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Hello Dosto..Kaise hain aap sab..!!
Main ek baar fir se haazir hu aap sabke saamne ek nai kahani The Revenge le kar. Nai kahani se mera matlab hai ki pichhli kahani ka second part. Pichhli kahani C. M. S. [Choot Maar Service]thi jise aap sabne padha aur apni khubsurat sameekshaao se mujhe rubaru bhi karaya. Khair [color=rgb(255,]C. M. S.[/color]ka second part shuru kar raha hu jiska naam hai [color=rgb(41,]The Revenge[/color].

[color=rgb(41,]The Revenge[/color], Title se hi aap sab samajh gaye honge ki kahani kaisi hogi. Khair maine socha tha ki kuch time ka break luga lekin fir socha ki is kahani ka maamla abhi naya naya hai is liye iske second part ko likhne me deri nahi karni chahiye. Aisa karne se bahut had tak sambhav hai ki purani kahaniyo ki tarah ye bhi private area me pahuch jaye aur lambe samay ka break le le.

New readers se yahi kahuga ki is kahani ko read karne se pahle iske first part [color=rgb(255,]C. M. S.[/color]ko zarur padhe, taaki is kahani ko sahajta se samajhne me unhe kisi bhi tarah ki problem na ho.

Sabhi readers se yahi guzarish hai ki story ke update read karne ke baad story ke sambandh me apna feedback zarur de. Isse writer ka manobal to badhta hi hai sath hi use bhi ye lagta hai ki uski mehnat bekaar nahi ja rahi. Aapke zahen me kahani ke prati jaise bhi vichaar aaye unhe bejhijhak apne comments ke dwara yaha pesh kare. Story ke update padh kar chup chaap nikal lena kahi se bhi jaayaz nahi hai. Writers aapke manoranjan ke liye hi story likhte hain is liye wo yahi expect karte hain ki unki story padhne wale readers story ke sambandh me apna feedback zarur de.

Aakhir me bas yahi kahuga ki main daily update nahi de sakta aur na hi maine kabhi kisi story me daily update diya hai lekin itna waada zarur karta hu ki story ka ye second part apne anjaam tak zarur pahuchega.

[color=rgb(0,]!! Dhanyawaad !![/color]



[color=rgb(255,]The Revenge[/color]





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[color=rgb(255,]Introduction No. - 01[/color]
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(Dosto, yaha par main apne parents aur apne dosto ke sath sath unke parents ka ek baar fir se parichay dena uchit samajhta hu)

* Awdhesh Pratap Singh (Mere Pita/Dead)
* Madhuri Singh (Meri Maa/Dead)
Main apne mata pita ki iklauti aulaad hu. Naam to aap sab jaante hi hain mera, fir bhi bata deta hu...mera naam Vikram Singh hai.

Mere dost aur unke parents...

(01) Sanjay Bhatiya (Ranjan ke pita)
* Keerti Bhatiya (Ranjan ki maa)
* Komal Bhatiya (Ranjan Ki chhoti bahan)

(02) Siraj Patel (Tarun ke pita)
* Saumya Patel ( Tarun ki maa)
* Sakshi Patel (Tarun ki judwa bahan)
* Minakshi Patel (Tarun ki chhoti bahan)

(03) Jeewan Saini (Shekhar ke pita)
* Garima Saini (Shekhar ki maa)
* Deepti Saini (Shekhar ki bahan)
* Gaurav Saini (Shekhar ka chhota bhai)
Deepti aur gaurav dono twins hain.

(04) Gulfam Ali (Zafar ke pita)
* Sadia Begam (Zafar ki maa)
* Neelofer Begam (Zafar ki dusri maa)
* Nadia Ali (Zafar ki bahan)
* Nazia Ali (Zafar ki biwi)
* Rabia Ali (Zafar ki sauteli bahan)
* Sofia Ali (Zafar ki suteli bahan)
* Gulnaaz Ali (Zafar ki sauteli bahan)

Zafar ke pita ko aur bhi bete chahiye the lekin Sadia ki bachchedani kharab ho jane ki vajah se gulfam Ali ne dusra niqaah neelofer se kiya. Neelofer ke dwara gulfam ko sirf teen betiya hi paida huyi. Uske baad koi aulaad huyi hi nahi. Gulfam ne ek hi bete par Santosh kiya aur teesra niqaah karne ka khayaal hamesha ke liye zahen se nikaal diya tha.

(Dosto, to ye tha mere dosto aur unki family ka parichay)


[color=rgb(255,]Introduction No. - 02[/color]
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(01) Sanjay Bhatiya aur Keerti Bhatiya ko do bachche the. Pahla beta Ranjan aur dusre me beti Komal. Dono ki hi shadi ho chuki hai...
=> Komal ranjan se teen saal chhoti thi. Present me wo shadi shuda hai aur apne pati ke sath videsh me rahti hai.
=> Ranjan Bhatiya (Age 43/ Married)
=> Shruti Bhatiya (Age 39/ Ranjan ki wife)
Ranjan aur Shruti ke do bachche hain....
• Deepak Bhatiya (Age 18/ College Student)
• Dipali Bhatiya (Age 18/ College Student)
Deepak aur Dipali dono twins hain...

(02) Jeewan Saini aur Garima Saini ke teen bachche the. Pahla Shekhar, uske baad do twins the...Deepti aur Gaurav. Jeewan aur garima ke sabhi bachcho ki shadi ho chuki hai..
=> Deepti apne pati ke sath Pune me rahti hai...
=> Shekhar Saini (Age 42/ Married)
=> Sneha Saini (Age 38/ Shekhar ki wife)
Shekhar aur Sneha ke sirf ek beta hai...
• Mohit Saini (Age **/ College Student)

(03) Siraj Patel aur Saumya Patel Ke teen bachche the. Sabse pahle judwa bachche huye the jinme Tarun aur Sakshi the, uske kaafi saalo baad ek aur beti huyi jiska naam minakshi patel hai. Sabhi bachcho ki shadiya ho chuki hain...
=> Sakshi apne pati aur bachcho ke sath banglore me rahti hai, jabki minakshi Delhi ke hi Noida me apne pati ke sath rahti hai. Minakshi ko abhi tak koi aulaad nahi hai...
=> Tarun Patel (Age 43/ Married)
=> Ridhima Patel (Age 39/ Tarun ki wife)
Tarun aur Ridhima ko do bachche hain. Ek ladka aur ek ladki...
• Sujeet Patel (Age 18/ College Student)
• Surbhi Patel (Age **/ College Student)

(04) Gulfam Ali ki do biwiya hain. Pahli Sadia Begam aur dusri Nilofer Begam. Bete ki chaah me gulfam ali ne do shadiya ki thi lekin dusri biwi se use sirf betiya hi paida huyi thi. Gulfam Ali ke sabhi bachcho ka niqaah ho chuka hai...
=> Zafar Ali (Age 43/ Married)
=> Nazia Ali (Age 40/ Zafar ki wife)
Zafar aur nazia ko teen bachche hain jinme ek beta hai aur do betiya hain. Sabhi videsh me rahte hain aur wahi padhaayi karte hain...
• Sarfaraz Ali (Age 19/ College Student)
• Rifat Ali (Age**/ Student)
• Rukhsaar Ali (Age**/ Student)
 

[color=rgb(255,]Update - 01[/color]
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Subah ke kareeb aath baje the.
Jailer shivkant wagle apne awaas ke baahar hare bhare lawn me rakhi ek kursi par baitha akhbaar padh raha tha. Ek hath me chaay ka cup tha jisme bhari chaay ko wo kuch der ke antraal me pi leta tha. Uska swaasthya kuch samay se thik nahi tha is liye wo chhutti par tha. Halaaki ab wo pahle se kuch behtar tha kintu uske adhikariyo ne use kuch din aur rest karne ke liye kaha tha.

"Ye tumhare hath me kya hai bahadur?" Savitri ki madhur awaaz se akhbaar padh rahe wagle ka dhyaan toota jiske chalte usne awaaz ki disha me dekha. Savitri ghar ke andar se nikal kar usi ki taraf aa rahi thi lekin ghar ke naukar bahadur ko dekh kar usne usse thithak kar puchha tha.

Wagle ne dekha uske naukar bahadur ke hath me peele rang ka koi parcel jaisa kuch nazar aa raha tha. Wagle samajh gaya ki uski khubsurat biwi ne usse usi ke bare me puchha hai.

"Pata nahi maalkin." Bahadur ne apni jagah par ruk kar usse kaha____"Abhi abhi ek aath das saal ka ladka ise liye mere paas aaya aur ise mujhe pakda kar bola ki ise jailer uncle ko de du."

"Badi ajeeb baat hai." Bahadur ki baat sun kar jaha wagle ke chehre par chaukne wale bhaav ubhar aaye wahi savitri ne sochne wale bhaav se kaha____"Koi aath das saal ka ladka aisi cheez tumhe pakda gaya aur tumne usse puchha bhi nahi ki isme kya hai aur wo inhe (Wagle) dene ko kyo bola tha?"

"Maine usse puchha tha maalkin." Bahadur ne safaai dete huye kaha____"Lekin wo bina koi jawaab diye lagbhag bhaagte huye waapas chala gaya."

"Ye to aur bhi ajeeb baat hai." Savitri ne socho ke bhaav liye wagle ki taraf dekha____"Aaj se pahle to aisa kabhi nahi hua ki kisi ladke ne is tarah se koi cheez aapke paas pahuchane ke liye bahadur ko di ho. Aakhir aisi kya cheez ho sakti hai isme? Kahi koi bomb womb to nahi hai isme?"

"Tum bekaar me hi itna soch rahi ho savitri." Wagle ne samaanya bhaav darshate huye kaha lekin man hi man wo bhi soch me pad gaya tha. Fir usne bahadur se kaha____"Ise table par rakh do bahadur aur andar se metal ditector le kar aao zara."

Wagle ke kahne par bahadur ne us parcel jaisi cheez ko wagle ke samne rakhi table par rakha aur bhagta hua andar chala gaya. Thodi der baad jab wo waapas aaya to uske hath me metal detector tha. Wagle ne usse metal detector liya aur use chalu kar ke us parcel jaisi cheez par ghumana shuru kiya. Savitri aur bahadur apni apni saanse roke wagle ke kriya kalaapo ko dekhte rahe.

"Hamne kaha tha na savitri ki tum bekaar me hi itna soch rahi ho." Kuch der baad wagle ne metal detector ko bahadur ki taraf badhate huye kaha____"Isme aisi koi khatarnaak cheez nahi hai jisse hame kisi tarah ka koi nuksaan pahuch sake."

"Fir bhi ye sochne wali baat to hai hi ki ek aath das saal ke ladke ne aisi cheez bahadur ke dwara aapko dene ke liye kyo kaha hoga?" Savitri ne kaha____"Aakhir kaun tha wo ladka aur kaha se aaya tha?"

"Hamara khayaal hai ki is parcel ke andar jo bhi cheez hai." Wagle ne sochne wale andaz se kaha_____"Use us ladke ke dwara kisi aur ne bhejwaya hai ham tak."

"Ye kya kah rahe hain aap?" Savitri ke sath sath bahadur bhi chaunka.
"Yahi sach hai savitri." Wagle ne samjhane wale andaz se kaha____"Tum khud socho ki ek aath das saal ka ladka aisi koi cheez kaha se aur kyo le kar aayega hamare liye? Zaahir hai us ladke ko ye cheez kisi aur ne hi di aur usne usse ye kah kar bahadur ke paas bheja ki wo ise hame de de."

"Agar aapki baat sach hai." Savitri ne uljhan bhare bhaav se kaha____"To fir is cheez ko kisne diya hoga us ladke ko? Kaun ho sakta hai wo?"
"Tum ye sab mat socho." Wagle ne sapaat lahje me kaha____"Ham dekhte hain kya hai isme."

Wagle ke kahne par savitri kuch der tak wagle ke chehre ki taraf dekhti rahi fir bina kuch kahe aa kar usne table se chaay ka cup liya aur palat kar andar ki taraf chali gai. Bahadur bhi waha se chala gaya.

Dono ke jane ke baad wagle ne table par rakhe huye us peele rang ke parcel ki taraf dekha. Man me kai tarah ke sawaal aur vichaar ubhar rahe the lekin wo bhi janta tha ki jab tak parcel ke andar ki cheez ko dekha nahi jayega tab tak pata nahi chal sakega ki aakhir ye sab chakkar kya hai. Ye soch kar wagle ne parcel ko hath me liya aur pahle use kuch palo tak tatola uske baad usne parcel ko kholna shuru kiya. Ek taraf jaha wagle ke zahen me kai saare khayaal ubhar rahe the wahi dil ki dhadkane bhi thoda badh gai thi.

Wagle ne parcel khola.
parcel ke andar maujood ek diary par nazar padte hi wo chaunka aur sath hi zahen me bijli ki si tezi se hazaro khayaal ubharne lage. Abhi das pandrah second bhi na guzra tha ki achanak hi wagle ke zahen me jaise koi visfot sa hua aur palak jhapakte hi zahen me ek naam ubhar aaya aur sath hi aankho ke samne ek chehra jaise full roshni ke sath flash ho utha. Wo chehra tha______Vikram Singh ka.

Wagle ne bade dhyaan se diary ko dekha. Diary ke mote cover par The Revenge likha nazar aaya aur uske neeche likha tha____Vikram Singh. Wagle ab puri tarah sure ho chuka tha ki ye parcel us tak kisne pahuchaya tha. Palak jhapakte hi uske zahen me vikram singh se sambandhit har baat goojne lagi. Vikram Singh ke dwara di hui wo diary uske zahen me ubhar aai jisne use vikram singh ke bare me bahut kuch bataya tha aur jis diary ne khud uski zindagi ko kafi had tak badal diya tha.

Jailer shivkant wagle parcel me maujood us diary ko aplak dekhe ja raha tha aur sath hi jane kin khayaalo me khota ja raha tha. Vikram singh naam ka kirdaar uski zindagi me ekdam se anokha sa ho gaya tha. Aaj pure chhah maheene guzar gaye the use uski jail se riha huye. In chhah maheeno me aisa koi din nahi gaya tha jab usne vikram singh ko yaad na kiya ho ya yu kahe ki vikram singh use yaad na aaya ho. Shuruaat ke teen maheene aise the jab wo har roz akhbaaro par aur news channelo par aisi khabre sunta aur padhta tha jisme ek aise rahasyamayi qaatil ka zikra hota raha tha jisne police aur prashasan ki naak me dam kar rakha tha. Har news channel par sirf usi rahasyamayi qaatil ka zikra hota tha. Aaj bhi police aur prashasan ke liye ye ek rahasya bana hua hai ki aakhir wo kaun tha jisne itne saare katl kiye aur in hatyaao ke peeche uska asal maksad kya tha?

Shuruaat me kai baar aisa hua tha jab koi na koi police wala vikram singh ke bare me usse puchhne aata tha lekin fir koi nahi aaya. Aisa laga tha jaise police walo ka vikram singh ke bare me usse puchhna bewajah tha, ya wo ye samajh chuke the ki vikram singh nahi balki koi aur hi hai jo in hatyaao ko anjaam de raha hai. Shivkant wagle khud bhi hairaan aur confuse tha ki in hatyaao ka doshi waastav me kaun ho sakta hai. Halaaki vikram singh ki diary padhne ke baad wo samajh chuka tha ki ye saare katl vikram singh ne hi kiye honge kyoki jo kuch uske sath hua tha aur jo kuch usne bees saalo me saha tha ya khoya tha uska kuch na kuch anjaam to nikalna hi tha uske dwara. Ek tarah se agar ye kaha jaye to galat na hoga ki wagle achhi tarah janta tha ki in saari hatyaao ke peeche vikram singh ka hi hath hai lekin ye hairaani ki baat thi ki usne is bare me kabhi kisi police wale ko kuch nahi bataya tha. Kabhi kabhi wo khud sochta tha ki kya in hatyaao ke peeche kahi na kahi wo bhi jimmedaar hai? Kahne ka matlab ye ki use sach pata tha lekin usne apne department ko kuch nahi bataya tha. Usne ye nahi bataya ki vikram singh ne use aisi diary di thi jisme uska pura itihaas likha hua hai. Zaahir hai agar police department ko vikram singh ki diary milti to wo samajh jate ki in hatyaao ki asal vajah kya hai.

Wagle jab bhi is bare me sochta tha to wo apne andar apradh bojh sa mahsoos karne lagta tha lekin fir wo apne aapko ye kah kar samjhata tha ki vikram singh ke sath jo hua usme vikram singh ka koi kasoor nahi tha. Use aise apraadh ke liye apni zindagi ke bees saal jail me rah kar barbaad kar dene pade jo usne kiya hi nahi tha. Ek jawaan ladka jiska ek achha sa bhavisya ho sakta tha usne bina kisi apradh ke bees saal jail me guzaar diye. Wo is sadme se kabhi ubar hi nahi paaya tha ki uske mata pita uske sawaalo ke jawaab diye bina duniya se chale gaye. Usne us sadme me kabhi ye tak sochna gawara nahi kiya ki uske mata pita ne khud khushi ki thi ya unka kisi ne katl kar diya tha. Upar baitha vidhata sabko dekhta hai. Der se hi sahi lekin sabka bhaagya badalta hai. Ek bekasoor ko jin logo ne uske hi mata pita ke katl me use fasaya tha un logo ko ab shaan se jeene ka koi adhikaar nahi tha.

Wagle yahi sab soch kar khud ko bahla liya karta tha. Uske dil me vikram singh ke liye apnepan ki bhaavna thi aur wo chaahta tha ki ek baar wo vikram singh ko apni aankho se dekhe lekin wo achhi tarah jaanta tha ki ab ye sambhav nahi hai kyoki itna kuch hone ke baad vikram singh use kabhi apna chehra nahi dikhayega. Usne apni taraf se vikram singh ko khojne ki bahut koshish ki thi lekin safal nahi hua tha. Dusre use is baat ka bhi khayaal tha ki uske aise kisi kriya kalaapo se department ko us par shak na ho jaye jisse khud us par kisi tarah ka sankat aa jaye.

Wagle ne apni biwi savitri ko bhi vikram singh ke bare me bata diya tha aur sath hi usne uski diary bhi savitri ko padhne ko di thi. Asal me savitri aksar usse zor de kar ye puchhti thi ki uske andar achanak se ye badlaav kaise aa gaya tha aur wagle ne bhi use promise kiya tha ki wo use iski asal vajah zarur batayega. Kuch samay baad wagle ne bahut soch samajh kar savitri ko vikram singh ki diary padhne ko de di thi lekin iske sath hi usne use apne dono bachcho ki kasam de kar ye bhi kaha tha ki wo kabhi bhi kisi bhi haal me vikram singh aur uski diary ke bare me kisi ko bhi kuch na bataye.

Savitri ne vikram singh ki diary ko padha to uski bhi wahi haalat hui jo khud uske pati ki hui thi. Savitri ko bhi vikram singh ke liye ye jaan kar dukh hua tha ki us bechare ne bina apraadh ke bees saal jail me saza ke taur par guzare. Savitri aksar wagle se akele me vikram singh ke bare me baate karti thi aur jab bhi tv par un hatyaao se sambandhit news dekhti thi to wo bhi wagle se yahi kahti thi ki agar ye hatyaye sach me vikram singh kar raha hai to wo galat nahi kar raha hai. Apni patni ki aisi baate wagle ko dilasa ke sath sath bal bhi deti thi ki usne agar apne department se is bare me chhupaya hai to usne kuch galat nahi kiya hai.

"Kya hua." Savitri ki awaaz par wagle ka ek baar fir se dhyaan toota to usne chaunk kar awaaz ki disha me dekha. Savitri usse kuch hi doori par khadi thi_____"Ab dhoop me hi baithe rahenge kya? Andar chaliye, aapki dawa ka samay ho gaya hai."

Savitri ke kahne par wagle ne sir hilaya aur parcel me us diary ko band kar ke utha. Uske baad parcel ko le kar wo ghar ke andar ki taraf badh chala. Savitri usi ki taraf dekh rahi thi. Uske dono bachche chhuttiyo me apni mausi ke paas pune gaye huye the. Ghar ke andar jab dono pahuche to savitri se raha na gaya.

"Kuch pata chala aapko?" Savitri ne kamre me aate hi wagle se puchha____"Kya tha us parcel me aur kisne bheja hai use?"
"Jisne ye parcel ham tak pahuchaya hai." Wagle bed par baithte huye bola_____"Use tum achhi tarah janti ho."

"Kya matlab?" Savitri ke chehre par chaukne ke sath sath hairaani bhare bhaav ubhre____"Mera matlab ye kya kah rahe hain aap? Bhala aise kisi aadmi ko main kaise jaanti hu?"

"Vikram Singh." Wagle ne uski taraf dekhte huye shaant bhaav se kaha____"Vikram singh ko to jaanti ho na tum? Ye parcel usi ne ham tak is tareeke se bhejwaya hai."

"Vi...vikram singh???" Savitri ka chehra ashcharya se bhar gaya____"Mera matlab kya sach me usi ne bheja hai ise?"
"Haan dear." Wagle ne gahri saans li____"Aur iska saboot hai parcel me maujood ye diary."

Kahne ke sath hi wagle ne parcel khol kar usme se diary nikaal kar savitri ko dikhaya aur fir kaha_____"Ye diary vikram singh ki hai jisme uska naam likha hai aur ab ye asaani se samjha ja sakta hai ki uski is diary me yakeenan wo sab kuch likha hoga jo usne jail se riha hone ke baad kiya hoga."

