[color=rgb(255,]Update - 40
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Meri baate sun kar shekhar ne apna chehra jhuka liya tha. Piller me rassiyo dwara bandhi Ridhima bhi kuch na bol saki thi. Mujhe is wakt shekhar par bahut hi zyada gussa aaya hua tha.
"Tumhare jaise maa baap apni aulaado ko kya shiksha de rahe honge iska andaza lagana mere liye zara bhi mushkil nahi hai." Maine pahle ki tarah hi shakht bhaav se kaha_____"Kisi bhi mata pita ki aulaad hamre desh aur samaaj ka bhavishya bante hain lekin tum log jo khud hi gale tak gart me doobe huye ho wo jab apni aulaad ko hi achhi shiksha nahi de sakte to bhala wo kaise desh aur samaaj ka bhavishya banenge? Kya ye uchit nahi hai ki aise maa baap ko is duniya me jeene ka koi hak nahi hona chahiye?"
"Main tumhari baato se puri tarah sahmat hu vikram." Shekhar ne poorvat dukhi bhaav se kaha_____"Lekin yakeen maano mere bas me kuch bhi nahi hai. Main kitna majboor hu ye mujhse behtar koi nahi jaan sakta."
"Tu kitna majboor hai ye maine aaj apni aankho se hotel desire ke us kamre me achhe tarike se dekha hai." Vikram ne daant peeste huye kaha_____"Us kamre me tum dono ne jis tarike se byabhichaar kiya hai wo yakeenan tumhari bajburi ko hi bayaan kar raha tha, hai na?"
Meri baat sun kar ek baar fir se shekhar ka chehra sharm se latak gaya. Ridhima ke chehre par bhi is baar sharm ke bhaav gardish karte nazar aaye. Fir jane kya soch kar usne meri taraf hairaani se dekha.
"Kya aapne wo sab sach me apni aankho se dekha hai?" Fir wo ekdam se puchh baithi_____"Lekin kaise? Kamre me to kahi par bhi koi camera nahi laga tha. Hamne apni aankho se dekha tha."
"Jinki aankho me sex aur hawas ka nasha chadha ho use asaani se koi sach nazar nahi aata." Maine is baar ghrina se ridhima ki taraf dekha_____"Mujhe aaj maloom hua ki in mardo se kahi zyada aag to tum aurto ke andar lagi huyi hai. Sex aur hawas ki aag ne tumhe itna andha kar diya hai ki tumhe uske aage halaato ki gambheerta ka na to ehsaas hai aur na hi shayad uski koi parwaah hai. Bahut badi bhool ho gayi hai mujhse, Iske baap ka khaatma karne se pahle mujhe tum aurto ko hi khatam karna chahiye tha lekin koi baat nahi. Der se hi sahi magar ab apni is bhool ko sudhaarunga main. Tum me se kisi ko bhi zinda rahne ka koi hak nahi hai jo apne bachcho ko achhi shiksha nahi de sakte aur ek achha insaan nahi bana sakte."
"Nahi nahi, please." Ridhima mere chehre par ubhar aaye bhayanak gusse ko dekh kar buri tarah ghabra gayi, gidgidaate huye boli_____"Please mere sath kuch mat karna. Main aaj jo kuch bhi hu sab inhi logo ki vajah se hu. In logo ne hi hame sex ke aise ghinaune daldal me dhakela hai warna hame to pata hi nahi tha ki duniya me kahi par cms naam ki koi aisi sanstha bhi ho sakti hai jo aurat aur mard ko sex ki service provide karti hai."
"Insaan agar khud na chaahe to koi bhi maayi ka laal usse kuch nahi karwa sakta." Maine gurrate huye kaha_____"Apni galtiyo ka theekra kisi aur ke sar par mat rakho. Tum bhi utni hi galat aur gunahgaar ho jitna ki ye sab. Is liye ab mere dwara bhayanak maut paane ke liye taiyar ho jaao tum dono."
"Aisa mat kar vikram." Shekhar buri tarah hataash ho kar gidgida utha_____"Kya sach me tere andar ke jazbaat mar gaye hain? Kya tere dil me sach me apne dost aur apne bhaiyo ke liye koi jagah nahi rahi?"
