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Update - 72

" Ye semester bahut important hai, as not for the exam but for your interview and carrier... par agar exam important nahi to semester kyun ? ye sawal aap sabke man mein aya hoga.. "

" han mera man tera katl karne ka hai bakarchod kahin ki.. "

" Agar aya hai to achi baat hai... kyun ki jo semester mein important hai vo hai apka project. Project ke basis par hi is bar number jayenge aur wahi aap sab ke interview ke liye kaam ayega.. Project ki details apko Miss. Ankita clear kar dengi.. lekin mein ek baat apko bata dun.. project completion ke liye apke bas sirf 3 hafte hai, kyun ki uske baad ek week apke PD, apti etc ki classes hogi, next month se interview start ho jayenge.. so be prepare... exam ki tension mat lena.. final exam mein sirf ek subject ka theory hai is bar jaise you all aware of it.. just focus on two things complete your project as fast as you can and prepare yourself for the interviews.. good luck.. "

" Thank you mam.. " puri class vanaro ki sena ki tarah chillai.

" muh mein le le mera luck vahi se shuru ho jayega.. behen ki lodi kitna bakti hai.. " hod ke jate hi mein bola.

" kaam ki baat bak rahi hai.. hamara hi bhala hai usme "

" lawda kaam.. ye sirf chutia bana rahe hai.. "

" tujhe hamesha aisa kyun lagta hai sab tera chutia bana rahe hain ? tu bc khud ko kya samjhta hai " vicky chauda hota hua bola, uska badla sa roop dekh kar man kiya ki iske roop mein apne lawde ka pani fenk kar sale ki roop rekha badal dun..

" teri kyun jal rahi bitiya chod.. tujhe kaun sa naukri karni hai.. paise wala aulad hai tu to auladein paida karega sidha ab "

" bhosdeke.. kam bol "

" kam ? bc auladein kaha hai aulad nahi.. ek se jada paida kar hi lega tu.. itni to jaan hai tujme "

" mein job karunga.. kuch tym ke liye "

" wahh khudar admi.. " vaise mujhe yakeen nahi tha ki ye aisa hoga ...

" sheetal bhi yahi kehti hai business to hai hi kuch time job kar lu.. " acha hua yakeen nahi kiya.... ye bakare ka lawda khud se kabhi kuch nahi kar sakta

" phir bhi meri baat man ye sab chutia bana rahe hain.. mein tujhe batata hun.. "

" tum dono ki important baat khatam ho gayi ho to mein kuch bolun ? " awaz vicky ke muh se nahi balki ankita mam ke muh se nikli thi, jo ki is waqt bahut jada stress mein lag rahi thi. Itni ki agar abhi unhe chod bhi dun tab bhi shayad unka stress na kam ho isliye mein chup ho gaya.

" Class project ki ek detail HOD mam ne de di hai. 3 weeks hai apke pas uske baad koi bhi project submit nahi hoga and within 3 weeks mein hi project complete karna hoga.. isliye suggest yahi karungi ki whole project ki jagah sirf ek do module par hi kaam karna .. jise samjha bhi sako ki kya banaya hai.. second thing is sabko individually project par kaam karna hai.. " itna sunte hi adhe bachon ki to gand mein teer ghus gaya ho aisa muh bana lia aur awazein aise nikalne lage jaise kisi janwar ka lund apne chote ched mein le lia ho.. salle mujhe to pata tha paidaish janwar hai sab bas shakal uppar wale ne insan ki de di.

" quiet... project se related koi problem ho to contact me or shipra mam, iske alawa project ke number usi basis par lagenge jis tarah aap use present karenge varna agar project mein fail hue to samjh lena ki job ke sapne dekhna bekar hoga. Isliye last time keh rahi hun project wahi lena jo aap khud kar sako aur samjha sako.. choose any language.. base.. choose any topic... theory ki chinta mat karo file puri karne ke liye base mein de dungi bas topic ke hissab se use refine kar lena lekin project runing hona chahie.. chahe do module hi bane.. i want everyone's project to be well presented.. may be interviewer bhi apse apke project ke bare mein kuch puch le... is that clear to all of you ? " ankita mam ne bahut kuch bola.. unke bolne ke baad hi class mari gayi, mera matlab ab 3 weeks tak sirf tabhi college aao jab kuch help project se related ho. Par sab jante hi ki bakarchod bache kaise hote hai.. itna sab sunne ke baad bhi darzno sawal lekar bache ankita mam ke pass pahunch gaye.

" ye in bachon ke kitne kide hain beti chod.. bhsodieke chipak se jate hai.. sala itna sawal kaun lata hai dimag mein.... project banao aur do baat khatam.. bc ye log to khandan mein chacha tau uske dada uske pote ki umar... uski chadi ka size uske lund ka size, uski jhanton ke kam ugne ki vajah... sab kuch janna chahate hain salle chipku gam ki padaish kahin ke.. adhe ghante se ankita mam ke cabin mein ghuse pade hai " mein vicky aur class ek do jhant jo vicky ke shayad dost se hum wahi corridor mein khade the.

" tujhe kyun itna tension hai, sawal to vo puchne gaye hain tu kyun bechain ho raha hai.. salle tujhe to ye sochna chahie ki 3 hafton mein project banayega kaise "

" isme sochna kya bc.. mere andar projct ki bharmar hai.. ek se ek idea hai.. aur rahi baat 3 hafton ki to bhul jaa.. ye project submission do mahine tak chalega " meri baat sun vicky ka dost aur class ka jhant hans dia.

" vo tere liye hoga.... kyun ki agle mahine to company ana shuru ho jayegi "

" yahi jhant soch rakh kar reh jana.. ise jada tu soch bhi nahi sakta jhantu "

" ankit aram se " vicky bol pada.

" lawda aram se.. mein tujhe yahi samjha raha tha, bc... ye sab mil kar chutia kat rahe hain.. sab matlab ankita mam nahi.. i mean .. i mean... ye chhod, kehne ka matlab HOD chutia bana rahi hai, koi company na ane wali... lund na hoga inse kuch... ye na hamara hila payenge aur na hi pani nikal payenge, inhone sirf khada kiya hai.. ab us khade lund par sirf laat padegi.. "

" tujhe sab pata hai bc.. tu jaa yahan se " phir vo jhant bola.

" vicky pehle iske muh mein meri jhantein dal, bahut uchak raha hai ye "

" rohit tu chup ho jaa. " vicky ne use chup hone ka bolkar khud bola " tu kaise janta hai "

" abe vo nahi hai.. apna vo.. jiski gf ki maiya chodi thi mene kya naam hai uska "

" tuje naam bhi nahi pata "

" tu pehchan gaya na kaun "

" han.. "

" to naam mein kya rakha hai betichod tujhe kaun sa uski gand se pyar hai.. mene uske through senior se baat ki.. usne bataya ki har saal ka yahi chutiapa karti hai HOD, dikhayegi aise ki tata birla ambani microsoft aur google aa rahi hai college mein aur lawda vo consultency jaisi bhi na ati hai idhar. "

" par senior to bolte hain ati ha.. "

" tu phir bola ... tere lawde par jhantein nahi hai kya jo itni khujli mein rehta hai. "

" sahi keh raha hai yar ye meri bhi apne senior se baat ho rakhi hai vo kehta hai companiya ati hai.. " vicky is baar thoda shant hokar bola.

" theek hai tu khud dekh lio vo to... " mene socha in dimag ke gadhon ko samjhana bekar hai isliye bag uthaya aur ghar ke liye nikal gaya.

" coming.. " ankita kitchen mein gas kam karti hue ayi aur darwaja khol dia. " tum ? "

" yo.. " mein andar enter hote hue bola.

" tum kaise is waqt ? "

" mein kaise kya.. khushi nahi hui apko "

" do not joke, mein aaj vaise hi bahut thaki hui hun and i am not feeling very well too "

" mene thodi thakaya hai " mere kehte hi vo mujhe bahut jada.. i mean bahut jada guse bhari nazron se dekhne lagi.

" ok ok.. mein to isliye hi aya kyun ki apne kaha tha ki project mein koi dikat ho to consult you to aa gaya "

" tumne itni jaldi project par kaam karna shuru kar dia ? "

" yo... "

" i can't believe you.. " baat ansuni kar mein apna laptop nikalne laga jise dekh unhe yakeen ho gaya ki mein mazak nahi kar raha.

" which language ? "

" LINUX "

" what.. ? are you mad.. linux.. just go away. from my house right now... " vo chillate hue boli mein janta tha ki unka reaction kuch aisa hi hoga.. Pehli baat unka subject E-JAVA tha aur vo yahi chahti thi ki mein usi par project banaun second unhe linux se is baat se chid thi kyun ki linux shipra padati thi..
 
Update - 71

" ye bc laundia aur inke bhusdi-wale drame zindagi bhar chalte hai. Bc pata nahi dono kidhar marne chale gaye mujhe akela yahan baitha kar.. bc haram madarjat chutie kahin ke... mein dunia mein koi bhi kaam kar sakta hun.. bas ye nahi kar sakta... ' intezaaaaaaaar ' ... sala is intezar karne se mujhe sakt nafrat hai.. aisa lagta hai jaise mein ek male randi hun jo darwaje par khada hokar grahkon ka intezar karta ho.. i mean koi izzat hi nahi reh jati.. andar se feeling aur galiyan mix condition ke sath bahar nikalti hai... ye dekho bc kaise thumakte hue aa rahe hain jaise ek aage aur ek piche gand mein dildo pel die ho.. jaldi aao be bakarchodon.. " exam khatam hone ke baad ye idea vicky ki item ka tha ki kahin outing ke liye chale, idea to mere liye bhi badia hi tha kyun ki usi din ankita mam apne kisi relative ke chali gayi thi to mene bhi han kar di. Par mujhe ye nahi pata tha ki outing ke piche ki ye bakarchodi hogi.. madarchod.. mall mall chilati hai aur chizen sarojni nagar se leti hai ye ladkiyan.. mujhe ek baat samajh nahi ati ki ye itna juth lati kaha hai se .. i mean itna to hum launde log lawde ko ghis ghis kar mashakat karke usme se 4-6 bund nikalte hain, ' dont compare to porn, they never release cum they release fuvara vo bhi CGI ki madad se , salle porn vale bhi kam chutia nahi katte... ' . Mein ye keh raha tha ki kahan humare lawde se mushkil se 4-6 bund nikalti hai aur ye laundia logis bc itna juth pelte hue ye bhi nai sochti ki uppar jakar kaise jawab degi apne is juth ka.. phir bhosdiwali fb par gande-gande status dali.. i bought this chutiapa from chutia mall jabki vo nikla sarojni nagar ka maal... bc ... that's why i say to me.. never palo this bhosda only bhang pii kar maro bhosda....

" abe itni der ki shopping mein to bahut kuch kharid lia hoga.. " vicky se mene khijayate hue pucha, chehre par koi gussa nahi tha par man ye kar raha tha ki isi gaddi ki diki mein dono ko band kar dun.

" nope.. kuch acha mila hi nahi.. " jawab sheetal ne dia aur gadi mein baith gayi. Mein to ek pal ke liye sunn ho gaya... i mean ye kya bol kar gayi behen ki lawdi..... Pichle 1:30 ghante se.... sahi mein vicky se gadi zid karke ye keh kar rukwai ki use kuch pasand aa gaya hai dur se hi to 5 minute lagenge lekar ate hai. Pehli baat ki is lawdi chinki bur vali ko dur se dikha kaise.. ab kya chuchon par niple ki jagah pupil laga kar rakhe the kya karam ki jali dusri baat jab pasandida chiz leni thi to 1:30 ghante kya us chiz ko apne malmutr se dho kar chamka rahi thi aur tisri baat jise sab chutiapa shuru hua ki jab chiz pasand thi to kharidi kyun nahi teri maaaa kaaaaaaaaaaa... . Gussa to itna jabardast aya ki bas man to yahi kar raha tha ki galiyun ki baarish kar dun jiske pani mein ye dono dub kar salle mar jaye... aur phir is bhosdiwali ki chut mar dun...

" pasand ane ke baad bhi nahi kharida ? " aaj kal mein tanne ache marne laga tha. Gadi mein baithte hi bola.

" yeah... didn't like it though "

" tu bc angrezon ki paidaish tujhe kyun pasand ayega kuch "

" kuch kaha tumne ? " front mirror mein meri shakal dekhte hue boli.

" nahi.. han... yahi ki acha hua nahi kharida varna fb par post kaise dalti ... "

" fb par post matlab ? "

" matlab yahi ki aksar ladkiyan mall se kharidi chizon ka hi post dalti hai aur tum yahan se kharid rahi thi to ek post mar jata na khama kha.. " bc clean chut ki ug rhi jhatein tak jal gayi uski meri baat sun kar.

" don't underestimate girls.. vo kuch bhi kar sakti hai.. "

" han ye baat to sahi hai ki girls kar kuch bhi sakti hai.. isme koi doubt nahi " ab itna expreince hone ke baad bhi mein ye baat na kahun to mere experience ka achar bana kar pregnant ladkiyun ko khila dena

" see vicky..... i told you... ankit bhi agree karta hai par tum nah.. " bc ab bari thi vicky ki bajne ki pakka sala mujhe man hi man gai bak raha hoga..

" ab yahin behas karna hai ya chalna bhi hai ? " us bhadve ne topic hi badal dia.

" mein bhi tera kab se driving seat par ane ka intezar kar raha hun.. jaldi chal ab is buchad khane se... "

" drive mein karungi.. " sheetal ne car start kar di.

" lo bhai pahunch liye ab to... " mein sans chhodte hue piche tek laga kar aram se baith gaya.

" what do you mean ? " vo phir front mirror ke through meri taraf ghuri.

" itna bhi nahi pata... "

" kya nahi pata ? "

" girls drive nahi kar sakti.. "

" what the fuck.........." sheetal badbadai.

" abhi tune kaha ki girls aisa koi kaam nahi jo nahi kar sakti ? " is chutie ko bhi bolna jaruri tha.. sala gf ke bachav mein aise ata hai jaise china pakistan ke bachav mein..