"Badi ajeeb baat hai." Savitri abhi bhi chakit thi____"Use aapki jail se riha huye pure chhah maheene guzar chuke hain aur is beech usne waastav me kya kya kiya hoga iska hame kuch pata nahi tha. Ye alag baat hai ki tv par ham jin hatyaao ki news dekhte the usse ham yahi samajhte the ki un hatyaao me nishchay hi vikram singh ka hath hoga. Khair wo sab to ek alag baat rahi lekin ye samajh nahi aaya ki itne maheeno baad vikram singh ne aapko is tarah ki koi diary kyo bheji? Jaha itne maheene wo hamare liye gumsuda sa bana raha wahi ab bhi to bana rah sakta tha? Fir aisi diary aapko bhej kar apni asaliyat aapse kyo batana chahta hai wo? Kya use zara bhi is baat ka dar nahi ki aap is diary ke dwara uski asaliyat police department ko bata denge?"

"Sahi kaha tumne." Wagle ne gahri saans chhodte huye kaha____"Use hamse kisi bhi tarah ka koi dar nahi hai. Asal me use pahle bhi hamse kisi baat ka dar nahi tha. Agar hota to wo chhah maheene pahle hamari jail se riha hote waqt hame apne hath se likhi hui aisi diary na deta jisme uska pura itihaas likha hua tha. Use ham par pura bharosa hai savitri, tabhi to usne hame ek baar fir se apni ek diary bheji hai. Isme koi shak nahi ki is diary me usne wahi sab likha hoga jo usne jail se riha hone ke baad kiya hoga."

Wagle ki in baato ke baad kamre me gahra sannata chha gaya. Savitri ke chehre par hairaani ke sath sath sochne wale bhaav bhi ubhre huye the. Shayad wo vikram singh ke bare me gahraai se sochne me gum ho gai thi.

"Waise kya aap sach me is diary ke bare me bhi apne department ko kuch nahi batayenge?" Kuch der ki khamoshi ke baad savitri ne wagle se utsuktavas puchha.

"Sawaal hi nahi uthta savitri." Wagle ne savitri ke khubsurat chehre ki taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Ab agar hamne apne department ko is bare me kuch bataya to maamla hamari soch se kahi zyada bigad jayega kyoki us soorat me department hamse sawaal karega ki jab hame vikram singh ke bare me pahle se sab kuch pata tha to hamne pahle hi unhe sab kuch kyo nahi bataya? Nahi savitri, ab is sabke bare me department ko batane ka matlab hai apne hi gale me faansi ka fanda daal lena. Is liye jaise ab tak ham chup the waise hi aage bhi ham chup hi rahenge. Fir chaahe bhale hi is diary me vikram singh ka itihaas kitna hi gairkanuni aur sangeen se sangeen apraadh wala kyo na maujood ho."

"Khair, ham bhale hi vikram singh ke bare me ye jaante ho ki usne in chhah maheeno me kya kiya hai." Savitri ne kaha_____"Aur usne kitni hatyaaye ki hain lekin ye sab usne kis tarah se kiya aur police us tak kyo nahi pahuch paai ye jaanne ki jigyasa is diary ko dekh kar badh gai hai."

"Hamara bhi yahi haal hai savitri." Wagle ne kaha____"Hamare man me bhi ab ye jaanne ki jigyasa badh gai hai ki vikram singh ne is diary me kya likha hoga?"

"To der kis baat ki hai?" Savitri ne bed par wagle ke bagal se baithte huye kaha____"Is diary ko kholiye. Ham dono is diary me likhe vikram singh ke itihaas ko padhte hain."

"Abhi nahi." Wagle ne apni badhi hui dhadkano ko kaabu karte huye kaha____"Abhi tum dopahar ke liye lunch taiyar karo. Ham dono lunch karne ke baad tasalli se is diary ko padhenge."
"Theek hai." Savitri ne bed se uthte huye kaha____"Main fatafat khana bana leti hu. Tab tak aap bhi dawa le kar araam kijiye."

Savitri ke aisa kahne par wagle ne haan me sir hilaya aur fir diary ko waapas parcel me lapet kar ek taraf rakh diya. Savitri kamre se ja chuki thi lekin wagle achhi tarah samajhta tha ki is diary ke dwara vikram singh ke bare me uski tarah savitri ke man me bhi utsukta badh chuki hai. Uski tarah wo bhi jald se jald vikram singh ke aage ka kissa jaanne ke liye utsuk ho uthi hai. Khair kisi tarah waqt guzra. Savitri ne lunch taiyar kiya aur dono ne mil kar khaya. Wagle ka swasthya ab pahle se behtar tha is liye usne bhi aaj savitri ke sath sab kuch khaya. Halaaki savitri ne iske liye use mana bhi kiya lekin wo nahi maana. Lunch karne ke baad dono hi kamre me aaye aur vikram singh ki diary me likhe uske itihaas ko padhne ka pura man bana liya. Wagle ne parcel se diary nikaali aur diary ke mote cover par likhe The Revenge ko dhyaan se dekhne laga. Savitri ki bhi nigahe unhi shabdo par jam gai thi.


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Jailer shivkant wagle ne diary ke mote cover ko palta hi tha ki usme ek tah kiya hua kaagaz nazar aaya. Us kaagaz par nazar padte hi wagle ne savitri ki taraf dekha. Savitri ne bhi Wagle ki taraf dekha lekin dono bole kuch nahi balki wagle ne hath badha kar us tah kiye huye kaagaz ko utha liya. Dono hi samajh chuke the ki wo kaagaz asal me vikram singh ka khat hai. Khair wagle ne us khat ko khola. Dono ko hi us khat me likha majmoon clear nazar aa raha tha jise dono ne man hi man padhna shuru kiya.

Aadarneeya jailer sahab,
Aapko mera pranaam.!
Asha karta hu ki aap apne pariwar ke sath sakushal honge. Upar wale se main yahi dua karta hu ki aap hamesha kushal se hi rahe. Maaf kijiyega mujhe, kyoki meri vajah se shayad aapko fir se disturb hona padega lekin yakeen maaniye main aapko disturb karne ke bare me khwaab me bhi nahi soch sakta. Asal me insaani janwaro se bhare is sansaar me mera koi nahi hai aur na hi is jeewan me koi ho sakta hai lekin jane kyo aapse apnapan sa mahsoos hota hai. Aapke liye mere toote huye dil me behad hi sammaan ki bhaavna hai aur main bhi ye mahsoos karta hu ki mujh jaise byakti ke liye aapke dil me bhi thodi si jagah to zarur hai. Agar aapke dil me mere liye jagah na hoti to aapne kab ka mujhe police ke hatho pakadwa diya hota. Pichhle chhah maheeno me aapne tv news channelo par jo kuch bhi dekha suna hoga usse itna to aap bhi samajh hi gaye honge ki wo sab kyo ho raha tha aur kaun kar raha tha lekin sab kuch jaanne samajhne ke baavjood aapne kabhi police ko mere bare me batane ka nahi socha. Isse zaahir hai ki aap mujhe kahi na kahi apna maante hain aur ye hargiz nahi chaahte ki mere sath kuch bura ho.

Socha tha ki aapse kabhi bhi kisi tarah ka raabta nahi rakhuga aur na hi aapko kabhi apni aage ki zindagi me ghati ghatnaaon ke bare me bataauga magar aisa karna mujhe jaayaz nahi laga. Mujhe laga jaise aisa kar ke main selfish kahlaauga. Mera zameer jo aksar mujhse ye kahta hai ki jisne is duniya me gair ho kar bhi mujhe apne chhote bhai ki tarah pyar aur sneh diya uske man me hamesha ke liye apne prati aisi bhaavna kyo daalu jiski vajah se aap sukoon se ji hi na sake. Aapko pura haq hai mere jeewan ki har sachchaai ko jaanne ka, bas yahi soch kar maine faisla kiya ki aapko wo sab bataauga jo kuch maine aapki jail se riha hone ke baad kiya hai ya jo kuch mere sath hua hai.

Main nahi jaanta jailer sahab ki niyati mujhse kya kya karwayegi lekin itna zarur jaanta hu ki is zindagi me sukoon naam ki cheez mujhe kabhi nahi milegi. Aapki jail se riha hone ke baad yahi lagta tha ki ab jo kuch main karuga usse mere dil ko sukoon milega lekin yakeen maaniye zara sa bhi to aisa nahi hua. Zahen me bas yahi khayaal aata hai ki kaash main us sadme se ubarta hi nahi aur marte dam tak aapki jail me hi rahta. Par shayad niyati ne mere liye kabhi kuch achha socha hi nahi.

Aakhir me bas yahi kahuga ki meri is diary ko padhne ke baad ise jala dijiyega aur diary me chaahe jaisa bhi sach aapke saamne aaye usse aap vichlit mat hoiyega. Upar wala aapko hamesha khush rakhe.....Achha ab alvida..!!

______Vikram Singh..


Khat me likhe lambe chaude majmoon ko padh kar wagle aur savitri ne ek gahri saans li. Khat padhte waqt un dono ko aisa laga tha jaise vikram singh khud hi khat se nikal kar unke saamne aa gaya tha aur apne mukh se hi us khat ko padh kar unhe sab kuch suna raha tha. Is ehsaas ke sath hi dono ke jism me ek ajeeb si sihran daud gayi thi. Khair kuch der tak dono hi us khat ko ghoorte rahe uske baad wagle ne us khat ko tah kar ke diary ke beech me chhupa diya.

Wagle aur savitri bed par let gaye aur fir vikram singh ki diary ko khol kar usme likhe kisse ko padhna shuru kiya. Diary ke pahle hi page par upar bade aksharo me The Revenge likha nazar aaya unhe jise padh kar dono ke hi zahen me ek hi khayaal ubhra_____Badla.

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Adalat ne meri baaki saza ko maaf kar ke mujhe riha kar diya tha is liye jab main jail ke mukhya darwaze se baahar nikla to meri aankho ke saamne ek alag hi duniya nazar aayi. Ek aisi duniya jo mere liye bees saalo baad puri tarah badal chuki thi. Aisa laga jaise main kisi aur hi duniya me aa kar khada ho gaya tha. Sambhav tha ki us duniya me maujood kuch log mujhe jaante rahe ho lekin mere liye us duniya ka har insaan ajnabi ho gaya tha. Zahen kuch der ke liye ekdam se khaali sa ho gaya tha. Main moorkho ki tarah charo taraf nazre ghuma ghuma kar dekh raha tha. Kuch der baad jane kaise meri tandra tooti to main ekdam se chauka. Uske baad achanak hi meri aankho ke saamne mera guzra hua kal maano kisi film ki tarah ujaagar hone laga. Ek ek kar ke har cheez aur har baat meri aankho ke saamne dikhne lagi. Kuch der baad ekdam se wo saari cheeze gayab ho gayi aur main present me aa gaya.

Sach kahu to us waqt apne kadam aage badhane ki zara bhi ichha nahi ho rahi thi. Ji chaahta tha ki palat kar waapas usi darwaze ke andar chala jaau jaha meri waastavik duniya thi. Jaha log mujhe achhi tarah jaante the. Baahar ki duniya me mere liye kuch bhi aisa nahi tha jiski mujhe chaah ho ya jaha par koi mera intzaar kar raha ho. Main kaafi der tak apni jagah par khada yahi sochta raha ki yaha se ab kaha jaau main? Baahar ki duniya me na mera koi apna tha aur na hi mera koi ghar tha. Jo kuch tha bhi wo bees saal pahle nestanaboot kar chuka tha main. Waise bhi main ab waapas us jagah par jana nahi chahta tha jaha jane par mujhe sirf aur sirf taqleef hi milni thi.

Kafi soch vichaar ke baad aakhir maine apne kadam aage badhaye kyoki ab main chaah kar bhi waapas us jail ke andar nahi ja sakta tha. Bees saal pahle ek duniya mujhse chheen li gayi thi aur ab bees saal baad fir se meri ek duniya mujhse chheen li gayi thi. Niyati mere dwara abhi ek khel khelna chaahti thi aur sach to ye tha ki maine bhi niyati ke khel ko apna khel samajh kar pure josh ke sath khelne ka faisla kar chuka tha.

Main achhi tarah jaanta tha ki baahar ki is duniya me aaj bhi kuch log aise hain jo mere waapas aane ki raah dekh rahe honge. Aisa is liye kyoki ab tak unhe bhi pata chal hi gaya raha hoga ki adalat ne meri baaki ki saza ko maaf kar ke mujhe riha kar diya hai. Aise me mujhe jaanne wale mere kuch aziz log yakeenan meri raah dekh rahe honge jabki maine to ab soch liya tha ki jo main bees saal pahle karne me kamyaab nahi hua tha use ab main is tareeke se karuga ki uske asar se har koi dahal jaye.

Mere paas khone ke liye kuch bhi nahi tha aur na hi mujhe apne jeewan ki koi parwaah thi. Maine mahsoos kiya ki achanak hi mere andar ek aisi aag dhadhak uthi thi jo na jane kis kis ko jala kar khaaq me mila dene amaada ho rahi thi.

Jail se jab main baahar nikla tha to us waqt mere paas ek bag tha jisme mere wo kapde the jo aapne mujhe apni taraf se tohfe ke roop me diye the ya yu kahu ki mujhe apna chhota bhai samajh kar diya tha. Kapdo ke sath kuch paise the jo maine bees saal jail me kaam kar ke kamaye the. Iske alawa mere paas kuch bhi nahi tha.

Zindagi me kisi bhi cheez ki hasrat nahi thi aur na hi mere man me ye tha ki main apne baaki jeewan me kuch aisa karu jisse mere naam ke sath sath meri vansh bel aage badh sake. Zindagi me ab bas ek hi hasrat thi ki aise har us insaan ko maut ke ghaat utaar dena hai jiska zara sa bhi mere mata pita ki maut se talluk tha. Mujhe ab apni koi parwaah nahi thi aur na hi mujhe kisi ka dar tha lekin haan ye sab main is tareeke se karna chaahta tha ki mere kisi bhi kaarya ka kam se kam police ko koi saboot na mile aur na hi wo log mujh tak pahuch paaye jinki saanso me main full stop lagane wala tha.

Kuchh der ke liye in sab baato se mera chehra patthar ki tarah kathor ho gaya tha lekin jald hi maine apne jazbaato ko kaabu kiya aur aage badh chala. Mukhya sadak par aaya to mujhe ek auto aata hua dikha jise maine hath de kar rukwaya aur usme baith kar auto driver se apne gantavya ka pata bataya. Usse pahle maine ye achhi tarah dekh liya tha ki aas paas koi aisa byakti to nahi hai jo mujh par chhip kar nazar rakhe huye ho. Yu to aisa koi nazar nahi aaya lekin sambhav tha ki aisa koi byakti zarur raha ho jise main dekh na paya hou.

Kareeb paune ghante baad auto driver ne jis jagah par auto roka wo bus stand tha. Auto se utar kar maine auto wale ko uske paise diye aur bus stand ke andar badh chala. Bees saalo me saari duniya hi badal gayi thi. Jaha pahle kuch na tha waha badi badi imaarte ban gayi thi. Achhi sadke aur hazaro ki tadaat me waahan sadak par sarpat daudte nazar aa rahe the. Insaano se zyada waahan nazar aa rahe the. Zahen me khayaal ubhra ki desh me ameero ki sankhya bahut zyada ho gayi hai shayad. Khair bus stand ke andar aaya to dekha stand ka bhi naksha badal gaya tha. Achha khasa bus stand bana hua tha jaha par kataar se har jagah jane ke liye bus khadi thi.

Dher saari buso ke beech mujhe us jagah jane wali bus ko khojne me zyada mehnat nahi karni padi jis jagah main jana chaahta tha. Khair ticket le kar main bus me baith gaya. Kareeb das minute baad bus chali to jane kyo meri dhadkane badh gayi. Bus ki khidki se main baar baar baahar maujood logo ke chehro ko dekh raha. Har chehra mere liye ajnabi hi tha lekin fir bhi main kisi aise chehre ko khoj lene ki ummid kiye huye tha jo mere liye parichit ho lekin aisa hua nahi.

Bus ka safar shuru hua to maine sheet ki pichhli pusht se sir tika liya aur apni aankhe band kar li. Aankhe band huyi to bees saal pahle ka guzra hua kal dikhne laga. Ek aisa guzra hua kal jo meri zindagi ka ek aham hissa tha.

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"Hamara yu milna thik nahi hai vikram." Maya ne gambheer bhav se meri taraf dekhte huye kaha_____"Tum achhi tarah jante ho ki aisa karna ham dono ke liye kitna khatarnaak ho sakta hai."

"Ab isse koi fark nahi padta maya." Maine uske gaal ko apni ulti hatheli se sahlate huye kaha_____"Waise bhi duniya ki ek sachchaai ye hai ki jiske sath jab bhi kuch hona hota hai wo ho ke hi rahta hai. Insaan laakh koshish kar le magar honi ko nahi taal sakta. Is liye tumhe bhi meri tarah kisi baat se koi fark nahi padna chahiye. Ye zindagi chaar din ki hai ise waise hi enjoy karo jaise tumhara dil kare. Maut to ek din sabko aani hai lekin wo bhi apne sahi waqt par hi aayegi."

"Main aksar socha karti hu ki ek insaan jo ladki zaat se baat karne me bhi jhijhakta tha." Maya ne meri aankho me dekhte huye kaha_____"Wo aaj itna befikra aur nidar ho chuka hai ki use ab kisi bhi baat se koi fark hi nahi padta."

"Sochta to main bhi hu kabhi kabhi." Maine muskurate huye kaha_____"Lekin fir khayaal aata hai ki mujhe trained karne wali to tum hi ho. Training ke baad jab main tum teeno se juda hua tha tab kafi samay tak main tum teeno ko bhool nahi paya. Dil karta tha palak jhapakte hi tum teeno ke paas aa jaau lekin aisa sambhav hi nahi tha. Mujhe pata hi nahi tha ki wo training center aakhir kis jagah par maujood hai jaha par meri teen teen khubsurat guru deviya aur hasinaye rahti hain lekin itna zarur janta tha ki tum teeno isi shahar me kahi to zarur hogi. Bas yahi soch kar main tum teeno ki talash me gupt tareeke se lag gaya tha. Ye meri kismat hi thi ki tum mujhe mil gayi aur sanstha ko iski bhanak tak nahi lag paayi."

"Ham jis sanstha me hain." Maya ne kaha_____"Us sanstha me hame yahi baat hamesha yaad rakhne ke liye kahi jati hai ki ham sanstha ke kisi bhi agent se personally milne ki koshish na kare aur agar aisa kiya to uski ek hi saza hogi____Saza-E-Maut."

"Jinse dil lag jata hai wo kaha kisi baat ki parwah karte hain." Maine muskura kar maya ke hotho ko choom liya_____"Tum sath ho to maut ko bhi has ke gale laga lenge."

"Pahle jab tum mile the." Maya ka chehra fir se gambheer ho gaya_____"Tab is baat ka dar itna zyada nahi satata tha lekin ab satane laga hai vikram. Ab mujhe har pal ye dar satata hai ki kahi se sanstha ka koi aadmi aa dhamkega aur ham dono ko maut ke ghaat utaar dega."

"Kamaal hai." Main fir uski taraf dekhte huye muskuraya____"Aakhir ab aisa kya ho gaya hai jo tumhe har pal is tarah ka dar satane laga hai?"

"Main tumse pyar karne lagi hu vikram." Maya ne bhaari gale se kaha_____"Tum bhale hi mujhe is laayak na samjho lekin mere dil me tumhare prati aise hi jazbaat paida ho chuke hain aur yahi vajah hai ki mujhe ab is sabse dar satane laga hai. Ab sochti hu ki kaash main tumhe milti hi nahi aur agar milti bhi to tumhe pahle hi khud se milne se mana kar deti. Ab to tumse dil lag gaya hai vikram aur main nahi chahti ki tumhe kuch ho. Kyoki agar aisa kuch hua to main na to khud ko maaf kar paaugi aur na hi tumhare bina khud ko zinda rakh paaugi."

Maya ye sab kahte huye itna bhaavuk ho gayi ki uska gala bhar aaya aur sath hi aankho se aansu chhalak pade. Ye pahli baar tha jab maya ne khul kar apne dil ki baat mujhse kahi thi. Pasand to main bhi use karta tha lekin wo meri premika nahi thi aur na hi main usse pyar karta tha. Uske prati mere andar ek komal ehsaas zarur tha jiske chalte main baar baar usse milne ki hasrat karta tha. Aaj megha ki in baato ne mujhe jhatka sa de diya tha. Mujhe samajh na aaya ki main usse is bare me kya kahu. Ek pal me hi jaise sab kuch badal gaya tha.

"Tum meri in baato se ye soch kar pareshan na ho vikram ki tumhe meri baato ka kya jawaab dena chahiye?" Maya ne mujhe khamosh dekh kar kaha_____"Main janti hu ki mere jaisi ladki jo na jane kitne hi mardo ke neeche let chuki hai uske prem ko koi bhi ladka accept nahi karega aur sach kahu to mujhe kisi se aisi ummeed bhi nahi hai. Maine bahut koshish ki khud ko samjhane ki lekin main nakaam ho gayi vikram. Tum mere dil ke har zarre me sama chuke ho."

