamre sath chala."

Kuch hi der me poonam chaay le kar aa gayi. Ham dono ne chaay pi aur uske kuch der baad dinesh apni biwi swati ke sath taiyar ho kar aaya. Usne mujhe bhi zabardasti sath chalne ko kah diya tha. Main baar baar Swati ki taraf dekhne lagta tha. Dopahar ki ghatna ke baad Swati ke saamne main thoda jhijhakne laga tha ab. Swati ne bhi jab mujhe sath chalne ko kaha to main bhi jaldi se taiyar ho kar aa gaya. Uske baad ham teeno ek taxi me baith kar kisi achhi jewellery ki dukaan ki taraf badh chale.


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