"Iska jawaab tu khud de mujhe." Maine uske kareeb badhte huye kaha____"Mujhe jawaab de ki kya mere dil me tere jaise dosto ke liye jagah honi chahiye? Kya aise dosto ke liye mere dil me zara si bhi jagah honi chahiye jinhone bees saalo me ek baar bhi meri khabar lene jail me mujhse milne na aaye ho? Bata shekhar, kya aise dosto ke liye sach me mere dil me ratti bhar bhi jagah honi chahiye?"
Meri baat sun kar shekhar ka chehra fir se latak gaya. Usse kuch bolte na ban saka tha. Wo achhi tarah jaanta tha ki maine jo kaha hai wo uske liye ek kadwa sach tha jiska jawaab wo saat janmo me bhi nahi de sakta tha.
"In sawaalo ke jawaab nahi hain tere paas." Maine uske ekdam kareeb aa kar kaha_____"Halaaki iske pahle tu apni majburi ka hawala de raha tha jabki sach to ye hai ki dost wo hote hain jo dosti ke liye har had se guzar jate hain. Wo kisi anjaam ki parwaah nahi karte magar tum log aise dost ho jinhone dosti se kahi zyada apni zindagi ki parwaah ki. Shayad ye soch liya tha ki mere na rahne se kya hi fark pad jaayega? Kisi ke chale jane se kisi ki zindagi to nahi khatm ho jaati. Waise bhi zinda rahe to mere jaise hazaaro dost mil jaayenge....kyo hai na?"
Shekhar is baar bhi kuch na bol saka. Hall me sirf meri hi awaaze goonj rahi thi. Har guzarte wakt ke sath mere andar gussa aur nafrat badhti hi ja rahi thi. Ji kar raha tha ki kunde par latak rahe shekhar ke jism ko is tarah se kheenchu ki uske jism ka purja purja khinchte huye kunde se alag ho jaye aur wo dard me itna zor se cheekhe ki samucha hall uski dardnaak cheekho se dahal jaye.
"Ab bolta kyo nahi haramkhor?" Use kuch na bolta dekh main gusse se cheekh hi pada_____"Kya samap soongh gaya hai tujhe ya meri baato ka jawaab hi nahi hai tere paas. Agar jawaab nahi hai to iska matlab saaf hai ki tu bhi apne baap ki hi tarah mera gunahgaar hai aur apne gunahgaaro ko saza dene ke liye hi main jail se riha ho kar aaya hu."
"Please vikram bhaiya." Mere raudra roop ko dekh kar Ridhima buri tarah bhaybheet ho kar ro hi padi thi____"Bhagwan ke liye hamare sath kuch mat kijiye. Ham maante hain ki ham aapke gunahgaar hain lekin sudharne ka hame ek mauka to dijiye. Upar wala bhi insaan ko aakhiri mauka deta hai to aap bhi de dijiye."
"Main upar wala nahi hu." Maine ek jhatke se palat kar uski taraf khatarnaak bhaav se dekha, fir bola_____"Is liye mauka dene ka to sawaal hi paida nahi hota. Main sirf itna jaanta hu ki us upar wale ne mujhe jail se riha hi is liye karaya hai taaki main tum jaiso ka is dharti se naamo nishaan mita saku. Ab jab upar wala hi aisa chaahta hai to main bhala kaise uski marzi ke khilaaf ja sakta hu?"
"Nahi nahi, please raham kijiye." Ridhima ki halaat behad kharaab nazar aane lagi thi. Wo buri tarah rote huye gidgida rahi thi aur uska yu tadap tadap kar gidgidana mujhe ek aatmik sukh ki anubhooti kara raha tha.
"Ridhima ko jane de vikram." Pichhe se shekhar ki awaaz mere kaano me padi_____"Maine isse wada kiya tha ki is par koi baat nahi aayegi. Please meri is aakhiri vinti ko hi swikaar kar le mere bhai. Iske badle tu jo chaahe aur jis tarah se chaahe mere sath kuch bhi kar sakta hai."
"Kya tere sath kuch bhi karne ke liye mujhe tujhse ijazat lene ki zarurat hai?" Maine zor ka thahaka lagate huye uska mazaak udaya_____"Are bevkoof, mere hamaam me aane ke baad insaan ki apni marzi kafoor ho jati hai. Uska mukaddar sirf aur sirf mere rahmo karam par hota hai. Khair mere paas zyada samay nahi hai is liye tum dono marne ke liye taiyaar ho jaao. Waise chinta mat karo, tum dono par itna to raham karunga hi ki tum dono ko aisi maut mile jisme tum dono ko zyada dard na mahsoos ho."