"Tumne khud ko itna kamtar samjha aur mujhe asmaan me chadha diya? Bhala ye kya baat huyi maya?" Maine feeki muskaan ke sath kaha_____"Jabki tumhe sochna chahiye ki ham jis hamaam me hain waha to sabhi nange hi hain. Kisi ka bhi character gangajal se dhula hua nahi hai. Tum jaisi bhi ho meri nazar me tumhari ehmiyat had se bhi zyada hai. Tum wo ho dear jisne mujhe mukammal mard banaya aur jisne mere andar ke namard ko nikaal kar door fenk diya hai. Haan, ye sach hai ki main tumhare prem ko except nahi kar sakta kyoki ham dono ek aisi sanstha se talluk rakhte hain jaha par ham dono ka aapas me milna sangeen gunaah hai. Main bhi nahi chaahta ki meri vajah se tum par kisi tarah ka koi sankat aa jaye. Is liye aaj se main tumse milne nahi aauga. Yu samajh lo ki ham dono ek dusre ke liye ajnabi ho gaye hain."

"Aisa kyo kah rahe ho vikram?" Maya ne dukhi bhaav se kaha____"Kya is liye ki maine tumse apne pyar ka izhaar kar diya hai?"

"Nahi maya." Maine uske khubsurat chehre ko apni hatheliyo me thaam kar kaha____"Aisi baat nahi hai. Asal me mujhe bhi is baat ka ehsaas ho gaya hai ki hamara ab aur milna ham dono ke liye hi theek nahi hai. Isse pahle ki baat aur badh jaye achha yahi hai ki ham dono ek dusre se yu chori chhupe milna band kar de."

Maya meri baat sun kar ekdam se mujhse lipat gayi. Maine bhi use apne seene se chhupka liya. Usne mujhe kas kar apni taraf bheench liya. Aisa laga jaise wo mujhe khud se alag hi nahi karna chahti thi. Agle hi pal uski siskiyo ki awaaze aane lagi. Uska yu jonk ki tarah mere seene se chipak jana aur fir rona is baat ka saboot tha ki wo mujhe sach me behad pyar karti thi aur mere liye behad fikramand ho chuki thi. Halaaki mere andar uske jaisi feelings nahi thi lekin uske aise behaviour se main apne andar ajeeb sa feel karne laga tha. Khair jab maya ka sisakna band hua to maine dheere se use khud se alag kiya aur fir uski taraf dekha. Uska khubsurat chehra aansuo se tar tha aur surkh pad gaya tha.

"Kya mujhe yu vida karogi?" Maine uski thuddhi ko pakad kar upar uthate huye kaha_____"Main to ye chaahta hu ki meri guru apne hotho par dilkash muskaan saja le taaki main us manmohak muskaan ko apni aankho me basa kar yaha se jaau."

"Tum meri jaan maang lo vikram." Maya ki aankh se aansu ka ek katra chhalak gaya_____"Magar mere hotho par muskaan nahi saj sakti."

"Sajani padegi maya." Maine uske chehre ko apni hatheliyo me le kar kaha____"Main itna bhi patthar dil nahi hu ki tumhare chehre par dukh dard ke bhaav dekhu aur tumhe yu hi chhod kar chala jaau. Is liye please apne manmohak chehre par se ye dukh dard ke bhaav mita kar khushi ke bhaav paida karo aur mujhe khushi se muskurate huye vida karo."

"Tum bhi mujhe aakhiri baar apna pyar de do vikram." Maya ne mere unhi hatho ki kalaaiyo ko thaam kar kaha jin hatho me maine uska chehra liya hua tha_____"Mujhe itna pyar karo ki main tumhare pyar ki yaado ko hamesha ke liye apne dil me saja kar rakh lu."

Main bhala apni guru ki is hasrat ko kaise nakaar sakta tha is liye khushi se maine jhuk kar use utha liya aur fir le ja kar bed par aahista se leta diya. Uske khubsurat gore saffaak badan par black colour ki t-shirt thi aur neeche dheeli si pajaami. Khule huye baal bed par uske sir ke neeche aas paas bikhar se gaye the. Wo mujhe behad hi mohabbat bhari nigaaho se dekhne lagi thi. Wo mohabbat to nahi thi lekin vikat aakarshan zarur tha jiski vajah se main uske upar chhata chala gaya.


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Bus jhatke se ek jagah ruki to main ateet ke khayaalo se baahar aa gaya. Khidki se baahar dekha to kuch samajh na aaya ki ye kaun si jagah hai. Bees saal me maano saari duniya hi badal gayi thi. Har cheez mere liye ajnabi dikh rahi thi. Maine agli sheet par baithe ek aadmi se us jagah ke bare me puchha to usne bataya ki bus jis jagah par khadi hai wo jagah gaziabad hai. Us aadmi ki baat sun kar main chaunka.

Isse pahle ki bus aage badhti main fauran hi apni sheet se utha aur apna chhota sa thaila liye tezi se aage badhte huye bus ke aage wale gate se neeche utar gaya. Dil ki dhadkane badh gayi thi jinhe maine niyantrit kiya aur ek taraf ko badh chala. Main apne shahar aur apni janmbhumi se door aa gaya tha. Main filhaal us taraf nahi jana chaahta tha jaha par mere pahchaan wale mere aane ki raah dekh rahe ho. Is ajnabi duniya ko kuch din thahar kar jaanna samajhna chahta tha. Main jaanna chaahta tha ki is nayi duniya me mere liye kya kya badal chuka tha.

Shayad meri kismat mujh par meharbaan thi. Asal me mujhe yaha kahi par rahne ke liye ek aisa thikana chahiye tha jo mere liye bilkul surakshit ho aur kisi tarah ki koi pareshani na ho. Main ek jagah jis auto me baitha tha us auto driver se baato hi baato me maine puchha tha ki yaha kahi par kiraye se sasta kamra milega kya? Auto wala bhala aadmi tha, usne mirror me meri taraf dekhte huye muskura kar kaha ki uska apna khud ka ek chhota sa makaan hai. Agar main uske yaha rahna chahu to kiraye se kamra le kar rah sakta hu. Auto wale ki baat sun kar maine socha ye sahi rahega. Uske puchhne par maine bataya ki main ek jagah kaam karta hu aur iske pahle jaha rahta tha waha par koi khaas suvidha nahi thi is liye main apne liye kahi dusri jagah thikana talash raha hu.

Sare raaste auto wale se meri is subject par baat cheet hoti rahi aur aakhir me mujhe usi ke yaha rahne ke liye kiraye se ek kamra mil gaya. Auto wala mujhe le kar seedha apne ghar hi pahuch gaya tha. Maine usse aise lahje me baat ki thi ki use mujh par kisi tarah ka shak nahi hua tha. Jab main uske ghar pahucha to dekha uska makaan do manjila tha. Ground floor par wo aur uski family rahti thi jabki upar ke floor me do kamre the jiske ek kamre me koi kirayedaar tha aur dusra kamra khaali tha. Saamne ki taraf aadha chhat khaali tha. Baye taraf kone me toilet aur bathroom tha jiski chhat ke upar plastic ki tanki rakhi huyi thi.

Auto wale ka naam Dinesh jha tha. Uski bhasha se saaf pata chalta tha ki wo bihar ka tha. Usne raaste me bataya tha ki wo yaha bees saal pahle aaya tha. Dheere dheere paise jod jod kar usne zameen le kar ye makaan banwaya tha. Shadi hone ke baad wo yahi par rahne laga tha lekin kabhi kabhaar wo apne gaav bihar bhi jata hai. Khair Dinesh mujhe le kar upar ke floor par aaya aur usne mujhe kamra dikhaya aur baaki sab cheezo ke bare me bhi bataya. Maine kamre ke andar ja kar dekha ki kamra theek thaak hi tha aur sabse badi baat mere liye behad hi perfect tha. Upar ke floor par bane dono kamre aaju baaju se hi the. Dusre kamre ka darwaza andar se band tha. Dinesh ne bataya ki us kamre me ek aadmi apni biwi ke sath rahta hai. Un dono ki ek ladki bhi hai jo kareeb (**) saal ki hai aur school me padhti hai.

Dinesh ke pariwar me uski biwi aur teen bachche the jinme se do ladkiya thi aur ek ladka. Pahle ek atharah saal ki ladki hai aur uske baad do judwa ladke ladkiya. Teeno hi school me padhte hain. Badi wali ladki 12th me padhti hai. Mujhe uski family se koi lena dena nahi tha balki main to yaha par is liye rahna chaahta tha taaki ek safe jagah se main apne kisi bhi kaam ko anjaam de saku. Dinesh bada hi batooni kism ka insaan tha. Mere bina kuch puchhe hi usne sabke bare me batana shuru kar diya tha. Khair maine Dinesh se kaha ki mujhe kamra aur jagah pasand hai is liye main jaldi hi apna samaan le kar yaha rahne ke liye aa jaauga.

Maine dinesh se to kah diya tha ki main apna samaan le kar aa jaauga lekin sach to yahi tha ki mere paas apna koi samaan tha hi nahi. Maine socha thoda bahut aisa samaan yaha lana hi padega taaki dinesh ko mujh par kisi tarah ka shak na ho. Main dinesh ko bata kar uske ghar se nikal gaya. Saara din main shahar me idhar se udhar bhatakta raha. Shaam ko main kuch samaan ek chhote se dagge me le kar aaya. Mere samaan me ek folding charpaai thi, charpaai me bichhane ke liye kuch kapde the. Kuch kapde maine apne pahanne ke liye khareede the aur kuch meri zarurat ka aisa samaan tha jo aane wale samay me mere kaam aane wala tha.

Dinesh ghar par nahi tha. Uski biwi ne bataya ki wo raat ke nau ya das baje tak hi waapas ghar aata hai. Khair main apna samaan le kar upar apne kamre me pahuch gaya. Dagge wale ko maine uska kiraya diya aur kamre me aa kar apna samaan jamane laga. Main din bhar bhatakne ki vajah se buri tarah thak gaya tha is liye kisi tarah samaan jamaya aur folding charpaai bichha kar usme pasar gaya. Mujhe pata hi nahi chala ki kab meri aankh lag gai.

Kisi ke chillane ki vajah se meri aankh khuli. Bagal wale kamre se chillane ki awaaze aa rahi thi. Pahle to mujhe kuch samajh na aaya lekin jaldi hi mujhe vastusthiti ka abhaas hua. Main charpaai se utha aur darwaza khol kar baahar nikla. Abhi main idhar udhar dekh hi raha tha ki tabhi seedhiyo se Dinesh aata dikha.

"Ye kaun itna chilla raha hai dinesh bhai?" Maine dinesh ko dekhte hi samaanya bhaav se puchha.
"Ab tumse ka bataye keshav bhaiya." Dinesh ne mera wo naam le kar kaha jo maine use bataya tha____"Sasura ee logan ka ee roz ka naatak ba. Tohare bagal se jo log rahte hain na oo log hamre yaha dui saal pahile aaye rahe. Dunau miya biwi bahute achhe the lekin pichhle chhar mahina se ee logan ke beech ladaayi jhagda shuru hoi gawa hai. U ka hai na ramesh sasura rojana daru pe ke aa jathay aur fer aisene apni mehraaru se jhagda shuru kar dethay. Sasura guard ki naukari ma jaun kamathay daru ma uda dethay. Ab tu hi batawa keshav bhaiya aisene ma kaisan pariwar ka theek se laalan paalan hoi aur jab hobey na kari ta mehariya jhagda ta karbay kari."

Main dinesh ki baate sun kar bola kuch nahi kyoki main achhi tarah samajh gaya tha ki wo batooni aadmi mere kuch bolne par fir se shuru ho jayega. Is liye main chup hi raha aur fir Dinesh se sone ka bahana bana kar apne kamre ki taraf waapas chal pada.

Raat jane kab tak bagal wale kamre se shor sunaayi deta raha jisse meri neend me khalal padta raha. Main yaha aaya tha sukoon aur safety ke liye lekin aise me bhala kaha sukoon aur safety mil sakti thi. Pahle mujhe laga ki ja kar us sharaabi ki tabiyat durust karu lekin fir socha ki sharabi se kya muh lagna? Is waqt wo hosh me nahi hai. Khair kisi tarah meri aankh lagi to main neend ke aagosh me chala gaya.

Subah kisi ne jab mere kamre ka darwaza zor se khatkhataya to meri aankh khuli. Maine darwaza khola to dekha baahar Dinesh apne hath me chaay ka cup liye khada tha. Mujhe dekhte hi uske hotho par muskaan ubhar aayi.

"Ham soche ki ee bakhat tumko bhi chaay ki talab lagi hoi ese ham tohare liye chaay le aaye." Dinesh muskurate huye bola____"Ham jaanathay ki tu akela aadmi apne khaatir chaay waay aur khana waana ta banaibe na kari, ese hamne tohari bhauji ko bol diya hai ki ab se u tohare khaatir bhi khana pina bana liya kare. Khair ee lo pahile chaay piya."

"Are dinesh bhai is sabke liye aapko pareshani uthane ki koi zarurat nahi hai." Maine kaha____"Mujhe ye achha nahi lagega ki tumhe ya tumhare pariwar ko meri vajah se pareshan hona pade. Ye sach hai ki main akela aadmi apne liye khud khana pina nahi banaata hu, balki baahar hi khana pina kar leta hu lekin apne liye main ye sab nahi chaahta."

"Kaunau baat nahi keshav bhaiya." Dinesh ne usi muskaan ke sath kaha____"Jaun paisa tu baahar khaay piyay ma kharch kar det ho uhay paisa hiya kharch kar diha. Ham tohare se dui chaar paisa kam hi lai leb."

Mujhe laga ki kahi dinesh subah subah apni baato se mera bheja fry hi na kar de is liye maine uski baato par haan me sir hilaya aur usse chaay ka cup le liya. Dinesh ye jaan kar khush ho gaya ki ab se main uske yaha hi khana khaauga aur khane ke paise duga. Khair chaay khatam hone tak wo mere kamre me hi baitha raha aur apni baato se mera sir khata raha. Uske baad wo khaali cup le kar chala gaya.

Dinesh ke jane ke baad main sochne laga ki apna kharcha aur kamre ka kiraya chukane ke liye mujhe koi aisa kaam bhi karna padega jisse aamdani ho. Jail me bees saal rah kar maine na jane kaise kaise kaam kiye the lekin yaha ki duniya me kaun sa kaam karu ye mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha. Tabhi mere dimaag ki batti jali. Mujhe driving karna aata tha, halaaki kaam to aur bhi karne aate the lekin driving karna is liye bhi theek laga tha kyoki usme rozana mujhe paise mil sakte the. Dinesh auto chalata tha is liye maine socha ki usse is bare me baat karuga. Usse kah duga ki pahle wala kaam maine chhod diya hai.

Main fresh hone ke liye kamre se baahar nikla to meri nazar bagal wale kamre me rahne wale usi sharaabi par padi jo raat me daaru pi kar apni biwi se jhagda kar raha tha. Umar me mujhse kam hi tha wo aur jism bhi thoda dubla sa tha, halaaki lambaai kareeb chhah fit ki rahi hogi. Dubla hone ki vajah se wo aisa lag raha tha jaise baans ka danda ho. Peeth halki jhuki huyi thi. Khair, uski nazar bhi mujh par padi thi lekin na usne kuch bola aur na hi maine. Wo saj dhaj kar kahi jaane ke liye taiyar tha. Main chup chaap chalte huye seedha bathroom me ghus gaya.

Aadhe ghante baad fresh ho kar main bathroom se baahar nikla to meri nazar chhat par lagi ek dori par geele kapde daal rahi aurat par padi. Tees ya battees ke aas paas ki umar thi uski. Rang halka saanwla tha lekin chehre ke nain naksh achhe the aur jism bhi thik thaak tha. Chehre se fisal kar meri nazar seedha uske unnat ubhaaro par thahar gayi thi jo uske blouj me kase huye the. Mujh par nazar padte hi pahle to wo chaunki fir mujhse nazre hata kar apne kaam me lag gayi. Ab kyoki wahi par uska pati maujood tha is liye main bina ruke seedha apne kamre me aa gaya.

Main kapde pahan kar taiyar hi hua tha ki fir se Dinesh ne darwaza khatkhataya. Maine jab darwaza khola to usne muskurate huye kaha ki naasta taiyar hai is liye neeche chal kar main uske sath hi naasta kar lu. Uski baat sun kar maine haan me sir hila diya. Main jaanta tha ki mere kuch kahne ka koi matlab nahi niklega is liye behtar tha ki uske kahe ke anusaar hi chalu.

Kamre me taala laga kar main uske sath seedhiyo se neeche aa gaya. Upar chhat par jane ke liye neeche mukhya darwaze ke andar aate hi bagal se seedhiya bani huyi thi. Seedhiyo ke bagal se ek channel gate laga hua tha. Usi channel gate ke andar Dinesh neeche ground floor par apni family ke sath rahta tha. Baahar ki taraf bagal se ek shatter laga hua ek bada sa kamra tha jaha par Dinesh apna auto khada karta tha. Asal me wo kamra usne apna auto khada karne ke use ke liye chhoda hua tha taaki uska auto safe rahe.

Main dinesh ke sath neeche aaya to usne mujhe ek kursi par baithaya. Neeche jaha wo rahta tha waha kaafi saaf suthra tha aur kaafi achha bhi dikh raha tha. Ek taraf ek chhota sa hall tha jaha par kursi table lagi huyi thi. Main nazre ghuma ghuma kar dekh raha tha. Idhar Dinesh apni biwi ko awaaz de kar jaldi se naasta laane ko bol raha tha. Uski biwi ka naam kamla tha. Thodi hi der me uski biwi aur badi beti apne apne hatho me thaali liye aayi aur ham dono ke beech rakhi table par rakh diya. Uski biwi aur beti dono ne hi mujhse namaste kiya to maine bhi namaste kah kar jawaab diya. Shahar me rahne ka alag hi prabhaav hota hai jiski vajah se roop rang me nikhaar aa jata hai aur ye nikhaar Dinesh ki biwi aur beti me dikh bhi raha tha. Halaaki maine zyada dhyaan dena uchit nahi samjha. Uski beti to waise bhi meri beti jaisi hi thi.

Naaste ke dauraan hi maine dinesh se driving karne ke bare me baat ki aur usse kaha ki agar is line ka kahi koi kaam mil jaye to bataye. Meri baat sun kar Dinesh sochne wali mudra me dikhne laga.

"Waise ek baat bataye keshav bhaiya." Fir usne kaha____"Sasura dusre ki chaakri karna hi nahi chahiye. U ka hai na aisene ma bada jhamela ba. Maalik ki baat suno aur jab paisa maaga ta sasura ohuma jhanjhat. Ese ham tumka ihey salaah deb ki tu aapan khud ka auto chalawa aur roz ka paisa apne jeb ma rakha."

"Wo to thik hai dinesh bhai." Maine kaha____"Lekin apna khud ka auto kaha se laauga main?"
"Okhar chinta tu na kara." Dinesh ne kaha____"Ham tohara ke bataye nahi, hiya hamaar dui dui auto aur hain. U donau auto ma ham driver rakhe bani. U sasure roz ka hamare hath ma paisa dethe. Agar tohara ke sach ma auto chalawe ka hai ta ham ek auto tohara ka dai deb."

"Kya baat hai dinesh bhai." Maine muskurate huye kaha____"Tum to har tarah se hamare maalik ban gaye."
"Are tu hamka maalik waalik na banaba keshav bhaiya." Dinesh hasa____"Ham aisene thik hain aur haan ham rakesh driver ka phone kar ke bole det baani ki u auto laike hiya aa jaye."

Dinesh kamaal ka banda tha. Meri problem ko jhat se door kar diya tha usne. Ek ghante ke andar hi rakesh naam ka uska driver auto le kar uske saamne haazir ho gaya tha. Dinesh ne usko kisi bhuwan naam ke aadmi ke yaha jane ko kaha aur auto ki chaabi usse le li.

Auto mil jane se mujhe kaam to mil gaya tha lekin ab mere samne sabse badi samasya ye ho gayi thi ki mujhe is badli huyi duniya ke bare me kuch bhi pata nahi tha. Dinesh ko main apni ye samasya bata bhi nahi sakta tha kyoki isse meri hakikat khul jane ka dar tha. Khair main ye bakhubi samajhta tha ki shuruaat me mujhe kuch samay tak samasya hogi lekin fir jaise jaise mujhe raasto ka gyaan ho jayega waise waise mujhe asaani bhi ho jaayegi.

Dinesh ne mujhse kaha tha ki main apni sweksha se din ya raat kisi bhi waqt auto chala sakta hu aur paise kama sakta hu. Maine din me hi ye kaam karne ka socha. Khair Dinesh ke sath hi main bhi apna wala auto le kar ghar se chal diya tha. Waise ek samasya aur bhi thi jiske bare me maine dinesh ko bata diya tha aur wo ye ki mere paas koi driving licence nahi hai. Dinesh ne kaha ki wo mera ye kaam bhi kar dega.

Shuruaat ke ek hapte mere liye bahut hi mushkilo se bhare the. Ek to mujhe raasto ka gyaan nahi tha dusre is drivery line ke taur tariko se bhi main anjaan tha. Dusre auto driver is kaam me mujhse kahi zyada expert the. Khair ek hapte me main bhi kuch kuch unke jaisa banne laga tha aur sawaariyo ko apni taraf aakarshit karne laga tha.

Dheere dheere main is kaam me aur bhi expert hota ja raha tha. Is kaam me main aisa uljha ki mujhe apne mukhya kaam ke bare me hosh hi nahi rah gaya tha. Halaaki main khud bhi koi jaldbaazi nahi karna chaahta tha. Asal me main chaahta tha ki mere jaanne wale jo is ummid me baithe honge ki jail se baahar aate hi main unke peechhe badle ki bhaavna se lag jaauga unki is ummid par paani fir jaye. Wo yahi samjhe ki bees saal jail me guzaarne ke baad main ab ek aisa insaan ban gaya hu jo apne ateet ko bhool kar kisi gumnaam jagah par shaanti ki zindagi guzaarne laga houga. Halaaki main ye baat daawe ke sath nahi kah sakta tha ki aaj ke time me wo mere bare me kya soch rakhte honge aur rakhte bhi honge ya mujhe bura khwaab samajh kar bhool hi chuke honge. Khair aise hi ek maheena guzar gaya. Main sach me is kaam me itna mashgool ho gaya tha ki mujhe kisi aur cheez ke bare me sochne ka time hi nahi mil raha tha.