" tum logon ko dhang se samjhana padta hai.. suno.. "

" puri dunia, yani ki whole world ko pata hai ki ladkiyan drive nahi kar sakti even yamraj tak ko pata hai tabhi to aaj tak har maut ki atmayein wahi ikhata kar ke le jate hain.. kya kabhi tumne ye suna hai ki yamragni i mean yamraj ki patni so female version yamragni uski atma uthane ayi ? nahi na... kabhi nahi suna na ? sunoge bhi kaise kyun ki yamraj ko bhi pata hai ki agar unhone apni patni ko aisa karne ke liye kaha to vo jis sawari se lene ate hain use chalate hue unki patni un logon ko bhi atma bana degi jinka abhi samay nahi hua hai.. to just imagine.. jab yamraj jaisa vyaktitv apni patni par vishwas nahi karta to hum insan kaise kar lein... " bc meri baat sun kar sheetal ki to suji hui gand chehre par latak gayi aur vicky ek pal mujhe dekhta raha aur phir zor zor se hans dia.. ab to pakka iski gand fatni vali thi.... ab ayi gand gf ki churi ke niche...
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Kahani mein twist na aye to maza nahi ata aur meri life ki kahani mein to har jagah twist hai... matlab jahan twist hone ki umid nahi hoti vahan tak gand bharmar twist aa jate hai. Jaise abhi ka hi le lo, agar mein past ki kahani par thoda gaur karun to sheetal ki beazati mene kari thi, lekin uske bavajud vo mere sath selfie le rahi thi bajaye apne bf vicky ke.. kyun ki vo bas us baat par hans dia tha, uske baad bechare ne puri sham bahut kosish ki use manane ki lekin vo nahi mani, aur uske liye vo sham sirf manane mein nikal gayi, lekin mene apni zindagi ki is sham mein puri tassali kar li. Sheetal se badti bond mujhe achi si lagne lagi thi aur aaj vo mere sath kuch jada hi interest dikha rahi thi, selfie lete time ki closeness, uski smooth body se touchyness ye sab to uski taraf se mil raha tha par mein iske alawa double touchy ho raha tha, ek to andhere ka fayda bhi mil jata hai. Sham raat mein badalne lagi aur meri shart ke anusar jo mein nahi karta yani ki drink vo mene nahi ki, dono ne ki par mene nahi, han company dene ke liye mein mojito jarur pi raha tha par vo bhi non alcholic. Uske baad to jaise dono pagal ho gaye, pine ke baad sab bhul jata hai admi... nach rahe hain pagal se ho gaye hain... ye bc nachodiye salle aise pagal ho jate jaise sare nachne walon ki atma inki gand mein ghus gayi ho, tabhi to niche ka hissa bina kisi angle ke kisi bhi angle mein ghum jata hai. I don't dance ye meri dusri shart hai.. kahin bhi le jao mujhe par is chutiape ke liye puch bhi mat lena varna aisi galiyan zehan mein ati hai ki agar ek bar muh par aa gayi to sara khun lawde se bahar aa jayega dance floor par hi sabka.

Lekin fir bhi manna padega aisi kala ye nachne vale late kahan se hai, bina kisi talent ke itna talent manna padega, bc aise nachte hain jaise abhi nachte hue samne vallon ke gurde chil denge.. kaha pair chal rahe hain kaha hath kuch nahi pata bas sirf chal rahe hain.. explain to aur bhi jada mein karta lekin bc itne mein vicky aur sheetal apas mein ek dusre ke liplock mein kho gaye, bc yahan akele manav ke latak rahe danav par atyachar

Gussa to bahut aya par kya kar sakte the.. majburi aur nanga-pan admi ko kahin ka nahi chhodti vo bas bebas ban kar reh jata hai.. jaise ki mein... sala kuch der liplock karne ke baad sheetal nachte hue meri taraf dekhne lagi aur ajeeb tarh se muskurai... sali mere jalane ki kosish kar rahi thi jo dunia ki jhatein gili karta hai uske lawde par firebomb se attack kar rahi thi.. usko ye nahi pata jis din us aag par pani chidka us din chingari tak nikla band ho jayegi.... khair mene bhi full tus ignore kiya aur baki ladkiyun ki kulhe unki chaityan hilte hue dekh laar tapkane laga jab use thodi der baad laga ki mein uski taraf dhayan hi nahi de raha to uski itni buri jali ki pakka chut mein pani ki jagah dhuan nikal raha hoga, jealosuy ki vajah se uska pani bhanp ban kar jo nikalne laga tha vaise bhi jo ladkiyan paglon ki tarah nach rahi thi unke ang ang hilte hue bade akashak lag rahe the... ye ladkiyan nachte hue badi jazjbati ho jati hai

Attention seeker hoti hai ladkiyan.. totally... unhe sirf mein, hum aur khud ko chahana pasand hai.. bas ek baar unhe ye na mile to vo samne se tumhe khud dene ke liye taiyar rahegi... sharir nahi.. apna attitude... main to yahi hai.. ek bar attitude bik gaya yani ladki bik gayi.. phir to bas waqt lagate jao aur uske kharide hue attitude mein koi na koi kami nikalte jao.. jitna attitude bikega utni vo bikegi aur jab puri bik jayegi us din tumhare bistar par bhi bich jayegi.. motiv kharidne ka rakho.. bechne wale to khud bistar par ayegi...

Uske baad sheetal ki bahut jali mene use bhav dena band kar dia, pata nahi kyun na chahte hue bhi ajeeb si connectivity ho rahi thi uske sath, ya to mujhe sirf maza aa raha tha ya mein kuch aur chahta tha jiska jawab mein filal khud ko nahi dena chahta tha..

Last semister bacha tha, ye vo semester tha jahan bachon ki ragad kar aur bahut hi anokhe andaz mein gand par cream laga kar mari jati hai.. chahe baad mein us cream ko apni dhal bana kar khud chhut jaye aur sara ilzam students par pel de. Sahi bhasha mein kahun to college vale gand par cream isliye lagate hain taki khud kuch na kar paye to cream ke bahane ye dikha de ki kami gand mein hi th vahi dhang se hug na paye... ab in bhusad-gand-tatuton ko ye samajhao ki bhai jab tati lagti hai jo band gand mein kahin na kahin se ched dhund hi leti hai, ye college valle sirf hum bachon ko bina lawde ke samjhte hain.. jaise marzi sulwa lo dono taraf kuch chubega hi nahi...

Is puri soch ke piche kehne ki vajah hai ' Job ' yani ' J - O - B ' yani ' ek aisa slave jiske hath pair bandhe nahi dikhenge lekin vo bandha hua hoga, ek aisa slave jise salary to denge par us salary mein vo sirf muth saaf karne ka tissue hi kharid payega, muth dur karne ke liye item nahi... ek aisa slave jise interview ke bahane usko bondage bana dia jayega par dikhega nahi .. kyun ki us bondage mein galti sirf us insan ki hogi jo vahan baitha interview de raha hoga kyun ki vo interview dene aya hai yani ehsan karne aya hai..

" kya soch rahe ho ? " ankita mam ne tok dia varna is interview process ki to maa hi chod deta.. bhsodai valon ne is process ke chakar mein ladkon ki paidaish kam kar di hai.. agle janam muhe bitiya hi kijo..

Mein in sab baton ko chhod ankita mam ke sath college khulne se pehle ki akhri raat bitane mein leen ho gaya, filal aaj unki gand marne ka pura plan tha aur usme success ho bhi chuka tha, tabhi ankita mam ne subh se hath nahi lagane dia lekin tharak aur bukh ka ek combo hota hai, jab dono lagti hai tab use sirf kurakh puri kar sakta hai.. aur wahi khurak dene ka waqt aa gaya tha, mene unhe dinning table ke uppar jhukaya aur piche se lund unki chut mein ghusa dia.

" aahh-hhh.. "
 
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Mein darwaja peet-ta raha, muh se kuch nahi bola, bas darwaja peet-ta raha.. janta tha darwaje ke us taraf ankita mam khadi hai, sun rahi hai.. janti hai ki mein hun par kuch bol nahi rahi. Mein bhi kuch bolne ke liye muh kholta par phir bina kuch bole hi band kar leta. Muh band hua par hath nahi ruke, vo us darwaje ko bajate rahe aur akhir kafi der baad darwaja khula. Darwaja khul kar kuch second beet chuke the lekin meri nazar uppar nahi uthi thi. Mujhe pura yakeen tha ki ankita mam is waqt bahut gusse mein hogi, itna ki shayad aaj meri aur unki akhri mulakat hi ho. Mene soch liya tha ki mein nazre uthate hi sab kuch bata dunga, jo baat mujhe bahut pehle bata deni chahie, mein sab bata dunga, lekin jab nazre uthai to vo vahan khadi hi nahi thi.

Vo hall ke bich mein khadi kuch dekh rahi thi, kya pata nahi, is jigasya mein pair khud andar ho gaye aur andar pahunch kar samajh aya ki vo ghadi ki taraf dekh rahi hai. Mene andar akar gate band kar dia, gate band karna sirf ek bahana tha balki mein to bolne ke liye himmat ikhati karne ke liye waqt le raha tha bas. Mein unki taraf muda aur kuch bolne ki kosish ki. Dil zoron se dhadak raha tha, matlab bahut zoron se, itna zoron se ki lawda aisa laga jaise dil fat ke hath mein aa jayega aur kahega le ab chus le

" ank.. " jaban abhi puri tarah se khuli bhi nahi thi.

" get out.. " vo boli aur mein piche se use ek tuk dekhta raha. Aisa lag raha tha jaise mein ek judge ke samne khada hun aur vo mujhe saza suna rahe ho. Vo bhi tab jab abhi to meri sunvai bhi na shuru hui ho.

" par .. "

" i said .. get out.. " vahi dubara, bas do shabd aur jod die the unme unhone. Ek pal to kiya chala jaun phir kabhi baat karunga, fat to yahan ane se hi rahi thi aur abhi double... par dimag ne ye elan bhi jaldi kiya agar ab gaya to samajh lena hamesha ke liye gaya. Ek pal to dimag ko kaha ki ye pal gaya to gaya agar ek baar lawda gaya to zindagi bhar gand deni padegi lene ke to sapne mein hi lawde lag jayenge... . Himmat kari aur akhirkar ankita mam ke samne aa khada hua, umid nahi thi, bilkul bhi nahi thi.. ki kuch aisa hoga...

" abhi bhi satisfied nahi hue.. " unki ankhon se ansu utar raha tha, ye to mene dekha pehle to shayad kayi fisal chuke the. Par kyun ? mein unka bf nahi.. koi lover nahi... to phir itna bura ? ek pal man mein socha aur phir hath aage badaya taki pehle unhe rone se rok sakun par unhone bich mein hi hath pakad liya.

" touch karna hai ? to yahan kyun ... yahan karo... " unhone sidha mera pakda hath apne chatti par rakh dia. Mein filal iske mood mein bhi bilkul nahi tha aur unka ye karna mujhe aisa laga jaise mein kitna bada mujrim hun ? sahi mein ab to judge ki bhi jarurat nahi mehsus ho rahi thi. " ohh.. tumhe kapde ke uppar se kahan kuch pasand hai.. wait... " unhone mera hath chhoda aur apna top utarne lagi, mere to jism mein aisi aag lagi ki man kiya ab jal ke bhun jaun aur kisi ki chapal ki mithi mein mil jaun

" aap meri baat to suno " mene unhe kapde utarne se to rok liya par apni baat nahi keh paya.

" shut up... just shut up.... " vo cheekhi.. itni zor se to shayad mene unhe kabhi cheekhta nahi suna. Ye sab ek sapna hai, sab kuch theek ho jayega, hai na ? mene khud se baat bhi yahi aur sawal bhi kiya par mujhe aisa kuch lag nahi raha tha.

" you... man... boys... all are same... all are bloody same... " vo phir cheekhi aur phir ek dum se hasne lagi, hanste hue unhone apna hath apne sar par rakh kar baal piche kiye aur usi haste hue ankhon se ansu bhi girne lage. " mein kyun roo rahi hun ? mujhe khud nahi samajh aa raha.. why am i crying... ohh waoo.... " vo phir chup hui. Mujhe laga unke dimagi santulan mein kahin pani jam gaya aur vo sadme mein chali gayi hai, mene phir kuch kehne ke liye muh khola par unki cheekhti awaz se to meri gand hi fat gayi...

" tell me why i am crying right now..... tell me... " vo ghurte hue cheeki aur phir apne baal pakad kar zor zor se rone lagi. Mujhe bahut bura lag raha tha, had se jada, waqt se jada, khud se jada.... is dunia se jada... aur sachi.. apne lawde se jada..

" mam please... " mene unka hath pakadne ki kosish ki.

" do not touch me... do not touch me.... " vo paglon ki tarah apna hath jhadne lagi jise mein ek kadam piche ho gaya.

" i hate.. hate... myself.... chiiii.... " unke expression shabdon ke sath judte jaa rahe the.. " man kar raha hai apne is sharir ko har hisse se jala dun.. jahan jahan tumne chua hai.. ghin aa rahi hai khud par... " unka rona, unka cheekhna, unka us guse mein pagal pan mein jana sab kuch apni ankhon se mein unke chehre par dekh raha tha. Mein samjha nahi sakta, ki us waqt mein aisa feel kar raha tha jaise mera khun kar dia ho kisi ne andar se... ek pal ke liye aisa laga jaise kisi ne khade jisme se atma chura li ho.. bas sansein dil dhadkane ke liye reh gayi hai.. jiski awaz dhire dhire samne wale ke dard mein kahin khoti si jaa rahi hai.

" just get... out.. of my house... get out of my life.... just get out.... " uhone apna hath pakda aur mujhe khinchti hui bahar le jane lagi. Mene jaise abhi kaha mere andar kuch nahi tha, isliye sharir itni asani se khinch gaya jaise kuch nahi hai mere andar. Unhone mujhe darwaje par bahar chhoda aur darwaja de mara.

Darwaja band, ab mere samne ankita mam nahi thi, vo lakdi ka tukda 6X6 ka samne tha, lekin meri ankhon mein abhi bhi wahi chehra tha jisne mujhe nam banaya tha.

" get out... just get out...... " vo shayad darwaje par hi khadi ro rahi thi, unke rone ki awaz bilkul najdeek se hi aa rahi thi, itne najdeek se jaise khud ka dil hi ro raha ho.
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Mein gate ke bahar khada do hi sawalon mein uljh hua tha, pehla ye ki kya karun? dusra kya mujhe chale jana chahie aur ab is rishte ko yahin khatam kar dena chahie vaise bhi is rishte mein hai kya ? Dusra khayal sahi tha, aur bahut acha hota ki mein us khayal ko man leta lekin us pal... us pal vo khayal ne pair nahi modne die, vahan se hatne nahi dia. Par kash... us pal mein mene apne pair vahan se hata die hote..