Kahne ke sath hi maine apni coat ki jeb se ek tez dhaar wala khanzar nikaal liya. Khanzar par nazar padte hi jaha shekhar ke devta kooch kar gaye wahi Ridhima ka to moot hi nikal gaya. Wo piller me khadi position me bandhi huyi thi. Saadi ke andar se bahta hua uska moot hall ke farsh par failta hua nazar aaya mujhe. Uski ye haalat dekh main man hi man zoro se hasa aur fir shekhar se mukhaatib hua.
"Is randi ka to dar ke maare moot hi nikal gaya pyaare." Maine khatarnaak bhaav se us khanzar ko apne hath par ghumaate huye kaha____"Kasam se iski ye haalat dekh kar mujhe ek alag hi tarah ka aanand feel ho raha hai. Khair, is khanzar ko dekh zara. Ye bada hi anokha khanzar hai. Is khanzar ne sabse pahle tere baap ka khaatma kiya tha, uske baad minakshi ka. Halaaki minakshi ko maine abhi khatm nahi kiya hai balki uske jism se is khanzar dwara hi tumhari choot maar service ki chip ko nikala tha. Uske baad is khanzar ne ranjan ke gale ko palak jhapakte hi cheer kar uski jeewan leela ko samaapt kar diya tha. Zaahir hai ab mere is khanzar ko tere khoon ki talab hai aur fir tere baad teri is raand ke khoon ki bhi."
Meri baato ne hall ke maahaul ko itna khatarnaak bana diya tha ki dahshat ke maare ridhima ki haalat aisi ho gayi thi jaise wo mere dwara bina kuch kiye hi dar se mar jaayegi. Idhar meri baat sun kar shekhar kuch na bola. Uske chehre par khauf yakeenan saaf nazar aa raha tha lekin wo kuch bol nahi raha tha. Shayad usne ye samajh liya tha ki uske dwara ab kuch bhi bolne ka koi matlab hi nahi rah gaya hai. Ab jo hone wala tha use usne swikaar kar liya tha.
"Kya kaayaro ki tarah marna chaahta hai tu?" Maine uske nange pet par khanzar ki paini nok ko chubhaya jo palak jhapakte hi naye ban gaye jakhm se khoon bah chala aur dard se shekhar ki karaah nikal gayi. Jabki maine aage kaha_____"Kya tere man me ye hasrat nahi hai ki mardo ki tarah shaan se mare?"
"Ab kya chaahta hai tu?" Shekhar ne dard ko sahte huye kaha_____"Tujhe ham dono ko khatm hi karna hai to khatm kar de na. Ab hamari hasrato se tujhe kya matlab?"
"Wo to ab bhi koi matlab nahi hai mujhe." Maine ek baar fir se khanzar ki paini nok uske pet ke dusre hisse par pahle ki bhaanti hi chubhaya jisse us jagah par bhi jakhm ban gaya aur khoon bah chala. Hall me shekhar ki dard bhari karaah goonj uthi. Idhar uski ye haalat dekh ridhima aur bhi zyada khaufzada ho gayi.
"Maine to aisa is liye tujhse puchha tha kyoki mujhe lagta hai ki kahi na kahi tere andar aisi hasrat zarur paida ho gayi hogi ki tujhe mere sath do do hath karne ka ek mauka to zarur milna chahiye." Maine aage kaha____"Maine tum sabke sath itna kuch kar diya hai to zaahir si baat hai ki is baat se tum logo ke man me mere prati badle ki bhavana to janm le hi chuki hogi. Is liye agar aisi koi bhaavna tere andar bhi janm le chuki hai to us bhaavna ko byakt karne ka main tujhe awsar pradaan karta hu. Mana ki maine bees saalo tak jail me rah kar tarah tarah ke kast sahe hain aur tum sabne aisho araam ki zindagi basar ki hai lekin itna to ab bhi mujhe khud par yakeen hai ki tere jaise hijdo ka mukabala asaani se kar sakunga."