Is ek maheene me main dinesh aur uski family se kaafi ghul mil chuka tha. Upar jo miya biwi mere bagal wale kamre me rahte the unse bhi ab meri baat cheet hone lagi thi. Us aadmi ka naam ramesh varma tha aur kahi society me wo security guard ki naukari karta tha. Jane kaise use sharaab ki lat gayi thi jiski vajah se wo sharaab pine laga tha aur usi sharaab ke nashe me wo apni biwi Aarti se ladna jhagadna shuru kar deta tha. Un dono ki ek (**) saal ki bachchi bhi thi.

Ramesh se meri achhi baat cheet hone lagi thi, wo bhi mujhse ghul mil gaya tha. Umar me wo mujhse chhota tha is liye mujhe sammaan deta tha aur bhai sahab kahta tha. Yu to wo bada hi byohaar kushal aadmi tha lekin sharaab pine ke baad uski saari achhaaiya jane kaha gaayab ho jati thi. Main use har roz samjhata tha ki sharaab pina galat baat hai kyoki isse uski hasti khelti zindagi par bura asar pad raha hai. Mere samjhane ka asar ye hua tha ki wo ab har roz pi kar nahi aata tha. Uske is badle huye roop ko dekh kar uski biwi aarti ab thoda khush rahne lagi thi aur usse jhagda nahi karti thi. Wo aksar kahti thi ki uske pati me jo badlaav aaya hai wo meri vajah se hai aur iske liye wo mujhe dhanyawaad bhi deti thi. Apne yaha wo khane pine me jo bhi banaati thi mere liye bhi le kar aa jati thi. Mujhe ye sab achha to nahi lagta tha lekin uski khushi ke liye main kha hi leta tha. Kahne ka matlab ye ki is ek maheene me main sabhi se ghul mil gaya tha.

Sab mujhe sammaan de rahe the aur iske bare me jab bhi main sochta to meri aankhe nam ho jaati thi. Duniya me apna kaun hai aur kaisa hota hai ye jaise main bhool hi gaya tha. Maine khwaab me bhi nahi socha tha ki jail ke baahar aane ke baad ek jagah mujhe aise log bhi milenge jo mujhe apne se lagne lagenge, magar dil me lagi huyi aag mujhe zyada dino tak sukoon se nahi rahne dene wali thi.


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Dinesh ke yaha rahte huye mujhe kareeb ek mahine ho gaye the. Is ek mahine me main jaise apne asli maksad ko bhool hi gaya tha aur ye zaruri bhi tha kyoki main apne man ko us taraf nahi lagana chaahta tha. Agar man lagta to main majboor ho kar us duniya ki taraf chal padta jis duniya me kahi par wo log maujood the jinhe mere qaher ka shikaar hona tha. Main chaahta tha ki guzarte waqt ke sath unhe ye ehsaas ho jaye ki main apne andar badle jaisi bhaavna na rakh kar kahi gumnaami ki zindagi guzaarne lag gaya houga.

Is ek mahine me main dinesh aur uske ghar walo se kaafi ghul mil gaya tha. Mere bagal wale kamre me jo pariwar rahta tha unse bhi main ghul mil chuka tha. Ramesh abhi bhi sharaab pita tha lekin ye zarur tha ki usne har roz pina band kar diya tha. Apne pati ko sudhar gaya dekh aarti bahut khush thi. Maine mahsoos kiya tha ki kuch dino se uska byohaar mere prati badla badla sa lagne laga tha. Mujhse wo dono hi pati patni umar me chhote the is liye mujhe aarti ke is badle huye byohaar se thoda ajeeb aur thodi asahajta mahsoos hone lagi thi. Main koi chhota sa bachcha nahi tha jo uski harkato ko nahi samajhta tha, lekin main ye hargiz nahi chaahta tha ki kisi vajah se kuch ho jaye.

Main zyadatar raat me hi auto chalata tha aur din me araam karta tha. Ramesh din me security guard ki duty karta tha. Din me uski beti bhi school chali jati thi jo ki shaam ko chaar baje hi aati thi. Aise me ramesh ki biwi aarti akele hi rah jaati thi. Kuch dino se jis tarah uska bartaav badla hua nazar aa raha tha uske chalte main jald hi kha pi kar apne kamre me so jata tha. Jaisa ki maine pahle bataya ki wo apne yaha jo kuch bhi khane ki cheez banati thi wo jhat se mere liye bhi le aati thi. Maine iske liye use kayi baar mana bhi kiya tha lekin wo maanti hi nahi thi. Ek waqt tha jab wo mujhe dekh kar ya to sharmati thi ya fir jhat se idhar udhar ho jati thi lekin ab aisa nahi tha. Ab to aisa tha ki jaise hi meri usse nazre milti to wo muskura deti thi. Pahle maine yahi socha tha ki shayad ye uska hasmukh swabhaav hoga lekin jab wo mere saamne petikot aur blouj pahan kar bathroom me aane jane lagi to mujhe bada ajeeb aur asahaj sa lagne laga tha. Wo aurat ho kar mere saamne aise kapdo me aane jane se nahi sharmaati thi lekin main asahaj ho uthta tha. Sabse zyada mujhe apni umar ka khayaal tha, dusre main nahi chaahta tha ki koi mere charitra par ungli uthaye.

Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki achanak se aarti ka bartaav aisa kyo ho gaya tha? Aakhir kya chaahti thi wo? Kya chal raha tha uske man me? Use apni izzat aur maryada ka khayaal kyo nahi tha? Kyo mere saamne wo sirf petikot aur blouj me chhat par idhar udhar chal deti thi? Kya wo mujhe apna jism dikha kar aakarshit kar rahi thi? Kya uske man me mere prati galat bhavna aa gayi thi? Waise sach kahu to kase huye blouj me uski badi badi chuchiya aur petikot me baahar ki taraf ubhri uski gaand dekh kar mera man machal uthta tha lekin apni umar aur izzat ka khayaal kar ke main uski taraf se apni nazre hata leta tha. Man hi man use hazaro gaaliya bhi deta tha lekin wo to jaise mere imaan ko puri tarah nestanaboot kar dene par tul gayi thi.

Main kayi dino se soch raha tha ki is bare me usse baat karu aur use samjhaau ki wo ye sab karna chhod de lekin fir ye soch kar meri himmat jawaab de jati ki kahi wo ulta mujh par hi na bhadak jaye aur mujh par galat aarop na laga de. Ek din to had hi ho gayi. Main dinesh ke yaha se kha pi kar upar aaya hi tha ki mere kaano me aarti ki awaaz padi. Wo bathroom me thi aur shayad naha rahi thi andar. Uske nahane ka time bhi change ho gaya tha. Pahle wo subah hi naha leti thi lekin ab wo das ya gyaarah ke beech nahaati thi. Uska pati ramesh subah aath baje nikal jata tha.

"Suniye." Aarti ki dheemi awaaz mere kaano me padi thi. Apne kamre ke kareeb main pahucha hi tha ki uski awaaz sun kar ruk gaya tha aur palat kar awaaz ki disha me dekhne laga tha.

"Wo taar me mere kapde tange hain." Bathroom me jo darwaza tha usko halka sa khol kar aur apna thoda sa sir us halka khule darwaze par sata kar usne dheemi awaaz me kaha____"Unhe mujhe de dijiye. Jaldi jaldi me main unhe lana hi bhool gayi hu."

Aarti ki baat sun kar mujhe bada ajeeb laga. Ye pahli baar tha jab usne is tarah ka koi kaam mujhe karne ko kaha tha. Mere dil ki dhadkane uski baat sun kar anayaas hi badh chali thi. Main khamoshi se kabhi uski taraf dekhta to kabhi chhat par hi lagi taar me tange uske kapdo ki taraf. Main achhi tarah samajh gaya tha ki ye sab usne jaan boojh kar kiya tha. Aaj se pahle to kabhi wo apne kapde le jana nahi bhooli thi, fir aaj kaise bhool gayi thi? Zaahir hai ye usne jaan boojh kar hi kiya tha.

"Kya hua jaldi de dijiye na." Mujhe apni jagah par khamosh khada dekh usne fir se kaha____"Main aisi haalat me nahi hu ki khud aa kar apne kapde le lu. Main jaanti hu ki mujhe aapse aisa kaam nahi karwana chahiye lekin kya karu, mujhe jaldi jaldi me yaad hi nahi raha tha."

Main ajeeb si uljhan me pad gaya tha lekin main ye bhi samajh chuka tha ki ab mujhe uska ye kaam karna hi padega. Bhale hi usne ye jaan boojh kar kiya ho lekin maujooda waqt me wo khud aa kar apne kapde nahi le sakti thi. Main waha par na bhi hota tab bhi wo nahi le sakti thi kyoki chhat par wo nangi haalat me nahi aa sakti thi. Khair marta kya na karta waali haalat ban chuki thi meri is liye main bina kuch bole aage badha aur taar se uske kapde nikaalne laga.

Jab main taar se uske kapde nikaal raha tha to mujhe zara bhi ummid nahi thi ki uske kapdo ke neeche uski bra aur penty bhi hogi. Mujhe laga tha ki wo ek gaav dehaat ki maamuli aurat hai, ho sakta hai wo shadi ke baad ye sab na pahanti ho lekin main galat tha. Saadi blouj aur petikot nikal jane ke baad jab meri nazar uski bra penty par padi to main ekdam se chaunka. Maine hadbada kar aarti ki taraf dekha to wo halke se muskuraayi aur fir muskurate huye hi usne apni nazre neeche kar li. Meri haalat palak jhapakte hi kharaab ho gayi thi. Fir ekdam se mujhe khayaal aaya ki mujhe der nahi karni chahiye. Agar aise waqt me neeche se dinesh ki biwi ya uski beti aa gayi aur usne mujhe aarti ke kapdo ko liye dekh liya to meri izzat ka kachra ho jaayega. Ye soch kar maine jaldi se uske aakhiri wo kapde bhi taar se nikaale aur fauran hi bathroom ke paas pahuch gaya.

"Ye pakdo apne kapde." Main apni badhi huyi dhadkano ko kaabu karne ka prayaas karte huye usse kaha____"Aur aaj ke baad dhyaan se apne kapde le jaya karna."

"Ji agli baar se yaad rakhugi." Aarti ne kaha aur darwaze ko thoda aur khol diya jisse mujhe uski gardan ke neeche nange seene ki jhalak dikhi. Isse pahle ki main samhal pata usne hath badha kar mere hath se kapde le liye magar is beech meri nazar uske nange seene par pad chuki thi jaha par uski saanwli chhaatiya aadhi se zyada dikh gayi thi. Halaaki ye sab kuch palo ke liye hi tha lekin in kuch palo me mere samuche jism me sansani si fail gayi thi. Aarti ne darwaza band kiya to jaise main sote se jaaga aur fauran hi palat kar tez kadmo ke sath apne kamre ki taraf badh chala.

Apne kamre ka darwaza andar se band kar ke main seedha chaarpaayi par aa gira tha. Meri dhadkane train ki speed se daud rahi thi jinki dhamak meri kanpatiyo me dhaad dhaad si baj rahi thi. Chaarpaayi par main aankhe band kiye leta hua tha lekin band palko me mujhe aarti ki wo nangi chhatiya hi dikh rahi thi. Halaaki maine uski aadhi chhatiya hi dekhi thi lekin itne me hi meri haalat kharaab ho gayi thi. Maine jhat se aankhe khol di. Main us manzar ko nahi dekhna chaahta tha. Tabhi zahen me sawaal ubhra kya aarti ne jaan boojh kar darwaze ko khola tha ya kapde lene ke liye usne swabhavik roop se thoda aur darwaza khola tha? Zahen me ubhre is sawaal par mere andar se kisi ne jawaab diya_____Nahi, aarti ne jaan boojh kar darwaze ko thoda aur khol diya tha taaki wo mujhe apni chhatiya dikha sake. Inhi sab vichaaro me khoya jane kab main neend ki aagosh me chala gaya tha.

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Agle din main subah naasta paani kar ke auto le kar nikal gaya. Subah ramesh se meri thodi bahut baat cheet huyi thi aur is beech uski biwi aarti bhi mujhe dikhi thi. Na chaahte huye bhi meri nazar usse takra gayi thi aur wo nazar milte hi kuch aise andaaz se muskuraayi thi ki mera mood kharaab ho gaya tha. Main jaldi se naha dho kar aur fir naasta kar ke nikal gaya tha. Main samajh gaya tha ki aarti mujhse kya chaahti thi lekin main uski chaahat nahi puri karna chaahta tha kyoki main nahi chaahta tha ki bees saalo se jo cheez mere andar kahi dafan thi wo nikal kar baahar aa jaye.

Auto ki drivery karte huye meri kaafi logo se jaan pahchaan ho gayi thi jo ki zyadatar auto driver hi the lekin kuch aise log bhi the jo us shahar se taalluk rakhte the jo shahar mere zahen me bees saalo se racha basa hua tha. Sach to ye tha ki ab mujhse bardaast nahi ho raha tha. Mera dil karta tha ki ab mujhe der nahi karni chahiye. Maine soch liya ki ab mujhe apne asal maksad ki taraf apne kadam badhane chahiye. Us din shaam ko main waapas aaya aur dinner ke waqt dinesh se kaha ki mujhe kuch dino ke liye zaruri kaam se baahar jana hai is liye main uska auto nahi chala sakta. Dinesh ne meri baate sun kar haan me sir hilaya aur bola ki mere waapas aane tak wo kisi dusre ko auto pakda dega. Main samajh sakta tha ki wo itne dino tak auto khada nahi rakh sakta tha. Aakhir usi se to uski kamaayi hoti thi.

Dinesh se baat kar ke main apne kamre me aa gaya tha. Aaj maine apni zarurat ka kuch aisa samaan bhi khareeda tha jo aane wale samay me mere kaam aane wala tha. Agli subah main jaldi hi utha. Halaaki puri tarah subah nahi huyi thi aur na hi suraj nikla tha kyoki halka andhera abhi bhi tha. Itni subah uthne ka kaaran yahi tha ki main fresh ho kar jaldi hi yaha se nikal jaau. Khair main kamre se baahar nikla aur seedha bathroom ki taraf badh chala. Bathroom ke darwaze ka handle pakad kar maine jaise hi use apni taraf kheecha to andar maujood aarti ko dekh kar main buri tarah uchhal pada. Udhar aarti bhi mujhe dekh kar buri tarah dar kar cheekh hi padi thi lekin ain waqt par usne apna muh apni dono hatheliyo se zor se daab liya tha.

Aarti bathroom ke andar toilet sheet par apni saadi ko kamar tak uthaye baithi peshaab kar rahi thi. Andar zyada andhera nahi tha is liye wo mujhe saaf dikh gayi thi. Is waqt shayad use kisi ke aane ki zara bhi ummid nahi thi is liye usne andar se darwaze ki kundi nahi lagayi thi. Idhar mere hosh ud chuke the. Meri nazar uski jaanghon ke beech halke andhere me chhupi choot par ja tiki thi. Dar ki vajah se uska peshaab ruk gaya tha. Abhi main besudh sa uski baalo se bhari choot ki taraf dekh hi raha tha ki tabhi uski choot se peshaab ki dhaar sursuraate huye nikalne lagi jisse main hosh me aa gaya. Maine hadbada kar uske chehre ki taraf dekha to buri tarah chaunka. Apne muh se hath hata kar wo muskura rahi thi. Uska muskurana dekh main fauran hi palat gaya aur tez kadmo se chalte huye apne kamre me aa gaya.

Darwaza band kar ke main seedha chaarpaayi par aa gira tha. Aankho ke saamne aarti ki choot aur uska muskurana baar baar ujagar hota ja raha tha. Mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki kitni besharam thi wo. Us haalat me bhi use sharam nahi aayi aur besharmo ki tarah apni choot dikhate huye toilet sheet par baithi rahi. Itna hi nahi mujhe dekh kar muskura bhi rahi thi. Mera jee chaha ki abhi jaau aur uski batteesi tod du. Aisi giri huyi harkat wo kaise kar sakti hai? Use sochna chahiye ki wo mujhse umar me kitni chhoti hai. Mujhe us par bahut zyada gussa aa raha tha lekin is maamle me main kuch kar nahi sakta tha kyoki baat bahut bigad jaati.

Pata nahi kab tak main chaarpaayi par yu hi uske bare me sochte huye aur kudhte huye pada raha. Fir jaise mujhe waqt ka ehsaas hua to maine apne zahen se uske khayaalo ko jhatka aur uth kar fresh hone ke liye fir se kamre se baahar nikal gaya. Mujhe baar baar lag raha tha ki kahi wo mujhe baahar hi na mil jaye aur apni behooda harkato se mera mood kharaab kar de. Maine sarsari taur par idhar udhar nazre ghumaayi lekin wo mujhe kahi nazar nahi aayi. Bathroom ka darwaza khula hua tha. Zaahir tha wo apne kamre me ja chuki thi. Maine ye dekh kar raahat ki saans li aur seedha bathroom me ghus gaya.

Us waqt subah ke saat baj rahe the jab main kapde wagairah pahan kar aur apne hath me ek chhota sa pitthu bag le kar seedhiyo se neeche aaya tha. Main abhi channel gate ke paas pahucha hi tha ki peechhe se ek ladki ki awaaz sun kar ruk gaya. Ladki ne mujhe uncle kah kar pukara tha.

"Wo mammy ne aapke liye naasta bana diya hai." Main palta to usne badi masumiyat se kaha____"Unhone kaha hai ki aap jaise hi upar se neeche aaye to main aapko naaste ke liye kah du."

"Par beta naasta banane ki kya zarurat thi?" Maine hairaani aur uljhan bhare bhaav se kaha____"Aur maine to kaha bhi nahi tha ki mere liye subah naasta bana dena?"

"Kal aapne papa se jane ki baat kahi thi na." Dinesh ki ladki jiska naam poonam tha usne kaha____"To aapke jane ke baad unhone mammy se kah diya tha ki wo subah aapke liye naasta bana ke rakhe."

Poonam ki baate sun kar main man hi man ye soch kar thoda bhaav vibhor ho gaya ki dinesh aur uski family wale mujhe kitna maante hain. Ab bhala main kaise kisi baat ke liye inkaar kar sakta tha is liye maine muskura kar poonam se kaha____"Thik hai beta, agar naasta ban hi gaya hai to main kar leta hu."

Dinesh kuch dino se raat ke teen baje hi auto le kar chala jata tha is liye wo ghar par nahi tha. Uske na rahne par mujhe uske ghar ke andar jane me thoda jhijhak to huyi lekin jana to tha hi. Main ye soch kar bhi khushi mahsoos kar raha tha ki dinesh mujh par kitna vishwas karta hai.

Khair andar ja kar main usi chhote se hall me rakhi kursi table par baith gaya jisme main har roz baitha tha. Jaldi hi dinesh ki badi beti poonam naaste ki thaali le kar aa gayi. Maine dekha naaste me aalu ke parathe aur tamatar ki chatni thi. Ek side achaar ke sath mirchi aur salaadh rakhi huyi thi. Maine fauran hi khana shuru kar diya. Dinesh ki biwi Kiran bahut achha khana banati thi aur uska swabhaav bhi bahut achha tha. Mere baar baar mana karne ke baavjood poonam ne do paraatha zyada meri thaali me rakh diya tha. Khair naasta kar ke main utha aur poonam ko bata kar ghar se baahar nikal gaya.

Pichhle din dinesh ne mujhse kaha tha ki wo subah mujhe apne auto se bus stand tak chhod dega lekin maine use mana kar diya tha. Asal me mere zahen me kuch aur hi tha. Khair saadhe saat se upar ka time ho gaya tha. Ek to aarti ki vajah se mujhe der ho gayi thi dusre naasta karne me bhi kuch der ho gayi. Main jaldi hi mukhya sadak par pahucha. Ittefaaq se mujhe ek taxi nazar aa gayi. Main fauran hi uske paas gaya aur taxi driver se apne gantavya par chalne ki baat ki to wo taiyar ho gaya. Main taxi ki pichhli sheet par baith gaya to taxi driver ne taxi aage badha di. Sheet ki pichhli pusht par peeth tika kar main thoda relax sa feel karne laga tha. Palke band ki to ateet ki yaado ka ek aur manzar nazar aane laga mujhe.


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"Aise kya dekh rahi ho?" Maya ko aplak apni taraf dekhte dekha to maine usse puchha.

"Kuch nahi." Usne mujhe dekhte huye hi ek gahri saans li fir kaha____"Bas ye soch rahi hu ki tumhare jane ke baad main tumhare bina kaise ji paaugi? Tumhari aadat pad gayi hai mujhe. Na chaahte huye bhi main har waqt tumhare hi khayaal bunne par majboor ho jaati hu. Kaash! ham dono ke beech sanstha aur sanstha ke niyam kanoon ki diwaar na khadi huyi hoti. Kaash ham hamesha ek sath rah paate."

"Sab niyati ka khel hai dear." Maine maya ke khubsurat chehre ko halke se sahla kar kaha_____"Aksar aisa hota hai ki insaan jis cheez ki tamanna karta hai us cheez ko haasil na hone dene ke liye niyati hamare chaaro taraf aise halaat paida kar deti hai ki ham chaah kar bhi apni manpasand cheez ko haasil nahi kar paate. Khair chhodo is baat ko, hame aise halaat me wahi karna chahiye jo hamare sath sath sabke liye behtar bhi ho. Upar wale ne agar chaaha to zindagi me ham dubara bhi mil sakenge."

