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Adultery Lust " Kimat " Love [completed]

Update - 100

Mein subh jaldi nikla, man to nahi tha office jane ka lekin office se chutti milne se rahi thi isliye jaldi uth kar mein pehle akansha se milna chahta tha, isliye jo mein kar sakta tha vo kar raha tha. Theek 8 baje mein uske hotel ja pahuncha tha jahan vo tehri thi, 10 baje mere office pahunchne ka time tha, 20 min late hi sahi itna chalta hai ye janta tha aur yahan se mera office ka rasta adha ghanta yani abhi mere pas 2 ghante to the hi. Mein reception par pahuncha, uska room no. pucha jo kal raat puchna chahie tha, balki mein itna bevkuf hun ki mein usko room tak chhodne nhi gaya kuch jada hi khush ho gaya tha shayad mein vaise bhi kya karna chahie aur kya nahi ye sab mujhe abhi pata hi nahi tha.

Mene room ki bell bajai, mein janta tha vo so rahi hogi, 2-3 bar bell bajane ke baad room khula. Akansha ke vo bikhre hue baal, chehre par nind aur uska night suit man to yahi kia ki abhi galle laga lu par apne emotions par kabu kar liya, naya naya pyar aur uska utawlapan sala maza hi kuch aur hai iska to.. sach mein uchal raha tha kuch dil mein....

" good morning.. " battisi dikhate hue mein bola. Vo ek dum nind se jagi aur usne mujhe dhayan se dekha.

" ankit... morning.. " uske chehre par smile aa gayi, kasam se ek pal uske chehre ko niharta raha, sach.. agar aisi morning roz mile to mein zindagi bhar use pehle uthne ko ready hun. " par tum yahan ? kya time hua hai ? " vo ek dum hosh mein ayi.

" 8 baje hai abhi.. "

" ohh i thought mein jada so gayi " usne apne baal piche karte hue kaha. " i am so sorry.. come in.. " vo apni jagah se hati aur mein andar aa gaya. Andar akar jab mein piche ghuma to akansha room band karte hue mere pas ayi aur mere gale lag gayi. Meri to hearbeat aisi badi jaise kisi ne current ki nangi taar sidhe dil mein ghusa di ho. Mujhe samajh nahi aya ki mein vapis use hug back karun ya nahi, mere hath bich mein hi ruke the, aisa nahi tha ki mene aaj se pehle use hug nahi kiya tha par ye warmness, ye closeness... ya yun kahun .. ye gudgudi aaj tak nahi hui thi.. sahi mein aisa lag raha tha jaise ye kudrat ka vo takya hai jise lapet kar mein zindagi bhar sota rahun aur kabhi uthun hi nahi...

Vo mujhse alag hui aur mere chehre ko ghurti rahi jo kahin aur khoya hua tha, " kya hua mr. thinker " uski awaz se mein hosh mein aya.

" nahi .. kuch nahi.. how was the night ? " mene apne uthe hath niche kar liye, vo meri is halat ko samajh kar andar hi andar muskura rahi thi aur vo uske chehre par tha.

" it was good, relaxed and... " vo jakar bed par baith gayi aur mein uske bagal mein jaa baitha.

" and ? " vo kuch kehna cha rahi thi par keh nhi paa rahi thi, ek chiz jo mene abhi tak akansha ke sath reh kar sikhi thi vo thi care.. Mene uska hath apne hath mein liya.

" something is bothering you ? "

" no.. " usne apna chehra utha kar meri taraf dekha, uske chehre ka glow ankhon se utar kar dil mein chap gaya tha kasam se.. kabhi kabhi insan itna khubsurat lagta hai ki us uppar wale ko shukria kehne ka dil karta hai ki usne insan banaya hai....

" then ? " mere puchne par vo kuch nahi boli aur apna sar mere kandhe par rakh lia aur mere hath par apne hath majbut kar liye. Sukun shanti.. apnapan.. iske alawa dunia bekar hai.. ye insan mere andar aise bas gaya tha jo meri ruh tak fail gaya tha, sach itna pyar kar baitha tha mein ise....

Akansha ke chehre par bal aa gira to mene use utha kar piche kar dia aur phir uska chehra utha kar apni taraf kiya aur pucha " kya hua madam "

" believe nahi ho raha " vo boli.

" kya ? " mein samajh to gaya tha lekin uske muh se sunna chahta tha, yahi to khushi hai pyar mein... jahan apko pata hai ki samne wala kya kehna chahta hai phir bhi aap bache ki tarah anjan bante hain aur uske muh se sunna chahte the.. sach bachpan aur pyar mein koi farak nahi, salle dono hi kabhi bade nahi hote...

" ki ... "

" ki mujh jaisa ladka tumhe kaise mil gaya ? "

" smart, dashing, intelligent.. hai na ? " mene mazak kiya, kya karun adat se majbur, ruka nahi gaya , vo meri baat sun kar muskura di. Joker banna pasand tha zindagi bhar, is chehre par muskan ko lane ke liye.

" u know "

" hmm "

" lucky mein hun.. ki mujhe tum mili, har bar yahi sochta tha ki mujhe aaj tak kuch nahi mila, par ab jab mila to usne zindagi bhar ki kasar puri kar di, ab kuch chahie bhi nahi zindagi mein.. sab kuch mil gaya mujhe " mein kuch jada bol gaya, na jane kaise... par ye mein nahi sala dil bol raha tha, jaban uska sath de rahi thi, galla in dono ke barabar ki madad kar raha tha, kul mila kar sab salle mile hue the...

" kisi ko life mein itni importance mat do ankit ki uske jane ki takleef bardasht na ho " akansha chutte hi boli, ek pal ke liye mujhe uski baat pasand nahi ayi par jaldi hi samajh gaya ki usne aisa kyun kaha. Uske kehte hi mene use apna hath chudaya aur usko cuddle karte hue bola.

" jaa kar dikhao... bhoot ban kar sayein ki tarah chipka rahunga.. " mene hanste hue jawab dia jise sun kar vo hans di.

" samajh nahi ata... ki tum aise khush kaise ho jate ho achanak se... iti badi baat ko itna simple kaise bana lete ho.. "

" kyun ki meri khushi mere sath baithi hai.. aur jab khushi tumhare sath hi ho to kaun bhala khush nahi rahega.. " mera andaz bada hi alag tha kehne ka, ye sun kar vo dhire dhire phir se mere galle lag gayi aur kuch der aise hi rahi aur is baar mene bhi pura respond kiya, sach night suit mein bhi aisa lag raha tha jaise andar tak chu liya ho mene use.

" bas don't ever leave me again like you did "

" promise "

" but ek baat puchun ? " vo mujhse alag hui.

" hmm "

" tumhari nosy itni red kyun ho jati hai ? " ek pal baad dono khub hanse.

" office nahi jana ? "

" jana hai yar and sorry.. mein tumhare sath aaj ka tym spend nahi kar paunga.."

" i know, thank you.. "

" kisliye ? "

" mujhe milne ke liye "

" bore to nahi ho jaogi na mujhse ? "

" hattt.... " vo bed se khade hote hue boli. " lunch nahi sahi par breakfast ? "

" bilkul ji "

" ok, tum bas 5 minute do mein fresh hokar ati hai, tum tab tak breakfast ka order de do "

" 5 minute matlab 5 minute na.. 25 minute to nahi na ? "

" hehehe very funny ? " uski is chide hue expression dekh kar bahut hansi ayi. Vo to washroom mein chali gayi, par... remember usne kuch der pehle kaha tha ki believe nahi ho raha ? sawal to uska tha par sach believe nahi ho raha tha ki ye sach hai.... abhi wala.. jo ho raha tha... adhe ghante ka samay beet gaya sala pata hi nahi chala... ye acha waqt yun hi kaise beet jata hai ? isme koi time please ka option nahi hota kya ?
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" what ? " naha kar jab akansha bahar ayi to ek pal mein use dekhta raha, phir apni nazre jhuka li, aisa to mein kabhi nahi tha hain na ? mein to mauke dhundta tha kab aisa pal mujhe koi de de aur mein lut lun usee... kya laga tha mujhe nhi pata chalega ki mein kab itna badal gaya ? apne aap ko bhul gaya apne kal ko bhul gaya ? bhula kuch nahi hun... par agar koi ek insan ko badal sakta hai to vo ek insan hi hota hai ab vo badlta kaise hai ye bhi insan par hi nirbhar karta hai..

" breakfast oder nahi kia ? "

" nahi "

" why ? "

" kyun ki mein tumhe breakfast yahan nahi balki bahar se karunga.. delhi aai ho to kam se kam yahan ka swad to chak lo .. "

" hmm... jaisa aap kahe mr. " uske baad hum dono bahar gaye aur mene use paranthe khilaye.. mashur to nahi par han badia.. ye sab mene pune mein bahut miss kia, do hi to mashur chiz hai yahan ki ek to laundia dusra yahan ka khana pina... . Bade hi yadgar pal the ye mere liye, par mein janta tha jaise jaise ye waqt aage badh raha hai vaise vaise jane ka pal najdeek aa raha hai. Mein hotel tak vapis aya, uske sath uske room tak gaya, aisa nahi tha ki mujhe jaldi thi jane ki lekin jab vo room khol kar andar gayi, mujhse andar nahi jaya gaya. Na jane kyun par andar vapis jane ki himmat nahi hui. Vo shayad samajh gayi thi isliye khud andar ghuste hi jab use mehsus nahi hua ki mein andar nahi aa raha vo ghumi aur vahin deewar ke sahare khadi ho gayi.

Ek pal hum dono ek dusre ko dekhte rahe, kya bolna hai isliye nahi balki isliye ki kaise bolein... Kisi ko pane ke liye jitna mushkil hota hai use kuch kehna use jada mushkil kisi ko alvida kehna hota hai...

" i think i have to leave.. " kehna bahut kuch chahta tha par wahi hai ki kaha mene kuch aur hi.. pata nahi kyun par lafzon se jana hi likha. Usne halki muskan ke sath ek pal apni nazre jhukai.

" will you be alright.. " usne meri ankhon mein dalte hue pucha. Nahi.. blkl nahi.. man ne kaha to par jazbat itne the ki ek pal ke liye mujhe use nazre hatani padi. Phir uske thoda najdeek jakar uske galon par halki si ungli firate hue han mein sar hila dia, pata nahi mene aisa kyun kiya.. par use aise chune ka dil kar raha tha. Usne meri ungli ke sparsh se apni ankhein band kar li aur mera hath pakad liya.

" juth bhi nahi bolne ata tumhe dhang se .... "

" kuch kehna hai to bolo ? " usne meri taraf dekhte hue kaha. Vo samne se keh rahi thi aur mein bevkuf kuch keh nahi paa raha tha.

" don't miss me too much... " mein hansa to par ankhon se nahi sirf shabdon se hi, vo fauran mere galle lag gayi aur is baar mujhe sochne ki jarurat nahi padi hathon ne khud ba khud use behad tight jod lia khud se. Kuch der baad jab use alag kiya jiska ek pal bhi man nahi tha sahi keh raha hun to uski naak phir lal thi, jise dekh mein hans dia.

" i m gonna miss this... this.. " mene uske chehre ki har tarf apni ungli rakhi aur phir dil ki aur ishara kiya... " and this too... "

" why you love me so much ? " usne aise sawal kiya jaise use mera pyar karna pasand na ho, par kya farak padta hai mujhe is baat se.. mein to karta hi hun na aur isme mujhe accept karne mein koi sharam nahi. Mene bas apne kandhe utha die aur samjha dia use ki mujhe nahi pata.
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Mein janta tha vo mera intezar karegi, akansha airport ke entrance par thi aur nazar uski samne nahi thi jabki kisi ka intezar kar rahi thi, jaise jaise queue aage badh rahi thi uski ankhon se umeed jaa rahi thi, bich bich mein vo apne phone ko dekhti, bechaini uske chehre par thi aur waqt hath se nikalta ja raha tha. Jab use uski ticket aur Id mangi to use vo pehle dia gaya nahi ek bar usne phir piche dekha lekin use vo chehra nahi dikha, usne lambi sans chhodi aur akhir vo andar pahunch gayi. Andar ghuste hi usne apna phone bag mein dalne ki sochi ki tabhi vo bajne laga..

" expectation ha... " uske phone uthate hi mein bola.

" ankit... " vo palti lekin ab bahar nahi jaa sakti thi. Kanch ke bade si deewar thi aur mein use bhi dur khada tha lekin hum dono ek dusre ko dekh paa rahe the. " why ? tum to jante the na mein kab jaa rahi hun "

" bilkul.. tabhi to tumhare chehre ki pareshani pichle 20 minute se dekh raha hun "

" tum bahut bure ho "

" tumne chuna hi insan bura hai.. " mein muskura dia, par uske chehre par muskan kahin nahi thi.

" tumne aisa kyun kia ? kyun nahi mile ? " vo ache se janti thi delhi airport par entry nahi kar sakte non-traveller.

" aise hi... " mere pas koi jawab nahi tha, shayad tha bhi to kehne ke liye nahi mil raha tha.

" i hate you ... " vo shayad rone wali thi.

" don't ... mein bina bataye ja sakta tha lekin use tumhe bahut bura lagta aur milta to shayad tum ja nahi pati.. isliye jo ho raha hai vo best hai akansha "

" no.. you have to be here.. pas to aa jao "

" nahi.. "

" why ? "

" to mein tumhe jane nahi dunga.. "

" ankit mujhe samajh nahi aa raha ki mein ... "

" don't worry akansha " mein samajh gaya ki vo kya kehna chahti thi. " mein tumhe nahi chhod raha aur na hi tum mujhe.. to phir kyun darna.. dur ho rahe hain alag thodi... hai na ? " mein use samjha raha tha jabki uska jana mujhse bardasht nahi ho raha tha.

" aisa kyun lag raha hai abhi abhi mile the aur itni jaldi dur ho gaye hum.. "

" tumhe kaise pata ? "

" kya ? "

" mein yahi soch raha tha.. " mene fauran kaha, meri baat sun kar usne apna hath kanch par rakh dia. Dur se mein dekh paa raha tha ki uski ankhein bhar ayi hai.

" go akansha.. now just turn and go.. "

" bhag jao ab.. varna pitai kar dunga.. " mein kehte hue hansa aur apni sans control ki vo meri baat sun kar hansi to par uski ankh se ansu utar aya. Vo ghum gayi, shayad un ansu ko chupana chahti thi.

" akansha... "

" hmm.. "

" tum bahut cute ho... bas ab jao.. bye.. " kehte hue mene phone cut kar dia aur jaldi si ankh saaf karke vahan se hat gaya.

" helo.. ankit... " jaise hi use mehsus hua vo fauran ghumi par nazar ke aage vo nahi tha jo hona chahie tha. Usne phone milaya lekin vo mene uthaya hi nahi. Ye pal dono ke liye akele rehna jaruri tha, adapt karna jaruri tha, varna jo pyar abhi shuru hua hai usme duri khal rahi thi, use bhi mujhe bhi.. Dono ka yun emotional hona bahut ajeeb tha, par jab mein vapis aa raha tha tab mujhe ek baat mehsus hui ki vo ajeeb nahi tha balki dil se hua ek sacha pyar tha, jiske dur hone par use bas bura lag raha tha. Tabhi na vo milna chahta tha aur na hi bina mile reh pa raha tha.