Shekhar meri aakhiri baate sun kar buri tarah tilmila gaya tha aur main yahi to chaahta tha ki usme ek naya josh paida ho jo ek aag ka roop le aur fir wo mujhse mukaabla kare. Usne mujhe koi jawaab nahi diya lekin uske man ki baat ko samajh kar maine khanzar se uske bandhan khol diye. Bandhan khulte hi wo hall ke farsh par aa gira. Ghanto se uske hath daaye baaye lohe ki rod me rassiyo dwara bandhe huye the jiske chalte unme ab bhaari dard hone laga tha use. Uske chehre par maujood peeda ke bhaav is baat ka saboot bhi the. Khair kuch der tak wo apni haalat ko thik karta raha. Maine bhi use pura mauka diya. Uska jism aur uski personality kisi bhi maamle me mujhse kam nahi thi. Main achhi tarah jaanta tha ki in bees saalo me usne sanstha me rah kar bahut kuch seekha hoga aur bahut kuch anubhav bhi kiya hoga jiske chalte wo mujhse har maamle me bhaari hi padega iske bavjood maine ye soch kar use mauka diya ki uske man me kisi baat ka malaal na rahe. Dusri baat ye bhi thi ki main usse mukaabla kar ke khud ko bhi aajmana chaahta tha. Main dekhna chaahta tha ki in bees saalo me mere andar lohe ki tarah jang to nahi lag gaya hai?
"Is awsar ko gawana mat shekhar." Ridhima ne cheekhte huye maano shekhar ko sachet kiya aur sath hi uska hausla badhaya_____"Is khatarnaak aadmi ko jaan se maar daalo warna ye hame zinda nahi chhodega aur hame hi kya balki hamare ghar pariwar ke baaki logo ko bhi zinda nahi chhodega. Is liye ise khatm kar do."
"Shabaash." Maine ridhima ki taraf dekhte huye use shabaashi di_____"Namardo ko kisi aurat ke mukh se aisi hi baato ko sun kar hausla milta hai." Kahne ke sath hi main shekhar se mukhaatib hua_____"Sun liya na tune apni raand ki baato ko. Ab agar uske kahne se tere andar mardaangi jaag uthi ho to shuru ho ja."
"Bahut badi galti kar di hai tune vikram." Shekhar ne gusse se gurrate huye kaha____"Tujhe is tarah ka awsar nahi dena chahiye tha mujhe par shayad isme tera dosh nahi hai. Asal me insaan ka over confidence hi usse aisi cheeze karwata hai. Tera ye over confidence ab tujhe kisi keemat par mujhse bacha nahi sakega."
"Bhaunk mat, awsar mila hai to ab kuch kar ke dikha." Maine use aur bhi zyada gussa dilane ki garaj se kaha____"Waise bhi teri raand ne tujhme hausla bhara hai to uski ummido par khara utarne ki jimmedari bhi hai tere upar."
"Bahut zyada bolta hai haramzaade." Gusse me tilmilaya shekhar bijli ki tarah mujh par jhapta. Main khud ko laparwaah bhale hi show kar raha tha lekin andar se main puri tarah shatark tha.
Shekhar jaise hi bijli ki tarah jhapat kar mere kareeb aaya to maine apni jagah par ghoom kar ek back kick uske chehre par jama di jisse wo uchhal kar door ja gira. Use shayad mujhse aise kisi kartab ki ummid nahi thi aur use hi kya mujhe khud bhi ummid nahi thi. Aisa nahi tha ki mujhe ye sab aata nahi tha lekin bees saalo ke lambe samay me maine ye sab nahi kiya tha. Ek tarah se ye kaha jaye to galat na hoga ki main ye sab bhool hi gaya tha magar kahte hain na ki hathiyaar chalane wala apne hathiyaar bhale hi tyaag deta hai lekin wo unhe chalana kabhi nahi bhoolta. Kadaachit aisi hi baat mere andar bhi thi. Khair jo bhi tha par is kartab ke baad main apne andar ek alag hi khushi aur energy ko mahsoos karne laga tha.
Shekhar farsh se jaldi hi uth kar khada hua aur is baar usne jaldbaazi nahi dikhaayi. Shayad wo bhi samajh gaya tha ki main bhi koi maamuli khiladi nahi tha jise wo palak jhapakte hi mitti me mila dega. Ek taraf jaha ab wo puri tarah se satark nazar aane laga tha wahi dusri taraf main ab bhi puri tarah se laparwaah show kar raha tha. Main chaahta tha ki wo mujhe kachha khilaadi ke sath sath laparwaah hi samjhe aur fir jo kare uska main sateek jawaab de saku.