"Mujhe to aisa asambhav hi lagta hai vikram." Maya ne udaas bhaav se meri taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Kyoki main apni takdeer ko achhi tarah jaanti hu. Meri takdeer me kisi ka sath likha hi nahi hai. Bachpan me maa baap guzar gaye the. Ek chacha the jinhone sirf daaru ke liye mujhe Rajjo Rani ko bech diya tha. Rajjo Rani ne mujhe pala posha aur har tarah ki kalaao se paraangat kar ke apne kothe ki shaan bana liya. Uske kothe me hi chaudah saal ki umar me meri asmat ko muhmaagi rakam le kar lutwa li gayi thi. Us din main bahut roi thi aur jis Rajjo Rani ko main apni maa samajhti thi usse mujhe nafrat ho gayi thi. Chhah saal tak main uske kothe me mardo dwara lutti rahi. Uske kothe se bhaag jaane ke mere har prayaas nakaam rahe the. Fir ek din jab main har tarah se haar gayi aur zinda laash si ban gayi to ek ajeeb sa chamatkaar hua. Main raat me apne kamre me so rahi thi aur jab meri aankh khuli to main kisi aur hi jagah par maujood thi. Main nayi jagah par khud ko pa kar behad ghabra gayi thi lekin jald hi samajh aaya ki main kaha thi aur kyo aisi jagah pahuch gayi thi. Wo choot maar service ki jagah thi. Meri dekh bhaal ke liye aur mujhe trained karne ke liye ek ladki ko mere paas rakha gaya tha. Usne mujhe har tarah se trained kiya aur tab se aaj tak main yahi par hu. Main ye nahi kahti ki main is sanstha me aa kar khush ho gayi thi lekin haan apni pichhli zindagi me maine jo kuch saha tha usse to ye behtar hi tha. Har ladki ki tarah mere dil me jo hasrate thi wo sanstha ke niyam kanoon jaanne ke baad bedardi se khud hi kuchal liya tha maine. Main achhi tarah samajh gayi thi ki agar meri takdeer itni hi achhi hoti to mujhe us duniya se is duniya me nahi le aaya jata. Yaha rahte huye main ye samajh chuki thi ki ye sanstha hi ab mera ghar hai aur yahi par ek din mujhe mar jana hai. Halaaki kuchh saalo baad mujhe sanstha ki taraf se ye flat de diya gaya tha lekin sath hi ye bhi jata diya gaya tha ki main yaha se kahi aur jane ke bare me sochu bhi nahi. Agar maine aisa socha to wo meri zindagi ka aakhiri din hoga."

"Apni zindagi ke is kadwe sach ko aaj kyo bataya mujhe?" Main maya ki baate aur uska sach jaan kar hairaan to hua hi tha kintu ye soch kar uske liye thoda dukhi bhi hua tha ki usne bachpan se kitne dukh sahe the. Maine uske bare me pahle bhi kayi baar puchha tha lekin usne ye sab nahi bataya tha. Aaj jab usne ye sab bataya to mujhe hairaani ho rahi thi. Main sochne par majboor ho gaya tha ki usne ye sab kyo bataya tha mujhe?

"Bas dil ne kaha ki tumhe mere bare me sab kuch jaanna chahiye." Maya ne jaise mere man ke bhaavo ko samajh kar feeki muskaan ke sath kaha____"Agar mere prati tumhare dil me thodi si bhi jagah ban gayi ho to mera ye sach jaan kar tum apne dil se mujhe har tarah se nikaal do. Mujh me aur tum me ek yahi fark hai ki tum jab chaaho kisi se bhi shadi kar ke apni ek alag duniya basa sakte ho jabki main chaah kar bhi aisa nahi kar sakti. Waise mujhe is baat ki khushi hai ki mera baaki jeewan tumhari khubsurat yaado ke sahare ab guzar jaayega."

Mujhe pahli baar ehsaas hua tha ki maya sach me mujhse behad pyaar karti thi. Uska sach jaan kar mujhe uske liye yakeenan dukh hua tha lekin ye bhi sach tha ki ham dono ab ek dusre ke sath yu chhup chhup ke nahi mil sakte the. Main dekh raha tha maya ki aankho me aansu tair rahe the. Mujhe us par behad pyaar aa raha tha. Mera dil kar raha tha ki use apne seene se laga kar uske sare dukh door kar du lekin ye mere akhtiyaar me nahi tha.

"Tumhe mere bare me kuch bhi sochne ki zarurat nahi hai vikram." Maya ne mujhe socho me gum dekha to kaha____"Aur na hi mere liye dukh prakat karne ki zarurat hai. Aaj ke baad ham shayad hamesha ke liye juda ho jane wale hain is liye main bas yahi chaahti hu ki tum mujhe itna pyaar karo ki us pyaar me main doob jaau."

Isse pahle ki main maya se kuch kahta usne apne dono hatho se mere sir ko pakda aur apni taraf kheench kar mere hotho ko lapak kar choom liya. Mere jism me ek sukhad ehsaas ubharta chala gaya jiske asar se main bhi maya ke hotho ko choomne laga.

Maya bed par bra penty pahne padi huyi huyi thi aur main uske upar jhuka hua tha. Mere jism par jo kapde the wo jaldi hi maya ke dwara utar gaye the. Maya pure josh me mujhe choom rahi thi. Red bra me kaid uski gori gori chhaatiyo ko main baari baari se masal deta tha jisse wo tilmila uthti thi aur uski karaah mere hotho me hi dab kar rah jati thi.

Kafi der tak main aur maya ek dusre ke hotho ko choomte aur chooste rahe. Saanse bhaari huyi to ham dono alag huye. Meri nazar bra me kaid uski chhaatiyo par padi to maine jhat se hath badha kar uski bra ko upar kar diya jisse uske dono ubhaar uchhal kar beparda ho gaye. Badi badi chhatiyo ke beech bhure nipple kadak awastha me aa kar maano mujhe aamantrit kar rahe the aur maine bhi jaise unka invitation accept kar liya tha.

Palak jhapakte hi maine jhuk kar maya ke right nipple ko muh me bhar liya aur uski chhaati ko masalte huye use choosne laga. Mere aisa karte hi maya ka jism tharthara utha aur wo maze ki tarango me aa kar mere sir ko apni chhaati par dabane lagi. Mere pure jism me maze ki laher daudne lagi thi aur mujh me ek junoon sa sawaar hota ja raha tha. Main kabhi uske right nipple ko muh me bhar kar chusne lagta to kabhi left wale ko. Thodi hi der me maine maya ki dono chhaatiyo ko choos choos kar laal surkh kar diya. Uske baad main neeche badha aur uske gore sapaat pet ko choomte huye uski gahri naabhi par aaya. Uske pet me uski naabhi bada hi sundar look de rahi thi. Mujhse raha na gaya to maine use muh me hi bhar liya jisse maya chihuk uthi aur jhat se apne dono hatho se mera sir pakad liya. Uske mukh se lambi lambi aahe nikalne lagi thi. Main paaglo ki tarah uski naabhi ko kabhi halke se chaba leta to kabhi uski gahraayi me jeebh daal kar kuredne lagta. Kuch hi palo me maya ka bura haal ho gaya. Maine ek hath halke se badha kar penty me chhupi uski choot par fera to maya ke jism me jhatka sa laga aur usne apni taango ko jhat se sikod liya. Main uski choot par penty ke upar se apni teen ungaliyo se halke halke hath fer raha tha. Uski penty geeli ho chuki thi jisse uski choot ka ras meri ungaliyo me bhi lagta ja raha tha.

Main sarak kar neeche aaya aur penty ke upar se hi maya ki choot par apna muh rakh diya. Kamras ki khushbu meri naak me samaayi to main maano madhosh sa ho gaya. Maya mere sir ko apni choot par dabane lagi thi. Maine halke se uski choot par apni jeebh firaayi to maya ka pura jism ek baar fir se tharthara utha. Maine sir upar kiya aur jhat se uski penty ko kheechte huye uski taango se alag kar diya.

Maine maya ki chikni choot ko dekha. Mere sahlaye jane se uska kamras uski choot par idhar udhar lag gaya tha jiski vajah se uski choot chamakne lagi thi. Maine apni do ungaliyo se uski choot ko failaaya aur uske daane ko haule se sahlaane laga. Mere aisa karte hi maya ke jism me sansani huyi aur wo maze se sitkaar uthi. Meri dono ungaliya uske kamras se san gayi thi jise maine uski choot se hata kar maya ke chehre ke paas laya aur fir maya ke khule muh me daal diya. Maya ne jhat se mera hath thaam kar meri dono ungaliyo ko kisi kulfi ki tarah choosna shuru kar diya. Uski ye harkat dekh main muskura utha. Underwear me kaid mera land puri tarah se akad gaya tha aur ab wo jhatke dene laga tha. Mera man kar raha tha ki palak jhapakte hi maya ki choot me apna land daal kar uski ghamasaan chudaayi shuru kar du.

Maya ke muh se apni ungaliya nikaal kar main neeche aaya aur uski choot par apna muh rakh diya. Pink colour ki choot aur upar se ras bahaati huyi, use dekh kar main maano pagal sa hua ja raha tha. Maine jhat se uski choot par apni jeebh ko chalana shuru kar diya. Mere aisa karte hi maya machal uthi aur usne fir se mere sir ko dono hatho se pakad kar apni choot par dabane lagi.

Pure kamre me maya ki maze me doobi aahe aur kilkariya goonj rahi thi. Main buri tarah se uski chhatiya masalte huye uski choot chaate ja raha tha. Maya maze ki tarang me aa kar kabhi apni kamar utha leti to kabhi bed par dher si ho jati. Kuch hi der me uske jism me jhatke lagne lage aur wo tez tez aahe bharte huye jhatke khane lagi. Maya ki choot se uska garma garam kamras bahte huye seedha mere muh ke andar jane laga tha aur main bhi bade maze se use aise nigalta ja raha tha maano wo koi badi swaarist malaayi ho.

Maya jhadne ke baad besudh si bed par shaant pad gayi thi. Kamre me bas uski lambi lambi saanso ki awaaz hi goonj rahi thi. Uske chehre par param santusti ke bhaav dekh kar main muskuraya aur uske bagal se let gaya tha.

"Tum sach me kamaal ho vikram." Kuch der baad maya ne bed se uthte huye kaha____"Maine is sanstha me jane kitne hi ladko ko trained kiya hai lekin unme se kisi me bhi tum jaisi khaasiyat nahi thi. Khair ab meri baari hai. Main bhi tumhe aisa hi pyaar karugi."

Main maya ki baate sun kar muskuraya. Wo har baar yahi bolti thi aur main har baar uske mukh se apne liye aisi tareef sun kar khush ho jata tha. Uski aisi baato se mujhe yahi ehsaas hota tha jaise sach me main bahut hi khaas tha. Khair wo muskurate huye kuch palo tak mujhe dekhti rahi uske baad wo jhuki aur haule se mere hotho par apne raseele hotho ko rakh diya. Mere muh me abhi bhi uska kamras laga hua tha jise wo maze se chaatti bhi ja rahi thi. Main bed par khamoshi se pada hua tha aur uske dwara milne wali maze ki tarango me khota ja raha tha.

Maya mere hotho ko choosne ke baad mere pure chehre ko chooma aur fir mere gale se hote huye mere seene par aa gayi. Mere seene par uge baalo par hath ferte huye wo mere pure seene ko choomti ja rahi thi aur fir ekdam se usne mere left nipple ko muh me bhar liya jisse mera pura jism maze me doob gaya aur mere muh se aah nikal gayi. Ek hath se wo mere dusre nipple ko apni ungli se haule haule kuredne lagi thi. Mera land jo shaant ho gaya tha wo ab fir se is maze ki vajah se akadne laga tha. Maya ne mere left nipple ko choosne ke baad dusre ko apne muh me bhar liya. Maze me mera bura haal hone laga. Mujhe badi tez gudgudi ho rahi thi aur mera ji chaah raha tha ki main apne dono hath badha kar maya ko aisa karne se roku lekin main aisa kar nahi raha tha. Udhar maya mere nipple ko muh se nikaal kar neeche ki taraf badhi. Mere pure jism par chumban ankit karte huye wo meri naabhi par pahuch gayi. Main badi mushkil se khud ko roke huye tha. Maze ki tarange badi tezi se daudte huye mere andkosh ko jhinjhod rahi thi jisse mera land ab jhatke maarne laga tha.

Meri naabhi ko choomte huye sahsa maya ne apna ek hath neeche badhaya aur mere jhatka khate huye land ko pakad liya. Mere jism me fir se maze ki lahar daud gayi jo seedha mere andkosho ko jhanjhana diya. Maya ne sir utha kar meri taraf dekha. Maine bhi adhkhuli aankho se use dekha. Wo mujhe dekh kar halke se muskuraayi aur fir thoda peechhe khisak kar wo meri dono taango ke beech me aa gayi.

Mera land maya ki mutthi me kaid tha aur wo use haule haule sahla rahi thi. Uska chehra kyoki mere land ke ekdam paas hi tha is liye uski naak se nikalti garm saanse mere land par pad rahi thi. Maine ek baar fir se use apni adhkhuli aankho se dekha to use mere land ki taraf dekhta paya. Abhi main use dekh hi raha tha ki usne muh khol kar apni jeebh nikaali aur mere land ke tope par badi nazakat se firaya jiske chalte mere pure jism me maze ki lahar daudti chali gayi aur meri aankhe us maze ke ehsaas se band ho gayi.

Maya ne teen chaar baar isi tarah apni jeebh mere land ke tope par firaayi aur fir chehra neeche kar ke mere land ke tope ko muh me bhar liya. Uske muh ki garmi jaise hi mere land par padi to main adbhut aanand se sarabor hota chala gaya. Is baar main apne haatho ko rok bhi nahi paya tha aur jhat se maya ke sir par rakh kar use apne land ki taraf daba diya tha. Mere aisa karte hi mera land maya ke muh me andar tak ghusta chala gaya. Maya ne iske liye koi virodh nahi kiya. Kuch hi palo me maya ka sir ek ridam me upar neeche hone laga aur wo mere land ko kulfi ki tarah choosne lagi. Mere aanand ki koi seema nahi thi. Main palak jhapakte hi asmaan ki bulandiyo me parwaaz karne laga tha. Meri rango me daudta lahu badi tezi se mere andkosho ki taraf daudta ja raha tha. Mujhe itna maza aa raha tha ki main sab kuch bhool gaya tha aur yahi vajah thi ki main apni kamar utha utha kar maya ke muh me apne land ko jad tak ghused de raha tha. Maine maya ke sir ko dono hatho se pakda hua tha jisse maya ke muh se mera land baahar nahi nikal sakta tha.

Us waqt main maze ke saatwe asmaan me hi tha jab mujhe apne land par maya ke daant gadne ka ehsaas hua aur maine hakikat me aa kar jhat se uske sir ko chhod diya tha. Maya ne fauran hi mere land ko apne muh se nikala aur buri tarah khaasne lagi. Uski saanse ukhdi huyi thi. Main hosh me aaya to mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas hua. Main uski bigdi haalat dekh kar bed se uthne hi wala tha ki maya ne hath ke ishare se mujhe lete rahne ko kaha to main uski taraf fikarmandi se dekhte huye let gaya. Kuch der baad jab maya ki saanse thami to wo meri taraf dekh kar pahle muskuraayi aur fir se mere land ko pakad liya. Mera land uske thook aur laar se buri tarah san gaya tha jise usne apne ek hath se mere pure land par milaya aur jhuk kar fir se use apne muh me le liya.

Main ek baar fir se maze ke saatwe asmaan me pahuch gaya tha. Maya badi kushalta se mere land ko choos rahi thi. Beech beech me wo mere andkosho ko bhi muh me bhar leti thi jisse mera maza duguna ho jata tha. Maya ko pata tha ki main jaldi jhadta nahi tha is liye wo mujhe jhaadne ke liye har tarah ke tareeke apnaati thi. Is waqt bhi wo kayi saare tareeke apna rahi thi jiska nateeja ye hua ki kuch hi der me main jhadne ki kagaar par aa gaya. Meri saanse tez ho gayi thi aur maze ke chalte maine fir se maya ke sir ko pakad liya aur apni kamar upar utha utha kar uske muh me apna land andar tak pelne laga. Ek minute ke andar hi mere andar aisa zalzala sa utha ki main buri tarah jhatke khate huye maya ke muh me jhadta chala gaya. Mere land se dher saara veerya pichkaariyon ke roop me maya ke muh me hi nikalta chala gaya. Maya ne use nigalne ki koshish ki lekin aadhe se zyada veerya uske muh se baahar nikal kar mere upar hi girne laga tha.

Maze ke saatwe asmaan se gir kar main ekdam shaant pad gaya tha. Meri saanse dhaukni ki maanind chal rahi thi. Mere land par lage veerya ko maya ne saara chaat liya tha aur fir wo mere seene se lag kar mere sath hi let gayi thi. Mujhe us par behad pyaar aa raha tha is liye maine bhi use khud se chhupka liya tha. Kuch der araam karne ke baad maya ne fir se mujhe choomna shuru kar diya.

Maya meri guru thi aur usne mujhe ek mukammal mard banaya tha. Ek aisa mard jo kisi bhi aurat ko param santusti dene me puri tarah saksham tha. Maya ke pyaar ne ek baar fir se mere andar uttejna bhar di thi jiska nateeja ye hua ki main uski dono taange apne kandho par rakh kar aur uski ras bahaati choot me land daal kar use puri taakat se chodne me lag gaya tha. Maya mere har dhakke par lambi aah bharte huye chilla uthti thi. Uski doodh jaisi saffaak gori chhaatiya buri tarah uchhal jati thi jinhe main beech beech me pakad kar buri tarah masal deta tha.

Us din maine maya ko na jane kitni hi position me chod kar use santust kiya tha. Maya parmanand ko pa kar besudh si bed par leti rahi thi. Kuch der baad jab uski saanse thami to wo jhatke se uth kar mujhse lipat gayi thi. Ham dono ke juda hone ka waqt aa gaya tha. Maya ki aankho se aansu chhalak pade the aur main use saantwana de raha tha. Mera dil to nahi kar raha tha usse juda hone ka lekin iske siva doosra koi chaara na tha. Maya ke hotho ko aakhiri baar choom kar main uske flat se nikal gaya tha.

Taxi ek jhatke se ruki to main ateet ki us yaad se baahar aa gaya. Driver ne bataya ki gantavya aa gaya hai. Uski baat sunte hi mere dil ki dhadkane tham si gayi. Aankho ke saamne guzre huye waqt ki har tasveer chamak uthi. Tabhi main chaunka, kyoki mujhe apne pant me apne khade huye land ka ehsaas hua tha. Ateet ki yaado me maya ke sath sex scene dekhne se mera land ekdam se akad gaya tha. Maine apne andar ubhar aaye in uttejak jazbaato ko kisi tarah kaabu me kiya aur taxi se utar kar driver ko uske paise diye jinhe le kar wo aage badh gaya.

Meri aankho ke saamne wo shahar dikh raha tha jiska kayakalp ho chuka tha. Bees saal pahle ye shahar mere liye bilkul bhi ajnabi nahi tha. Isi shahar me mera janm hua hua tha aur main isi shahar me apni hasti muskuraati family ke sath jeewan ji raha tha. Fir choot maar service jaisi sanstha ka meri zindagi me dakhal hua aur fir to jaise meri zindagi me khalbali si mach gayi thi. Maine khwaab me bhi nahi socha tha ki is sanstha se judne ke baad ek din aisa ho jaayega. Meri aankho ke saamne kuch doori par ISBT ka bada sa board laga hua dikh raha tha. Dhadakte dil se maine idhar udhar dekha aur fir ek taraf ko badh chala.


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Yu to bees saalo me har cheez ka kayakalp ho chuka tha lekin yamuna nadi par bana ye bridge aaj bhi waisa hi tha. Halaaki waqt ki maar ka asar us par bhi pada tha kintu wo aaj bhi apne vajood ko banaye huye tha. Us waqt din dhalne laga tha aur main bridge ke upar khada cigarette foonk raha tha. Bridge par se logo ka aana jana laga hua tha. Main pichhle aadhe ghante se logo ko aate jaate dekh raha tha aur guzarte waqt ke sath logo ki bheed aur bhi badhti ja rahi thi. Pahle me aur aaj me yahi to ek fark ho chuka tha ki log raat ko bhi din samajh kar nirantar chalne lage the.

Sara din main alag alag auto me baith kar shahar ki khaak chhaanta fira tha lekin wahi hua tha jiski mujhe pahle se hi ummid thi. Mere dushmano ne apna thikana badal liya tha aur ab main is baat se puri tarah anjaan tha ki aaj kal wo kin jagaho par apna ashiyana bana rakhe the. Din bhar ki bhaag daud me main ye bhi dekh chuka tha ki jin jagaho par pahle unke office hua karte the aaj un jagaho par alag hi tarah ki building bani huyi thi. Apni taraf se maine ye jaanne ki puri koshish ki thi ki un jagaho par aaj bhi unke office hain ya nahi lekin nateeja kuch na nikla tha. Zaahir hai jaise jaise waqt guzarta hai waise waise log bhi waqt ke sath badalte huye apni har cheez badalte rahte hain, aur ye usi ka nateeja tha ki main puri tarah niraash ho kar is waqt bridge par khada cigarette foonk raha tha.

