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Adultery Lust " Kimat " Love [completed]

Update - 110

" sorry yaar us din jo bhi mene kaha mujhe to dhayan hi nahi nashe mein kya bak diya " rahul ne mayusi bhare lehaze mein kaha.

" janta hun, akansha ne bataya tha mujhe ki teri use baat hui aur tu mujhse baat karne mein dar raha hai "

" han to mujhe laga tu naraz hoga "

" naraz to mei abhi bhi hun "

" are bhai sorry dubara le le "

" abe akhand admi party reh gayi uske liye "

" hahah han yaar party behenchod uske chakar mein rayta failah tha is baar bina daru ke party rakhunga "

" ab jarurat nahi sab baat diya hai mene use vaise bhi, acha hi hua kam se kam tere bahane jo dil mein tha vo bahar aa gaya "

" kamal hai tum dono ka, ek ladka itna badal jayega mujhe pata nahi tha"

" samne wala acha ho to insan badal hi jata hai vaise bhi mujhe akansha ke liye badalne mein koi takleef nahi hai. Mei uske sath ab apna life time guzarna chahta hun "

" socha na tha ki delhi walle ko pyar ho jayega "

" bc pyar ke liye delhi wala ho ya pune wala vo thodi bata kar hota hai "

" han ye bhi sahi hai par samajh nahi ata ki tum jaise jhantu ko itna pyar karne wala mil kahan se jata hai " rahul ki baat sun chehre par muskan aa gayi, baat to uski sahi thi, mujhse jada jhantu kahan hi milega is sansar mein uppar se akansha jaisi perfect ladki mil gayi.

" chal vapis aaunga, us din party karte hain tab tak tu hulllah-lalh kar "

" hulall-lah bc ye kya hai ? "

" abe samajh jaa "

" kya samajh jaun ? "

" ishaq ne teri gand mein bambu de diye hain jabhi tera dimag ganne ke ras ki tarah chus gaya hai "

" abe sidhe bol le harami "

" abe hullal-lah aaj ki modern term hai ishaqbaaz parinde chonch milate hain aur palang par huuaahh karte hain use hullal-lah kehte hain "

" hat be bhagg bc.. " mei phone par chillaya to usne hanste hue phone kaat diya.

" kya ho gaya kispar chilla rahe ho ? " akansha room mein atte hue boli, acha hua usne mere muh se galli nahi suni varna class lag jati meri. " rahul tha "

" acha, han phone aya tha uska mere pas.. "

" han baat hui " mei itna bol paya ki akansha mere kareeb ayi aur bahon mein bahein dalte hue mere honton par ek choti si chumban de di
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" are wah aaj badi papiyan di jaa rahi hai "

" kyun hum nahi de sakte kya ? " vo shararti muskan ke sath boli. Mujhe akansha ka ye naya avtar kuch jada hi pasand aa raha tha. Mere andar ka mei bahar aa raha tha jo palang par tabad tod tabla bajata tha
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" aise bologi to bahut kuch ho jayega " mei palang ka sahara chhod baith gaya. Akansha ka rijhane wala andaz mere dil ke sath kuch aur ko bhi dhadka raha tha, usne apne honth danton mein biche aur apne sharir ko hath se masalne lagi. Kareeb ek hafte baad hume dhang se samay mila tha ek dusre se baat karne ka, warna vo aur mein dono bas khana hi ek sath kha paa rahe the. Mere to hathon par se control chhut gaya aur mene akansha ko kas kar pakdte hue apni taraf khincha aur paglon ki tarah chumnte hue uski chatiyun ko dabane laga. Vo mere uppar laiti thi aur pajane ke uppar se mera lund uske short ke niche jhankhon se hota hua uski chut ke uppar aa tika tha jise mehsus karte hue mei apni kamar uppar ki taraf utha raha tha. Garam mahol ho gaya tha aur mei apna pura badan usme samet dena chahta tha. Vo choti choti ahein bharti hui mujh mein samati jaa rahi thi aur apne honth meri gardan se lekar chati tak pitti hui niche jaa rahi thi. Kya mujhe aaj vo sukh milne wala tha jiski kalpana mene akansha se kabhi nahi ki thi. Han sahayd vo pal vo mauka aa chuka tha, usne mera pajama niche kiya aur mera lund hath mein pakad kar ek do baar niche uppar kar diya. Kasam sharir banane walle ki jo gudgudi mere purre sharir mein hui usne mujhe jhanjhod diya. Itna anand to kabhi zindagi mein nahi mila tha par shayad ye to bas ek shuruwat thi agle hi pal jab usne apne honth rakhe to mein pagal sa ho gaya, mene uska sar pakad liya aur vo mera lund muh mein lekar chusne lagi. Pyar mein dekhne ke baad mene kabhi akansha ke liye nahi socha tha ki mei use chodne ke liye itna utawla ho jaunga, na jane kyun jab se hamare bich mein sex hua tha uske baad sab badal gaya tha aur shayad ye vo moment tha jisne meri tharak ko phir se jaga diya tha, ab mujhe chut chahie thi.

' aah--aaanahhhh aahahh aahhh aaahhh dhire...dhie... ohh fuckk... oh... no.. aaaaaaaha aah uhhhhh aaaaahahhhhhhhh ' missionary hi sahi lekin mein is waqt akansha ki chut ko apne lund se kured raha tha aur vo sisakti hui apne nakhun meri pith mein gaddi baithi thi, na jane kab tak mein use usi taraf chodta raha, vo shayad thak gayi thi uska charamsukh bhi ho chuka tha par mera nikal hi nahi raha tha aur mein use chodne mein laga hua tha ' ankit.. bas.s.. ouuf.f.f.. mei thak gayi.. ankit.. aahh aahhh' uska ek hukum manne wala mei ab sunte hue ansuna kar gaya, janta tha ek aad minute lagega vo fir garam ho jayegi aur wahi hua, agle hi pal vo apni kamar uthane lagi. Par vo thak chuki thi aur dard bhi ho raha tha use, meri aur uski ankhein takrai aur mene use sisakte hue dekha. Ek alag chehra sa nazar aya jaise mei hi use chodne ke liye bana hua hun, chehra dekhte hi alag junun sawa ho gaya. Palang ka piche sirhana pakda aur tabad-tod dhakke lagane shuru kar diya, uski siskiyan aur palang ke hilne ke sath mere dhakkon ki 'thappp' awaz gunjne lagi. Vo siski aur mein bhi charamsukh ke najdeek aya aur phir uske uppar gir kar zor zor se sansein lene laga. Pasina uske badan ka tha ya mere sharir se uske upar gir raha tha ye to nahi pata lekin dono pasine se tar-batar the. Vo meri pasino wale balon mein hath ferh rahi thi aur mein hanfta hua uske chatiyun par pada tha.

Aaj kya hua tha mujhe? Bar-bar akansha ke sharir ki banawat ankhon ke samne kyun aa rahi hai aur itni der tak chudai karne ke baad bhi mei apna lund kyun masal raha hun? Na jane kya hua tha mujhe jo itna utejit ho gaya tha, shayad itne waqt se akansha se dhang se baat nahi hui thi isliye ye ufan aur uska approach mujhe is taraf le aya, yahi ho sakta hai. Mei akansha ke balon par apne hath ferte hue soch mein duba hua tha, vo kab jaag gayi thi is baat ka andaza mujhe tab laga jab usne apna sar mere sine se hataya.

" ankit "

" uth gayi " mei uski taraf dekh muskura utha.

" ankit agar ritika aur ankita tumhari life mein ek sath vapis aa gayi to tum kya karoge? " akansha ne meri ankhon mein dekhte hue sawal kiya aur apne jawab ka intezar karne lagi. Mei kuch der yun hi laita raha bina kuch bole jo shayad use ajeeb laga kyun ki uske liye jawab bahut asan hona chahie " itna soch rahe ho "

" unhe acha lagega mujhe dekh kar " vo ise aage kehti use pehle mene jawab dena shuru kiya " mei kisi se itna pyar karta hun ki uske liye apni zindagi badal di ye dekh vo bahut khush hongi " jawab mein sachai thi jo apnapan mein unhe nahi de paya unse sab lekar vo jab akansha ko diya to koi bhi is badlav ko dekh kar yakeen nahi karega aur agar kar liya to unhe acha hi lagega. Akansha ko shayad tassali ho gayi thi isliye usne apni bahein mere sine mein bandhi aur sar rakh kar ankhein band karte hue so gayi. Par mei uske sar par hath ferata raha kab tak mujhe yaad nahi kyun ki kuch der baad meri ankhein bhi band ho gayi.

Time kisi ke liye apni gatti ko dhime nahi karta, vo guzarte hue bas katt jana chahta hai taki naya din aye aur aisa karte hue naya yug hi kyun na aa jaye. Ajeeb khel hai is waqt ka jo sirf aage badta hai aur kabhi piche nahi jata. Yun hi waqt guzar raha tha aur 2 mahine yun hi beet gaye. Ghar par baatcheet hoti thi kabhi kabhi papa se aksar ho jati thi aur vo yahi kehte the ki vapis aa jaa kahan reh raha hai jawab mein mene unhe yahi bataya dost ke sath aur office pass padta hai isliye alas aa rha hai ghar ane mein. Fir unhone ek hi din ke liye ane ko kaha chutti walle din, ab vo din to mei akansha ke sath bitata tha lekin phir akansha ne mujhe bhi yahi kaha use aise akele jane par ajeeb lag raha tha aur yahi feeling uske sath bhi thi, itne waqt baad aise ek din ke liye hi sahi alag ho rahe the. Par vo mujhse jada meri zindagi ko samjhti thi aur use theek rakhna chahti thi akhir vo bhi ek din us ghar ka hissa banne wali thi.

Saturday ko mein ghar chala gaya ek din ke liye, normal sa hi laga, koi chik chik koi jhagda na hua, maa kam baat kar rahi thi to mei hi unse baat kar raha tha, acha samay katta. Dhire dhire sab theek ho jaye to sahi hai, sunday subah mein bahar nikla jaldi uth gaya tha, akansha ko message drop kiya aur phir subah-subah ki dhoop lene ke liye bahar balcony mein aa khada hua. Ubasi bharte hue sharir todne laga, samne park mein kuch log tehal rahe the to kuch yoga mein vyast the. Mene khud ko dekha, to paya ki kuch waqt pehele achi khasi body bana li thi lekin jab se office jana shuru kiya sab lut gaya. Ek lambi ahein chhodte hue mei vapis jana laga to pados ki aunty par nazar padi jo apni balcony mein khadi kapde sukha rahi thi. Na jane kyun nazar ruk gayi aur mein samne dekhne laga. Kapde sukhate waqt unka ek pallu thoda side ho gaya tha jise unki deep blouse se unki chaityun ka cut yahan tak ki chatiyan khulli si ho gayi thi aur gille kapdo ko jhad kar sukhane ki wajah se unki blouse bhi aage se halki si gili ho gayi thi. Mene apni ankhein michi aur khud ko gali deta hua andar aa gaya. Phone uthaya to akansha ka message aya tha kiss wali smily ke sath. Ek waqt tha jab smily ko dekh kar gussa ata tha aur ab us smily ko uski asli papi samajh kar khush ho raha tha. Wahi kaha na waqt kitni jaldi badh jata hai. Mene akansha ko message kiya aur use baat karne laga par na jane kyun bar-bar aunty ki chaityun ki ek tasveer dimag mein ubhar rahi thi. Mei use ignore karta aur baar-baar vo mere samne aa jati, dimag se hatane ke liye mene akansha ko video call hi kar liya aur use dekhte hi sab kuch bhool gaya jaise koi mantr likha ho uske chehre par.

" ankit tumhare liye ek surprise hai " dono ko sath chaar mahine ho gaye the aur ab to aisa lagne laga tha ki yahi mera ghar hai aur akansha ab meri better half ban chuki hai. Bas farak itna tha ki hum dono livin mein rehte the aur ghar par kisi ko kuch nahi pata tha.

" mere pas bhi hai " akansha ke bolte hi mei bola.

" ohhoo kya baat hai kya surprise hai batao jaldi ? "

" tum batao "

" mere mein tumhe thoda intezar karna pdega par jald hi bataungi, tum batao "

" hamara project success ho gaya hai jise mein lead kar raha tha aur company ko bahut bade budget ka naya project mila hai "

" mujhe pata tha ankit, you work hard for this, sara sara din lage rehte the, i am so much happy muaahhhh " usne phone par chumma de diya aur mera dil bol utha asli mein de do.

" usi ke liye party hai kal office ki taraf se, hum apne partner ko le jaa sakte hain, ab hum dono jayenge "

" nahi jaa sakte "

" kyun? "

" bhool gaye tum "

" kya ? "

" mei do din ke liye mumbai jaa rahi hun "

" are hann... shit... ye mei kaise bhool gaya in office walon ko isi time rakhni thi kya party "

" koi nahi tum chale jana "

" mei akele kya karunga "

" tumhara to jaruri hai jana samajho "

" par tumhare bina "

" mere bina tum party mein jaa sakte ho meri izazt hai mr ankit " vo is andaz mein boli ki mere chehre par hansi aa gayi.

" kitne baje ki hai flight? "

" 5 baje ki "

" mein chhodne chalunga "

" subah ke 5 baje hai "

" acha... koi nahi tab bhi chalunga " mene keh to diya lekin jo 3 raaton se nahi soya tha vo insan kaise uth sakta tha mujhe akansha ne uthaya bhi nahi aur vo bas forehad par kiss karke chali gayi. Ye sab usne ek note par likha tha jo mene subah pada, mujhe gussa bhi aya aur bura bhi bahut laga

" tumne uthaya kyun nahi " mene note padte hi phone kiya.

" kaise uthati tum itne pyare lag rahe the sote hue "

" galat baat hai akansha " ek pal ke liye mene udas man se kaha " tum sahi salamat pahch gayi na ? "

" han ji ab office hi pahunchi hun "

" kaise begarad insan hai meri ladki se itna kaam karwa rahe hain raat ki ayi hui hai ye nahi ki chain se ek din aram karne de "

" begarad what hahaha.. ankit you are mad, unhone to kaha tha lekin mujhe vapis ana hai na, mei itne din tumse dur reh sakti hun bhala " is baat ne mere dil mein uske liye pyar se bhar diya. Kaun kehta hai pyar ek baar hota hai mera to yahi manna hai ki vo har roz hota hai, vo kahin na kahin kisi na kisi mein chupa hota hai jo nikal kar samne ata rehta hai isliye pyar har roz hota hai, ek insan se hi sahi par roz hota hai.