Yun hi kab tab khada raha pata nahi chala, mujhe bas yahi lag raha tha ki ankita mam ab darwaja kholegi aur mujhe apni baat kehne ka mauka degi lekin aisa ho nahi raha tha, mera patience ab gusse mein badal raha tha, jo mera tha nahi vo unhone mujhe de dia tha, Ilzam... jo kabhi mera tha nahi... akhir mere patience ne jawab dia aur mein bahar khada hi chilla pada bina ye soche ki agar kisi ne sun liya to shayad ankita mam ki musibatein aur badh jayegi..

mein janta hun ki aap vahi khadi hai... par thik hai mat kholo gate.. lekin jo apne mujhe abhi kaha aur jis insan ke chune par apko ab ghin mehsus ho rahi hai uske muh se ye sun lo... jo apne dekha bhale hi vo sahi tha, usme katai koi juth nahi tha aur na hi ye ki mere sath jabardasti ho rahi thi .. lekin jaisa dikhta hai kabhi kabhi usme chota sa sach chupa hota hai jo ankhein nahi dekh pati.. Mere sath jabardasti nahi hui, mein apne man se sab kar raha tha ye apki ankhon ne dekha lekin sach to ye hai ki ye hamara pehli baar nahi tha, shipra mam ke sath to ye sab college function se chal raha hai bas us waqt itna farak tha ki vo mere sath jabardasti kar rahi thi aur us waqt aap jaisa koi dekhne wala nahi tha... mein ek pal chup hua mujhe nahi pata tha ki us taraf koi hai bhi sunne ke liye ya nahi.. par kya farak padta hai, jab insan par jutha ilzam lagta hai tab vo apni sachai ek baar to jarur cheekhta hai...

Shipra mam, hamare bare mein jaan chuki thi ankita mam, vo janti thi ki apka aur mera kuch hai... us din college washroom mein hamare bich jo hua unhe vo pata chal chuka tha, mein nahi janta ki kaise unhe uske bare mein pata chala lekin agar mein.... bol hi raha tha ki achanak gate khul gaya, ankita mam khadi puri ankhein khol kar mujhe dekh rahi thi. Mene jara bhi time ko aage barbad nahi kiya aur apni baat keh di.

agar mein unhe kahe anusar nahi karta to vo college mein apke bare mein news share karwa deti.. us news mein bhale hi mein nahi hota lekin apke bare mein na jane kya kya hota.. bas yahi soch kar mene unki baat man li kyun ki mein aisa kaise hone deta ki apke baree mein pura college baat kare apko gandi nazron se dekhe.. bas isi baat ke dar ne mujhe majbur kar dia ki mein han kar dun.. ye baat mein bahut waqt se apko batane ki soch raha hun par apke pass mere liye time hi kaha hai... khud ko hi dekh lo.. kuch din se kya kiya hai mene jo mere sath aisa bheave kar rahi thi aap ? Kya karta mein... ek taraf ye majburi aur dusri taraf apka rude behaviour... apko pata hai apke is behavour se hi vo jabardasti mujhe ab jabardasti lagi hi nahi... thik kaha tha apne mujhe maza aa raha tha, par isme galti kiski thi ? mene apni baat keh di thi, ab nateze ki chinta nahi thi, kehne ke baad samajh aya ki akhri blame mene ankita mam par dal dia hai jabki galti sirf unki nahi thi. Par flow flow mein jo bol gaya tha.. ab bol gaya tha.. ab karne ke liye sirf intezar tha.. par samne se koi jawab nahi aya, abhi vo sirf apni ankhon se mujhe ghur rahi thi.

Sach bolne se dunia nahi badti, par juth dekh kar jarur badal jati hai.. insan ki nazar sach par padti hi nahi..... sochte hue mein mud kar jane laga.
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" if you want me to go then i'll go, if you want me to forgot you i'll do that too, lekin is bar sachai mein koi juth nahi hai phir bhi apko juth hi dikha " ye mene kaha nahi bas socha aur sochte hue mud kar ja hi raha tha par ruk gaya ya rok liya gaya. Mud kar piche dekha to ankita mam ne mera hath pakad kar mujhe rok rakha tha.

" please.. come ... " awaz itni dhimi thi ki mere kan tak bhi mushkil se pahunchi thi. Mene unke chehre ko dhayan se dekha to paya ki vo genuinly mujhe andar bula rahi hai, sach bhale hi na dikhta par jab samajh ata hai tab uska asar ankhon se nahi chup pata. Mein attitude rakh kar hath chuda kar ja sakta hun lekin mera aisa karne ka koi irada nahi hai. Mein bina kuch bole andar aa gaya, hum dono is waqt darwaje ki dehleez par khade the. Ankita mam thoda andar hui aur mein darwaja band karte hue vahin khada ho gaya. Kuch pal tak khamoshi bani rahi, vo meri taraf ghur rahi thi full confidence ke sath par mein hi nahi dekh paa raha tha, jabki mein bilkul sahi thi lekin ek tuk unko dekhna mushkil ho raha tha mere liye.

" i m sorry... " bolte hue vo mere chehre ke najdeek ayi aur unki ankhon se ansu side se niche gir gaya, unka chehra utha hua tha isliye ansu chehre se girne ki bajaye side se gir gaya. " please... " unhone mere hath majbuti se pakad liya tha.

" you won't be sorry.. par please think .. mein nahi chahta ki aap khud se ghin karo mujhe chu kar.. " mera intention tha ki mein unhe savdhan karun par unhe ye tanna laga.. kya mene galat kaha tha

" i m sorry ankit.. mein janti hun mene jo kaha vo bahut galat tha, i am really sorry.. " unhone mera chehra pakad liya, vo sach mein bahut bura feel kar rahi thi, unki awaz, unki ankhon se nikalte ansu. Sala dil mein chub gaya, dusri baar aisi feeling ayi jaise koi apna hai samne.. koi genuinly apna .. jo kadar karta hai meri..

" we can end this... now.. sahi mauka hai apke liye .. kyun ki mein nahi chahta ki future mein apki life ki koi bhi problem ki vajah banu.. " vo meri baat sun mujhe ajeeb si nazron se ghurne lagi lekin mene ye baat bhi unke bhale ke liye kahi thi kyun ki i know.. deep inside .. i know myself.. i know.. who i am.. i don't think nobody ever will know.. but i know.. who i am.. i am...

" mein sirf apki life better chahta hun.. kahin mein hi us better na banne ki vajah na ban jaun... isliye keh raha hun.. shayad.. yahi sahi time hai.. is dil mein jo nafrat hai use nafrat hi rehne do... asani hogi... "

" nafrat hi rakhni thi to sach kyun bataya ? " rone ki vajah se jo farak awaz mein tha vo jahlak raha tha.

" taki meri importance na kam ho jaye.. " mera maksad unk chehre se ansu hatane ke the, vo sun kar halka sa muskura padi. Na jane kyun unke sawal ka jawab nahi tha mere pas, jab mein unse dur rehna chahta tha to sach kyun kaha, bina sach kahe unki zindagi badal sakta tha lekin selfish insan ka sabse bada dost hota hai jo marte dum tak sath rehta hai.

" you are important to me.. and always.. " vo rote hue muskurai, na jane kyun unki is pyare se chehre ko dekh kar meri ankhon mein ansu aa gaye, kyun ? sawal ka jawab mere andar tha aur vo mujhe mil raha tha, jise samajhne ke baad hi aisa hua tha, janta hun sab iska jawab chahte hain lekin jawab to waqt rehte hi milna tha. Unhe bhi shayad umid nahi tha ki meri ankhon se bhi ansu nikal sakta hai. Emotion shayad insan ka ek aisa switch hai ki jab bhi vo on hota hai ansu complimentary mein nikal ate hai.

" mad.. " ansu unki ankhon se bhi nikla par pocha unhon mere chehre se.

" ek baar phir soch lo.. " mene akhri baar kaha, par unhone na mein sar hilaya aur mere chehre ke behad kareeb aa gayi, vo mere honton ke uppar apne honth hi rakhne wali thi..

" ek min... "

" ab kya hua.. " honth nahi mile the par vo bilkul najdeek the.

" thank you.. "

" kisliye ? "

" aaj apne mujhe thapad nahi mara... " mein muskura dia aur meri baat sun kar vo bhi aur uske baad unhone apne honth mere honton par rakh diye, dono ki ankhein band hui, ankhon se ansu unke bhi nikle aur mere bhi.. uske baad hum dono bas ek dusre ke honton ko chuste rahe....
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Insan chahe time travel ki theory apply kar le ya phir warmhole bana kar dusri dunia mein travel kar le ye sab theory ko vo possible bana sakta hai lekin ek aurat ke dimag mein chal rahi theories ko kabhi judge nahi kar sakta aur mein to kehta hun kosish bhi mat karo..... because time travel is far more easy to achieve rather than to read a women's mind . Ye baat mein isliye nahi keh raha kyun ki mein kuch jada samjdar hun balki isliye keh raha hun kyun ki ye ek fact hai..... you don't believe right ? to yaad hai mene shayad ye baat kahi thi ki ankita mam ko kabhi bhi sucking pasand nahi ... she just hate.. matlab itna hate ki samajh lo had se jada hate.... par aaj.. abhi.. is moment... is pal....

" aahh... ankita mam... i'll cum.. aaah.. " mein chahta to apne lawde se unke muh ko puri tarah chapet lena tha lekin mera nikalne wala tha aur mein nahi janta tha ki agar mera unke muh mein nikal gaya to vo kaise react karegi isliye mein unka sar piche dhakel raha tha, ye jante hue ki mujhe jabardast maza mil raha hai aur mein bina chudai ke sirf is awesome blossom gandusam lawda chusayam mein hi jhadne vala hun.

" aahh-hh " sar to piche nahi hua par lawde ki grilling se uska vajan halka ho gaya, dmag ko sukun aur lawde ka junun utarne par shanti to bahut mili par jab junun utra to samajh aa gaya ki gali padni hai par sab halki ankhein khol kar niche dekha to nazare kuch aur hi the, screen par dikh rahi porn abhi reality mein thi, ankita mam mera cum gatak chuki thi aur abhi pura lawda jeebh se saaf kar rahi thi. Waaoao.... aaj pehli baar ankhon se dil nikalne wala smily yaad aa raha tha...

Kaha tha na mene aurton ke dimag ko koi nahi pad sakta.. even time-travels can't shit to get this thing done... par abhi kahani thodi si baki hai

Sab kuch thik tha... bas ankita mam ki halat thodi thik nahi thi, washroom se jo ultiyun ki awaz ayi hai use mein sofe par baith kar sunta raha, jab vo bahar ayi to pura chehra lal aur ankhon se behta vo pani jisne chehre par kajal aur faila dia tha, sach mein bechari par daya to bahut aa rahi thi lekin mein to hans hans kar pagal ho gaya.

" you... " Us din mene ek baat notice kar li jab aurat bhadki ho tab bilkul mat hanso varna bahut bure lawde lagte hai.. i mean had se jada , do din tak kamar sidhe karke nahi chala mein.. Mein hi janta hun kaise kaise bahane banane pade hai mujhe...

2 days later.... Mahol padai ka tha, exam najdeek the isliye sara time mein ankita mam ke ghar hi rehta tha.. padai ke sath aur dusre mahol bhi ban jaya karte the isi bahane... par ....

" jada tez lag gayi.. " garam pani ki bottle mere lawde ke uppar rakh kar bagal mein baith gayi.

" puch rahi ho ya bata rahi ho ? "

" bhadakta kyun hai bachu... aww.. " mera gaal khinchte hue boli aur tek laga kar apne gile baal sukhane lagi, itna gussa aya mujhe ki kya batau..

" kisi ki chadi almost tod dene ke baad uske malik se puchna ki kaisa dard hota hai.. voldemort se puchna ki chadi na milne ka dard kaisa hota hai tab pata chalega.. " Meri baat sun kar vo bahut hansi.. lekin mein nahi... mene apna dhayan hata kar book par laga dia.

Dhire - Dhire time beeta and time heals all the jhakhm... mera lawda pehle ki tarah apne uppar khada hone laga tha, ek aad exam bhi jaa chuke the.

15 din later....

Kal ke exam mein fat ke hath mein aa chuki thi aur na jane kyun ankita mam ko masti si suj rahi thi, mein jab jab book lekar kuch padta, vo mere hath se book chin kar faink deti aur mere kan kat leti.. ya phir mere honth chus leti...

Yahan gand fati padi hai aur inhe lawde ki padi hai.. sach kaha hai hum engineeron ne ki ek teacher kabhi exams ki thukai ke dard ko nahi samajh sakta jiske gand pad padti hai uske kulhon ko hi uske lal hone ka ehsas hota hai... Oh this fuck chick....

Jab unhone jada ched khani ki to mene bhi tay kiya ki aaj inki sare surur ko dhwast kar dunga... mene unhe wahi pakda, vo mujhse chudwane ki bahut kosish karti rahi... hanste hnste unki ankhon se pani behne laga lekin mene unhe aisi position mein laiata dia ki unka pajama mere hath mein aa gaya jise mein kab se utarne ki kosish kar raha tha aur kab se isi liye bach rahi thi. Pajama mere hath mein aur vo mujhse chudawati hui piche hui to pajama bhi niche bas uske baad kya tha... vo adhi zameen par thi, mein sofe par aur unke pair mere kandhe par.

Mene bhi unki chut is tarah se chusni shuru ki ki..unki ankhon ke aage lawde ghumne lage.... unki siski.. uska orgasm is baat ka gawah tha.. vo last mein mujhse chodne ki bheek mangti rahi bahut kosish bhi ki par apne pair na chudwa saki.... first orgasm ke baad dhili padi lekin mera badla kahan pura hua tha.. mene unko tab tak nah chhoda jab tak unka second orgasm nahi ho gaya. Second orgasm ke baad to unka sharir aise ho gaya jaise sharir se atma nikal gayi ho. Muh khula hua, chehra sukh chuka tha, ankhein khuli aur dimag ki nasein chamak rahi thi.

Mene apne chehre se unke ras ko saaf kiya aur unke pair chhod die, vo badhawas mein padi rahi. Mujhe khud par garv ho raha tha.. hanfte hue mein bhi unhi ki tarah lait gaya unke bagal mein.

" kyun maza aya na ? mujhse panga lene ka anjam dekha.. " unhone meri taraf nazre ki aur kuch pal dekhti rahi.. aur phir ek dum se mere se aa lagi. Mein nahi janta unhone aisa kyun kiya lekin jab kiya tab kuch aur hi hua mere sath... Mene bhi unhe apni bahon mein kas kar lock kar lia. Ankita mam ko apne sine se lock karne ke baad uppar chal raha pankha jo ki bahut speed mein chal raha tha na jane kyun meri ankhon mein vo ek dum slow ho gaya.. Achanak se kaise ?

Exam ka silsila to yun hi chalne laga, 20 days later.......

" koi dekh lega.... you are mad .... last time tumhari zid ke chakar mein hi shipra ko hamare bare... " ankita mam ke honton par ungli rakhte hue mene unhe chup rehne ka ishara kia aur dhire dhire niche baithte hue unki nightie uppar utha kar unki chut chatne laga.. vo moan karti hui mere balon ko pakad baithi.

" aah-hh aahhhh.. " apartment mein vo apne muh par hath rakh kar idhar udhar dekh rahi thi kyun ki mein unke apartment ke chawk par khada kar kar ke piche se unki chut mein apna lund pel raha tha.. Unka dar sahi tha par shart bhi to vahi hari thi mujhse jo unhone aaj ke exam ke chalte mujhse lagai thi.

" aaahhh-hh ankit.. you will screw me one day... " vo sisakte hue boli..