Mein janta tha ki uski flight land hone wali hai aur ek ajeeb si kashm-kash thi dil mein ki kaise baat karun, use bura laga hoga.. mene jaise use bheja usme.. par mein kaise samjhau use ki aisa karna jaruri tha.. kuch der is halchal se nipatni ki kosish mein waqt beet gaya aur mujhe yaad aya ki uski flight land hue 10 minute nikal chuke hain. Mene phone kia... ring jati rahi.. jati rahi... jaise jaise ring bajne ka waqt badh raha tha meri heartbeat badh rahi thi, mein samajh gaya ki use bura lag gaya hai isliye vo answer nahi kar rahi .. phone bas katne ki wala tha ki finally vo answer hua..

" pahunch gayi ? "

" hmm.. just on time you called.. can i call you back ? "

" han bilkul.. " phone cut hua to mujhe laga jaise ho gaya sab khatam.. Adha ghanta phone ki taraf dekhta raha ki phone ayega.. ayega.. ayega.. par vo bajne ka naam nahi le raha tha, mein soch raha tha khud karun ya nahi.. vo bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha... par tabhi phone bja...aur meri jan mein jaan ayi.

" sorry luggage lene mein time lag gaya, just in taxi now "

" hmm.. i thought.. "

" you thought ki mein phone nahi karungi, naraz hongi right ? "

" hmm.. "

" itna sab kuch kyun soch lete ho tum "

" i am sorry akansha.. but that was.. "

" don't be i know.. mein bas ... " vo ek pal chup hui... " bas ek baar chuna chahti thi .. taki lage na ki ye sab dream hai.. "

" dream nahi hai.. bilkul nahi hai.. aur agar hai to mein kabhi is nind se jagne nahi dunga ... "

" kaha se latte ho itni achi batein ? "

" lane ki jarurat nahi padti.. jab bhi tumhare bare mein sochta hun bas nikalta khud se yahi hai "

" bas ek dikkat hai.. " mein bola.

" kya ? "

" ab tumhe mujhe dantne ke liye roz phone karna padega.. "

" idiot.. " uski hansi sun kar muskura pada. Dar lagta hai pata nahi kyun, jabki itni technology ke baad hum alag kahan reh patte hain kisi se... par phir bhi vo touch.. vo feel.. vo hath pakdna.. vo ek chota sa hug hi.. use to hum mehsus nahi kar patte. Akansha nahi balki mein to bilkul naya tha in sab mein, jaldi hyper hota tha, jada sochta tha, ek din ki baat hai 5 bar phone karne ke baad bhi usne nahi uthaya to mein pata nahi kya kya soch baitha jabki reason tha ki vo phone ghar chhod gayi thi market jane se pehle.. isi baat ka dar tha mujhe uske dur hone par, mene use bhi ye baat batai, kyun ki mein soch kar bas khud tak ise rakhna nahi chahta tha.. Vo meri halat to samajh rahi thi aur samjha bhi rahi thi lekin mein kabhi kabhi jada hi over-react kar deta jis chakar mein kabhi unchi awaz mein use baat bhi ho jati. Complexity dimag mein bahut jada badh rahi thi samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya kar raha hun kabhi kabhi.. phir ek din...

" ankit.. "

" i am so sorry akansha.. i just.. samajh nahi ata kyun aisa react karta hun mein.. shayad tumse itna dur hun isliye "

" kisne kaha dur ho.. dekho samne to ho.. " usne apni smile dikhate hue kaha. Mein ek pal ke liye shant hua par uski baat sahi thi, hum dono aksar video conference ke through ek dusre ko dekh lete the.. par baat to wahi thi ki vo feel missing thi...

" look... i know.. tum kya miss kar rahe ho.. aur sahi kahun to mein bhi wahi miss kar rahi hun.. chalo ek kaam karte hain.. "

" kya ? "

" hath rakho screen par.. "

" kyun ? "

" do na.. " uske kehne par mene rakh dia aur phirusne bhi vaisa hi kia, " ab ankhein band karke bas ye socho ki mein yahi hun tumhare sath..meri awaz to tumhre kano mei hai.. tumhra hath mere hath mein.. jab jab tum mujhe sochoge tab tab hawa tumhre chehre ko chuegi.. " ye sab juth tha mein janta tha par uske bolne par sab mehsus ho raha tha, shayad isliye bhi kyun ki aaj se pehle uske muh se aisa mene suna tha hi nahi tha.

" feel better ? "

" much better " mein hanste hue bola.

" see.. Akansha the love therapist ka kamal.. next time appointment leni padegi Mr. aur is baar ki fees ? "

" hahaha.. kya lengi fees mein.. "

" Yahi smile.. hamesha.. " uske chehre ko dekh kar na jane kyun man mein ek khayal aya aur vo is waqt kyun aya keh nahi sakta.. par aya..

" akansha mujhe tumhe kuch batana hai "

" hmm... bolo.. " mein kuch sochta use pehle uska phone bajne laga, " ankit is it urgent ? " usne phone ke baad mujhse pucha.

" nahi... itna bhi nahi..

" ohk then my love.. shall your lady leaves... "

" hahaha.. yes she can... " uski inhi harkaton ne to dil jeet rakha tha.

" i'll text you babye... " har bar ki tarah usne ek pyari si kiss di aur mein bas use dekh kar muskurata aur call disconnect ho gaya.

Sab kuch normal chal raha tha, mein akansha ko samjhne laga, vo mujhe.. dono ek dusre ko time de pate kabhi kabhi nahi bhi de pate.. kai bar meri taraf se hi hota tha, meri adat thi jab jada thak jata to baat karna pasand nahi karta tha, akansha ko bura laga jo aam baat thi par dhire dhire use bhi samajh ane lagi meri adat . Kareeb 5 mahine yun hi beete, milnege.. har hafte yahi kehte the lekin dono itne uljhe the is kaam ki bhag daud mein ki waqt nikalta jaa raha tha. Us raat ki baat hai, jab hamari kuch batein fantasies par chal rahi thi aur pahunchte hue vo fantasies kuch jada gehra gayi.. phone par dono whtsapp par the..

" acha to janab ki fantasies itni uppar hai.. "

" use bhi jada uppar.. "

" hehehe.. ise aage mat kehna... "

" nahi.. kahunga nahi.. tumhe mehsus karwaunga.. "

" acha vo kaise.. "

" mere honth tumhare chehre ko chu rahe hain bas vo honth is waqt tumhari ungliyan hai jo tum apne chehre par faira rahi ho.. "
 
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" aur.. "

" jaise hawa tumhe chu rahi hai vaise hi mein tumhare badan ko chune ki kosish karunga.... tumhari ankhein... honth.. tumhare hath... ungliyan... "

" ankit.. "

" hmm "

" bass.... "

" kuch galat kiya mene ? " ye message likh kar mene send nahi kia, kyun ki ek pal ke liye mujhe laga jaise mein kuch jada aage nikal gaya par sahi mayine mein meri intension bahut pure thi, pehli baar is feel ko dil mein mehsus kar raha tha, kuch soch kar mene message send kar dia.

" no idiot... its just... "

" ? "

" i missed you so much right now... and if we continue i know where it will end.. "

" hmm "

" ankit mein kuch kahun ? "

" bilkul "

" i just don't want ki hamare bich physical touch ko lekar koi bhi problem ho .. do you know na ki mein kya kehna cha rahi hun "

" akansha.. " ye ladki bhi na " tum ho na sath mein.. bas hath thame rakhna use jada touch ki filal jarurat nahi padegi mujhe.. "

" what do you mean by filal ? "

" filal matlab abhi ke lie "

" to baad mein Mr. ? "

" baad mein to hoga na... "

" shut up idiot... hehehehe.... "

" "

" i am sorry "

" ye kis khushi mein ? "

" itna acha tumhara mood mene spoil kar dia.. "

" pagalu.. "

" tumhare sath bitaya koi pal spoil nahi ho sakta.. chahe vo jaisa ho.. "

" "

Vo raat sine mein bas gayi thi, jada kuch hua nahi tha par jo hua uska har moment dil se hi nikal raha tha, us raat samajh aya ki pyar mein physical hone ki koi talab nahi hoti, sach kaha hai kisi ne ... ek bar dil pyar se bhar jaye uske baad use kisi chiz ki bhuk nahi hoti...

Ek sham mein office mein baitha tha, garmiya aa chuki thi, mein kam nipta kar thoda google par news padh raha tha tabhi akansha ka phone baja, kareeb 6 baje the ..

" han ji ... aaj jaldi off ho gaya... " mene phone uthati hi kaha.

" ankit.. " par uski awaz mein kuch aur tha.

" something is not right.. tum aa jao.. plz.. " vo behad dari hui thi. Mein fauran apni jagah se khada hua.

" akansha... kahan ho tum "

" plz.. mujhe bahut dar lag raha hai "

" tum ho kahan ? " mein fauran office se bahar nikla, kyun par nahi janta tha aisa laga jaise bahar nikalte hi mein uske pass pahunch jaunga.. aur sahi mein us pal yahi laga jaise mein uske sath usi office mein hun..

" tum plz aa jao.. mujhe bahut dar lag raha hai... "

" tum shant ho jao aur batao ho kaha... mein aa raha hun... mein ... " bas itna hi keh paya aur phone cut ho gaya.
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" are you serious ? "

" surprise ... " mujhe gussa to bahut aa raha tha par uska muskurata chehra dekh mera gussa jaise kahin kho gaya. Vo sidhe mere galle aa lagi. This is the best surprise in my whole life and i can feel it inside my heat but couldn't tell akansha.

" ye kya mazak tha yar ? " jaise hi vo mujhse alag hui mein bola.

" dar dekh rahi thi tumhara "

" acha to madamji hamara test le rahi thi.. bahut ache "

" kabhi kabhi aisa karna chahie you know "

" aur vo kyun ? "

" it feels.. good.. " usne is tarah bola ki use dekh kar aisa laga mano koi bacha ho.

" lucchi... " mene uski kamar par chunti kat di.

" oyee... "

" par achanak se kaise ? "

" kyun .. tumhe pasand nahi aya "

" offcourse.. "

" matlab nahi aya
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" are aya baba.. par mein ye puch raha tha ki tum phir jate hue rula kar jaogi "

" abhi to ek aur surprise hai.. "

" kya ? "

" sari baat yahan office ke bahar hi karni hai mr. ? "

" i'll be back " office se pack kiya aur akansha ko lekar ek shanti si jagah jaa phuncha, na hi jada shor na hi jada roshni... delhi mein aisi jagah ki bhi kami nahi thi. Sath baithe the hum, hath pakde jaise barso baad kuch mila ho vapis mujhe, itne dino se lag raha tha ki ek baar chu lun akansha ko ek baar use galle se laga lun uska hath pakad lun aur aaj waqt ne hathon mein hath de dia tha. Vo mere kandhe par sar rakh kar baithi thi aur mein sach mein bas yahi chahta tha, baat to hum log roz hi karte hain par khamoshi ki apni juban hoti hai jiska asar bina shabdon ke bhi dil mein bahut hota hai.

" is bar mein tumhe rone nahi dungi.. "

" aur is baar mein bhi tumhe airport par chhodne aunga.. "

" bhejne ki itni jaldi hai "

" mere kehne se ruk jaogi ? "

" bol kar to dekho " is bar hum dono ki nazre ek dusre ki ankhon mein thi. Mein kya bhala mana karta ? Balki mein to ye soch kar hi rone ko ho gaya tha ki vo jaa rahi hai aur meri ankhon mein aa chuka tha, na jane kaise mein itna emotional ban chuka tha ? samajh nahi aa raha tha..

" kabhi nahi... " mere do shabdon ka matlab vo samajh chuki thi aur mere is emotional lalu jaise chehre ko bhi.

" idiot.. " vo mujhse zor se lipat gayi, kaun kehta hai ladkiyun mein takat nahi hoti ? azma kar dekho ... dil tak asar hua hai uski takat ka. " roye to pitte ... "

" hat mein kyun raounga.. "

" mein kahin jaa rahi ... i am here ankit.. now.... and always now... " mene use fauran khud se alag kia.

" kya kaha tumne ? " vo muskurai.

" mein kahi nahi jaa rahi .. kabhi nahi... "

" means u... "

" mene job yahin shift kar li hai... " uski ye line mere liye itni khushi ki thi man kiya uchal uchal kar nach padu aur purre cafe mein meri taraf se sabko daru pilwa dun kasam se itni khushi sine mein bardasht nahi ho rahi thi. Mene shayad socha nahi tha ki mein aisa karunga... mene akansha ko excitment akar chum liya ek small kiss hi sahi .. bas kar di lekin.... mera chehra shayad use bata raha hoga ki mein khush hun matlab bahut hi jada aur isliye kuch nahi bol paa raha.

" i am sorry " agle pal mujhe yaad aya ki mene kiss ki hai jo ki mujhe nahi karni chahie thi.

" sorry ? kyun ? "

" vo mene.... kiss ki... us.. lie " baat khatam ki mene to usna apna sar pakad lia.

" are you mad ? ... tum us baat ko aise mat jodo.. "

" means koi dikkat nahi na sab fine ? "

" obviously " usne kaha aur mein apni khushi mein vapis aa gaya, mene use apne sine se tight laga lia matlab bahut jada vala tight.

" par itne kam time mein ? " kuch der baad khate hue mene pucha.

" hmm, bahut lamba time tha.. har ek din ... you know, tumse mil kar jane ke baad har din jitna tumhare liye difficult tha utna hi mere liye, mein janti thi tumhara ana mushkil hai ab vapis to khud hi kyun na try karun.. so jo opotunity mili bas use le li.. "

" pagalu... itni achi jagah chhod di .. "

" chhodne ke piche ki vajah bahut badi hai ... and i can't miss " usne mere hath par apna hath rakh dia.

Vapis jate hue akansha ne mujhse ek sawal kia jisme do jawab the.

" ankit kis baat ka dar hai ? and don't lie, mujhe pta hai kisi baat ka dar hai tumhare andar, aisa kya hai jo tumhe takleef de raha hai "

" dar "

" mein kuch samjhi nahi "

" tumhe khone ka dar.. tumhe naraz karne ka dar... akansha mein tumhe kho nahi sakta, aaj, kal .. kabhi nahi.. na hi naraz dekh sakta.. "

" hmm... " vo itna hi boli. Bas itna ...
 
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Vapis jate hue akansha ne mujhse ek sawal kia jisme do jawab the.