" i love you akansha "

" i love you too ankit "

Sham ko party ke liye mein ready hua, akansha ko photo bheji aur miss you likha, usne kiss wali smily di. Mei ghar se nikla aur party walle venue par pahunch gaya. Jaisi umeed thi, party bore thi aur akele to bilkul hi. Akansha busy thi isliye mene use disturb nahi kiya. Mei bar ki side baitha hua tha, party ka music chal raha tha aur sab kisi pagal kutte jaise free ki daru utarte hue nach rahe the jo ki mujhe bilkul pasand nahi tha, ek do baar aye bhi mujhe bulane par bhaga diya mene unhe. Mei apni mojito pite hue bas un jhallon ki hakartein dekh raha tha tabhi mere manager ne mere kandhe par hath rakha jinhe dekhte hi mei apni jagah se khada ho gaya.

" are chill, aaj party ka din hai jo enjoy"

" ji sir "

" ye kya pii rahe ho drink lo "

" nahi sir, mei nahi pitaa.. "

" kamal ke enigneer ho yar tum sach mein, acha aao mujhe tumhe kisi se milwana hai "

" abhi? "

" han, tumhe kya lag raha hai is party mein hum hi hai, clients bhi hai aur jise hume ab next project mila hai vo client bhi aur mei chahta hun ki ye wala project tum lead karo "

" sir mei ? " meri to ankhein fatti reh gayi ye sun kar. Ye mota jhooth bol raha hai isne pii li hai chadh gayi hai ise tabhi galat bande ke pass khada hai.

" ankit kya soch rahe ho? "

" kuch nahi sir "

" to lets go, she is waiting " vo mera hath pakad kar bache ki tarah le jane laga, ye to pakka tha ye mota pii kar pagal ho gaya hai par itna hoga pata nahi tha.

" Miss sangeeta, this is ankit "
 
Update - 111

" Ankit this is sangeeta, Sales Head hai Gixel ki, inhone hi finalyze kiya hai humari company ke sath 5 long year ka contract sign kiya hai "

" to ye hain Mr Ankit, bahut baar naam suna hai apka aur aaj aapse hamari mulakat ho hi gayi, hello " usne apna hath aage badhaya to mene bhi hath mila liya. Par mere liye chaunkane walli baat ye thi ye mujhe kaise janti hai jabki mene to kabhi inse apna parichay kiya hi nahi tha. " lagta hai aap soch rahe hain ki aapko hum kaise jante hain ? "

" ji.. " mei bas itna hi bola phir laga kyun ki bola.

" din bhar hamare office mein yahi rehta hai ki aaj ankit ne hamare productivity loss na hone mein help ki, aaj usne ye idea diya, aaj vo... matlab client hone ke natte apne hume apne product support se jada support diya hai to phir kaise aapka naam nahi jannenge hum isliye hi to humne apne sarre future projects apke product ko handover karne ki soch li hai. I guess Mr Mehra is very lucky to have a employee like you "

" yes ofcourse sangeeta he is very hardworking "

" i can see that " ye dono apas mein baat cheet karne lage aur mujhe akward feel hone laga kyun ki ek to mujhe meri tarrif nahi suni jati vo bhi aise. Mene apna kaam kiya client hone ke natte apni job uspar itni tarif, makhan laga kar baad mein bhatera kaam pakda denge. Vaise bhi is client ke chakar mein akansha ko kam time de paa raha tha aur ab ye apne naye project hume dega to na jane mera kya hoga.

" ankit? "

" han ? " sangeeta ki awaz padte hi mei hosh mein aya. Aur sangeeta ko gaur se dekha shayad soch se bahar ane ke baad pehli dafa tha jab use mei notice karne jaa raha tha. Umar ka andaza lagana mushkil tha kyun ki usne khud ko maintain kar rakha tha, Chehre par koi jhuriyan nahi aur na hi use makeup se chupaya gaya tha, rang saaf tha aur sharir ki banawat kasi hui thi jo aksar 35-40 saal ke bich mein mahila ki hoti hai. Party ke according usne dress traditional pehni hui thi yani ki sarre jo ki net ki thi aur black blouse jo ki kafi open deep neck, sleveless jo ki sarre dhaki hone ke baad bhi dikhai padh rahi thi.

" ankit? " usne dubara awaz lagai aur mei thoda ghabra gaya ki kahin usne mujhe ghurta to nahi pakad liya isliye mene nazar firayi to paya vahan mera manager nahi tha.

" sir kahan gaye? " mene idhar udhar dekha

" call aa gaya tha unko, chalo lets have some drinks and i will share something about our future projects to shayad tumhe koi pareshani na ho in near future "

" ji mam " yahi socha ki chalo thoda time katega isi bahane aur phir ghar.

" mam? there is no mam, you will call me sangeeta only "

" but mam? "

" i said no mam, you know mere under mein takreeban 300-400 employees hai jo direct mujhe report karte hain aur vo mujhe mam nahi bolte kyun ki vo bol nahi sakte "

" par aisa kyun? "

" kyun ki agar unhone mujhe mam bola to unhe wahin sabke samne dance karna pdta hai "

" seriously sangeeta? " mere muh se apna naam sunte hi vo hans padi.Kya karta agar naam leta to kahin ye mere manager ko bata kar mujhse dance karwa deti to naukri chhodni padh jati kyun ki dance aur mera to itna fasla hai jitna mera aur meri achi kismat ka.

" common " vo phir mujhe apne sath le gayi. Pehle to mujhe bahut ajeeb laga lekin jaise jaise baatcheet badhti gayi vaise vaise uski company achi lagne lagi. Meri mostly baton par vo hansti yani vo meri company enjoy kar rahi thi jo mujhe bahut relax feel kara raha tha. Shuruwat kaam se hui phir dhire-dhire khud par aa gayi.

" do you have someone? "

" yes i do "

" wao she must be very lucky "

" i guess i am "

" ouuu nice yani you are experienced with womens hmm so you can understand them tab to dhire-dhire mujhe bhi samajh jaoge " usne apni whisky khatam karte hue kaha aur dusri mangwa li. Mujhe uski baat par kuch purani batein achanak yaad ayi lekin mene unhe fauran apne dimag se alag kar diya.

" mujhe nahi lagta ki aisa koi insan hai jo aurat ko ache se samajh sake aur ek ladki ke sath rehne ka matlab ye nahi ki mein har kisi ko jaan sakun " vo mere jawab se impress hui.

" uhmm true.. i like you answer " uske baad usne akansha ke bare mein pucha aur mere bare mein bhi. Yani hamari kaisi banti hai, ye mera actually favorite topic ban gaya aur use mene hamare bare mein kafi kuch bataya jaise mei chahta tha ki akansha ke bare mein koi baat kare.

" then why you don't drink "

" because.. " mei ruka aur socha jawab hindi mein hi dun usi mein comfortable rehta hun " kyun ki mujhe kabhi jarurat mehsus nahi hui "

" to phir kiski? " usne glass muh se laga liya aur galle se utarti whisky uske jism ko ab nasha bana rahi thi. Adat rahi hogi itni badi post par hone ke baad bhi itna pine ki lekin nasha to phir bhi chadh hi raha tha uspar.

" mei kuch samjha nahi "

" to phir kiski jarurat padti hai apko ? " sangeeta ka sawal tricky tha, ab ye uska nasha tha jo usne aisa sawal kiya tha ya phir vo ched rahi thi batana mushkil tha kyun ki uske chehre par koi badlav nahi dikhai de raha tha. Jawab se bachne ke liye koi jawab dhundta use pehle uska phone bajne laga.

" excuse me " vo mujhse bol kar phone par baat karne lagi aur mei bade dhayan se use sunne laga " abhi tak nahi hui? ok... theek hai tum chale jao i will arrange something, yeah sure.. par kal tak ho jayegi na? ok.. " phone cut karke usne ek lambi sans chhodi aur is baar glass double whisky ka banwaya without water and soda.

" anything wrong mam .. i mean sangeeta ? " mujhe nahi puchna tha lekin pata nahi kyun puch liya.

" meri car yahan atte hi kharab ho gayi, driver ko bheja hua tha par usne kaha ki aaj theek nahi hogi kal tak hogi, so ab mujhe khud jana padega.. "

" oh.. so mei sir se keh kar cab arrange karwa dun? "

" abhi nahi thodi der mein, lagta hai aap humse picha chhudwna chahte hain " mujhe nahi pata tha is baat ka ye matlab niklega.

" nahi nahi" mei fauran bola varna ye meri manager se meri clas lagwa deti. " mei party ke baad ki hi baat kar rha hun "

" i know " usne glass se whisky utari aur mene mojito. Ek pal dono ke bich koi baat cheet na hui aur acha hua nahi hui, mere pas bhi kuch nahi tha. Mene phone nikala aur akansha ko message karne laga. Usne khana vana khaya tha ya nahi pata nahi kyun ki vo kaam ke chakar mein sab bhool sa gayi thi, jaldi jo ana tha use.

" ankit can i ask you something? "

" ji bilkul "

" are you looking for a job change, i mean... agar tum job change karne ki soch rahe ho to bataana "

" par aap to hamare client ho mei kaise ? "

" dekho professional life mein aise mauke kam atte hain jab client apne vendor ke kisi employee ko koi chance deta hai, Mujhe tum mein vo potential dikhta hai, i have been with you in calls, han hamari batein nahi hui hai lekin jab team ke sath con call hota tha to mei bhi us call ka hissa rahi hun and i know ki tumhe ko capability hai aur tumhara kaam to dikhata hi hai isliye keh rahi hun, mera tumse aaj baat karne ka maksad yahi tha, ki i want you to be in my office, work for us. Our team will be very lucky to have you "

" mere layak kaam hai apki company mein?"

" offcourse hai.. Hamara sirf ek hi kaam nahi hai, we are multi-branched company with multiple working enviorment. If you are interested,i can arrange a interview, one round and you will be joining with us " usne whisky ka glass khali kiya aur shayad ab usne bas kar diya tha. Mujhe laga vo mazak mein bol rahi hai lekin uske chehre par koi badlav nahi tha.

" par sir kya bolenge "

" look unko koi opportunity milegi vo sabse pehle jayenge, don't think about others, apne bare mein socho, growth lo aur aage badho. Paisa aur position ayegi life mein to respect milega " baat bahut sahi thi, mei kisi ke liye apni growth kyun rokun. Aisi opportunity ki umeed nahi thi aur achanak milne par shayad mein thoda bevkuf ban gaya tha, samne se offer mil raha hai to mana karna vakai mein bevkuftai hogi. Mene han bolne ke liye muh khola hi tha ki mera manager wahan aa tapka
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Manager ko bich mein ana jaruri tha das minute baad aa jata to iska kya jata, mei bas use ghure jaa raha tha jo sangeeta se baat karne mein laga hua tha. Dono kya baat kar rahe the mujhe malum nahi bas mein chahta tha ki vo yahan se chala jaye taki mein apni baat puri kar sakun. Aaj pehli baar kismat ko yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki baithe baithe kuch hath lagne wala tha. Mei intezar kar raha tha ki vo jaye aur maze ki baat ye thi ki vo bitte hue 2 minute aise lag rahe the ki jaise 20 ghante ho gaye ho manager ko sangeeta se baat karte hue lekin hue sirf 2 minute hi the jiske baad manager ne mujhe awaz laga di.

" ankit "

" yes sir "

" do one thing, sangeeta ki car kharab ho gayi hai and i don't want ki vo is waqt akele cab mein jaye isliye mei chahta hun ki tum inhe ghar tak drop kar aao "

" cab se? " ye pagal ho gaya hai ab mei pehle cab karun ise ghar chhodu phir apne ghar jaun. Man mein to aya bolun ki cab se nahi jaunga " par sir mere pas car nahi hai "

" aap bekar pareshan kar rahe hain ankit ko " mana to usne manager se kiya tha lekin uske mana karne ke piche mujhe kuch khas dum nahi lag raha tha.

" i know ankit, tum meri car le jao, drop sangeeta aur phir tum ghar chale jana, kal mei apne driver ko bol kar mangwa lunga "

" par aap kaise jayenge? " sangeeta ne sawal kiya.

" han sir "

" vo mein aa jaunga, atul meri hi society se hai mei use sath chala jaunga "

" aur apka driver? " mene pucha.

" vo to ek hafte se chutti par hai kal ayega to kal tumhare ghar bhej dunga direct, gaddi le ayega.. tum sangeeta ko safely drop karke ghar jana, aur ye kaam mei tumhe isliye de raha hun because tum hi ho aise yahan par jisne drink nahi ki. " vo meri taraf dekhte hue sangeeta ki aaur dekhne laga " sangeeta come, management is calling you " aur vo sangeeta ko wahan se le gaya. Jate jate sangeeta ne hansi dabane wala muh banaya aur uske sath chali gayi. Mene unhe jata hua dekha aur phir apni mojito par nazar dali, pehli baar, pehli baar mujhe dukh tha ki mein ise pee raha tha. Mei koi driver hun kya behenchod? ek baar to yahi gussa aya par tabhi akansha ka message aa gaya aur hum dono ek dusre se baat karne lage. Mei wahin baitha snacks aur mojito peeta raha, uske baad sangeeta se meri koi baat cheet nahi hui aur mei bhool gaya ki usne koi offer diya hai jise mene akansha ko bataya bhi nahi.

Kareeb 1 baj raha tha, mujhe aa rahi thi bahut jada nind lekin na to manager dikh raha tha aur na hi sangeeta jise keh sakun ki yahan se chale. Akansha se baat ho rahi thi lekin message par hi, andar signal nahi the isliye jab bhi baat karne ki try ki awaz hi nahi ayi uppar se ye naach gane ka shor. Vo khana kha chuki thi aur thaki hui thi janta tha lekin sone ka naam nahi le rahi thi. Mei use yahi smjha raha tha ki so jaye par so hi nahi rahi thi. 1 se 2 baj gaye lekin kisi koi ata pata nahi. Mei kha pii kar set tha aur ab aa rahi thi nind, ubasi lete hue mei apni jagah se khada hua aur socha khud hi bol dun, bhad mein jaye ki vo kya sochenge. Abhi mei soch kar khada hua ki ek waiter aya aur chabi deta hua bola ki madam bahar hi milegi aur vo itna keh kar chabi pakda kar nikal liya. " mei driver ki naukri par nahi hun sala pagal bana rakha hai " gussa to aya aur man kiya fod dun lekin pehle wala insan nahi tha mere andar aur na hi jigra. Chup chap chabi uthai aur bahar nikal gaya.

Bahar mujhe sangeeta milne wali thi lekin wahan par to koi bhi nahi tha, shayad waiter ye kehna chahta tha ki beta driver wait karo madam ayegi jab ayegi. Bc bahut sahi kata, aur aisa katega mujhe nahi malum tha. Life mein sabse mushkil kaam tha mere liye intezar karna jo ki mujhe karna padh raha tha. Mei idhar udhar chakar lagane laga aur kareeb 5 minute beet gaye aur tab dhayan aya akansha ko phone to kar sakta hun ab. Mene phone milaya aur do ghanti ke baad usne phone utha liya.