" i am doing the same now.... " mene bhi dhakon ki speed badai aur akhirkar apna cum unke andar bhar dia. Cum inside her bum...

Jis din ankita mam se patchup hua tha.. i mean jis din hamara jhadga hua tha... i mean shipra vali baat vala din... bc itni confusion us din ki hui chudai aur aaj ki chudai milakar mein unhe 28 din mein lagbhag 56 baar chhod chuka tha shayad.. meri maths par bharosa nahi hai vaise
 
Update - 69

" aaj tu canteen mein kaise aur tune mujhe yahan kaise bula lia ? "

" kabhi kabhi raja bhi darbar mein chale jaya karte hai "

" raja kaun hai " samosa thuste hue bola.

" tera baap basadchod " usne is gali ke baad koi response nahi dia, kamal hai bc

" ye bakega ki yahan kyun bulaya ? " samosa khakar hath pochte hue bola.

" abe apne college mein dhang ka maal nahi hai jo sara din baith kar dekhte raho tab bhi time ka pata na chale "

" hmm, baat to tu sahi keh raha hai " usne canteen mein nazar fairte hui kahi. " par kya farak padta hai ho na ho.. "

" han tujhe kya farak padega tere pas to hot n sexy gf hai " jo ki nahi honi chahie thi maa ke lawde..

" kuch aur bakk "

" yani vo teri gf nahi hai ? mein set kar lu "

" bc kitni baar kaha hai ki sheetal ke bare mein faltu na bola kar.. "

" pyar to abhi bhi hai launde ke jigar mein.. bas lawde ki akad dikha raha hai "

" dekh kuch kaam hai to bol varna mein chala "

" kaam ? nahi yaar.... kaam to kuch nahi hai bas ek baat kehna chahta hun... jab hum kisi ke sath hote hain tab uski kadar hume na ke barabar hoti hai kyun ki hume uski jarurat mehsus nahi hoti.. par jab wahi chiz humse bahut dur chali jati hai tab samajh ata hai ki hume uski kitni jarurat hai.. ye baat bahut purani hai mein kuch naya nahi bata raha.. bas itna kehna chahta hun ki khone ke liye bahut zindagi padi hai hum bahut kuch kho dete hai... par jo apne pas ho use kho kar jo hum khote hai uski bharpai koi puri nahi kar sakta.. akela rehna asan hai par us akele-pan ki ladai khud se ladna utna hi muskil.. rishte har kisi ko asani se nahi milte isliye jab mile to use nibhana usi tarah chahie varna zindagi bhar isi soch mein reh jayenge ki kismat ne hamare sath hi aisa kyun kiya ? jabki galti kismat ki nahi balki hamari khud ki hai... life gives a second chance everytime, ye humare uppar hai ki hum us chance ko accept karte hai ya nahi.. " itna bol kar mein khada ho gaya.. vicky ankhein fade mujhe ghur raha tha.. " aur phir bhi tujhe lagta hai mein galat hun to usi baat ko man le jisme mene tujhse kaha tha ki tu meri ek baat manega... " bol-kar mein vaha se nikal gaya, uski taraf mud kar dekha bhi nahi, bas bag liya aur chal dia.

ye kya bol kar aya hun mein i mean.. dude ho gaya hun mein to bilkul.. bilkul aisa jaise tute dil ka majnu lawda lekar akela rahun mein bhatak raha ho ... mujhe mera dimag checkup ke liye dena padega.. mene kuch bolunga ye socha th par gand hi khod dunga ye kabhi nahi socha tha...

Class attend karne ke liye mein class mein badh raha tha to dekha detain list lagi hui thi, vaise to mein nazar nahi dalta par is baar dal li, " bc do subject mein detain vo bhi ek ankita mam aur dusra shipra mam ke subject mein " . Internal exam najdeek the aur is baar to kuch pada bhi nahi tha isliye external ke liye meri fati padi thi uppar se ye detained.. bc agar aisa hua to gand fad lawda char karke padai karni padegi.. ise acha to jugad karun... yahi sochte hue mein ankita mam ke room mein pahuncha..

" mam, vo detain list ka kuch ho sakta hai kya ? agar internal exam nahi dia to khama ka external ke liye dikkat hogi, is baar kuch kar do " vo apne kaam mein lagi hui thi shayad koi sheet taiyar kar rahi thi.

" class attend nahi karoge to yahi hoga.. sorry i can't do anything " ek bar to socha ki ye hua kya hai inhe ? phir agle hi pal ghamand ne dimag ki vardat badal di.

" sorry, aa kar hi galti kar di " itna kehne ke baad ankita mam mujhe kuch kehti use pehle mein darwaja patak kar chala gaya. Mujhe bahut bura laga tha, use jada gusa bhi aa raha tha.. mera aur ankita mam ka relation teacher student se bahut jada aage ka tha par meri samajh nahi aa raha tha ki unhe hua kya hai ? Sochte hue mein shipra mam se bhidte hue bacha aur vo mujhe dekhti hi muskura padi.

" kal tumne reply nahi kia ? "

" kiska... ? " mera dimag khiska hua tha isliye kuch yaad nahi aa raha tha aur vo mujhe dekhte hi samajh gayi ki mera mood kahin aur hai.

" detain list dekh li tumne.. mer subject mein bhi lagi hai "

" aap andar ghusne hi kaha deti ho "

" mein to yahi chahti hun ki tum ghuse raho " uske sentence ka matlab mein samajh gaya tha par mera dimag abhi gusse mein tha isliye ignore kar dia.

" don't worry.. apne subject mein tumhe detain se bacha lungi.. par ek shart pe "

" shart.. ? "

" chalo... " usne jis tarh se ishara kiya mein samajh gaya ki vo kya chahti hai.. ek bar to mene socha ki mein yahan se chala jau, ankita mam ke karan yahi lag raha tha ki ye randi behen ki lawdi apni chut ke aage mujhe bechna chahti hai aur mein mera lawda bikau nahi hai.. uski apni izat hai.. vo tabhi bikta hai jab use kharidne wala aukat rakhta hu... bikau nahi hai mera lawda.. par phir socha isme shipra kahan se galat hai, ye kam se kam mere liye soch bhi to rahi hai chahe apna faida nikal kar, ye galat thodi hua..

" theek hai.. " mein jhat se man gaya , kal ki tarah hum usi jagah gaye par is abar class room mein nahi balki us construction vali jagah jahan room bana hua tha ek chota sa, room kya lakdi ke fatte lage hue the jiski vajah se jagah ban gayi thi, vahan jakar ye kaam jaldi vala tha isliye unhone apni sarre uthai aur mene apna lawda nikal kar unhe ghumaya aur piche se gand pakad kar ghusa dia. Mujhe ek baar to aisa feel aya ki really i am a boy whore ? mein bhi to paise ke badle chut dene jaisa kaam hi kar raha hun, farak itnahai ki yahan paise ki jagah padai hai aur chut ki jagah lawda hai.. par ab is baat ko sochne ka faida nahi tha.. kyun ki dimag ki sochan-kriya wali prakriya ab lawde ki nason mein kho gayi thi. Shipra mam ki siskiyan aur unki garam chut mein pelta apna lawda, sath mein unki gand daba raha tha, vo shayad dusri baar jhadi thi jab mene apna lawda unki chut mein jhada.. pasine se hum dono tar-batar the. Sex ke baad unhone apne kapde sahi kiye aur jab mein apne kapde sahi kar raha tha tab unhone mujhe ek steamy hot french kiss dia, jo ki pehle mujhe pasand nahi aya kyun ki mera lawda sukh gaya tha ab aur usme jaan nahi dalna chahta tha lekin baad mein maza ane laga. Mene bhi unki kiss ka jaab dia aur unki chatiyan tak daba di. Kuch minute tak hum dono ne jabardast ek dusre ki chumi li aur alag ho gaye.

Unhone phir apne bag se lipstick nikali aur honton par lagane lagi vo bhi us sishe mein se jo unke purse mein tha chota wala... ye bc laundia log apna pura lund-lassun rakh kar chalti hai.. ye to vibator ban hai india mein varna purse mein vo bhi mil jata bc

" let's go " lipstick laga kar vo boli, mein samajh gaya tha ki vo lipstick laga kar kyun nahi ayi hai aaj.. bc ye sab kuch plan karke ati hai aur iska plan successfull ho jata hai ... yahan bc 10 sal se plan banao aur vo bhi akhri minute mein chud jata hai... sahi kaha hai kisi ne... plan-plan wale par likha hai plan ka naam muth marne walon par likha hai ' tere naam humne mitaya hai.. jeevan kitno ka sanam '

Detain list se ek subject mein azadi mil gayi par kurbani lawde ko deni pdi khair maza to us waqt aya par ab acha nahi lag raha.. na jane kyun Bed par aram se laita tha.. socha tha padai karunga next week exam hai par lawda man hi na hua. Padai kaa naam aur mera kaam dono opposite hai.. kabhi ek nahi hote.. fuck this padai..

Zindagi ho gayi jhand.. phir bhi nahi hai ghamand, aa rahe hai exam, chud gaya lund... soch hi raha tha ki tabhi phone baja...
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Mene phone cut kiya aur so gaya, ankita mam se to baat karne ka bilkul bhi man nahi tha, kuch din bahut hi sust type se beete, kai baar zindagi mein kuch naya nahi hota, aur na hi purana vapis ata hai.. lekin purani yadein jarur ati hai.. jisme meri zindagi ke kayi kisse the.. sara din lawda unhe yaad karke muh fadta rehta tha . Exam week bhi aya aur madarchod pure hafte paper ghis ghis kar gand bhi tikhi ho gayi. Jisne bhi ye exam ka rule banaya uski maa ke bhosde se ande nikle vo bhi har hafte . Is whole week mein kuch nahi hua, ankita mam se meri baat cheet band hi rahi, ab to unki taraf se bhi koi reponse nahi tha, ek do baar to man kiya par phir dharam ne mana kar dia, vahi dharam jo mene khud ke liye banaya tha.. No Excuse for chut if they are rude bas kuch change aya to apne vicky mein, vo lawda phir pehle jaisa ho gaya, maimne ki chut mein ghus chuka tha.. yani ki sab kuch set

Akhir internal exam ki maa chud gayi aur akhirkar uske bache azad ho gaye, do din ka off tha, uske baad ek culture program tha college mein chutiyun jaisa jiski tayari shuru honi thi, mujhe to koi interest nahi tha, mein isliye khush tha kyun ki mere liye vo chutti barabar thi.

Jaise meri zindagi bore ho gayi thi usi tarah meri kahani bhi boriyat se bhar chuki thi, do din baith kar mene bahut story padi xp par aur sach mein maza aa gaya.

" bc engg. ke launde aise hi hoti hai... writer ne behnchod aisa lag raha hai reality ghusa di ho... " Do din tak khub ragadne ke baad kamjori si mehsus hui aur phir mein raat ko jaldi so gaya, subah jane ka program nahi tha lekin vicky ne bula liya, college mein thoda time pass karne ke baad vo apne sath mujhe le gaya, aaj kal usko mujhpar kuch jada hi pyar aa raha tha, mein samajh nahi paa raha tha ki laundia ke sath sath kahin launde ko lawdon se pyar to nahi hona shuru ho gaya Kareeb sham ke 6 baje tak yun hi mandrate rahe, uske baad jab mene kaha ki mujhe ghar chhod de, tab usne kaha ki uska sheetal se milne ka program hai aur vo chahti hai mein bhi use milu.. ye mere liye ek surprise jaisa tha agar mein aisa sochta to ye galat hota, kyun ki mujhe pata tha ek na ek din to ye ana hi tha.. At last 8 baje hum haus khaz ke ek cafe mein baithe the.

Vicky menu mein kuch khoj raha tha mein cafe mein alag alag item ... apni mundi puri 360 mein rotate karte hue samne dekha to sheetal meri taraf hi dekh rahi thi, ankhon ke niche kajal to jach raha tha par uske uppar vo i liner... ha kuch aisa hi kehte hai us chutiap ko vo ajebe se rang ka laga rakha tha, kapde to aaj usne thik hi pehen rakhe the, vaise bhi jab aap kisi ko nanga dekh lo to kapde sharir par jitne bhi ho dikhte hi kaha hai ek memory si chap chuki hoti hai lawde par jahan vo ye tak bata deta hai ki nipple ke niche til aur chut ke uppar 100 baal . Par mein ye soch raha tha ki vo mujhe is tarah kyun ghur rahi hai, ya to vo ye soch rahi thi ki humare bich us raat vo kyun hua ? ya phir dubara chahti thi, i dont know, par vo sham mein kuch jada bola nahi, jo bhi hamare bich baat cheet hui bahut normal jisme aisa kahin se nahi laga ki mere aur sheetal ke bich kuch hua aur vo bhi end tak ate ate comfortable ho gayi thi. Sab kuch sahi sa ho gaya tha ya phir ye kahun ki sab kuch isi tarah sahi kiya gaya tha...

College mein mahol usi tarah ka chal raha tha, external exam nazdeek the aur iske baad bas ek hi semister bacha tha.... aur bhang bhosda sab khatam hona tha, shipra mam ke sath to ab hafte 2-3 baar chudai ho hi jati thi, jagah vahi thi, pata nahi kya jadu tha usme boriyat si mehsus nahi ho rahi thi, shayad iski sabsi badi vajah ankita mam thi kyun ki shipra mam se judne ke piche unhi ka hath tha. Exam najdeek the, isliye college ka aj akhri dini tha jo proper lecture ke liye lagna tha, par lawde bache sochte hain last ki class kaun lega ise acha to ghar mein muth marte hue book pado, par vo ye nahi jante ki last ki do teen class hi sabse jada important hoti hai isme kuch aise question pata chalte hain jo exam mein aa jate hain... isliye mein to college mein hi tha.. vicky bhi unhi mutharia laundon mein se tha jo is baat ko manta tha, khair class mein sirf 5 bache, isliye ankita mam ko na chahte hue bhi meri taraf dekhna padh raha tha par mujhpar koi farak nahi tha, infact mein to unhe roz hi ghurta tha.. maal tadne mein kya jana tha .. unka lecture khatam hua to aaj ke din mein aur koi lecture nahi bacha tha ab... college ki chutti ho chuki thi aur baki adhe se jada college hi khali pada tha, adhe staff ki chutti thi, bas kuch hi department khule hue the aur kuch classes..

Ankita mam lecture dekar chali gayi aur mein kuch der class mein baitha ek code ko samjhne laga, kuch time laga par maa ka lawda dimag se par ho hi gaya. Mene book band ki aur ghar ki taraf hi nikalne ki sochi tabhi phone baja.