Bees saal pahle jis jagah par C. M. S. ka headquarter maujood tha waha par bhi ab alag tarah ki buildings ban gayi thi aur abaadi badh gayi thi. Main samajh sakta tha ki aise me C. M. S. ka headquarter us jagah par maujood nahi ho sakta tha. Halaaki maine iske bavjood apni taraf se pata karne ki koshish ki thi lekin koi faayda nahi hua tha. Iski ek vajah ye bhi thi ki mujhe khud ko bhi chhupa ke rakhna tha kyoki kahi na kahi mere man me is baat ki aashanka bhi thi ki sambhav hai ki mujhe jaanne wale meri talaash me idhar udhar bhatak rahe honge. Halaaki is waqt maine apna aisa huliya bana rakha tha ki mere jaanne pahchanne wale mujhe pahchaan hi nahi sakte the lekin fir bhi ehtiyaat ke taur par main savdhaani barat raha tha.

Shaam dhal chuki thi aur aas paas maujood har cheez bijli ki roshni se naha gayi thi. Guzarte waqt ke sath mere andar ki bechaini me izafa bhi ho raha tha aur man me tarah tarah ki ashankaayen bhi ubhar rahi thi lekin iske bavjood main bridge par khada waqt ke guzarne ka intzaar kar raha tha.

Jab mere intzaar ki Intehaa ho gayi to main apni jagah se hila aur bridge par chal pada. Dil ki dhadkane anayaas hi tez ho gayi thi. Rah rah kar zahen me ye khayaal ubhar aate the ki aate jate huye logo ke hujoom me kya koi aisa bhi shakhs ho sakta hai jo mujhe pahchaan lega? Halaaki mera khayaal tha ki ek maheene guzar jane ke baad aisa hona sambhav to nahi tha lekin durbhagya ke bare me kya kaha ja sakta tha?

Bridge paar kar ke main nadi ke paar aaya aur logo ke beech se chalte huye main seedha sadak par aage badhta raha. Ye wahi jagah thi jaha ek zamane me mera har roz ka aana jana tha. Ye wahi jagah thi jaha par kahi mera ek bada sa ashiyana tha. Mujhe ummid to nahi thi lekin main ek baar apne us ashiyane ko dekh lena chaahta tha jaha par ek zamane me mera hasta khelta pariwar tha aur maine apne mata pita aur apne dosto ke sath haseen din guzaare the.

Sadak ke dono taraf tarah tarah ki buildings ban gayi thi jinke ground floor par kayi tarah ki dukaane thi. Bees saalo me ye bhi ek badlaav ho gaya tha. Ye sab dekh kar mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki kya in bees saalo me aaj bhi mera wo ashiyana waisa hi maujood hoga ya kisi ne us jagah ko khareed kar waha ka kayakalp kar diya hoga? Zahen me kayi tarah ke khayaal bunte huye main chalta hi ja raha tha. Kafi der paidal chalne ke baad main baye taraf jane wali ek gali me mud gaya. Pahle jaha ye galiya thodi chaudi hua karti thi aaj wahi galiya thoda tang si ho gayi thi.

Mere zahen me galiyo ki jo tasveere thi un tasveero ke anusaar hi main aage badhta ja raha tha. Jaha zahen me tarah tarah ki ashankaaye ubhar rahi thi wahi dil ki dhadkane bhi badhi huyi thi. Chalte chalte main ekdam se baahar aa gaya. Asmaan me chaand ki roshni thi is liye maine door se ek aisi building ko dekha jise dekh kar meri dhadkane tham gayi si prateet huyi kintu agle hi pal mere jism ka roya roya ek khushi ke ehsaas se aanandit ho utha.

Bade ashcharya ki baat thi ki dono taraf se jaha nayi nayi buildings ban gayi thi unhi ke beech wo bangla bhi apne vajood ko kaayam kiye huye khada tha. Main aage badh kar uske thoda kareeb gaya to dekha us bangle ki haalat bees saalo me behad kharaab si ho gayi thi. Mujhe bilkul bhi ummid nahi thi ki bees saalo baad uska vajood ho sakta tha lekin main apni aankho se uske vajood ko dekh raha tha. Usko dekha to aankho ke saamne jane kitne hi chehre aur jane kitne hi drishya ubhar aaye. Dil me ek tez dard utha aur meri aankho me aansu aa gaye.

Mujhe apni vastusthiti ka ehsaas hua to maine hadbada kar khud ko samhala aur tezi se aage badh chala. Pahle se kahi zyada abaadi badh gayi thi aur yahi vajah thi ki main ye soch kar hairaan tha ki mere pita dwara banwaya gaya wo bangla aaj bhi kaise apna vajood banaye huye tha? Aaj ke waqt me jaha log dusre ka sab kuch hadap lene ki neeyat rakhte hain wahi ye bangla bees saalo baad bhi waisa hi apni jagah par maujood tha. Kya aaj tak kisi ne bhi use hadapne ki koshish na ki hogi? Aakhir us bangle me rahne wala tha hi kaun? Ek main tha lekin mere bhi hone ya na hone ka koi matlab nahi tha, fir bees saalo baad bhi ye kaise apni jagah par maujood ho sakta tha? Achanak hi mere dimaag ki batti jali aur badi tezi se zahen me khayaal ubhra____Kya iski vajah ye ho sakti hai ki mere pita ke dosto ne ise kisi ko hadapne nahi diya hoga? Agar aisa tha to sawaal tha ki wo bhala aisa kyo chahenge?

Mera zahen kayi saare sawaalo se bhar gaya tha lekin jawaab ek ka bhi nahi tha. Maine apne zahen se in sabhi sawaalo ko jhatka aur aage badh chala. Bangle ka maujood hona ashcharya ki baat to thi hi lekin ye bhi sochne wali baat thi ki kya us bangle me koi rahta hoga? Zaahir hai uski dekh rekh ke liye koi caretaker to hoga hi. Halaaki bees saalo baad bangle ki jo haalat thi usse lagta to nahi tha ki uski koi dekh rekh karta hoga lekin zahen me paida ho rahe sawaalo ka jawaab milna to zaruri hi tha mere liye.

Sadak ke ek taraf mujhe ek dhaba nazar aaya to main us dhaabe ki taraf hi badh chala. Din bhar ki bhaag daud me main buri tarah gaya tha aur bhookh bhi lagi thi. Meri ichha thi ki main kisi tarah bangle me daakhil ho jaau lekin is waqt aisa karna sahi nahi tha is liye dhaabe ko dekh kar maine yahi socha ki waha ja kar apne pet ki aag bhi bujhaauga aur thoda waqt bhi guzaaruga.

Dhaabe me pahuch kar main sabse last wali kursi table me ja kar baith gaya. Mere baithte hi ek ladka aaya to maine usse khane ke bare me puchha. Usne mujhe ek menu card pakdaya jise dekhne ke baad maine use order diya. Kuch hi der me khana table par mere saamne maujood tha. Mujhe kyoki waqt guzaarna tha is liye maine bahut hi dheemi gati se khana shuru kiya. Is waqt mera huliya ek adhed aadmi ka tha. Badi badi daadhi moonchh lagaye hone ki vajah se bhi main ahtiyaat se hi khana kha raha tha.

Dhaabe me khana khate huye maine kareeb aadha ghanta laga diya. Jo ladka mujhe khana paros raha tha usse maine dheemi awaaz me puchha ki kya yaha par daru ka jugaad ho sakta hai to usne saaf inkaar kar diya. Halaaki daru peene ka apna koi mood nahi tha aur na hi aise waqt me ye uchit tha lekin mujhe waqt guzaarna tha is liye maine us ladke ko kaha ki agar wo mere liye daru ka jugaad kar de to main use tip ke roop me paise duga. Ladka tip ki baat sun kar muskuraya aur mujhse dheemi awaaz me bola ki yaha par to daru ka koi jugaad nahi hai lekin wo theke se mere liye daru khareed kar la sakta hai.

Ladke ko maine paanch sau ka note pakdaya aur usse kaha ki isme se daru ka ek quarter le lena aur baaki paise khud rakh lena. Ladka meri baat sun kar khush ho gaya aur ja kar pahle dhaabe ke maalik se kuch kaha aur fauran dhaabe se baahar nikal gaya. Main jaanta tha ki use waapas lautne me time lagega kyoki saare raaste main khud dekhta hua aaya tha ki idhar aas paas kahi par bhi theka nahi tha. Halaaki ye bhi sambhav tha ki kahi par black me daru milti ho jiska use pata ho. Khair apne paas aur koi chara nahi tha is liye main apni jagah par baitha raha aur dhaabe me aane jane wale logo ko bhi dekhta raha.

Kareeb bees minute baad dhaabe wala ladka lauta. Use waapas aaya dekh mere chehre par mayusi ke bhaav ubhar aaye the. Wo muskurate huye mere paas aaya aur apni pant ki jeb se nikaal kar daru ki ek bottle mujhe pakda diya. Mere zahen me sahsa ek khayaal aaya to maine usse kaha ki daru ke sath kuch aur bhi to chahiye is liye uska bhi jugaad karo kuch. Kahne ke sath hi maine ek sau ka note uski taraf badhaya. Ladke ne muskura kar note pakda aur fir se baahar chala gaya. Uske is tarah chale jane par is baar dhaabe ke maalik ne use awaaz bhi lagaai lekin wo ruka nahi. Maine man hi man socha chalo thoda time aur guzar jaayega lekin main galat tha. Wo ladka paanch minute me hi waapas aa gaya aur mere saamne namkeen ke kuch packets aur ek soda ki bottle rakh diya aur sath me cigarette ka packet bhi. Maine cigarette ke packet ko khol kar dekha usme teen cigarette padi huyi thi baaki packet khaali tha. Mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki ladka kaafi tez hai. Khair dhaabe me baithne ka mere paas ab dusra koi chara nahi tha is liye maine apne bag me sare samaan ko thoosa aur uth kar chal diya.

Counter par ja kar maine khane ke paise diye aur dhaabe se baahar aa gaya. Sadak ke dono taraf dekhte huye maine ek gahri saans li aur fir palat kar us disha ki taraf badh chala jaha par mera ashiayana dikh raha tha.

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Raat to lagbhag ghir hi chuki thi lekin street lights ki vajah se roshni faili huyi thi, ye alag baat thi ki us roshni ki vajah se mujhe zyada pareshani nahi hone wali thi. Maine puri tarah se aas paas ka jaayja le liya tha aur is baat se befikar ho chuka tha ki kisi ke dwara mujhe dekha nahi ja sakta tha.

Yu to sadak ke dono taraf uche uche makaan bane huye the lekin jis jagah par mera bagla bana hua tha uska kshetrafal baaki makaano se kahi zyada tha. Bangle ke chaaro taraf bani unchi boundary wall kahi kahi se toot gayi thi. Street lights ki roshni bangle par zyada to nahi pad rahi thi lekin jitni bhi pad rahi thi usse wo aisa nazar aa raha jaise koi bhutiya mahal ho. Diwaaro ka pent puri tarah se kharaab ho chuka tha aur diwaaro me lambi lambi lataaye jhool rahi thi. Zaahir hai in bees saalo me kisi ne bhi uski saaf safaayi nahi ki thi. Main samajh nahi pa raha tha ki itne bade shahar me jaha har taraf kayakalp ho chuka tha wahi naye naye makaano ke darmyaan maujood ye bangla aaj bhi kaise apna vajood kaayam kiye huye tha?

Main ghoom kar bangle ke us sthaan par aaya jis jagah se main bees saal pahle aksar khidki ke raaste neeche aa kar C. M. S. Jaisi sanstha ka agent ban kar apne customer ko sex ki service dene jaya karta tha. Jaisa ki maine bataya boundary wall kahi kahi se tooti huyi thi is liye mujhe andar jane me koi samasya nahi huyi thi. Boundary ke andar pahle behad hi sundar hari hari ghaas hua karti thi lekin is waqt waha badi badi jhaadiya thi aur chhote bade pedh paudhe uge huye the. Raat ke waqt aisi jagah par jana khatre se khaali nahi tha kyoki jhaadiyo ke beech koi bhi zahreela jeev maujood ho sakta tha jo mujhe nuksaan pahucha sakta tha lekin iske bavjood main waha maujood tha. Maine bag se ek chhoti si torch nikaal li thi aur usi torch ke sahare main boundary ke andar aaya tha. Is waqt jaha ek taraf mujhe aisi jagah par aane se dar ka abhaas hone laga tha wahi main ye soch kar bhi thoda ghabra raha tha ki aas paas ki kisi building se koi mujhe dekh na le.

Upar dikh rahi khidki ko kuch der tak nihaarne ke baad maine ek baar fir se aas paas ka jaayja liya. Sab kuch apne anuroop jaan kar maine jaldi se bag se ek rassi nikaali aur uske ek sire ko nikaal kar badi savdhani se khidki ke saamne bani balcony ki taraf uchhaal diya. Rassi tezi se upar gayi lekin balcony se takra kar waapas neeche aa gayi. Mere dil ki dhadkane samaanya se zyada tez ho chali thi. Man me ghabrahat aur ashankaao ka bawandar sa chaalu ho gaya tha. Maine ek baar fir se rassi ke chhor ko pakad kar upar balcony ki taraf uchhala lekin nateeja pahle jaisa hi nikla. Ye dekh kar mere andar gusse ke sath sath bechaini badhne lagi. Mujhe dar tha ki aas paas ki building se koi mujhe dekh na le warna mere saare mansoobo par paani fir jayega. Khud ko shaant karne ka maine prayaas kiya aur aas paas ka jaayja le kar ek baar fir se rassi ke chhor ko upar ki taraf uchhaal diya. Rassi ka chhor tezi se upar gaya aur is baar balcony ke kunde se ghoom kar neeche ki taraf aa gaya. Ye dekh kar mere andar khushi ka ehsaas jaagrit hua, halaaki rassi ka chhor abhi bhi thoda upar latak raha tha lekin maine kisi tarah use neeche ki taraf sarkaya aur jab wo mere hath me aa gaya to maine use ek hath se kheecha aur dusre hath se rassi ke baaki hisse ko dheela kar diya jisse rassi ka pahla chhor aur neeche aa gaya.

Rassi ke dono siro ko maine ek sath apni taraf kheench kar uski majbooti aur uski sthiti ka jaayja liya. Santust hone ke baad maine ek baar fir se aas paas baareeki se nazar ghumaayi aur fir rassi par jhool gaya. Bag meri peeth par maujood tha. Rassi ke dono bhaago ko pakde main upar ki taraf badhne laga. Ek waqt tha jab is kaam me mujhe zara bhi mehnat ka abhaas nahi hota tha lekin aaj wahi kaam karne me mujhe mushkil ho rahi thi. Abhi main aadhi hi door pahucha tha ki meri saanse foolne lagi aur sath hi rassi par se meri pakad kamzor hone lagi. Ekdam se mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki agar rassi par meri pakad kamzor huyi to main palak jhapakte hi neeche gir jaauga aur sambhav hai ki mujhe chot bhi lag jaye. Maine apne andar himmat paida ki aur puri shakti laga kar upar ki taraf badhne laga.

Badi mushkil se main upar pahucha. Balcony ke upar aa kar mujhe aisa laga jaise maine mount everest jaisi unchaayi ko paar kar liya hai. Meri saanse buri tarah fool gayi thi aur dono hatheliya dard karne lagi thi. Main samajh gaya ki ye umar ka prabhaav hai. Halaaki mere inhi hatho ne jail me rah kar jane kitne hi shakht kaam kiye the. Khair maine khidki ke paas baith kar kuch der araam kiya aur fir aas paas ka jaayja le kar uth kar khada ho gaya.

Khidki par laga sheesha toota hua tha, yaani main badi asaani se apne hath ko andar daal kar khidki ke palle ko khol sakta tha lekin ekdam se aisa karne ki meri himmat na huyi. Bees saal se ye bangla yu hi pada hua tha, zaahir hai andar kisi bhi tarah ka khatra maujood ho sakta tha. Khidki se andar dekha to mujhe kahi par bhi roshni ka abhaas nahi hua jo ki swabhaavik hi tha. Maine dhadakte dil ke sath jeb se torch nikaali aur aas paas ka jaayja lene ke baad khidki ke toote huye hisse par torch le ja kar torch ke button ko dabaya to torch ki roshni andar kamre me fail gayi. Jaisa ki mujhe ummid thi andar kamre me dhool aur kachre ka ambaar sa laga hua tha. Maine torch ke focus ko chaaro taraf ghuma ghuma kar achhi tarah andar ka jaayja liya. Khidki ke toote huye hisse se ajeeb si smell aa rahi thi.

Andar kamre me har wo cheez apni jagah par hi rakhi huyi nazar aayi jaise bees saal pahle rakhi huyi thi. Ek taraf jaha mere man me andar ja kar bangle ki har cheez ko dekhne ki teevra ichha jaagrit hone lagi thi wahi dusri taraf ye dar bhi badhta ja raha tha ki bees saal se viraan pade is bangle me mujhe raat ke is waqt is tarah nahi jana chahiye.

Torch band kar ke main waapas balcony me baith gaya tha aur sochne laga tha ki kya karu? Main janta tha ki din ke ujaale me yaha aana sambhav nahi tha lekin ye bhi sambhav nahi tha ki raat ke is waqt main akele bangle ke andar jaau. Kafi der tak main isi udhedbun me baitha raha. Aakhir kafi soch vichaar kar aur himmat juta kar maine andar jane ka faisla kiya.

Khidki ke toote huye hisse se hath daal kar maine khidki ke kunde ko neeche sarkane ka prayaas kiya lekin safal na hua. Kunda buri tarah jaam ho gaya tha aur ye mere liye ek nayi samasya ban gaya tha. Jab kaafi koshish ke baad bhi kunda tas se mas na hua to maine bag se ek hathaudi nikaali aur use le kar badi savdhani se kunde par halke se maara. Do teen baar andajan maarne ke baad maine fir se kunde ko hath se neeche ki taraf sarkane ki koshish ki. Is baar kunda thoda hilta hua mahsoos hua. Ye jaan kar mere andar ummid jagi to maine fir se hathaudi dwara kunde ko do teen baar maara aur uske baad hath se kunde ko sarkaya to thode prayaas ke baad kunda neeche sarak gaya. Khidki par zor laga kar maine uske ek palle ko kisi tarah khol hi liya. Aise hi maine dusre palle ke kunde ko bhi sarkaya aur palle ko khola. Is kaam me mujhe kaafi masakkat karni padi. Main is baat ka bhi dhyaan rakh raha tha ki zyada awaaz na ho aur na hi aas paas ki building se koi mujhe dekh le.

Khidki ke dono palle khul chuke the. Andar se aati smell aur bhi tez ho gayi thi. Maine torch ko andar kar ke fir se andar ka jaayja liya aur fir khidki ke raaste andar aa gaya. Kamre me aaya to naak me tez smell bharti chali gayi jisse maine naak ko hatheli se dhank liya. Torch ki roshni me maine charo taraf ka jaayja liya aur fir kamre ke darwaze ki taraf badha. Meri ummid ke vipreet darwaza ajeeb si awaaz ke sath khulta chala gaya. Andar har taraf ghana andhera byaapt tha aur sannata aisa ki sui bhi gire to dhamake jaisi awaaz ho. Dar aur ghabrahat ke mare mera bura haal hua ja raha tha lekin kisi tarah himmat juta kar main aage badh raha tha. Darwaza khol kar jaise hi main gallary me aaya to fadfad ki badi tez awaaz huyi jisne mere mukammal vajood ko hila kar diya. Aisa laga jaise dar ke is jhatke se mera heart hi fail ho gaya ho. Kahi koi parinda tha jo na jane kaise aahat pa kar apni jagah se ud kar bhaag gaya tha.


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Ek to andhera aur dusre andhere ki hi tarah gahra sannata. Itne bade bangle me gallary se aage badhne ki himmat hi nahi ho rahi thi mujh me. Mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki raat ke is bhayawah andhere aur sannate me mujhe kahi nahi jana chahiye balki kamre me hi rah kar raat guzaar deni chahiye. Subah din ke ujaale me dekhuga ki yaha par mere liye kuch bacha hai ya nahi. Ye soch kar main waapas palta aur kamre ke andar aa gaya. Darwaze ko andar se band kar ke main palta to meri nazar khuli huyi khidki par padi. Is bangle ke dono taraf kyoki unche unche makaan ban gaye the is liye sambhav tha ki subah din ke ujaale me khuli huyi khidki par kisi ki nazar pad jaye aur wo ye dekh kar apne zahen me kisi tarah ke khayaal bana le. Maine ja kar khidki ko band kiya aur fir torch ko bed ki taraf focus kiya.

Bed par bichhe kapdo me dhool aur jaala nazar aaya to maine ek hath se us kapde ko badi sawdhani se utha kar kamre ke ek taraf rakh diya. Meri dhadkane badhi huyi thi kintu pahle ki apeksha ab mere andar ghabrahat ya dar jaisi baat nahi rah gayi thi. Bed se kapda hata to neeche saaf suthra bed dikhne laga. Maine palat kar diwaar se lagi aalmari ki taraf dekha. Mujhe ummid to nahi thi lekin fir bhi dhadakte dil ke sath uski taraf badha. Aalmari ka handle ghumaya to wo kuch der ki koshish me khul gaya. Ekaek hi meri dhadkane tez ho gayi thi. Maine aalmari ke dono pallo ko sawdhani se khola to andar se ajeeb si seelanyukt smell aayi. Maine fauran hi use band kiya aur aa kar bed par baith gaya.