" abhi bhi jaag rahi ho "

" ek to tum ghar nahi pahunche dusra kuch kaam aa gaya "

" itni raat ko? "

" han ji "

" ye pagal to nahi ho gaye ? tum ek din aur le lo par itna kaam karoge to tabiyat bigad jayegi "

" relax ankit, mujhe adat hai, and bas kuch hi der ka bacha hai "

" i miss you " mene har baat hatai aur use keh dia, sach mein use bahut miss kar raha tha. Party ka ek bhi ras nahi tha sharir ke andar, meri baat sun kar usne bhi apna kaam chhod diya aur keyboard par chal rahi ungliyan ruk gayi.

" i miss you too i know "

" bilkul man nahi lag raha, aa jao bas tum akansha " mene pi nahi hui thi lekin bahut emotional ho gaya tha, life khali si ho gayi thi. Akansha mere pas nahi thi aur use gaye ek din hi hua tha usme mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise mei akela ho gaya hun. Adat aur pehchan ban gayi thi vo meri.

" ankit.. mei yahin hun " vo ek pal chup hui " i don't know koi mujhe itna pyar kar sakta hai "

" pyar ka to nahi malum akansha lekin tum meri parchai ban gayi ho. Dur hone par kho si jati ho to aisa lagta hai jaan hi nahi bachi aur na jane kyun bahut yaad aa rahi hai mujhe, man kar raha hai bas tumhare uppar sar rakh kar lait jaun " vo kuch nahi boli aur mujhe nahi pata chala kab ankhein bhar gayi. Bebasi aaj mujhe bahut lambe arse baad mehsus hui thi. Lekin mera aisa hone par mujhe akansha ki bhari sanson se andaza lag gaya ki mene use bhi emotional kar diya, vo kaam kar rahi thi aur ab meri vajah se uska dhayan hat gaya, mei bhi na
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" tumne bhi kaisa namuna pala hai akansha, filmi dialog padh padh kar apni girlfriend ko ye dikha raha hai ki vo kitna yaad kar raha hai aur yahan party kar raha hai, sach mein bada hi natakhor ladka pal rakha hai, mei to kehta hu use chhodo aur mere sath bhag chalo? bolo kaisi lagi deal? " meri baat sunvo ek pal shant rahi aur phir hansi di.

" pagal.. ho tum.. pagal.. "

" han tere pyar mein "

" ghar kab jaoge "

" jaa hi raha hun bas, nikal gaya hun "

" ankit " awaz mujhe akansha ne nahi balki sangeeta ne lagai thi. " chalein hum " vo dur se hi boli aur chalte hue mere najdeek ane lagi.

" akansha tum apna kaam kar lo, mei ghar ke liye nikal gaya hun "

" ok, par koi tumhe awaz laga rha tha kya? "

" awaz... " sangeeta meri taraf aa rahi thi aur mene akansha ko uske bare mein bataya nahi tha ya phir batana bhool gaya tha kyun ki uska koi jikr hi nahi hua tha. Ab agar bataunga to na jane vo kya sochegi isliye rehne hi deta " nahi.. akansha.. "

" theek hai, tum dhayan se jao aur ghar pahunch kar baat karna mujhse, i love you "

" i love u too " phone kat gaya aur sangeeta mere samne aa khadi hui.

" chaein? "

" ji aiye " mei aage tha aur vo mere piche. Mei jakar gaddi mein baitha, sahi gaddi le rakhi thi manager ne. Mast perfume ki khusbu thi andar. Mere andar atte hi dusri taraf se sangeeta ne darwaja khola aur vo andar aa baithi. Andar baithte sath hi usne apne aap ko seat par adjust kiya aur phir apni sarre ko blouse ke uppar sahi karke meri taraf nazar ki jahan mei uski sari ki jari harkton par nazar banaye rakha tha. Kyun rakha tha pata nahi lekin usko blouse ke uppar sarre dalta dekh mujhe apni pados wali aunty ki us jahlak ki yaad aa gayi jab vo kapde sukha rahi thi.

" ankit? " sangeeta ke naam pukarne par mujhe hosh aya aur sach mein jab hosh aya to nazre uppar nahi uthi taki uski ankhon ko dekh sakun. Par hatani jaruri thi kyun ki samne uski chaityan thi jinhe mein ghur raha tha aisa vo sochti varna hosh mein ane ke baad mera dhayan chatiyun par nahi balki apne hi asmanjas mein fansahua tha.

" are you alright ankit? " is baar usne apna hath kandhe par rakh diya jise mein fauran apni jagah par hi samne ki aaur dekhne laga na ki uski aaur. Ankhein bacha raha tha mei to use.

" yes mam... yes.. hum chalein? "

" yes " mei janta tha vo hansi hai aur janta tha ki usne meri chori pakdi hai ab use kaise samjhau ki vo sab galti se hua, anjane mein. Lekin kaun safai deta mene gadi start ki aur nikal gaya lajpat ke liye jahan par sangeeta rehti thi. Acha bataya manager ko isne apni gaddi ke bare mein jo mujhe is kaam mein lagna pada, na use pata chalta aur na hi vo mujhe lagata. Sangeeta ko lajpat chhod mei akansha ke flat par jane wala tha jo usi ke aage tha isliye manager ne mujhe ye kaam saunpa tha.

Gaddi mein hue hadse ki wajah se meri to himmat hi nahi ho rahi thi koi baat karne ki aur na hi mujhe yaad tha ki usne mujhe job offer ki hai. Mei bas delhi ki andheri raat ki sadak par gaddi dauda raha tha aur jald se jald lajpat pahunch jana chahta tha. Kareeb adhe ghante ke andar hum lajpat pahunch gaye lekin uska ghar kidhar tha ye mujhe nahi malum tha aur hamare bich koi baat cheet nahi hui thi. Ghar ka rasta puchna tha isliye mei ye baat bhool gaya tha ki usne mujhe apne jism ko ghurte hue kuch der pehle hi pakda tha. Mene apni nazar ghumai to nazar wahin atak gayi, mei nahi janta vo jaan kar kiya gaya tha ya phir anjane mein lekin sangeeta ankh band kar ke seat par sahara liye baithi gana gunguna rahi thi aur itefakan mene jab nazar modhi to usi pal usne apni sarre adjust ki jo aksar aurat har thodi thodi der mein karti hi hai. Usne adjust ki aur na jane kaise jis hisse se usne sarre apni blouse ke uppar chadai thi vo gir gayi aur uski chaityan blouse ke andar se samne jhakne lagi jise dekhte hi mene fauran break laga diya jis vajah se gaddi dhakke khate hue ruk gayi.

" what happen? " sangeeta achanak se uth baithi.

" kuchnahi.. kuch nahi.. vo apka ghar.. kahan hai ye puchna tha isliye roki "

" ohh han, sory mein to bhool hi gayi thi ki tumhe to rasta pata hi nahi hai i am sorry "

" no its ok "

" ok to yahan se left le lo " usne bataya aur phir vo hi rasta batati gayi aur akhir galiyun mein mudte mudate hum 20 minute mein uske ghar ke bahar aa kahde hue. Andhera tha shayad light nahi aa rahi thi, delhi mein kam hota hai aisa lekin filal bizli kahin sadak par bhi nahi thi.

" this is my home " usne ishare se samne valle ghar ki taraf ishara kiya aur mei kuch keh nahi saka kya kehta isme? " common aao andar "

" andar? nahi mam.. " mei chaunkte hue bola jo ajeeb tha uske liye aur mere liye bhi.

" kyun? mera ghar bhootiya nahi hai jo tum dar rhe ho " vo hans di.

" nahi mam aisa nahi hai, par raat bahut ho gayi hai fir kabhi "

" i know, kuch der aa jao, mera ghar bhi acha hi hai "

" aisi baat nahi hai "

" to phir have a coffe and then go vaise bhi i know tumhe bahut jada nind aa rahi hai. Isliye coffe pee lo to you can concentrate on your driving "

" nahi mam, i am ok "

" dekho ankit, tum mujhe chhodne aye ho, agar nind ke chalte kuch ho gaya raste mein to mein tumhari company ko? parents ko kya jawab dungi? " ye pata nahi kahan se kahan pahunch gayi, utar jaa meri maa mujhe akansha ko batana hai ki mei pahunch gaya vo kha-makha pareshaan ho rahi hhogi. " tum nahi mane to kya mei tumhare manager ko batau ki ankit is sleepy and still dirving? "

" nhi nahi mam unhe mat bataiye " mene socha ek nayi jhanjhat mein kaun fansega ye use phone karegi vo mujhe do baat kahega pehle ki client hai vo. Project aya hai aur na jane kya kya isliye mene hami bhar di aur gaddi band karke uske ghar ki taraf uske sath chal diya.
 
Update - 113

" light nahi hai aur inverter ko na jane kya hua " gate khol kar usne light on/off kiya lekin vo on nahi hui. Mujhe ye sahi mauka laga yahan se jane ka " koi baat nahi aap aram kijeye mei chalta hun, khma kha aap pareshan hoge " pata nahi kya jarurt thi mujhe pareshan vali line bolne ki.

" isme pareshan hone wali kya baat, come in " usne meri taraf dekhte hue rasta chhoda aur mei andhere mein andar ghus gaya. Itna andhera tha ki khud ke hath nahi dikh rahe the. Usne darwaja band kiya jiski awaz mujhe sunai di lekin kuch dikhai nahi de raha tha. Mujhe laga vo wahin hai lekin tabhi mujhse takra gayi kyun ki use nahi pata tha mein bevkuf wahin samne kahda rahunga

" i am sorry, vo mujhe dikha nahi " mene hadbadate hue kaha.

" no no its ok mujhe bhi kahan kuch dikh raha hai " vo hanste hue boli aur mene turant phone ki torch on kar di. Bhool gaya tha ki technology ko jarurat ke waqt use karna chahie. Roshni hote hi samajh aya ki hum kitni pass khade the, mei ek dum se piche hua. " sorry " mujhe pehle hi on kar leni chahie thi.

" no its ok, completely fine "

" mam, mei ye keh raha tha ki aap itne andhere mein kya coffe banaoge, mei chalta hun, mujhe nind nahi aa rahi sahi mein "

" why are you in so rush?relax sab ho jayega.. you just relax, come with me.." mei jane ko tayar nahi tha lekin usne mera hath pakda aur mujhe le jane lagi. Torch on hi thi isliye rasta milne mein asani ho rahi thi. VO mujhe ek kamre mein le gayi.

" torch to hai hi aur candles bhi hai ghar mein, tum ruko mein karti hun sab, can i borrow your phone? mere phone ki battery bahut low hai " aur lo iphone, din mein 4 bar na charge karna pade to naam badal dena mera, mera phone ek din mein ek bar hi charge hota hai. Ab kya hi bolta in iphone walon ko, garib hi rahenge, paisa sara kharidne mein kharch karte hain uske baad yahi haal hota hai
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mene apna phone de diya aur usne mujhe ek jagah baithne ka ishara kar diya. Mei wahan baith gaya aur vo vahan se chali gayi. Pata nahi kahan fans gaya, bekar mein, acha bhala akela baitha hua tha nikal jata mujhe bhi kyu suji mojito pine ki,ise acha mei atta hi nahi. Mei apni soch se bahar tab aya jab mene kamre mein roshni dekhi. Sangeeta ne wahan kuch candels jala di thi jise pure kamre mein roshni ho gayi thi.

" its fine now, tum bas 5 minute wait karo mein bas abhi ayi " sangeeta ne baal kholte hue kaha jiski wajah se usne apne bajuon ko uppar uthaya aur uska sina kass gaya. Mene apni nazar hatai aur bas use kehne wala tha ki mera phone jaise usne mera man pehle hi pakad liya tha. " tumhara phone mere pas hai, torch ki jarurat hai abhi coffee latte waqt le aungi. Vo to bol kar wahan se chali gayi aur mujhe aisa laga ki maal mera hai aur maze koi aur le raha hai.
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Vo kya gayi, ane ka naam hi nahi le rahi thi, mene ghadi mein time dekhne ki kosish ki to dhang se dikha nahi ki 2:30 baj rahe hain ya phir kuch aur. Vaise to andazan time yahi hua tha lekin mujhe exact janna tha isliye ek jagah rakhi momti ki roshni mein jakar time dekha to 2:20 ho rahe the. " bahut late ho gaya, akansha ko batana bhi tha ghar pahunch kar, ab ye phone lekar aye to bataun " mene ghadi se nazar hatai to mombati ke piche rakhi kitabon par gayi. Shelf par dher sari books rakhi hui thi. Mei book shelf ki taraf badha aur books ke naam padne ke liye mombati utha li. English kitabein thi, kuch hindi bhi thi aur unme se ek mujhe dekhi, ' 50 shades of grey ' badi khatarnak book padti hai ye to? iske alawa kuch hindi thriller stories aur erotic story jaisi kitabein bhi wahan maujud thi.

" tum bhi books padne ka shauk rakhte ho? " mei uski books mein itna kho gaya tha ki pata nahi chala ki vo kab se mujhe dekh rahi hai. Mene bhi uski taraf dekha to ek nazar wahin dekhta raha. White kurta aur niche blue shorts dal kar usne apne baal khol kar ek taraf ko ikhata kiye hue the. Hath mein coffe mug tha, mei kuch kehta use pehle vo meri aaur ayi " kahaniyan sach se judi hoti hai, mera to yahi manna hai ki ek hakikat ek pehchan chupi hoti hai isliye kahani hamesha sachai ki ek parchai hoti hai "

" mei bhi yahi manta tha "

" tha?"

" matlab mujhe bhi yahi lagta hai ki kahaniyun ke piche sach jarur chupa hta hai jise hum apni real life mein utar nahi patte "

" yani hamare vichar is bare mein milte hue hain " sangeeta mere najdeek aa gayi aur sach mein isbaar bahut jada najdeek.Agar hath mein uske cup nahi hote to mere hath uske sine ko daba dete. Mei apne hosh mein aya khud hi ek kadam piche ho gaya.

" mera phone " mene mang hi liya.

" ohh yeah sorry " vo ghum gayi aur mei uski harkat dekhne laga.

" mei... " mei na kuch bolte ban raha tha aur na hi nazar hatate, ab vo mere samne itni paas ulti hokar khadi thi aur ab koi cup bhi nahi tha bachane ke liye isliye mei use labhag touch ho hi raha tha aur pata nahi kaise itne waqt baad mere jism mein ek ajeeb si sirhan daud rahi thi jo ki niche ki aaur jaane wali thi jise mein samajh chuka tha. Ek taraf khud par bahut jada gussa aa raha tha lekin dusri taraf mein uspar kabu bhi nahi kar paa raha tha.