" hello.. "

" come to third floor practical room.. " shipra mam ki baat sun kar mene bag uthaya aur practical room mein chala gaya. Andar entry ki to vo kone mein ek chair par baithi thi, unhone mujhe apne side mein baithne ka ishara kiya. Vo koi book padh rahi thi, kuch second tak padne ke baad unhone mujhse casual question puche ki sab tayari hai... etc etc randi rona.. Kal hi hamare bich sex hua tha aur aaj tak humne kabhi do din lagatar sex nahi kiya tha, sirf shayas starting mein isliye mujhe is baat ka koi doubt nahi tha ki hamare bich aisa kuch hoga.

Yhun hi casual baton baton mein usne apne chehre se chasma hataya aur phir meri taraf dekhte hue usne apna hath mere lund par rakh dia, mujhe iski abhi itni umid nahi thi ki kuch aisa hoga..

" so, kal se do mahine ke liye to tum gayab ... " vo mera lund masalne lagi aur jiski vajah se akdan paida hone lagi.

" mam " mein bas itna hi bol paya.

" i know we had sex yesterday only.. but kal se tumse shayad milna nahi hoga.. so i thought ki farewell de dun.. " mujhe koi bura nahi lag raha tha bas gand fat rahi thi ki ye jagah sahi nahi hai.

" par idhar ? "

" don't worry.. koi nahi ayega idhar.. i handled everything.. you know me very well.. " itna keh kar vo mere honton par chipak gayi aur mere lund ko masalti rahi, mein bhi uske honth chusne laga aur chatiyun ko pakad kar dabane mein mashul ho gaya. Ham dono ke bich jo hota tha usne samay nahi lagta tha, isliye shipra mam ne meri kursi mod kar deewar ke sahare laga di aur khud meri goad mein akar baith gayi.

" door ki taraf dekhte rehna.. " bolte hue usne sarre ke niche hath dala aur apni penty side karti hui mere lawde ko pakate hue baithne lagi. Mein bas yahi soch raha tha ki door ki taraf dekhne ka koi faida nahi tha kyun ki agar koi bhi andar ghusa use ye chipana namumkin tha, bas itna tha ki samne computer tha aur uski table ki unchai isliye use jada kuch nahi dikhega par aise position ko koi kaise nahi pehchan payega ? Vo uchalti gayi aur mein bhi door ki taraf dekhna bhul gaya, lund par chut ki garmi itni maza de rahi thi ki sab bhul gaya mein. Vaise bhi aise khauf mein chudai karne ka maza hi alag hota hai.. mein kabhi uski chatiyan chatta kabhi dabata kabhi sarre ke andar hath dal kar uski gand.. baki vo kaam mein lagi hui thi, uski tarah uppar baith kar kudne mein aur hilne mein shayad hi koi takar de sakta tha. Vo lund par baith kar 360 mein khud ko aise rotate karti ki man karta abhi kha jaun sali ko... bich bich mein hum ek dusre ke jabardst honth chustte aur phir vo paglon ki tarah kuch minute kudti. Aagr deewar ke sahare kursi na lagi hoti to pakka hum dono gir jate. Siskiyan uske muh se nikalti to mere muh se bhi kam nahi nikal rahi thi, mene apne hath uski kamar aur pith par ragadne shuru kar die, honth uski gardan aur chatiyun mein mashul thi vo mere kandhe ko tight pakad zor zor se kud rahi thi... hum dono ki garmi najdeek thi, mene use kas kar apni bahon mein jakar liya aur usne bhi vaisa hi kiya, ab motion mein sirf uski gand thi jo lund par kud rahi thi, mera sar uske kandhe par tha aur mein vahan ankhein band kar is mashul mein use chat raha tha, tabhi vo siski aur mein idhar se... aur mere lawde ne apna kaam kar dia, uska pata nahi lekin mene to aise apna cum nikala jaise mene andar hi mut diya ho.. aisa plessure to shayad mujhe aaj tak nahi hua tha. Shayad yahi haal shipra mam ka tha... vo bhi pasine se tar batar thi, uske baal mere gal par chupak rahe the, lekin khusbu unme se abhi bhi vahi aa rahi thi, lajawab... Mein apni sansein durust karte hue uske kandhe par apna sar rakh kar baitha tha, ki meri nasheli ankhon ke aage se jab uska nasha saaf hua tab meri nazar door ki taraf padi.

Mein nahi janta vo vahan kab se thi aur kya kya dekh chuki thi, mein bas itna janta tha ki ab kuch bhi hadbadi karne ka faida nahi, hum dono ki nazrein apas mein mil chuki thi aur jab aisa hua to unhone mujhe ek second aur dekha aur baad mein chali gayi. Mein chahta to hadbadi macha sakta tha lekin jaise mene abhi kaha koi faida nahi tha uska.

" it was marvellous ankit.... i cant describe.. " bolte hue usne mere honth chuse aur phir mere uppar se khadi ho gayi, uski sarre bikhri hui thi, baal bikhar chuke the, pasine se sharir naha raha tha par chehre ki satisfaction khushi alag se chamak rahi thi.

" mein fresh hokar ati hun.. " vo itna keh kar chali gayi, mein abhi bhi vaisa hi baitha tha, lund sukh kar bahar hi latka pada tha. Kuch pal baad apni jagah se khada hua aur lund zip mein dal kar vaha se uth kar nikal gaya.
 
Update - 84

Gate kholne se pehle mene apna bahaya pani saaf kiya aur bahar jo bhi tha vo kuch der khada hi raha. Saf safai ke baad jab darwaja khola to samne us flat ka owner aur ek ladka khada tha jise dekhte hi mein samajh gaya ki flat sharing wala aa gaya. Mein darwaja khol kar hall mein aa baitha jahan mera laptop rkha tha, owner ne use sab kuch samjhaya aur phir vo chala gaya us ladke ko mere sath chhod kar. Ajeeb baat thi abhi jab tk mein akela tha tab yahi soch raha tha akela kyun hun aur ab jab koi aa gaya hai to yahi lag raha tha ki bc ye aya kyun ? akela jada maza tha.. Vo sidhe kamre mein ja ghuse, mene socha sala akdu hai isliye kuch bola bhi nahi. Vi kuch der baad fresh hokar aya aur sidhe mere pas aa baitha.

" owner to bada hi chutia hai yar... " jaise hi usne ye line kahi sala uspar dil aa gaya. Kyun ki yahi same line mene yahan ghuste hi kahi thi aur is lehaze mein ek delhi wala hi bol sakta hai.

" delhi se hai kya bhai.. " mene laptop se nazar hata kar uski taraf dekha.

" han.. yar.. mein bhi delhi se hi hun... "

" ankit... "

" rahul " mene use hath milaya aur phir lag gaye dono launde gap-shap mein. Delhi ka launda tha, harami kaise na hota .. pakka harami tha... daru se lekar ladki baaz mein pakka... aur sabse badi baat vo bhi usi building mein kaam karta tha jahan mein par uska department aur uska floor bilkul alag hi tha.

" to mumbai kab se hai ? "

" 2 saal ho gaye.. "

" par delhi ki language nahi gayi yar.. "

" paidaishi hak hai vo hamara aise kaise jayega... " beer pite hue bola. Hum dono bahar khana khane aye the. " par tu engineer hokar nahi pita uske baad delhi mein bhi rehta hai.. sala ye to hazam hi nahi ho raha mujhe "

" han yar.. sab yahi kehte hai.. par adat nahi padi.. "

" koi na.. hum sikha denge... " mein bas hans kar reh gaya.

" lawde lag jayenge tere usme.. " meri baat sun kar usne ek baar mujhe ghura aur phir hum dono hans pade. Jab koi apne seher ka milta hai to itna acha lagta hai ye baat mene aaj jani. Vaise to kai batein ki humne... par abhi batane se kya faiyda jab us baat ka koi relation hi nahi hai abhi. Subh office ab usi ke sath jata tha, sham ko usi ke sath vapis aa jana, co-ordination ban raha tha, aur jo boriyat yahan ane ke baad hui thi vo dur ho rahi thi. 1 mahina aise hi beet gaya, diwali ka time tha, office mein kuch din chutiyan ho gayi thi jo ghar par maa ne bula liya aur usi waqt rahul ne outing karne ka program.

" abe bc.. ye kya chutiapanti hai .. itna gazab plan banaya hai.. "

" yar ab to ghar jana padega.. "

" had hai bc.. tum salle chutie log ho kasam se.. "

" abe tere doston ke sath mein karunga bhi kya.. tu enjoy kar "

" dost kya.. office ke hain sab.. bc launde laundia.. pair ke hissab se itna acha set kiya tha tune gand mara li bich mein "

" phir kabhi ... mauke to bahut ayenge "

" mana nahi kar sakta ? " usne nazar utha kar pucha aur mene sidhe chehre se na mein mundi hila di.

" bhosdika..... "

Mujhe bhi outing na jane ka afsos to tha hi par han diwali ghar walon ke sath manene ka maza hi alag tha. School ke dost.. priya ki galiyan.. itne waqt se baat na karne ki wajah se.. sab vakai bahut acha tha.. 4 din ki chutiyan bahut jald hi nikal gayi, ek pal to vapis jane ka kar hi nahi raha tha par kehta kya... zindagi ke is bhag-daud mein hum apni mili ek zindagi mein vahi nahi karte jo hamare man ka hota hai...

" kaisa raha trip ? "

" solid... tu bhi hota to maza aa jata " iske aage mein kuch puchta, uska phone baj utha aur vo bahar nikal gaya. Mein thaka hua tha isliye apna kamra band karke so gaya, kal se wahi life jeeni thi.....insani machine vali..

Office mein ab mein jamne laga tha, kaam kafi had tak janne laga tha, vo ek saal ka experience bahut kaam aa raha tha, isliye pakad banti jaa rahi thi .. kaam kuch alag nahi hota... karna vaise hi hota hai bas apke samne ki chizen badal jati hai mene bas isi baat ko pakad kar apne aap ko build kiya varna yahan to koi batane wala bhi nazar nahi aa raha tha. Mere sath jinka yahan selection hua tha, unse baatcheet hone lagi thi lekin office tak hi, itne ache bhi nahi the vo ki mein unhe apne sar par chada lun. Sath mein lunch.. ek dusre ki help bas itna hi...

" ye kaun jaa raha hai aaj ? " mene manish se pucha.

" senior tha.. resign dia yahan se.. shayad sir se koi jhagda hua tha tab nahi pta tha ki resign dega... "

" hmm.. chalo ek jagah aur khali hui "

" khali chhod.. sir ki fatti padi hogi.. "

" aisa kyun ? "

" client handling mein master tha.. ab jab ye chala gaya to company ke lag jayenge.. "

" kisi ke jane ki vajah se kaam nahi rukta.. han pareshani jarur hoti hai.. par yahi fact hai.. koi replace kar lega. "

" mujhe aisa nahi lagta ... " manish ne apna reaction dia. Mene kuch nahi kaha kyun ki mein janta tha ki yahi sach hai.. pehle mein bhi yahi sochta tha lekin apni pehli company se reisgn dene ke baad is baat ka ehsas ho gaya.

" Kaha hai ? " rahul ki call thi.

" mujhe thoda late ho jayega.. ek script mein fansa hu... soch raha hu nipta lu " mene ghadi mein dekha 6:30 ho rahe the.

" badia hai.. mein aa raha hun... kuch kaam hai "

" camera lage hain yahan... mona ko lekar yahan ane ka faiyda nahi hai koi " mona uski gf thi.. aur mein uske naam se use chidata jarur tha vajah... kyun ki vo gf sirf naam ki thi.. darasal thi to sirf ek sex partner hi... iske piche bhi dusri vajah hai aur vo aisa kyun ki vo uski boss thi....

" uske liye tera office hi bacha hai kya... 10 minute ruk aa raha hun "

" han aja.. " mene phone cut kar dia, mujhe pata tha ki vo kuch chutiapanti karega uske 10 minute adhe gante se uppar hone the isliye mein nischint hokar apna kaam karne laga aur takreeban 20 minute mein mera kaam ho hi gaya. Mein apna laptop pack karne laga ki rahul ki awaz ayi.

" aa gaya salle chut.. " mein plug se charger nikal raha tha isliye meri nazar uppar thi par jab uppar uthi to muh se nikla shabd andar ghus gaya, mene rahul ki taraf dekha vo jaise samajh hi gaya tha mein kya bolne wala tha, mujhe uspar bahut gussa aa raha tha kyun ki mujhe laga tha vo akela ayega par vo betichod apne sath ek ladki ko bhi laya tha.. jiski taraf jab mene dekha to halka hans di saaf tha usne bhi mera adha word samajh liya tha... mein apni image yahan achi banane aya tha par is delhi walle ne phir meri aukad samne la di thi
 
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Zindagi ki nayi shuruwat behad hi alag lagti hai aur vo bhi jab aisi ho jo apke lie bilkul alag aur nayi ho, iske alawa behad junun aur josh hota hai.. isi ke chalte is job mein mujhe jab ye kaha gaya ki first 15 din ki salary nahi milegi mene tab bhi ise join kiya aur pura man laga kar kaam kiya. Par junun aur ichayein aur nayi shuruwatein kab sali purani takdeer ban jati hai uska ehsas hi nahi hota.

Kutte ki tarah pela kaam mein mujhe, itna ki mein pilta gaya jiske chalte mera banaya sharir pil gaya, gym chhuta... aur jaise dunia se alag hi ho gaya. Exbii par ek din gaya to kai logon ki galiyan mili apni kahani par ..... kya karta waqt ki maar ne thaka diya tha.. isliye mene kisi tarah sabse pehle apni pehli aur akhri kahani ko khatam kiya. Pura ek saal sala bhut pela office walon ne mujhe, majdur ki tarah 500-/ rs roz ka tha agar mein apni salary ko mahine se divide karun to.. Uppar se itni chikchick aur bhosdi wala manager. Akhirkar mene October ko naukri se resign de dia, chahta to chhodte waqt bahut sunana tha office ke kayi sadasyun ko lekin akhri pal mein ye sab bachakana samajh kar nahi kia.

Naukri chhodne ke faisle par mujhe ghar par galiyan padi, lekin kai baar hamare maa-baap bhi sahi ya galat ko pehchan nahi pate, mana vo experience hote hain lekin hamari chal rahi life ko vo decrypt nahi kar pate, ya phir kahun ki haamre encryption wale chehre ke piche vo bechare hamari asli halat ko samajh nahi pate. Mein office join karne se pehle khud ko yahi manta tha ki mere baski nahi hai lekin ek saal mein mene jo kaam kiya hai, chahe vo office work ho ya client handling uske baad confidence itna tha ki mein ye salary aur ye jagah deserve nahi karta tha bas ek saal ke us experience letter ke liye mein naukri kar raha tha varna to 6 mahine baad hi chhod deta. Vajah yahi thi.. bas isliye socha kuch din ghar baithna pade lekin naukri wahi karunga jahan work ki value ho na ki mere kaam ko nazar-andaz kar dia jaye. Ye baat mein ache se janta tha ki market mein naukriyan bas ab naam ki reh gayi hai, sarkar ki kiye gaye vade unki asli aukat dikha rahe the growth 4.7% job ka down tha.. yani ki nallon ki tadad lakhon mein thi aur sarkar ki sirf juban chal rahi thi. Yahi vajah thi ki ghar par bahut galiyan padh rahi thi, lekin mene un sabhi baton ko ignore karke ek hi jagah badh raha tha, aisi naukri ki talash jo shayad meri zindagi badal de, bas dar is baat ka rehta tha ki har baar ki tarah kismat piche na reh jaye, kyun ki ek baat to tay thi ki zindagi mein ladne ke liye himmat to chahie hoti hai par kismat ke hone se wahi himmat jeet mein tabdeel ho jati hai.. mein bas usi kismat ke intezar mein tha, aur vo din akhirkar aa hi gaya...