" ankit kis baat ka dar hai ? and don't lie, mujhe pta hai kisi baat ka dar hai tumhare andar, aisa kya hai jo tumhe takleef de raha hai "

" dar "

" mein kuch samjhi nahi "

" tumhe khone ka dar.. tumhe naraz karne ka dar... akansha mein tumhe kho nahi sakta, aaj, kal .. kabhi nahi.. na hi naraz dekh sakta.. "

" hmm... " vo itna hi boli. Bas itna ...

TV par Interstellar aa rahi thi aur mein sofe par laita hua vahi dekh raha tha, akansha baal bandhte hue ayi aur mere aage akar sofe par bachi hui thodi si jagah mein lait gayi.

" so tired " usne abhi abhi flat rent par liya tha, acha bhala tha lekin usme bhi use khushi nahi thi, apni tarah set kara aur mujhse bhi karwaya. 2 Hafte se vo lagi hui thi, mein to sirf sunday hi uski help kar paa raha tha aur aaj ye 2nd sunday tha aur aaj jakar use tasali mili thi. Usne mera hath pakad kar apne uppar khud kiya kyun ki mein apni movie dekhne mein kuch jada hi magn tha, vaise bhi last ka scene chal raha tha jahan vo 5th dimension mein murf ko morsecode ke through formula bata raha tha taki earth ke logon ko bacha sake, mene bas sofe par akansha ko itni jagah di ki vo lait jaye.

" ankit "

" hmm "

" can you cuddle me tight "

" hmm " uski baat sun kar mene akansha ko thoda waist se tight pakad lia lekin dhayan to mera uspar tha hi nahi. Akansha kuch der laiti rahi aur uski nazar bhi tv par rahi par use us movie mein koi interest nahi tha. Usne apni pair se dusre pair ko sehlaya aur ek gehri sans khinchte hue usne ankh band kar li.

" ankit, you know i was thinking about the night when you said you are scared " tv ki awaz itni thi ki akansha ki baton par dhayan kam hi jaa raha tha.

" hmm " mene bhi sirf itna hi kaha.

" but mene uska response nahi dia " usne bolte hue meri taraf dekha jahan meri nazar to tv par thi. Vo fauran meri taraf palat gayi, jise meri pakad use chhut gayi aur tv se dhayan hat uski taraf ho gaya.

" movie is more important than me.. " ye ladkiyun ke tanne, mene fauran tv usi pal band kar dia.

" never " mene kaha aur remote rakh dia vaise bhi movie khatam ho chuki thi lagbhag

" kaho.. " mene uske chehre par aye hue baal piche kar diye aur kamar par hath rakh kar uski taraf dekhne laga.

" why you scared ? "

" matlab ? " hum dono ek dusre ki ankhon mein dekh rahe the.

" us raat tumne kaha ki tumhe dar hai ki tum mujhe kho doge ? aisa kyun lagta hai tumhe " uske sawal par mene nazre jhuka li kyun ki mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki mujhe aisa dar kyun hai ? par kahin na kahin is baat ka jawab bhi mere pas tha par mene apne aap ko anjan bana rakha tha kyun ki mein janta tha agar vo baat mene batai to mein sach mein ise kho dunga hamesha hamesha ke liye.

" ankit do you trust me ? "

" tumhe ye puchne ki jarurat bhi nahi hai " mene uski ankhon mein dekhte hue kaha.

" you never asked me about my past ... "

" janta hun to kya puchun "

" kitna jante ho, bas jo mene bataya, kabhi ye nahi janne ki kosish ki mein uske sath kitna close rahi hongi .. "

" akansha " mene use chup rehne ka ishara kiya kyun ki mein samajh raha tha ki vo kya kehna chahti hai "

" usne mujhe kahan kahan chua " vo chup nahi hui. " hamare bich kitni intimacy thi, kis had tak... "

" please stop... i dont care.. vo tumhara past tha.. "

" exactly.. tumhara bhi past hoga, aur mujhe pata hai sahi time ane par tum khud bataoge .. par i don't care... because i love you who you are not who you were.. so don't be scared.. mein tumhe cha kar bhi nahi chhod sakti.. " mein nahi janta tha ki vo itne ache se bhi samjha sakti hai. " aur mujhse darna chhodo idiot.. mujhe apna samjho ... aur tumhe kya lagta hai ye dar sirf tumhe hi hai ? kya mujhe nahi hai ki agar tumne mujhe chhod dia to ? "

" aisa to sirf tabhi hoga jab ye ankhein band ho jayegi kabhi na khulne ke liye "

" i hate you "

" i know "

" no seriously agar tumne ye baat dubara kahi to ... " mene kuch nahi kaha bas uske forehead par kiss kar di.

" ab ye kisliye ? " usne gusse ka natak dikhate hue kaha.

" bas tumhe chune ka bahana chahie tha " mere kehte hi uske chehre par smile aa gayi aur hum dono muskura die.

" idiot "

" uhm-hmm "

" vaise ek baat puchun "

" pucho ji "

" i know ki tum us raat mujhse is baat ka jawab chahte the lekin mene nahi dia, to tumne uske baad dubara kyun nahi pucha ? "

" kyun ki mein janta tha ki tumhe jab sahi lagega tum khud bata dogi "

" itni jaldi kaise samajh gaye mujhe tum "

" samjha nahi hun, bas pyar itna ho gaya ki khud samajh jata hun "

" haye ye ladka.. "

" haye ye ladki.. " phir hum dono hans die aur usne mere honton par apne honth rakh kar mere sine mein apna sar chupa liya aur hum dono aise hi ek dusre se lipte hue vahan laite rahe. Insan ko pehli nazar mein samajh lena aur kehna ki mein sab janne laga hun to bahut badi bevkufi hogi, akansha se pehli mulakat ke baad aisa mene kabhi nahi socha tha ki uska dil ek bache ki tarah hoga, hum ek insan ko jitna jante hai utna kam hota hai aur jitna janne utna rishton ko majbur banata hai, shayad vo sahi waqt tha jab mein use ye bata deta ki mera bhi ek past hai is dar ko hata kar ki vo mujhe chhod degi, isliye nahi ki mein use apna rishta aur majbut banana chahta hun balki isliye ki uska hak hai.

Mere andar ka ye dar to khatam ho gaya tha ki mein akansha ko kho dunga kyun ki vhi dar uske andar bhi tha jabki aisa to kabhi nahi ho sakta ki mein use chhod dun to vo bhi mujhe kyun chhodegi ? mujhe is baat par vishwas rakhna tha ki jitna pyar mein use karta hun utna hi vo bhi karti hai aur jab mujhe khud ke pyar par bhrosa hai to uske pyar par na karke bevkufi nahi kar sakta. Mujhe sirf apna hi nahi sochna ab mujhe hamara sochna hai, rishte mein is dar ko bitha kar rakhna ki hum ek dusre ko chhod denge use sirf takleef badegi hi, Akansha ne sahi kaha tha ki dar tab hota hai jab hum kuch chupate hai, isliye mujhe is baat ko khatam karna tha, taki vo dar apne aap nikal jaye, bas sahi waqt ka intezar tha.

" tu ghar se aaj kal bahar jada rehne laga hai kya baat hai ? " mein office se akar kapde badal raha tha tab maa ne toka

" han to office hai .. jana pdta hai.. mana nahi kar sakte "

" bigadta jaa raha hai "

" han koi nahi bigadne do mujhe "

" khana hai ya nahi ? "

" ab jab jaa raha hun to khana kahan se hoga.. late aunga "

" pehle bata dia kar.. mehnat lagti hai aur kitni late ayega "

" pata nahi "

" papa se baat karati hui tere "

" han kara do, har baar papa ki dhamki mat dia karo, bada ho gaya hun mein "

" humse bada nahi hua hai, koi ladki wadki ka chakar hai kya ? " is baat par mene apni maa ko aise ghura jaise use sab pata hota hai.

" jada mat bolo aap.. jao yahan se.. taiyar hone do "

" hath se fisal gaya hai ladka.. koi kadar hi nahi hai maa baap ki " fusfusate hue vo nikal gayi.

Mein taiyar hokar nikal gaya, Akansha ke pas cab karke pahuncha, acha nahi lagta gaddi leni padegi, man mein to aya par paise kahan the jo leta khayal jaldi hi nikal dia . Mein flat ke niche khada uska intezar kar raha tha, aur jab vo utar kar ayi to mein use dekhta reh gaya, vaise to use ab roz dekhne ki adat thi par black colour ke us gown mein vo ek dum delhi ki bhasha mein kahun to katal kar dene wali lag rahi thi ek dum katli.. by god...

" wao... man hi nahi kar raha bahar jane ka bas tumhe lekar baitha rahun aur dekhta hun.. "

" hehehe.. idiot " usne mujhe hug kia aur hum dono dinner ke liye nikal gaye, na jane kis baat ka plan banaya tha usne aaj ka, jo vo dinner par hi batane wali thi.
 
Update - 103

" Akash ka call aya tha "

" hmm phir ? " akansha kuch soch mein dub gayi. " koi serious baat hui ? "

" he wants me back " vo meri taraf aur mein uski taraf dekhne laga.

" he said, ki mein jaisa chahti hun vo bilkul vaisa hi ho jayega "

" hmm, phir ? " vo bahut normal thi isliye mein bhi khud ko normal rakhne ki kosish kar raha tha.

" to i said ki i know you love me and i do too " uske itna kehte hi meri sansein hi ruk gayi. Ye surprise dene wali thi akansha mujhe pata hota to zeher ka order deta bc

" but tumse nahi use jo mujhse bina ye kahe pyar karta hai " uski smile aur uski is line mein is kadar khoya ki khud par abhiman hone laga ki dunia ki sabse jada khubsurat ladki mujhse pyar karti hai.

" tumne solid jala dia use matlab " meri college wali bhasha jaisi tone sun kar vo hans di.

" so you told him ki you are seeing me ? " mene hichakte hue pucha.

" yeah.... "

" and ?? "

" ankit don't mind but.. "

" aisa kya keh dia ? "

" ki tumhari wajah se i left him.. and i still loves him not you "

" hmmm " mere itne fike response ki use umeed nahi thi. " he is right "

" what ? " is baar shayad use surprise mila.

" he is right, you left him because of me, but kash vo is baat ko samajh pata ki agar ek ladki kisi ko pyar karne ke baad kisi ke liye chhod de to vo uske sath khush nahi hogi, agar vo ye samajh jata ki vo khush hai uska pyar khush hai, to shayad ye bhi ki why you left him ? its so simple, we are together kyun ki we are the happiness of each other aur jab tak ye feeling mere andar hai akash kya bhagwan bhi kahe ki you love him more than me, i will not believe him either " meri baat sunte hi akansha apni jagah se khadi ho gayi, mujhe samajh nahi aya ki mene aisa kya galat kaha, to mein bhi apni jagah par khada ho gaya. Vo mere thik bagal mein aa khadi hui aur phir muskurate hue mere galle lag gayi.

" thank you... i don't think ... " vo mujhse alag hui, vo kuch kehna chahti thi but kuch keh nahi paa rahi thi, uska chehra ek dum lal ho gaya tha, she is overwhelmed completely... " you deserve more ... " badi mushkil se usne halki awaz mein kaha, mein use samjhata ki ye kehne ki jarurat nahi use pehle pata nahi kaise lekin vo mere liye... i never imagine ki mein aisa kabhi kahunga apne liye vo bhi ki.. Akansha mere liye wahan par ghutno ke bal baith gayi... i mean .. ek second ke liye mere liye vo time bilkul ruk gaya. How she did this ? Restro ke kuch log hamari taraf dekh rahe the aur mein akansha ko aur vo mujhe..

" Mr. Ankit.. will you be mine.. forever.. " uski awaz... kaise itni pyari ho sakti hai, acha bhala tha mein iske pyar ne mujhe itna acha bana dia .. mere uppar ek bhoj aur bada dia, mein ro deta kasam se itna jazbati ladka bana dia is ladki ne ki pucho mat.

" duffer " mein bhi usi ki tarah baith gaya. " i am already yours.. ye lo hath bhi le lo.. " mene uska hath pakad liya aur usne mera, " chehra bhi le lo " mein uske chehre ke najdeek pahunch gaya. " aur dil bhi check ka lo tumhare liye hi dhadak raha hai " kehte hi mein uske galle lag gaya. Jo awaz uski hansi mein thi, vo khushi, vo khushi ka is tarah feel hona ki samaj na ana ki rona kyun aa raha hai sab kuch tha usme.

" why ? " mein use alag hote hue bola.

" because you are my happiness " itna kehte hi uski ankh se ansu aa nikla, ye pehli baar tha jab mene uske ansu to dekhe the par khushi ke the aur is baat ki khushi mujhe thi ki vo meri vajah se khush hai.

" are pagli mein to ye keh raha tha kyun is gown ko pehen kar niche baithi, ganda ho jayega vo "

" hatt.. " mene uski ankho se ansu hataye aur use khada kia aur khud bhi khada ho gaya. Raste bhar hum dono aise aye jinhe kehte hai love birds bilkul vahi style mein aram mein arm, uska sar mere kandhe par, solid ise kehte hai love story mujhe khud par itna fakr ho raha tha ki kya kehna, vo kehte hain na ek na ek din hume vo milta hi hai jo hum chahte hain.. par mene kya aisa kabhi chaha tha ?

Akansha ka flat aa chuka tha, yani use chhod kar jane ka waqt.

" good night.." vo bol kar andar jana chahti thi.

" akansha "

" hmm "

" i'll never forget what you have done for me.. never ever .... that was.. " itna hi keh paya uske baad usne apne honth mere honto par rakh die.

" don't... " usne itna kaha aur ek baar phir apne honth mere honton par rakh die aur is baar hum kuch der tak ek dusre ke honton ko chumte rahe, vo feeling kuch jada hi sar chad gayi thi, kiss karte hue mein aur vo flat ke andar tak aa gaye par tabhi piche akansha kisi chiz se takrai aur hum dono ek dum hosh mein aa gaye. Dono ki sansein tezz chal rahi thi, meri to hawa hi tight ho chuki thi, but i know ki we both lost in that feeling. Pehle to hum ek dusre se nazre churane lage phir ek dusre ki taraf dekh kar hasne lage. Ajeeb hoti hai ye feeling.. samajh nahi ata ki karna kya hai ... Finally usne mujhe hug kia aur mein goodnight keh kar nikal gaya.

Kehte hain na life mein kuch din aise hote hain jo apke liye rememerable hote hain meri life mein kuch ek do din aise rahe hain jaise india ka world cup 2011 bas usi tarah mera ye aaj ka pal tha jo mene akansha ke sath bitaya tha, aur agar mein is memorable day ko sach mein apna hissa banana chahta hun to mujhe ab vo kaam karna hoga jo mene abhi tak nahi kia, shayad yahi sahi waqt hai jiska mujhe intezar tha.

Normal life jab khush rehti hai to roz ka kaam bahut asan ho jata hai uppar se apke sath vo ho jo apki khushi ho tab to yah lagta hai ki aisa hi chalta rahe. Is baar bari meri thi mauka bhi tha, Rahul ka promotion hua tha aur vo delhi aya tha aur isi baat par hum sab party mein ikhata hone wale the....
 