" phone pocket mei hai " shayad vo bhi samajh gayi thi ki meri nazar kaha hai, mei bur tarah ghabra gaya tha. Mere hath pehli baar aise kanp rahe the jaise mein koi gunah karne jaa raha hun, phone nikal kar mene apne pas rakh liya aur nazar hata kar books ki aaur karne laga.

" coffee nahi chahie? " sangeeta ki awaz sun kar mene uski taraf dekha to uske chehre par kisi bhi tarah ka koi badlav nahi tha. Mene coffee le li par kuch bola nahi.

" aao baithe hain kab tak khade rahoge " mei use kam baat karke coffee pii kar jald se jald nikal jana chahta tha. Mene phone table par rakha aur coffe pine laga. Mombati ki roshni mein mujhe sab kuch andhkar mein duba hua lag raha tha. Sangeeta bhi chup aur mei bhi, jaldi jaldi pina chahta tha coffe lekin garam itni thi ki pii hi nahi paa raha tha.

" ankit "

" ji mam "

" abhi light hoti to dance karwati tumse "

" haha, sorry, sangeeta "

" nahi.. ab sorry nahi ab to dance karna pdega "

" mei ? dance " mere hath se coffe mug chhute hue bacha. Dance to mene aaj tak nahi kiya tha, nahi nahi ye mazak kar rahi hai, light kahan aa rahi hai jo dance karwayegi mujhse sirf khinchai kar rahi hai. Agar mei ise jada na karunga to ye mere piche padi rahegi " light nahi hai nahi kar sakte abhi to apne kaha "

" light ki kya jaruat hai aaj ke time " vo khisakte hue mere kareeb ayi aur mobile utha kar mujhe unlock karne ko kaha. Pata nahi kitni jaldi hai ise har kaam mein mere itne najdeek kyun ayi, sochte hue mene unclock kiya aur wahan se jo hua usne meri raat ko ek itihas bana diya. Usne phone mein gana laga diya aur kya ganna lagaya. ' lag ja galle... '

" ispar dance? " mene pucha to usne mobile table par rakh diya.

" han to dance aise hi hota hai, ab khade ho jao, light ki jarurat hi nahi hai " kaasam se mobile par bahut gussa aya aaj. Agar ye na hota to aaj mere sath ye na ho raha hota.

" mujhe nahi ata mam, i mean sangeeta.. i can't do "

" isme kaisa ana aao batati hun " usne mera mug bhi table par rakha aur mujhe khinch kar khadi ho gayi. Hum wahin sofe ke samne aa kahde hue, table par song chal raha tha. usne apna hath meri kamar par rakha aur mene hata liya. Vo hans padi " dance mei hath rakhna pdta hai " usne phir rakhe aur mene bas bahane se rakh diya. Bas yahi soch raha tha ki ye sab khatam ho aur mein jaun, lekin hum jo sochte hain kismat mein uske biprit chapa hota hai jo pehle se tay hota hai bas farak itna hota hai ki likha wahan hota hai aur kimat hume chukani padti hai bhale hi us kismat ka panna khali hi kyun na ho aur us panne mein hi humne apni kismat likhi ho par dosh hum kismat ko hi denge.

Dance to vo kya hi kar rahi thi bas hil rahi thi to mei bhi hilne laga wese hi bada ajeeb lag raha tha aisa dance mene akansha ke sath bhi nahi kiya tha. Akansha ki yaad atte hi mujhe yaad aya ki mujhe use message karna tha lekin der ho chuki thi. Sangeeta ne apne hath mere galle ke ird gird dale aur mere kareeb akar mere honton par kiss karte hue apni gardan mere kandhe par rakh kar ankhein band karke hilti rahi. Mei bahuchakka bas use apni bahon mein liye ganne par hilta raha jo ab band ho chuka tha.
 
Update - 114

" sangeeta.. mujhe chalna chahie " kuch pal ke akward silence ke baad mene apni baat kahi. Vo nashe mein thi mei nahi isliye vo jo kar rahi thi uska vo reason de sakti thi mei nahi. Lekin kya bolne se hal nikal jata hai agar nikal jata hai to mei kyun nahi nikal raha. Usne meri baat suni ya nahi pata nahi lekin mei use alag nahi ho paya. Dhakka dekar piche hona chahta tha lekin abhi bhi vo meri bahon mein hi thi. Aam baat thi ye? casual thi jo aksar hum apne college ke dino mein baat kiya karte the ya socha karte the ki party ke baad casual sex karne ka alag hi maza hai. Lekin kya mei maze mein tha, mera dil zoron se dhadak raha tha use jada kuch aur bhi dhadak raha tha. " sangeeta " himmat karke mene use apne se piche kiya. Piche hote hi usne apna chehra uppar ki aaur utha liya, ankhein band honton par muskan. Use dunia ki kisi bhi kanun ki koi fikar nahi thi, vo azad panchi thi. Use na hi koi gilani honi thi na hi kisi rishte ke tutne ka dar tha aur na hi dhoke ki.

" mujhe abhi jana hoga " mei use chhodta to vo piche gir jati kyun ki usne apna pura badan dhilla chhod rakha tha. Par vo shayad meri baton se koi matlab hi nahi rakh rahi thi.

" is andhere mein dubne ka waqt hai tum jane ki baat kar rahe ho " usne jawab diya to vo uski sharab bol rahi thi na ki vo. Mei ab apna jada samay idhar nahi bitta sakta tha lekin use aise kaise chhod deta. Isliye mei dhire dhire apni bayein aur ghum gaya. Ye sahi jagah thi ab ise mei chodta to ye piche sofe par girti aur agar gir kar thodi lagti bhi to nasha use mehsus nahi hone deta. Samajh nahi aa raha tha ki party se ghar tak vo itne nashe mein nahi thi jitni abhi ho gayi thi. Coffee, han vo coffe mithi jada thi isliye uska ulta asar padh gaya ispar. Mug dekh kar baat samajh ayi lekin sawal jawab ke is bhanwar mein jo sabse eham batein thi vo sirf dil hi janta tha. Mene sangeeta ko chhodne ka faisla kiya aur chhod bhi dia lekin use is baat ka jaise anuman pehle se hi tha usne mere hath par apne hath kas diye aur uske sath mein bhi gir pada.

Girte sath hi mera jism uske jism ke uppar aa gira aur vo mere niche dab gayi. Mene kuch nahi socha tha aur na hi mera koi irada tha par phir bhi jaise koi teevr shakti niche ki aur prasthan karti hui mujhe ye dikha rahi thi aur samne wale ko bhi ki mujhe kya chahie. Mera lund uthte hue mehsus ho raha tha aur sangeeta ko bhi uski jhanghon par ho raha hoga. Uppar girte hi mere hath uski aur meri chati ke bich mein dab gaye jinhe mene fauran bahar nikala aur phir uthta use pehle sangeeta ne meri pith par kas kar pakad bana li aur zor-zor se hasne lagi.

" madam.. chhodiye mei chalta hun " mei abhi bhi ek hi baat par ada raha, hadbada gaya tha, agar aaj mere andar pehle wala insan hota to shayad haalat kuch aur hote.

" ohh ankit.. its so fun... i like your company " usne mere sine par apna hath fairaya aur phir meri gardan se hote hue chehre tak aa pahunche. Ab shayad baat ko clear karna jaruri tha warna kuch aisa hoga jise koi palat nahi payega.

" i am commited and you know it, mei use bahut pyar karta hun, aisa kuch na kijeye ki mujhe us baat ka pachtwa rahe aur apko bhi, mei janta hun apka nasha casual sex ki aaur badh raha hai " mei itna hi bola ki usne apni pakad se mera sar jhuka diya aur mera chehra thik uske chehre ke uppar aa gaya. Uske muh se sharab ki gandh aa rahi thi aur garam sansein bhi.

" casual rishton se kabhi pyar nahi kiya karte isliye vo casual kehlate hai.. isliye use tumhari life mein koi problem nahi ati. Sex is just a need, jab ek aurat tayar hai to mardon ko kyun sochna. Pyar apni jagah jo ek se karo par sex usme koi limit nahi honi chahie. Ek hi life hai kab tak bandh kar jioge, khul kar jio rishton se azadi mil jayegi jiske baad vo tumhe aur apne lagenge na ki ek bhoj "

" mera rishta bhoj nahi hai " mene gusse mein uska hath jhatka aur apni jagah se khada hua. Bahut ho chuka tha aur ab mei iski sunne nahi wala tha, bhale hi koi meri baat nahi manta ki mene nahi balki isne mujhe prompt kiya lekin mei janta tha ki akansha meri baat ko jarur manegi. Vo ek pal wesi hi laiti rahi uski kurti se clevage dekh mene apni nazar feri aur itne vo apni jagah se khadi ho gayi.

" bhoj nahi hai to andar kyun chup raha hai " mei iske liye tayar nahi tha usne mere jeans ke uppar se mere lund par hath rakh diya jo pehle se hi khada tha. Mei ek jhatke mei piche hua taki uske hathon ke sparsh se lund aur jhatke na mare.

" dekhiye, vo ... " mei koi bahana nahi laga paa raha tha, akhir kyun? sach keh nahi sakta tha na,bahane bhi nahi samajh aa rahe the. Kam se kam ise to bahana suna kar is chakar se chhut sakta tha. Khud ko to janta hi tha ki kya sach hai.

" soch lo bahane, mei intezar kar rahi hun " mei hakka-bakka reh gaya tha. Vo meri nazdeek ayi aur meri kamar par apni bahein dal li " sach kya hai vo tumhe bhi pata hai aur mujhe bhi ki insan ka jism kaise rondne ke liye jagruk hota hai" usne apni ungli mere honton par rakhi aur firane lagi. " tumhare rishte se mujhe farak nahi padta, ise farak nahi padta " usne mere lund par phir hath firaya " to tumhe kyun padega? i want you... nd i can feel you tooo inside me... " usne apni ankhein band ki aur sach mei aise feel karne lagi ki mei use chod.. Nahi ye kya soch raha hun mei... Ankit.. tu.. Bas itna hi soch paya kyun ki agle pal usne apni ankhein kholi aur vo meri aur dekh hans padi.

" dekho ye bhi feel kar raha hai " usne mere lund par hath fairana jari rakha aur tab mujhe mehsus hua ki vo bhi jeans mein se fadak raha hai. Mei sudh budh kho diya aur man mein sirf ek hi sawal aya, kya mei bhi ye chahta hun?

Sangeeta ne mere hoton ko apne honton mein kaid kar liya aur lund sehlati hui uppar ayi aur sina sehlane lagi. Mei abhi tak koi pratikriya nahi de raha tha lekin kab tak ye khud se sawal karta raha kab tak? kab tak? kab tak? Mere kapde niche se utar chuke the, mombati ke ujale mein ek dusreke jism ko dekh pana to mushkil tha lekin jise hi uska hath mere lund par pada mere andar vo kab tak haar gaya. Usne mujhe sofe par dhakka diya aur apne kapde ek jhatke mein utar kar mere uppar aa baithi. Kuch der tak hum ek dusre ko chumte rahe, mere hath sofe par pade the lekin kab tak? Aurat ko bhi ehsas chahie aur vo jab apni pyas ko bhujana chahti hai to bahut ache se us pal ko mehsus karti hai.

Sangeeta ne mera hath uthaya aur apni chatiyun par rakh diya aur khud hi mere hath ko dabane lagi aur honth alag karke uske ehsas ka anand lene lagi. Usne ek pal lambi sans khinchi aur vo hua jiski mujhe bahut badi kimat chaukani thi. Usne mera lund pakda aur dhire-dhire uspar baithne lagi.Meri to ankhein ban ho gayi, sab bhool chuka tha mein ki meri zindagi kya hai rishta kya hai. Mene jab apni ankhein kholi to mombati ki roshni mein sangeeta ka utha hua chehra mere samne tha jo apne balon ko piche karte hue apne sine ko daba raha tha. Vo chehra mombati ki pili roshni mein itna chamak raha tha ki mujhe pata na chala ki kab mere hath uske sine par chale gaye aur mein unhe dabane laga. Vo muskurai aur mere uppar jhuki aur mere kandhe ke uppar hath rakh kar usne kamar hilai aur thoda uppar utha kar baith gayi.

'ahhhh-hhhh uhmmmm ' vo siskte hue muskurai aur phir mere uppar kudne lagi. Us andhere bhari khamoshi mein bhale hi koi hume nahi dekh raha tha hum dunia ki nazron se bache hue the lekin mein janta tha ki mei khud ki nazron mein aaj bahut dur jaa chuka hun jahan se laut kar ana namumkin tha. Kuch hi minute bitte the mei use lekar sofe par lait gaya aur uske uppar akar apna lund uski chut mein dal kar dhakke lagane laga. DHakke bahut dhime the aur mei ache se samajh raha thaki vo pure andar tak jaa rahe the. Sangeeta masti bhari awaz mein ahein bharte hue meri kamar par apni ungli gadde hue thi. Mene ek dafa uske chehre ko dekha aur phir uske sine mein apna sar chupa kar dhakke lagane laga. Mere dwara diye gaye dhakke dhire-dhire tez hote jaa rahe the. Thap-thapp aur 'ahhhh uhmmmmm aaaahah aahhhhhh fuckk... " sangeeta ki awazein mere kano mein padte hue mujhe aur utejit bana rahi thi. Ab bas kuch hi pal dur tha mein, usne apne per meri kamar par bandh liya tha jiski wajah se mei charamsukh ke kinare pahunch chuka tha. Vo sisak rahi thi aur mere sar ki nason ka pressure badh chuka tha,uski chut itni gili thi ki mei apne lund ko itni asani se fisalta hua aram se mehsus kar paa raha tha, achanak usne apni tangein sikodi aur mei samajh gaya ki vo apni charamsukh ki prapti kar chuki hai, usne lambi ' aaaahh ' bhari aur mene apna ras uski chut ke andar hi dal kar nidhal padh gaya.

Subh kapde pehnne ke baad mene sangeeta ki aaur dekha vo nangi soyi padi thi, roshni mein uska gora badan chamak raha tha. Meri nazar uski pith se lekar uski chutadon se hote hue pairon tak gayi. Mene usi ke kapde uthaye aur uske badan par dal kar wahan se nikal gaya. Raste bhar gaddi chalate hue mujhe kuch bhi mehsus nahi ho raha tha. Aisa laga jaise ek insan andar se mar gaya ho. Kuch nahi socha jaa raha tha, na roya jaa raha tha kya hua tha, kya hoga abhi bas mei sona chahta tha. Mene gaddi khadi kari aur flat ki taraf badha. Flat tak pahunch kar mene pocket se chabi nikali hi thi ki itne mein gate khul gaya aur akansha mere samne aa khadi hui jise dekh mein haka-baka reh gaya, hathon mei takat khatam ho gayi jiske chalte chabi hath se gir gayi.