December 15

Aaj mera video conference ke interview ka result ana tha, mein sara din bas laita raha... roz ki tarah thand ke mausam mein razai ke andar ghus kar, kamre ki light band kar bas laita raha bina koi tension liye aur phir vo pal bhi aya jisne mujhe ek sidi uppar chada dia. Mein select ho gaya tha, agle hafte Pune ki flight thi meri, dil mein khushi thi aur uske sath ek ajeeb sa dar alag aur akela rehne ki..

" ab to mujhse chutkara mil jayega... ab to aap khush hogi " packing karte hue mene maa se kaha.

" aisa na keh.. vo to kabhi bol deti hun bas "

" haa.. ab to yahi kahogi... " mene hansi mein unko aise dikhaya ki ab samajh ayega mere bina rehne ka matlab.

" tujhe kya malum ki kya dukh hota hai ek maa ko jab uska bacha use dur jata hai.. tujhe samajh nahi ayega.. chal mein khane ka saman pack kar dun tera le jane ka varna vahan maa to milegi nah.. khud hi banana padega.. " vo keh kar chali gayi aur us pal aisa laga ki vakai ab mein akela hone jaa raha hun.

Aisa watq nikalta bhi jaldi hai, kab vo agla hafta aya aur kab mein pune pahunch kar pehle din office mein ja baitha pata hi nahi chala. Ye office mere pehle se bahut jada bada tha, yahan sirf mera hi office nahi balki kayi office the, corporate world.. jo sala bolne mein bhi sahi se jaban par nahi ata tha mere. Mere to hath pair hil rahe the, confidence to jaise chudi hui chut se ek seal packed chut ban kar chup gaya tha.

Ek, do, teen.. aur pura hafta aisa hi nikal gaya... 10 baje ana 8 baje jana... na sar utha kar kisi ko dekhta tha na hi abhi tak kisi se baat cheet hui thi, bas jo mere sar the, vo thoda bahut kaam dete the vo bhi mail par hi.. face to face to baat-cheet hi nahi hoti thi. Collegues bhi shayad aise hi the.. attitude to kahan nahi hota aisi position par aur mera behaviour to shuru se nahi raha ki khud aage badh kar kisi se hath mila lun. Bas yunhi ek hafta beet gaya... saturay waise off hota hai lekin new comers ke liye 1 mahina saturday ana compulsary tha.. bada hi chodo sa rule tha par ab tha to tha.

" hume bhi off milna chahie saturday se.. " meri hi tarah do teen aur the jo naye the. Unme se ek bola jo aaj mere bagal desk par tha.

" hmm "

" kaam bhi itna de dete hain ki jaldi bhi nahi ja sakte "

" han vo bhi hai "

" varna to saturday ko to sara din aish karo.. " mene halke se honth khinch kar ye dikha dia ki mein uski baton se hansa hun, mere is fike response ke baad vo bhi nahi bola aur mein chahta bhi nahi tha. 6:10 par mein office se apne flat ki taraf nikal gaya, jo ki tha shared lekin abhi mein akela hi tha.

" khana khaya ? "

" han.. "

" acha to banati hai na ? "

" han khane layak hota hi hai "

" kya kiya sara din ? "

" wahi office "

" ghuma nahi abhi tak kahin.. "

" yar abhi to ek hafta hua hai.. kahan ghumunga "

" ghum le ab jakar.. kuch kharid le.. "

" yar maa bekar ki baat na karo.. chalo rakho.. thak raha hun mein.. "

" mujhse baat karte hue thakta hi hai tu.. chal nikal "

" han bye... " mene vedio call band ki aur laptop par surfing karte hue xp khola, kachre se bhara pada tha.. ek bhi dhang ki kahani nahi jo padh sake... par bc phir achanak dil kiya aur use close karke porn khola... aur phir kya hona tha.. aaj bahut dino ke baad muth mari aur itne dino ke baad muth marne ke baad maal bhi khub tagda nikla... bas abhi use saaf karne ke liye palang se uthta itne mein ghar ki ghanti baj gayi.
 
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Us raat mene kahani likhne ka soch to liya par uske baad samajh aya ki sochne mein aur karne mein kitna farak hota hai.. mein koi writer nahi hun lekin phir bhi likhne ka ajeeb sa junun paida ho gaya, mein jo jo likhta gaya use mehsus karta gaya. Mene kahin pada hai ki likhne ke liye shabd sochne nahi padte jab vo shabd apke zehen se utre ho, shayad mere sath bhi kuch aisa hi ho raha tha. Mene likhna is soch ke sath shuru kiya ki mein sirf likhunga par jab uske lekhan par logo ko khud ke liye itni tarif suni to vishwas nahi hua ki ye kaam mein kar raha hun kyun ki zindagi bhar meri kabhi kisi ne tarif nahi ki kisi bhi baat ke liye isliye hamesha yahi lagta aya ki mere andar koi talent nahi hai. Dhire dhire hi sahi mein kahani likh raha tha par sabse badi bich mein jo rukawat aa rahi thi vo tha mera future jo is waqt ek aise gehre kadhe mein tha jise nikalne ke liye badi mehnat ki jarurat thi uppar se ghar mein maa ke tane jo vo mujhe dekh kar nahi marti thi na hi meri aur ishare karke lekin unke tane mere liye hi hote the, vo tane aur naukri na milne ki bebasi ab mera dimag frustrate hona shuru ho gaya tha.

" muft ki rotiyan kab tak todega.. " maa kitchen se boli.

" mat do yar khana.. ehsan mat karo aap " mein is waqt apni kahani likh raha tha aur mera ye ab roz ka ho gaya tha. Subh der se uthna.. aur uske baad sara din alas ke ghar mein pade rehna, hollywood series aur kahani.. bas yahi do kaam tha mera ab aur isi ke chalte mera basera ho raha tha.

" han mat kaha.. vaise bhi sara din pada hi rehta hai.. naukri mil rahi hai ki nahi "

" mil jati to yahan baitha hota "

" to kaun dhundega "

" dhund to raha hun milegi tabhi na karunga "

" college mein nahi ayi compani koi "

" ati to mil jata na kahin na kahin "

" kaise college mein admission liya tha.. "

" pta nahi tha.. apne bachon ko apke pas bhej dunga thodi dhang ki shiksha de dena "

" han jaise mene to tujhe di hi nahi hai " kitchen se bahar akar mere samne khade hote hue boli. " bas sara din yahin pada rahega.. sharir bekar ho jayega tera.. kam se kam kuch to kar.. sharir dekh mara sa pada hai.. koi kaam dhanda hai nahi.. roti bhi muft ki todni hai aur koi mehnat bhi nahi karni.. " tanna marte hue vo to chali gayi, mein ispar kuch nahi bola, gussa to bahut aya par kuch bola nahi aur apni kahani ka ek update likh kar mene post kar dia. Dimag garam tha man kiya kisi ko khub sunao par jaise hi mene update post kiya to mere profile par ek private message aya hua tha. Ye wahi ladki ka message tha jo kafi time se mujhse baat kar rahi thi aise hi jab se usne meri kahani padi thi. Aaj uska message kuch aur hi tha..

" give me your number na.. mein tumse baat karna chahti hun.. " use baat karte hue mujhe doubt tha ki vo koi launda hai kyun ki aaj kal ki yahi dunia hai ki laundo ko laundi banne ka shauk chada hai samajh nahi aya ki jab latka hua tambu uppar wale ne dia hai to khuli hui guffa banne ka kyun shauk chada hai in chutiyun ke pathon ko.. khair mein doubt ke chalte bhi use baat kar raha tha par aaj usne number manga to ajeeb laga samajh nahi aya ki dun ya nahi dun. Mene phir number na dene ke bajaye sawal kia..

" number ke bahane apni sundar photo dekhaogi kya " mene ye sawal isliye kiya taki uski man ki mansha jaan sakun .. message send karne ke baad mene logout nahi kiya mujhe laga ki uska message ayega aur aya bhi 10 minute baad.

" han bilkul.. tu number to de na.. i really want to talk to u " ab gaddi kuch aur ki taraf jaa rahi thi, lagne laga tha ki ye koi ladki hi hai lekin phir bhi apna number dena mujhe thik nahi lag raha tha, ek to xp jaisi site uspar se ek ladki ke sath apni personal detail share karna vo bhi aisi jiski sachai nahi pata ki asal mein vo hai kaun ... man bhi kar raha tha number dene ka jise aur baat kar saku agar ye ladki hi hai to.. man bada ulajh gaya tha.. kya karun.. kya karun.. takreeb 10 min tak mene ye socha aur uske baad ek idea aya..

' kyun na number hi badal lu.. vaise bhi purane number mein bahut bhasad machi hui hai.. koi hai bhi nahi jo mujhe phone karega.. vaise bhi purani har chiz se ab dur hi chale jana chahta hun.. jab koi mujhse baat hi nahi karna chahta to farak bhi kya padta hai.. yahi sahi hai ' mene number badalne ka faisla kiya aur shop jakar pehle naya number le aya.. is zamane ki sabse badia chiz.. sab kuch bahut fast hota hai.. number ek ghante mein activate .. mene purana sim sambhal kar ek jagah par rakh dia vaise bhi koi faida nahi tha lekin phir bhi rakh dia, phir whatsapp ko new number ke sath active kiya aur sab taiyar.

' ab sahi rahega number dena.. ' soch kar mene xp khola to uska message aya hua tha.

' tu to ladki se bhi jada darta hai, mein kaun sa tujhe kha jaungi.. ye le mera hi no. message kar dio ' usne apna hi number de dia tha. mene fauran us no ko save kiya aur vo whtsapp par thi, par uski koi dp nahi thi, mene use turant message kiya aur reponse turant aya, bas phir kya uske baad to batein shuru, vo mumbai se thi ... aur kasam se keh rah hun.. badi hi harami ladki thi.. thi ladki hi kyun ki mene uski photo mang li thi aur usne bhi mujhe dekh lia tha. Mein uske haramipan ki baat kar raha tha.. aur mein use isliye keh raha tha kyun ki vo bahu thi jada tharki thi.. sex chat to jaise roz ka hi khel ban gaya tha hamara.. usne apni chatiyan.. chut.. sabki photo mere sath share ki thi.. nahate hue apni chatiyan dabate hue tak ki selfie usne bheji thi.. itna hi nahi.. apni chut mein ungli karne ki bahut se sound file bhejti thi.. kasam se use sunte hue khub muth mari hai mene.. kyun ki uski awaz bahut hi jada sexy aur mithi thi.. itni gazab awaz mene kisi ladki ki nahi suni thi aur chut mein ungli karte hue jis tarah ko siskti thi kasam se bina muth mare to raha hi nahi jata tha.. ek ek sound file mene 3-4 bar suni aur utni hi bar phir muth bhi mari. Aisa karte karte kafi time guzar gaya...

" tu gym vym jaya kar...hadi sa hai ek dum " ek din usne aisa mujhse kaha.. jab hum dono sex chat karke baithe the.. phone par to kabhi baat hui nahi thi hamesha chat hi kiya karta tha uske sath usne kayi bar kaha par mene hamesha taal dia. Us din jab usne mujhe kaha tab bada chuba mujhe, mene sishe mein khud ko dekha aur apne chehre ko ... kamjori sach mein havi ho gayi thi.. khair kuch din aise hi nikle.. vo kuch din online nahi ayi.. to bada ajeeb sa laga mene use bahut message kiye par uska reply nahi aya... mene phir apna dhayan naukri dhundne mein nikala par hamesha ki tarah ek bhi meri profile ki nahi mili.. interview die par sabko ya to scam ke lye caller chahie the ya sahi mein customer care ke liye caller.

Meri kahani continue rahi.. bich mein kabhi cousins aye to mazak mazak mein unhone bhi wahi baat kahi ki mein hadi hota ja raha hun aur bhi bahut kuch.. vaie to koi aur hota to daiya maiya chod deta lekin filal mere halat kuch aise nahi the ki mein kuch bol saku.. us raat mene bahut socha aur apni life ki taraf dhayan dia ki vo kahan jaa rahi hai.. vakai mein kuch nahi kar raha tha aur yahi vajah thi ki mera dimag bhi frustrate ho gaya tha.. us raat mene ek aur faisla liya....

Kisi tarah himmat karke mein ek din gym gaya join karne.. ghabrahat ho rahi thi andar ghuste hi dekha sab ek se badh kar ek aur mein unke samne chuza sa.. par phir dhire dhire mein adjust hone laga.. hafte bhar mein mujhe bhi maza ane laga.. ek ajeeb sa junun dil mein baith gaya ya yun kahun ki dunia ko dikhane ke liye jee jan se mehnat karne laga. Ek taraf kahani... ek taraf gym aur kabhi kabhi vo ladki Ziva, jo kabhi kabhi apni ungli karne ki sound file bheja karti thi aur kabhi kabhi selfie bhi.. Isi tarah 6 mahine guzar gaye aur gym jate hue mujhe 3 mahine ho gaye the, 3 mahine baad mere sharir mein kafi badlav aye the aur mein ab muscles ne nikharna shuru kar dia tha, khud ko dekh kar sishe mein ab bada garv sa mehsus hota tha aur din par din selfie lene ka shauk chad gaya tha. Facebook par pehli bar jab selfie dali to add hue kuch logon ne khub tarif mari... chehre par muskan aur dil mein sukun milna shuru ho gaya tha.. purane waqt par jaise mithi ki chadar chad gayi thi aur ab ek naya safar meri zindagi mein aa gaya tha..

" mera ye number bahut se logon ke pas hai change karungi "

" apna naya number de dio "

" bilkul " ziva ke sath ye akhri message tha kyun ki usne uske baad number badal lia aur kabhi message nahi kia. Mene bhi is baat par jada bura nahi lagaya... online dosti shayad kuch aisi hi hoti hai kaun ata hai aur kaun chala jata hai uspar nirasha karne se koi faiyda nahi hota kyun ki hamara nata kabhi bhi dil se hota hi nahi.. shayd ek dikhawe par tik jate hai aise rishte..