"Kya hua ek hi kick me tere andar se teri is raand ke dwara diya gaya hausla chhu mantar ho gaya?" Maine use gussa dilaane ki garaj se kaha____"Ya fir aisa hai ki tu waakayi me hi mard nahi balki ek hijda hai."
"Apni zubaan ko lagaam de vikram." Shekhar gusse me buri tarah tilmilate huye cheekha____"Warna kasam paida karne wale ki tera wo haal karuga ki tu dubara janm lene se bhi inkaar kar dega."
"Abe hatt gaandu." Maine use aur bhadkaya____"Tere jaise gaanduo me wo dam hi nahi hai jo mere jaise asli mard ka saamna kar sake. Mujhe samajh me hi nahi aata ki tere jaise log khud ko mard kyo samajhte hain? Bhala ye kis tarah ke mard hain jo khud ki aur apni bahuo ki raksha hi nahi kar sakte. Hahahaha kitni maze ki baat hai ki itni security ke bavjood maine tere jaise hijde ko aur teri is raand ko apna shikaar bana liya. Kya abhi bhi tu samajhta hai ki tere jaisa hijda ek mard hai?"
Meri baat sun kar shekhar is kadar tilmilaya ki wo apna aapa hi kho baitha. Gusse me bhannaya hua wo ek baar fir se meri taraf jhapta aur main jo ki chaahta hi yahi tha ki wo aisa hi kare, maine ek baar fir se wahi daav dohra diya. Wo jaise hi mere kareeb pahucha to ek baar fir se maine aisa back kick maara ki wo pahle se kahi zyada door uchhal kar gira. Uske jabde se khoon bahne laga tha. Ek hath se apne us jabde ko sahlaate huye wo fir se utha. Meri taraf jab usne dekha to main aise andaaz me muskuraya ki wo ek baar fir se tilmila utha.
"Mujhe nahi pata tha ki cms jaisi sanstha ne tere jaise hijdo ki fauj bana rakhi hai." Maine use gussa dilane ke liye fir se ek naya dose dena shuru kiya____"Aur itna hi nahi teri is raand jaisi randiyo ko bhi apne hamaam me panaah de rakhi hai. Mujhe samajh me nahi aata ki is raand me aisa kya dekh liya tha sanstha ne jo ise apni sanstha me bharti kar liya tha. Sach kahu to main to aisi randiyo par thookna bhi pasand na karu."
"Bhosdiwale." Shekhar is kadar meri baato se bhannaya ki usne ek baar fir se mujh par jhapatne ki galti kar di.
Wo jaise hi mere kareeb aaya to maine pahle ki hi bhaanti ghoom kar use kick maarni chaahi lekin is baar main maat kha gaya aur agle hi pal main pichhwade ke bal farsh par aise gira ki is baar mere halak se dard bhari cheekh nikal gayi. Shekhar shayad samajh gaya tha ki is baar bhi uske jhapatne par main wahi daav prayog karuga is liye jab maine ghoom kar use back kick maari to wo furti se jhuk gaya tha aur mere waar se bachne ke sath hi usne apni ek taang chala kar meri us taang me jama di thi jis akeli taang ke sahare main farsh par jama khada tha. Natija us akeli taang ke zameen se hatte hi main pichhwade ke bal farsh par ja gira tha aur mere halak se dard bhari cheekh nikal gayi thi.
Abhi main samhla bhi nahi tha ki shekhar ne mujhe laat aur ghoonso par dhar liya. Usne mujhe samhalne ka mauka hi nahi diya. Hall me meri dard bhari cheekhe goojne lagi thi. Udhar shekhar mujh par apni saari bhadaas nikaalne par tula hua tha. Mujhe is tarah se pitta dekh Ridhima bahut khush ho rahi thi aur zor zor se chillate huye shekhar se kah rahi thi ki aise hi is kamine ko maaro shekhar, ise itna maaro ki iski jaan hi nikal jaye.