" akansha mene kuch nahi kiya " lafzon ne behad dhimi awaz mein kaha lekin usne kuch suna nahi " ohh god ankit... kahan the tum... mei kitna ghabra gayi thi " vo mere galle aa lagi. Mei sudh budh kho chuka tha aur bas aise hi khada tha vo kab mujhse alag hui aur kab mujhse sawal karne lagi mujhe kuch samajh hi nahi aa raha tha.
 
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" ankit are you all right? kya hua hai tumhe? " akansha sawal par sawal kar rahi thi aur bar bar mere dimag ke aage kal ki raat aa rahi thi. Ek taraf uska chehra tha aur dusri taraf sofe par laiti sangeeta jiske sharir ko mein bhog raha tha.

"ankit tum kuch bol kyun nahi rahe, are you alright? mujhe ghabrahat ho rahi hai " usne mera chehra uppar uthaya jiski nazre jhuki hui thi vo meri ankhon mein dekhna chahti thi lekin mei nahi dekh paa raha tha.

" pa...pa...anii.. " muh se bas itna hi nikla to akansha fauran mere liye pani le ayi jise mene ek hi ghunt mein khatam kar diya.

" say something " vo mera hath pakde baithi thi mene apni ankhein band kar rakhi thi jab unhe khol kar uski taraf dekha to uski chinta mere liye ankhon mein jhalak rahi thi. Ek pal lafzon par aa gaya tha sab kuch aa gaya lekin kehte hain na aap jab insan pyar karte karte use apna dar bana le vo us samay pyar kho deta hai. Dar jeevan ka ek aisa hissa hota hai jisme aap apne dhoke ko chupa lete hain aur pyar ko dur hota nahi dekh patte. Bhale hi usme dhoka kyun na ho, mujh par dar havvi ho chuka tha. Sach batatne ka sahas nahi hua, juth keh diya ye soch kar akansha ko kabhi nahi pata chalega aur mujhe us raste kabhi jana nahi hoga.

" vo kal party mein sir ne jada pii li thi to wahin rukna pada aur phir pata hi nahi chala kab wahin baithe baithe so gaya "

" lekin tumne kaha tha ki tum nikal rahe ho "

" han kaha tha " mei bol kar chup hua, ek juth par dusra juth phir tisra phir chautha, ab ye silsila thamne wala nahi tha. Insan ka dar use majbur bana deta hai kyun ki sach ki rah mein aap akele reh jatte ho. Kaun sath deta hai sach mein? kya akansha deti? kya mei kabhi de pata agar usne aisa kiya hota to?? Parakhne ki kosish nahi kar sakta tha dar jo tha, ek galti ki saza mei use kho kar bardasht nahi kar sakta tha isliye keh diya juth, bhale hi is dhoke mein reh kar mujhe use pyar karna pade mei karunga, uske sath rahunga, shayad ek din bhool jaun ki kabhi aisa hua tha.

" lekin sir ne wapis bula liya aur phir vapis jana pada "

" tumne bataya kyun nahi, phone mila rahi hun vo bhi off aa raha hai "

" battery khatam ho gayi thi akansha isliye, i am sorry mujhe " mere kehte hi ghar ki door bell bajne lagi. Akansha mere pas se uth kar chali gayi aur mene lambi sans chhodi.

" ankit " akansha ne awaz lagai to mei apni jagah se khada hua " tumhare boss ka driver aya hai unki gaddi ki chabi mang rahe hai " akansha ke sath jab samne khade driver par nazar gayi tab yaad aya ki sir ne kaha tha ki vo apne driver ko bhejne wale the lekin itni jaldi bhej denge ye nahi malum tha. Mene pocket se chabi nikali aur darwaje ke pas ate hi driver ko thama di vo thank you bol kar chala gaya aur mene gate band kar diya. Janta tha sawal ane wala hai.

" tumhare boss ki gadi ki chabi tumhare pas? kya hua tha? sach batao " akansha ne jab akhri shabad kaha tab mei kuch keh na saka, dil zoron se dhadkne laga aisa laga ki ab mei pakda jaunga. Ajeeb si chuban hone lagi sharir mein, " kahin tumne drink to nahi ki thi? " is baat ne mujhe kuch aram diya.

" nahi akansha, vo sir ne bahut jada drink kar li thi isliye vo mujhe bina bataye hi apne dost ke sath nikal gaye vo unki society mein hi rehta hai. Meri jab ankh khuli to dekha party mei kuch hi log bache the aur wahan safai chal rahi thi. Usi dauran mene jab wahan pucha to pata chala sab jaa chuke the. Us samay mujhe mera huliya malum hua phone dekha to vo dead pada tha. Mei fauran wahan se nikla lekin jab bahar nikla to dekha sir ki gaddi wahin khadi thi. Sir jaa chuke the lekin unki gaddi wahin khadi thi yahi soch kar mene club mein wapis gaya aur uski madad se usne mujhe velle walle se milwya jahan pata chala ki vo apni gaddi wahin chhod kar chale gaye hain kyun ki unki gaddi ki chabi wahin thi. Phir mene unke phone se sir ko phone milaya aur uske baad ye sab decide hua ki driver ayega aur mere ghar se gaddi pick kar lega " mene jo bhi bataya akansha use bade dhayan se sun rahi thi. Juth kafi asan hota hai kyun ki uske piche ki kahani hamari ek fantasy judi hoti hai aur fantasy to koi bhi kaisi bhi baan sakta hai? Insan ka dimag isliye sabse jada samjdhar aur khatarnak mana jata hai.

" itna sab kuch ho gaya aur mei yahan pareshan, tum apne office ke kisi collegue ka number mujhe de do taki next time aisa na ho, i was so worried " akansha ne pareshni mein sar pakad liya tha. " bahut ajeeb ajeeb khayal aa rahe the, kuch der tum aur nahi atte to mei to police station jane wali thi " uski ankhein nam ho gayi thi jo ye baat sakti thi ki vo kitna pareshan hui hogi. Meri izat khud ki ankhon se hi utar gayi thi. Sach bol nahi sakta tha aur khud ko is besharmi se khada nahi rehne de sakta tha isliye mei uske galle lag gaya. Shayad dil hi dil maffi mang raha tha lekin hakikat mein vo jaban par lane ki soch bhi nahi sakta tha.

" i am sorry akansha.. " sorry to kaha par kiske liye ye mene nahi bataya bhale hi vo janti thi ki mei sorry kyun keh raha hun lekin mei samajh chuka tha ki mene sab khatam kar diya hai.

" i was worried ankit mei bahut ghabra gayi thi " usne mujhe apni bahon mein aur kas liya tha. Hum dono kuch aise hi khade rahe aur mei uske balon ko sehlata raha.

" tum to do din ka keh kar gayi thi to phir aaj kaise? "

" vo kya hai na tumhe surprise dena tha, har baar tum mujhe dete ho to socha tha ek din mein vapis akar tumhe de dun " breakfast karte hue hum dono baat kar rahe the.

" lekin is baar bhi tumne hi de diya " aur vo phir nazre jhuka kar khane lagi. Mei apni jagah se khada hua aur uske pas jakar ghutne ke bal baith gaya aur uska hath pakad liya. " aaj ke baad aisa kabhi nahi hoga akansha, aaj ke baad meri wajah se tumhe kabhi pareshani nahi hogi, wada karta hu " ye baat mene uski ankhon mein dekhte hue kaha. Usne mere mathe par apne honth rakh diye.

Jo ho chuka tha use mei badal nahi sakta tha lekin uska sach akansha ko bata bhi nahi sakta tha Guilt dil mein tha lekin dikhata to jarur pakda jata par nikal nahi paa raha tha. Office meim kaam karte hue bhi mujhe wo yaad ata aur ghar jaun tab bbhi. Kabhi kabhi akansha sawal puchti to jawab nahi deta.

" kahan khoye hue ho? bade chup chup se ho ? " akansha ke ye sawal shuru ho gaye the jo ki mere liye chinta-janak the lekin guilt bahut badi cheez hoti hai ek bar vo bas jaye to use nikalna mushkil ho jata hai. Sirf do hi tarah ke admi hote hain is dunia mein jo guilt jhelte hai, ek vo jo sach bata dete hai aur us sach ke sath guilt mei jeete hain aur dusre vo jo besharam ho jatte hain aur apne sine mein ek kone ke andar us guilt ko chupa lete hain. Aur yahi dono admi mein nahi ban paa raha tha, na hi sach bata paa raha tha na hi besharam ban paa raha tha. Is baar ghar gaya to maa ne bhi yahi kaha ki bada shant shant sa hai. Ab unse bhi kya hi kehta?

Teen hafte yun hi guzar gaye, bistar par akansha ko pyar karte hue jab mein bich mein ruk gaya to usko samajh aa gaya ki koi baat hai. Usne pucha to mene kaam ka bahana laga diya, bahane kam nahi the mere pas. Mene use ashvasan diya ki sab theek hai bas kaam ko lekar thodi tension hai. Vo mujhse bahut pyar karti hai isliye vo meri pareshani nahi dekh payi aur ek din party ka program bana liya. Mene bhi na nukar nahi ki socha ki shayad ye acha hai thoda mahol badelga to mei bhi is chiz se bahar aunga aur waise bhi akansha se chup reh kar kya milega mujhe? vo to meri apni hai uska to usme koi dosh nahi to jo ek galti kar chuka hun usko badha kar aur takleef kyun de raha hun.

Uske office ke friends the, isi bahane vo mujhe sabse milwana bhi chahti thi aur kuch zid office wale doston ki bhi thi. Hum kul 6 jane the, ache se cafe mein baithe the. Daru pine wale sbhi the mujhe chhod kar, lekin hukka pine ka shauk mujhe the jo ki mei apni mojito pite hue le raha tha. Sahi mei mahol dimag ka halka ho gaya tha, vo selfie, vo cuddling, vo hansi mazak sabne jaise mujhe sab kuch bhula diya tha. Akansha khush thi kyun ki kafi dino baad usne mujhe Ankit ko dekha tha.

" akansha tune drink kyun chhod di yaar nashe mein hi to maza hai " ritu uski collegue/friend ne pucha.

" han yaar tune to bataya tha ki tu drink karti thi aur " samiksha ne hukke ka dhuain chhoda aur apni baat khatam ki " ab ye fiki cheez pi rahi hai "

" bas yaar actually "

" meri wajah se " mene akansha ko bolne ka mauka nahi diya. " akansha meri wajah se drink nahi karti "

" yani tumne mana kiya hai? sorry akansha but i don't like these kind of boys " ritu fauran boli. Mujhe bura nahi laga balki hansi ayi, akansha kuch bolna cha rahi thi lekin mene use mana kiya par vo nahi mani.

" aisa bilkul nahi hai, ankit ne kabhi mana nahi kiya lekin vo khud drink nahi karta to meri bhi adat chhut gayi reh reh kar iske sath, ankit ka ye matlab hai "

" oh sorry ankit i didn't mean it lekin mujhe bilkul pasand nahi ki boys hum girls par koi rok tok kare "

" aur agar ladki kare to ? " na jane kaise mere muh se sawal nikal gaya " sorry mera sawal karne ka matlab nahi tha "

" nahi its the right question " akansha chhutte hi boli " mere hissab se dono taraf se nahi hona chahie, mujhe auron ka nahi pata lekin ankit ne aaj tak mujhse sawal nahi kiya aur mei bhi nahi karti because we trust each other jo ki ek relation mein sabse jaruri hai " ye baat use nahi kehni chahie thi, jo baat is party ne bhula di thi vo guilt dubara zehan mein laut aya.

" i hope ankit jaisa ladka har kisi ko mile " usne apni baat zari rakhi.

" excuse me " mei apni jagah se khada hua to akansha ne ishare se pucha, mene washroom jane ka bahana lagaya aur wahan se chal diya jate jate ek baat jo uski friend ritu ne kahi thi vo sun liya.

" ladkon par nazar rakhni padti hai warna vo kahan kahan chale jate hain isliye itna bhi bharosa nahi karna chahie " baat kadwi thi lekin sahi thi ek dum. Mene akansha ka jawab sunne ke liye nahi ruka kyun ki janta tha vo mujhe ant tak defend karegi. Bas yahi to khona nahi chahta tha kyun ki mera sach rishte ke sath uska vishwas bhi khatam kar dene wala tha. Aur use tutte hue mei apni zindagi mein nahi dekh sakta, uska dil nahi dukha sakta tha.

Washroom jakar mei muh dhone laga aur dhota gaya. Relax hone ka naam hi nahi le raha tha, fatta jaa raha tha sar par kya kewal pani dalne se mere daag dhul jane wale the, nahi.. Nal band kiya aur muh pochte hue bahar nikla aur abhi cafe mei apni seat ke pass pahunchta use pehle mere samne vo aa khadi hui jiski wajah se meri ye halat thi.

" ohh hiii ankit.. " sangeeta muskurate hue boli.
 
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" aap yahan " ajeeb sawal tha bas muh se nikal gaya.

" han to mei aksar ati hu idhar.. par tum kaise, us din ke baad to tumse baat hi nahi ho pai "

" vo mei akansha ke sath aya tha kar lunga apse bhi baat " mei bas wahan se uski nazron se dur hona chahta tha. Baad mein afsos hua ki mene akansha ka naam liya hai kyun ki mene apne per par khud kulhadi mar li thi.

" ohh nice, akansha kahan hai vo "

" vo ... vo.. kyun ? " mei itna dar gaya tha ki bas ab isko yahan se hata dena chahta tha.

" kyun? i need to tell her something "

" tell her? " mene use aise dekha jaise meri ruh mera sharir chhod chuki ho aur sirf ek zinda lash jaisa sharir use nihar raha ho.

" yes, milwaoge nahi mujhe " sangeeta ne mere kandhe par hath rakha aur mujhe fauran hosh aya.

" vo dekh apne walle miyan ko " akansha ko uski friend ne ishare se kaha. " abhi tu itna bol rahi thi aur janab kisi aur ke sath hi lage hai " akansha ye sunte hi palti aur uski nazar mujhpar padi. Mene fauran apni nazar wahan se hatai aur per mei dard ke bahane se niche jhuk kar per dabane laga.

" ankit are you all right? " sangeeta ka hath kandhe se hat gaya yahi mei chahta tha. Mera dil zoron se dhadak raha tha kyun ki akansha mere pass aa rahi thi aur vo mujhe mehsus ho raha tha. Mei sar jhukaye par pakde khada tha par niche se nazar samne ki aaur utha rakhi thi.

" ankit kya hua, are you alright " akansha fauran jhuki aur jahan mene per pakda tha vahan dabane lagi. Uski sansein tez thi aur zahir tha uski awaz mein ki vo mujhe yahan kisi ladki ke sath dekh kar nahi balki mei dard mein hun isliye ayi.

" nothing just cramp aa gaya tha "

" pakka are you fine "

" han han ek dum " mere sath vo bhi khadi hui aur phir hum ek dusre ko ek pal ke liye dekhte rahe.