Mera ab ek hi motive tha.. badia body banana gym ab mera junun ban gaya tha.. side mein ab mein naukri dhundne mein lag gaya tha aur ab jada dhayan mera usi par tha.. kahani se mera man to nahi hata tha lekin ab time kam de pa raha tha.. vo bas akhri ki hi bachi thi par abhi vo feeling nahi aa rahi thi shayad purane palo ko mein ikhata nahi kar paa raha tha.. jaise mene shuru mein kaha kahani likhne ke liye shabd sochne nahi padte vo zehen se khud nikalte hain aur is waqt mere zehen mein hi vo pal nahi aa rahe the jise mein jee chuka tha aur jise mein apni kahani mein dalna chahta tha. Aisa karte karte september aa gaya aur ye vo mahina tha jisne meri zindagi ka padav badal dia..

21 september... mera interview.. aur meri pehli naukri ab mere hath mein thi...
 
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Exam ke sath college life ka chapter to close ho gaya, par abhi kuch baki reh gaya tha jiske baad sahi mayine mein meri zindagi ka ek chapter close ho jana tha.

Vicky ki job lag gayi thi, kosish to mein bhi kar raha tha lekin meri abhi tak nahi lagi thi, job koi khasi badi nahi thi par shauk pura karne ke liye sahi thi, usi khushi mein vo party dene ke liye hume ek club mein le gaya, jahan college ke kuch ladke ladkiyan aur bhi the. Man to mera bilkul bhi nahi tha, ek tadap sine mein chub rahi thi jise man aur bhi jada kharab hota jaa raha tha. Bich party mein sheetal washroom ki taraf gayi aur mein bhi vahan se nikal gaya.

" ankit ? kya kar rahe ho yahan ? " sheetal washroom nahi balki kuch changing room jaisa ek kamra banaya gaya tha club ke andar hi, mein vahan khada sheetal ke bahar ane ka intezar kar raha tha. Jaise hi vo bahar ayi mein uski taraf kiss karne ke liye bada aur kiss kar bhi li par usne jald hi apne uppar se mujhe hata dia.

" what are you doing ? "

" bas ek bar.. "

" no... humne decide kiya tha... ki ye sab end ho gaya hai "

" i know.. par ek baar bas. " mein uske honton ki taraf lapka, chum bhi liye lekin phir usne hata dia, mein uski puri body ko chu raha tha, jaise naya naya jism mere hath ho. Hum dono us chote se kamre ke andar ghus chuke the.

" no please..... badi mushkil se mein aage badhi hun... let it be ........ tumne us din kaha tha... " vo itna hi bol payi

" pata hai but.. aaj last... " mein uski gardan par kiss karne laga, chatne laga, uske sine par hath rakh kar uski chatiyan dabane laga, vo kasamasa rahi thi, shayad uska man nahi tha.. lekin mujhe mere man ka ye bebas pan khatam karna tha aur ise badia chiz kya ho sakti thi mere liye. Mene uske pehne short ko niche khiskaya jiske sath uski penty bhi utar ayi, use ghumaya aur piche se lund uski chut mein dal kar usko chodne laga.

" i know.. u like it too..hain na... " mein uski pith chat raha tha, vo sisak rahi thi ya uhmm kar rahi thi pata nahi, sisha nahi tha uska chehra dekhne ke liye, par mein use chodta raha jab tak lund ne apna kaam nahi kar dia. Mene apna haal thik gaya aur vahan se bina kuch kahe hi nikal gaya, ye dekhne ke bhi kosish nahi ki uska sisakna kamukta ki vajah se nahi balki uske ansu the jo vo andar hi andar ghol kar pi gayi thi. Uske baad mein party mein nahi ruka, mujhe laga tha ki sab theek ho jayega... mera man ka bhoj.. sab kuch lekin aisa nahi hua, vo abhi bhi vaisa hi tha, mujhe yakin nahi ho raha tha ki aisa kaise ho sakta hai lekin aisa hi ho raha tha. Puri raat phir bechaini mein nikali, pata nahi kyun ab to jaise adat si banti jaa rahi thi aisi bechani mein raat katne ki, samajh hi nahi paa rha tha ki achanak kya se kya ye sab kyun ho gaya ?

" tera aur vicky ka jhagda mene hi karwaya tha aur us raat ko hamare bich kuch nahi hua tha... " ye line kehne ke liye mein kab se baitha tha, bar bar man mein aa rahi thi lekin keh nahi paa raha tha, himmat nahi thi sach bolne ki. Sheetal meri taraf dekh kar bhi andekha kar rahi thi, vicky ki kal se joining thi isliye kuch kapde kharidne ke baad hum sab kha rahe the.

" tu kuch bolna chahta hai ? "

" mein... nahi to... tujhe aisa kyun laga "

" bas laga... jaise tu kuch kehna chahta ho.. us din party se tu jaldi chala gaya, sheetal bhi tere jane ke baad ajeeb sa behave karne lagi, tum dono ke bich kuch hua hai kya ?" vicky ne bade normal andaz mein kaha.

" hamare ? no baby... hamare bich mein kya hoga.. " sheetal ne to palda jhad dia.

" mein vicky thodi na hun jo mere sath iska kuch hoga " mene mahol ko mazak rakhne ke chakar mein vicky bhare andaz mein kaha aur yahi mujh par bhari padh gaya.

" tu salle meri awaz bahut sahi nikalta hai.. kahin tu mere L na lagwa de is chakar mein ek din "

" language " sheetal boli.

" sorry "

" mein kya kar sakta hun yar... " mein khane laga.

" kuch bhi.. jaise paise mang sakta hai.. mere ghar walon se.. ya phir meri gf se baat kar sakta hai "

" uske liye mujhe teri awaz ki jarurt thodi na padegi " mein abi bhi aram se kha raha tha.

" abhi nahi.. par pehle jarur.... " uske itna kehte hi mene khana band kar dia.

" kya bakwas kar rha hai ? "

" bakwas nahi.. sach bata raha hun tu bas ha ya na mein jawab dio, us din sheetal ka jab phone aya tha tab tune hi baat ki thi na ? jiski vajah se hamara jhagda hua ? " is baat ko sun mein to chaunka aur sheetal mujhe ghurne lagi.

" kaun si baat ? bavla ho gaya kya.. "

" han ya na mein jawab de... "

" dekh kuch bhi mat bak.. mein chala ghar.. tu salle bavla gaya hai.. " mein uthne laga to usne mera hath pakad lia.

" chutia-panti mat kar.. " mein chillaya.

" relax guys.... please yahan se chalo... lets go.. vicky please.. come... " vicky kuch nahi bola aur uth kar chal dia.

" tu hamare sath ayega... " vo bola.

" kyun be tere baap ne kharida hai mujhe ya teri maa ne... " vicky ka khun khol to utha par sheetal ne rok dia.

" ankit... chalo hamare sath... just clear this out.. please... " pata nahi kyun mein uski baaton mein aa gaya, na ata to sab kuch sahi rehta, mujhe chale jana chahie tha par hone wale hadse kabhi talte nahi...
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Mera dil ise pehle itna tez nahi dhadka hoga jitna us pal mein parking lot mein jate hue laga tha, na jane kyun par dil zoroo se dhadak raha tha jaise mere hath mein kisi ne meri failure ki degree rakh di ho.. vaise sahi mayine mein to aaj mujhe zindagi ki ek degree mili hi thi...

" tu mujhe sach batayega ki tu hi tha us din ki nahi.. " parking lot mein pahunchte hi usne sawal shuru kar die. Bc ek pal to bahut gussa aya man kara muh tod dun par phir bhi mein chup raha, mujhe laga shant ho jayega.. shayad par nahi... vo nahi mana ...

" bata bc... "

" vicky language " sheetal chillai.

" tu chup kar.... mera dimag fat raha hai.. doubt to mujhe is par us din hua jis din isne meri nakal karte hue us consultency wale se baat kari thi.. tab se mere dimag mein chal raha hai ki kahin ye vo to nahi jisne tumse baat karke hamara jhagda karwaya "

" galat femi bhi to ho sakti hai.. " sheetal ne meri side li.

" galat femi hai to ye bol kyun nahi deta " vicky meri taraf dekh chillaya.

" chill... aram se baat karo guys.. sort it out.. itna bada matter nahi hai "

" matter nahi hai ? sheetal... tumhe pata hai mein kis ki baat kar raha hun hamare jhagde ki... jo iski vajah se hua " vicky ne apni baat meri taraf dekhte hue khatam ki. " iski vajah se hamara jhagda hua bhul gayi tum... kya pata hamara relation hi khatam ho jata... breakup hone mei koi kasar nahi bachi thi "

" par hua to nahi na.. baby.. relax... we are together.. " sheetal vicky ko thanda rakhne ki kosish kar rahi thi.

" jo bhi hua.. agar ankit ne aisa kiya.. so he will say sorry... baad mein usne hi to hamra patchup karyaa na.. remember ? " sheetal meri side par side le rahi thi aur vicky ko shant kar rahi thi isliye mein bhi kuch nahi bol raha tha lekin aaj vo bikharne ke pure mood mein tha.. total full on bikhar jane ka plan tha uska.

" oh yeah... iski dusri chaal... isne hum dono ko milwaya ye dikhane ke liye.. aur tumne kya kaha ki mein ise maaf kar dun.. iske sorry par.. ? "

" vicky please... maybe he was just kidding with me... par uski vajah se hamara jhagda ho gaya.. maybe his intensions was never like that... hain na ankit.. ? " is bar sawal sheetal ne kia, mein ek bar ke liye muh kholta par na jane kyun chup hi raha muh khula hi nahi.

" i dont think so... tumhe lagta hai ki he is nice.. par mein janta hun ye kaisa hai.. isliye mein puri tarah se sure hun ye isne jaan kar kiya... " vicky is bar meri taraf bada aur usne mera kolor pakad lia. " tune kyun kiya bas itna bata de varna kasam se mar mar kar salle teri hadiyan tod dunga.. "

" vicky.. leave... kya kar rahe ho ye.. " sheetal ne vicky ka hath mujhse hatane ki kosish ki par vo nahi mila aur yahan mera temper pura loose ho gaya..

" teri ma ka bhosda randi ke pile.. salle dalli ke dallle.... " mene vicky ko dhaka dia. " madarchod.. "

" ankit please... language guys... stop this.. " sheetal chillai lekiin kehte hain na shikar ke time bakri madad ki jeetni bheekh mang le kya farak padta hai sher to phir bhi use dabochta hai aur baki ke log ya to us bakri ko khane ki fairak mein hote hain ya tamashe ke maze lete hai.

" han salle mene jaan kar karaya jhagda... maa chuda le apni.. mujhse.. mere lawde se... maa se bhi tasali na mile to ise bhi le aaio... gand mar dunga iski bhi.. lawde ki hasiyat nahi aur chale hath uthane... bc aise lawde lapet kar gardan dabaunga teri ki lawda dabane aur khud ka hath dabane mein farak bhul jayega madarjaat ke pille... gand mein jada kide na uchal varna teri hi lawde se teri gand ke kide marunga aur tere ko hugne bhi na dunga... bhasdchod.. kal ke aye chokre.. abe kya uchalta hai ek ladki par.. han... kya uchalta hai.. vo bhi is ghasti par.. jiski chut aur gand....mene na jane kitni baar mar li hai... aur agar vishwas na ho to puch lena... tere samne hi gand mari hai iski... bas tu hi andha hai jo dekh na paya aur apne aap ko james bond ke tatte samajh raha hai.. jabki bc ye bhul gaya ki tum jaise hamare tatton ki tasveer dekh kar pranam karte ho.... hatt madarjaaaat...... " sar aisa bhana gaya tha ki bc bas jo muh mein aya vo ugla aur vahan se chala gaya... na piche dekha na daye na baye.. ye bhi nahi socha ki vicky gadi se rod vod nikal kar layega aur mere sar par de marega.. us waqt aisa bhi nahi socha kyun ki us waqt mene bas yahi socha ki nuni lawde ke samne kya hota hai ?

Par bc ghar jakar jo bhut utra hai meri khopdi se... uske baad jo bechaini hui hai mere zehen mein uske bare mein bayan nahi kar sakta...

Sheetal ko kyun fansaya ?

shanti se baat kyu nahi ki ?

sheetal ne to mera sath dia phir kyun aisa kia ?

madarchod... sab khatam kar dia bekar mein.. shanti se sulajh jata matter phir mene ye maa behen kyun kar di ?

Bc gand to fat rahi thi lekin mene sheetal ko phone milaya.. par ek ring ke baad cut.. dubara ... teebara... uske baad vicky ko uska to phone hi nahi laga... bc hath paun kanp uthe mere... sab khatam.. the end ho chuka tha...

Sham ho chuki thi.. mene bahut kosish kiya tha par koi reponse nahi tha..dimag had se jada pareshan ho chuka tha.. man nahi lag raha tha kisi kaam mein... sham se raat aur mein bas bistar par karwat badalta raha.. phone utha kar whtsapp check karta.. kisi ka to message aye.. ek ek karke sab zindagi se aise nikal gaye jaise lund se sperm nikal jata hai... kareeb 2 baje mein uth kar baith gaya, bechaini se pura badal pasine se bhig gaya tha.. mene laptop khola aur xp par story padne laga.. 3,4 aise hi baj gaye... nind nahi ayi.. pata nahi kyun.. par aaj nind hi nahi aa rahi thi.. akhir mein story se bhi bore ho gaya pehli baar aisa hua.. bas laptop band karne ja raha tha ki ajeeb sa ek khayal aya... ek bar man kiya ki band kar dun.. par ye khayal ne jaise dilo jaan par kabja kar lia.. soch kar hi ankhein bharne lagi aur kaleja bhari ho gaya.. akhir mene is soch ko bahar lane ka faisla kar hi liya.. mene xp par login kia.. aur login karte hi mene vo kaam kia jiski mene kalpana bhi nahi ki thi.. mene kahani likhne ka faisla kia aur kahani ka naam rakha..

Ek " Kimat " Zindagi Ki......
 
Update - 80

" tu aaj kal na to phone karta hai na hi koi baat kya hua hai ? " vicky mere se bola, mein bina kuch bole thumbsup pi raha tha. Kafi dino se use mein koi response nahi de raha tha isliye vo majburan mujhe ghar se hi utha kar le gaya. " kuch bolega ? "

" job ki tension hai kya ? "

" hm... " mene bas itna kaha.

" mil jayegi.. tension kyun le raha hai... vaise bhi bc tu hi kehta hai dunia mein kisi se chudna nahi chahie hamesha chodna chahie... " mene uski baat ka koi jawab nahi dia. Man hi nahi kar raha tha kuch bolne ka.

" chinta mat kar.. exam hai next week se uske baad aram se naukri dhundio.. " itna bola hi tha vo ki uska phone bajne laga.

" han... kaisa hai ab pair ka dard ? ... hmm....nahi mein yahin saket hun.. ankit ke sath.. uska mood kuch thik nahi tha to socha thoda fresh ho jayega.. nahi bas vo exams ki tension... han all ok hai .. hmm.. w'll c you later.. sham ko ghar ata hun.. hmm babye.. " usne phone cut kia aur mere ko dekhte hue bola.