Update - 104

" seriously tumhe late ho jayega ? "

" han yar, kya karun end time par kaam aa gaya, tum log enjoy karo mein thodi der mein aa jaunga "

" rahul wants to talk to you "

" salle harami aaj ke din bhi time par nahi aa sakta "

" yar seriously kaam aa gaya, tu bas thodi der de mein ata hun, akansha ko phone de "

" harami sala... "

" hmm "

" akansha please take care .. "

" i will, tum kaam khatam karke aao ok "

" hmm ok bye "

" Ye sala sudhrega nahi kabhi bhi.. " akansha ke baithe hi rahul bola.

" hota hai kabhi kabhi " akansha defence karte hue boli.

" maaf kar dijeye hume hum bhul gaye the ... " rahul ne hath jodte hue kaha to vahan sab hans die. Sabhi ke pas apni apni daru thi, ek taraf music chal raha tha. Sabhi apas mein hansi mazak kar rahe the, badte waqt ke sath daru bhi badti gayi.

" akansha what happen ? tum drink nahi kar rahi mjhe bahut ajeeb lag raha hai " rahul ka nasha kafi badh chuka tha.

" no i am good, actually mein kafi din baad drink li, its ok for me, by the way i guess ankit doesn't like it so i avoid... " akansha ne bade simple lehaze mein jawab dia.

" usko to bahut si chizen pasand nahi... "

" tum uske sath agar isi tarah baat karti hogi to ye bhi pasand nahi ata hoga use hahaha "

" matlab ? "

" aise english mein... bahut galiya deta hai jab use koi ladki aisi english jhadti hai to hahaha " rahul ki baat akansha ko ajeeb lagi par usne ignore karna behtar samjha.

" vaise tum jabse uske sath relation mein ayi ho bahut badal gayi ho, vo akansha jise mein janta tha vo nahi rahi tum.. ankit ne bahut badal dia tumhe ... sala hai hi ek number ka chalu... "

" hey... tum mere samne usi ki burai kar rahe ho .... " akansha ko bura laga par rahul dono ka dost tha isliye usne zahir nahi kia. Isi bich rahul ke doston ne dance ke liye kaha par usne mana kar dia aur baki sab ko bhej dia, ab sirf vo aur akansha reh gaye the.

" burai uski kyun karunga dost hai apna.. mein to tumhe keh raha hun "

" aisa kuch nahi hai, usne kabhi kisi chiz ke liye mujhe aaj tak mana nahi kia "

" sahi mein ? kya baat hai bada hi badal gaya hai sala, kuch aur hi lag raha tha mujhe to "

" tum kya kehna chahte ho "

" bas yahi ki vo itna badal gaya ... "

" kyun tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai vo badal gaya hai ? he is so simple and straight "

" lagne ki kya jarurat hai, harami tha ek number ka aur hota bhi kyun nahi akhir delhi wala jo hai " ab vo ajeeb sa lagne wali feeling akansha ko kuch aur jada ajeeb lagne lagi.

" college time mein ek number ka harami tha ... na jane kitni hi " rahul ne apni drink khatam karte hue hinchai khai, " kitni hi ladkiyun ki bajai hai usne " nashe mein rahul ye bhul gaya ki use kis tarah baat karni chahie.

" what do you mean ? " akansha ko ab kuch galat feel ane lagi.

" girls akansha, he was ..... into them... totally.... pata nahi mujhe to naam bhi yaad nahi bataye the usne... ritika, disha..... aur... aur vo kaun thi.. kya naam tha uska... han... vo uski college teacher ankita... aaah... jis tarah usne bataya tha, us time se aaj tak vo meri imagination mein hai... lucky bastard college teacher ko usne college ke washroom mein hi... seriously us din to mene bhai sahab ke charan chu liye the.... aur tum kehti ho ki vo simple hai hahaha.. "

" tum mazak kar rahe ho i know.. " akansha kuch pal chup rahi sochti rahi uske baad usne apne aap ko ye samjhaya ki aisa ho nahi sakta jaisa usne suna hai.

" hahah, mazak to tum kar rahi ho, aise keh rahi ho jaise you don't know anything, he fucks all of them akansha, ab chupane se kya hoga i know wo tumhara bf hai par isme kya sharmana ... " akansha rahul ki batein sun ke baad samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki kya soche.

" aur ab tum mil gayi use, ek se ek ladkiyan uske pas hi jati hai, sala lucky harami kahin ka haha.. " rahul ne vodka ka glass khali karte hue kaha.

" kaun lucky hai bhai ? " mene us shor mein itna hi suna aur bagal mein aa baitha.

" are mera bhai aa gaya.. " rahul mujhse gale milte hue bola, pura tun tha.

" abhi tere bare mein hi baat ho rahi thi ... "

" mere bare mein, aisi kya baat kar raha tha ... hume bhi to pata chale " mene bas itna hi kaha ki mujhe aisa laga akansha apni jagah se uthi hai. Mene uski taraf dekha to vo bina meri taraf dekhe hi vahan se chal di.

" akansha... " mujhe kuch ajeeb laga, " akansha.. " mene use dubara awaz lagai par usne phir bhi nahi suni. Vo apni jagah se thodi dur gayi aur mene tabhi use rok lia.

" akansha.. kya hua ? " uska chehra puri tarah se tuta hua tha jaise kuch hua ho " kya hua hai? " vo kuch nahi boli aur apne aap ko chuda kar jane lagi. Mujhe ek pal bhi samajh nahi aya ki ye ho kya raha hai ? kya vo mere sath mazak kar rahi hai par aisa mazak ? tabhi mere dimag mein rahul ki baat yaad ayi ' abhi tere bare mein hi baat kar raha tha ' Ye sochte hi mein akansha ki taraf bhaga.

" sorry " bhagte hue mein kisi se takraya par ruka nahi aur bhagta hua disc se bahar nikal gaya.
 
Update - 105

Mei club ke bahar aya lekin akansha vahan par nahi thi, mene use turant phone milaya, ring jane lagi. " utha phone utha " par usne nahi uthaya. " the number you re trying to reach is not answering " vo maa ki lawdi phone wali boli lekin pura sunne se pehle hi mene kaat diya. Mene dubara try kiya par is baar bhi ring jati rahi mene us bich akansha ko awaz lagai idhar udhar bhag kar dekha par vo kahin bhi nahi thi. Sansein chad chuki thi aur vo phone utha nahi rahi thi.

Aisa kya ho gaya chanak se akansha ko.. Mei soch raha tha ki phir rahul ki kahi baat yaad ayi ki hum tere bare mein hi baat kar rahe the. Is daru baaz bhadve ki gand chut mein badal dunga agar usne kuch bhi baka hoga to. Mei chahta to rahul ko andar se ghasitta hua bahar lakar uske gurdon mein peshab kar deta par filal mera dil ghabra raha tha aisa laga mano ya to meri chori pakdi gayi ho ya phir koi mujhse alag ho raha ho. Aur vo koi kuch nahi balki bhadva madarchod mera dil tha jisme itne gehre raaz chupe the aur vo raaz usne apne pyar karne wali ladko ko bataye bhi nahi the. Mene ab kuch aur nahi socha aur bhaga, is umid mein ki aksansha apne flat gayi ho bas aur kahin na gayi ho. Mei bhaga aur bas bhaga, adha ya ek ghanta nahi janta bas itna pata tha ki aaj se pehle mei kabhi itna nahi bhaga tha. Mere tatte mere galle mein atak gaye the isliye sans lene mein takleef hone lagi lekin phir bhi mene apne tatton ko samjhaya dil ka mamla tha vo samajh gaye. Ye madarchod tatte ho ya phir galli ke bhaunkte kutte pyar ki bhasha samajh hi jate hain.

Bhagte hue akhir mei akansha ke flat ke niche aa pahuncha, gehri sans leta hua lift tak pahuncha aur button dabaya par vo niche nahi ayi sali pata nahi kisne lund par baitha rakha tha use jo vo niche nahi aa rahi thi. " salle lift ko chhod rahe ho kya liftfuckers " mei chillaya, na jane mere andar kyun mera purana roop ane laga tha. kya vo kabhi gaya hi nahi tha ya phir aaj dil tut raha tha isliye sachai bahar aa rahi thi. Dimag ki anson mei khoon ki jagah muth se nikla pani daudta use pehle mene sidiyan hi lene sahi samjhi, tangon mein khoon khatam ho gaya tha, takat nahi thi lekin himmat jo dil ki takleef ki thi use sochte hue mei akhirkar uppar chadh hi gaya Sansein is kadar tut chuki thi ki ankhon ke aage dhundla pan channe laga mei shayad girne wala tha isliye deewar ke sahare aage badhne laga aur akhir apni manzil tak pahunch kar ukhdi awaz mein chillate hue darwaja khatkatane laga

" aaa..kkaann...ashhaaa " mene uska naam aise liya jaise mere muh mei tatte fasa diye aur vo baas maar rahe ho. Mene darwaja pitna shuru kiya, sannsein abhi bhi durust nahi hui thi pasina itni thand mein pani ki tarah beh raha tha ye mere bhagne ki vajah se nahi balki dil mein uth rahe tanav ki vajah se tha jisne mere tatte bhi gile kar diye the. Mei darwaja khatkhata raha par andar se koi awaz nahi ayi. Akansha ghar par nahi gayi to phir kahan gayi ab mera dimag is taraf muda. Mujhe jald se jald use khojna tha isliye mei flat se thoda aage aya aur ek baar dubara phone karne ki sochi. Mene phone milaya aur is baar do ring ke baad vo cut gaya,ye pehli dafa tha jab usne mera phone kata tha abhi varna vo ring hi ho raha tha.

" the number you have called is currently busy " chup lawdi chup chup chup dikh gayi na jis din to isi ringtone ko teri chut mein dal kar vibrator se bajunga tab gaiyu muh se. Mei chilla pada, mujhe ab gussa aa raha tha. Mere hath kampne lage lekin mene himmat phir bhi nahi chhodi, mei aage badha aur phir phone lagaya aur is baar bhi wahi hua lekin is baar mere per chalte hue ruk gaye. Mujhe laga ki awaz mene suni hai, us gand mari ki nahi jo phone mein bakti hai balki ringtone ki. Mene dubara call kiya aur is baar akansha ke flat ki taraf aya. Ring gayi aur cut lekin itna kafi tha kyun ki ringtone andar hi baji thi, yani akansha andar hai mei badbadaya aur is bar akansha ko awaz dete hue darwaja peetne laga.

" akansha mei janta hun ki tum andar ho. Jawb do.. sach kehta hun ek baar jawab de do tassali ho jayegi varna mei gir jaunga " mei jhuth nahi bol raha tha.

Akansha door ke piche baithi muh band karke roye jaa rahi thi usne kuch nahi kaha. Na hi vo awaz ane de rahi thi. " akansha mei janta hun ki tum andar hi ho ek baar jawab do " kehte hue na jane galle mei kya hua awaz baith gayi. Behenchod kasam is lawde ki aaj tak aisa nahi hua tha, aaj tak meri awaz aise nahi baithi thi aur itni to un ladkiyun ki bhi nahi baithi jab unhone mera lawda muh mein liya tha. Agar lawde par bharosa nahi to kasam is dil ki sach mein dard ho raha tha.

" akansha please jawab do... baat karo aisa kya hua jo tum mujhse baat nahi kar rahi.. kuch to bolo " mei khud se bol kar apne gand mei udta hua dard nahi lena chahta tha. Vo kuch nahi boli " akansha kya hua hai " mei itna hi bol paya ki andar se jawab aya.

" you know nothing ankit ? are you sure ? " uski awaz sun dil ko ek tassali mili par agle hi pal ye samajh gaya ki vo roo rahi hai. Benchod rula diya mene ya phir meri vajah se baat ek hi hai. Ye kya kar dia mene? aaj se pehle kabhi kisi ke rone par bura nahi laga par aaj samajh aya ki kaisa lagta hai jab koi apna rota hai. Sach mein aaj apna ye latkta lawda jo sar jhukaye khada tha apni asli aukad bata raha tha. 5 minute ke liye sar utha kar tah umar sar jhuka kar rakhne walon ki value nahi hoti usi tarah is lawde ke bhi nahi thi. Isne taha umar 5 minute ke chalte meri zindagi mein gehran lagwa diye the, meri akansha ko rula diya tha. Madarchod vo roo rahi hai, meri nazar niche jhuki hui thi, awaz jaise thak gayi ho jaise chudai ke baad thakte hain, par ye shayad sirf shuruwat thi usne aisa kaha ki sach mein dil kiya khud ka sar apne hi tatto se fod lun aur muh chupa lun.

" now abuse me too, english mein bole tumhe mene, do galli mujhe bhi. Yahi to sachai hai na tumhari bhi " akansha ki ankh se ansu nikal raha tha, vo sans rok-rok kar bol rahi thi mano kitni hi takleef mein ho. Ye sun mere pairon ne jawa de diya aur mein niche baith gaya.

" nahi akansha ye kya keh rahi ho tum, mei tumhe "

" kyun ? nahi de sakte... acha han kaise doge abhi to tumne meri li hi kahan hai. Sahi kaha na mene? tumhari bhasha mein, nahi li na tumne meri isliye itni sharafart dikha rahe ho. isliye ache ho tum... bolo ankit... bolo " vo chillai, jaise apna dard mere uppar dal rahi thi. Aur jo dard vo mujhpar dal rahi thi uska direct impact mere sine mein pada. Matlab arjun ne bhi kya hi mara hoga machli ki ankh par jitna is ladki ne mere dil par apne shabdon se mara tha. Ek pal ke andar zindagi jhand si ho gayi mano kisi ne gehri gufa mei le jakar cheer haran karke nanga guffa se bahar lakar dunia ko sadde hue ande tamatar aur thukne ke liye chhod diya ho. Meri ankhon se ansu nikal aya aur ye baat mujhe tab pata chali jab uski wajah se gal par khujli hui. Is lawde ke tatte ye kaun sa tym tha khujli hone ka?

Mene aye ansu fauran hataye aur akansha ko samjhane ki kosish ki " akansha tum galat samajh rahi ho, mei... mei... mei... mei... " madaarchod jaban ki casett ko kya hua mene to koi bakri ki porn bhi nahi dekhi jo uski awaz nikal raha tha. Itne mein akansha ko mauka mil gaya.

" mei galat samajh rahi hun, mei ? jo ladki tumhe samjhne lagi thi vahi ab nahi samjh rahi ? kya hua kuch hi dino mei tum apni baat bhul gaye " akansha galat track par jaa rahi thi mera matlab vo sahi thi par galat jaa rahi thi. yani ki vo keh rahi nahi rahi thi par uska burra manna sahi tha. ye mei behenchod kisko bata raha hun ki vo sahi thi ya galat, kya mei ye judge karne wala tha is point par? Mei mauka gawana nahi chahta tha uppar se mujhe baat ko wahin modna tha jis mudde ki vo baat thi.