" are you fine ankit? "sangeeta ne khamoshi todi tab dhayan aya ki ye abhi yahin hai.

" yes.. mam, akansha ye hai sangeeta mam jis client ko mei team lead kar raha hun ye project inka hi hai, office ki party mein mulakat hui thi inse "

" ohh well helo mrs. sangeeta " akansha mujhse kahi jada professional thi vo janti thi ki kaise treat karte hai. Uska kaam tha ye aur mera technical raha hai isliye kabhi mujhe in sab chakron ka gyan ho nahi paya.

" hi akansha, its been pleasure metting you, tumhe pata hai party mei hamari jitni baat kaam ko lekar nahi hui utni baat tumhari hui thi"

" meri ? " akansha ne ek baar meri taraf dekha " vo akansha " bas itna hi bol paya.

" really akansha you have the best partner, ise sirf tumhari fikar thi itni batein isne tumhare bare mein kahi i was flattered ki koi itna pyar bhi karta hai aaj ke time mei " mei sangeeta ko dekhu aur vo akansha ko dekhte hue bole jaa rahi thi. Hairan aur nasamajh sa mei, kya karun bas yahi soch raha tha itne mein akansha ne mere hath mei apne hath dal liye.

" thank you i know this, ankit jaisa mujhe kabhi nahi milega, he is perfect for me " akansha ne bhi uska sath diya aur meri ankhein use aise dekhne lagi mano ye bol rahi ho ki ye jhuth hai. Sharir ka guilt ankhon mein bhar aya, dimag itna pareshan kabhi nahi hua tha. Samay ek bhoj lag raha tha mujhe jisne andar se bechaini badha di thi.

" common join us "

" nahi mujhe ab jana hai, you guys enjoy "

" no please come.. for sometime "

" ok. " akansha ne sangeeta ko apne sath baithe ko kaha. Mene kuch nahi kaha aur vapis seat par ja baitha lekin mei jab baitha to meri atma dil kahin aur hi tha. Kismat ka ye aisa panna tha mere liye jahan sab kuch tha lekin mei ek dum khali ho chuka tha. Jitna ye waqt badhta utne mere dil mein ajeeb si bechani dar banne lagi.

Bistar par ankh band karke baitha tha aur akansha mere bagal mein baithte hue mera matha dabane lagi " kya kar rahi ho ? " mene turant uska hath pakda.

" mujhe laga tumhare sar mein dard hai isliye is tarah baithe ho"

" hoga bhi to tumse thodi dabwaunga "

" kyun? kisi aur se dabwana chahte ho ? " vo muskurate hue mujhse mazak mein boli par aisi baat is samay mere liye chuban si thi. Abhi kuch bhi react karta to pakda jata aur shayad in hathon ka sparsh kabhi nahi milta. Mene apna muh bas uski goad mein chupa liya aur dil hi dil mafi mangne laga. Himmat ne sach ko daba diya tha aur khone ke dar ne to jaise ye maan liya tha ki jo bhool hui use yaad rakhna jaruri hi nahi hai.

" tumne mujhe bataya kyun nahi ? " kuch der baal sehlane ke baad akansha boli.

" kya? " mera dil ghabra utha isliye mene kuch soch kar kaha.

" tumne sangeeta ke job offer ke bare mein to mujhe bataya nahi " mei akansha ki baat sun fauran uth baitha.

" usne bataya? "

" han tumne nahi bataya "

" yaad nahi raha hoga "

" itna acha offer tumhe yaad nahi raha "

" acha? nahi akansha mujhe nahi lagta ki " mujhe akansha ne bich mein rok dia.

" ankit, tum ye mat socho ki tumhara office kya sochega, koi kisi ka nahi hota profession mein. Tum itne hard working brilliant employee ho kab tak wahi rahoge, aage badho aur opportunity grab karo. Mene bhi aisa hi kiya hai "

" kesa? " mujhe akansha ka jawab aisa laga jaise mene aur sangeeta ne, nahinahi kya soch raha hu. Sawal karte hi mene dimag jhatka

" yahi jahan opportunity mili wahan jao, and sangeeta is very good. Vo baht professional hai "

" bolne ko koi bhi bol deta hai "

" nah nah she is not like that, i told you na she is professional. Mene use tumhara number share kar diya, she will cal you "

" tumne number de dia ? "

" han to tabhi to call ayega tumhe "

" akansha "

" no nothing, mei chahti hun tumhe tumhari asli position mile bas " akansha se mei kuch aur kehta use pehle usne mere uppar apne honth rakh diye aur mujhe kiss karne lagi kuch der kiss karne ke baad hatti.. " kya mei tumhare sath jabardasti kar rahi hun ? " muskurate hue boli. Tab mujhe samajh aya ki wahi kiss kar rahi thi aur mei nahi. Mene usko bahon mein jakda aur use palate hue uske uppar aa gaya. Use betasha chuma aur phir dhire-dhire niche aane laga, uske badan ko chhuta utna vo sisakti.

' aahh-hh ankit... uhmm.... " usne mujhe apni bahon mein bhar rakha tha, dono ke jism ek dusre se lipte hue the aur mei use apne lund se pyar de raha tha. Par na jane kyun vo khushi mere bhitar nahi thi. Mene apni nazrein uske kandho mein chupa rakhi thi aur dhake laga raha tha. " ahh - ankit.. uhmmm aaah aahh aaa ahhhha hhahhaa " usne sisakte hue mera sar utha liya aur jaise hi mene apni nazre uthai to ek jhatka mere badan ko laga. Samne akansha nahi balki sangeeta thi aur vo muskurate hue sisak rahi thi.
 
Update - 117

Office mein kaam karte hue bar-bar wahi chiz yaad aa rahi thi ki akansha ke chehre mein mujhe sangeeta ka chehra kaise dikh gaya. Pareshan ho chuka tha mei, kaam mein dhayan kam lagne laga tha. Sabse badi samsya mere sath ye ho rahi thi ki mei apne vichar kisi ko bata nahi paa raha tha. Shayad ye meri kismat thi ya meri khud ki gayi galtiyan jo aaj mere pas koi dost nahi tha jise mein koi raye mashwara kar sakun. Hum hamesha akela jina chahte hain, yahi sochte hain ki humse bada koi nahi hai lekin ye bhool jatte hain ki humse bada hai vo waqt jo jarurat padne par har un chizon ka ehsas kara jata hai jise hum apne eham, apne ego ki wajah se chhod jatte hain. Kuch aisa mujhe us waqt bhi mehsus hua tha par der ho chuki thi, bahut der.

Mera phone bajne laga, mene use uthaya " yes speaking "

" helo ankit, i am speaking from Funge Tech, my name is Supriya, you are looking for a job "

" y..es.. " mene atakte hue kaha aur apni chair par sidha baith gaya.

" that is why i have called you, is this a good time to talk "

" ys..uhmm yess.. " mene galla theek kiya aur professionaly bola.

" i have your resume with me, this call is regarding for your interview being schdeule for tomorrow, are you comfotable for tomorrow "

" yeah ok "

" thats good, so i will schedule your interview tomorrow and will share the details on your email, right "

" yeah sure "

" great, thanks.. "

" thank you " phone cut ho gaya aur ek pal mei phone ko dekhta raha. Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki sangeeta ne kar diya jo usne kaha tha. Ya phir vo pehle se hi sure thi bas mein hi nahi manne ko tayar tha ki vo aisa kar sakti hai. Sar dard hone laga tha, kash mein us party mein gaya nahi hota, kash mene sangeeta se baat na ki hoti, na hi boss ko han ki hoti. Ek pal to mene akansha ko bhi blame kar diya ki vo kyun gayi, agar vo hoti party mein mere sath to kabhi aisa kuch nahi hota. Abhi mein mauj kar raha hota, azad hota is ghutan se. Lekin isi bich ye bhool gaya ki har kaam ke decision hamare khud ke hote hain, dusron ko galat bolne se vo kabhi galat nahi ban jate asal mein to vo hum apne man ko tassali dete hai taki apne dil ke bhoj ko uske talle daba sake. Insan ki sachai hi kuch aisi hai jise hum kadwahat samjhte hai asal mein wahi sach hota hai. Ek sach mujhse juda hua tha par mein use manne ko tayar nahi tha bhale hi kismat ne kayi mauke diye ho lekin mene use nakarte hue apne pyar ka sauda kar diya tha jiski mujhe bahut badi kimat chaukani padi.

Supriya ki mail mere samne thi, final round interview hona tha direct CTO se. Koi aur round nahi the bich mein, yani sangeeta ki source thi jo mujhe us padav par le jaa raha tha jahan pahunchne ke liye ladna padta hai aur mujhe direct mil rahi thi. Khushi milni chahie thi, bilkul milni chahie thi, Akansha ko hui jab mene use bataya aur usne mujhe phir wahi yaad dilaya jise nahi yaad karna chahta tha wahi ki sangeeta achi hai use mere kaam ki kadr hai.

Agle din mujhe akansha ne good luck kiss di aur dahi shakar khila kr bheja jise mene oppose kiya lekin vo nahi mani. Vo jitni bhi modern ho profession mein lekin uske tradition uski values se hi mujhe pyar hua tha. Mene use kas kar galle lagaya na jane kyun par aisa laga us din ki bhale hi mein uske itne kareeb tha par shayad bahut dur jaa chuka tha. Interview se pehli meri nazar company ka Head Office ko dekh chakra gayi. Bahut badi company thi, na jane kaise hamare client ban gaye kai baar ye samajh nahi aya uppar se mei yahan kya kaam karunga mujhe khud nahi pata tha. Interview sechule karana asan tha par mjhe pata tha CTO mujhe select nahi karega kyun ki mei vo kaam janta hi nahi jo yahan hota hai.

Jitne baje bulaya tha mei use adha ghanta pehle pahuncha uske baad 1 ghanta intezar karwaya jisme mujhe coffee aur snacks diya gaya. Ek pal laga kahin sangeeta na takra jaye lekin vahan shayad sirf candidates ki sitting thi jahan baitha tha isliye vo nahi ayi. Akhir interview time hua aur mene interview diya. Takreeban 45 minute chala hoga vo interview aur tab mujhe samajh nahi aya ki aaj kismat vakai achi thi ya bura waqt ane se pehle sab acha ho raha tha. Jo bhi question kiye gaye mujhe un sab ke jawab pata the kaise nahi samajh aya par janta tha kyun ki vo mene ya to daily basis par kar rakhe the ya phir apni khali waqt mein kai baar testing karte hue jaan gaya tha.

" results are awating, abhi sir se baat hui nahi hai and now he is in meeting, i will call you jo bhi update hoga "

" sure " HR ke jawab par mujhe laga ki mujhe nahi lenge aur mujhe is baat ka koi gum nahi tha. Mei vapis ghar chala gaya, akansha ko message kiya ki mein ghar aa gaya hun. Ye soch kar ki mera kuch nahi hoga dimag kuch shant hua aur na jane kaise nind lag gayi, aaj kafi waqt baad nind ayi thi bas yahi soch kar ki kabhi meri mulakat sangeeta se nahi hogi.

" Ankit, interview results nahi aye na? " sunday ko aaj mei akansha ke sath hi tha. Vo kitchen mein bartan dho rahi thi, mei ghar nahi gaya tha kyun ki teen din se tabiyat theek nahi thi.

" nahi, lagta hai unhone liya nahi " mene pubg khelte hue jawab diya aur naak uppar khinchi jo cold ki wajah se band thi.

" tumhara game nahi khatam hua abhi tak " akansha mere pass akar baithi aur mere sar par hath rakhte hue boli " fever phir badh gaya hai ankit "

" hath hatao maar dega vo " mene bas itna hi kaha ki us karamjale ne peek n fire karke mera khopda fod diya " is ladki ne marwa dia " mei rote hue chillaya aur phir akansha ki taraf dekhne laga jo mera chehra hi dekh rahi thi. Aur rone ki acting karte hue naak sikodne laga jise dekh vo hans padi " pagal bacha hai mera " usne apna sar pakad liya.

" jeetne wala tha mei " uski godi mein sar rakhte hue mein bola " haye... sar dukh raha hai "

" han han game khelo aur phir sar dukhao " vo mera sar dabane lagi aur mene uska hath pakad liya

" hathon mein dard ho jayega tumhare "

" aisa nahi hota ankit, tum is waqt takleef mein ho janti hun mujhe mehsus na ho isliye bas theek rehne ki acting kar rahe ho " usne chori pakad li thi meri. Vo janti thi ki mujhe kuch bhi ho jaye kabhi nahi murjhata lekin cold mei seh nahi pata. Mei kuch nahi kaha aur uska hath pakad kar laita raha. Akansha se behtar mujhe koi nahi janta tha khud mein bhi nahi, waqt beet raha tha aur uski sath vo ghav kam ho raha tha lekin jab bhi akansha pyar karti mujhe mera guilt yaad aa jata jo ab bardasht se bahar ho raha tha.

Mei to office nahi gaya par akansha ko bhej diya usne meri wajah se chutti le rakhi thi aur uska kaam bahut important chal raha tha aaj kal. Ghar par akela raaj karte hue pehle khub pubg khela bina kisi rok kar fir sar dard hua to so gaya dawai lekar. Sidhe sham ko ankh khuli to phone dekha, akansha ke 19 missed call the. Mene ghabra gaya aur turant phone kiya " helo " bas itna hi keh paya aur usne mauka nahi dia.

" ankit are you fine? kya hua tha tumhe kab se phone mila rahi thi, batao mujhe kaisa feel kar rahe ho sahi ho na "

" han darling i am fine, tum ghabrai kyun ho"

" itne call kiye tumne nahi uthaye stupid isliye "

" vo dawai lekar soya tha, pata nahi kitni daru milate hai ye log dawai mein "

" thank god tum theek ho isliye mei nai jaa rahi thi "

" koi nahi hota hai "

" nahi ... bilkul nahi hota, meri jaan nikal gayi thi. Kuch khaya hai tumne? doctor ke chale "

" are meri janebahar, janejigar, janeroshandan, jane... " mei atka " jitne jane etc hote vo sab, mei theek hun ab pehle se kyun chinta kar rhi hai "

" pagal ho tum, gate kholo "

" kiska "

" apna idiot "

" kyun "

" kyun ki mei bahar khadi hun andar nahi aaun " uski baat sunte hi mei bahar gaya aur gate khola. " akansha itni jaldi " kuch keh pata use pehle usne mujhe galle se laga liya. Vo bahut pareshan ho gayi thi. Pyar ki khubi hai ye jab bhi hota hai dara bahut deta hai, use bhi khone ka dar hi hua tha tabhi vo sab chhod kar ayi to kya mene use ek baat chupa kar apne dar ko rakh kar jo kiya vo sahi nahi tha? Us din to mei is bahane se aage badh gaya kyun ki mujhe jine ke liye kuch chahie tha bhale hi vo bahana kyun na ho. Lekin nahi pata tha ki vo ek bahana ab adat ban jayegi.