" mujhse jada to usne tere liye sawal kiye... bc kahin tune hakikat mein to meri gf set nahi kar li na " usne itna kaha aur meri nazar uski taraf uth gayi. Mujhe ghurta dekh vo hans pada itne mein uska phone dubara baj pada.

" iski bc.. ye badi dukhi atma hai yar... kasam se... " vo khud se hi bola.

" kaun hai ? "

" consultency... kitni bar mana kiya ise ki tumhari profile mein mere liye job nahi lekin roz ka randi-rona roti hai phone par... ki registeration karwa lo "

" laa baat karwa... " uske dimag se ye baat nikalne ke liye ki sheetal bevakuf abhi mere bare mein jada puch rahi thi aur uski vajah se iske dimag mein kuch jada khayal na aye isliye mene uska dhayan batana sahi samjha. Use mene phone liya aur pick kia.

" helo... yes mein vicky bol raha hun " mene vicky ki hi tone pakdi.. jaise vo baat karta tha.

" sir.. kya apne socha ki aap register kab karenge hamari profile mein ? "

" mein to abhi register kar lun "

" thats... great sir.. to apko mein details specify kar du "

" jara tehriye miss, pehle mujhe aap ye bataiye ki aap jo office mein interview ke liye bhejengi usme maal to tagda hoga na " mere muh se ye sunte hi vicky ki hansi chhut gayi.

" maal ? sir.. "

" item... bole to... ek dum chikni ladkiyan... "

" hainn... "

" i mean girls.. vo to hot and sexy hongi na.. agar aisa hoga tabhi mein register karunga... vo kya hai na dil tabhi lagta hai jab sexy outfit mein sexy ladki office mein kaam kare.. apko nahi lagta mein sahi keh raha hun ? " mere bolne ke baad vo kuch na boli. " kya apke office mein bhi nahi hai kya ? aur agar aisa hai to kya aap bhi sexy nahi hai ? " vo phir na boli. " yani aap sexy nahi to aap jo offer dilwayegi usme bhi koi sexy ladki nahi hogi... phir to bekar hai register karne ka.. sorry miss par ab mene man badal lia "

" nahi sir aisa nahi hai.. mein sexy hun.. i mean hamare yahan ka staff bahut acha hai hum recommend bhi vaisa hi karte hai "

" acha... to mein kaise man lu.. photo bhejo to janu ? " phone loudspeaker par tha vicky muh band karke hans raha tha aur rok bhi raha tha, mujhe bhi maza sa ane laga tha.

" sorry ? "

" your photo... selfie.. whatever you like... to send mein on this number.. vo keh hai na.. galle se nikli awaz sexy hone ka ye matlab nahi ki galle ke niche se bhi sexy hogi... " tun-tun... phone hangup ho chuka tha... jiske baad vicky jo hansa hai.. use dekh mein bhi hans dia.

" bc gazab... tujhse koi jeet nahi sakta.... seriously man... gand hi fad di tune uski... salle kah se sikhta hai ye sab "

" ek source hai "

" maza hi aa gaya.. vaise ek baat aur hai bc tune meri awaz ki copy badia ki.. matlab original nahi hai.. lekin koi phone pr sun kar pehchan nahi payega ki mein nahi hun... hui na tension kam thodi ? " tension word sun kar mene hasna band kar dia par chehre se muskan nahi hati.

" abe dost hote hi isliye hai... akele samjhega to akela rahega.. dost samjhega to akelapan nahi... isliye contact mein raha kar.. me nd sheetal ur good friends now.. "

" hmm sahi kaha yar... dhayan rakhunga... " baat mein to dum tha uski... mene khud ko akela banaya tha kisi ne mujhe majbur nahi kia tha.

" chal ab exam dete hai.. college se mukti lete hai.. phir ek party karenge aur phir lag jayenge naukri dhundne mein.. " hum dono khade ho gaye.

" vaise baat to tune sahi kahi thi.. "

" kaun si ? "

" college se bada bhusad koi nahi hai dunia mein.. madarchodo ne zindagi jhand kar di... " College ka naam ate hi flashback mein sirf ankita mam hi dikhne lagi.

" kya hua ? " mene gardan na mein hilai aur dono nikal gaye.

Uske baad mene sheetal se baat ki, use maffi mangi.. umid se kafi kuch badal gaya tha mere andar... next week se exam the aur mene exam bilkul man se die, uske baad project ki presentation hui.. jisme mene kafi acha respond kia... sab kuch jaise vo hua jo mene socha nahi tha..

" u've changed somehow i dont know ... " jis din last exam tha sheetal se meri baat ho rahi thi. Exam dekar bahar aya tha tabhi uska phone aya tha.

" i think.. hume vicky ko sab kuch bata dena chahie "

" are you mad ? " vo chaunkte hue boli.

" galti apni bataunga tumhari nahi.. " us insan ke sath kyun galat karna jise sala dost na mana phir bhi end tk vahi mere sath hai.

" don't you dare to think like this.... i swear.. mein kuch kar lungi.. "

" mein kuch kar nahi raha.. mein sirf opinion rakh raha hun "

" no need... vo chapter close ho chuka hai "

" really ? "

" what u mean ? "

" tumhari attraction meri taraf khatam ho gayi hai ? "

" this is not the question... "

" hmm.. ok.. jaisa tumhe theek lage.. vaise bhi job lagne ke baad kahan kisi ke pas time hoga.. jaise tumhari marzi... kuch nahi kahunga vicky se.. "

" thank you... " mein phone cut karne wala tha.

" ankit ? "

" hmm.. "

" don't ruin my life please i beg you.... but yes i am all attracted towards you.. but i am begging you... i don't want to be with you.. for me he is everything now.. "

" i know.. " mene phone cut kar dia.. aur sar tek kar metro mein baith gaya. Metro ne rail track badla aur mujhe bhi aisa hi laga jaise meri zindagi ki track badal chuki hai ..
 
Update - 79

5 din beet gaye, mein roz unke ghar ke chakar lagata par vahan aaj tak koi nahi mila, phone bhi switch off hi raha, man mein itne bure khayal ate hain ki kuch samajh nahi ata ki ane wala din koi musibat na lekar aa jaye. Mujhe chinta is baat ki thi ki kahin ankita mam kahin mere ghar hi na pahunch jaye aur sab kuch na bata de. Is bich do interview ke andar mein pehle hi round mein bahar ho gaya, ghar par tanne aur ye tension.. itna hi kafi nahi tha ki jab ye bhi sunne ko mil gaya. Mujhe laga tha college mein kuch to pata hi hoga.. 5 dino se koi khabar nahi thi ankita mam ki college mein kisi ko bhi... par agle din khabar mili ki ankita mam ne college family mein hui kuch badi problem ke chalte chhod dia hai aur ab vo kabhi vapis nahi ayegi. She left without saying anything....... Ye khabar sach thi ya juth ki vo kabhi vapis nahi ayegi.. keh nahi sakta.. man bhi nahi sakta.... lekin na jane kyun kuch ajeeb sa laga... gussa bhi bahut aya... aisa laga jaise koi ek baar phir mujhe chhod gaya, kyun ? vo bhi bina kuch kahe...

" aahh-hhh.... uhmm ohh.. aaahhhh " shipra mam mere lund par kud rahi thi, college pura khali pada tha aur vo aaj apni hawas ki chudai behad aram se kar rahi thi, ye sab jo mein soch raha tha vo chudai ke waqt soch raha tha, yakinan mujhe kuch ho gaya tha kyun ki mujhe aaj is chudai mein koi maza hi nahi aa raha tha, sirf ek kaam lag raha tha jise pura karna tha.

" aahhh aaahhhhh... i m cuming...ohh yesss... " unhone mera kandha dabaya aur hanfte hue jhadti gayi. Jhadne ke baad kuch ek aad minute vo mere uppar baithi rahi aur phir mere uppar se khadi hokar table se niche utar gayi.

" i am so tired... handjob de dun ? " ek pal ke liye unhone jo kaha mujhe samajh nahi aya par phir apne lund ki taraf nazar ki to paya ki vo abhi tak jhada nahi tha.

" nahi... its ok " mein apni jagah se khada hua aur kapde thik kar liye.

" aaj shayad hamara ye last session tha.. aur first se lekar last tak i enjoyed with you.. vaise tum bahut lucky ho.... college ke end tak atte atte tum do do khubsurat aurton ke sath so liye vo bhi tumhri teachers ke sath lucky you " vo chatkare marte hue boli.. " ankita ne bhi meri tarah tumse pure maze liye honge.. right ? " man kiya ki muh tod dun. " well acha hua vo chali gayi.. kabhi kabhi mujhe yahi lagta tha ki uska yahan rehna bekar hai.. vaise bhi kab tak tumhare sath soti.. usne apni fanatasy puri ki aur tumnse apni.... she enjoyed.i guess. as well as you do too... " usne apne baal bandhe aur phir mere kareeb ayi, " good luck for future.. and if someday you think.. you miss me.. just call me... " mere gall par usne kiss kiya aur phir class room se nikal gayi.

Kuch der mein wahi classroom mein raha, phir ghar ke liye nikal gaya, ye meri life ka shayad ek aur turning point tha jahan mujhe laga ki aaj ek baar phir mujhe zindagi ne patak dia. Pata nahi kyun mujhe gussa is baat ka aa raha tha ki ankita mam mujhe chhod kar kaise jaa sakti hai aur vo bhi bina kuch kahe ? ek taraf ye bhi lag raha tha ki mera aur unka relation wakai mein tha kya.. kuch nahi to phir itna hak kyun.. ? lekin vo chhod kar kaise jaa sakti hai vo bhi mujhe ? gusse aur confusion se mein khud se irritate karne laga tha, sishe mein apna chehra dekh kar hi gussa aa raha tha, choti choti baat par chidne laga tha, ghar par bhi jhagdne laga tha... i don't know.. ki mein kya chahta tha... raat raat bhar mein ankita mam ko galiyan dene laga.. har kisam ki galli..

" randi... sali... chud kr bhag gayi.. sah kehti hai shipra.. usko sirf chudai se matlab tha... isliye to kaise chudwati thi mujhse.. varna ek teacher aisi hoti hai kya... madarchod.. ex-bf se bhi breakup hua hoga usne kisi aur se chudte hue dekh liya hoga... haraman kahin ki... dalli... vaisa acha hua aisi free ki randi mil gayi.. bhosdiwali... sali ki chut fad deni chahie thi... kamini aurat... shakal se itni bholi banne ki kosish karti thi.. aukad to randi walle hi nikle uske.. maza tab ata jab sali ka rape karta... kutia.. kahin ki... " us raat gali dete hue mene apna lund bahar nikala aur muth marte hue ankita ka rape karte hue muth mari..

Mein nahi janta tha us raat ki haiwaniyat aise kaise badal gayi... par zindagi ke is mauke par shayad ye mere bikharne ki sirf ek shuruwat thi...

Ek sham ko mein ghar par soya tha, uth kar dekha to sheetal jo kafi din se baat karne ki kosish kar rahi thi mujhse... uska ek new message aya hua tha. Mene message khola par message ka reply karne ki jagah mene uski profile picture dekhi jisme meri nazar uske jism par ghum rahi thi, uski chatiyan.. uski jhangein aur uski tangon ke bich bani chut ki shape ... mene profile picture band ki aur message type kiya..

" chudna hai to bata varna disturb mat kar.. " vo online hi thi... message delievered hote hi kuch second mein read ho gaya...

Bistar puri tarah se hil raha tha, uski siskiyan... kamre mein gunj rahi thi, " aaaah aaaaaaaaaaaahh... ohhhhhh... slow.w.w. please... aaahh fuckkkkk... oh godd... aaaaaah aaaayyi... maaa.aa.aa.a.a. uhmmmmmmmmm.... " shayad aaj tak usne aisi chudai ki hi nahi thi, mein use buri tarah se chod raha tha, mujhe use badla lena tha.. reh - reh kar uske chehre mein ankita ki jhalak dikh rah thi aur jab jab dikhti mein use aur jor se chodta.. vo dard mein chilla rahi thi ya maze mein mujhe nahi malum.. lekin mein use bahut zoron se chod raha tha...

" stop it.t.. ankit.t.t... aaahhhhhhhhh.. i cummmm............... pleasee.e.... stop... please... aaahhhhhhhhhh ruk jao kuch der ke liye.e..e. i am tired.... please.. ohhhaahhh uhmm aaaahhh aaahah aaahhh ... " uski ankhein chad rahi thi, vo mere kandhe ko piche dhakel rahi thi.. lekin mein use aur tezi se chodne mein laga hua tha... itni zor zor se thapthap ki awaz shayad mere kano mein aaj tak nahi padi thi.. mein use chodta gaya... nahi janta ki vo kitni bar jhadi par mei usi position mein use chodta gaya.. vo mere niche nidhal thi... use ab maza ane laga tha... par vo jhadne ke baad nam si padh gayi aur mene bhi kuch dhakko ke baad apne lund se uski chut mein apna pani dal dia. Jhatko ke sath mere muh se ek cheekh nikli aur mein uske uppar nidhal padh gaya aur phir side mein lait gaya. Kuch der gehri gehri sansein lene laga, itni jada thakan mehsus hone lagi ki ankhein khud ba khud band hone lagi par achanak se current sa laga sharir mein aur mene sheetal ki taraf dekha, vo badhawas mein padi thi.. uska sharir bich bich mei hil raha tha... uske sharir mein koi takat nahi bachi thi jaise mene uske sharir se jaan hi khinch li ho... Usko dekhte hi mein uth baitha aur bina der kiye kapde pehen kar vahan se bahar nikal gaya. Bahar nikalte hue ek dafa mene uske chehre ki taraf dekha... vo bikul safed padh chuka tha.. mene ek pal use dekha aur phir ghar ke liye nikal gaya.

Raat palang par pada, chadar odh rakhi thi... pura sharir dard kar raha tha, janta tha ki sharir ke dard ke sath ek aur dard bhi hai jo dil mein ho raha hai.. pata nahi kyun.. par pehli baar zindagi mein mujhe itna dard ho raha tha... itna dard ho raha tha ki ankh se ansu beh nikle aur mein ek bache ki tarah ro pada, naak sur-sur kar rahi thi, mein bar bar ansu hata raha tha ki aur na roun lekin phir bhi roye jaa raha tha. Us raat mujhe aisa laga jaise mein kitna akela hun.. koi nahi hai jise mein do pal baith kar baat kar sakun... sare emotion ek sath ikhate ho gaye the, guilt jaise sine mein daba hua tha.. mein us raat bahut roya.... vajah thik se mein khud nahi jaan paa raha tha... par mein us raat bahut roya.. shayad ye mere karne ki hi kimat thi jisne mujhe aise rone par majbur kar dia tha...
 
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