Kuch der tak main yu hi sochta baitha raha. Main jaanta tha ki andhere me aisi jagah par raat guzaarna itna asaan nahi tha. Halaaki mere paas torch thi lekin torch ko bhi main baar baar jala nahi sakta tha kyoki uski roshni khidki ke raaste baahar kisi ko bhi nazar aa sakti thi. Ekaek mere zahen me khayaal aaya ki khidki ko kisi moti cheez se dhank diya jaye aur fir kamre me roshni ki jaye to baahar kisi ko pata nahi chalega. Ye khayaal mujhe sahi laga to maine fauran hi is par amal kiya. Bed se jo kapda maine nikala tha usko uthaya aur ja kar khidki par lamba kar ke khada kar diya. Wo bed ka mota wala gadda tha jisne bade araam se khidki ko dhank diya tha. Agal bagal se thodi saans to thi lekin usse koi fark nahi pad sakta tha aur wo saans zaruri bhi thi kyoki andar kamre me oxigen ka aana bhi zaruri tha.

Kamre ke farsh par dhool hi dhool thi aur mere chalne se usme kayi saare kadmo ke nishaan ban gaye the. Smell abhi bhi thi lekin ab main uska aadi ho gaya tha. Torch ki roshni me maine achhe se kamre ka jaayja lena shuru kar diya tha. Bees saal ka waqt guzar chuka tha is liye mujhe zyadatar cheeze yaad nahi thi kintu fir bhi main har cheez ko dekh raha tha. Diwaar par lage bijli ke switch par meri nazar padi lekin tabhi khayaal aaya ki yaha par bijli ka connection cut kar diya gaya hoga bijli vibhaag ne.

Kamre me ek taraf book shelf thi jis par kayi saari kitaabe rakhi huyi thi. Book shelf me dhool aur jaala laga hua tha. Kuch frame lagi tasveere thi jinme main tha, mere dost the aur do tasveere aisi thi jinme main apne mata pita ke sath tha. Torch ko hath me liye main us tasveer ke paas gaya. Saari tasveero me dhool aur jaala laga hua tha. Maine ek tasveer ko paas hi pade ek gande kapde se saaf kiya aur fir torch ki roshni me us tasveer ko dekhne laga.

Apne janm dene wale mata pita ki tasveer ko bees saalo baad dekh raha tha main. Achanak se aankho ke saamne jane kitni hi yaade taro taaza ho uthi jinki vajah se meri aankho me aansu aa gaye. Dil me bada tez dard utha jisne mere vajood ko jhakjhorna shuru kar diya. Maine badi mushkil se khud ko samhala aur tasveer se nazar hata kar main baaki cheezo ko dekhne laga.

Kareeb aadhe ghante tak main kamre me idhar se udhar dekhta raha lekin mere kaam ki koi cheez na mili. Thak haar kar main waapas bed par baith gaya tha. Zahen me khayaal ubhra ki shayad bees saal pahle yaha se cheeze hata di gayi thi. Is kamre ki hi nahi balki pure bangle ki bhi. Ab sawaal ye uthta hai ki kisne hataya hoga? Kya sarkar ne ya fir mere pita ke dosto ne?? Mera anumaan tha ki aisa mere pita ke dosto ne hi kiya hoga.

Kuch der tak main inhi sab ke bare me sochta raha aur fir bag se daru nikaal kar pine baith gaya. Kafi saalo baad daru pi raha tha main. Aisi jagah par aur aise waqt me mujhe iski shakht zarurat thi. Daru pine ke baad main usi bed par let gaya aur jane kab meri aankh lag gayi.

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Charo taraf ghupp andhera tha lekin ajeeb baat ye thi ki iske baavjood aas paas maujood cheeze mujhe dikh rahi thi. Main samajh nahi pa raha tha ki main kis jagah par tha ya yu kahu ki aisi jagah par kaise pahuch gaya tha. Meri aankho ke saamne ek surang thi jo kareeb paanch fit unchi aur chaar fit chaudi thi. Surang ki diwaare mitti ki thi...kaali mitti ki. Mere aas paas dusra koi nahi tha, balki aisi jagah par main akela hi us surang ke darwaze par khada tha. Aisi jagah par khud ko dekh kar ek taraf jaha main achambhit tha wahi dusri taraf ghabraya hua bhi tha. Main baar baar apne zahen par zor daal kar ye jaanne samajhne ki koshish kar raha tha ki main yaha aaya kaise lekin kuch bhi samajh me nahi aa raha tha. Main kayi baar peeche mud ke dekh chuka tha lekin peechhe ghupp andhera tha jabki saamne surang aur us surang ke agal bagal andhere me bhi main achhi tarah dekh sakta tha jo ki mere liye kisi ashcharya se kam nahi tha.

Jane kitni hi der main apni jagah par khada tarah tarah ke khayaalo me khoya raha. Mere andar us kaali surang ko dekh kar bhay utpann ho chuka tha. Koi chara na dekh kar maine apne kadam us surang ki taraf badhaye. Mere hath ekdam khaali the. Dil me bhay aur ghabrahat liye main us surang me daakhil ho gaya. Abhi main us surang me chaar paanch kadam hi aage badha tha ki main ekdam se ruk gaya aur palat kar peeche ki taraf dekha to chaunk gaya. Mere andar dar ki tez laher daudti chali gayi. Peeche mukammal taur par syaah andhera tha. Yaani ab mujhe us surang ka darwaza nahi dikh raha tha. Mere dil ki dhadkane badi tezi se chal padi thi. Main ghabra kar ekdam se palta aur saamne dekha to maine ye dekh kar raahat ki saans li ki saamne ki taraf andhere me bhi mujhe us surang ke aage ka raasta dikh raha tha.

Apni haalat ko kisi tarah niyantrit kar maine dheere se apne kadam badhaye aur aage ki taraf chalne laga. Jaise jaise main us surang me aage badh raha tha waise waise us surang me aage ka raasta andhere me bhi saaf hota ja raha tha. Maine ek baar fir se palat kar peeche dekha to gahan syaah andhere ko dekh kar ek baar fir se mere andar dar ki laher daud gayi. Main ghabra kar jaldi se palta aur fir se aage badhne laga. Jane kitni hi der tak main aage badhta raha. Aisa lag raha tha jaise us surang ka koi ant hi nahi hai. Mere paanv thakne se lage the. Neeche kachchi zameen thi jo mere nange pairo me chubh si rahi thi.

Mere paanv chalte chalte buri tarah dard karne lage the aur main us dard se girne hi wala tha ki ekdam se main kisi kamre jaisi jagah par pahuch gaya. Dikhne me to wo kamre jaisa hi lag raha tha lekin uski daro diwaare surang jaisi hi kaali mitti ki thi. Diwaare to mitti ki hi ubad khabad jaisi thi lekin neeche ka farsh thoda plane tha. Main hairaani se charo taraf nazre ghuma ghuma kar dekh raha tha. Roshni ka kahi se bhi koi jariya nahi tha lekin andhere me bhi main saaf saaf us jagah ko dekh raha tha.

Saamne ki diwaar par bijli ka ek switch laga hua tha. Switch puri tarah se ganda tha aur usme jaale lage huye the. Switch ke right side ek handle jaisa tha. Mujhe samajhne me deri nahi huyi ki wo asal me kya tha. Maine ek baar kamre me charo taraf dekha aur fir us switch ki taraf chal pada. Kamre me us switch ke siva kuch bhi nahi tha. Mere man me hazaro sawaal ubhar rahe the. Khair switch ke paas pahuch kar maine uske handle par apna right hand badhaya. Handle ko pakad kar maine neeche ki taraf kheencha to wo thode zor dene par neeche ho gaya. Jaise hi wo neeche hua to kamre me ek ajeeb si gharar gharar ki tez awaaz huyi jise sun kar main buri tarah dar gaya aur hadbada kar us switch se door hat gaya.

Awaaz mere left side se aayi thi is liye maine fauran hi us taraf dekha. Main ye dekh kar chaunk gaya tha ki us taraf ek teen by paanch ka darwaza dikhne laga tha. Hairat se aankhe faade kuch der tak main us darwaze ko dekhta raha uske baad himmat juta kar main us taraf badha. Darwaze ke paas pahucha to dekha us darwaze se sat kar hi mitti ki seedhiya bani huyi thi jo neeche ki taraf ja rahi thi. Waha bhi andhera tha lekin mujhe saaf saaf neeche ja rahi seedhiya dikh rahi thi. Main man me hazaaro sawaal liye aur dil me dar liye aage badha. Ek ek kadam un seedhiyo par rakhte huye main dheere dheere neeche ki taraf badhta chala ja raha tha. Achanak hi main ruka aur palat kar peeche dekha to ek baar fir se syaah andhere ko dekh kar mere andar dar aur khauf ki laher daud gayi. Bade ashcharya ki baat thi ki peeche ka mujhe kuch bhi nahi dikh raha tha. Main ghabra kar waapas palta aur seedhiyo par se neeche utarne laga. Kuch hi der me main neeche aa gaya.

Neeche aaya to ye dekh kar meri aankhe hairaani se fail gayi ki waha har taraf tarah tarah ka samaan rakha hua tha jo ki bahut hi purana tha. Un sab par dhool aur jaale ne kabja kar rakha tha. Kamre me kuch aalmariya thi, kuch box the, kuch electric instruments the, ek taraf kuch tooti huyi kursiya padi huyi thi, diwaaro par kuch wires the jo ek sath bandhe huye the aur charo taraf ki diwaaro par dhanse huye se the, aur ek taraf zameen me ek steel ka danda sa tha jo kareeb chaar fit uncha tha aur usme ek mota sa kapda tanga hua tha. Us kapde me bhi dhool aur jaale ne kabja kiya hua tha. Kamre ki badi hi vichitra haalat thi jiski vajah se sab kuch bada bhayanak sa dikh raha tha. Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main yaha par kyo tha ya ye kahu ki aisi jagah par kiske dwara laaya gaya tha?

Andhera to gahra tha lekin iske bavjood main kamre me maujood har cheez ko saaf dekh pa raha tha. Meri aankho ke saamne black & white colour ke tv jaise sab kuch dikh raha tha. Fark bas itna hi tha ki tv me roshni thodi tez hoti hai jabki yaha par sab kuch thoda dhundhla sa nazar aa raha tha. Main aage badha aur har cheez ko gaur se dekhne laga. Baye taraf ki diwaar ke paas aaya to meri nazar ek bade se desk par padi jisme do computer rakhe huye the. Dono computer ki haalat kharaab thi. Aisa lag raha tha jaise unhe destroy kiya gaya ho. Dhool aur jaale ne us par bhi apna kabja kar rakha tha. Chalte huye main us steel ke dande ke paas pahucha jisme ek mota sa kapda tanga hua tha. Black colour ke us kapde ko maine dhyaan se dekha to pata chala ki wo kisi Spiderman jaise shakhs ka kapda hai. Achanak se meri ankho ke saamne kuch dhundhli si tasveere ubharne lagi. Main ghabra kar us kapde se door hat gaya. Peeche kisi cheez se takraya to main khud ko girne se bachane ke liye peeche ki taraf apne dono hath kiye to main diwaar se ja takraya.

Abhi main samhal hi raha tha ki achanak gharar gharar ki awaaz se main buri tarah uchhal pada. Khauf ke maare mere halak se cheekh nikalte nikalte rah gayi. Nazar seedhiyo ki taraf padi to ye dekh kar chaunk gaya ki waha par ek darwaza ban gaya tha. Wo darwaza aisa tha ki usme se ek baar me sirf ek hi aadmi prawesh kar sakta tha. Maine kisi tarah khud ko samhala aur us taraf badh chala. Darwaze ke andar aaya to dekha wo ek chhota sa kamra tha. Kamre ki diwaare aur farsh mitti ke hi the. Kamre me lakdi ke do box rakhe huye the jinme mota sa taala laga hua tha. Dono box me dhool aur jaala laga hua tha. Maine kamre me charo taraf nazar ghumaai lekin un do box ke alawa baaki kuch nahi dikha mujhe. Main aage badha aur un dono box ko dekhne laga.

Mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise mere kaan me koi kah raha ho ki kholo inhe. Main ghabra kar idhar udhar dekhne laga magar kaan me bolne wala mujhe kahi nazar na aaya. Dil ki dhadkane kabhi tez ho ja rahi thi to kabhi ekdam se tham ja rahi thi. Chehre par paseena mahsoos kar maine apni asteen se use ponchha aur fir un dono box ki taraf badha. Man me ye jaanne ki ajeeb si utsukta bhar gayi thi ki in dono box me aakhir kya ho sakta hai?

Box me lage taalo me jung laga hua tha. Zahen me khayaal ubhra ki bina chabhi ke ye taale kaise khulenge? Main chabhi ki talash me idhar udhar dekhne laga magar kafi der tak dekhne ke baad bhi mujhe kahi par bhi chaabhi nahi mili. Bebas bhaav se main box ke paas baith gaya aur sochne laga ki ab in taalo ko kaise kholu? Kamre me koi aisi cheez bhi nahi thi jiski madad se main un taalo ko tod paata. Maine yu hi hath badha kar ek box ke taale ko pakda aur us par yu hi zor lagaya aur agle hi pal maano chamtkaar ho gaya. Mere zor lagane par wo taala halki si awaaz ke sath khul gaya. Maine chakit bhaav se us khul gaye taale ko dekha aur fir jaldi se use kunde se nikaal kar ek taraf rakh diya.

Mere dil ki dhadkane dhaad dhaad kar ke baj rahi thi. Man me ek dar aur ek anjaani si ashanka bhar gayi thi. Jane is box ke andar kya maujood ho? Maine aankhe band kar ke apne andar himmat jutaayi aur box ke kunde ko pakad kar use upar uthana shuru kar diya. Aisa lag raha tha jaise waqt ki raftaar ekdam se dheemi ho gayi ho. Kaano me saany saany ki awaaze goojne lagi thi. Gahan khamoshi me ek ajeeb si sansani fail gayi thi. Maine us box ko pura khol diya aur jaise hi meri nazar box ke andar padi to meri aankhe ashcharya se fat padi. Muh hairat se khula ka khula rah gaya. Yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki meri aankhe jo dekh rahi hain wo sach hai ya koi sapna.

Box ke andar sona hi sona bhara hua tha jo us andhere me bhi mujhe saaf dikh raha tha. Box ke andar do bhaag the. Ek taraf ke bhaag me sone ke sikke aur jewraat the to dusre bhaag me sone ke biscuit. Biscuits ko dekh kar aisa lag raha tha jaise dher saare sone ko bhatthi me gala kar use biscuit ka akaar diya gaya ho. Biscuits me na to kuch likha hua tha aur na hi unki chamak waisi thi jaisi chamak sarkar ke gold wale biscuits me hoti hai. Main hairaan tha ki itna sona itne bade box me kisne rakha hoga? Kafi der tak main baari baari se box ke un dono bhaag ko dekh raha tha. Uske baad maine box ko band kiya aur fir dusre box ki taraf badha.

Dusra box bhi lakdi ka hi tha aur uski lambaayi chaudaayi bhi pahle wale jaisi hi thi. Us par bhi jung laga hua taala jhool raha tha. Maine us taale ko pakad kar thoda zor diya to wo bhi khul gaya. Main ye soch kar hairaan tha ki itni badi daulat par koi is tarah ka taala kyo lagayega jo itni asaani se khul jaye? Khair kunde ko pakad kar maine us box ko khola. Box ke andar laal rang ka mota kapda kisi cheez par dhanka hua tha. Us laal kapde ke upari hisse me halki dhool aur halke jaale lage dikhe. Maine us kapde ko uske chhor se pakad kar idhar udhar kiya. Uske neeche mujhe kuch awaaz si prateet huyi, aisa laga jaise andar ya to koi kaagaz hai ya fir panni. Kapda hata to mera andaza sahi nikla. Kapde ke neeche moti si panni thi aur wo panni box ke charo taraf waisi hi lagi huyi thi jaise wo laal kapda laga hua tha.

Mere man me ajeeb ajeeb si ashankaye ubhar rahi thi. Dil ki dhadkane ek baar fir se dhaad dhaad kar ke bajne lagi thi. Kaapte hatho se maine us panni ko bhi hatana shuru kiya. Kuch der baad jab puri panni upar ke bhaag se hati to meri aankhe ek baar fir se ashcharya se fail gayi. Dusra box bhi andar do bhaago me bata hua tha. Jiske ek bhaag me noto ki gaddiya kareene se saja kar rakhi huyi thi aur dusre bhaag me ek ke upar ek kuch files aur kuch kaagjaat jaisi cheeze rakhi huyi dikh rahi thi. Box ke andar se ajeeb si smell aane lagi thi jisse maine apni naak ko dhank liya tha. Meri aankhe kabhi noto ki gaddiyo par jam jaati to kabhi un files aur kaagjaato par.

Main us chhote se kamre me rakhe un dono box ke andar ki cheeze dekh kar chakit to tha hi lekin meri samajh me ye nahi aa raha tha ki ye sab kaha se aaya aur kiska hai? Sabse badi baat ye ki mere yaha pahuchne ka kya matlab hai? Abhi main ye sab soch hi raha tha ki achanak ek awaaz ko sun kar main buri tarah uchhal pada. Awaaz mere peechhe se aayi thi. Maine fauran hi palat kar peeche dekha to meri aankhe ek baar fir se fat padi aur main awaak sa apni jagah baitha rah gaya. Aisa laga waqt ke sath sath meri dhadkane bhi ruk gayi ho.

Mere saamne black & white jaise andhere me ek saaya khada tha. Nahi nahi...wo khada nahi tha balki wo to zameen se do fit upar hawa me lahra raha tha. Andhere me mujhe cheeze dikh to rahi thi lekin us saaye ka chehra mujhe saaf nahi dikh raha tha. Wo mujhse kuch doori par kisi bhoot pret ki tarah hawa me lahra raha tha. Ekdam se mujhe hosh aaya to main use dekh kar buri tarah dar gaya aur mere halak se cheekh nikal gayi.

Main hadbada kar bed par uth baitha tha. Gahri gahri saanse lete huye maine apne charo taraf dekha. Halka ujala sa prateet ho raha tha. Main ye dekh kar chaunka ki main kisi kamre me rakhe bed par baitha hua hu. Dil ki dhadkane dhaad dhaad kar ke meri kanpatiyo par bajti huyi mahsoos ho rahi thi. Mathe par chichipa sa mahsoos hua to maine hath laga kar dekha. Hatheli par paseena laga hua tha. Dimaag sakriya hua to mujhe apna pichhla sab kuch yaad aane laga. Sab kuch yaad aate hi mujhe ye bhi ehsaas hua ki abhi jo kuch maine dekha tha wo sab ek khwaab tha. Us khwaab ke bare me sochte hi mere zahen me kayi saare sawaal bijli ki tarah ubhar aaye. Mujhe yaad aaya ki khwaab me main jis tarah ki jagah me ja pahucha tha waisi ek jagah maine bees saal pahle apne pita ke kamre me rakhe bed ke neeche ek gupt jagah ke neeche dekhi thi. Main samajhne ki koshish karne laga ki aakhir mere aise khwaab ka kya matlab ho sakta tha??


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Bed par baithe baithe maine apne hand me bandhi ek mamuli si ghadi me time dekha. Subah ke saadhe chaar baj rahe the. Yaani mere paas itna to time tha ki main yaha se jane ke baad waapas aa sakta tha. Ye soch kar main fauran hi bed se neeche utra aur khidki ke paas tezi se pahucha. Bed ke gadde ko halka sa nikaal kar maine khidki se baahar ki taraf dekha. Khidki ke saamne dikh rahi building ki ek khidki me mujhe roshni nazar aayi. Ye roshni us waqt bhi thi jab main yaha aaya tha. Mere is bangle se us building ki doori kaafi thi kyoki mere bangle me teen taraf se boundary wall thi jo ki bangle ki diwaar se das fit ki doori par thi. Khair maine aas paas ka muaayna kiya aur fir bed ke gadde ko khidki se hata kar use bagal se diwaar ke sahare tika kar khada kar diya. Uske baad maine apna bag liya aur khidki ke raaste baahar balcony me aa gaya.

Balcony ki railing me abhi bhi rassi fansi huyi thi. Jab main us rassi ke sahare upar aaya tha tab main us rassi ko nikaalna bhool gaya tha. Wo to shukar tha ki meri neend us khwaab ke chalte toot gayi thi warna agar subah ho jati aur kisi ki nazar us rassi par pad jati to mere liye musibat ho sakti thi. Maine bag ko peeth par taanga aur badi sawdhani se rassi ko pakad kar railing ke us paar kisi tarah jhool gaya. Neeche utarne me mujhe zyada pareshani nahi huyi. Rassi ko waisa hi latakta chhod maine pahle idhar udhar achhe se dekha aur fir dabe paanv boundary wall ki taraf badh chala. Kuch hi der me main boundary wall ke is paar aa kar sadak par pahuch gaya.

Sadak par paidal chalte huye main usi taraf ja raha tha jis taraf se kal main aaya tha. Sadak is waqt sunsaan thi aur main chaahta bhi yahi tha ki is waqt sadak par mujhe koi nazar na aaye lekin aisa hua nahi kyoki kuch door chalne ke baad mujhe ek aadmi aata hua nazar aaya. Us aadmi ki umar pachaas se upar rahi hogi. Jism par half t-shirt aur neeche ek lower pahan rakha tha usne. Pairo me sport shoes. Shayad morning walk par nikla tha wo. Jab main uske kareeb pahucha to usne ek nazar meri taraf dekha aur fir mere bagal se nikal gaya. Kuch der ke liye meri dhadkane tez ho gayi thi jinhe maine kisi tarah kaabu kiya aur fir aage badh chala.