" i am so happy ankit, so so happy " akansha mere bahon mein jhul rahi thi. Mujhse jada khushi thi use, mail par jab usne mere offer letter dekha to. Mujhe khud vishwas nahi ho raha tha pehle to mujhe job mil gayi thi aur uppar se meri salary par 50% ka increment bhi jo mene jaan kar bola tha taki HR mein fail ho jaun lekin aisa bhi nahi hua. Mene jo sapna dekha tha vo mere samne aa raha tha dhire-dhire lekin us sapne ke piche zindagi ki asliyat chupi thi jo is sapne se kai jada darawani thi. Mene apne office mein resign diya aur reason hike bataya aur utna hike meri company nahi de sakti thi. Idea akansha ka tha usne yahi reason bola tha, manager ko shock laga lekin usne kuch nahi kaha, profession hai ye isme tajub ki koi baat thi hi nahi. Mujhe bas handover dena tha client ka bhale hi mei usi client ki company mein jaa raha tha. Jitna mujhe usme smy lagna tha utna mera notice period tha. Kaam ek hafte ka tha lekin mene ek mahine ka time liya aur phir chhoda. Ghar par ma papa bhi khush the ki meri job achi jagah lag gayi hai ab aur unhone mujhe vapis ane ko kaha. Mene unhe abhi ye keh kar tala ki han jaldi hi, asal mein to akansha se dur hone ka man nahi tha,adat jo lag gayi thi.

Naya din, nayi subah, waqt badta hai to kuch chizen bhi badh jati hai yahi soch kar pehle din job par gaya. Janta tha sangeeta milegi lekin mera kaam uske kaam se alag hai isliye mulakat hona na ke barabar tha. Congrats ka message aya tha uska whtsapp par, uska number save nahi tha par dp se pehchan gaya tha jiska mene koi reply nahi diya tha. Akad dikhaunga to shayad kabhi baat na kare bhale hi uski wajah se hi mei company mein tha par kya farak padta hai ab to aa chuka tha aur ane ke baad to job par pakad khud ke hathon mein hoti hai bhale hi kuch kar le. First day ki sari formality karte hue adha din nikal gaya, do char collegues se baatcheet bhi ho gayi aur phir lunch ke liye hum cafteria gaye jo bahut bada tha, jaisa shayad akansha ki company ka tha. Hum sabhi table par baithe the ki mere sath baithe mein se ek do ne good afternoon mam kaha jo shayad mere piche khadi thi.

" congratulations ankit " awaz sunte hi muh mein jane wala gassa ruk gaya aur mene palat kar dekha to sangeeta muskurate hue mere samne khadi thi.
 
Update - 118

Cafteria se picha chhuta kyun ki new joines ki ek confrence room mein HR ke sath discussion thi jiski wajah se mujhe wahan se turant niklna pada aur mei sangeeta ko thank you bol kar chala gaya tha. Discussion khatam hone ke baad mujhe wapis jane ko keh diya kyun ki proper joining kal se hi thi. Mene apna saman liya aur chal diya. Nikla to ghar ki taraf tha par mood kafi dino baad taro taza hua tha isliye akansha ke liye ek rose lekar use milne chala gaya. Jab insan khush hota hai tab use sab apna lagta hai, zindagi khuli hui lagti hai, bhoj khatam ho jata hai. Mujhse ye travel wala intezar nahi ho raha tha bas kisi tarah jald se jald akansha ke pass pahunch jana chahta tha.

" helo "

" ak..annsha.. "

" ankit what happened "

" vo..vo.. akansha... "

" tum mujhe dara rahe ho ankit, bolo kya hua hai " akansha ki awaz mein bechaini dekh mei kuch nahi keh paya. " ankit.. are you ok, say na " akansha ki chinta badne lagi thi.

" mei...mujhe.. vo.. "

" ankit sidhe-sidhe bolo, tum theek ho ya nahi mujhe bas ye batao " uske sawal ka mei koi jawab nahi de paya. " theek hai tum kaha ho mei aa rahi hun.. aa rahi hun batao kahan hu "

" office.. "

" theek hai tum wahi raho mei ati hun " mene use phone katta aur office se nikal gayi. Lift mein akansha ki sansein tez thi uske man mein ajeeb ajeeb se khayal aa rahe the. Vo office se bahar nikli aur tez chalte hue bhagne sa lagi aur jaldi jaldi main gate par pahunchi. Uska dhayan kahin nahi tha bas ek hi cheez par atka hua tha isliye jab vo bahar ayi tab bhi usne meri taraf nahi dekha jo uske liye hath mein ful liye khada tha.

" kiske office jaa rahi ho " jab andekha kar vo aage nikal gayi tab meri piche se ati awaz ko sun kar vo ruki aur mud kar hairani se dekhne lagi. Mei usko apne dant dikhane laga aur jab use yakeen hua ki mei asliyat mein khada hun tab uski ghambhirta gusse mein badal gayi.

" ankit you.. tum bevkuf ho ek number ke bevkuf " uska gussa bada pyara lag raha tha. Vo mujhe dantte jaa rahi thi aur mei bas use dekhte hue muskura raha tha. "mei yahan itni serious baat kar rahi hun aur tumhe hansi aa rahi hai " mei uski baat par aur hans diya aur phir use galle se laga liya. Ek pal vo mujhse alag hokar aur datne ki kosish karti rahi par phir shant ho gayi. " don't do this, mei dar jati hun. Aisa kabhi nahi hua ankit mere sath pata nahi kya hai tumhare andar jisne meri zindagi tumse jod di hai. Isliye alag hone ke dar se hi bechaini ho jati hai. Mei bhale hi tumhe aisi nahi mili thi lekin ho gayi hun, shayad yahi pyar hai aur mujhse ise koi aitraz bhi nahi " meri muskan to kahin kho gayi thi akansha ki baton mein aur use pyar karne ki cha badh gayi thi. Us din pata to chala ki pyar sirf ek baar nahi hota vo har roz hota hai, har chiz se hota hai, har wajah se hota hai bas samajh hi nahi paya.

" sorry " mene use alag karte hue kaan pakade. " galti ho gayi humse, hume nahi pata tha ki ap itni pareshan ho jayegi " akansha mere chehre ke expression ko dekh hans padi. Aur usne mere hath se ful nikal liya jo mei dena hi bhool gaya tha " are han ye to reh hi gaya tha "

" pagal ho tum " usne apni bahein meri bahon mein dali.

" acha laga na surprise? "

" han bahut " phir hum ghumne nikal gaye. Bas vo aur mein, itne arse waqt baad sirf vo aur mei the. Koi tisra nahi tha na physically aur na hi mentally. Pehle sadak ki redi se bhel puri khai phir cafe pahunch gaye aur wahan jam kar enjoy kiya. Raat ko pub aur wahan jo enjoy kiya kya hi batau. Aaj mene akansha se insist kiya ki vo drink kare aur phir itne waqt baad usne drink ki aur aaj na jane kya nasha chada use jo uske baad nachi hai vo mei dekhta reh gaya. Phone mei mere abhi hai vo video jise mene dikha kar akansha ko kai dino tak cheda. Vo bahut embarrass feel kar rahi thi lekin mujhe to bahut maza aa raha tha. Vo purane ache din vapis aa chuke the jo mujhe chahie, sukun chahie tha. Sab kuch tha, ya phir sab kuch mera banaya hua tha, aksar log dusron se dikhawa karke aage badhte hain lekin mei khud se hi dikhawa karte hue aage badh raha tha.

Office join kiye hue 15 din beet gaye the, ab kaam ka pressure samajh aa raha tha. Kaam mera monitoring, logs, aur phir kuch bhi dene lage
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par mei manage kar raha tha. Team achi mili thi meri isliye pata hi nahi chalta tha. Akansha bhi khasi busy chal rahi thi bataya tha usne ki koi bahut bada client hai US ka uske sath dealing chal rahi hai jiski wajah se baat cheet mein kami ayi thi lekin ghar jakar hume time mil jata to usi mein khush ho liya karta. Bhoj zindagi aage nahi badne deta ye baat bahut sahi thi, jabse bhoj utra tha dimag se bahut smooth life ho gayi thi. Lunch ke baad meeting thi, client discussion jisme mei aur mere manager ko jana tha. 15 din hi hue the aur manager ne mujhe chunna tha mujhe is baat ka andaza bhi nahi tha ki usne aisa kyun kiya. Puchta to bhi marta isliye mene to aise dikhaya jaise mujhe kuch malum hi nahi. Manager aur mei lunch ke baad confrence room pahunche aur wahan mene dekha, sangeeta aur kuch log pehle se majud the. Sangeeta ne mujhe ek bari dekha phir apni baat cheet mein lag gayi, yani puri tarah se ignore. Achi baat thi mere liye, mene bhi to uske sath yahi kiya tha jabse aya tha aur iss baat ki mujhe koi problem nahi thi bilkul bhi nahi. Mei baitha aur meeting chalu ho gayi, baat sahi thi, company ki badi deal hui thi aur kaam bahut hi teda tha, sab apne inputs de rahe the to mene bhi ek de diya. Bolne ke baad laga ki bekar fans gaya galiyan padegi 15 din hi to hue the lekin mei sahi tha, Sangeeta ko pasand aya aur manager ko bhi mere. Meeting khatam hui aur mei manager ke sath bahar aya baki sab andar hi the.

" sahi kaha tha "

" kisne "

" sangeeta ne "

" matlab ? "

" ki tum hamare kaam ko jante ho idea de paoge, arvind ki team wala process tum hi handle kar rahe the previous company se "

" hanji sir, mei hi kar raha tha tab par uska ise kya matlab, sangeeta madam ne kya bataya tha apko "

" sangeeta ne bataya tha ki usko process knowledge hai to vo help kar payega product mein taki nayi deal mein koi problem nahi hai "

" oh.. " mujhe laga tha mera 15 din ka kaam acha laga isliye aya par yahan kuch aur hi tha
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" par bdia tha, CEO bhi impress lag rahe the "

" CEO, bhi the andar? " mei soch se bahar aur chaunka.

" han CTO ke bagal mein hi to baithe the " vo vahan se jane lage.

" baat to dia karo kam se kam " mei bhi unke piche ho liya.

Samay aise niklta hai ki jaise bhag raha ho, akansha ko ek surprise dena jo aaj tak usne diya nahi tha. Bahut pucha bataya nahi phir dhire-dhire mene bhi dhayan nahi diya, ek to office ka kaam usne mujhe aur akansha ko almost office hours mein apart kar diya tha. Pehle to mei uske office chala jaya karta tha sath aaate ye to chhut gaya iske baad kabhi vo late to kabhi mein, ghar jate to sath khana tak nahi kha paa rahe the. Saturday ko ghar se danda aa jaya karta tha isliye jana padta tha. Chid-chidahat mein ek do baar jhagda bhi hua par phir sujah bhi jaya karta tha. Yahi niyam tha rishte ka, takrar ho jaye to sab jao kaam se apne, wahi sulah hone ke baad ek dusre ki harkton par pyar jatana. Rishte ki koi pehchan nahi hoti kyun ki vo kabhi samjha nahi jaa sakta, bas jo chiz samajh sakte the vo itni hi thi ki use alag nahi ho sakte, uske bina zindagi mein phir adhura pan cha jayega.

" may i come in madam " sir ne kuch discussion ke liye sangeeta ke cabin mein bheja tha. Sangeeta kaam kar rahi thi isliye usne hath se ishara kiya aur apna kaam karti rahi. Mujhe khud nahi jana tha par thoda kaam tha isliye mene jada ab us bare mein sochna bhi chhod diya tha.

" mam " jab kuch der tak usne nahi dekha tab mene pukara aur use shayad dhayan aya ki koi hai, usne apni nazre system se hatate hue mere uppar ki aur ek pal ghurti rahi.

" oh hi.. kaise ana hua ? "

" vo prayag sir ne bheja tha kuch discussion ke liye, taki hum document finalized karke send kar sake as per product tech/support "

" han meen hi bola tha unhe, sit " usne kaha to mei baith gaya. " hmm to how is the office "

" ji? " mujhe laga kaam ki baat karegi " nice, i really liked it "

" mene tumse pehle hi kaha tha, acha hai, tumhari joining ke baad tumse baat nahi ho payi, mauka nahi mila. Sureshji ka phone ata rehta hai keh rahe the hamari deal to chalti rahegi na " suresh meri purani company ka manager tha usi ne sangeeta se milwaya tha. Mene koi jawab nahi diya, kya deta aaj tak samajh nahi aya. " meen kaha ki usne to hamare ache relations hai to phir kyun chhodenge, tumhare bare mein puch rahe the "

" mere ? "

" han, ki how are you doing here etc etc "

" unko bhi pata nahi kya hai " mene khud se kya tha lekin usne sun liya tha jise sun vo muskura padi.

" i said he is doing great, more than great " vo kursi par piche hokar baithi. Selvless blouse aur greyish sarre simple si, office ke matlab ki thi. Balon ko usne uppar karke juda bana rakha tha. Ek pal ke liye use naap-tolne ke baad akal ayi ki kya kar raha hu, kaam karu aur chalu.

" mam vo document " mene apna laptop khola aur screen ghuma di. " isme jo test Case hai, vo unhi ki requirement ki tarah kar diya hai lekin "

" kaun sa "

" Test ERP " mene thodi screen side karke ungli rakhte hue bataya aur phir screen samne kar di taki vo dekh sake.

" nahi aise samajh nahi aa raha, tum aise piche se ungli se samjha rahe ho mei aise dekh rahi hun " baat uski sahi thi, ye professional nahi tha.

" projector connect kar deta hun " mei projector ki taar dekhne laga jo wahan fansi hui thi. Na jane kisne fansayi thi nikal nahi rahi thi us box se, mene khincha par nahi nikli.

" rehne do, time waste ho raha hai " vo ek dum se boli. Is baar bhi vo sahi thi, vo head thi aur mei uske sath professional nahi ho paa raha tha abhi tak kyun ki mujhe uski shakal mein bas wahi raat yaad aa rahi thi. Ab kya karun, jab mene kuch nahi bola to vo apni jagah se khadi hui aur meri side aa gayi. Usne laptop ghumaya aur khud se desk se lag kar khadi ho gayi, mera aur uska fasla bahut kam tha, bilkul mere samne hi khadi thi. Mene ek pal use dekha, uske sharir se ati mehak ke chalte dekha tha mene, bahut strong fregnance thi, ek dafa uske chehre ki taraf dekha, chub rahi thi uski ankhein mujhe jis tarah vo mujhe dekh rahi thi isliye mene nazare hatai aur laptop ki taraf kar di.