" akansha tum bilkul sahi ho, mene tumse batein chupai par mera yakeen mano mene tumhe kai baar batane ki kosish ki, kai baar himmat nahi hui to kai baar himmat jutta kar batane wala tha par us samay tum busy ho jati " mei usko tab ki baat yaad dila raha tha jab hum video call karte the us waqt kafi baar kosish ki mene par use koi na koi kaam aa jata. " mere dil mei bhi ye bhoj raha hai ki mene tumse kuch chupaya "

" kuch ankit, kuch uppar se ye bahane ki tum batana chahte the " vo phir galat boli par vo is waqt sahi thi, uska dard sahi tha to uske galat word mein bhi mei kuch nahi bol sakta tha isliye mera ek hi motive tha use apni baat se samjhane ka apne aap ko samjhane ka.

" nahi akansha mei koi bahana nahi bana raha, mujhe nahi pata tumhe kitna pata hai par mujhse jada nahi pata hoga. Tum jaisa soch rahi ho mei bilkul vaisa hi tha, ek aisa ladka jise sirf ek hi cheez dunia mein dikhti thi aur vo cheez bhale hi kisi bhi aurat ki ho agar vo mujhe dene ke liye tayar hoti to mei lene laga tha. Mujhe kisi ki parwah nahi thi na hi uske emotions na hi uski takleef bas ek hi chiz dekhi mene aur vo uska jism. Mei tha bahut galat, bahut galat akansha par kasam is pyar ki mei tumse milne ke baad nahi badla mei use kahin pehle badal gaya tha. Tumhare pyar se to mujhe us badlav ko ye ehsas dilaya ki ye insan jada acha hai. " mei bol kar chup hua aur akansha ko mehsus karne ki kosish karne laga. Vo is waqt kuch nahi boli par uske subakne ki awaz aa rahi thi. Na jane kaun kute ka chutiya kehta hai ki sirf juth par vishwas karte hain log, are bhuni hui chut walon ek baar dil laga kar dekho aur phir uspar sach bol kar dekho, vo pyar jarur sunega.

" mei kitna galat ya kitna sahi, log mere bare mein kya sochenge kabhi is baat ki parwah nahi ki aur na hi unhe mene kabhi mere sath rehne ke liye kaha. Mei akela khush tha akansha har kuch din par koi mil jaye aur mere khali pane bhar de mei khush tha usme isliye kabhi ye nahi socha ki us khali pane ko bharne ke baad us insan ka kya hua. Lekin ye sab mei tha akansha hun nahi, zindagi bahut sikha deti hai badal deti hai, kai baar kisi ke jane se aur kai baar kisi ke ane se. Mere sath bhi wahi hua. Mei nahi keh raha ki tum mujhe maaf karo ya phir maffi lene ke liye bata raha hun par zindagi mein tumhe khounga nahi kyun ki janta hun tumhare liye ye pyar sacha hai." chup hokar mene naak pochi, ankh aur naak dono se hi pani nikal raha tha, sach kahun dukh kya hota hai mujhe aaj samajh aya.

Meri kahani us din shuru hui, jab mene college jana shuru kiya, school tak kabhi dimag nahi laga han 10th mei tha tab ek ladki par crush aya tha par iske alawa yahoo chat par dunia bhar ki ladkiyun se baat karke time kaat leta tha. Shakal se sidha tha par andar se ashililta se bhara. Internet laga to porn dekni chalu kar di aur dusron ke samne aisa raha mano mujhse jada sharif koi na ho. Logon ke liye bada sharif tha par andar se janta tha ki mei bahut bada tharki hun. Muth marna chalu tab kar diya tha jab usme se kuch nikalta bhi nahi tha. Porn dekhte hi school nikal gaya aur phir college. College mein is umid se gaya ki shayad vahan koi ladki milegi use gf banaunga kiss viss karke jaisa porn mein hota hai vaisa karunga lekin ek ladki aisi nahi thi ki shakal dekh sakun. Aur uska gussa mene un ladkiyun par nikala jinse mujhe nafrat hone lagi thi, jo man chahta unhe kehta kabhi apne man mein to kabhi unhe chehre par. Achi ladkiyan ya unka jism dekhne ke chakar mein ye bhul gaya ki vo ek aurat ya ladki, ek maa hai ya patni bas jo pasand aye unke bare mein sochte hue muth maro aur agar mil jaye to unki. Is soch ke sath mein aage badha aur phir ek din mere sath hadsa hua jisne meri zindagi badal kar rakh di, vo mulakat jab meri Ritika se hui thi. Mene sab shuru se batna shuru kiya, ritika ki puri kahani phir disha, garima, sheetal aur ankita iske alawa jitni bhi ladkiyan meri zindagi mein ayi, sab bata dia sivai xossip par kahai likhne ke bare mein.

" Ankita ki baat mujhe us din samajh nahi ayi, mene uske sath kya kiya vo shayad apne dard ko batana chahti thi lekin mei itna immature ya phir andha ho chuka tha ki uski baat par dhayan dena sahi nahi samjha. Vo bina bataye chali gayi, kahan pata nahi zinda hai ya nahi pata nahi. Dukh is baat ka nahi dukh is baat ka ki maffi nahi mang paya jo gunah mene kiya. Uske jane ke rage mein dost ki hi gf ke sath mene vo sab kiya vo bhi usko majbur karke. Mei janta hun ki tumhe mujh par ghin aa rahi hogi " mene ankh se ansu hatay " yakin mano mujhe batate hue bhi ghin aa rhi hai. Par akansha mei tumse bahut pyar karta hun, pune ane se pehle meri zindagi badal chuki thi aur mei khud bhi. Rahul ne jo bataya vo sahi bataya hoga par mei tumhe batana chahta hun ki mene tumse koi dhoka nahi kiya, sach jarur chupaya hai par kabhi dhoka nah diya. Tum ho to meri zindagi compelte hai. Tum mere andar aye badlav ko zinda rakhne wala ek lauta insan ho jisne mujhe ye bataya ki sach aur achai se koi chhodta nahi balki rishte aur judd jatte hain " mei zor-zor se sansein lene laga shayad takleef itni badh gayi thi ki mei sans nahi le paa raha tha jiske baad mei khasne laga buri tarah se khasne laga. Ye sahi waqt nahi tha mere galle ke liye pata nahi kya ho gaya tha andar, chehra pura lal padh chuka tha aur mei dheet phir bhi nahi maan raha tha aur bole jaa raha tha.

" akaa..nsha.a. " naam leta khans padhta " kuch.. bolo... " phir khansta " kuch to bolo " phir khansta madarchod mar jaunga to is khansi ki maiya bhoot ban chhodunga madarchod itna nakli sharir kyun banaya hai uppar walle ne
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mei khanste hue zameen par marne laga gussa aa raha tha mujhe abhi bahut kuch kehna tha pata nahi akansha phir sunegi ki nahi, phir mei use dekh paunga ya nahi, ya phir usko ehsas kar paunga. Dil fatt jayega mera, par is khansi ne galla fadd rakha tha use kaise rokun. Khanste hue mei kuch kehta use pehle darwaja khulne ki awaz ayi.
 
Update - 106

Akansha ne darwaja khola aur mene uspar apni nazar rakh di, mera khasna achanak se ruk gaya mano usi ka intezar kar raha ho lekin usne galat samjha use laga mei mazak kar raha tha isliye usne mujhse aisa kaha " tum kuch bhi kar sakte ho " akansha ki ankhein lal ho gayi thi, kajal felh chuka tha, mei uske is chehre ko dimag se nikal pata itne mein usne darwaja band karne ki kosish ki aur mene rokne ki lekin darwaja to band hua par mera hath usme aa gaya jiske atte hi mei zoron se cheekha. Kasam se jaan nikal jati to acha hota is dard ke aage. Mei apna hath pakde dard mein karhate hue ungli ki taraf dekha to vo pis gayi thi. Bahut dard ho raha tha par ise jada dard to andar tha, sach uska chehra dekh mere andar ki ek bura shaks mar gaya tha. Mei ab acha banna chahta tha uske liye jise mei apni zindagi se dur nahi kar sakta tha.

" akansha.. " mene dusre hath se darwaja pitta, ek to hath ka dard uppar se dil ka, sahi kaha hai kisi ne jab dard ata hai to har taraf se ata hai aur uske baad sari himmat hi le jata hai. Jo ungli darwaje mein ayi thi vo hath hi kanpne laga tha. Mei dusri awaz lagata use pehle darwaja khula aur akansha mere samne aa khadi hui. Hum dono ke bich takreeban char se panch ka hi fasla raha hoga, uski ankhein bhi ro rahi thi aur meri bhi. Ajeeb khayalat the hum dono ke bhale hi nafrat ho uske man mein lekin pyar ka dard to chupaye nahi chupta.

" i.. " vo mere hath ko dekhte hue kuch kehna chahti thi lekin usne kuch kaha nahi aur mera hath pakad kar andar karke darwaja band kar diya. Hamare bich koi baat nahi ho rahi thi, mei uski awaz sunne ke liye tadap raha tha balki sunna chahta tha lekin vo bas mera hath pakad kar mujhe le jaa rahi thi jiske baad usne mujhe sofe par baitha diya. Usne mera hath utha kar dekha aur phir mujhe wahin chhod kar kamre mein chali gayi. Ek pal pehle sab sahi tha aur ab aisa lag raha tha jaise vo mere liye anjan hai aur mei use nazre nahi mila paa raha, thodi der pehle jo ankit mere andar vapis aya tha vo ek ansu dekhne par itni dur chala gaya ki mei kabhi chahta bhi nahi tha ki vo vapis aye.

Akansha vapis ayi aur mere samne a baithi, uske pas medicine box tha, usne mera hath uthaya aur ungli dekhi. Jakhm ke sath nila padh chuka tha, ek pal ke liye hath sunn tha. Vo meri ungli dekhti rahi aur phir usne box se cotton nikal kar dawai uspar laga kar meri ungli par rakh dia. " aaahhh " jalan ke mare ankh se ansu nikal aya aur akansha ke hath ruk gaye. Usne apni nazar uthai aur ro padi vo kuch kehna chahti thi lekin bol na payi aur phir ungli ki chot par vo malham lagane lagi. Mei janta tha vo kya bolna chahti hai use takleef ho rahi thi, meri ungli ki chot jo uski gate band karne par mujhe lagi thi use uski takleef ho rahi thi ki uski wajah se mujhe dard hua, mujhe takleef hui. Sach ye ladki se to sirf pyar ke liye hi bani hai, vo rone lagi aur jaise koi bacha rota hai bilkul vaise. Mei chup karau to kaise mera to jigra aise bhar aya tha ki shabad hi nahi nikal rahe the, mei bilkul shabd heen ho gaya tha, shayad dusri baar kyun ki dusri baar hi aise rote hue use dekh raha tha.

" i am sorry " akhir usne apni nazar uthai " meri wajah se tumhe dard ho raha hai " mujhe shayad apne kehne ki baat mil gayi thi.

" anjane mein diye gaye dard ke liye tum zimmewar nahi ho, galti aur gunah mene kiya hai tumhare sath. Balki hamare pyar ke sath. Akansha mei tumse maffi mangta hun " mene apne hath jod liye. Chota nahi ho jaunga hath jodne se, use hi maffi mang raha hun jise dil se pyar karta hun aur galti bhi meri hi thi. " mujhe maaf kar do, mei tumse ye nahi kahunga ki tum mujhe usi nazar se dekho lekin bas itna kehna chahunga ki mei tumse bahut pyar karta hun, shayad kabhi nahi kiya hoga kisi se, khud se bhi nahi. Manta hun mei bahut ganda aur ghatiya ladka tha ya hun nahi janta lekin mujhe tujhme apni achai dikhti hai. Please mujhe maaf kar do " pata nahi kyun man kiya khub roun aur mene wahi kiya, hath jodte hue rone laga shayad pehli baar. Zindagi mein kuch chizen pehli baar ho to acha hota hai apko apni value dikhni chahie shayad ghamand wahin tuta hai.

Akansha ne mera hath pakad kar niche kar di aur khisak kar mere najdeek ayi. " akansha i dont know kya kahun " mene apni ankhein khol kar uski taraf dekha " par tumhe jaise bhi bataya gaya mere bare mein vo sahi hota agar tum mujhe pehle mili hoti. Baatein sab sach hai par mei ab aisa nahi hun jaisa tumne samjha. Mei janta hun nashe mein rahul ne sab bataya hoga aur uske liye aaj bhi mei wesa hi hun lekin mei janta hun ki mei kaisa hun. Mujhe life mein jo chahie tha vo mere samne hai ise jada kuch nahi chahie sahi mei " mene ishare se na kiya. Ankh se ansu abhi bhi nikal rahe the, jinhe akansha ne is bar mere chehre se saaf kiya.

" lao hath do apna "

" nahi " mene hath nahi diya " maaf kar do please "

" dard ho raha hoga ankit, hath do " vo mangti hui mere nazdeek ayi.

" tumhe diye gaye dard ke aage thoda seh lunga "

" mujhe kuch time de do " akansha mera hath pakadne ki kosish karti rahi.

" yani tumhe meri baat ka vishwas nahi hua "

" aisa kuch nahi hai ankit par tum samajh sakte ho ki mujhe kaisa laga hoga, yahi baat tum khud batate to mujhe bura nahi lagta "

" akansha shayad tumhe tab bhi itna sach nahi bata pata jitna ab bataya hai " pata nahi kyun vo meri baat sun kar shant hui aur ek tuk mujhe dekhne lagi " mei tumhe dard du use pehle mar jaunga, tut jayega sharir andar se aur yakeen karo hansta tha mei in baton par lekin ab hans sakta hun to sirf tumhari muskan par. Tumhe pana nahi chahta, na hassil karna chahta hun bas ek hi khwaish hai ki tumhe pyar kar sakun. Please mujhe " mei pura kehta use pehle vo mere sine se aa lagi. Ma kasam sab khatam ho gaya mere liye, ye waqt, ye dunia, ye prithvi, ye bharman sab ke sab mere liye zero tha kyun ki mujhe sab kuch ise kahin guna jada mere dil mein mil chuka tha. Vo roo bhale hi rahi thi lekin janta tha kyun roo rahi hai shayad dil ki takleef kam kar di thi mene aur ab vo use hi theek kar rahi hai. Ek pal sirf vahi mere sine se lagi rahi aur agle pal mene apne hath uski pith par kas diye aur hum ek dono se chipak gaye. Is ehsas ko kabhi nahi bhula paya tha mein aur kabhi bhula bhi nahi sakta tha. Ek awara sasta ladka aaj pyar ki dunia mein ameer ban chuka tha.

" ankit i am sorry " vo mujhse thoda hi alag hui yani chehra usne mere chehre ke samne kiya. " rahul ne jis tarah se bataya vo hurt kar gaya, mujhe tumhe chance dena chahie tha i .. " mene use wahin rok diya.