Shekhar mujhse zyada anubhavi tha is maamle me aur shayad taakatwar bhi kyoki usne meri tarah bees saalo tak jail me koi kast ya koi yaatnaaye nahi sahi thi. Meri haalat kuch hi der me aisi ho gayi ki mujhe mahsoos hua ki agar main isi tarah shekhar se pitta raha to jaldi hi behosh ho jaaunga. Mere behosh ho jane ka matlab tha sab kuch khatm ho jana joki main kisi bhi keemat par nahi chaahta tha.
Shekhar mujhe peette peette shayad thak gaya tha. Meri tarah wo bhi bayalees saal ki umar se guzar raha tha. Mana ki achha khana pina aur achhe rahan sahan ki vajah se wo mujhse zyada jawaan nazar aa raha tha lekin iske bavjood umar ka prabhaav apna asar dikhane se nahi chookta. Shekhar thak kar dhima pada to maano mujhe mauka mil gaya aur maine us mauke ko bilkul bhi gawana uchit nahi samjha. Maine lete lete hi ek zor ka punch uski naak me jad diya jiske chalte uski ghuti ghuti cheekh nikal gayi aur uski naak se khoon bahne laga. Wo apni naak pakad kar door hat gaya tha. Pitne ki vajah se dard to bahut ho raha tha mujhe lekin is wakt mujhe apne dard ki parwaah nahi karni thi warna ye mere liye hi bhaari padta. Is liye dard ko badi mushkil se sahte huye main utha aur fir shekhar par laat ghoose barsaane ka kaam shuru kar diya. Iske pahle jaha hall me meri cheekhe goonj rahi thi wahi ab shekhar dard se cheekh raha tha. Ridhima ki khushi palak jhapakte hi gayab ho gayi thi aur ab wo dukhi aur sahmi si nazar aane lagi thi.
Shekhar ko maine zara bhi samhalne ka mauk nahi diya. Halaaki ek do baar usne meri taang pakad kar farsh par gira bhi diya tha lekin main ab dubara usse pittne ki naubat nahi aane dena chaahta tha is liye dard ko sahte huye main fauran hi uth kar uski dhunaayi karne lag jata tha. Jaldi hi shekhar ki haalat kharaab ho gayi aur wo adhamara sa nazar aane laga. Jab maine dekha ki ab wo kuch bhi karne ke kaabil nahi rah gaya hai to maine bhi use maarna band kar diya.
"Kya hua itne me hi hijde ki hekdi nikal gayi?" Main uske kareeb hi ukdu baith kar haafte huye usse bola_____"Lagta hai teri raand ke dwara mile hausle me wo baat hi nahi thi ki tujhe hijde se sachcha mard bana sake."
"Apni ye behuda bakwas band kar aur jaan se maar de mujhe." Shekhar ne us haalat me bhi gusse se tilmilate huye kaha____"Lekin haan, yaad rakhna jis din tu Sanjay uncle ke hath laga us din kutte ki maut marega tu."
"Ab ye to aane wala wakt hi batayega beta." Maine kaha____"Ki kutte ki maut marna kiske naseeb me likha hai. Waise teri jankaari ke liye bata du ki hotel desire ke kamre me jo rasleela tum dono ne ki hai uska full video mere mobile me maujood hai. Zara soch is tarah ki video me kitni taakat hoti hai. Wo badi se badi hasti ko bhi ghutne tekne par majboor kar deti hai, jaise tune mere saamne apne ghutne tek diye hain. Tum dono ke jane ke baad us video ke dwara hi main agla shikaar karuga."
Shekhar meri baate sun kar man masos kar rah gaya. Shayad wo samajh gaya tha ki meri baato me ek kadwi sachchaayi thi jise duniya ka koi bhi shakhs nakaar nahi sakta tha.
"Tere aaka log chaahe jitni badi power aur pahuch ka stemaal kar le ya fir chaahe jitni zyada security ke beech me khud ko kaid kar le." Maine jandaar muskaan ke sath kaha____"Magar mere dwara shikaar hone se unhe duniya ki koi taakat nahi bacha sakti. Main ek ek kar ke un sabko upar bhej doonga jo mere aur mere maa baap ke gunahgaar hain aur sath hi jinka sambandh cms jaisi ghatiya sanstha se hai. Khair baate bahut ho gayi pyaare, ab tum dono ka upar jane ka time aa gaya hai. Alvida meri jaan."