" han ji mam mei ye keh raha tha jo ye module hai jisme changes aye hain use karne ke baad hum ek challenge face kar rahe hain " jab bhi aap kisi ko samjha ya bata rahe hote to malum ho jata hai ki uska dhayan us chiz par hai ya nahi, wahi hua, mujhe laga ki uska dhayan nahi hai isliye mein ruka aur abhi uski taraf dekha hi tha, jaise vo mera hi intezar kar rahi thi.

" mene tumhe mujhe dhakne ke liye thank you nahi kaha " uske chehre par ek ajeeb hansi thi. Vo mere kareeb ayi aur jhukte hue mere kaan ke pas ayi " thank you for covering my body " mera dil zoron se dhadkne laga tha, vo us din ki baat kar rahi thi jab mene subh use uske kapde se dhak diya tha. Par mene isliye nahi dhaka tha ki bo nangi thi balki isliye dhaka tha kyun ki use nanga dekh mujhe khud par ghin si aa gayi thi. Lekin kya farak padta hai is baat ka, kapde se sharir chupta hai izat nahi.
 
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" mam " mene bas itna hi keh paya, uski sansein mere kano par padh rahi thi. Usne mere kandhe par hath rakha aur ise jada vo kuch nahi kar payi kyun ki mei apni jagah se khada ho gaya. Vo mere dar ko dekh hansi padi aur vapis table ke sahare khadi ho gayi. " mei mam, baad mein ata hun " mene laptop uthaya aur bina kuch kahe sune wahan se nikal gaya. Mei sidhe washroom mein ghusa, laptop ko shelf par rakh kar apna chehra aine mein dekhne laga. Mathe par pasine ki bundein aur kalmo se behta pasina saaf bata raha tha ki mera dil kitna zoron se dhadak raha tha. BP asman chu raha tha aur ye usi ka natiza tha. Aine mein dekhte hue meri nazar meri pent par bhi gayi to lund shayad sangeeta ki harkat se akad gaya tha isliye wahan ubhar tha. Shayad sangeeta isi ko dekh muskurai thi aur us raat usne isi chiz ka fayda bhi liya tha, acha hua ki mei vahan se uth aya. Pani se muh dhote hue mei khud ko is baat ki shabashi hi de raha tha. Mene yahi socha tha aur isiliye befikr tha ki mene sahi waqt par sahi kadam uthaya lekin kai baar haalat apko aur majbur kar deta hai apki pariksha lene ki aur aap cha kar bhi us parkisha se bahar nahi aa pate, shayad insani roop bana hi us astitv mein hai ya shayad mei aisa bana tha jisme mei khud pass hona hi nahi chahta tha.

Mei akar baitha to manager ke puchne par mene keh diya ki mam busy thi aur apna kaam karne laga. Sham ko chuki thi ghar jane ka time tha, akansha ko mene kaha tha ki mei uske liye ice cream lekar aunga. Sath mein use chin kar ice cream khane ka maza hi alag tha. Mei bas apna laptop band karke uthne wala tha ki manager ne mujhe andar bulaya aur ye kaha ki subh walle diye kaam ko aaj hi close karna hai, final report submit karni hai. Ab mei fans gaya, mana karta to kaise aur nahi karta to is waqt kahan jata. Mene manager ko mana nahi kiya aur socha sangeeta ko call kar lun, vo aksar itni der tak hoti nahi hai to mei bach hi jaunga. Mei apne desk par aya aur baitha nahi kyun ki mei janta tha vo nahi hogi yahi soch kar mene uske extension par call kiya. Ring jati rahi aur mei samajh gaya, bas rakh kar manager ko batane wala tha ki samne se phone pick ho gaya aur mere chehre ki muskan choti ho gayi.

" helo " wahan se shayad usne tisri ya chauthi baar awaz lagai hogi.

" mam, ankit here, vo aap abhi free hain to mei aa jaun, vo actually close karna tha apse "

" give me 15 minutes i will call you " 15 minute aur intezar? mujhe gussa aa gaya lekin kya kar sakta tha " ok " bola aur phone rakh diya. Ab kya karun fans chuka tha, socha manager se baat karun. Andar gaya usko kaha ki abhi vo 15 minute keh rahi hai wait karne ke liye to usne chutte hi kaha ki han kar lo, ise close karke jana. Mera dimag wahin kharab ho gaya, mei vapis apni seat par aya aur baith kar akansha ko message kiya " will late thoda sa " uska reply turant hi aa gaya

" what happen? "

" discussion "

" ok see you soon in home " isi ke sath usne kiss wala smily bheja to mene bhi bhej diya. " i will call you in sometime ttyl " message dekar vo offline hui aur mei ok likh kar. 5 se 10 aur 10 se 15 minute ho gaye, na hi akansha ka call aya aur na hi sangeeta ka. Pehli baar mujhe sangeeta ke hi call ka intezar tha ki jald se kaam khatam ho aur mei jaun. Kya karun gussa aa raha tha mujhe, phone karun ya nahi, manager ko batau ya nahi, jada bolunga to chid-chid karega ki ek din extend ho raha hai to maut aa rahi hai. Office se dhire-dhire almost log jaa chuke the, na jane kya kar rahi hai is time sangeeta jab sabke jane ka time ho raha hai to. Mei baitha tha ki manager cabin se nikla aur meri taraf hi aya, " kya hua gaye nahi abhi tak ?"

" vo mam ka call hi nahi aya "

" to khud kar lo, aur unse status le lo, unse kehna important hai isliye aaj close karna hai, aur koi baat ho to call me"

" ok sir "

" ok, goodnight " vo bol kar wahan se nikal gaya. Aise log kataiye pasand nahi the mujhe jo manager ban kar uska fayda uthate hai. Khud to nikal liya aur mujhe chhod gaya, uske jate hi man kiya piche se kuch utha kar fenk kar maru use lekin naukri bich mein aa rahi thi. Mene turant sangeeta ko call kiya aur usne do hi ring mein is baar utha liya " mam " mei bas itna hi bola.

" i told you i will call you, i will give me sometime " usne phone cut kar diya. " behenchod " pata nahi bahut dino baad gali nikli thi kyun reason yahi tha ki mera bana banaya plan bekar ho raha tha bina kisi baat ke. Itna hi important kaam tha to manager betichod khud kyun nahi kar ke gaya, frustrate ho raha tha tabhi akansha ka call aya.

" nikal gaye "

" nahi yaar pata nahi kya natak laga rakha hai tabse wait kar raha hu " mene gusse mein kaha.

" ohhoo.. aaj itna gussa kya baat hai "

" gussa ayega na yar ye kya baat hui khud to vo ullu ka pathha manager nikal gaya "

" ankit itna hyper? " akansha bhi thoda chaunki tab mujhe samajh aya ki mei kisse baat kar rha hu. Bhool gaya tha ki akansha ke liye mein hamesha ek soft spoken ladka tha jaisa use shuru se mila tha. Shayad ye meri sabse pehli galti thi jo mene apne pyar ke liye khud ko badalna cha tha, kab tak insan apni asli pravarti ko chupa kar rakh payega kahn na kahin kabhi na kabhi vo apni asliyat par aa hi jata hai. Aur samne walle ko vo pasand nahi ata.

" yar tumhare sath ice cream khani thi na isliye " mei turant badal gaya aur baat sach hi kahi thi, mujhe gussa isi baat ka tha.

" koi nahi, ice cream mei le aati hu, tum aao tab tak aaj tumhare liye special kuch banati hun,badi mushkil se aaj jaldi ane ka mauka mila hai "

" hm, tum na hoti to hamara kya hota, bin pani jaisa ye machla yahan wahan har kisi ke pet mein hota "

" hahahaha.. " akansha meri baat sun kar hans padi aur fir mujhe bhi hansi aa gayi. " i love you "

" i love you ... " mene ganna gatte hue kaha.

" pagal, ankit let me book the cab, kyun ki baarish bahut tezz hone wali hai mausam bahut kharab hai isliye tum bhi cab book karke hi ana samjhe "

" baarish ani wali hai, mujhe to pata hi nahi chala "

" cab mr. vo samjhe "

" hanji samajh gaye " usne jaan kar kaha tha kyun ki mei paise bachane wala ladka, metro se hi safar kar liya karta tha.

" ok, i all call, you just do your work quickly and come home to me, in my arms "

" aur bhi kahin aa jaye fir " meri shararti tone mein kaha.

" ugghhh cheapp.. guy.. " mujhe hansi aa gayi to usne bhi hanste hue phone cut kar diya. Takreeban 5-6 minute akansha se baat hui par sangeeta ka phone nahi aya. 7:30 ho chuke the, kya karun kaise time kattu, thoda ghuma idhar udhar aur socha shayad acha time kat gaya isliye phone karun lekin 5 minute hi hue the. Achanak yaad aya apna khali time, pubg, mei baitha aur mene phone par earplug lagaye, pubg on kiya aur khelne baith gaya. Ye ek aisa game tha jisme time ka pata hi nahi chalta tha aur yahi hua takreeban 20-22 minute guzar gaye, sirf 3 jane bache the aur mei un dono ko dhund raha tha, ek mila mene use peek karke mara aur position change kar li ab akhri bacha tha, matr do minute ka game, mujhe banda dikha mene scope lagaya aur tabhi mera phone baj utha.Phone par naam save tha nahi isliye pata nahi chala mene cut kar diya. Aur tab tak vo banda gayab ho chuka tha, " shit " mene idhar udhar dekha aur tabhi phone dubara baja usi number se. " kya hai yaar " mene uthaya aur thodi harsh tone mein bola junki mera phone game mode mei open tha isliye call speaker par automatically chala gaya. " hello "

" ankit? " meri rukhi awaz sun samne se thoda ascharya bhara response aya. Mera dhayan game par tha " yes "

" ankit, sangeeta here " bas naam sunte hi meri to hawaiyan ud gayi, dhayan game se hat kar uski awaz mein chala gaya. " yes mam "

" are u still in office ? "

" yes mam "

" ok come to my cabin we will discuss "

" ok mam " phone cut hua aur jab meri nazar game par padi to vo khatam ho chuka tha aur mei 2nd aya tha,mujhe umeed nahi thi ki sangeeta phone par call karegi, uppar se mene uska number save tak nahi kiya tha. Gussa to mujhe aya par is baat ki khushi thi ki finally usne bula hi liya kaam ke liye, mene laptop uthaya aur uske cabin mein jaa pahunhca. Office khali hi ho chuka tha bas eka-duka the aur saaf safai log maujud the us floor par. Mei andar gaya to sangeeta abhi bhi kaam kar rahi thi, problem to abhi bhi wahi honi thi ki samjhau kaise lekin mene laptop teda rakha aur usi ki taraf kahda ho gaya use thoda dur aur use dikhate hue samjhane laga. Vo dhayan se sunte hue samajh rahi thi aur bahut jaldi bhi. Mei andar hi andar khush tha jitna dar raha tha thodi der pehle tak utna hi khush tha ab. Takreeban 10 minute sab done kiya aur usne kuch points bataye jinhe mene change kar diya.

Kaam nipat chuka tha jiske nipate sath hi mene gehri sans chhodi aur use thank you bol kar wahan se jane laga " ankit? " awaz dekar usne roka. Isko thank you kyun bola ye phir jaan khayegi.

" yes mam "

" good work " aur fir vo apne laptop par kaam karne lagi lagta hai jaruri kaam tha, mujhe kya hai acha hua. Mene kuch nahi kaha aur bhagte hue apni seat par aya, laptop ko bag mein dala aur fauran bahar ke liye nikla. Lift li aur niche pahuncha. Niche pahunch kar jaise hi bahar aya to kadam ruk gaye, dhuandhar baarish ho rahi thi. " abe yaar ye kya natak hai itni tez " pani tak bhar chuka tha. Wait karu, nahi yaar jane deta hun cab hi kar leta hun aaj, chlta hai kabhi kabhi. Soch kar mene phone nikala aur cab book karne laga lekin itni tezz baarish mein ek bhi cab around mein nahi thi, jo thi to uska waiting time 30-40 minute dikha raha tha. Bura fans gaya yaar aaj to, mene swipe karke app band ki aur akansha ko call kiya.

" akansha tum pahunchi "

" han, bhig bhi gayi bas abhi hi ghusi hun "

" bhigi kaise "

" cab se flat tak atte atte hi bahut tez baarish hai tum nikle nahi "

" nikal to gaya hun par bahut tez baarish hai aur "

" cab karo "

" cab hi nahi hai, wait time 30-40 minute hai traffic mei fansi hogi "

" trafic baht jada hai aur baarish bhi baht jada, mei abhi fm par sun rahi thi ki baarish abhi aur tez hogi aur rukegi nahi, tumhe jo cab mil rhi hai take it, and come home safe "

" ok, mei phir book kar leta " mei use baat kar raha tha ki horn ke shor se disurbance hone lagi.

" ankit shor aa raha hai "

" mei karta hu baat akansha, pata nahi kaun hai jo horn par horn maar raha hai "

" ok dhayan se aao "

" ok " phone cut hua aur mene pillar se jhanka to ek gaddi khadi thi wahi horn baja rahi thi. Nazar baarish mein aur andhere par nahi padi to meen ignore kiya. Phone par vapis app kholne ke liye dekha to wahan par missed call thi, number jana pehchana tha. " baad mei karta hu dial " mene app kholi ki fir phone aya " yar kaun hai ye bhi pareshan " mene phone uthaya " helo "

" ankit "

" yes "

" yes nahi, jaldi aao "

" aao ? " mei phir nahi pehchan paya

" ye suno " awaz gaddi ke horn ki ayi do taraf se ek phone se dusri uss gaddi se. Mene jhank kar dekha us taraf to phone par awaz ayi " mei hun car mei, common in " ab samjha ye kaun thi

" nahi nahi mam mene cab book ki hai vo aa jayegi "

" itni baarish mein nahi ayegi ankit, come i will drop you safely "

" aap kyun pareshan hongi "

" nahi hongi u come "

" no mam "

" ankit stop calling me mam first and second chup chap aa jao, mei nahi chahti tum bhig jao aur bimar padh jao "

" kyun ? " pata nahi kaise muh se nikla

" what kyun? i want u in office, kaam kaun karega, new project ka "

" but "

" mei akansha ko bol deti hun, maybe wahi samjha de " akansha ka naam uske muh se sunte hi mei hadabda gaya

" nahi nahi, mei aa raha hun "

" good " usne phone cut kiya aur mei fans gaya

" yar ye hamesha mere samne kyu aa jati hai " mujhe gussa to bahut aya par kya kar sakte the. Mene apna bag sar ke uppar rakha aur pani mei chap chap karte hue uski gaddi ki aur dauda. Jab tak gaddi meinn baithta tab tak kaffi bhig gaya tha.

" uff... " gaddi mei baithte hi mene rahat ki sans li lekin mujhe nahi pata tha ki baarish mein bhigna sangeeta se jada acha hone wala tha.
 
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