" mei kabhi himmat nahi jutta pata akansha, mujhse bada kamjor insan koi nahi hai dunia mein pata hai kyun? tum kehti thi na ki kis baat ka dar hai bas yahi dar tha ki agar mei tumhe kuch batau to kahin tum mujhe vo ladka samajh kar na chhod do jise mei kab ka chhod aya tha. Meri zindagi ke mayine ab sirf yahi hai jo tumhare sath hai iske alawa mere pas kuch nahi hai. Lekin jab aaj laga ki mei usi stage par akar khada hun to dar khatam ho gaya. Mujhe chhodogi to nahi " mere itna bolte hi usne apne honth mere honton par rakhe diye aur ek pal vahi bas unhe chumti rahi jiske baad mei bhi unhe chumne laga. Hum dono chumne mei itna kho gaye ki akansha dhire-dhire piche ki taraf girne lagi aur mei uske uppar lekin honth alag nahi hue. Vo sofe par laiti hi thi ki jo hath mere uski pith par the achanak usme behad dard utha vo isliye kyun ki meri ungli uske sharir aur sofe ke bich mein aa gayi thi
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" aaahh " mene fauran chumma toda aur hath khincha. Man kiya ungli katt kar alag kar du itni achi kissing chal rahi thi
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" i am sorry " akansha ghabrai si boli.

" nahi tumhari kya galti " mene hath jhatka.

" ispar dawai laga rahi thi aur kya karne lagi " hum dono abhi bhi ek dusre ke uppar hi laite hue the.

" mere dawai mere sath hi hai " mene jhat se uske honth pakde aur vo mujhe piche dhakka dene lagi bas isliye ki vo mujhe dawai laga sake lekin jab mei alag nahi hua to hum dono hi kiss karne lage. Achanak mujhe yaad aya aur mei use alag hua aur vo mujhe aise dekhne lagi mano mene aisa kyun kiya vo puch rahi ho.

" sorry " mene turant kaha aur vo meri shakal dekhne lagi aur puch rahi ho kyun " vo mei aise kiss karne laga, yakeen mano dubara nahi hoga " mei ghabra gaya tha kyun ki ye first time tha jab mene use aise kiss kiya tha. Vo ek pal dekhti rahi aur mujhe tab tak lagta raha ki mei gaya, aaj mera din acha nahi hai kand par kand ho rahe hain lekin agle hi pal vo muskura di aur usne mujhe apni bahon mein bhar kar khud hi kiss karna shuru kar diya. Hum dono ek dusre ke honth yun hi ek pal ke liye chumte rahe, bade hi soft honth the matlab ki kya hi bataun bich bich mein uski jeebh bhi aa jati aur phir uske honth. Kareeeb teen se char minute yun hi chumne ke baad usne mera sar piche kiya.

" i want it ankit " uski awaz mein madhoshi thi. Chehra lal ho chuka tha aur sabse jada uski naak jo chehre par aise lal batti bani thi mano siren ho. Mei uske chehre ko dekhta raha phir yaad aya usne mujhse kuch kaha hai abhi jise mei samajh nahi paya hun.
 
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" ankit " uski awaz se mei apni soch se bahar aya aur confused ankhon se use ghurne laga. " i want it " usne phir se wahi shabad kahe. Mujhe laga use bhuk lag rahi hai kyun ki party mein bina khaye jo aye the lekin vo ye baat itni dhimi awaz mein kyun keh rahi hai
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" mei abhi mangwa leta hun " mei uspar se khada hone laga lekin usne mujhe takat se pakad rakha tha isliye uth nahi paya manna padega ladki mein takat thi.

" kya mangwaoge ? " usne pucha.

" tum bata do " mujhe laga vo kya khana hai vo puch rahi hai. Par ye fususa kyun rahi hai, mujhe kuch samajh kyun nahi aa raha
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" tum kya samajh rahe ho "

" tum samjha rahi ho vahi samajh raha hun " mene bhi hawa mein teer chhoda, jaki pata kuch nahi tha
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" i want it right now " vo phir dhime se hi boli ab itni jaldi khana kaise ata mei yahi sochne laga. " ankit tum kya soch rahe ho bar-bar " is bar vo pareshani mein boli to mei vo nahi dekh paya aur direct puch liya bhale hi use mera hi popat hona tha.

" akansha mei sach mein nahi samajh paa raha ki itni jaldi khana kaise ayega "

" khana ? "

" han wahi to chahie na party se bhi kha kar nahi ayi tum isliye puch raha hun " mere kehne ke baad ek pal vo mujhse dekhti rahi aur phir khila-khila kar hasne lagi. Uske bhige hue gaal jo ansu se bhige the aur khilti hui ankhein, lal naak hanste hue uspar nagina bekhair rahi thi. Mei wahi dekh man mughd ho gaya kyun hans rahi hai iska khayal baad mein aya
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" hans kyun rahi ho " mene pucha aur direct pucha varna vo phir pareshan ho jati.

" khana nahi idiot i want you, i am ready to have a sex with you " uski baat sunte hi mei uski takat se aise azad hokar dusre kone par aa baitha jaise kisi ne mere niche chunti kaat di ho, vo mere is prahar se tajub ho gayi aur uth baithi. " what happen are you alright? " use laga mer tabyat kharab hai par asal mein uski baat ne mera mathe ka volt high kar diya tha.

" are you alright ? " usne dubara pucha. " akansha ye baat tumne kahi kyun ? " mujhe uski baat ke piche ka matlab samajh aa chuka tha.

" kaun si baat " vo ankit ke najdeek ayi.

" wahi tumne mujhe maaf nahi kiya na ? "

" mei kuch samajh nahi rahi "

" tum sex kaise kar sakti ho aakansha tumne hi kaha tha na ki shadi se pehle tum nahi kar sakti aur akash ko tumhari ye soch backward lagti thi "

" han par " mene use bich mein roka.

" par tum mere sath isliye karni chahti ho kyun ki mera past aisa tha varna mei tumhe chhod dunga tumhe aisa lagta hai " mujhe behad dhukh hua ki akansha ko mere bare mein aisa lagta hai lekin vo galat nahi thi mera kukram hi aise the. Mujhe dukhi dekh vo zor-zor se hasne lagi jise dekh mujhe aur bura laga ki ye hans rahi hai mei dukhi hun re hans kyun rahi hai re pata nahi kyun dil se umid jaggi ki mein dukhi hun to vo bhi dukhi ho. Par uski hansi achanak se ek emotion mein tabdeel ho gayi, vo mere kareeb ayi aur meri guddi pakad kar mera sar apne sar se chipka liya " are mere bhondu pyar, mei tumhare past ko jod kar nahi keh rahi aur rahi baat shadi se pehle kuch bhi hone ki to ye tay ki is zindagi mei tumhari amanat hi mere pas hogi " usne apna hath apne pet ke uppar rakha, ek pal laga par agle hi pal samajh gaya ki usne kya kaha, sach aurat ko koi nahi samajh sakta uske dil ke vichar ek pal mein apke dil ko itna bhar denge ki us waqt aap dunia ke sabse ameer insan mein tabdeel ho jate ho.

" jis tarah tumne pyar kiya us tarah se koi nahi chu paya mujhe aur mei chahti hun ki tum mera har kona kona chuho " usne mere kan ke ek dum najdeek se ye baat kahi aur mere rongte khade ho gaye. " i want you today, ever and forever " bol kar usne mere kano par kiss kiya, phir mere galon par apne honth ragdte hue chehre ke dusre hisse tak ayi aur phir wahan honth ragadte hue meri gardan par kiss karke apna chehra mere samne kar diya. Mei to zinda lash hi ban kar use dekh raha tha. Usne mere chehre ko apne hath mein thama aur meri ankhein apne ankhon se joda " i love you and i never loved anyone that way i feel for you inside of me, hum kiske liye badalte hain jise pyar karte hain tum bhi to badle kiske liye ? pyar ke liye to kya mein apni baat nahi badal sakti, its never about sex its about feelings, mujhe tumhare sath feelings hai and i want to share isme tumhare past se kuch nahi juda and ankit i know i won't loose you and u won't me either, you will live through me my whole life, forever " mene uske aage use bolne ka mauka nahi diya aur apne honth uske honton par rakh diye. Aur khisakte hue aage aya aur uske chehre ko pakad kar betasha chumne laga aur vo bhi utna hi sath de rahi thi. Ek hi pal mein uske uppar chad gaya aur honth chumte hue uski gardan aa gaya, ye pehli dafa tha jab mene use yahan chua tha vo sisaki aur mere balon mein hath fairne lagi, mei dhire-dhire uske sine tak aya aur uski dress jo uske cleavage ko cover kar rahi thi use utha kar sine par chumne laga. Vo madhosh hoti gayi aur mei uski khusbu ka deewana.

Mei uski dress ko utha kar uske sine par chumte hue gardan tak ata aur phir sine par yahi ghum raha tha, kya karun himmat nahi ho rahi thi akansha ke kapde utarne ki aur jaise usne meri baat padh li. Usne mera sar uthaya aur halka se uppar uth kar usne dress dhili karke utar niche kar di. Uska sina mere smne uski bra ke niche tha pata nahi usne kya kiya awaz ayi aur bra ka hook bhi khol diya. Mene ye dekh apni shirt utar di. Mera sine par usne hath rakha aur dono ki snsein tez ho gayi, mene uske hath par kiss kiya aur phir uspar uppar jhuk kar use chumne laga. Shuruwat phir honton se hui aur is baar sine tak aya aur halka sa bra ko dhakka diya to vo niche ho gayi. Nazar ka to nahi pata lekin mujhe aisa laga mano mene kisi pyari mulayam chiz par apne hath rakh diye ho. Shayad ye pehla ehsas tha uske liye isliye uski ankheein band thi.

" sssiiiii aahhh " vo bas itna hi boli aur mene apne honth uski chatiyun par rakh kar use chumna shuru kar diya kabhi dabata to kabhi chumta " ankit.. please " vo shayad isi feeling ki baat kar rahi thi kyun ki mujhse bhi intezar nahi ho raha tha, mei bas andar jana chahta tha. Mene akansha ki bachi hui dress niche khiska di aur jab vo tango se nikli aur meri nazar uske jism par padhi us din samajh aya ki aurat ka sharir itna khubsurat hota hai ki use maila karna is sansar ki sabse badi bhul hoti hai. Vo halki ghabrai si ankhein band karke laiti apni zindagi ki sabse anmol vastu yani khud ko saunp rahi thi. Dil hi nahi kiya ki ise bhogne ka ise to pyar ki saugat par sajana chahie. Meri nazar uske chehre par thi jispar dar, ghabrahat, khushi sab thi. Usi ko dekhte hue mene apne honth uske per par rakhe aur use ragte hue uppar aya bich ka jhagon wala hissa adha chhoda aur phir uske pet par chum liya. Kona kona uska apne honton se chumna tha, aurat izzat ki hakdar hoti hai mujhe us din samajh aaya. Pehli baar samajh aya jism ko bhogna nahi use pyar karna hota hai. Mere har chumne par vo sisakti aur bilakhti lekin mei ise ek yaadgar banana chahta tha.

Jab har hisse par chum liya to hath se uski penty khinch kar per se alag kar di aur apni jeans khol kar kapde utar apna jism uske jism ke uppar rakh diya. Dono ke jism nange the, mei uske uppar padha honton ko chus raha tha vo bhi balon mein hath dale yahi kar rahi thi. Use intezar tha aur mujhe to isi mein jannat mil rahi thi iske aage bhi kuch hota hai ek pal ke liye bhul sa gaya tha mera lund uski chut ke uppar hi tha garmi ka ehsas mil raha tha lekin mujhe is pyar ki garmi ke aage sab bekar lag raha tha.

" ankit " usne apne honth alag kiye " please let me live inside of you " uske chehre par sharam ke sth madhoshi thi. Mene uske chehre par aye baal piche kiye aur honton ko chumte hue uska kaha maan liya. Aaj pehli baar dil mein ghabrhat ho rahi thi mano pehli baar kar raha hun sach kahun to shayad ye pehli baar hi tha, abhi to nahi shayad aage kabhi samjha sakun. Mei akansha ki taraf jhuka aur halka sa khud ko dhakka diya mera lund akansha ki chut se takraya aur aage piche fiaslne laga. Vo tadap kar reh gayi, uske muh se nikalti sansein garam thi. Mene apna hath niche kiya aur lund ko pakad akansha ki chut par sahi jagah rakh kar halka push kiya.

Vo dard mein seham gayi aur usne meri bajaun ko pakad liya, mene ek aur push diya to halka sa lund andar fans gaya aur uski majbuti mere hath par badh gayi aur shayad takleef mein siski, mujhe bhi dard hua shayad isliye kyun ki ye pehli baar tha jab mein kisi virgin ladki ke sath humbistar ho raha tha. " akansha rehne dete hain tumhe takleef ho rahi hai " meri baat sun vo thoda muskura di aur usne apne sine mein samet liya shayad vo is dard ke liye tayar thi. Mene apne honth uski gardan par ragdate hue phir push kiya aur adha lund uski chut mein utar diya. Vo sisakti hui cheekhi " aaahahhhhhh ankitt....t.t. ohhhhhhh da.rd. ho raha hai " lekin mein ruka nahi aur agle push se mene apna lund andar ghusa hi dia. Usne apne nakhun meri pith mein gadha diya aur jo dard aur jalan use hui vahi mujhe bhi hua.

" aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh " vo siski aur apne honton se mere kandhon ko daba liya. Vo dard mein thi ye mei janta tha par dard jada der nah hona tha. Mene apna chehra uthaya aur uske mathe par chum liya, usne apni ankhein kholi aur usme se vo dard ka ek ansu nikal aya jise mene turant chum liya. Vo sharmai si mujhe dekhte hue meri bahon mein apne hath fairti rahi aur phir honth chum liye. Mei uske chehre ko ghur raha tha usne mujhse puch hi liya.

" kya hua ? " awaz mein madhoshi thi uske.

" mar jaun tab bhi is pal ko nahi bhul paunga " pata nahi kyun kaha aur apni kamar bahar nikal kar andar ki taraf push kar di. Tan badan mein aisi sar-sarahat hui jaisi kabhi nahi hui thi " aaaahahhhhhhhh " is bar dard ki nahi madhoshi ki awaz thi uske muh se mene suni. Usne apni gardan uppar ki taraf modi aur mei use dekhte hue dhakke lagane laga " aaankitt.t..t....t.t... yaaaaaaahhhhh aahahahhhhhhhhhhhhh " usne apni tangon se meri kamar kasi to dhakke aur tezz ho gayi. Mera aur uska badan ek dusre ko bhog nahi raha tha us pyar ki feeling se juda tha jise shaayd aaj se pehle mene kabhi mehsus nahi kiya tha. Mere hath akansha ki chatiyun par the aur honton uske chehre aur gardan par firte hue uske hothon tak atte. Dhakke tezz ho chuke the aur vo sisakti hui uski awaz mujhe madhosh kar rahi thi, mein nahi janta ki use uska orgasm feel hua ya nahi lekin meri halat kuch hi der mein najuk ho gayi.