Paanch bajne wale the. Guzarte waqt ke sath mere chehre par chinta bhi badhti ja rahi thi. Aakhir meri talash khatm huyi. Sadak ke mod par ek dukaan khuli huyi nazar aayi mujhe. Main tezi se chalte huye us dukaan par pahucha. Maine dukaan wale se paani ke kuch bottles, doodh ke kuch packets aur kuch bread wagaira kharide. Iske sath sath kuch aur bhi zaruri samaan liya aur use paise de kar waapas chal pada. Main jaanta tha ki is waqt khane ke liye iske alawa aur kuch nahi milne wala tha, jabki mujhe aaj sara din apne bangle me rahna tha aur waha chhaanbeen karni thi.

Jab main waapas apne bangle par aaya to saadhe paanch bajne wale the. Subah ka dhundhalka ubharne laga tha. Waapsi me mujhe kayi log aate jate nazar aaye jinhe dekh kar main thoda aur chintit ho utha tha. Main ye hargiz nahi chaahta tha ki log mujhe us viraan pade bangle me jate huye dekh le. Khair ye meri khush-kismati hi thi ki main bangle par pahuch gaya. Aas paas ka jaayja lene ke baad maine fauran hi jhool rahi rassi ko pakda aur upar chadhna shuru kar diya. Mere dil ki dhadkane train ki speed se daudne lagi thi aur sath hi kisi ke dwara dekh liye jane ka dar bhi badhta chala ja raha tha. Badi mushkil se main upar pahucha. Ek baar fir se maine aas paas ka jaayja liya aur fir rassi ko railing se nikaal kar use samette huye khidki ke raaste andar aa gaya.

Khidki ke dono palle band karne ke baad main bed par aa kar baith gaya tha. Meri saanse is tarah phool gayi thi maano main meelo daud kar aaya tha. Bag ko bed ke ek side rakh kar main apni phooli huyi saanso ko durust karne laga tha. Khidki par kyoki kaanch laga hua tha aur wo toote huye bhi the is liye baahar ki hawa aur halki roshni kamre me aa rahi thi. Abhi main apni saanso ko durust kar hi raha tha ki ek nayi pareshani mere liye khadi ho gayi. Pet me pressure banne laga tha. Main samajh gaya ki ye pressure bina toilet gaye thik nahi hoga. Bangle ke andar toilet ki byawastha to thi lekin paani nahi ho sakta tha. Pet me banne wala pressure dhire dhire aur bhi badhta ja raha tha.

Bag se pani ka ek bottle nikaal kar main utha aur kamre ke attach bathroom ki taraf badh chala. Bathroom ka darwaza thoda zor dene par khula lekin andar badi ajeeb si smell bhari huyi thi aur sath hi dhool ke sath jaala bhi. Gadde ke upar jo chaddar bichha hua tha use le kar maine bathroom ke jaale ko thoda bahut saaf kiya aur darwaza khol kar baahar hi khada ho gaya. Khidki se ab subah ka ujala andar aane laga tha, halaaki abhi subah ka suraj nikla nahi tha. Kuch der me jab bathroom ki smell kuch kam huyi to main andar daakhil ho gaya. Bathroom me lage paani ke nalke ko maine ghumaya to wo tas se mas na hua. Itne saalo me uska jaam ho jana laajmi tha lekin main fir bhi use ghumane ka prayaas karta hi raha. Halaaki mujhe yakeen tha ki nalke se paani aane ka sawaal hi paida nahi hota tha magar jane kyo main use ghumane ki koshish kiye ja raha tha. Idhar pet me banne wala pressure aur bhi badh gaya tha. Achanak hi toti ghoom gayi aur meri ummid ke vipreet usme se bade force se paani nikal pada. Main ekdam se uchhal pada tha aur sath hi hairaan bhi ho gaya tha. Toti se nikal raha paani ganda tha. Maine jaldi se toti ko band kiya aur fir toilet sheet par pant ke sath sath underwear utaar kar baith gaya.

Toilet karne ke baad maine bottle ke paani se shauch kiya aur fir uth khada hua. Bathroom ke kone me ek plastic ki balti rakhi huyi thi jo kafi gandi nazar aa rahi thi. Maine kapde pahanne ke baad us balti ko pani ki toti ke neeche rakh diya aur fir toti ko ghuma diya. Paani speed me nikla aur balti me girne laga magar ye kya...Pani ki speed ko balti sahan na kar saki aur wo toot gayi. Maine jaldi se pani ki speed ko kam kiya aur fir bathroom se baahar aa gaya. Balti kafi purani thi aur wo kamjor ho chuki thi. Us balti me jab thoda pani bhar gaya to maine toti band kar ke balti ke us paani ko toilet sheet par daal diya. Kamre me aa kar maine bag se saabun nikala aur bathroom me ja kar maine us saabun se hath dhoya.

Bed par baithe main us khwaab ke bare me soch raha tha. Aisi jagah par is tarah ka khwaab aana bematlab ya besabab nahi ho sakta tha aur agar bematlab tha bhi tab bhi mujhe ek baar apni tasalli ke liye us jagah par jana hi chahiye tha. Khair kisi tarah waqt guzra aur suraj nikla to dhoop nikal aayi jisse khidki ke raaste ab kamre me bhi ujala ho gaya tha.

Maine hath me bandhi ghadi me time dekha. Subah ke saadhe saat baj gaye the. Thodi si energy ke liye maine bag se doodh ka ek packet nikala aur usme thoda sa chhend kar ke sara pi gaya. Uske baad torch le kar main bed se neeche utra. Kamre ke darwaze ke paas pahuch kar maine darwaza khola. Ek baar fir se dil ki dhadkane ye soch kar thoda badh gayi ki itne bade bangle me sirf main hu jo kisi bhoot ki tarah bangle ke aise sthaan par jane laga hu jaha ke bare me jane ka koi soch bhi nahi sakta, us haalat me to bilkul bhi nahi jab pata ho ki ye bangla pichhle bees saalo se viraan pada hai.

Har taraf dhool aur jaalo ka samraajya tha jo is baat ko saabit karta tha ki ek muddat se yaha koi nahi aaya. Chalte chalte main seedhiyo ke paas aaya. Mere chalne se peeche pharsh par kadmo ke nishaan bante ja rahe the. Kyoki din ka waqt tha aur baahar dhoop khili huyi thi is vajah se uski roshni roshandaano se ho kar andar tak aa pahuchi thi jisse andar bhi thoda bahut ujala ho gaya tha. Seedhiyo se main neeche hall me aaya. Mere baye taraf kuch doori par jo kamra dikh raha tha wo hamari naukraani savita aunty ka tha. Us kamre ko dekh kar achanak se mujhe savita aunty ka khayaal aaya. Savita aunty ek aisi kirdaar thi jo namak to hamara kha rahi thi lekin jasusi Sanjay uncle ki kar rahi thi. Main sochne laga ki aaj ke waqt me wo kaha hogi? Kya aaj bhi wo Sanjay uncle ki khaas hogi ya niyati ne use is duniya se rukhsat kar diya hoga?

Mere zahen me savita aunty ke kamre me jane ka vichaar aaya to main us taraf hi chal pada. Kuch hi der me main uske kamre ke darwaze par pahuch gaya. Darwaza baahar se band tha aur us par kundi lagi huyi thi. Mere man me sawaal ubhra ki savita aunty ke kamre me taala kyo nahi laga hua hai? Fir maine socha ki ho sakta hai ki mere mata pita ki maut ke baad wo yaha akele rahne ka na sochi ho aur sanjay uncle ne uske rahne ke liye kisi dusri jagah intjaam kar diya ho. Mujhe apna ye khayaal sahi laga. Khair maine kundi sarka kar darwaze ko andar ki taraf dhakela to wo ajeeb si awaaz karta hua khul gaya. Andar se ajeeb si smell aa kar meri naak me sama gayi jisse maine apni naak par hath rakh liya.

Kamre me daakhil ho kar maine bade gaur se kamre ka muaayna kiya lekin ye dekh kar mujhe thoda hairaani huyi ki kamra ekdam se khaali tha. Kamre me ek bed zarur tha lekin usme koi kapda nahi tha. Ek kone me ek lakdi ki almaari rakhi thi jiske dono palle khule huye the. Almaari ke andar kuch bhi nahi tha. Ek taraf lakdi ki ek kursi aur ek chhota sa stool rakha hua tha. Kamre ki jo haalat dikh rahi thi usse saaf zaahir hota tha ki savita aunty ka boriya bistar yaha se bahut pahle hi uth chuka tha. Mera ab us kamre me rahne ka koi matlab nahi tha is liye waapas palta aur baahar aa kar darwaze ko waise hi kundi laga kar band kar diya jaise wo pahle band tha.

Ground floor par savita aunty ke kamre ke bagal se ek kamra aur tha jo store room tha. Usme main pahle bhi jana pasand nahi karta tha is liye is waqt bhi jana maine bekaar hi samjha. Hall ke right side me ek taraf mere mata pita ka kamra tha. Uske kuch doori par kitchen tha aur kitchen se laga hua dining hall. Maine ek baar chaaro taraf dekha aur fir apne mata pita ke kamre ki taraf badh chala. Meri aankho ke saamne ek baar fir se ateet ki yaade kisi film ki tarah dikhne lagi thi jo mujhe dukh pahuchaane lagi thi. Maine badi mushkil se khud ko samhala.

Mammy papa ke kamre ka darwaza bhi baahar se hi band tha. Maine kunde ko ek taraf sarka kar kamre ka darwaza khola. Darwaza khulte hi ek baar fir se ajeeb si smell meri naak me sama gayi jisse maine apni naak ko hatheli se dhank liya. Dhadakte dil se main kamre ke andar daakhil hua. Kamre ki haalat dekh kar mujhe thoda jhatka sa laga aur hairaani bhi huyi. Kamre me dhool aur jaale to the hi lekin hairaani ki baat ye thi ki kamre me rakhi cheeze idhar udhar bikhri huyi padi thi. Aisa lag raha tha jaise kabhi kisi ne yaha par cheezo ko idhar udhar bikher kar kisi cheez ki talaashi li ho. Kamre me rakha hua mammy papa ka bed bhi apni jagah se hat kar dusri taraf ajeeb angel se rakha hua tha. Bed ke neeche jo kaleen bichha hua hota tha wo bhi apni jagah se aadhe se zyada hata hua tha jiski vajah se uske neeche farsh me dikh rahe us gupt darwaze ki banawat saaf dikh rahi thi.

Kafi der tak main kamre ki aisi haalat ko dekhta khada raha uske baad main aage badha. Kamre ki diwaaro par frame lagi huyi tasveere tangi huyi thi. Main aahista se un tasveero ki taraf badha aur ek ek kar ke unhe dekhne laga. Tasveero me dhool aur jaala laga hua tha jinhe maine thoda sa saaf kiya. Tasveer me mammy papa the aur unke beech me main baitha hua tha. Us tasveer me meri umar das ya baarah saal ki thi. Aankho ke saamne kuch dhundhli si yaade flash huyi jisne mere dil me dard bhari tees paida kar di. Ek taraf ek badi si tasveer thi. Maine use saaf kiya to maine dekha usme main apni Mammy ke sath khada hua tha. Mammy has rahi thi aur main unke peechhe khade ho kar apne sir ko unke left kandhe par rakhe huye tha jiski vajah se wo apne left hand se mere gaal ko pyaar se sahlaate huye dikh rahi thi. Neeli saadi me wo bahut hi khubsurat dikh rahi thi, hasne ki vajah se unke motiyo jaise daant chamak rahe the. Mujhe yaad aaya ye tab ki tasveer thi jab main college pass out kar ke ghar aaya tha aur mammy papa mere ghar aane se khush ho gaye the. Papa tasveer khich rahe the aur main mammy se chhupak ke khada ho gaya tha. Aankho ke saamne wo manzar flash hua to ekdam se mere dil me ek hook si uthi aur meri aankhe chhalak padi. Mere mammy papa mujhe bahut pyar karte the...mujh par apni jaan chhidakte the. Aankhe band kar ke maine apne jazbaato ko samhaalne ki koshish ki aur upar wale se kahne laga ki kyo usne mere sath aisa kiya?

Yu to kamre me aisi na jane kitni hi tasveere lagi huyi thi lekin un sabko dekhne ki main himmat nahi juta saka. In tasveero ki vajah se palat jhapakte hi na jane kitni hi yaade ubhar aati aur mujhe rulaane lagti. Khair maine kisi tarah khud ko samhala aur kamre me bikhri padi cheezo ko dekhne laga.

Yu to mammy papa ke kamre me rakhi cheezo ko maine pahle kabhi gaur se nahi dekha tha is liye mere liye ye jaanna thoda mushkil tha ki agar yaha par kabhi kisi ne talaashi li thi to wo yaha se kya le ke gaya hoga? Itna to main samajhta tha ki mere pita ka sambandh C. M. S. jaisi sanstha se tha aur un dono ki maut ke baad unke dosto ne sabse pahle yahi kaam kiya hoga ki unke bangle se aise har wo saboot mita diye jaye jisse kisi ko ye pata na chal sake ki mere pita ka sambandh C. M. S. jaisi kisi sanstha se raha hai. Main samajh gaya ki kamre me mujhe is tarah ki koi cheez milne wali nahi thi aur waise bhi mera yaha aane ka maksad kuch aur tha.

Maine kaleen ko hataya to gupt tahkhane ka wo darwaza achhe se ubhar kar saamne aa gaya. Uske baad main kamre ke us taraf badha jaha par us darwaze ko kholne ka switch tha. Maine us khaas switch ko dabaya lekin koi faayda na hua. Ekdam se mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki bangle me bijli nahi hai. Bina bijli ke kuch nahi ho sakta tha aur ye mere liye sabse badi samasya wali baat ho gayi thi.

Main waapas us gupt tahkhane ke darwaze ke paas aaya aur ukdu baith kar use gaur se dekhne laga. Gupt tahkhane ke us darwaze ka ek sira kaleen ke neeche abhi bhi thoda daba hua tha is liye maine kaleen ko waha se thoda aur peeche hataya. Kaleen ke hatte hi jo dikha usse meri aankhe fail gayi. Darwaze ka ek sira toota hua tha aur uske sath hi farsh bhi kinaare se udhda hua dikh raha tha. Zaahir hai kisi ne us darwaze ko todne ki koshish ki thi ya fir ye bhi kaha ja sakta hai ki darwaze ko tod hi diya hoga. Maine hathaudi ke dusre sire ko us toote huye hisse pas fansaya aur use upar karne ki koshish ki to wo ek taraf se uth gaya. Maine thoda aur uthaya to wo dusri taraf se thoda sarka aur agle hi pal jo hua usne mujhe buri tarah dara diya. Kamre me badi tez awaaz huyi thi. Gupt darwaza moti ply ka tha jiske upar white rang ki sunmica lagi huyi thi. White sunmica lagi hone se wo kamre ke farsh par lagi white tiles se match kar jata tha jisse asaani se koi guess nahi kar sakta tha ki wo kya hai. Khair maine jaise hi hathaudi se use zor de kar thoda aur uthaya to wo dusri taraf se sarak gaya tha jisse puraani ho chuki ply us taraf se toot gayi aur wo bharbhara kar neeche ja giri thi. Usi se tez awaaz huyi thi.

Kamre ke farsh par ab us gupt tahkhane ka chaukor raasta saaf dikh raha tha jiski seedhiyo par girne wala wo ply ka darwaza toot kar kayi tukdo me bat gaya tha. Seedhiyo ke neeche andhera tha. Maine pahle ply ke un toote huye tukdo ko baahar nikala aur fir neeche jane ke liye seedhiyo par kadam rakha. Ek baar fir se mere dil ki dhadkane badh gayi thi. Zahen me tarah tarah ke khayaal ubharne lage the. Jaise hi main neeche ki taraf aaya to meri naak me ajeeb si smell samane lagi. Maine naak ko hatheli se dhanka aur torch ko jala kar dheere dheere neeche utarne laga. Is jagah par main pahle bhi aa chuka tha lekin tab me aur ab me bees saalo ka fark ho gaya tha. Viraan pade itne bade bangle ke gupt tahkhane me main akela hath me torch liye neeche pahuch gaya tha.

Tahkhane me syaah andhera tha aur ajeeb si gandh bhari huyi thi. Torch ki roshni me maine dekha andar tahkhane me har taraf jaale lage huye the jiski vajah se waha ka manzar behad hi daraawna lag raha tha. Dar aur ghabrahat se meri dhadkane dhaad dhaad bajti huyi mahsoos ho rahi thi. Tahkhane ke us kamre ka manzar waisa hi tha jaisa maine kal raat khwaab me dekha tha lekin kuch cheezo me fark tha. Mujhe yaad aaya ki bees saal pahle jab main is tahkhane me aaya tha tab yaha par do teen computers lage huye the aur kuch alag type ke instruments rakhe huye the jabki is waqt kamre me na to computers the aur na hi koi instruments. Kamre ki diwaaro par chipki huyi wires zarur thi lekin kinaare par bane desk me sirf dhool hi thi. Maine torch ki roshni idhar udhar ghuma kar har taraf dekha. Ek kone me ek revolving chair ulti huyi padi thi aur usi ke paas lohe ke do teen tukde pade huye the jo rod jaise the. Ek taraf chaddar ki ek almaari thi jiske dono palle khule huye the aur un par jaale lage huye the. Desk se thodi doori par lakdi ka toota hua ek waisa hi box tha jaisa maine khwaab me dekha tha. Kamre ki haalat dekh kar saaf zaahir hota tha ki yaha par jo kuch bhi pahle maujood tha use hata diya gaya hai.

Maine torch ka focus diwaaro par Kiya to ek taraf mujhe bijli ka ek switch nazar aaya. Meri aankho ke saamne khwaab wala switch chamak utha to main us taraf badha. Switch par bhi dhool aur jala laga hua tha. Maine switch ke handle ko neeche ki taraf kheencha to wo thode prayaas me khatt ki awaaz ke sath neeche ho gaya lekin us switch ko neeche karne se koi pratikriya nahi huyi. Tabhi mujhe dhyaan aaya ki yaha bijli nahi hai aur shayad is vajah se kahi par koi pratikriya nahi huyi hai. Main sochne laga ki bijli ke na hone se agar kuch na hua to fir mere yaha aane ka koi faayda hi nahi hoga. Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki ab kya karu? Torch ki roshni me main har taraf dekhne laga. Mujhe yaad aaya ki maine khwaab me ek aur gupt darwaza seedhi ke neeche pragat hote huye dekha tha. Main fauran hi seedhi ke neeche ki taraf badha.

Seedhi ke neeche diwaar ke kareeb pahuch kar maine torch ki roshni ko diwaar par focus kiya. Is taraf jaale ki bharmaar thi. Main muda aur revolving chair ke paas pade lohe ke ek rod ko utha liya. Rod le kar main seedhi ke paas aaya aur jaale ko us rod se saaf karne laga. Kuch hi der me saara jala lohe ki us rod me baith gaya. Maine rod ko kamre me ek taraf fenka aur fir se torch ke prakash ko diwaar par focus kiya. Seedhi ke neeche jo diwaar thi use main achhe se torch ke prakash me dekh raha tha. Kafi der tak dekhne ke baad bhi mujhe aisa kuch nazar na aaya jisse mujhe ek dusre gupt darwaze ko kholne ka koi suraag mil sake ya ye pata chal sake ki yaha par koi dusra gupt darwaza bhi hai. Thak haar kar main waapas mudne hi laga tha ki achanak main ruk gaya. Torch ka prakash bedhyani me seedhi ke neeche ek kone me chala gaya tha aur mujhe ek pal ke liye kuch dikha tha. Maine jaldi se us jagah par torch ke prakash ko focus kiya.

Seedhi ke neeche bilkul kinaare par, yaani baahri side kinaare par ek angul ki patti lagi huyi thi jo ki puri seedhi par lagi thi, usi patti ke just bagal se yaani andar side ek keel jaisa kuch dikh raha tha jiske upar ka bhaag thoda chauda tha magar gol tha. Kamre se seedhi ki taraf dekhne se na to wo ek angul ki patti samajh me aati thi aur na hi uske aage andar ki taraf wo keel jaisi cheez dikh sakti thi. Seedhi ke paas aane ke baad wo ek angul ki patti nazar to aayegi lekin uske aage lagi wo keel jaisi cheez nahi dikhegi aur na hi koi ye soch sakta hai ki aisi koi cheez seedhi ke baahri kinaare par ho sakti hai. Mere man me us keel jaisi cheez ko dekh kar utsukta jaag uthi aur sath hi dhadkane bhi tez ho gayi. Maine torch ko left hand me liya aur right hand ki ek ungli se us keel jaisi cheez ko sahlaya. Keel jaisi dikhne wali wo cheez chhoone par kuch alag hi mahsoos ho rahi thi. Maine uske upar ungli ko rakh kar sahlaate huye use thoda dabaya to agle hi pal gharar gharar ki awaaz sun kar main ekdam se chaunk gaya.

Mere peeche diwaar me ek aisa darwaza pragat ho gaya tha jisme ek baar me sirf ek hi aadmi andar daakhil ho sakta tha. Maine jaise hi us taraf torch ka prakash kiya to mujhe us darwaze par udti dhool nazar aayi. Main ye soch kar thoda soch me pad gaya tha ki ye darwaza kaise khul gaya tha, jabki yaha to bijli hai hi nahi? Is tarah ka system bina bijli ke nahi ho sakta tha, matlab zarur iske khulne ka koi na koi dusra khaas jariya tha. Main torch ki roshni ko us darwaze par focus kiye aage badha aur kuch hi palo me main us darwaze ke andar daakhil ho gaya.


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