Maine apni coat se khanzar nikala aur isse pahle ki shekhar kuch kar pata ya kuch bol pata maine uske gale ko ek jhatke me cheer diya. Palak jhapakte hi uske gale se khoon ki moti pichkaari foot padi aur uska jism jal bin machhli ki tarah tadapne laga. Mere dekhte hi dekhte kuch hi der me uske jism se jaan juda ho gayi.
Shekhar ke shaant padte hi main ek jhatke se utha aur palat kar ridhima ki taraf dekha. Mujhe apni taraf dekhte hi Ridhima ka maare dar se ek baar fir se moot nikal gaya. Saala ye kya chutiyapa tha? Kya main itna khaufnaak dikhta tha ki mere khauf se kisi ka moot hi nikal jaaye?
"Pl...please mujhe kuch mat karna." Fir wo badi mushkil se khaufzada ho kar boli_____"Maine bhala aapke sath kya bura kiya hai jiske liye mujhe aapke kahar ka shikaar hona pade?"
"Kamaal hai." Maine uske kareeb pahuchte hi uske gore gore gaal par khoon lage khanzar ko touch karte huye kaha____"Tu to is tarah rang badal leti hai ki tere aage girgit ki bhi koi aukaat nahi hai. Abhi kuch hi der pahle tu apne hijde mashook ka hausla badhate huye ye kah rahi thi ki wo mujhe jaan se maar daale aur ab ye kah rahi hai ki tune mere sath bhala aisa kya bura kiya hai jiske liye tujhe mere kahar ka shikaar hona pade...haan?"
"Mu...mujhse galti ho gayi hai maaf kar dijiye please." Ridhima thar thar kaampte huye vinti karte huye ro hi padi_____"Aainda aapke bare me kabhi bhool se bhi aisa nahi sochugi. Please mere sath kuch mat kijiye. Mere bachche anaath ho jaayenge."
"Tere bachcho ko tujh jaisi giri huyi maa ki zarurat bhi nahi hai." Maine khanzar ko uske gaal se sarkaate huye uske gale par laga diya_____"Aur na hi unhe aise baap ki zarurat hai jo unhe ek achha insaan nahi bana sakte aur jo aane wale bhavishya me unhe bhi apne jaisa bana dena chaahte hain."
"Nahi nahi please aisa mat kijiye." Ridhima ka bacha kucha moot bhi nikal gaya. Wo rassiyo se bandhi thi warna wo yakeenan mere pairo par lot jaati aur mujhse raham ki bheekh maagne lagti.
"Alvida meri jaan." Maine sard lahje me kaha_____"Mera wada hai tujhse ki bahut jald tere pati ko bhi tere paas bhej doonga...alvida dear."
Aur khanzar uske gale par chal gaya. Uske gale se khoon ka tez fubbara foota. Main kyoki uske saamne hi khada tha is liye uske khoon ke chheete meri coat par bhi aa gire the. Main fauran hi usse door hat gaya tha. Ridhima jal bin machhli ki tarah kuch der tadpi aur fir wo bhi duniya se rukhsat ho kar shaant pad gayi. Ridhima ne mera coat kharaab kar diya tha. Khoon me nahaye aise coat ko pahan kar main baahar nahi ja sakta tha is liye main palat kar apne thaile ke paas gaya aur usme se sharaab ki bottle nikaali.
Coat ko utaar kar maine farsh par fenka aur fir usme sharaab daal kar maachis dwara usme aag laga di. Coat mota tha aur maine jaldi utaar bhi diya tha is liye khoon meri shirt par nahi lag paya tha joki mere liye achhi baat thi. Khair coat jalane ke baad main ek baar fir se apne thaile ke paas gaya aur usme se ek mota wala tape nikala. Tape ka ek tukda kaat kar maine shekhar ke gale par chipkaya jisse uske gale se khoon ka bahna band ho gaya aur fir ek tukda ridhima ke gale par bhi chipka diya.
Sab kuch finish karne ke baad main araam se ek jagah ja kar baith gaya aur khud ko saaf karne laga. Mere paas samay ki kami nahi thi. Waise bhi din ke ujaale me main do do laasho ko le kar kahi nahi ja sakta tha is liye main araam se shaam ke ghir jane ka intzaar karne laga taaki raat ke andhere me main un dono ko kahi par lawarish ki tarah fenk saku.
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