" akansha.. i ammm... " bas itna hi kaha aur usne mujhe tight apni tangon se pakad liya, mei use azad nahi ho paya aur lund ko uski chut mein tezzi se utarta hua uska pani andar hi chhodta gaya.

" aahahaah-hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh " jaise vo meri garmi ko mehsus kar rahi ho jaise mene use abhi zindagi ka vo ras diya jise vo bhigna chahti thi bas uska muh khula hua tha aur mera sar uske sine par pada tha jise mehsus karke vo mere balon ko sehla rahi thi. Meri sansein ukhdi hui thi aur mein uske sine par hath fairta hua apni zindagi ki khayalon mein kho gaya kya tha mere pas aur ab kya le chuka hun mei.
 
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Ankh khuli to usi sofe par pada mila jispar mene akansha ke sath apne sambhand ko majbut kar liya tha. Kapde ki jagah badan par ek dophar padi thi jo shayad akansha udha kar gayi hogi. Mei khada hua to nazar sofe par gayi jahan khoon laga hua tha, dil aise dhadakne laga use dekh mano kisi ne mere hath ki naas kaat di ho. Ab ye khushi thi ya kuch aur us pal samajh na aya.

Akansha kahan gayi kahin ye bhi to ankita ki tarah nahi chali gayi sochte hi mere to tote ud gaye, mei fauran khada ho utha jise mere nange badan par ek matr odhi chadar khisak kar niche gir gayi aur mei nanga hi hall se dauda. Dimag aisa pareshan hua ki mei sidhe bahar ki taraf bhaga lekin vo band pada tha. Yani akansha andar hi hai kahin ro to nahi rahi, kahin aisa to nahi ki vo kal raat ko behak gayi thi aur ab bura maan rahi hai, kahin vo mujhe to nahi bolegi ki mene kyun nahi samjhaya. Oo teri to behenchod gandi lag jayegi. Mei uske room ki taraf dauda vo room mein nahi thi. Do insano mein se bhi ek insan ko khojn pad raha tha flat mei hadh hi ho gayi thi
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Par mei kamre se bahar nikalta use pehle mujhe pani girne ki awaz ayi. Shayad vo andar hai isliye mene bathroom par knock kiya par usne koi jawab nahi diya.

Akansha ko kuch ho to nahi gaya, jab darwaja khat-khatane par bhi vo bahar na nikli to mene use halka push kiya, vo khul gaya. Dhakka dekar mei andar ghusa to meri nazarein hairani mei samne chipki rahi. Akansha shower se naha rahi thi aur uski pith meri taraf thi. Uska bhara hua jism ankhon ke samne tha ye dekhte hi mera lawda apne aap khada hone laga, mene jaise hi ye mehsus kiya to uspar apne hath se mara taki vo baith jaye. Kahi akansha ne dekh liya to use mei tharki hi nazar aunga, mei apne lawde ke top par marne laga taki vo khada na ho itne mein akansha cheekhi jo shayad meri taraf mud gayi thi.

" ankit ... kya kar rahe ho bahar jao " mene uski taraf dekha, usne apna badan chupa raha tha, hath chatiyun par aur tangein fold kar li thi aur mene apna lawda chupa liya tha
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" vo tumhe hi khoj raha tha akansha, utha to tum nahi thi mujhe laga tum chhod kar chali gayi " use kahi jada meri shakal par band baji hui thi.

" kahan bhagungi ? " vo confused hote hue boli.

" pata nahi isliye mei sabse pehle bahar jane ko hua par gate band tha isliye phir socha " usne meri baat bich mein hi rok di.

" is halat mein nange bahar jaa rahe the ? " baat uski sahi thi mujhe tab dhayan aya ki mei nanga hi jaa raha tha. Bhari popat karwa kar mene abhi abhi apni bezati karwai thi. Mei sharma pada aur apne hath se ankhein chupa li lekin agle hi pal yaad aya ki ab mera showcase open ho gaya hoga. Mene fauran ankhein kholi aur phir apne lawde ki taraf dekha jo adha khada tha aur akansha ne use dekh liya tha
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Ab mei use kaise nazre milau, badi mushkil se mene apni nazrein uppar uthai to akansha meri shakal dekh kar hans di. Hanste hue uske hath apne sharir se hat gaye aur vo khila-khila kar harne lagi. Sach us din mene uske chehre se apni nazar hata kar nahi dekha, bhale hi vo bina kapdon ke khadi thi, par mere liye uski sundarta uski vo muskan ban chuki thi jo uske chehre par thi. Sach kisi ne sahi kaha tha pyar apke andar bahut badlav kar deta hai, mei apne aap ko vakai insan manne laga tha. Mei use dekhta raha aur pata nahi chala kab vo mere kareeb aa gayi.

" wanna bath " usne badi adab se apni baat kahi aur mei kuch nahi bol paya. Ek pal ankhon mein dekhte hue usne apni bahein mere gardan ke dono taraf rakhi aur apne honth mere honton par rakh diye. Ye uska shayad dusra roop tha jo mene pehli baar dekha tha. Kiss karte hue hum dono hi shower ke niche aa gaye aur pata nahi chala, mere hath uski chaityun par aa gaye aur kab mera lawda adhe se full hua pata nahi chala lekin ue pata chal raha tha kyun ki vo uske pet ko chu raha tha. Garam pani mein is garam mahol ne jaise jism ki aag ko bhadka diya tha. Kal wala pyar aaj vakai mein uska lust ban gaya tha, maza aa raha tha, acha lag raha tha pyar ke sath lusty hone mein. Uske honthon ko chumna, gardan ko chatna, uski chaityun se khelna, uske nipple khincha jisme uske dard ki siski sun unhi niple ko muh mein bharna, badan par charon taraf hath ferna, chatiyun par chumte hue chut par ungli se masalna.... Uski siskiyan jaise mujhe utejit kar rahi thi aur use mera chumna deewana bana raha tha. Kab phir honth mile pata nahi , mene apna hath niche karke uski tang uthai aur lawda uski chut par set karke halka sa dhakka mara. Use aaj bhi dard hua shayad kal ka dard pehle se maujud tha lekin aaj uski ankhon mein lust tha, mene dusra dhakka mara aur is bar vo pura andar hi ghus gaya. Deewar par uski chutadein ghis rahi thi aur mei apni chutado ka dum lagate hue dhakake laga raha tha, usne mere bal kas kar pakad rakhe the aur mene apne honthon se uski chaityun ko pakde rakha tha.

" aaahahhh-hhhhahah ahahhhhh ahhhhh ahhhhh ahhhh " bas yahi uske muh se nikal raha tha, mene uske kandhe par zor dala aur dhakke ki speed badha di, na jane kaisa junun tha ya phir kaho vo akansha thi jisne mujhe majbur kar diya ki mei ab jhad jaun. Hafta hua mei jhadne laga aur bahut hi jald uske andar hi apna ras dal kar chhod diya. Kal raat se ye dusri baar tha jab mene uske andar hi ras daal kar chhoda tha. Ek pal mein uske sine par sar rakhe rakha aur phir agle pal uske chehre ki taraf dekha, vo mere chehre ko hi dekh rahi thi.

" i love you ankit " bol kar usne mera matha chum liya. Dil ko itni thandak mili laga jaise jannat mil gayi ho. Sala ye waqt yahin ruk jaye, ye pal yahin ruk jaye, hum dono insan yahin ruk jaye. Mei nahi chahta tha kuch bhi aage badhe, na waqt aur na hi hum. Kyun ki badlav zindagi mein sirf waqt par nahi ata balki hum insano mein bhi ata hai aur nahi chahta tha ki insan mein koi badlav aye.

Phir jaise vo bachi ban gayi aur mene uska bharpur sath, hum dono ek dusre ko ragad ragad kar nahaye, mene uski chutdon par sabun laga kar mala aur spanking karne laga, jise dekh vo mujhe narazgi bhari nighaon se dekhni lagi to mei bhi ghum kar aur jhuk kar khada ho gaya. Ye dekhte hi vo hans di, bas yahi dekhna tha, mei sidha hone laga to usne bhi spanking walle andaz mein mere ek laga diya
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Mene ek pal use ghura aur phir hasne lage aur galle lag ek dusre ke shower se girte pani ka ehsas lete hue ek dusre ke dilon ko aur majbut rishte mein badalne lage.

Khushi wale din ache se beete hain aur aisi samjhdar ladki zindagi bhar sath rehne ke liye to kuch jada hi ache bette hain. Dil mein jo dar tha vo khatam ho chuka tha aur ab na hi kuch aisa tha jise mein akansha ko kho sakta tha kyun ki meri sachai uske samne thi. Mei jo tha vo tha ab jo hun usme ek sach hai, dikhawa kuch nahi. Roz subah use mil kar hi office jane laga, mano us raat ke baad jaise din hi badal gaye ho. Par zindagi mein kuch ho to grehan aa hi jata hai is baar grehan ghar ka tha jo bahut jada bada tha
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Pichli raat akansha ke flat par sex karte hue kab nikal gayi aur mei waha so gaya pata na chala isliye jab subah aya to papa to morning walk par the par maa shuru ho gayi.

" bigad gaye ho tum ab to hath se nikal chuke ho "

" andar ane do ya bahar se hi vapis jau " meri ankhon mei adhi nind thi.

" han ab to tum yahi bologe, mei hun kaun jo marzi vo karo " bol kar vo hatti aur mei ghusta hua sidha bistar par padh gaya. Jab se akansha ne samjhaya tha mei bahut aram se baat karta tha lekin har baat par tokna mujhe pasand nahi tha. Takreeban do ghante baad utha to maa kaam ko lekar chikchik kar rahi thi. Aaj saturday tha to office nahi jana tha islye uth kar ready ho gaya aur ready hokar bahar aya to atte hi mene maa se bola " din ka khana nahi hai " vo kitchen mein hi khadi thi. Pata nahi mere bolne par unhe kya hua unhone bartan kadai par mara aur chilla padi.

" mei yahan pagal hun jo tum logon ke sab karti rahun, zindagi bhar pati ka karun aur ab tumhara karun, sala izat nahi hai kisi bhi chiz ki mar jao khap jao tum logon ke liye lekin tum logon ne kutiya bana kar rakha hai " mei aur sun nahi paya aur sab bhul gaya.

" jada bolne ki jarurat nahi hai, ehsan nahi karti aap hum par ya mujhpar khas kar mei khud kar sakta hun apne aap jada bolne ki jarurat nahi hai " papa piche kamre mein baithe sun rahe the vo bahar nikle. Shayad pehli baar tha jab vo bole the

" ye kaun sa tarika hai baat karne ka "

" tarika inka dekho " unhe mene jawab diya.

" ha tu mera hi dekh, tu bahut samjhdar hai to kar le khud apne aap "

" han kar lunga ehsan nahi hai "

" ankit shant tum chote ho abhi "

" han tabhi to sunate ho, pehle kaam nahi karta tha jo sara din ye tanna deti thi ki muft ki rotiya kha raha hun tab apne aakar pucha mujhse yaa baat kari? ab jab apni zindagi jine laga hun to inko dikkat ho rahi hai "

" dikkat mujhe ho rahi hai na tu to dikkat na de hath jodti hun nikal ja abhi phir sala aisi aulad di kyun hai jisne kuch samjha hi nahi hai " unhone mere aage gusse mein hath jodte huee kaha.

" papa dekh rahi ho kya bol rahi hai " mujhe bahut bura laga isliye is baar unpar chillaya nahi aur papa ko bolo ki dekho kaun galat hai.

" tum bhi shant ho jao, zara si baat ka kya " papa ko bhi unhone rok diya.

" zara si.. aap rehne dijeye, ye kabhi nahi sudhrega. Mujhe koi moh nahi hai bete ka beti di hoti to sukhi hoti mein tu jaisa beta de kar zindagi aur bhudapa dono kharab kar diya mera bhagwan ne tu ja bhai tu jaa nikal ghar se aur jahan jaa raha hai wahin reh yahan mat aaio " hath jodte hue unhone dubara kaha to is baar mein nahi ruka. Sidhe kamre mein gaya ek suitcase nikale aur saman bharne laga. Itna acha mood tha itni achi zindagi chal rahi thi par ye pal ana jaruri tha? Insan ko kisi tarah taassali nahi thi, har chiz mein rok har chiz mein tok pehle nahi jaata tha to kyun nahi jata ab jata hun to naukrani samajh rakha hai. Raho mere bina ab mujhe bhi koi matlab nahi hai. Mere ankhon mein ansu the nai pata kyun par tayar hote hue mein saman bandhne laga. Papa maa ko samjha rahe the lekin vo gusse mein jo bol rahi thi vo to mei sun kar dahurana bhi nahi chahta tha bina kisi baat ke ye sab kehna kaha ka shoba deta hai ek maa hokar aisi batein? Har shabad mujhe unka galat laga lekin kash mene use maa samajh kar jo unko galat kaha tha kassh maa samajh kar hi use avoid kar liya hota. Tayar hokar mein saman lekar bahar nikla.

" aur jo saman hai thoda-thoda jaldi akar le jaunga "

" ankit vapis rakh bag " papa gusse mein chillaye.

" ab nahi rakhunga papa aur sahi kaha maa ne unki beti deni chahie thi meri koi jarurat nahi thi " vo roo rahi thi lekin mei bahut hurt hua tha isliye mujhe vo ansu nahi dikhe. Ankhein meri bhi bhari thi lekin ansu nahi anne diye. " jaa rha hun "

" ankit ruk tu pagal hai kya " papa ne us waqt bahut rokne ki kosish ki par bahut der ho chuki thi. Vo tab nahi the jab mene itni batein suni, roz suni, apni koi azadi is ghar mein thi hi nahi aur isliye ye ek din hona hi tha. Bhale hi aaj ya phir ane wale kal mein. Akansha ke sath lunch ka program tha jo usne kal raat banaya tha isliye mene maa ko khane ke liye mana kiya tha jispar unhone itna bawal kar diya tha. Mei sab kuch chhod kar usi ke ghar aya tha jiske sath din mein lunch ka program banaya tha..

Akansha mujhe dekhte hi samajh gayi thi ki gadbad hai, sath hi baithi thi kafi der se hum dono, mene use sab bata diya tha aur ab shant the, usne mera hath apne hath mein le rakha tha. Aaj ka din kharab tha mei yahi soch raha tha lekin nahi pata tha ki abhi kharab aur hone wala hai.
 
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" mere lunch program banane ki vajah se hua ye sab " thodi der chup rehne ke baad vo boli " mujhe bhi samjhna chahie tha ki tumhari bhi family hai, roz roz aise milenge to ghar wale sawal to karenge hi, mujhe dhayan rakhna chahie tha " akansha ke bolte hi mene apna hath use chhudwa lia.

" kya bekar ki baat kar rahi ho tum " mei bola rukhepan mein tha jaise chidchidaya hua hun aur isme koi shaq nahi tha ki meri tone behad kharab thi. " tumhe apne uppar lene ki kya jarurat hai, bekar ki baat mat karo ki tumne kiya banaya falana " mei dubara usi andaz mein bola aur sar jhuka kar baith gaya. Baat kari to mene kharab tarike se thi lekin usme mene akansha ko kahin se bhi galat nahi tehraya tha par use is baat ka farak nahi pada ki mene use galat nahi kaha balki use is baat se farak pada ki mene use aise kaise baat ki.

" tum mujhse aise kaise baat kar rahe ho ankit? " uski baat sunte hi mujhe samajh aya ki mene abhi kis tarah baat ki thi. Mene fauran apni nazar uski aaur uthai.

" nahi akansha mera vo matlab nahi tha mei to tumhe hi sahi keh raha tha "

" tumhara attitude bahut rude tha, i don't..... " vo itna bol kar apni jagah se uth gayi aur phir kuch kehna cha kar bhi bhi kuch kahe vahan se chali gayi.

" akansha suno to " mene use rokne ki kosish ki par usne nahi suni. Ladkiyon ko sahi bhi bola to tameez se varna sahi galat to dur ki baat hai vo tumhare lehaze ko pakad kar baith jayegi. Ye baat mujhe usi din pata chali kyun ki aaj se pehle kabhi mene is chiz ko notice nahi kiya tha, ek to pehle hi ghar walon ki wajah se chidchida ho raha tha uppar se akansha nahi samajh sahi thi usne aur chidchidahat badha di thi.

Akansha kamre mei ghus gayi aur andar se band kar liya, mujhe use manana chhaie tha, samjhana chahie tha aur simple sa 'sorry' bolna chahie tha lekin mei apni chidchidahat se bahar hi nahi nikal paa raha tha. Mene ek do baar door knock karke bhi try kiya lekin koi asar nahi hua. Fir wapis hall mein hi aa baitha aur sochne laga ki kya se kya ho gaya. Achi bhali subah thi teen ghante mein lode lag gaye behenchod, kiski manhus shakal dekhi thi madarchod zindagi itni jaldi chudti hai kya hi bataye. Ye mei kya soch raha hun? kya ho gaya mujhe? Kya ho gaya behenchod ? phir behenchod? abe yaar ... mene ek gehri sans chhodi aur phir ek pal ke liye ankh band karke sochne laga. Akansha ka hansta hua chehra, hamare bich baat-cheet aur vo natkhat bhara ehsas jiske sath humare jism ek hue the.

Mei apni jagah se khada hua aur kamre ke bahar pahunch kar gate khatkhatate hue bola " sorry akansha, mera tumse aise baat karne ka koi hak nahi hai lekin bas tumne khud ko galat bola to suna nahi gaya kyun ki isme tumhari galti nahi hai, galti meri hai, mene apni irritation ke chalte is lehaze mein bol diya " mene itna hi kaha aur darwaja khul gaya. Akansha mere samne khadi thi, use dekhne ke baad to mere muh se awaz hi nahi nikli ek dum aisa shant ho gaya jaise aaj tak use bolne mein jhijkana maujud ho. " i am sorry akansha " mene bas itna hi kaha to usne kuch nahi kaha aur mere galle aa lagi. Maffi mangne insan aage badh sakta hai to apne ego aur attitude ko chhod dena chahie kyun ki vo hamesha hume piche dhakelta hai.

" jo bhi ho ankit ghar par is tarah se ladai aur phir chhod ana sahi nahi hai " hum bahar nahi gaye the. Akansha ne ghar mein hi bana liya tha aur table par baithte hi usne mujhse apni baat kahi.

" janta hun lekin kya karun, roz roz ek hi chiz tumhe kaise lagegi? bardasht hogi? last time bhi tumhare kehne par mene baat kahi thi unhe koi parwah hi nahi hai akansha, unhe bas wahi shi lagta hai jo unhe sahi lagta hai aisa nahi hota kabhi bhi "

" janti hun nahi hota, lekin maa hai vo jisne tumhe janam diya hai samajh rahe ho na?"

" janta hun akansha lekin kya tum kuch din mujhe yahan rehne de sakti ho please? "

" ye tumhara hi ghar hai ankit, jab tak rehna hai raho, mei bas ye chahti hun ki tum apne ghar walon ko is ankit se milwao jo tum mere sath ho "

" yahi hun mei unke sath bas wahi nahi hai "

" ilzam lagana band karo aur aage badho. Maa baap se naraz ho sakte hai bache par unse alag kabhi nahi hona chahie aur han ek baat aur ye ghar tumhara hai tum jab tak rehna chahte ho raho aur is baat ko dubara puchne ki jarurat nahi hai tumhe, samjhe?"

" mene isliye pucha kahin log na kahe ki ladka ladki reh rahe hain sath mein " itna keh kar mene apne dant dikha diye jise dekh akansha ke chehre par bhi smile aa gayi.

Akansha ka mujhe yun is tarah samjhana meri zindagi ki ek nayi kaddi ko mujhse jodne laga tha. Bhale hi mujhe pasand nahi tha ki koi mujhe samjhaye par uska tarika kuch alag tha, ya phir mei use itna pyar karne laga tha ki usko kabhi dukhi nahi dekh sakta tha isliye khud hi maan jata tha. Zindagi aise padav par aa gayi thi jahan ab waqt bahut tezi se nikal jata hai. College khatam hone ke baad to mano bhag si rahi thi zindagi meri. Ghar par hui ladai ko das din kab beet gaye pata nahi chala mei office se akansha ko lete hue sath hi ghar ata tha aur ab yahi routine ban gaya tha, jaise vo meri second hand ho, meri wife ho. Ye soch kar hi ek alag tarah ka ehsas dil mein utha par phir khud hi muskura padta.

Aisa nahi tha ki meri ghar par baat nahi hui, papa se hui thi unhone bhi samjhaya aur mene bhi suni baat lekin maa se jada baat nahi hui. Vo ghar wapis bula rahe the lekin mene abhi mana kar diya tha. Kuch din aur rukna chahta tha yahin is peace mein. Kyun ki janta tha ghar jatte hi jhagda aaj kal to hona hi hai. Mene keh diya tha unhe ki mei apne dost ke sath reh raha hun. Yahi bat mene akansha ko batai to usne mujhse do sawal kiye pehla ye ki mene uske bare mein kyun nahi bataya? dusra ki jab baat hui hai ghar par to mei vapis kyun nahi jaa raha? Aisa nahi tha ki vo khush nahi thi balki vo to ab kehne lagi thi ki agar mei vapis chala gaya to kaise rahegi ghar par vo bhi mere bina ab, mei use apni adat se bandh raha hun aur ye bahut dukh dega. Mere pas bas ek hi jawab hota ki vo hamesha mere sath rahegi to aisa sochne ki jarurat nahi hai, ghar badal jayega par dil thodi? Iske alawa uske dono sawalon ka jawab mene kuch is tarah diya, pehla ye ki mene uske bare mein kyun nahi bataya uske piche ki wajah thi mansikta hamare maa baap ho ya log ho, agar mei unhe kehta ki meri friend ek ladki hai jiske sath reh raha hun to ghar to chhodo kabhi baat nahi hoti. Usne ispar koi sawal nahi kiya, samjhdar hai vo isliye pata tha samajh jayegi. Ab uska dusra sawal jiska jawab mei yahi deta ki next week chala jaunga lekin ghar par baat karne se ek baat mujhe behad khatki jo maa ne kahi thi

" log keh rahe hain beta apna ghar chhod kar kahin aur reh raha hai? kuch chakar hai? " batein bana rahe hai, jo mujhe bilkul pasand nahi ayi kyun ki unhe apne ghar se jada bahar ke logon ki jada chinta thi. Ab log soch rahe hain to sochne deta hun aur ab yahan kuch aur waqt ruk jata hun, meri ye zid thi unke khilaf ya mei khud akansha se alag hokar nahi jana chahta tha. Kehte hain na jeevan mein akele ko sahahra mil jaye to vo usi ke sath aage badhta hai aur agar vo sahahra kahin dur ho jaye to vo chalna hi chhod deta hai. Insani lagav kahein ya phir hamari banavat jo dil naam ki chiz se judi hoti hai asal mein vo hota dimag ka hissa hi hai par kehte dil hai kyun ki jab dard hota hai to dukhta wahi hai.

Sawalon ke sath waqt aur rishta aage badhta jaa raha tha aur hamara natkhat pana alag hi sthar par pahunch gaya tha. Mera yahan kehne ka matlab hai ab to hamare jism mil chuke the aur apas mein kahin bhi unhe jodne mein lag jatte the, man bhi itna krta tha akansha ko chune ka ki sach mein ab to vo mujhse dukhi ho gayi thi. Subah chutti walle din kitchen mein hi pakad liya mene vo kitchen mein kaam kar rahi thi mere liye omlett bana rahi thi aur mene use piche se apni bahon mein bhar liya,kya karun vo itni pyari lag rahi thi ki bas
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Mene use piche se pakda aur apne honth uski gardan par rakh diye " ankit no, let me do .. aahhh.. " mene uske kan par katta to vo apne kandhe se hi mujhe piche karne lagi jispar uski gardan par apne honth rakh kar jeebh laga di, ye uska soft aur weak spot tha iske baad vo kuch nahi dekhti. Uske hath se khane ka saman chhut gaya aur ankhein band karke vo mere chumne ka maza lene lagi, Subah subah ka waqt tha aur mei ek dum tanna baitha tha, samay orgy ka nahi tha bas apne pyar ko piro dena chahta tha, isliye uske tan se judte hue mere hath uske top ke niche gayi jahan usne shorts to pehni nahi thi aur uski penty ko niche khiska di aur apne pajame ke andar se apna tanna hua lund uske piche malne laga. Honth gardan par the aur hath uske sine ke uppar pahunch gaye the. Madhosh hum dono the aur ab kal raat jo humne bistar toda tha use kitchen mein todna chahte the. Usne apni gardan modi aur hum dono ke honth apas mein jud gaye, betasha chumte hue ek dusre ke honton ka thuk ird gir lagaya aur kab mera hath niche chala gaya mujhe nahi pata. Mujhe bas itna malum hai ki garam makhan jaisi malai mein ghus gaya pata hi nahi chala.

Akansha ko mei halka jhuka chuka tha aur usko piche se dhakke lagane laga. Hath uski chaityun ko masal rahi thi aur vo ankhein band karke ' aahh aahhhh ahhh'siskiyan bhar rahi thi. Ahein to mei bhi le raha tha lekin muh se awaz nahi nikal rahi thi. Badan se kapda nahi utra tha phir bhi uspar pyar ki thos jamate hue mei use betasha tarike se chhod raha tha. Ek pal ke liye ankhein kholi to akansha jis haal mein mere sath thi use dekh muskura dia. Janta tha vo bahut sharmayegi ye khatam hone ke baad.

" aankitt.. i m.... " vo bas itna hi bol payi aur usne slap ko majbuti se pakad liya. Mei janta tha vo kya kehna chahti thi, vo charamsukh paa chuki thi isliye to itna jada mein andar fisal raha tha par abhi mera nahi hua tha isliye mein ruka nahi par use shayad khade khade peron mein dard ho raha hoga yahi sochte hue mein zor-zor se uske sharir ke andar bahar hone laga, vo abhi bhi sisak rahi thi aur usko chodne ki 'thapp' awaz uski awaz ko daba bhi rahi thi. Mei bhi bas apne charam sukh ke najdeek tha, mene apne hath uske top ke andar dalle aur uski chati ko masalte hue unhe kapde se bahar nikal liya.

" aah-hh " galle se na chahte hue bhi awaz nikli aur akhri jhatka itni zor se diya ki slap se uski thigh takrai aur mene apna charamsukh uske andar hi daal kar uske uppar piche se gir gaya. Dono pasina pasina ho chuke the, uske to balon se pasina aa raha tha aur mere chehre par aur vo pasina bhi ek mehak jaisa mehsus ho raha tha jo itna acha lag raha tha ki bata nahi sakta. Hum usi tarah ek pal khade rahe phir akansha ne meri taraf nazar dali aur mere baal khinchte hue boli " badmassh "

" aahyiii.. baal tod dale mere karamjali ne " mei chekhta hua sar sehlate hue bola.

" acha mei karamjali chalo hatho " usne mujhe piche dhakka diya aur mei uske liye tayar nahi tha. Hua phir ye ki mera jo pajama niche fansa tha uski wajah se mei ladhkhda gaya aur piche jaa gira. " aayiiiiiii maa mar dala re.. maar dala "

" ankit.. " akansha ghabrate hue mere pas ayi. Mei to piche kursi se takra kar niche zameen par gir gya. Meri nanga pichwada itni zor se laga zameen par ki maa yaad aa gayi kasam se. Lund sukh kar murjhaya hua latka tha aur jhatein bhi baithi hui thi apni halat par nazar dal kar mere ko hi sharam aa gayi ek baar to
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" bolte kyun nahi tum, theek ho na lagi to nahi kahan kho gaye " akansha ke sawal se mei apne hosh mein aya.

" pichwada tut gaya re maa " meri shakal dekh kar vo itne tension bharre mahol mein bhi hans di aur khil khila kar hasne lagi " han han hanso hanso, pichwada tuta hai hamara hansi to ayegi " mene nakchade pane mein kaha to vo aur hasne lagi. " han to mene kaha tha tumhe natkhat banne ke liye " vo hanste hanste niche wahin mere samne baith gayi jise uski tangein halki khul gayi. Meri khinchai kar rahi thi hans kar meri bari thi ab
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" bina kachi ke tangein kholi baithi ho sharam naa aa rahi " mere kehte hi uski hansi ek pal ke liye jaise gayab ho gayi. Usne ek pal mere chehre par dekha phir nazar piche ghuma kar jahan uski penty padi hui thi aur use dekhte hi apne per daboch liye. Uska chehra itna lal ho gaya mano dhoop mein tap kar ayi ho, uski lalima aur sharmahat wali shakal dekh kar hasne laga " hahahahahahahahahahahaha " apni halat ko usi tarah chhod zor-zor se hasne laga. Vo meri hansi dekh naak chadati hui apni jagah se khadi hui.

" hanso ab tum ana, badi shararat suj rahi hai na dekhti hun kaise hath lagta hai ab tumhara " usne attitude se kaha aur vo jaan kar penty uthane ke liye jada jhuki jiski wajah se uski gori pyari mulayam chhutad aur bich mein chut ka ched meri ankhon ke samne aa gaya jise dekh bhuja hua lund bhi jhatak gaya. Vo khadi hui aur phir meri aaur dekhti hui naak chadate hue wahan se jane lagi.

Ye jaa rahi hai vo bhi mujhe bina uthaye " aree mujhe utha to deti " mene awaz lagai to udhar se turant jawab aya
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" khud uthta hai na tumhara to abhi bhi zor lagao aur khud utho "

" karamjali kahin ki " mene kursi ko pakda aur usi ke sahare uthne laga " ayi maa pichwada tod diya mera, abhi to subah ka hagga bhi nahi mene aaayiiii "
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